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#if you're gonna deny it don't waste my time just SHUT up :D
linusbenjamin · 2 years
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nine: the oncoming sass.
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turbulentt · 4 years
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Ridin'
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genre: smut | jaemin x fem!reader
word count: +1.7k
warnings: explicit content, dirty talk, degradation, name-calling, oral (female receiving), fingering, orgasm denial, riding, power play, unprotected sex (play it safe kids)
summary: jaemin is your best friend and fuck buddy, you both act like you’re powerful tops but in the end you’re desperate for each other’s touch.
author’s notes: it’s sort of a special for the comeback lol
"Jaemin…" you whisper as your fingers trail the hard desk material. "What?" he doesn't even spare a look. You scoff at his unbelievable attitude and start pulling off your top, action he doesn't seem to notice.
"Jaemin," you call again, this time with a more stiff tone, demanding attention. "Wha-" he chokes on his own rudeness as his head turns to you "Fuck… stop"
You smirk amused. Jaemin seems lost on your skin as his eyes eat you up on sight. 
"But I haven't done anything…" you chant playfully turning his chair to you, purposely bending down so your breasts are at the same level as his hungry eyes "...yet."
His hands recklessly grab your hips and with one rough pull, you're sitting in his lap. You smile victoriously and adjust yourself in his lap, accidentally brushing your dripping core against his obvious bulge.
"What the..." he curiously lifts up your skirt and looks up at your face again "You must be fucking kidding me. You’re already this wet? Are you that desperate to be fucked?" 
His words make heat rise up your entire body and a whimper falls from your lips. 
"I’ll take that as a yes, you slut." your eyes widen at the name and Jaemin throws his head back laughing. Annoyed at his cockyness you try smacking his chest but he skillfully grabs your wrist. "Don't even try to hide it." he pulls you closer and attaches his lips to your ear "You say a lot of interesting stuff when you're drunk."
You turn your head to the side avoiding his gaze and he laughs once again. Here he is, the cocky bastard Jaemin you don't usually get to see often.
"Now you're shy?" he teases "Can't be a brat anymore, uh?"
You shut him up with a rough, desperate kiss that he, immediately, takes control of. Seems like dominant rough Jaemin is as desperate as you. With one slick movement, he picks you up slamming you on his desk. His lips part from yours suddenly leaving you breathless, only connecting the two of you by a strand of saliva, that Jaemin has to admit to be extremely sexy, even more with your plummed rosy lips half-open. All of this because of him.
"I'm giving you what you want. Aren't you happy?" a smirk forms on your lips and you nod "You fucking slut."
He forcefully leads you to sit on the edge of the desk and kneels down. You watch carefully all his movements and heat rises on your cheeks when he pokes his head under your skirt. 
"Jaemin…" you moan out lowly feeling his hot breath hitching your pussy. "Just stay still," he whispers while teasingly running a finger between your folds. You squirm and hold yourself up with trembling arms. 
Jaemin's tongue carefully roams your slit, drawing raspy moans from you, his hands resting on your thighs making sure they're wide open for him. Your hips buck forward when the tip of his tongue meets your clit and a shiver runs up your spine. 
"You're squirming so much. How pathetic," he says as his fingers grip your skin harder. "Stop… saying those things," you ask breathlessly. "Oh, but i recall you telling me how much you were into degradation." he leaves a long slow lick along your pussy before looking up. You stay quiet, childishly avoiding his gaze. 
"Nothing to say?" he chuckles "I don't need you to tell me it's true. I can tell by the way you're spread open for me right now."
You bite your lip containing a moan and Jaemin smirks, once again. He knows that by now his words have turned you on to the point you're soaking wet.
Hungrily, Jaemin decides to finally eat you out properly, he couldn't be patient anymore, not with your sweet scent intoxicating him. A loud moan exits your lips as you feel his tongue playing with your aching clit. With a shaky hand, you lift your skirt up allowing Jaemin to look at you while making you feel good. 
Curses fall from your lips as you feel two of his fingers sliding inside of you. Jaemin happily chants lows hums sending vibrations to your clit, making you slowly buck your hips almost riding his face.
