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#if you werent thinking about taylor swift before now you are
incognito-girl · 9 months
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window - alessia russo
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Read. Your girlfriend had seen your message but decided not to reply. Your eyebrows furrow at this thought as a scowl takes over your usually soft features. She probably just fell asleep you think to yourself wanting to excuse your lover's actions. The quiet tune of Taylor Swift in the backround pulling you out of your trance as you stand to change the CD.
buzz
Finally, you thought to yourself. About time she answered. You practically run over to your phone, that was laying on your bed. You pick it up hurriedly to see the message from your girlfriend as quick as possible. Much to your disappointment it was one of your friends just wondering if you would like to go out with her tomorrow. You replied hastily agreeing to her plan and wishing her a good night.
At this point you decide to just go to bed. A knot in your stomach forming due to the thought of the blonde possibly being upset with you. The only reason you were staying up was to talk with Alessia but if she was so upset and wouldn’t speak to you there was no point. You qucikly get into your bed as the knot in your stomach gets worse. You are left looking at the ceiling your thoughts running away from you.
She definitely will want to break up with you.
She hates you.
She has found someone better.
She thought you werent good enough for her.
These thoughts weren’t unusual, but normally you would be wrapped up in the girls arms as she whispered sweet everythings into your ears to drown out your thoughts until every thought was how loved you were. Tonight you were left alone in your small bed that suddenly felt very big. Usually you would be able to talk to your siblings or mother to take your mind off everything but tonight they had all went to sleep early so you were stuck with your thoughts. You stay wallowing in your pity for another while before you hear a small thump outside your window. You shot up in your hed staring out of it into the darkness from your bed. Your hands cluch onto the duvet pulling it closer to yourself to feel safer.
Your eyes dart around the small dark room in hope ghat whatever has decided to haunt you would just go away. Your hopes were short lived as you suddenly hear a frequent knocking against your window. You freeze as your gaze shifts over to the window where the sound has come from. Hands still cluching your duvet for dear life, you stare with a horror filled gaze at the glass panel that had been covered by your long pink curtains minuites before.
The eerie sound of a hurried knock once again comes from outside. A wave of bravery washed over you and before you knew it you were standing in the middle of your now lit room holding a book in your hand ready to hit whatever or whoever was trying to get into your cozy small room. You took about five steps to the window and silently hyped yourself up to try bring yourself to open the curtains. After what felt like two hours you quickly ripped open the plush curtains and jumped back and shut your eyes in hopes that it would save you from whatever hid on the other side of the glass pane. After not hearing anything for a few seconds you slowly open your eyes to see what was threatening your life minutes before.
Alesssia Russo. The young girl was crouched down on the roof of the extension on your house looking at you with an amused expression very evident on her face. You were frozen in place for about ten seconds until you realised, your love was sitting outside your window in the cold. Legs moving beneth you before you could think and the quick clink of the window unlocking stunning you.
Your arms reached for the girl, once the window separating you was fully opened, and pulled her into your room before she could even register what happened. “hi baby.” she whispered with a soft voice while placing her hands on your cheeks. Backing away slightly from her grip you whisper shout at her “What the fuck are you doing here alessia?” Her eyebrows raise in shock to what you said. “What are you talking about? I sent you a message i was coming over.” she states confidently at you as if it was a known fact. Her natural charms beginning to wear you down you laugh at her breathily. “I never got a message from you.” “Oh shit sorry!” she says as her expression contorted from relaxed to worried while she begins to move away from you and back towards the window that she entered from.
You reached out for her top and pulled her body back towards yours. “Where do you think you are going?” you say while smiling up at her. “Home, you never said i could be here and i-” she lets out hurrikdy why beginning to move around erratically “lessi.” you say while placing your hands onto each side of the young italians neck as you look up at her. This action shuts up the girl as her eyes fall onto yours lovingly. “Shut up. i want you here. So you are staying here.” A small crimson blush dusts the blondes tanned skin. “Okay.” she says shyly at you as her hands sneak around your waist under your pjama top.
After thirty seconds of standing in eachothers embrace the taller blonde begins to dio her hands lower onto the back of your thighs so she can lift you up. You jump up into her arms as you start caressing her cheeks. “i love you.” you whisper onto her lips between small kisses. “hmm i love you way more.” she says slyly back. “shut it.” you say happily back to the girl your words not matching your tone that was full of love. She gently lowers the pair of you onto your small bed after moving the duvet out if her way.
She has you lying on her chest while her manicured nails scrach your back and scalp lulling you to sleep quickly. Soon enough there is a soft snore coming from you, hearing this she knows she can finally relax and sleep herself. She presses one final kiss to your forehead before letting sleep take over her body that was perfectly entangled with yours.
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sleepysturnss · 4 months
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INVISIBLE STRING - Matt. S
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summary: you and matt have been friends for years, but you two had a falling out right before you left for college. however, some invisible string pulls you back together.
warnings: ANGST (in the beginning), kissing?, fluff, arguing! i think thats all.
this was requested!! :) i forgot the username but i hope you enjoy this💗
── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ───
i slammed my car door shut, biting my lip as hard as i could, praying that the tears stayed in my eyes. one little push, and everything could fall apart. one moment you could be on top of the world, straight As, sharing a dorm with my best friend, and next thing you know your walking in on your boyfriend making out with that same best friend.
i needed a break. a chance to get away from this place, new york. i had to find a way for things to go back to the way they were before, how they were in boston, just for a little while.
maybe that was the answer. going back to boston.
before i knew it i was sitting on a park bench, ordering plane tickets to boston.
i knew i had to go back to my dorm, but i was dreading it. amelia would be there. the girl who willingly and happily invited my boyfriend to cheat on me.
i walked up the steps to the huge building, opening the handle and letting the fresh college kid air hit me. normally this would be relaxing, but nothing is normal. not anymore.
my mind was screaming at me to stop, but i had to get my things. so i found myself standing in front of the door to my room.
i took a deep breath, before wrapping my hand around the cold metal knob, twisiting it open.
i walked in, looking around, i didnt see her. maybe she wasnt home.
i sighed, relieved as i began to shove my clothes and other necessities into my black backpack, not waisting any time.
i took one look at my dorm, my side almost completely empty. nodding to myself, i turned around about to open the door.
“y/n?”
i closed my eyes, turning around slowly.
“y/n please, please let me explain i-”
“im not speaking to you.” i smiled tightly at her, gripping the strap on my backpack.
“i swear i- wait…where are you going?” she asked, shoving her hands in her pockets.
“its not of your business amelia. im leaving here for a while, and when i get back dont expect to see me, im changing my fucking room.” i snapped, crossing my arms.
“y/n please! let me explain i promise-”
“shut up!” i said through my teeth, “your not explaing jack shit. you were shoving your tongue down my boyfriends throat, and now your standing in front of me asking to explain?”
i stared at her for a moment, before turning around and leaving the room. she didnt follow me, or contact me after that day. which is a good thing, because it took every fiber in me not to beat the shit out of her.
soon i was back in boston, everything felt right there. i almost wish i never left. things would be better.
but being back here just reminded me of him even more.
everywhere i looked, he was there.
the shops we used to visit, our favorite lunch place, the park where we walked his first dog.
he was everywhere.
and i couldnt get his stupid voice out of my head.
“so you werent gonna tell me?” he snapped, turning around. he never yelled at me, not like this.
“your picking up your whole life and moving to another state? and you decided to wait until the week before you left to tell me? your best friend?”
“matt i didnt wanna hurt you! i just-”
“your hurting me right now! how could you just lie to me!” he paused, running his hand through his hair. i could tell he was thinking. he always did that when he was thinking.
“fuck off. go to new york, and loose my god damn number.” he finally spoke up.
my heart dropped.
all the way to my feet.
“you dont mean that…” i shook my head, biting back tears. but that look in his eyes told me he was dead serious,
“bye y/n.” he muttered, slamming my front door shut.
it had been about two years since that day. the last day i had seen him.
i knew i was wrong, but i was young, and afraid. i would hate me too.
okay. snap out of it. stop thinking about matt.
i ran my hand through my hair, walking out of the airport, quickly noticing the uber i called.
i stepped into the car, setting my bag down.
“where to?” the man asked, turning his head to meet my gaze,
“can you drop me off at-” i paused, not wanting to go to my parents house yet.
“actually, nevermind” i shook my head, giving him the name of a small coffee shop near the bridge.
it took about fifteen minutes to get there, it was a nice ride. i really missed boston.
“thank you” i smiled at the driver, exiting the car.
i walked past the entrance to the coffee shop, entering through the back, walking up the stairs.
i used to work here in highschool, so i always went up to the roof at night. most of the time matt came with me…but id just have to do without.
i walked onto the roof, the chilly boston air instantly blanketing my face. i hummed softly as i looked around, the skyline sparkling slightly in the sunset, and the soft hum of car engines vaguely noticable.
i turned my head, noticing a taller figure standing against the railing of the roof. they were in a black hoodie, the hood pulled up, disguising their identity.
i shoved my hands in my pockets, approaching the person, assuming it was a boy, because his figure was masculine.
“hey” i smiled, my head facing forward, “i didnt know anyone else came up here” i laughed to myself, my hands resting on the rail.
“an old friend showed me this place” he said softly,
i smiled, “you sound really fami-”
i turned my head, my eyes meeting two shiny blue ones that i knew all too well.
“y/n?” he muttered, pulling his hood down.
“matt” i breathed, stepping back slightly.
“shit how long has it been?” he smiled, not like the smile i knew. it was forced, and tired.
“a long time.” i sighed, staring at my shoes.
we stood in silence for a moment, probably trying to figure out what to say.
“im sorry”
our voices rang at the same time, i laughed lightly, looking up at him.
“im so fucking sorry matt. i shouldve never done that to you, it was stupid. i was stupid, and scared, and dumb, well stupid and dumb are the same thing, but you know what i mean.” i rambled, making him smile again.
“y/n.” he said softly, “im sorry. i shouldve never said any of that shit to you, the truth is…i was afraid of loosing you. so i pushed you away. and i regret it more than anything.” he moved closer to me,
“im really glad your back, i-is everything okay?” he asked, a concerned look in his eye,
“everything is perfect now.” i whispered, wrapping my arms around his torso, pulling myself into him.
“i missed you, so much matt.” my voice broke, his arms embraced me, pushing me into his chest, his head burying into my hair.
“you have no idea y/n/n” he whispered,
as i hugged him, i realized that nothing else mattered. that i hadnt been truly happy since i had seen matt.
i started dating my boyfriend, and i liked him, but i didnt love him, i didnt love amelia, or anyone else. but i loved matt. more than anything.
“matt.”
“yeah?” he asked, pulling away just slightly, but still holding onto my arms.
“i need you to know something.” i whispered, “i felt so lost without you, like…like i couldnt be me. i felt so empty, and so incomplete. but when im with you i feel whole. you were my best friend. but…i never realized how i really felt.”
“what are you saying?” he asked, his brows knitting together,
“im saying im in love with you matthew.” i bit my lip, my eyes watering up, every bit of oxygen in my lungs had immediately disappeared.
“jesus- what the fuck is wrong with me i-”
“y/n.” his grip tightened, keeping me from pulling away.
“ive been in love with you since i was fourteen years old.” he whispered, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear, “i think thats why i got so angry when you left. but i never stopped loving you. its always been you.”
“it always will be.”
i smiled, standing up on my tippy toes to close the gap in between us. our lips pressing together, the light of the moon illuminating his chocolatey brown hair that sat messily over his ocean eyes.
our lips met, it felt like a magnet, like a string that had finally met its other end. like an invisible string.
i pulled away, just enough to rest my forehead against his.
“i love you.” he whispered,
“i love you more.” i smiled,
“not possible y/n/n”
we stayed like that for a while, our bodies softly swaying in the wind, dancing to the music that only we could hear.
nothing mattered anymore. not new york, or amelia, nothing.
all that i cared about was in my arms.
he was mine.
and i was his.
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woo my first oneshot omd 🙈💗 how do we feel? its not perfect butttt ahh
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dwntwn-strnlo · 8 months
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WONDERSTRUCK matt sturniolo
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. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎, dwntwn-strnlo.
↳ 𝐀/𝐍. final part of enchanted! make sure you go read parts 1 and 2!
thank you to the anon who came up w the names for chris' twins!
↳ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆. matthew sturniolo x reader
↳ 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘. i was enchanted to meet you.
↳ 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃? yes! . . . Hey you don’t have to but maybe for your enchanted chapter you could make a pt.3 and do one where it’s years later and they are getting married and in their speeches or vows they could talk about how that time apart was hard for them. And maybe enchanted could be their first dance song. ( Tilly429 on wattpad )
↳ 𝐂𝐖! use of 'y/n', not proofread
"this night is sparling, don't you let it go . . .
