#ignore me I'm bitching again

[uncanny-tranny]

just seen a post by a pre-op pre-hormones pre-everything trans woman complaining about ~evil cis bitches~ crossing the road at night when they see her and i was so so so certain it was a troll/fakepost/terf shitposting/etc but it was legit and all her friends were agreeing with her, and i'm like??? this is why cis women hate us lmao, you can't get mad if you're pre-everything and it's night time and a woman assumes you're a creep in the dark. why are the worst voices always the loudest

Why did you think this was appropriate to have sent to me instead of just... blocking her and moving on? Out of all the reasons I can think of for people to be transphobic, the thought of a trans woman being upset about feeling like she's treated like a perpetrator of a crime she isn't committing or thinking about committing doesn't cross my mind. Maybe she didn't express that frustration in a way you approve of (probably because you weren't what she was thinking about, she was probably thinking about how she was feeling), but that's where blocking her comes into play. You aren't required to view that person's post or entertain their friends, nor are you required to come into a stranger's inbox to vent about it. You don't have to dedicate time to that.

Oddly enough, I don't trust that you aren't a troll trying to stoke fires, especially through anon.

#ask #anon #transphobia #transphobia tw #transmisogyny tw #(just for the implication that if you 'dont pass' you are required to be okay with being 'treated like a man') #blog boundaries #part of me doubts that she even accused them of being ~evil cis bitches~ considering anon's vitriol towards this person #and that's assuming this is even a real problem. again i have a hard time trusting this and i hope it's obvious why #this is the first and last time i will be addressing this specifically. i'm actually not going to tolerate this #and i'm not going to tolerate being treated like a personal diary for people to air their grievances with trans women #over the years i've been recieving anons as unhinged as this about trans people and i've chosen to ignore them... #...and i'm reaching the point where i'm not tolerating it quietly and with grace #i'm frankly tired of how i'm being treated with this and how (fictional or not) trans people are thrown into other people's lives

[khaotunq]

"gets weirdly intense about houseplants" would definitely be in my bio if i were a character

#liz commented on my most recent fic #and reminded me i'm in a snit with my giant philo again #the girls are fighting #full respect to yt people and ig people who are like THIS IS HOW TO CARE FOR UR PLANTS #but my plants have unionised and at this point i am merely reacting to their whims #can and will kill every aloe i come into contact with #have accidentally kept 2 crotons and several monsteras alive for years #ficus hate being cold? my lil bitch is in the coldest room of my flat and throws a fit if i put her somewhere even slightly warmer #ferns are so easy to care for? dead. all of them dead. #string of x are so fussy!!! meanwhile i forget my turtles and hearts exist and they're Taking Over #alocasias are bastards though that's the truth i don't know what they want #anyway ignore me i'm yelling about plants #that's not even half of my collection rip 💀 #so it is decreed

[the-furies]

ok. well. we have to live.

#if you're trans you have to live. ok? #and. and we aren't exempt from this. #and. fuck. #it might not be okay for a long while but it'll be okay some day. it *has* to be #it has to be okay. it has to be. #pk;m volition🟣 #urge surfing is a bitch but we. can do this #we're okay. i won't let anything hurt us again. #ok? going back to bed. #new vow. I'll keep us safe from ourself if it kills me. which it *won't*. #you can ignore this. our innerworld is a bit shot right now so this is how I'm communicating to the others. #we're safe and fine they're just scared. but I'll keeo us ssfe. we have to live and we *will*

[queenlua]

#very fun list. probably applies outside of academia too imo #(reminds me a bit of an old prof of mine who was very crotchety about Students Used To Be Better And Smarter What Happened #at some point i mentioned this to *another* prof who went to the same undergrad as the original prof #and this other prof just laughed and laughed and was like. look. that man has always been the smartest guy in every room he's ever been in #there were TONS of shit students in our year but he just had the ability to ignore them #he's been bitching about this every single year since they forced him to teach undergrads again #ah nostalgia bias.) #also i do find it baffling how a lot of the people who are Most Pissy about Where Are The Good {Conversations or Art or whatever} #are often SO obviously aggro and shutting themselves out of opportunities to have those things #but if you tell them that they're like I'm Not The Problem. They're The Problem lol #(see: rob pike's self-own in that Systems Software Research Is Irrelevant rant)