His fingers start working faster, curling up, touching and teasing inside you. You let your head fall back, overwhelmed by the sensitivity his tongue and fingers cause you. 
"Jaem… one m-more…" you plea helplessly "One more finger…"
Jaemin chuckles at your request, the even stronger vibrations from the sound making you feel closer to release. Immediately, he takes his fingers away from you only to slam them back in, now with a third one. 
Your arms give in and you fall back completely on his desk, carelessly throwing some materials to the ground. His fingers thrust deeper and rougher inside you and your legs shake frantically as you feel yourself draw closer by the second.
"I’m gonna… g-gonna cum." you moan out. Your hips buck faster against Jaemin's smirky expression. When you start to shake helplessly, seconds away from cumming, Jaemin backs away from you.
"Oh for fuck's sake." you almost scream in frustration. You decide to finish it and lower your hand to touch yourself but Jaemin quickly gets hold of both your wrists and smiles at you viciously. 
"You deserve it. For being such a whore," he whispers next to your ear.
You look at him in shock, after all the times you two have had sex, Jaemin had never denied you an orgasm. He just liked to hear you scream his name too much. He must be very proud of himself by seeing you frustrated like this.
Your eyes meet his’ and you can even feel the cockyness in his gaze. Done with his attitude you free yourself from his grip and hop off the desk. Jaemin looks at you curiously, thinking to himself that you might be so angry that you’re leaving. No. Suddenly, you smash your hands against his chest making him fall back, directly onto the bed. He holds himself by his elbows and looks at you clueless.
“This is what whores do.” you smile innocently and slowly sit on his lap. “Let me at least take my clothes off.” he chuckles but you don’t let him out so easily.
Grabbing his wrists above his head and straddling his lap so he can’t leave, you just lean to kiss his cheek. 
His eyes widen as you start moving your hips, slow, strong movements that make him whimper by the pain his cock is feeling. Your lips meet his neck and desperately you start marking him all over, leaving kisses on top of every mark.
“F-fuck… you slut,” his moans are raspy, dragging out of his throat as he throws his head back in pleasure and frustration. “What is it, baby?” you mock him “Do you need something from this slut?” 
“D-don’t tease,” he bucks his hips up making you gasp “You know exactly what I need, and you’ll give it to me.”
You chuckle at his attempt to take power on the situation and bounce on his clothed cock making him let out a loud raspy moan. Satisfied with his reaction you start riding his lap as if you were riding his cock. You had never heard Jaemin whimper so much in his life, but it surely was the sexiest thing you have ever had the opportunity of experiencing.
Stopping for a brief moment you looked down at his sweatpants and there was an obvious wet spot. You giggle and Jaemin follows your eyes, groaning flustered at himself.
“And I’m the pathetic one?” you let go of his hands only to start palming him over his clothes “You’re so cute.”
“Are you going to ride me or not?” he hisses at you and grabs your hips harshly, probably intending to leave marks. “Ask nicely.” you smile cocky at him, making him have a taste of his own medicine. Jaemin hates being dominated, but so do you. “Ride. Me,” he says firmly. 
You shake your head reprehensively and bounce hard on his lap again. He opens his mouth but nothing comes out of him. Yet you can see a small tear slide down his eye.
“Try again,” you say and bounce once again. “Fuck! Please-” he almost screams, digging his fingers into your skin “Fucking ride me!”
Satisfied, you get off of his lap and help him get rid of his pants and underwear, taking yours right after too. You don’t waste another minute going back to his lap and positioning yourself on the tip of his cock, teasing slightly before fitting it into your pussy slowly. Both of you are a moaning mess and his cock fills you up completely. 
“Fuck-” Jaemin bucks his hips up unconsciously making you tremble on his lap “Are you cumming already?”
“I’ll only cum when you do,” you whisper, a smile upon your lips and he pulls you to him for a kiss.
A rough needy kiss that has you whimpering on his lips. You finally start riding him properly and the wet sounds caused by both of your wetness make Jaemin groan in satisfaction. 
In a steady rhythm, he thrusts his hips up as you throw yours down. Both of your moans falling into each others mouths as you kiss, again and again, feeling closer to climax. 