. . . i'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home."
enchanted - taylor swift . . . speak now, tv. 2023
you knew one of you we’re going to break, but you definitely didn’t expect matt to already be tearing up by the time you and your father turned the corner. the second his eyes landed on you, you studied his face carefully. his eyes were watery, and he nervously chewed on his lower lip; hiding the smile you fell so deeply in love with.
as you started walking down the isle, you send him a gentle smile. he drops his head, shaking it. undeniably trying to hide his flustered expression.
following behind your future niece, chris’ daughter, chloe, whom threw lightly shaded rose petals in a hectic motion, you couldnt help but think about your own kid. though it’ll still be a few years time, you had to hide your giggly expression at the thought of raising your own baby with matt.
taking your eyes off the sweet little blonde girl, you look up to matt. nate and his three brothers stand behind him. nate persuaded his way past the other guys to be the best man, who now has his hand on matts shoulder; whispering something in his ear. matt brings his gaze back to you, his smile only growing more from whatever his best friend said. “see? i told you that you guys would make it eventually.” is what you later learn was muttered to matt, the words made you tear up for what seemed like the millionth time that night.
matt was last to get married. and he would never admit it, but he always hoped thats how it would be. his marriage being the one to seel everything off. the last one to hold onto the youth of his 20s.
even though you werent there for the wedding, chris was the first to get married, marrying his first love, and having twins, a boy and a girl. and then justin got married a few months later. you were lucky enough to be back in their lives when two years later, nick married the man of his dreams. getting to stand beside your best friend as he married the person he would never shut up about. and then a year and a half ago, nathan got married. and after you caught his wifes bouquet, matt sought it to be the perfect opportunity to prevent any more breakups, and proposed to you after the reception.
so of course he and his groomsman would be in tears, even if the other four were already with their forever persons. nobody really wanted to let go, their teenage years way to precious to just sweep away. but they knew it would happen eventually, and that eventually would be now.
reaching the altar, matt smiled down at you. swiping at his eyes with the back of his hand before whispering to you how beautiful you are.
though he’s said those simple words a thousand times over, you still felt as if you were a puddle, slowly seeping to the ground. you knitted your brows together, eyes washed with a joyous sadness, repeating the action and whispering back about how handsome he looks in a tux.
he too looked like the words would make him melt. the two of you couldve whispered to each other up there for hours if you could. lost in your words as you smiled and giggled like a couple of school kids.
“friends and family, thank you all for coming today to share in this wonderful occasion” you looked away to look at the officiant, but apparently it was just you who broke eye contact. “Today we are here together to unite y/n l/n and matthew sturniolo in marriage.”
you turn back to look at matt, feeling hot under his gaze as he admires you closely. the corners of his lips tugging slightly upwards, revealing a small, contempt smile.
his look of admiration causes you to accidentally drone away from the officiant’s words. the quick introduction a haze as you stare longingly into matts blue eyes that you’ve loved staring into for years. his thumb lightly grazing back and forth across the back of your palm. unspoken words sifting through his touch.
“y/n,” you turn to look at the officiant, ripped from your dopey daze. “you may now say your vows.”
taking a shaky breath, you look back to matt. “thank you, matt.” your cheeks get rosier the longer he holds your eyes in his, distracting you from your words. “thank you for ripping out the middle of the book, not letting the story read the end just quite yet, and completely restarting with me.” his expression immediately softens when the words leave your mouth. quickly catching on to the analogy that most of the guests wouldnt be able to catch too. “thank you for not letting the storyline end.”
you could tell how hard it is in this moment for matt not to reach out and wrap his arms around you, embracing you in a never ending hug.
noting that you've finished, the officiant turns to matt. "matthew, you may now say your vows."
he breathes in, before looking down at your entangled hands, and back up to your eyes. "i guess, i don't really have much to say." he laughs lightly.
"all of my love for you has melded so deeply into your brain, that you could probably trace every word i say right now back to something previous.
"i knew i left to soon, but i had no choice, really. but all i could do was pray and hope and pray again that that wasn't goodbye. i knew that i'd forever remember your name until we met again. and we did. and i am forever grateful-" he pauses, choking back on a sob. lifting a hand away to wipe at his eyes. "i am forever grateful to know that i am the one you love." he gives you his brightest grin, though flooded with tears, and whispers: "thank you, love."
you tried as hard as you could not to fall into his arms and wipe away his tears. you managed to keep yours hidden under your lashes, reminding yourself how long it took to do your makeup. lightly giggling to yourself about your stupid problem.
the officiant lets your vows resonate in the air for a second longer, before turning to matt.
"do you matthew sturniolo, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife, to live together in matrimony, to love her, comfort her, honor and keep her, in sickness and in health, in sorrow and in joy, to have and to hold, from this day forward, as long as you both shall live?"
matt smiles, "i do."
turning to you, the officiant repeats what he said but about matt.
"i do," you smile. your cheeks undeniably hurt from how much you were smiling. you couldn't do anything to help your growing contentment.
the officiant explains the ring exchange, and then chris' son walks up cautiously with your wedding rings on a black velvety pillow. he comes up to you very slowly, doing his best not to lose a ring like he had probably seen in a movie, and was now worrying that it would happen to him.
leaning down, matt smiles before picking up your ring. "thank you jamie," he giggled.
"with this ring," matt smiles, gently lifting up your hand, "i thee wed and pledge you my love now, and forever." he lightly slides the ring onto your previously bare finger. sealing his love for you forever. he lightly grazes his thumb over the back of your hand, sending even more butterflies through your body.
you smile and pick up matts ring from the pillow. "thank you, buddy." jamie beams brightly up to you before skipping back to his seat. plopping down next to his sister, in between his parents.
turning back to matt, you pick up his hand. "with this ring, i thee wed and pledge you my love," you slide the ring onto his ring finger, "now, and forever."
"by the authority vested in me by the state of massachusetts," you turn to look to the officiant, who opens his arms wide, smiling at the both of you. "i now pronounce you, husband, and wife. you may now kiss the bride."
you barely have time to meet matts eyes before hes already leaning into you, kissing you gently.
you smile lightly into the kiss as you hear people clapping. and especially, the keys on the piano playing the intro to taylor swifts enchanted, per matts request.
pulling back, you smile brightly to matt. "i love you." you giggle.
"i love you, wife." he smirks.
you playfully roll your eyes before leaning back in and quickly pressing a quick kiss to his cheek. "i love you, husband."
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liverpool-enjoyer · 1 year
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footballers as taylor swift songs
requested by my swiftie in Christ @yudgefudge!! thank you luv <3
leo: you're on your own, kid. ive been associating him w this song way before i knew that everyone else was doing the same lmao. it rlly does encompass his entire journey, from humble beginnings n jus being a little kid playing for fun (from sprinkler splashes/to fireplace ashes), to being the best in the world n all the struggles that come with it (i search the party.../just to learn that my dreams arent rare). the man gave his blood sweat n tears like hed be saved by a the "perfect kiss" which here is a metaphor for the wc obviously. n ohmygosh "everything you lose is a step you take"!!!! BRUH???!?!?! every line, from "i didnt chose this town (ie paris)/i dream of getting out/theres just one who could make me stay", to "the jokes werent funny, i took the money/my friends from home dont know what to say" are all SO leo coded.
ney: anti-hero. i ADORE him n theres a lot of people that like him. but theres also a lot of people who like not liking him. hes one of the best in the world, and as great as that is, he has, unjustifiably so, garnered a significant amount of haters (its me, hi, im the problem, its me/at tea time, everybody agrees). hes rlly endured a ton of it throughout the years, but keeps going (pierced through the heart/but never killed). after facing so much backlash, youd probly worry about the people that still support you and how much longer you can hold on to that (one day i'll watch as youre leaving/and life will lose all its meaning). also, hes a rich person. which makes the bridge pretty relatable for him but like in a funny way.
gavi: nothing new. this one is more based off my inner musings than actual like evidence. i have no idea whats going on this lil dudes head. but i know that IF i were in his position, i'd relate to this song a FUCK TON. its basically a song abt being in the spotlight, n being the shiny young thing that has peoples attention. but what happens when thats not true anymore? (Lord, what will become of me/once ive lost my novelty?) what happens in a few years when an even younger prodigy comes around n impresses everyone? (are we only biding time 'til i lose your attention?/and someone else lights up the room?/people love an ingénue). im not gonna write down the whole birdge but its basically abt the inevitably of meeting your replacement. the song basically asks: "will you still want me/when im nothing new?" he seems like a happy dude who probly doesnt think abt this stuff, but if i were a famous promising young soccer player, this stuff would definitely weigh on my mind.
muller: the story of us. Lord forgive my mullendowski heart. i tried to think of a song that would fit jus him n leave shipping out of it but,,, yeah it wasnt happening. in my mind theyre a package deal. anywho the song's about being around someone youre still in love with after youve broken up (now im standing alone in a crowded room/and we're not speaking and im dying to know/is it killing you like its killing me). ik theyre on good terms n all but in my mindbrain i imagine him them being in the same place for the first time since lewy left him bayern and poor thomas jus "nervously pulling at my clothes/and trying to look busy." and my gosh "but you held your pride like you shouldve held me"??? the AUDACITY. i can go off about this whole song tbh. oh n also even tho speak nows a country album this song is kinda,,, rock/punk-ish kinda??? which is to say, its very loud. much like a certain someone. fun fact i almost put seven for him bc of "before i learned civility/i used to scream ferociously/anytime i wanted" but i figured one line wasnt enough for me to put the whole song.
mbappe: evermore. this is a brooding song. a depression song. so i can definitely see this as a post 2022 world cup final song for him. it actually relates to a sports loss very well. (i used to listen to this song n think a oikawa from haikyuu,,, heh). if theres one thing abt mbappe its that hes dedicated. i can see him "replay(ing) my footsteps on each stepping stone/trying to find the one where i went wrong," yknow, jus thinking abt the final over n over. very "i rewind the tape but all it does is pause/on the very moment all was lost." but at the end of it all, hes young, hes talented, n has more world cups ahead of him. ie: "i had a feeling so peculiar/this pain wouldnt be for/evermore."
klopp: dear reader. this whole song is just advice. its taylor dishing out advice to her fans, most of whom are younger than her. kloppo loves his players, he wants to give them good advice that applies not only on the pitch, but off it as well. (dear reader/bend when you can, snap when you have to/dear reader/you dont have to answer, just cause they asked you) however its no secret that our lovely manager can be pretty hard on himself. so its possible that while he gives advice to those he loves, he feels like hes not worthy of giving it (you wouldnt take my word for it/if you knew who was talking).
again, everything stated is speculation, fueled entirely by my delusional lil mindbrain. as i dont know these ppl.
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winterrhayle · 9 months
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Ive been watching you and Bea go back and forth making each other rank Taylor albums and Im going to miss it SO MUCH Could you two rank the taylor swift tour videos please? I love looking at you guys' takes on things (even if yours are just complimenting every song and Bea is the one who knows how to actually criticise things 💀) love you guys <3 - an anonymous observer😉💗
TYSM :((((( SOBBING LY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @deprivedmusicaljunkie look we've been percieved ! anon ur slight diss at me for not being able to criticise things is KILLING ME HAHAHHAHAHA (ur right though)
okayy heres my tour ranking (note that there isnt an official tour video for red OR eras so this probs affects my ranking,,, more for red than eras bc i see eras content every single day online anyway)
speak now world tour - okay i may be biased because this is my favourite album,, but even if it wasnt this would be her best tour (in my opinion),, i feel like in her old concerts she was so theatrical, and parts of it kinda looked like a full broadway production,, also the iconic elements like the lyrics on the arm, also shout out to the live album recording of this bc i listen to it soooo much and its amazing and perfect and show stopping etc etc im literally gonna list a bunch of iconic moments right here: THE HAUNTED BELL, the fireworks during dear john, the koi fish guitar with the light up tree, the gold fringe dress (DROP EVERYTHING NOW) the ballgown, just the wholle thing is the best thing i have ever seen
eras tour - this tour actually is killing me with all of the nostalgia watching her sing through and acknowledge all of her old albums and past selves (except debut, rip😔). and i especially love all of the details from past concerts she has (like the fearless spins, the sparkly & koi guitars, the over head hand heart) and also the new visuals for existing tours (like the old taylors in glass cages for rep) AND the visuals for the albums that hadnt been toured before (lover, folklore, evermore, midnights) i just think that she really did her albums justice (again, apart from debut☠️) and its insane that the show is so long 3+ hours
reputation stadium tour - karyn the snake is the coolest thing ive ever seen. also the ready for it intro with the hooded bodysuit outfit is ICONIC,,, i love the choreo on this tour, like the part of i did something bad where taylor gets lifted up like a cheerleader (AHHHHHH) and i love the quiet long live / new years day moment on the piano,, its so nice
the red tour - like i said before, there isnt a tour movie for this one so i dont know as much about it, but i loveeee how fun it is, i love the ringleader outift and circus theme for the closing song, we are never ever getting back toghether (my favourite part of the show) and i love the unnecessary hairflips during all too well😭
the 1989 world tour - this tour feels like her biggest one (even though it isnt), its like the most pop artist thing ever, its less theatre-production like than any of her other tours and it feels less personal? that being said its obviously very iconic, im forever obsessed with the wildest dreams/enchanted mashup, and that one out of the woods bodysuit that she only wore once for some reason, + the FOREVER iconic rock version of wanegbt BUT THE WAY THE TOUR MOVIE IS EDITED IS SOOOO ANNOYING LIKE IT SWITCHES TO A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE EVERY 2 SECONDS😭 anyway i really do appreciate this tour bc taylor really did give it everything she had, and looking at the miss americana documentary, u can tell it was really hard to have put on that show with what she was going through
fearless tour - this is ranked last but i actually really like this one, its cute. her vocals werent as good as they are currently but idc because this show was so funny,, it had the iconicccc throwing of the red chairs in forever & always and shoudlve said no in the rain!!!!!!!!
