#if youve been following me for a while

[peachdeluxe]

do you have a favorite oc of yours? id love to draw one of your ocs sometime, and i personally love em all a lot!!! but id love to draw the one you like the most (if that's not weird? LOL) have a great one ^__^)b

thank you for asking!!

currently my favorite oc is my Valdés! he is my wizard/storm genasi guy from a 60s themed dnd campaign… government researcher turned 'professional' gambler (house player for a mob-run casino)

(he's also the man in question from this post lol)

whether you end up drawin him or not i am happy to have an excuse to post him, and i appreciate the sweet message!!

#if youve been following me for a while youre probably aware of my habit of locking into only drawing one character for months #for the first time in a long time its my own oc ive been going crazy over and i have been playing him for 2+ years... #if you only knew how bad it really is (hiding the absolutely obscene amount of art of him on my computer) #original

[galaxymagick]

@ leo_jungtw

✌️

#taekwoon #leo #jung taekwoon #vixx leo #vixx #231002 #happy leo day 2023 #*leo_jungtw #*v:p #🖤 #im so glad he reuploaded these #i LOVE these.. a lot!! #the soft knit with nothing....under....neath #if youve been following me for a while i think youd understand more the fondness i have with him in knitwear 🫠🫠🫠🫠 #i left him a comment saying (in kr gotta practice lolll) #im so thankful for him reuploading them i love them a lot!! and that hes wonderful handsome and beautiful 🫥

[kfrances]

SO... SPAMTON SWEEPSTAKES EVENT, HUH...

#deltarune spoilers #(?????????) #deltarune spamton sweepstakes #deltarune shadowmen #fanart #animation #IF YOUVE BEEN FOLLOWING ME A WHILE. OYU KNOW WHY I LIKE THIS GUY

[grabby-raccoon-hands]

I am so normal about her (<- lying)

#drawtectives #drawfee #harper justice #look i just think shes neat #if youve been following my blog for a while or are one of my friends who is 'worried' about me #you might know that i have a thing for women who are objectively awful and have no intention of stopping #yes i want her to have a redemption arc. no i dont want her to become a better person. we exist #no i dont want to talk about my previous relationships #im gonna do a harper justice cosplay and you cant stop me

[sqlmn]

Ananza is the wind deity, though she's not the first with that honor. Originally the elder gods selected a man as their wind deity but after he witnessed Oh and Fulj being punished he requested to relinquish his role. Basically asking them for a mortal death rather than immortality. They obliged since the deities exist to help humans and a miserable deity won't do the job properly so no need to keep a deity bound to a task they don't want to do.

So Ananza was selected as a replacement. Fulj has no recollection of the first wind deity and Ananza has already been told by the fire deities that it wasn't Fulj's fault but she was the final straw for the former wind deity. So, Ananza doesn't hold any dislike towards Fulj and actually really likes listening to her talk. Ananza loves to dance and wander around her city so when Fulj stops by to visit, she listens to Fulj's adventures while they roam the city.

Because there are two fire deities and one can stay in their city while the other wanders and because Fulj no longer has a city to be focused on, the three like to visit the other cities to check in. Ohime and Ohiwe really like to visit Ananza while Fulj prefers to visit Ymber. While Ananza likes Ohiwe, Ohime, and Fulj, she really isn't fond of the ice deity or Ymber. She doesn't like to scramble for topics and ice/Ymber don't start conversations enough so it's a bother to Ananza to try forcing friendliness. She loves light hearted stories though and Fulj and the fire deities excel at that type of story.

(Ohime and Ohiwe sometimes call her Nana and on that note it's lore in the tags time)

#the daily life of a deity sucks #also fwiw ! deacon doesnt really tell anyone but he really wants to meet the wind deity #because he might have lost his mom at a young age but she was originally from the city of wind and had wind magic #so he would watch his mom dance either solo or with his dad and it was always fun to him to watch how happy his mom was #so when he was told it was a dance she learned when she was a child he doesnt think much of it #but he sees ohime trying to show ymber a dance he was finally getting down and then ohime pauses #cause hes trying to remember and deacon is like oh you clap three times not two #and both ohime and ymber are staring at him like what did you just say #and deacon is like yeah uh you do the claps but kinda like this in order to keep the flow free and light #and ohime is just smugly looking at ymber saying oh ? really? youve been teaching him dance moves? #and ymber is just hey dont look at me so ohime is baffled and then fulj has? #and deacon says he learned of it a while ago from someone else haha sorry if hes wrong it could be wrong #thats why ymber asks him later about it and finds out deacons mom was originally an ananza follower #and is like huh wild while ohime is now plotting how to get ymber and deacon on a vacation to see ananza #and honestly i really just want to have deacon meeting ananza now and being in absolute awe of the deity #because THATS HER YMBER THATS THE ONE MY MOM WORSHIPPED #and ymber is able to be around deacon and ananza while they converse and that #helps ananza realize ymber isnt as cold and distant as she thought he was - fascinating #and also she likes deacon who holds her in such reverence despite being ymbers follower