“Fuck, fuck, fu-” curses fall from his lips and you already know what’s coming “I’m gonna cum..”
“M-Me too... g’nna cum too-” you shake on top off him, holding yourself up by putting your hands on his chest. Your hips move furiously in search of release and your climax finally arrives when Jaemin moves one of his hands to rub circles on your clit with his thumb.
You fall on top of Jaemin as you cum yet he keeps thrusting hard, making you shiver from the overstimulation.
“Thought you were going to cum with me,” he says playfully. You gather some strengths to move your lips next to his ear and whisper in a fucked out voice.
“Shut up… and cum already.”
Placing your hips down on him and slamming into you deeply Jaemin releases all of his cum inside you and you gasp feeling yourself being filled up with his fluids.
“You should tease me more often,” he says lowly as his hands caress your hair lovingly “Now, let’s take a shower. We’re too sticky.”
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luckyvirgo · 4 years
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many reasons; dazai osamu
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DAZAI OSAMU X READER
In hindsight, you should have realised that running after Dazai was not a good decision on your part...
WORD COUNT: 1.8K words
WARNINGS: mentions of suicide, abuse (not reader's), angst (if you squint), fluffy ending. MILD SPOILERS FOR BUNGO STRAY DOGS SEASON 3
(e/c) - eye color
A/N: sorry if the formatting is a bit wonky!! i'm posting this on mobile because tumblr doesn't work on my stupid, old laptop.
this fic is really super, self-indulgent because dazai is my favorite in bsd and i love when situations like the one in this one shot happen in anime, so i combined the two things and wrote this. this was actually going be a scene in a dazai fic i'm thinking of posting on my wattpad, but i decided to scrap it and write it as a oneshot. i hope you all enjoy reading this!!
Also shoutout to @neonghxst who wanted me to finish this one shot hehe. thanks to her, i got the inspiration to actually write this and finish it.
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"Are you sure we should have left him like that?"
You fiddled with the ends of your coat sleeves. Upon hearing about Atsushi's new case and the end result, you immediately wanted to give the boy a hug and never let him go. He had been through so much these past few weeks and hearing about the death of that abusive headmaster of his old orphanage must have been incredibly painful.
But Dazai had promptly pulled you away, after saying exactly what needed to be said. (He always knew what to say in any kind of situation and that made you feel jealous a lot of times)
"Things like that are meant to be dealt with alone. Atsushi-kun will manage," Dazai answered with a cool tone. "You worry too much, (Y/N)-chan."
He tried to ruffle your hair but you slapped his hand away with a huff.
"I have every right to worry, you know," You crossed your arms, angrily staring at the ground. You and Dazai had already left the port area and now were back in the city, walking next to each other. "He and Kyouka just...I just wanna give them both a hug and adopt them as family."
This time, Dazai successfully managed to ruffle your hair."You are very funny, (Y/N)-chan."
"I'm not being funny! I'll actually adopt them, just you wait and see."
"As amusing as that would be, I'm gonna stop you there."
"Why?"
"Well, it's nighttime now. And we are almost near the river. The moon's pretty bright today. Which means one thing and one thing only."
"What, Dazai?"
"It's the perfect time for a double suicide!" 
Dazai suddenly grabbed you by the waist and spun you around. You felt your face grow warmer as he kept his hands on your waist, meanwhile going on about the benefits of a double suicide.
"D-dazai! Let go!" You physically tried to struggle out of his grip, knowing that your Ability was useless in this situation. "Just let go, dumbass!"
"Nope, not gonna." 
Dazai let go of your waist, but then immediately grabbed your hand. But you managed to pull it away. He stuck his tongue out at you. "You are no fun, (Y/N)-chan."
You glared at him. "How many times do I have to tell you no, you bandage squandering idiot?!"
"Ahh!! You sound so much like Kunikida-kun! Why didn't you tell me you were so great at impersonating others?"
"Huh?! What's that supposed to mean?" You went to shove his shoulder but he dodged it,  jumping aside with his annoying (endearing) laugh. You tried to hit him again, but he dodged this time too and started running.
"Oi, Dazai! Come back here, you idiot!"