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b3mym1stake · 4 months
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A very serious the 1975 fanfiction.
This is.... interesting.... so um please dont take it seriously. There is nothing weird or nsfw about this. Just your average cringy 2014 style fanfiction.
PLEASE IGNORE ANY SPELLING OR PUNCTUATION MISTAKES I WROTE THIS AT THREE AM.
During the night, i was sleeping peacefully in my king sized bed, but in the morning, my mothers harsh and shallow voice awakened me. "Wake up you waste of space" she screamed. It didnt bother me. i have been allowing it to happen for years, me letting her treat me like shit i mean. It doesnt hurt me anymore. I get up and i go to the bathroom to wash up. As i stare into the mirror i notice all the imperfections in my skin. The deep gash of my forehead from when i had a huge pimple and just couldnt leave it alone, the multiple scars on my nose from peeling my skin too much in the summer when i got sunburned, the millia under my eye that is very permanently injured and scarred from when i was 12 and thought it was a pimple... Im so different than all the other girls... They all have glass skin and look like if Serena Van der Woodsen and Taylor Swift had a lovechild that was raised by Blair Waldorf. Yet here i was, imperfect and unloved, still feeling happy about who i was.
After i was done with all that daily philosophical thinking, i threw my long, blonde hair in a messy bun, wore my favourite band t-shirt, my "the 1975" muscle tank. I bought it after i saw taylor swift wearing it even though i absolutely love the 1975. I wear a pair of boho themed patterned leggings, and my high top uggs. I gaze into my shining blue orbs in the mirror and decide that today will be a day where i actually wear a bit of makeup. Unlike other girls, i dont need to wear makeup to feel pretty, i have found a source of happiness very deep in me that no one can ever truly take away.
"Autumn Raine!!!!! Come down RIGHT NOW!!!" My mother screamed from downstairs. I sighed, breathing away all those thoughts that had occured to me while i was zoning out while looking at myself in the bathroom mirror. "Cominggg!!" i said back, my voice soft and feminine. As i walked down the stairs, i saw four men sitting on our couch. For a second i thought my mom was making me go to casting for a COMPLEEEEETELY different thing, but then i remembered, im still her daughter and she probably wouldnt want that to happen right in front of her. However, after a close inspection, i figured out who the four unknown men sitting on our couch were, and how they werent so unknown after all....
"Matty, Adam, George and Ross?!?!?!" I say in surprise. "What the actual hell is the 1975 doing on my couch??" I think. "We are here for a very special reason, George says, his voice thick and coarse. He doesnt talk much but i bet that when he does, people listen. "We are here for you, actually" The small one says, his voice somehow both high and low pitched at the same time, "Im Matty, Matty Healy." He states and extends his hand for me to shake. "I know.. heh" I answer back shyly and shake his hand. He gives me a smile. "Your mother contacted us and said you guys were running low on money and that she needed to get rid of you asap" Adam continues, his voice more deeper than i expected based on how thin and zesty he looks. "Why would you pick me?" i asked, geniuenly wondering. "well," George says, his voice cold and mysterious, "it is quite a long story, according to our research, you are...." he stops abruptly. "i am what? Come on you cant just stop in the middle of that" i shout. "My sister." He states and looks to the side as if he is trying to hide his face. "Oh." i say, as it is all i manage to get out of me. "Am i seriously directly related to my favourite band?!?!?" I think, but it doesnt take long before my train of thought gets interrupted by George again. "My paren-" He stops. "Our parents, they couldnt afford to have another kid after they had me." He starts explaining. "Mom didnt have another option than to give birth to you, then give you away.. So thats exactly what she did." He sighs. "So, my- my- my mother is-is-is not my- my- my actual mom?" I say and my voice come out sounding more sad than how im actually feeling. "No, honey" My mom says. "Dont you "Honey" me, you have never been nice to me in my life. Now suddenly youre all nice and loving. Youre so fake" I say. My mom stands up, and raises her hand as if shes going to slap me. I close my eyes and prepare for the slap. Sure, ive been slapped by her before, but never infront of guests. Especially infront of actually important people. I brace myself for the slap, but the slap never came. Instead, i open my eyes and see.... a back? Its a weird pattern of a colorful floral thin button up shirt. (See picture for exact pattern hehe see what i did there lol)
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"You will not touch our property." a voice said, that i later realised to be Matty. (writers note: that single line took me ten minutes to write because its so cringe i physically couldnt bring myself to write it) "Oh- so sorry." said my mother. I gave her a snyde look that i just knew annoyed her so much. Matty turned around, "Are you okay love?" He said. "Oh- oh um yeah its alright." I said and giggled. "Shall we go?" Ross suggested and slowly, all of them got up from the couch. "Wait," i said, worryingly "I havent even packed my stuff yet. i didnt know i would be getting out of here permanently." I say, pleading for some time to pack. "Okay go on," Matty said, "We need to have a chat with your mother." I nod. As im going up to my room, i hear Matty and George talking to my mom about how shes never gonna be able to contact me again and how no matter how badly she needs money she should never try to contact me or any of them for any reason. I went up to my room and started packing. "All those band shirts...." I thought. There was no way i would fit all of them in my duffel bag. I just took my all-time favourites. The 1975, Halsey (ironic i know), Arctic monkeys, Marina and the diamonds, taylor swift, the strokes, G-easy, and finally, The Neighbourhood. I grabbed my big pile of skinny jeans and urban outfitters jewellery, a couple of my cds from my collection, and any sort of actually valuable merch i had. I ran down the stairs, i tripped, and started rolling down the stairs, when i felt a pair of arms catch me. "Woah there!" Matty said, and gave me a side smile. (this just took 10 years off my lifespan). I smiled shyly. "Im so clumsy." I complains. "Me too" Says Matty and gives me a wink. I blush. "Shall we go?" Says Ross. "Of course." I reply. "Dont you want to say goodbye to your mother?" He asks. "Shes not my mother, and no, not really." I say and give her a sneaky look and smile. She looked furious. i didnt care. i was way past that now that i discovered that my all time favourite people loved me too, nothing mattered anymore.
And thats how my story with the 1975 started...
Ending thoughts: i swaer to god this thing just took 20 years off my lifespan i have never physically cringed so hard while doing something. Some parts took me like half an hour to finish because i couldnt bring myself to actually write what i had in my mind. but hope i made lots of people cringe. Anyways, lots of love, gooooooodbyeeeee.
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f0xfordcomma · 3 years
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I think about Taylor Swift a minimum of thirteen times a day. You know, like any sane person.
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reidsconverse · 3 years
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i was listening to your “he’s reading jane eyre” playlist and now all i can think about is y/n normally being super attentive to spencer’s reading or rambling, but one night he’s reading aloud and can just feel your eyes on the side of his face and he’s like “you’re not listening” and you’re just like “nope you’re too pretty” and y’all just make out lmao 🍄
SHUT UP NOT THIS AS ENCHANTED BY TAYLOR SWIFT IS PLAYING
but honestly you would just be staring at him, taking in the way his eyes light up like a child on christmas day as he essentially summarises the new book hes been reading, the way his nose adorably twitches occasionally and the way his mouth creeps into a small subconscious smile as he continues to describe what he’d read, how were you supposed to concentrate on his words when his whole being was so enchanting...
he’d like eventually realise you werent paying attention despite the fact that your gaze was stuck on him....”you’re not even listening to me are you....” he’d say but hes not upset just confused and slightly amused.... and you’d just smile wide as you climb onto his lap and hold his face in your hands, delicately tracing his features with the tips of your fingers, “you’re just too pretty spence, its distracting.” you’d laugh as he bashfully pouts, his face going red and moving to hide by your neck, his hair brushing against your collarbone making you giggle as you lift his head back up to look at you and you place your lips against his sweetly.... “now we can go back to discussng your book or we could just make out....” and you could barely finish your sentence before his lips were on yours again...
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mightyfineblog · 5 years
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‘Impala ‘67’ Roger Taylor x Reader
Summary: Roger just got a new car, at which you aren’t very happy at first, but on the back seat he managed to convince you otherwise.
Words: 1k
Warnings: cuddling, kissing, convincing, car smut, fingering, appreciation.
Here is it. Enjoy:
“I don’t believe my bloody eyes.” You blinked a few times.
“Don’t you like it?” Roger pout his lips and lifted his eyebrow.
“You don’t need another…” you shook your head chuckling.
“But baby! This is brand new. They just released it in the US.” Roger tried to reason with you.
“Wow. Of course.” Your sarcastic side took over.
“Let me give you a ride with this shiny new baby.” Roger smirked, slowly making his way closer to you.
You rolled your eyes and huffed.
“Come on baby. Please, petal?” He but his lips seductively as his hands found their way to your hips.
Your lips were tightly put together, as you looked straight into his begging eyes.
“Just one ride. I want you to her roar.” He whispered in your ear.
“Isn’t my roar enough for you?” You wanted to tease him for a little longer.
“That’s different. You know it.” Roger’s eyes were more than begging.
“One ride.” You pushed past his shoulder went over the car.
“Yes!” Roger was excited to hop on the driver’s seat.
“Listen carefully now.” He smirked at you.
He started the engine and let it roar for a bit before heading straight for the M-25 motorway.
“What do you think?” Roger’s excitement was to the roof. The only time you’ve seen him this happy is when you give him a head.
You smiled and pretended to be excited about the things he was babbling about, which you didn’t understand anyway.
“It’s quite fast.” You traced your fingers over his arm.
“I knew you’d like it.” He proudly smirked and slid his hand off the steering wheel down to your knee.
Your lip curled into a tiny smile at the corner of your mouth.
“Come oon sweetie.” He squeezed your thigh.
“Roger…” you started warningly “watch the road.”
“I am, baby, I am.” he smirked while the grip on your thigh hardened.
“You gon kill us both if you continue.” you laughed, but soon realised how true that was.
“Is that so? I my baby girl worried?” he cooed.
“Don’t be so childish. I mean it.” you punched his arm.
“Alright. Alright.” he laughed and pulled over soon enough.
“Happy?” he asked, unbucking your seatbelt, and his quickly after.
“Let me show you exactly how comfortable this car could be, hm?” he pointed to the back seat.
You shook your head and hopped on the back seat, and he followed.
“Loot out the window, baby.” Roger squished you tighter in his arms.
“It’s quite clear tonight.” you hummed.
Roger held you close in his arms, and you felt amazingly safe and protected. But as you were sitting in his lap, you couldn't help but slowly grind yourself against his thigh.
“Baby…” you whispered, as your lips were finding their way to his neck. Your hands buried in his blonde locks, while his hands were nicely resting on your bum.
“Petal? Wanna say somethin’?” he grabbed your bum and grund you tighter over his shaft.
“I’m really startin to like this car.” you moaned, as you kissed and sucked on his neck.
“It’s been some time…” he huffed.
“I know, and I’m incredibly sorry. That’s why I need you Rog.” you whined, as your grinding was getting harder and you started to feel the familiar knob in your stomach tighten.
“Come here.” he grunted,  flipping you over and laying you down the seat.
He hovered over you, pushing his knee between your legs, lightly pressing against  your knickers, where you needed friction the most.
He leaned over you and started kissing you. His lips dominating, you felt the hunger in him. It only made you weaker for his touch.
You moaned as his tongue was passionately playing with yours, and his hands were roaming up and down your body.
“What a tight little number.” he hissed as he rolled your flared dress up.
“My favourite.” you smiled.
You pulled his down by the neck and pressed his head over your chest. Brushing his nose over the outlines of yout breasts he was breathing hard.
“May I?” his deep voice resonated in your chest.
“Please.” you managed.
His hand roamed down and slid your knickers to the side. Pressing two fingers flat against your hot core you exhaled the breath you were holding.