[jorgecrespo]

those pesky oscars are always keeping me on my toes

#not to sound better than everyone but this is literally my thing so reading other people'sopinions makes me mad because i'm better than them #first of all: a snub is not a snub when they've barely been nominated in any other award show #that's just poor campaigning go talk to someone else about that #second point: just because you didn't see a movie doesn't mean it's not deserving #you can't see two movies a year and get mad about shit #THIRD: you can't spend literally six months hyping up ryan gosling only to be pissed he's nominated #and everyone is gonna bitch about barbie while completely ignoring america's nom #also we literally need to stop talking about barbie it was a cute movie ruined by everyone talking about it constantly #which is actually why it probably got less noms than i thought #you the people did this #and maybe me too because here i am talking about it 😦 #literally shut up no more talking about barbie in 2024 let's talk about some other movie #you can decide which one #if you've read all this hello!!! my offical predictions will be posted later today #this year i'm pretty confident even tho some noms are surprises #but again ..this is my thing so spirits are high

[running-in-the-dark]

I just had to see this comment on that 'how anxious are you while driving' poll:

and tbh... haha shut your mouth :)

#thanks for the advice! guess I'll not leave the house ever again then :) #bitch I have anxiety. everything makes me a bit anxious sometimes. so yeah driving IS a bit scary sometimes. #but guess what? I can judge if I'm safe to drive or not! and I fucking am! #I've never even put the tiniest scratch in the car. #I drive better than plenty of people that I know and it's *because* it makes me a bit anxious sometimes #I pay attention to everything. I don't drive too fast I don't do stupid shit I'm a good driver #not perfect. definitely not. #but I know what I feel comfortable with and if I don't I don't fucking drive (like yeah when there's lots of snow I won't drive!) #sorry but I hate shit like this #if this is your opinion uuh don't talk to me I guess? because it's shitty as fuck #like?? why do you think you can judge that shit better than. I don't know. my driving instructor for example? that man saw me have a panic #attack in my second lesson and he was still the one who convinced me I could do it. #even the examiner thought I did great even though I was very anxious (because it's a fucking TEST. and it's expensive as fuck.) #so please fuck off :) #sorry I don't usually care about stupid shit like this but I had to see that on my dash and. nope it's too fucking stupid to ignore #they probably meant well. and I don't care! :) because I've heard shit like this my whole life and if I didn't do everything that makes me #anxious I couldn't do ANYTHING. yes. driving is serious. making sure everyone on the road isn't in danger is serious. and guess what? I'm #completely sure I take that into consideration more than 99% of drivers before they get into their cars :) #okay rant over I'm done I just. ugh it makes me mad. #personal

[femmeroi]

kill yourself faggot

Our relationship is rough right now, but in a few episodes we will be married.

#Pretty sure I know who sent this considering... everything #If you manage to see this even after I blocked you heres a list of reasons why I blocked you- since you want to know so bad #1.) Your views on sex work are regressive- I don't like how you demeaned that line of work simply because a of model was mean to you #2.) I am not comfortable with the way you talk about trans people- you are casually mysgonistic and transphobic when talking about them #You being trans does not give you a pass for this imho #3.) For all the posturing you do about the ZeXal skirts you and your friends are weird about under age characters + the post about #Edo being “apparently legal” was just gross to me. Your friend being weird about Yuri is how I originally found and blocked you. #4.) I don't like how you called someone a bitch just because they blocked you- you said you gave their art “nothing but support” #Before they blocked you. People do not owe you kindness or time or patience just because you liked their art. #You are not entitled to friendship or courtesy or anything at all just because you rebloged someones art. #5.) You hate Yu/ bel so much you call them a “child predator” I REALLY don't think you'd like following me considering they're my angel #When I have time again I want to dedicate more of my posts to Judai/Yu/ bel/Jun content and you'd fucking hate your life seeing that #So I blocked you before that became an issue. #I had you blocked for a while but when the VRAINS discourse happened I unblocked you so I could easily see what was up #Unfortunately I forgot to reblock you and I only remembered about your whole existence after you interacted with me #Usually I say shit like “Not everyone is going to like you and you just have to accept that as okay” #But in your case- there's a reason so many people have you blocked. #It's not because you have a “problematic fave” like you claim- it's because you have rancid fucking vibes #I'd rather people not interact with or acknowledge this post btw- I'm going to ignore anything further because idgaf about it all #I just wanted to annoy mr deranged by yu/beling all over their ask lol