You ran too, trying to catch up to him so that you could, at least, flick his forehead before slapping him. Why was he so annoying, you always wondered. 
'Isn't this why you like him?' Your heart whispered to you.
'Shut up,' You told it.
You kept on running. Even as you did, the sun had almost set, taking its red and orange hues and replacing it with the dark, navy blue of the night sky. The running brought you to the river bank, a spot where both you and Kunikida had to drag Dazai out of. For some reason, he declared this spot and drowning as his top favorite for a double suicide.
It was incredibly annoying, but at the same time, also incredibly saddening and you wished you knew more about why he was like this.
Finally, you caught up with him. 
In hindsight, you should have realised that running after Dazai was not a good decision on your part. 
Both of you stumbled down the river bank, holding onto each other because there was nothing else to grab onto. The slant river bank ended and they were on flat ground again.
But...but, both of you were in a rather compromising position. 
Usually, you were a pretty confident and self-assured person. But when it came to situations like these (or any romantic situations)…well, you were still pretty inexperienced. So inexperienced actually that you hadn't kissed anyone in a long while, almost two years to be exact. Relationships had always seemed like a waste of time to you, but being in such close proximity of the man you currently yearned for was doing wonders for your heart. (In a good way and a bad away)
Dazai's arms were on your shoulders, pinning you to the ground. He loomed over you, his brown eyes staring right into your (e/c) ones. 
You swore you could detect something there before it was hidden behind his mask again. 
No longer were you able to keep the warmth away from your face. You knew you probably resembled a tomato right now. You wanted to get out of this position quickly, but deep down, your mind and your heart both resisted. And you felt like agreeing with them this time. You wouldn't get a chance like this ever again.
So you decided to speak.
And immediately regret it.
"Your eyes are pretty," The combined forces of your heart and mind make you say something stupidly embarrassing and you immediately want to cover your face. But you can't. So you continue.
Even the darkness of night couldn't keep the redness of your cheeks hidden. 
"I mean, they're not just an ugly brown color. They have this amber-like quality to them. And everytime light hits them, they almost shine and it makes them more beautiful than I ever thought. Like seriously, you have really beautiful eyes. Personally, your eyes are your best feature and they're one of the many reasons I fell for you."
(You wanna crush your own stupid heart for that last bit.)
"Oh?" That was all Dazai said, that stupidly endearing smirk on his face. "Many reasons? What are they again?"
"Um, uh," You hesitated, turning your head to the side. This was more embarrassing than any other situation you had ever been in. There was nowhere else to go and while you could have kicked Dazai away with ease, truth be told you really didn't want to do that. How many chances like this would you ever get? "I don't even know when I started liking you. And maybe it's a stupid thing because nothing is ever going to come out of it, but yeah. I have feelings for you, Dazai Osamu. Truth be told, I can sort of understand why you ask women to commit a double suicide with you. You want someone to be by your side, right? You don't want to be lonely when you die. I guess I can understand that, though I wish I could show you the joy in living. But I don't think I'll ever be able to change your mind."
You laughed nervously, looking anywhere but at Dazai's face, where his smirk had been replaced by a more serious look. "I went on a totally different tangent there, didn't I? You can forget that last bit but to sum up everything, I have feelings for you. I don't expect you to return them anyways so...yeah."
Now, you looked at Dazai. His expression was unreadable. You couldn't understand what emotions were written on his face. You didn't even know what he would do next. Would he reciprocate your feelings? Would he reject them? What would he do? You wanted answers and you weren't getting them.
Then again, it was partly your fault also. You suddenly sprung these feelings on him. You shouldn't expect him to answer quickly. 
(Secretly, you also thought that Dazai wasn't the type of person who'd ever truly  love someone. It was just your stupid luck he was the person you fell for.)
Unexpectedly, Dazai suddenly moved off you, giving you the opportunity to finally sit up and contemplate your next moves.
'Should I just run away?' You thought, thinking about the pain of rejection. You'd deal with it. Somehow. 'It's the coward's way out. But what more can I do?'
"If you're thinking of running away, don't," Dazai suddenly said, meeting your eyes with a stare so intense that you swore he could read every single thought in your mind. 