“Glistening.” he noted and kissed you once again.
His fingers kept pressing over your clit and opening, but you needed more.
“Rog.” you whined, bucking your hips up.
“Tell me babydoll. You gotta tell me what you want.” he cooed watching you struggle underneath him.
“I need to have you. Please.” you groaned.
“Need me to do what?” This?” he pushed his finger with one swift move inside, as you almost screamed of pleasure.
“Or maybe this?” he curled his fingers, right on the spot, which made your toes curl.
“Fuck. yes!” you whined.
“Ha. I know, I know.” roger smirked as his fingers started moving with slow steady motion. He kept a distance between your bodies, just to observe you. To watch you wriggle in pleasure from his fingers alone.
“Roger.Rog.” you started throwing your body harder. “I’m so close. Roger!” you reached for his tight bulge and stroked him over his jeans.
“Uh-uh. This is about you, baby.” he caught your hand and kissed your knuckles.
“But. But.” you struggled to speak, as his fingers were fucking you hard, and you knew you werent going to last long.
Roger kept your hand in his and brought it to his face “Cum for me baby. Come on doll. I want you to make mess on my fingers.” he kissed the inside of your palm, which drive you over the edge.
You body felt uncontrollable, your eyes rolled to the back of your head, as the building ecstasy finally exploded. You came with a load scream of Roger’s name.
“That’s right.” he was panting, but kept licking and gently kissing your hand.
“I love to watch you come.” he confessed, as his fingers had stopped moving, but stayed inside of you.  
Slowly taking them out you whined from the heightened sensitivity. “I… I…” you panted from your high.
“Easy baby, I’ve got ya. ” he kissed your temple, nose and finally your lips.
“I’m really liking this car now.” you laughed.
“I know.” he smirked, taking you under his arm, where you rested your head on his chest.
“Maybe I should just show you how much I liked it.” you lifted your brow and looked at him.
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velveteencurtains · 4 years
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folklore first impressions!
the 1 — don’t hate me for this but. HAYLOR RIGHTS. anyway so so fucking CUTE i’m gonna cry. “the greatest loves are over now” WAHHH IM GONNA CRY
cardigan — taylor if i ever meet you i’m getting you to write “stars around my scars” for a tattoo. watched the music video before i listened to the full album and i’m so glad i did. cinematic masterpiece. this song is so fucking good you guys holy shit. just the sentiment of the lyric “when I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone’s bed, you put me on and said I was your favorite”. anyway YOU DREW STARS AROUND MY SCARS BUT NOW I’M BLEEDING. guys. TYE PETER PAN REFERENCE IM. WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG THEY ASSUME YOU KNOW NOTHINNG GNGNGNNG.
the last great american dynasty — WHO IS REBEKAH. these lyrics are so good holy shit. DID SHE JUST USE GAUCHE IN THIS SONG????? the layered harmonies on the chorus oh my god. “THERE GOES THE MADDEST WOMAN THIS TOWN HAS EVER SEEN” okay i havent listened to mad woman yet but if this is a parallel i’ll die. DID SHE JUST SAY BITCH??? i’m putting “she had a marvelous time ruining everything” on my gravestone. taylor please give us a music video. please. please. STOP HER VOCALS ON “I HAD A MARVELOUS TIME RUINING EVERYTHING”
exile — okay confession time i’ve never heard a bon iver song before and i thought he was a woman so his voice actually scared me. “you’re not my homeland anymore, so what am i defending now?” REAL SHIT???????? wait wait WAIT “I hit the Sunday matinée/You know the greatest films of all time were never made” and “I think I’ve seen this film before” IS THAT A PARALLEL???? the duet section “you never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs” Taylor I’m crying and it’s your fault. NOT “we always walked a very thin line” THE PARALLEL TO HAUNTED I’M CRYINGG
my tears ricochet — okay I already posted about how this is gonna kill me the title the fact it’s track 5 the fact it’s self written i’m ready. HER VOCALS AT THE BEGINNING. “IF I’M ON FIRE YOU’LL BE MADE OF ASHES TOO” REAL FUCKING SHIT TAYLOR???????? “IF I’M DEAD TO YOU WHY ARE YOU AT THE WAKE” IM CONVULSING MY HEART IS LITERALLY RACING ARE YOU SHITTING ME “YOU KNOW I DIDNT WANT TO HAVE TO HAUNT YOU, BUT WHAT A GHOSTLY SCENE” the way i’m literally losing my mind right now. this is the best song i’ve ever heard. real shit. real fucking shit. “and I can go anywhere I want, just not home” IM FUCKING FERAL TAYLOR. THE VOCALS IN THE BRIDGEEEEEEE. this is her best track 5 I dont care. “Written by: Taylor Swift” THE POWER THAT HOLDS
mirrorball — when i first saw this name i thought of the fushigi not gonna lie. NOT THE ECHOEY VOCALS PLEASE. “i can change everything about me just to fit in” oh wow. oh wow oh wow oh wow oh wow oh wow. i’m crying right now. someone much more eloquent than i will write a thinkpiece about this and put it excellently but the notion of never showing your true self ‪and constantly changing to fit in and being a reflection of what other people want you to be....no i’m not okay‬
seven — oh shit we get right into this whatttttt okay. the vocals, I’ve already said i’m dead like 100 times in this but who cares i’m DEAD. no one is gonna get this but this song reminds me of spring awakening the musical. like seriously this is ilse singing to moritz. if you don’t know what that means go listen to the musical and then you will. the outro is so gorgeous oh my god
august — am i stupid or does this song remind me of danny and sandy from grease. like this is from sandy’s perspective. ignore me i will make connections to musical theatre even if it isn’t there. SO MUCH FOR SUMMER LOVE BABEYYYYY. HER VOCALS ON “YOU WERENT MINE TO LOSE” ARE YOU JOKING???? for the hope of it all. this is fifteen’s older sister don’t @ me. STOP WHEN IT GETS QUIET AND THEN THE MUSIC COMES BACK YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT MY EYES JUST BULGED OUT OF MY HEAD. yeah okay I’ll talk a lot about her lyricism in this but this song really made me wanna appreciate the instrumentals?? holy shit they’re so good. insanely good. what the hell taylor. oh my god
this is me trying — once again a round of applause to the instrumentals this intro is sick!! this feels like the last time’s optimistic sister. i hate it when people say that but like...it’s true. “so i got wasted, like all my potential” oh my GODDDDDDD. the vocals on “at least i’m trying” exCUSE ME?? okay going back to the grease thing this is danny’s perspective. period. jack antonoff and taylor swift is a duo that will go down in history.
illicit affairs — i have no words. no words. my favorite song on the album. holy shit. holy SHIT
invisible string — what’s so interesting about these songs is that they’re so intricate and complex and tell their own little stories that i barely wanna do this bc i don’t wanna focus on anything else than listening to the lyrics and making little music videos in my head. taylor has always been amazing at storytelling but this is next level. “a string that pulled me out of the wrong arms into that dive bar” with “dive bar on the east side where you at?” And “one single thread of gold tied me to you” with “deep blue, but you painted me golden”. wow. WOW. her little vocalizations at the end. i love her. so much
mad woman — THE SONG I WAS MOST EXCITED ABOUT WHEN I SAW THE TRACKLIST. DID SHE JUST SAW FUCK TAYLOR JUST SAID FUCK. taylor please give us a music video set in witch trial salem PLEASEEEE I HAVE ONE (1) REQUEST. “it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together” IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII my heart is pounding so hard right now. what a TUNE WHAT A TUNE TAYLOR SWIFT DID THAT
epiphany — she sounds like an angel. yes i’m crying. is it stupid to say this makes me think of like a medic on the frontlines dealing with the traumas of war? probably. this is so gorgeous. the drums at the end that feel like a heartbeat. wow. wow. wow.
betty — TAYLOR SAID FUCK AGAIN i need to stop she’s a grown woman i can’t freak out when she curses. taylor make a music video for this but make the love interests two girls pls. nevermind just heard the james lyric. the key change?????? yeah i showed up at your party!!!!! will you kiss me on the porch in front of all your stupid friends?? STANDING IN YOUR CARDIGAN. william bowery whoever you may be (👀👀👀) thank you for this and god bless taylor swift
peace — so simple. so beautiful. yes i’m still crying. i love this song so much. wowowow
hoax — yeah the latter half of the album is just pure tears for me. “don’t want no other shade of blue but you?” Jesus Christ. Oh my god. “you knew the hero died, so what’s the movie for?” wow. wow. thank you Taylor. i love you so much
overall: yeah judging by the tears down my face it’s pretty aight. kidding this is a full blown masterpiece. literally album of the year. decade. millenium. my only critique is that there isn’t music videos for every song. everything is so intricate and poetic yet the entire album is so sonically cohesive and fluid i’m literally in awe. illicit affairs left me SPEECHLESS. holy fuck. i need a minute.
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louiecat118 · 5 years
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Haha raging feminst back again.
Today a friend told me at gsa that he thought men were more discriminated against than women today. He told me that he thought feminists should fight for mens rights as well. He threw all the usual stuff at me. And i can usually stay calm. I can usually be collected. I was telling him facts statistics, keeping it impersonal. The way you have to to get any respect in debates of this type. But i could feel myself getting angry. And as we know, you cannot get angry when debating. I was using all the facts, all the statistics and he was ignoring them. Now, you dont know me but if you did you would know i just cant deal with people who are being purposefully ignorant. I snapped like a good ginger biscuit. I snapped so so much. I shouted at him
'stop interupting me'
And oh sweet Jesus had he been inturupting me. I couldnt even finnish a sentance without him talking over me with ignorance. Protesting that 'women are capable of violence too' and 'men get abused' and 'theres a problem with men having their feelings ignored and as a result a suicide epidemic and that should be a feminist issue'
And some of those are valid points, but i needed him to understand why they werent feminist issues. So hell yeah i snapped. I shouted to get him to listen, and then i explained. I told him that although women are capable of rape they commit 0.1 percent of them. And that although they are capable of violence 80 percent of it is perpetrated by men. And that even though men are abused by women 90 percent of reported abuse is just sexist bullshit, where they class emotional abuse as things such as not having a meal on the table when they got home. I told him that, by saying men were more discriminated against, was invalidating the experiences of all the girls in africa who were attacked for their gender. And i told him that he didnt know the experience of every women on the planet.
And do you know what he did? He walked out of the room. I didnt even get to finnish. If he cant interupt he's leaving. And let me tell you, i wanted to cry. Of course i got pulled into the teachers office later and i had to explain to him why i didnt want to have men in my feminism. I told him i fought for women for my little sister. And i told him it was because my four year old sister was followed home when it was just me walking with her by some 50+ year old men and i dont want those men protected in a movement that is meant to protect her. I dont want to have to protect those men.
I didnt say anything about myself. There are some things you dont want people to know. I dont tell him the things we were debating are my reality. I dont tell him that about all the times i was catcalled. That the fist time it happened was when i was ten and walking home. I dont tell him that i still remember when i was catcalled after a taylor swift concert. That it was one of the best evenings of my life and after that i was terrified. I dont tell him that whenever i think of that night now it's laced with fear. I dont tell him that i had men threatening to rape me when i was eleven. I dont tell him that i first had a guy grab my tits when i was twelve and that i still panic walking down that road now. I dont tell him that i shaved my head so men would stop shouting at me in the street and that it didnt work. I dont tell him that i always check my bed before i go to sleep so i know that i wont be a girl from the countless stories where a man hides in there room until they go to sleep and then rape them. I dont tell him that this thing that is a fun debate to him is my reality. That the cuts on my palms are from self harm but from where they bled afer i clutched my fist around my keys when i was followed. I dont tell him that i have live this reality he debates, every fucking day of my life. I dont get to go home and escape, it is my life it is a part of me. And when i cried today after losing that argument (because i did lose) it wasnt because i lost that argument. It was because of the life i lost because of how i was born; i cried for my sister and the broken life she will lead; i cried for the girls in africa growing up not knowing any better; i cried for my mum and my grandma and all my ancestors and the life of slavery to their husbands they led. I cried for them, i remembered them and i do not forget. I will not fight for their oppressors. I will fight for for them and everything they could not achieve . They do not have a remberance day, so we will just have to remember them everyday.
Fight for your sisters. Dont let our oppressors win.
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a year ago, i was tagged by @suplosers on two questionnaires and it is only now, a year later that i was able to answer em. i’m so sorry it took me this long but yah i’m just glad to get thru dis milestone, answering the first tumblr get to know ya post i was @ at... yaayyy ^^
rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.
