#ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[campfire-collective]

#mine #mod sparrow #around the campfire #ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[bakugotrashpanda]

how the fuck do i do banners

#ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[sammi-xox]

i have a GIANT pimple on my lip and it kinda makes me wanna commit toaster bath just a tad :’)

#it a black head that ive had forever that's never done anything before until i started taking birth control for my ramped emotions #and i wanna eat everything now to :'( #ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[lith-myathar]

running is one of the most naturally human things in the world to do but I am sitting on the steps in running clothes and I can't make myself go outside because the idea of trying to do it where anyone can see me makes me want to shrivel up and die

#once it gets darker maybe? not as many people about #ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[atomicbluebell]

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#bluebell.txt #love crying myself to sleep cause my night didn't go the way I wantes #wanted #ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[goldenlarrie]

x

#ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[meidui]

stevetony + daylight

#[editing civil war] ihatethisihatethisihatethis ➡️ [editing endgame] i love them so much i could die #stony #stevetony #stonyedit #stevetonyedit #st♡ny #* #myedit #vid

[itsallwearecalledtodo]

friendship ENDED with AMCAS now blond babygirls with prosthetic arms are my best friend

#this post is about link and vash btw #the self sabatoge is insaneeee ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[party-gilmore]

And thus begins the overly anxious lead up and transition into the Day That It Is Very Important Not To Eat Or Drink via the annual “Overthink Everything The Day Before And Doubt Yourself And Start Feeling Guilty Because You’re Already Sure You’re Going To Fail Because You Have No Self Control When It Comes To Consumption And You’re Considering Tweaking Your Fast Plan To Allow For Water Based On The (Mental) Illness But Then You Swing Back Into Heavier Guilt Because You Aren’t Even Sure It IS Mental Illness Rather Than Just Your Analytical Brain Looking For Excuses To Make It Not As Hard And You’re Just Really Starting To Feel Like You Just Kind Of Suck. As A Person. Fundamentally. That You Can’t Even Do This One Thing Right. Then Get A Boost Of Defiant Energy And Decide To Just Chug Water Like Dry Potting Soil And Piss Like Racehorse All Day While Pretending You’re Not Terrified That You’re Going To Abysmally Fail Your Own Expectations Of Yourself” tradition.

Haha WELP. At least they were right! That soul sure CAN afflicted!,!

#yom kippur #eating disorder #(not quite exactly but close enough that I’m tagging for peoples filters) #imposter/faker syndrome so severe I can’t even tell if I’m truthful or just lying/making excuses to my own damn SELF or not #(: #and oh yeah… not to mention the fact that absolutely EVERYTHING that settles me down and grounds me #is SOME kind of creative endeavor??? #so literally on the day I’m supposed to be Thinking Of Important Things and assessing my year and looking inward during a day of quiet #restfulness and contemplation…. my ‘meditation just feels like genuine torture’ ADHD ass in just going to be IHATETHISIHATETHISIHATETHIS on #repeat… which KIND of feels like… it defeats the fucking purpose T.T

[wyyxxkk]

WHY DOES MARX HAVE RIZZ??

IHATETHISIHATETHISIHATETHIS!!

#tomodachi life #kirby #kirby marx

[meeeeeraiiiiiodonnnn]

IHATETHISIHATETHISIHATETHIS

IVE BURNED THROUGH MY FAVORITE BLANKET

BECAUSE IM PACING AND SWEATING FUCKING POISON

THIS IS NOT RIGHT. THIS IS MADNESS.

#pokeblogging #pkmn irl #pokemon irl #rotumblr #irl pkmn #rotomblr #pkmn rp #pokemon rp #//fun fact: altalune's name was foreshadowing this was supposed to happen at some point as altalune means “over the moon” in latin

[adenthemage]

16 and 19 for the ask game!

Yo thank you for the enablement lol!

16: Something you are good at but don't have fun doing.

Hmm I din't know if this is a cop-out, but since I animate It think it's relevant, so: editing! I'm always very happy with my end product but in the moment I'm like ihatethisihatethisihatethis lmaO. Also shoutout to machinery, if I'm in the right mood it's not so bad, but I do have lots of practice so I can pull it off pretty good. It's just tedious if you're not really feeling it, you know?

19: Favorite inanimate objects to draw (food, nature, etc.)

I REALLY like cloth textures, so stuff like drapery or tablecloths or hanging scarves are fun!! But the big one is WEAPONS I would say my favorite artistic angle is character design and along with that goes their weapons and fighting style. I love researching and learning to draw all sorts of weapons from polearms to giant guns!!

#thank you for the ask!! #I haven't done a proper character design from scratch in like 20 years I'm going to EXPLODE #marie says words occasionally

[selfishbones]

I hate this

Ihatethisihatethisihatethis

#tw ana shit #tw disordered eating #ed not sheeren #tw ana diary #tw ana rant

[snail-eggs]

ihatethisihatethisihatethis

#eww writing #this is the bones and all au of course #and i am not equipped to write it rn #but i WANNA

[dark-cities]

ihatethisihatethisihatethis

[feral-bunnie]

ihatethisihatethisihatethis

#not doing well #personal #aaa