"That was not what I was thinking," You clearly lied, crossing your arms. 
"You know, I can tell that you're lying, my Belladonna," Dazai put his hand on your cheek, his slender fingers brushing away the stray strands of hair on your face. "You are not a very good liar."
"D — wh-what?" You froze up completely. Because as much as you would like to deny, even an action like this left you wanting more. His hands were inexplicably warm and strangely soft. You couldn't even think about running away now. Dazai put his other hand behind your back, pulling you close to him. Close enough that your noses were almost touching and you could see the little flecks of amber in his pretty brown eyes. 
"D-do you also h-have feelings f-for me?"
What the hell was wrong with your voice? You wanted to ask your question again, but your words died in your throat. 
Instead, your heart chose to speak. You tilted your head slightly, barely brushing your lips against his. Even this small action sent volts of electricity coursing through your body. But then, your courage fizzled out and you tried to move back. 
Key word; tried. 
Dazai put his hand at the back of your head and pulled you closer, finally,  freaking finally, kissing you. 
You wished you could describe what you were feeling, but you really couldn't. Your mind was completely shut down and all you could really think was, that you were floating. And since it was your one of the few kisses you had in your life, you didn't know what to do. So you kept on pressing your mouth against Dazai's, trying to have more; trying to feel more of him. 
It was strange, it felt so strange. But kissing Dazai felt incredibly…amazing. Yeah, amazing. Just him and you and nothing else. You felt like you could touch the stars now and you didn't want it to end. You wanted to keep on doing this forever, or as long as both of you could. 
But then, Dazai suddenly ended the kiss, pulling back with a lazy grin.
You stared at him, breathing heavily. And then, you let your head fall onto his shoulder, grabbing onto to the front of his cream-colored trench coat. 
"Does that answer your question, (Y/N)-chan?" He asked with a sing-song voice, suddenly hugging you. 
"So you do like me?" Your voice was muffled by his coat, but you knew he heard you clearly. 
His lips were pressed onto your neck, moving with his answer. You understood it immediately. Releasing his coat from your hands, you hugged him back.  
You knew this moment wouldn't last very long, but you would revel in it for now. 
It was going to be the only thing on your mind for a very long time.
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a/n: i hope this was a fun read! with this quarantine, i've been thinking of attempting to write more character x readers because they are good practice for writing a multi-chapter fic. so you might see more bsd, haikyuu and bnha content on here. I might also post about DC so let's see.
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darkestdesired · 4 years
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The Teachers Pet
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An: i am so sorry this took so long! I've had just a million things happen in the past couple weeks.Im trying to keep up with the requests and some of my own fics and it just took longer than i wanted,if you would like a second part with any added ships or storyline please let me know! Thank you love!
Requested by: @kpopgirlbtssvt
It was just another normal day in Gotham,My older brother Jim and his new partner Harvey Bullock were picking me up from work while my car was in the shop. I was grading some of my students homework,not paying attention to the conversation going on.
It was only when i smelled the familiar scent of the pier that i looked up,"What are we doing here? Did you guys need to pick up something?" Harvey shook his head."No,Jim and i need to dispose of some trash though,wait here." I shot him a look at being told what to do but held my tongue when Jim shook his head with a strange look in his eye,a mixture of fear and confusion.
Imagine my surprise upon seeing harvey pull a living person out of the trunk before pushing the poor man towards Jim.The second i saw the gun in Jims hand and the scared look on the mans face when he looked at me through the car window caused all common sense to fly out of my mind.Without a second thought i jumped out of the car,"Jim what are you doing?! Put that gun away right now!" Jim winced when he saw my scared expression,never wanted to be the cause of it.
The mystery man whimpered,"Please Jim listen to her!" Jim clenched his jaw."Shut it!(Y/n) get back in the car!" I furrowed my eyebrows."I will not sit there and watch you shoot this poor man!" The man looked at me pleadingly when Jim grabbed his arm and began pushing him backwards towards the edge.He had a horrible limp due to an injury in his leg,i felt the need to help grow the more he whimpered."Please miss,i-i don't want to die.." I felt my heart clench at the crack in his voice."Jim if you do not lower your gun and release him right now,i swear to god i will disown you and tell Barbara you are just a cold hearted bastard!" Jim wavered at that."(Y/n) you don't...you don't understand...i don't have a choice." I began inching my way towards them as tears stung my eyes."You always have a choice Jim,Please big brother...don't do this..let the man go.." The man noticed that i was close as i began to reach for his hand,hope filled his eyes as he went to take my mine.