I tag: tbd haha i still have to dig thru meh notifs to see which ones apparently took an interest in me so i’d like to take an interest in as well haha but oh @you-guys--are-losers, ur doing this whahaha hope it’s not too much of a bother, no presh watsoever ;3
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1. drink: ughh it's dis shitty stuff called hydrite w/c is basically salt water cus im sick rn and it's supposed to rehydrate ur shts or something hahaha
but dat was like a week ago... as of da moment i posted dis, it’s coffee from mini stop dat i drank at like 530 in da morn while i waited until i could enter the school cus i had to commute 3 hours w/ lil to none sleep
2. phone call: my father or one of my best friends
3. text message: the last one i texted was my sister and the last one i got a text from was dis org in school about the location for recruitment/auditions/interview
4. song you listened to: billy jean by michael jackson and i listened to it for meh tomdaya fic hahaha. But i also listened to halo by beyonce, untouchable and dress by taylor swift, and some other songs magmt mentions in her tomdaya fic hehe a week ago
rn, a metal cover of toxic by our last night
5. time you cried: haha i don't actually remember the context of it (i could find out tho haha cus i sent da pic to my best friend) but i took a pic of it while i did it which was on... july 16 hahaha. Oh but w8 oh sht i think i cried after that fudge w8 i don't remember the date (i think i can find this out too hahaha) but i wrote a sortof goodbye confessions letter to one of my dear friends and i wrote there that i externally cried (b4 i just said internally haha) so i'm not entirely sure i cried but i think im pretty sure i teared up hehe
6. dated someone twice: hahaha i haven't even had a legit love interest yet 😆😂 buuutt my best friend and i have "dated" as in spent entire days together w/ just the two of us, we even went to mcdonalds for valentine's day and got each other gifts hihihi aahhh gosh i miss her :'(
7. kissed someone and regretted it: haha im not even sure if dis happened and i have no plans on asking her about it but i remember when i was a kiddo, when my sis came home for some reason i kissed her on the lips hahaha dont remember if accidental or i just brain farted heck i aint even sure if it happened but das all i can answer cus well like i said, see #6 😆😂😆😂
8. been cheated on: hhmmm probs not, i have no idea if ive been cheated on in an unromantic way hahaha but in da romantic way, like i said, no love interest hahaha
Oh w8 does being someone's crush (i aint sure but it seemed like it) and crushing on dat dude but dat dude crushing on someone else too count as cheating? 😆😂😆😂
9. lost someone special: yes, all of my grandparents are dead. I've also lost pets, and i fear i may lose some of my friends due to the distance among us in this time of our lives
10. been depressed: i always wanna be careful over how to define depression. Like wat constitutes it... but yes, i think i have. Not sure, mind you, but yes, at the beginning of gr 7 i was really alone, i think i was bullied and i think i was depressed and going thru a really dark phase of my life back then. But then again, i have to say, i'm not sure.
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: hahaha nope. I'm looking forward to getting drunk tho. Im currently underage so im not allowed to drink dat much yet but yeah i wanna know my limits hehehe i hope im da kinda gurl who can handle her liquor but i have drank and i have to say it made me all loopy and weird and just like woke or high or something hahaha so yeah man im excited to get trashed on my 18th bday hahaha (hopefully i get to do this tho huhuhu)
3 favourite colours
12. Pink
13. Blue
14. Gray
in the last year have you
15. made new friends: yyeeesssss and i'm so glad i have hihi. I have made friends w/ a select group of my blockmates and they're awesome and weird, i hope to strengthen our bond in da future hehe. Ooohhh and i sure hope that you guys are losers is my friend cus she's been rlly great :')
16. fallen out of love: i guess the closest i've come to falling out of love in a romantic way is moving on from da heavy crushin on meh crush. But i dunno, i still think he's a unicorn n pretty special to me so i dunno hahaha.
But bro, i do think i have fallen out of love. With tv shows, with characters. Like i used to be so passionate about a few shows and characters but now all i have towards them is regret heck i cant even remember wat dey are but i know dat der was love lost. I know it.
17. laughed until you cried: hahaha yaasss i think so. It's either when i was with my best dearest friends or during the class of dis really cool and funny as heck joker teacher who makes us laugh in EVERY SINGLE CLASS hahaha ahhh das guy's so cool
18. found out someone was talking about you: oohh yah yah i think so. Either from my best friends or from a few of my old classmates i care about and had gotten close with. Da best friend ones was about something in my past/history (g7) and the classmates one i think was just dem talking about me and they told me about it ooohhh i think it was my crush hahahaha. They told me dat my crush actually admired me a lot hehe. There was one time my friend (the one who told me about dis) was putting make up on me for a school film, and my crush was da cam guy and he told my friend i looked pretty. Sooo im pretty lucky dat- oh sht w8 i dunno if it's dis year but oh w8 no, it was on my bday last year (dec 20) and da same friend said she was sorry cus apparently da bois make fun of me or something and she was sorry cus she laughed along too hahaha but i didnt mind cus i know im weird and i dont even know what dey say about me in da first place hahahaha. Ok das it im done, i think ive overshared now hahaha 😆😂😆😂
19. met someone who changed you: my best friends. Ive thought about it based on wat sup losers said about change for da better and i dont rlly think of change as something dat happens quick, i think it happens over time and u dont even notice it. So ok oh sht i think im wrong cus i met my best friends 4/6 years ago hahaha but for reals tho, i was in a dark place and if it werent for dem i think id still be lost lonely and sad. Uuhhmmm in regards to answering the question correctly, i guess my blockmates count since they inspire/challenge me to be better. OH SHT W8 i def think you guys are losers and dead end street and tomdaya receipts and tout de suite have changed me hehehe. Da first 2 in dat dey inspired me to write more hehe. Da 1st one inspired me to do this so i think this counts as change hehe. And da last 2 changed me in dat bcus i met dem, i became OBSESSED w/ tomdaya hahaha.
20. found out who your friends are: yes, i have actually. And it's all because i am now currently a college freshman as well as my friends.
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: hahaha my fam i guess hahaha. But no one in a romantic context.
general
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: hhmmm i guess id say about 200 since i know 4 sections of around 40 ppl and da rest is like fam and ppl ive met once/twice or have passed by haha
23. do you have any pets: yaaaassss 3 doggos: albie, juju, and biggie girl. Juju has a pupper named tchalla called dat cus he black hehehe and biggie has 2 biglets named mermer (meredith) and crissy (cristina) cus they're sisters 😍😊😊
My fam have also had a buncha dogs n puppers before but they were either given away or passed away. My bro also has dis cat named bob and i think he counts as a semi pet since my bro's home is a fam home.
24. do you want to change your name: uuhhh i wish i had an alliterative name like superheroes. Buutt im pretty happy w/ my name :')
25. what did you do for your last birthday: oohhhh i think i was at my section's christmas party it was pretty nice n emotional and i spent da rest of da day w/ 2 of meh best friends who bought me cake n food when my own fam didn't 😆😂😆😂
26. what time did you wake up: 4 am to shit cus im sick, but fell asleep again and officially got up around 730 or 8ish
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: haha tryna stay awake cus i had to drink meh meds and failed oh so much and i think i was asleep by midnight hahaha
28. name something you can’t wait for: tomdaya content, chatting/being w/ my best friends, watching da stuff i wanna watch, tumblring, reading sht i wanna read, vacation, writing fanfics, learning how to do a buncha stuff (write screenplays, make films n gifs, draw better), my bday when i hopefully get to do wat i want haha, avengers 4 and smffh, and captain marvel and antman and the wasp too i guess haha oh and the incredibles 2 and httyd 3 😍😍😍 oohhh and crazy rich asians
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: on monday which was when i was at home and not at my dad's n sis' n i's apartment in manila for school/work
31. what are you listening to right now: commercials on da tv as i answer this long ass questionnaire hahaha
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: hahaha i had to think about dis one but yah i have actually haha he was my gr 8 class mate n i like to think semi friend back den at least haha. Oh w8 but he doesn't go by tom tho, it's just thomas haha
33. something that is getting on your nerves: myself hahaha my shitty lazy ass procrastinating self hahaha 😅🙍
34. most visited website: fb specifically messenger, youtube, and tumblr
35. hair colour: hmmm black w/ a bit of brown i guess (ASIAN, YO! 😆😂😆😂)
36. long or short hair: neither, medium i guess haha. I like how long hair looks but it's such a bother n hassle haha. So i def would prefer short hair on a practical standpoint hahaha (im actually thinking of shaving the hair above my nape, yknow on da back of my head hehe)
37. do you have a crush on someone: well i dont have dat much of a crush on da crush i mentioned before, like i said haha. I have a crush on tomdaya, does dat count? 😆😂
38. what do you like about yourself: hahahaha nothing 😆😂😆😂🙍
Naahh uhhh i guess i like how much i love tv shows, i love meh fangirl self, and i like how diff n unique n weird i am, how i stand out, n dat i think my dreams are noble n worth tryin out. N i like how supportive n nice i am n im just chill on da outside haha. N sometimes i like meh face hehe. And i think dat im hilarious n weird n ppl should appreciate me more hahaha das y i crave for more validation dan consulting researchers hahaha (no one laughs at dat jokes and it's like im da only one who finds it funny and come on, man, i managed to make a research joke. Cant ya give a girl a break?)
n i guess sometimes it's good how much i care but sometimes i wish my feels could just chill for just like a minute pls
Thanks, man. I usually just focus on meh bad qualities so thanks for dis question, man :')
oh and i like dat i can swim hehe
39. piercings: i have holes on my ears for earrings but i don't really wear dem
40. blood type: a, i think?
41. nickname: sam, sab, and i rlly want to be called smells cus it's like a more me version of mels from melody hahaha
42. relationship status: single, yo. Oh w8 but i am married to my bed and fandoms so dey always come first. Plus i love my friends 😍😊
43. zodiac: sagittarius i think but i dont rlly know/care about zodiac sht. Tho it's nice if it does match up hehe
44. pronouns: uhhh i dont know wat to put here but i assume dis refers to wat i wish to be referred by ssoooo she, her, and a genderless pronoun in my language siya
45. favourite tv show: ughh i cant choose. Friends, grey's anatomy, phineas and ferb, avatar: the last airbender, black mirror, doctor who, and all of michael schur's stuff, and modern family, grimm, person of interest, pushing daisies, scrubs, happy endings, forever, how i met your mother, gravity falls, sherlock, and yknow wat? Yah, supernatural too and the httyd shows and suits :') oooohhh w8 and how to get away w/ murder and i guess big bang theory as well 😃 the end of the fucking world, legends of tomorrow, crazy ex-girlfriend, the good place, timeless but it’s kinda depressing so speaking of w/c game of thrones and west world and a series of unfortunate events and stranger things and scorpion and lost in space and for anime, let’s go with yakitate japan and boku no hero academia
46. tattoos: none, but i rlly want one and even have a list of tattoos i want (pretty minimalist), i just have to think of da perf place tho (both where to put it and where to get it) and find out if i can still donate meh bod if i have tattoos, but one of da ones i rlly want is smileys on meh fingers hehe
47. right or left handed: right, but my ma says im kinda ambidextrous n i kinda wish i could develop it hehe
48. surgery: haha nope, never. But in terms of an interest, i love grey's anatomy 😆😂
50. sport: ooohh my main sport is swimming cus my siblings are all swimmers so i am too. But i have played other sports for school like badminton, table tennis, volleyball, some water game i dont remember haha, and a combat sport in my country called arnis
51. vacation: christmas vacay and i cant wait huhu
52. pair of trainers: uhhh are trainers rubber shoes? I have a couple, i guess.
GENERAL
53. eating: my dad (who cooked our meal), sis, and i ate afritada (chicken dat's tomatoey basically) for dinner
54. drinking: just water, but ugh i have to drink da hydrite sht again 😑😒
55. I’m about to: finish dis questionnaire n fall asleep haha
56. waiting for: sleep n happiness
57. want: to sleep n write n tumblr n watch n read n for all my problems to disappear
58. get married: yeahhh... but i think it's highly unlikely, man. So i aint counting on it but i do want it to happen, it seems nice having someone to spend da rest of your life with :')
59. career: hahaha i'm still just a college student, just a newly minted freshman actually. But i like to consider myself a fulltime fangirl hahaha
WHICH IS BETTER
60. hugs or kisses: well, i havent rlly made out with anyone yet so im gonna have to say hugs i guess w/c ofc i love haha but i wish someone bigger than me could cuddle me for once in my life 😢
61. lips or eyes: lips cus they just seem so soft and sensual hehe. Plus i dunno man, eyes are kinda gross with muta (da sht in da corner of ur eyes when you wake up, it's a filipino word) and sht. And ya have to wear glasses/contacts if dey weak so it's just such a hassle. Tho i do recognize their importance n stuff 😊
62. shorter or taller: ugh TALLER. im a pretty tall gal so for once id like to be da lil spoon for once, for someone to be able to carry me and ya know all dat jazz. But i wouldnt give up my height for anything, makes me feel confident and better than everyone else mwuehehehehehehe
63. older or younger: uuuhhh for now i think it's a bit weird to date someone younger dan me, but for me personally, wat age i'd like to be, YOUNGER ALL DA WAY. it was just way less stressful and innocent back den, id give anything to go back 🙍
64. nice arms or nice stomach: haha nice arms if it means i can swing around them and they can carry me whahaha. But i do like em abs, i wanna feel wat abs feel like just once in my life hahaha
65. hookup or relationship: ooohhh i guess i fancy myself having a relationship for now hehe. Havent even had one yet haha.