[halinski]

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#me: being in the mental ward on suicide watch and in the bpd clinic was horrid and traumatizing #also me: what if i romanticize it with my fave ships and make them fall in love there 😍😍😍 #my 1am delusions: this must mean i miss it #mentally ill experiences tend to be a double edged sword don't they #when they're not plain horrible #like i guess i wouldn't be alive without my stays there but am i randomly triggered by just casually thinking back to them #yeah #absolutely #ignore me #also also me after being triggered by my parents today: what if... #all my life im just being prepared to mentally endure to step in and be in the midst of (probably when and not) if #violence (or war aka genocide) breaks out again in bosnia #what if i'm meant to heal and not want to die so i can go and actually survive fighting for my life in real life life-or-death #and then use my now kinda first aid knowledge to help too #i'm falling back into *hackles raised* fighting to my last breath instinct no thoughts panic tonight #but i am aware so we can work on processing that #are we tho? probably not #delete in the next 5 mins probably #bc im being a whiney bitch

[razzek]

It's a great feeling when your therapist every week says "the therapy you have access to can't help you". Welp, I tried. (shrug)

#I'll die young of stress related heart failure I'm sure #and maybe if I'm lucky the smell won't be too bad whenever they find me after a few days #don't worry not going to hurt myself #far too apathetic for that #finally quit therapy after it making things worse for years #and not feeling great about yet another thing other people get help with that I don't #oh well ignore me I'm just bitching #got nothing better to do and feel like crap again meh

[torchickentacos]

If we get a May return then I am going to drag out my amp and electric guitar and teach myself one of the hoenn openings and post it here. 

#can you hold me to that? probably #then again i forget to answer asks that I got two days ago so idk #which reminds me! #if I ignore an ask or a dm! I do not hate you! I am just a flaky bitch #I'd like to blame part of it on the chronic hypoxia but tbh I'm just kind of dumb sometimes #that being said. answering asks now

[ask-healingsunny]

Lillllll give us the tea. Give some of that horrible Hero and Kel mom crimes we need to know more of it✨✨✨

Boy oh boy -LiL

#first of all it's worth stating that hero is a GROWN ASS MAN #That bitch is 19 YEARS OLD #He has no obligation to spend time with her #also again fuckass just got home from college #''oo you don't want to spend time with me 😢 you're helping me do dishes for a week then'' #BITCH IS AN ADULT WHO JUST GOT HOME FROM COLLEGE LET HIM RELAX #and not to mention hero is a huge people pleaser #I'm SURE she knows that by now #And lets not mention the favoritism???? Their dad is guilty of this too #The way they immediately went to comfort Hero when Kel was the one getting yelled at??? bro hero's not your perfect golden boy maybe idk #give the YOUNG CHILD some attention? #and I'm SURE Kel is gonna be even more ignored with sally in the picture (no hate to the child ofc) #anyways i hope their mom explodes #out of character

[anakinh]

shout out to star wars: brotherhood for single-handedly getting me back into star wars. also fuck you, eat shit, how dare you

#me.txt #me getting back into star wars: oh wow i miss these guys #me re-finding the discourse: fuck #one of the more popular fics had summary/tags that indicated they're doing that thing where they woobify one dude and vilify the other #which i usually just roll my eyes at and leave but it had fucking yoda succeeding in knocking sense into anakin which 1) would never happen #2) yoda never had sense in the first place #3) i'm all for mace windu appreciation but i hate that frog bitch war criminal #my views on the jedi are more nuanced than need to be in these tags but the fics i saw had the jedi run the whole gamut between #'the jedi had done nothing wrong ever' (which I hate) to 'the jedi LITERALLY steal children' (which i hate more) #even *I* don't think yoda would steal babies and again. stinky frog-man crusty fuck #'do or do not' do you KNOW how many people misuse this quote godDAMNit #oh god i'm discoursing. i've become the very thing i've sworn to ignore #[headdesk] #people hate windu more than yoda. WHY. he was a product of his environment. who made that environment. fuck. #also he's fine he cares for people and all manners of creatures he's just stern. oh my god. #edit: also why are there so many sith obi wan fics but only 1.2 fics that caters to my extremely specific desire #to read a fic where palpatine raises anakin as darth vader and he meets obi wan and ahsoka as that #gaod