[the-holy-ghosted]

y'know, i've Heard Of the balancer's eye, but i don't really know much about it. would you care to elaborate? doesn't have to be comprehensible btw

good cause it wont be comprehensible CRACKS KNUCKLES

The Balancers Eye is my favorite song in the album Vide Noir along with. well the actual song Vide Noir but they both go kinda hand in hand

like listen we all know the lore of Vide Noir we saw the movie this is an album about Buck Vernon but before i knew about any of that it felt to me like two opposing perspectives head to head about this heartbreaker girl that that Lord Huron LOOOOVES to sing about. however that is a tangent for another day (and if you wanted to humor me and ask me about my initial thoughts on vide noir outside of the lore id be delighted)

but like The Balancers Eye is such a different personality from the beginning of the album??? we hear mention of "an ancient master" and curses as well as Back From The Edge being a MUCH different speed from the first couple of songs. but it feels like The Balancer coming immediately after is this completely seperate entity and it is SOOOO fucked up and weird and i LOVE IT. SO MUCH let me get lyrics

RIGHT off the bat in this song we hear "heaven never ever heard a word i said, ive cried enough to raise the dead" NOW WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN. and the lyrics "heaven wont let me in, I dont know why // noone ever loved you half as much as I" MAKES ME INSANE because it is SELF EXPLANITORY this entity is FORSAKEN from the sheer VOLUME of love it contains and the implications of being FORBIDDEN from death and FORBIDDEN from heaven because of LOVE. "will i ever be forgiven for the crime of my life" WHAT CRIME. a crime i can only assume was made out of the same destructive love that cast the balancer out of death. out of love. and dont get me STARTED on the end of the album and Emerald Star youll be here for days

#the heron heareth #the heron speaketh #cause i talked a lot #or do get me started idk. if youre into this sort of rambling #i had a rought day i needed to just nonsensically start Yelling about vide noir #love this fucking album love it so go ddamn much #lord huron #vide noir #feels like this anon was a friend trying to humor me but if it wasnt and youve been living under a rock while following this blog hi. kiss #and if it is a friend. hi. kiss u too

[carnation-damnation]

A hiatus, or semi-hiatus, of sorts.

Trigger warnings for cancer and parental death.

#My mother is dying. #Shes been in pain for quite a while #but everythings come to a head in the last few months because of developing cancer that we were completely blindsided by #and now its almost entirely too late #I dont know how much time I have with her. theres still that slim possibility that she could bounce back but it isnt looking that way. #what does this mean for me on here? well im not sure yet. #If youve been following for a really REALLY long time you'd know that i was around here when my father died back in 2017. #I cope with grief by distracting myself with outside stimuli and drawing. #because of the circumstances: this time is different #im not sure if i'll be on here at all or if ill be on here too much to not think about it. but eventually something will happen #and I'll need to give my attention to my family #im not posting this out to get pity or sympathy. I dont like to hear things like that. im posting this because there are #some people who i only talk to on tumblr #and I dont want to make people worry about me if I'm suddenly gone for months at a time (if this comes to pass) #if you've read this far. thank you. #personal

[mxwhore]

the artist is experiencing finantial difficulties

#ive youve been following for a while you know i have a killer combo of dyslexia and dyscalculia #im finishing my undergrad now. nearing my thesis and such #i have a scholarship that covers half my tuition and its been ok but last year #i had to dump a very math heavy class i was failing. to keep my scholarship #im retaking it this year BUT I HAVE OVERLAPPING CLASSES #this time a code heavy course #literally same day from same to same hours #so i wanted to take an extra semester to literally take that ONE CLASS and finish my thesis without rushing #but they may charge me THE ENTIRE YEAR. FOR ONE CLASS #idk what to do #if i fail that class ill have to take the whole year regardless #literally no way to triumph #sigh #tessas txt #support my art and whatever

[tittletattles]

we dont acknowledge that sanra and iyozane are siblings enough

bonus mit <3

#len'en #fujiwara no iyozane #fujiwara no shirogane no sanra #ooama no ake no mitori #(under read more) #listen if youve been following me for a while you know how i love fictional siblings #pda / #drawing

[just-4-thrill]

If it is accessible to you, Dune 2 was worth a watch in theaters.

It was too intense for me to call it "enjoyable to watch." It was more "I forgot how to breathe, my mouth has been hanging open, I'm peeking through my fingers, internally screaming" and I feel a little like I got stuck on Dune while my body walked through the rest of the day.

It is definitely one to see in theaters.