66. troublemaker or hesitant: i am a hesitant troublemaker whahahahaha. Like i have all these ideas of thangs to do n sometimes i do dem but sometimes da situation n context scares me into not doing it like a wuss hahaha
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. kissed a stranger: haha nope.
68. drank hard liquor: haha nope but am looking forward to it hehe
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: thankfully i havent needed any yet whew
70. turned someone down: uhhh i guess the closest i came to "turning someone down" was being awkward around my crush haha but to be fair i think he was awkward too hahaha. And in an unromantic sense, i turned down a blockmate who offered to be my partner in an assignment becus i already had a partner hahahaha 😅
71. sex on the first date: haha havent experienced it if das wat ur askin. Maybe imma be dat kinda person after ive had a couple of relationships but for now i'll settle for someone actually being interested in me hahaha
73. had your heart broken: yes, by tv shows, and by da crappiness of life in general 🙇
74. been arrested: hahahaha nope but dat would be CRAZY hahaha
75. cried when someone died: yes, whether in real life or in tv shows, i have cried bcus of death 😢
76. fallen for a friend: look, man, my best friend's probably the most important person in my life who i couldnt bear to lose. I love her more dan anything in da world so i dunno if our friendship is something more dan da "typical" best friends i just know dat i love her n dat i dont wanna lose her n dat our bond's nothing like any other relationship ive ever had
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. yourself: hahahaha not rlly 😅 im pretty unreliable tbh and i make tons of mistakes and ill never be enough ever and just in general hate myself and have 0 self esteem hahaha 😅😅😅😓
But there's a chance i could improve tho, a very very VERY small tiny chance... but i guess i'll take wat i can get :/
78. miracles: hhmmm not in da way most ppl think about miracles in dat, it's da impossible event. I like to think it's a miracle that i have the family dat i have, da friends dat i have, and da life dat i have cus honestly i think i'd be dead w/o em. It's a fucking miracle i have things im passionate about and things that i love and im surrounded by ppl who i love and who love me as well. So yeah, i guess i believe in those kinds of miracles :')
79. love at first sight: hahaha not rlly. Look, man, im a fat girl who doesnt rlly care dat much about looks so unless a person manages to fall for someone while dat someone was doing something dat was a huge indicator of their personality and thus it's not only da appearance dat da person "fell in love w/", den i rlly dont believe in love at first sight. It's just infatuation, bruh. Love at first sight is cheap and u dont rlly know any thing about dat person other than the fact that they're pretty (why they caught ur eye in da 1st place imo) and nothin, zilch. Unless, like i said, they were doing something important to dem n indicative of deir personality. But even then, it wouldnt be love. Like i said, it'd be infatuation cus imo love is deep and takes time and cant just HAPPEN just cus u looked at someone and thought he/she was pretty 😒. True love would mean knowing dat person to deir bone but wanting to know more about dem. So to conclude a ted talk from a bitter person w/ a non existent love life 😆😂😂😂, love at first sight doesnt exist, is cheap, and is discriminatory to "ugly" ppl.
80. santa claus: hahaha i know he probs doesnt exist and is u know basically just capitalism n marketing hahaha. But i dunno, man, i kinda wanna believe he exists just cus it's more fun n childlike n innocent 😍
81. kiss on the first date: hahaha yeah i guess so but i think i probs would have had to known dat person for a while before we decided to date. I havent had a first kiss yet sooo i aint just willin to give dat out to someone i just met/knew for like a day or something hahaha (i have no idea how dating works) 😆😂😆😂😆😂
82. angels: huh... i like to think guardian angels exist cus dat means there are like angels of pure light sent down from heaven to protect us from any harm w/c is just nice to think about, yknow? Hehe. But angels in da catholic sense... i dont think i do, bruh. Sorry :/ *shrugs*
OTHER:
84. eye colour: uuhhhh brown, i guess? Like i said, i dont rlly care much for eyes hahaha 😅 ooohh but da purple eyes thang ive seen on da internet sounds cool hahaha
85. favourite movie: aaaahhhhh there's just so many good movies thoo
But agghh fine. Ive come to notice dat my genre's pretty lighthearted w/c is nice actually hehe
Spider-Man: Homecoming, Rogue One, 10 Things I Hate About You, Moana, Coco, Mulan, Avengers: Infinity War, White Chicks cus it's just so goddamn funny and iconic 😆😂😆😂😍, i'm not- ok you know wat, da Pixar movies in general ok? I mean, how can ya not? Oh which reminds me, Tangled, and The Princess and The Frog, oohh The Avengers is also a pretty solid movie, ooohhh Love, Simon, godhs dat was just such a wholesome sweet n nice movie :'), oh and den i freaking love the Scream franchise, man. It's so good :'), oooohhh w8 maybe The Dark Knight cus heath ledger was just da fuking bomb in dat movie, oohh and About Time's da sweetest time travel movie :') w/c reminds me dat the Back to the Future franchise was just such a classic, man :') oh and yknow wat? Unbreakable's actually pretty fucking cool, man. I get shyamalan know haha. Oh and yknow wat? 100 Tula Para Kay Stella is da 1st filipino film i actually liked so it has a special place in meh heart :')
ooohhh and Black Panther, man, gods how can one not bring up Da King™? WAKANDA FOREVER :') 😄
Oh and hey yknow wat? I have a sweet spot for the Sorcerer's Apprentice. It's kinda a guilty pleasure of mine hehe 😅
Whiicchh reminds me... the HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON FRANCHISE HAS GOT MY HART WHIPPED 😭😭😭
Oh and i also rlly like when harry met sally hihi :') and i guess the OG Star Wars trilogy's got a special place in my heart even if it is da way dat it is now 😢 :')
oh and i can't forget meh guardians :') Guardians of The Galaxy is such a solid film, bro. I loved it :') ooohhh and yknow wat? I actually rlly like Ready Player One, Baby Driver, and The Mummy (the brendan frasier one, who ya kiddin 😑)
oh and yknow wat? The Wedding Singer, 50 First Dates, and Music & Lyrics has got a special place in my heart, man. Gotta admit it :')
aawww and amelie, and begin again, and flipped and hercules, and room, and spotlight, and shape of water, and ladybird, and the princess bride, and the iron giant, and the lobster, and we're the millers, and what if and man up and shrek and kimi no na wa and a quiet place and inception and the lion king and to all the boys I’ve loved before and oooh tim burton movies are pretty cool, the animated ones, and I did spend a good amount of time obsessed w/ dis one so I guess cap civil war, and then big hero 6 and wreck it ralph, and the martian and inside out, and gone girl, and the lion king and forrest gump and spider-man 1 and 2, and les miserables and the devil wears prada and the book of life and the intern and the princess diaries and miss congeniality and aladdin and confessions of a shopaholic
And ok, ok, i think im done. Hahaha das it das my list of meh all time fav movies and i feel like rewatching all of em now hahaha 😍
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jasminelaux · 6 years
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The Signs as Reasons We Broke Up With You pt 1/2
 yall are abt to be exposed...
Use your moon, mars and venus
Aries: everyone loves you and everyone wants to get with you because of that fire you have in your soul. i cant help it. even i myself have fallen for it. but you just dont seem to care. sometimes in your worst state you can be seen as someone who is only out for themselves. and sometimes it can bring you to be in one sided relationships. but you know sometimes you can just be a little too conceited. everyone longs for someone who will make their lives special and significant, and you bring that to them... but sometimes not intentionally. it just comes with having you as a part of their life. i tried to get close to you, but we got burnt. and maybe you didnt try to burn me, maybe its because you got scared and your flame intensified. im not sure. and im sorry if i ever made you feel trapped and tried to suffocate your flame. just know that you will always have a special place in my heart. but the reason i broke up with you is because is wasnt our relationship it was purely to keep yourself occupied. here is a breakup song for you : idfc by blackbear
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Taurus: in this world you are seen as the extravagant person who is in love with luxury. you are admired for your style, poise and taste. because you are known for this, many would assume that the reason we broke up with you is because you took all of our money or sucked me dry for your personal gain. but no. that is not the reason at all. we broke up with you because you expected too much. i gave and gave. and of course you returned a bit of our affections. but because you are ruled by love and driven by that, i just couldnt satisy your emotional needs. i love you, but i just decided that we werent right for eachother. im sorry. the reason i broke up with you is because you are so beautifully and emotionally complicated and wonderful in and out; just a masterpiece that requires excessive care that i cannot handle but i wish i could and i regret to say that i cant. i love you, taurus and you are beautiful, never forget that. here is a breakup song for you: somebody else by the 1975
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Gemini: you are socialite that everyone loves. the party goer that everyone looks forward to. we all love you. ruled by mercury and sometimes sex, you are the ultimate combination. perhaps not the ideal lover to most, but anyone would be blessed to have the privilege to love and be loved by you. often times you called flighty and detached in love. but i disagree. if you were to truly be in love, you wouldnt have it in you to be detached for fear that it would hurt your partner. so contrary to everyones beliefs i dont believe that the reason we broke up with you is because you werent commited, i think its because we couldnt understand eachother. or to elaborate, i couldnt understand you and you couldnt understand me. the only thing we understood was our love for eachother; but that wasnt enough. we didnt understand our essences. the things that truly made us in love. we just understood our urges. the now things. the things we wanted, not the things we needed. sometimes i felt like you didnt even understand yourself. we cant be in a relationship that we dont even understand. its just not rational, which is everything but you. i dont hate you. i really dont. we both have problems that we need to work on and tbh you are one of the most strongest people i know. you dont need anything from anyone. all you need is yourself. you spend all of your life getting to know people, but i just wish you would try to understand yourself before you attempted to understand me because our relationship ended tragically and im so sorry that you got hurt in the process. pls remember that i love you more than anything and that youre not alone, i promise. here is your breakup song (this is also one of my favourite songs in the world so youre welcome, love): is there somewhere by halsey
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Cancer: Most known for your maternal nature, but there is so much more to you than that. you are devoted to your loved ones and will almost do anything within means for them and expect the same in return. i broke with you because i felt bad. you are so perfectly imperfect and emotionally beautiful. your poetic nature and loving poise made me feel ugly in comparison. you are pure and i didnt want to taint you. i love you so much and i wish the best for you. i want you to be with someone better. this breakup wasnt for my sake, it was for yours. im sorry if you didnt understand it at the time.. i probably made it worse. the reason i broke up with you is because you were just too perfect. you showered me with love that i didnt deserve. then when you didnt get it back i felt horrible. i know i apologize too much, youve told me that before, but can i please just say it one last time. pls. im sorry. here is your breakup song: issues by julia michaels
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Leo: you are the IT person. not romantically, just IT. im not sure how else to put it. some love you, some hate you, but everyone knows you. i knew you, and i fell for your strong personality but quickly realized you were too much to handle. the moment i met you, you painted our lives with your moods. your ego would fluctuate everyday of the week. i couldnt handle you. you picked fights with me, you would get cocky, which i absolutely fell for every single time. it just took an emotional toll on me and i couldnt handle it. our short lived relationship taught me much about your beautiful soul and how to remain strong. i love you for that. thank you. on that note here is a song for you, written by the queen of breakups herself: i knew you were trouble by taylor swift
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Can you do a birthday imagine for Niall? When he's turning 24yrs in Tokyo and a little bit smut😏
girl yessssss! Enjoy! 
Birthday Surprise
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Niall was turning 24 tomorrow and you were so excited that you were with him on tour. You decided to do the first half of the tour with him because you wanted to explore the part of the world that you’ve never been to. You decided not to do the American leg because you had to return to work someday. You considered yourself lucky that you got this much time off considering you were a writer. Instead of 2 pieces a week, it was only 1. The workload wasnt much anyway so you were okay with it. Niall was more than estatic when you told him you could tour with him for a while. You were going to miss him when you have to go back home in London but you’ll take everything you can get. You were more than grateful that you get to spend his birthday with him. You definitely had an idea on how you were going to wake him up in the morning. 
Tonight, Niall was gonna take out you and all his other friends out to a resturant in Tokyo. That is the next stop on his tour. Tokyo is such a beautiful city and you were glad that you were able to see it. Hand in hand, you and Niall walked the streets going into different shops and just enjoying your time together. Luckily, no one recognized Niall, he did get some looks but no one came up to you two asking for photos or autographs, which was nice. It was nice to not have to stop every 5 minutes to take a picture with someone, Niall enjoyed it and would do anything for his fans, but it was also nice to just be tourists in a city. 