I screamed when i heard the gunshot,i clenched my eyes shut,only opening them when i heard the sound of something falling into the water.I opened my eyes and stared up at Jim in horror,"(Y/n) i-" i cut him off with haunting words."You're a monster!" I pushed past him away from the crashing waves.Harvey had a gross smirk on his face as i stormed past,"Welcome to gotham honey." I shot him a deadly glare."Do not ever talk to me again,both of you are mad." With that i grabbed my stuff and headed off to hail a taxi,ignoring my brothers yells for me to stop.
It had been a week since i witnessed my brother commit cold blooded murder,He had tried calling,and he showed up at my apartment multiple times but i couldn't stand to even think about him.
I was sitting on my couch cuddled up in a blanket ignoring the ringing of my phone when there was suddenly knocking on my door,but they were different from jims,he always banged on the door and yelled for me to open the door.No these knocks were softer but still insistent,I muted the tv and slid off the couch.I walked quietly over to the door and peeked through the little eye hole,i gasped when i saw the poor man Jim had shot.I wasted no time in unlocking the door and throwing it open,"What are you doing here?! I watched my brother shoot you!" I said a a hushed tone,not needing the neighbors getting involved.
"I-I apologize..i just..i didn't know where else to go.." He whimpered,it was then that i saw his injuries."Please come inside,you're soaked to the bone!" He relaxed a bit and his eyes were filled with relief,as if he expected me to deny him."Thank you Miss.." I helped him towards my bedroom and gently laid him down."Let me get my first aid kit and some towels." He seemed to sink into my mattress,a peaceful sigh drifted from his mouth as he let his guard down a bit.
I came back with some warm towels fresh from the dryer,a pair of jims old tshirts and sweatpants he left here,and my kit."I brought you something to change into,i figured you'd want a shower,then i can dress and wrap your injuries." He seemed reluctant to get up,but with the thought of a nice warm shower he slowly got up,I helped him into the bathroom."Do you need help getting undressed?" His face started to grow red."N-No i..I um.." I smiled kindly."I promise i won't look,you just have a bad injury on your leg that i need you to be careful with.It seems to have stopped bleeding but if you make a wrong move it'll reopen.Please let me help." He softened at my caring tone,i reminded him of his mother with how gentle and caring i was being,Something he wasn't used to.
He reluctantly allowed me to pull off his clothes until he was left nothing,His face felt like it would explode at any moment."There is baby shampoo,it shouldn't sting too bad since you dont have any serious cuts." He nodded in thanks,"D-Do you mind staying in here..? I don't want to be alone.." I smiled sadly at him."Of course i can." He gave me a small smile before carefully stepping into the shower.
One thought caused a bit of uneasiness to cross his mind,"Aren't you gonna ask why i know where you live?" I hummed."It's gotham,i got over being surprised a while ago." He chuckled."Well that is quite true,But you should be careful..there are some horrible people hiding in the shadows that will take advantage of your kindness."
Once he was done i dressed his injuries and helped him dress,the shirt was a bit baggy and the pants hung low on his hips."I can get you nicer clothes tomorrow,I'm sure you're tired.You can take the bed." He furrowed his eyebrows."No No,I can't impose further than i already have." I smiled and kissed his cheek.His eyes widened,"You're not imposing,I quite like your company." He gulped and nodded.I tucked him into bed but as i went to turn away he grabbed my wrist."Can you stay...at least until i fall asleep." He asked sheepishly causing a warm smile to grace my lips."Of course."
Crawling under the covers i let him rest his head on my chest,i gently pet his hair as his eyes slowly began to shut."My name is Oswald..by the way.." I smiled,"It's a pleasure to meet you oswald..Sweet dreams."
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