[hatake]

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#had to change my walking route bc some dickhead man keeps yelling from across the street to say hi #and even went so far as to pull over his car to have his friend find out why i don't say back #his friend was like ''see she's listening to music'' #and the guy was like ''i've tried saying hi to u like three times and thought u were a stuck up bitch bc u ignored me'' #and i was like 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 #fuck off bro i am a stuck up bitch ugh #he was shouting across the street at me the other day again #and i could hear him talking to another guy abt me listening to music between songs #like maybe if someone ignores u three times when u yell at them across the street #u should give it a rest #or just fucking choke #i'm not obligated to respond to ur weird ass just bc u want me to #but anyway would love to avoid interacting with that weird fuck from now on #makese sad tho bc there are cats on that route that i get to pet sometimes :( #so fuck that guy

[arsonist-chicken]

....

#rant noises #cant say i'm not hungry now cant say i dont want to drink sparkling wine just because it was our birthday and my sisters back cant say i #dont want to take a picture with my sister #and then she goes and says shes sick of always having to beg for that and then no one smiling in the pictures #what the fuck does she expect when she always forces these things on us and then acts like i'm in the wrong because 'i always say no to #everything and pull a face' like ffs excuse me for having a face and being annoyed when me saying no is ignored #and the sparkling wine??? i know this country has an alcohol problem but maybe i dont have to clink glasses with wine i wont drink anyway #just because 'its your 25th birthday you have to clink glasses for that!!' no???? no #no??? you literally dont??? i dont give a single fuck about that???? #and sparkling wine tastes like sparkling water that has gone bad anyway ffs #i hate it here jfc #and 'you wont hsve any pictures when youre older!!!' i have plenty of pictures. with friends with people i care about taken when im not in #a bad mood from being bothered about pointless things and then bitched at for saying no #i swear to god if she posts that shit picture on her whatsapp status again im going to scream #2 more weeks until berlin and then 2 more until im back at uni and you better believe ill come back as little as somehow possible #maybe ill get a job where i have to work on christmas! #anyway #gonna go calm down or whatever and do my laundry and then text back people finally #its been a 'once in a century flooding and cats brought fleas a g a i n' kinda weekend #dont mind me im just using the tags to rant

[dtaegis]

where are you. i see you online

#not to be a salty bitch but why do you ignore me when i rb prompt lists >:( i rb these no asks come and then #another person rbs and don't even send me an ask !!!! #is my writing. that bad. am i annoying. is it because i'm slow #i'm sorry for the vent but i always felt like this i just. never said here #bc i always try to send my mutuals and other artists a lot of requests but when it's my turn to get asks #i feel like the last time i got some more asks was when i wanted to make some moodboards and especifically #called you out and said i wouldn't get a lot of asks anyways #like I'M SORRY i KNOW there have been other times i got more than three asks but they were so few #and i'm always salty about this. i'm sorry again

[starsonmarsy]

slept off the headache and it came back anyway how rude

#also still upset that wendy's forgot one of my nuggets and sauces and fries #practically the whole order smh #i apologize to anyone that has spoken to me within the last 2 hours 💀 #pms and pmdd are the worst #now that my meds are actually working being low again feels very bad #it's like i took 1 step forward and went 6 back all because my uterus is a bitch #and i am embarrassed by it #i know i need to be gentler to myself because i can't control it but i really wish my meds would also alleviate the pmdd #it just sucks to be like hey i feel like almost like human again and for that to just boom vanish #ive had this issue for a long time but the contrast is stark now because outside of this i'm doing a lot better #and ig im just afraid that if those glimmers of mental illness begin to show underneath the cracks that everyone will hate me and leave #which ironically is. an irrational thought that is the product of mentsl illness #and ig also just having a very stigmatized disorder i feel like i have to prove the stereotypes wrong otherwise im helping to fuel them #in short i hate my brain and my uterus lol #please ignore this i'm rambling and it's mega cringe #vent