The resturant Niall chose was a good one, the food was absoutely delicious. At the end of the night, Niall asked a waiter to take a group picture of everyone. Niall put his arm around your shoulders and pulled you in close. You could see through the corner of your eye that he had the biggest smile on his face. 
After the picture was taken, Niall leaned in and whispered in your ear. 
“Babe, let’s go dancing tonight. Wanna spend my birthday with just you now.” he gently kissed you. 
“Sounds fun! Are you talking about like a club? or?” you asked. 
“Yea, want to go to a club tonight. Havent been to one in a while so I think it would be fun  especially in a different country.” 
“Sounds like a plan. I’m glad I packed a few cute dresses.” 
After saying your goodbyes, everyone went their seperate ways. Grabbing Niall’s arm, he walked you to the car opening the door to let you in first. Once back at the hotel, you quickly changed into a little black dress (x). You walked out of the bathroom to find Niall sitting at the table scrolling through his phone. 
He looked up as he heard you walk into the room. 
“Damn, I have a smokin’ hot girlfriend.” he got up from his seat and walked over  to you. 
You giggled and pressed your lips to his. You looked him up and down. He was going to wear the same thing he wore to dinner, but he looked sexy as hell no matter what he wore. 
“I have a smokin’ hot boyfriend!” 
He kissed you again, this time it was more passionate. His hands traveled from your waist to grab your bum. He shoved the dress up so he was grabbing your bare butt now. You interrupted the kiss.
“Alright there, why don’t get get going yeah?” 
“Oh come on, let’s do a quickie and then go?” he was half joking. 
“Nooooo, later.” you winked. You grabbed his hand and locked the hotel door bedind you. Niall found out by one of his friends that live in Tokyo where the hottest club was. Luckily for you, it was a short walk away. 
The club was booming music, there were bodies everywhere, the strobe lights were blasting which you got disoriented for a while but then you got used to it, sort of. There were 2 floors. The 2nd floor was in a circle with tables and couches and the 1st floor had a big bar and a big dance floor.  
Before you entered the dance floor, Niall ordered some shots. Niall didnt have a gig the next day so he didnt have to be anywhere. The two of you took 3 shots of vodka each. Niall dig into his wallet to place 40 dollars on the counter and grabbed your hand and pulled you down the stairs and onto the dance floor. A dance remix to “Look What You Made Me Do” by Taylor Swift was blaring through the speakers. The DJ was bumping to the music. He had sunglasses on, you werent really sure why. It was probably because of the strobe lights almost blinding you. Niall twirled you with his hand and pulled you into him. You grabbed onto his shoulders and started swaying to the music. He grabbed onto your waist bringing you closer. Your chests were touching. The amount of people on the dance floor made you get hot fast. You lightly brush your hand over his crotch biting down on his lip and gently pulling. You decided to turn around so your back was to his front, grinding your ass into his crotch. You could feel himself getting harder and harder by the minute. You could tell Niall was getting agitated by the feeling. 
“Wanna get outta here?” you whisper. 
He grabbed your hand making sure he didnt lose you in the giant crowd. You still felt dizzy from the shots you took. Niall seemed just fine. Maybe the alcohol didnt effect him. Whenever you would go out, he would take more than 3 shots. 4-5 shots you would be drunk, with Niall his limit is like 6 but you dont even dare. You were sort of glad that the two of you didnt drink a lot. You still were feeling dizzy so you got a buzz which was nice once in a while, but not all the time. Even Niall could tell you were a tad drunk. He always told you he was there just in case you needed assistance walking if you were too dizzy he would always carry you. 
You finally made it back to the hotel and into your hotel room. Niall walked into the bedroom while you walked into the bathroom. Lucky for you, the dress just came right off there was no zipper in the back. You put on a more comfortable pair of underwear and a simple sports bra. You walked out of the room to see Niall already in his underwear waiting for your arrival. 
“Well, you look comfortable.” you crawl into bed with him wrapping your arm around his torso. 
“I am now.” he said. 
“You still have that hard on I gave you a while ago?” you smrked. 
“It’s a good thing you asked, because..” he took your hand and slid it down to the top of his boxers, you could feel his legnth growing harder and harder. You found your way into his boxers and started to jerk him off. He hissed at the sensation that just came over him. He grabbed your hand and motioned you to pump faster and faster meanwhile you shoved your panties down your legs using only your only free hand and shoved yourself on top of him, lining yourself up to your enterance and sitting on him. As soon as you were used to his legnth you started to bounce. You could hear the sound of your skin slapping against each other going faster and faster. He grasped your hips telling you not to bounce anymore, it was his turn to thrust up into you. He was going faster than you were, which caused you to moan out his hand and grab onto his shoulder leaning down to kiss him, 
“Fuck, Ni. I’m gonna come, god you’re so good at this Holy F-uck!” he flipped you over so he was on top and started to thrust faster and faster chasing your high. 
“Fuck, babe. You’re so tight. I’m gonna come soon, but I need you to come first.” he snaked his hand to your front and rubbed hard circles around your senstitive nub. Your mouth was in shape of an O and you closed your eyes when your orgasm shot through your body and Niall coming soon after, filling you with himself. He collapses onto you and almost falls asleep. He turns over and faces you, still out of breath. 
“Best birthday eve ever.” 
Soon enough, you both fell asleep in each others arms. 
You wanted to wake up before Niall was so you could surprise him with a birthday blowjob. You opened your eyes to see it was a beautiful day because it was your beautiful boyfriends birthday. Quietly, you rolled over to face Niall. He was laying on his stomach which gave you easy access. You ghosted your hand onto his boxers to find that he had some morning wood which made it easier for you. You slid his boxers down to his ankles and went in between his legs. You were susprised he wasnt awake by now, he was usually a light sleeper.  You grabbed his member in your hand and licked a strip up from his shaft before taking him fully inside your mouth. That woke him up. You felt his hands grab and handful of your hair as you continue to bob up and down on his legnth. You heard him moaning out and then his dick twitched, you could feel it on your tongue. You took him deeper until he hit the back of your mouth, causing you to gag. You sat up and came up from underneath the covers, you had a little bit of drool on your chin from all the spit. You quickly wiped it off on the t-shirt you were wearing. 
“Good morning, birthday boy.” you said jerking him off with your hand. 
Before he could reply, you put him back in your mouth bringing him to the back of your mouth again. You also started fondling with his balls, sweezing slightly. You heard him moaning much more than before. 
“Baby, I’m conna come. You’re mouth is so warm and wet. God.” he breathed in and out again. Just as he ended his sentence, you felt a gush of warm liquid running down your throat. You loved the way he tasted. After you swallowed and finally caught your breath, you crawled back up to him and cuddled into his chest. 
“Thought I’d wake you up with a little head.” 
“I love when you give me head, babe. Especially when you surprise me like this.” 
“Happy Birthday, baby.” you give him a bunch of kisses. Then you fall back asleep because that’s what you two plan on doing all day. 
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REPUTATION - ALBUM REVIEW
alright girlies here it is my first impressions (whatever I wrote down after the SS plus a few notes I made when it dropped) I AM LITERALLY....QUITE LITERALLY SHAKING....MY WIG: IS ON MARS 
READY FOR IT: At first I was kind of like…. :/ about this song but it’s actually a really good opener and a banger. Not sure I would’ve picked it as the second single but it goes all the way off. The bass has me shook Line: “he can be jailor burton to this taylor”
END GAME Very…..the weeknd vibes right ladies ?????????? this is like…..taylor’s Instagram baddie moment It is still SO WEIRD To me to hear rapping and Taylor swift in one song. Even tho we have the bad blood remix Im still….shook by Future and Taylor together ??????????? I really like this, it’s not one of my top 5 I don’t think but it’s so different from what I would've thought of for another ed/taylor collab Ed is giving me some don’t vibes..i’m into it…ed talking about the fourth of July is really iconic. Taylor telling the story of how this came about was really iconic too…I can literally picture her and ed getting drunk and being like HOWWWW COOL WOULD IT BE TO COLLAB WITH FUTURE????? LOL and then it actually happening I love her like. talk/shout/singing when she says “big reputation…” Line: “I swear I don’t love the drama, it loves me” Her runs in the last chorus THANK GOD…..I NEEDED THESE VOCALS…..
I DID SOMETHING BAD THIS SONG HAD ME FUCKING QUAKING IN THE SESSION…… “If a man talks shit then I owe him nothing” THE CHORUS BANGS…..IM LITERALLY……MOUTH OPEN SHOCKED I CANT BELIEVE THIS….THE M.I.A. PAPER PLANES MACHINE GUN SOUNDS…. This is so……blank space but……..fucking darker you SINNERS “If he drops my name I owe him nothing, if he spends my change then he had it coming…” The chorus is here again Im bopping so fucking HARD WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW I’M……….CRYING AT THE VOCALIZATIONS OF THE HOOK. I’m pretty sure she said this came to her the same way she came up with “STAY!” in AYHTDWS The bridge ladies LIGHT ME UP!!! GO AHEAD AND LIGHT ME UP YOU FUCKING HEATHENS!!!! THIS SONG MAKES THE WHOLE ALBUM WORTHY OF A GRAMMY Im literally shaking like my skin is quivering….that 2000’s fade out……Please kill me
DON’T BLAME ME This is the hozier…take me to church….taylor swift version The chords are her vocals and that. Is revolutionary, Einstein found dead in Miami Line: “I would fall from grace just to touch your face, if you walk away I’d beg you on my knees to stay” The like…..wopping of the chorus is really just…..gold Her falsetto at the end of the second verse. Wig on mars This is the stoner Taylor swift song we didn't know we needed but are so thankful we have VOCALS IN THE LAST CHORUS….I NEEDED SOME RUNS AND THE PRERELEASES DIDNT GIVE THEM TO ME BECAUSE SHE WAS SAVING HER DESTRUCTION OF EVERY OTHER PERSONS VOCALS FOR THE ALBUM
DELICATE This is very Imogen heap to me…… like the layered robotic vocals. It’s very interesting…..a really good segue from DBM It’s got like a deep house….tropical feel to it that I am really enjoying girlies “my reputation’s never been worse, so he must like me for me” why does that line have me crying Taylor swift you are literally sunshine THIS IS THE CHORUS I REMEMBERED….the is it cool is it chill etc…….that’s what I thought CIWYW was after the SS for some reason ???? “do the girls back home touch you do like I do?” SECOND VERSE LYRICS Got me feeling some wildest dreams type of way she looked at me so much during this song I’m emotional, I was bopping to the chorus and she was laughing at me and winking when the beat comes in during the chorus Not a standout from the album but very cool very different good vibes man
LWYMMD Obviously a bop. I see why it’s in the middle of the album and when Taylor explained the progression of the songs this really makes a lot of sense. I’m just feeling fragile bc Taylor swift grabbed me by my cheeks, pulled me towards her, grabbed my hands, and danced with me during this song. Wow BABY I GOT MINE BUT YOU’LL ALL GET YOURS!!! We literally screamed this in each other’s faces it was so……amazing I will NEVER FORGET The video…..do we even need to remind ourselves of how fucking iconic it was When I first heard this I was so confused I had just woken up in Ireland at 6am to listen and I was like . What is this But the chorus goes all the way off tbh This is like a parallel to shake it off….the themes and messages of……being yourself and rising above what other ppl think of you…..
SO IT GOES… Ok I literally blanked this song from my memory at the session, I think bc it was right after LWYMMD and me and Taylor having our first proper moment of the night “Back against the wall….tripping when you’re gone…” This album is so bass heavy. I’m loving the studio instruments, I thought I would miss the live guitars etc but I really don’t because it doesn’t fit with the album “I’m so chill but you make me jealous” Sis we have learned from 10 years of music from you that you aren't chill al;ksdfnjksdhifbknsdfdkjf I love you mom I love the way she says so it goes! In the chorus “You know I’m not a bad girl….but I do bad things with you…” WHOMST “SCRATCHES DOWN YOUR BACK NOW…. Taylor you've done several numbers on me I stopped counting 8 years ago the whispered 1..2….3……WOW VOCALS….AGAIN……….SCRATCHES DOWN YOUR BACK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHES REALLY WILDIN OUT HUH
GORGEOUS This is such a cute song. For me it seems like one of the ones I like less, but at the session I remember being so happy listening to it because she pointed me out and called me by name when she was passing out the new merchandise….so I was chillin Also she kept winking at me during the DINGS!