#if youve been following me for a while you know i enjoy a little more fun and lighthearded in my sci-fi/fantasy #dune can be a bit on the intense side #dune 2 was easier to watch than dune 1 (which had me feeling hopeless dread) #i suspect i wont like how the story ends if there is a part 3 so i probably will try to stay on the fringe of the fandom for my own sake #there is valid criticism concerning its themes and messaging

[floralete]

only 90s kids remember my sonic fc

#amber the cat #amber #sonic fan art #sonic fan character #fancharacter #sonic fc #sonic oc #if youve been following me for a while you probably recognize her #shes been thru a loooot of different looks. its all in her tag lol #figured i might as well post her here too

[wastelandhell]

My current bodysuit progress. Just needs a few gaps filled and a bunch of stars. If you want to test it out you can grab the wip on google drive here: LINK

The textures are 8k/4k and are made for BT3 or EVB male nude bodies. Requires looksmenu. 60MB zip, 300MB uncompressed, these are big textures. You need to enable all 6 of the colour channels as a separate overlay, so that the overlay panel looks like this:

and you will get this:

#not putting any fanfare on this becasue its just a wip but if youve been following for a while you know how much work has gone into this #i cant stop you from redistributing this so if you do please dont remove my credit from the files #wip #my mods #this is really the most personally important mod to me ive waffled on releasing a wip but maybe someone wants to play around with it #fallout

[90stvqueen]

i found enneagram books and bought a couple, and i was feeling a little insecure ("am i rly a 7? i act like a 2 a lot of the time" etc etc) and then i read some stuff about type 7 and laughed out loud bc it read me so hard. so i think i'm typed right lmao

#it's the social instinctual variant making me attention oriented and somewhat self sacrificing #i remember a year or two ago when i took some personality test and scored super high on narcissism... #self obsessed now self obsessed forever 💖 #anyway. the thing that got me was riso and hudson writing about 'the wake up call' #2's was believing they must go out to others to win them over... which resonates a little bit BUT #7's was feeling that something better is available somewhere else. and baby if that isnt me :/ #I AM WORKING ON COMMITTING TO THINGS AND LIVING IN THE MOMENT AND APPRECIATING WHAT I HAVE #BUT I WANT MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE #variety and experiences and fun and and and #this has been noontime self reflection with jess. now you know im obsessed with myself and have avoidant tendencies #(if youve been following me or have known me for a while u already knew that lol it's not a big secret) #enneagram

[yuukei-yikes]

dude have you seen skip and loafer. dude. harutakacore. dude,.

DUDE WHAT THE FUCK THIS FREAKED ME OUT I LITERALLY FINISHED READING THE MANGA LIKE 2 HOURS AGO actual reply in tags

#THIS ASK MADE ALL THE HAIRS ON MY ARM STAND UP #DO YOU FOLLOW ME ON MY SIDE TWITTER OR SOMETHING!!!! #oh also abt haru.taka core. their looks Yes. their personalities ummmm Barely #i think mitsumi and takane are both socially oblivious #and haruka and shima are people pleasers #BUT MITSUMI IS WAY TOO SELF AWARE AND SHIMA IS WAY TOO SELF UNAWARE (BC HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT HE WANTS) #while haruka is the self aware one and takane self unaware in their case. erm. #anyways THEIR CASUAL FRIENDSHIP REMINDS ME OF THEM FOR SURE THOUGH LOL #the chapter where shima buys mitsumi hand cream was extremely haruka and shintaro core. i kept imagining it. sorry. #like set in hs days ofc. haruka wanting to buy takane a gift and shintaro being like. been meaning to ask but are u and enomoto going out #haruka immediately like NOOOOO NONONONO THIS ISNT WEIRD WERE BESTIES U DONT GET IT!!!!!!!!!! #shintaro being like but you like her??? and there haruka isnt as quick to answer so shintaro's like oh got it and harukas like GOT WHAT??? #anyways. that last part doesnt happen in the manga its from my delusions. #erm. READ SKIP TO LOAFER ITS SO GOOD I WAS GOING CRAZY ABT IT IN MY GC EARLIER my good buddy joey recommended it to me #it tackles relationships and friendships so perfectly and the artstyle is so nomnomnomnomnom ugh #ask tag #if youve only seenthe first ep i see how u see haru.taka core because SAME LOLLL #shimas voice fits haruka so well too #especially their first meeting that was SO haruka and takane core

[raventhekittycat]

i have someone who follows me who regularly posts things that are ful of hate directed at anything and everything american and I'm like??? Unfortunately I am too american and tho i disagree with a lot of what it does cause it's a shitty country the vitriol to which you take it concerns me?? like no matter what happens good or bad they're like one more way america is fucked up and I'm just like ????? maybe don't follow me then if hate it so much????????

#seriously why??? #I'm sorry but seriously #maybe unfollow what you do is not healthy #just unfollow please #yes america has hella problems #but holding onto the grudge you are is not healthy #literally i could post anything and itd get tagged with us imperialism #even when its unrealted to americas colonization or interference with other countries #like get a grip youve been following me a while I dont think youre an ignorant teen #do your research and stop hating a country when it's not needed

[simpingforcys]

I just realized someone I used to roleplay with on DeviantART started following this blog.

uhh hello??? hope you’re doing well???

You have good taste in husbands

#SEEING AS YOU FOLLOWED THIS BLOG #I DONT WANT TO SCARE YOU HELLO I HOPE YOUVE BEEN DOING GOOD HINESTLY #YOU DONT REMEMBER ME PROBABLY #BUT HI #BEEN A WHILE #BUT ALSO I SAW YOUR NAME AND I WENT WAIT A MINUTE #THIS NAME SEEMS FAMILIAR #THE SHOOK