GETAWAY CAR Queen of whisper singing I wanted to leave him….I needed a reason SUDDENLY I WILL ONLY EVER DRINK OLD FASHIONEDS. IVE NEVER HEARD OF ANY OTHER DRINK Okay in my mind I was like this song is :/ but it bangs to be honest! I love the chorus Should've known Id be the first to leave….this song is full of tea ladies This song to me seems like it’s about a rebound relationship that wasn’t so serious/was just a way to release pent up emotions from something awful “X marks the spot….where we fell apart…..” the pre chorus is really out here doing that sweeties The bridge has an interesting modulation that i don't know how to feel about….this whole album is like full of surprises/polarizing musical techniques so this is cool This is Taylor Swift fleshing out a metaphor/concept masterpiece to her full ability. Queen of literature who is Shakespeare I’ve never heard of him Said goodbye….in a getaway car……. The ends of the songs are so interesting on rep…….this one goes off
KING OF MY HEART “I’m better off being alone…” Miss Taylor I’m so glad that you’ve stopped thinking this because you are really….the most WORTHY person of love in the whole wide world… This is probably my least favorite song on the album. It has some remnants of getaway car in it I feel……she’s cute but getaway car is sexy and sexy destroys cute It’s a little repetitive but I appreciate it’s placement on the album………..you move to me like a Motown beat…..alright Miss king of my heart redeeming herself My broken bones are mending……….taylor I love u………why are u drinking beer when u could be having an old fashioned tho…..beer is gross
DANCING WITH OUR HANDS TIED Thank you piano I love a live instrument The story behind this song is so heartbreaking and knowing that makes….the song so much more impactful to me “You had turned my bed into a secret oasis, people started talking putting us through our paces” here’s a big fat FUCK YOU to the daily mail Again the chorus comes in and is so….huge and sprawling compared to the rest of the song…..shaking us to our very cores! I love that you can hear the frantic/anxiety she was feeling throughout the song….like the rushed vocals and drawn out lower notes…..then the chorus just coming in with GLORY I LOVE the instrumental of the chorus so much…..it’s so beautiful and a little 1989 to me. Like very eighties synth heavy We also have some VOCALS! In the bridge and last chorus! the runs are giving me life
DRESS This song is like a …… I’m kind of drunk in the meatpacking district running from bar to bar with someone I love in the cold with big coats on….tea to me The falsetto. Queen Taylor has really been expanding her vocal register and I’m FUCKING here for it “Everybody thinks they know us” circling back to the overall theme of the album. We know what she chooses to let us know and beyond that we’re just fucking guessing sinners This song is like a …… I don't really care what they think of us I just wanna really…………see your dick and I don't care what anyone thinks of that ! THE HAIR BLEACHED LINE……SHE IS LITERALLY THE QUEEN OF SELF DRAGS I CANT SHES SO SELF AWARE ITS UNBELIEVABLE…….she’s like being humorous but also referencing a time in her life that was really shitty for her so. Queen of duplicity “I woke up just in time…” this line says so much about where she was when she started seeing Joe
THIS IS WHY WE CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS Oh girlies…..I have been so excited to hear this again since the session. She spilled some major fucking SCALDING tea before playing this so my ass was fully ready to be sloughed The alarms in the beginning…..a champagne sea…..my dream…… This is so fucking tongue in cheek about what everyone said about her #squad “I have to take them away” DEAD this is why she stopped having 4th of July parties klsadjidfnksdfd “Stabbed me in the back while shaking my hand….” Oh no…………WHO WOULD DO THIS TO MISS TAYLOR!!!!!!! “I took an axe to a mended fence….” The mhhhhhmmmmmm………. IF ONLY YOU WERENT SO SHADY SALKJFSDNKFJGM,DFLKNJGIDK WHY IS THIS SONG ABOUT ME SITTING ON TWITTER DRAGGING PEOPLE LEFT RIGHT AND CENTER Hard knock life………..TEA……during the fucking BANGER of a chorus….this is going to be so fun on tour…..SHE BETTER BE A SINGLE!!!!! hE sAiD shE saID!!!!! Here’s to mama…….yes miss Andrea here’s to u queen of the world THE BRIDGE…..SDFLSDMFJKNDNDSLJFKNFDJDSFNSD THIS IS WHY WE CANT HAVE!!!!! NICE!!!!! THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant even SAY IT WITH A STRAIGHT FACE Heres to my REAL FRIENDS! WOW….just wow ladies this is the future liberals want
CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT In my personal onion this is the most vulnerable song on the album. The first verse really has me out here crying in the club The chorus is so cute, this is a low-key banger and I wanna see her flying across the crowd during this song on tour
NEW YEARS DAY So here it is girlies….the most hyped song on the record…… Live piano. Minimal production. The concept behind this is so adorable “Candlewax and polaroids on the hard wood floor….” the most Taylor swift thing I have ever heard This relationship really seems like its forever my dudes she’s in it for the long run. She has never been so confident in a relationship that she’s CURRENTLY IN. She’s opening up DURING a relationship which is like……basically unheard of for her I love how subtle this is….the harmonies on the second chorus….crying in the club again “Hold on to the memories they will hold onto you…..” she said she's had that line ready to go for a while but couldn't find a place for it and here it is being adorable and wonderful also the line “Please don't ever become a stranger whose laugh I can recognize anywhere” Can I just speak on that line again….it is so beautiful and simple and shows how much she’s been through and the pain she has dealt with….and the sadness she KNOWS………..but she’s okay enough to talk about it. Im crying in the club 3.0
INITIAL RANKING: I Did Something Bad Don’t Blame Me Call It What You Want Dress Delicate Dancing With Our Hands Tied This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things Look What You Made Me Do Getaway Car …Ready For It? End Game New Year’s Day Gorgeous So It Goes King of my Heart
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Taylor Swift: All Songs Meme: Part One
Masterlist of sentence starters based on all Taylor Swift songs. This post is only part one, because if I made it all one posts it would be just way too long so, specifically from the self titled album, Taylor Swift and the Target only release, Beautiful Eyes. Deluxe editions included. 
“I said that’s a lie.”
“I was right there beside him all summer long.”
“When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress.”
“Think of my head on your chest.”
“I hope you think of me.”
“September saw a month of tears and thanking god that you werent here to see me like that.”
“In a box beneath my bed is a lever that you never read”
“Its hard not to find it all a little bittersweet.”
“Looking back on all of that, its nice to believe.”
“I’m back for the first time since then.”
“Someday you’ll turn your radio on, and I hope it takes you back to that place.”
“State the obvious.”
“I didn’t get my perfect fantasy.”
“I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me.”
“So go and tell your friends that I’m obssesive and crazy.”
“I hate that stupid old pick up truck.”
“Watch me strike a match on all my wasted time.”
“Youre just another picture to burn.”
“There’s no time for tears.”
“There’d nothing stopping me from going out with all of your best friends.”
“My daddy’s gonna show you how sorry you’ll be.”
“If you’re missing me you better keep it to yourself.”
“Coming back around here would be bad for your health.”
“I fake a smile so he wont see.”
I need everything that we should be.”
“I bet she’s beautiful. Thant girl he talk about.”
“She has everything that I have to live without.”
“I cant even see anyone when he’s with me.”
“He says he’s so in love.”
“I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night.”
“He’s the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.”
“There he goes, so perfectly.”
“She better hold him tight, give him all her love.”
“So I’ll drive home alone.”
“I’ll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight.”
“He’s the only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart.”
“I don’t know what I want, so dont ask me.”
“Dont know what’s down this road, I’m just walking.”
“I’m alone. On my own. And that’s all I know.”
“Life goes on.”
“I’m just a girl trying to find a place in this world.”
“I’m wearing my heart in my sleeve.”
“I’m feeling lucky today.”
“Tomorrow’s just a mystery.”
“I’m just a girl on a mission.”
“You have a way of coming easily to me.”
“When you take, you take the very best of me.”
“I start a fight because I need to feel something.”
“You do what you want, because I’m not what you wanted.”
“What a shame. What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.”
“Just walk away.”
“No use defending words that you will never say.”
“You put up walls and paint them all a shade of grey. I stood there loving you and wished them all away.”
“You come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you.”
“You never did give a damn.”
“I cried for you.”
“I didn’t know what I would find when I went looking for a reason.”
“I know, I didnt read between the lines.”
“I’ve got nowhere to go.”
“Nothing seems to work the first three times.”
“How can I ever try to be better if nobody ever lets me in?”
“I’ve been a lot of lonely places.”
“I’ve never been on the outside.”
“I would give it all up to be a part of this.”
“You could have helped if you had wanted to.”
“No one notices until its too late to do anything.”
“Seems the only one who doesn’t see your beauty is the face in the mirror looking back at you.”
“you walk around here thinking you’re not pretty but that’s not true.”
“Hold on baby, you’re losing it.”
“You cry but you don’t tell anyone.”
“You’re tied together with a smile but youre coming undone.”
“I guess it’s true that love was all you wanted.”
“You’re giving it away like it’s extra change.”
“It’s not his price to pay.”
“The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone.”
“Even now just looking at you feels wrong.”
“It was a moment of weakness and you said yes.”
“You shoulda said no.”
“You shoulda known that word about what you did with her would get back to me.”
“I shoulda been there in the back of your mind.”
“You shouldn’t be begging for forgiveness at my feet.”
“You can see that I’ve been crying.”
“You know all the right things to say.”
“Do you honestly expect me to believe we can ever be the same?”
“The past is the past.”
“Was she worth this?”
“I was seven and you were nine, I looked at you like the stars that shined in the sky.”
“Our daddy’s used to joke about the two of us growing up and falling in love.”
“Said you’d beat me up, you were bigger than me. You never did.”
“Take me back to when our world was one block wide.”
“I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried.”
“I was sixteen when suddenly I wasnt that little girl you used to see.”
“Your eyes still shined like pretty lights.”
“They never believed we’d really fall in love.”
“Take me back to the creek beds we turned up.”
“All I need is here next to me.”
“Take me back to the time we had our very first fight. Slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight.”
“You stayed outside till morning light.”
“The whole town came and our mama’s cried.”
“Take me home where we met so many years before. We can rock our babies on that very front porch.”
“I’ll be 87, you’ll be 89, I’ll still look at you like the stars that shine.”
“I was just thinking, we dont have a song.”
“Our song is the slam of screen doors, sneaking out late, tapping on your window.”
“Our song is the way you laugh.”
“Man, I didnt kiss her and I should have.”
“Everything that day had gone all wrong, I’d been trampled on.”
“I almost didn’t notice all the roses.”
“I’ve heard every album, listened to the radio, waited for something to come along.”
“I don’t think that passenger seat has ever looked this good to me.”
“He tells me about his night and I count the colors in his eyes.”
“‘He’ll never fall in love’ he swears.”
“I hope he’s wrong.”
“I don’t think it ever crossed his mind.”
“I could tell you his favorite color’s green, he loves to argue, born on the seventeenth. His sister’s beautiful, he has his father’s eyes...”
“If you asked me if I loved him, I’d lie.”
“He looks around the room and innocently overlooks the truth.’
“I’ve had him memorized for so long.”
“He see’s everything in black and white.”
“Never let nobody see him cry.”
“I don’t let nobody see me wishing he was mine.”
“My god if i could only say, ‘I’m holding every breath for you.’”
“He’d never tell you, but he can play guitar.”
“I think he can see through everything but my heart.”
“My god, he’s beautiful”
“I put on my makeup and pray for a miracle.”
“He loves to argue, and it kills me.”
“You and I were painting pictures in the sky.”
“Sometimes we don’t say a thing.”
“Everything I need is right here by my side.”
“I know everything about you.”
“I dont want to live without you.”
“I’m only up if you’re not down.”
“You drive me crazy half the time.”
“I’m only me when I’m with you.”
“Just a small town boy and girl living in a crazy world.”
“I dont try to hide my tears, my secrets, or my deepest fears.”
“Through it all nobody gets me like you do.”
“You know everything about me.”
“When I’m with anybody else, its hard to be myself.”
“She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile.”
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by.”
“You can’t see me wanting you the way you want her.”
“You are everything to me.”
“She’s never gonna love you like I want to.”
“You just see right through me.”
“There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help but shine through.”
“She’s never gonna see the light, no matter what you do.”
“All I think about is how to make you think of me.”
“Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?”
“Why would you wanna make the very first scar?”
“Maybe I should have seen the signs.”
“I would be the one to fall.”
“I still can’t believe you would walk away.”
“They said love was complicated, but it’s something I just fell into.”
“I came out alive but I’m black and blue.”
“Wake up and smell the break up.”
“Another mess I didn’t plan.”
“I’ve got ‘I heart ?’ written on the back of my hand.”
“I’d be fine if you just walked by.”
“I can’t believe you made me sit and home and cry like a baby.”
“Now you ask about you and I? There’s no you and I.”
“I’ll bet you thought you beat me.”
“It didn’t go the way you planned.”
“Your beautiful eyes stare right into mine.”
“Sometimes I think of you late at night. I dont know why.”
“I want to be somewhere were you are.”
“My heart has never felt this way before.”
“You’re my lullaby.”
“I wanna be everything you need.”
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