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pinkspiraling · 2 years
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i’m so tired of putting myself at the bottom of the list and i’m tired of everyone else doing it too
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mintandcoldwater · 2 years
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His heart is big and kind and soft and that was exactly why Bakugou feels no fear when he thinks of telling Kirishima.
Because Kirishima of all people deserves to hear that he’s loved. Deserves to hear that someone, even if it’s only Bakugou, has fallen in love with him.
~ The Simplicity of Love, ch 1
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29448789/chapters/72339159
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today at work was BAD LMAO
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midnightwriter21 · 10 months
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demon slayer hcs: the hashira men & their favorite types of kisses
characters: giyuu, tengen, sanemi, rengoku, obanai, muichiro, x fem!reader
warnings: fluffffff, strong language in sanemi’s (i called him a mean name :/)
AN: muichiro is aged up!!! also no gyomei bc i don’t write for him sry :/
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i love them
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GIYUU
this man is so soft
GIVING: kisses to the top of your head
like in the morning when you first wake up
after you make your coffee or tea or whatever u drink
your standing in the kitchen looking out of the window
and he comes up behind you
wraps his arms around your waist
your back pressed against his chest
and he just gives the sweetest lil kiss to the crown of your head
RECEIVING: nose kisses!!
fastest way to bring this man to his knees i swear
just something about you being so close to him but NOT pressing your lips to his
it’s both endearing and annoying lol
but really he loves it
finds it adorable and so so innocent
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TENGEN
i want to be his 4th wife SO bad
anyways
GIVING: soft pecks on the lips
now
do not be fooled
tengen may start off with a soft quick peck
but the SECOND he pulls away
he’s coming back for more
how could he not?
he’s obsessed w u i’m ngl
anyways he’s comin back for another kiss
ands it’s not soft
and it’s not quick
after that initial peck it’s turning into a full on nasty slobbery makeout sesh
yuck
please let me experience this w him
he enjoys the soft pecks because he knows what’s coming after
RECEIVING: a sweet kiss on the arm
now tengens favorite kiss to receive is a lot more intimate than the ones he gives out
when you’re taking a walk together
holding hands
maybe you stop to look at a nice view
and you lean into his side
and give him a chaste kiss on his bicep before leaning your head against it
awhhhh
tengen is internally dying at how cute u are
i’m internally dying at how cute this is
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SANEMI
my BOYFRIENDDDDDD
i’m sanemi trash and what abt it
GIVING: a neck kiss
NOW
before y’all get nasty thoughts
cause ik y’all did
this is innocent
he gives these kisses in the morning when he first wakes up
you’re probably still asleep
and he sits up enough to rest his head in his hand and just looks at you
thinking about how lucky he is
how gorgeous you are
he lays back down, pulling your body close to his
and he buries his head in the crook of your neck
laying a sweet kiss on your neck
on your pulse point
likes feeling the beat of your heart
it’s soothing to him
after he pulls away from your neck he cuddles you even closer than before
if that’s even possible
and goes back to sleep until it’s time for him to leave for a mission
RECEIVING: kisses to his scars
now we all know sanemi is a dumbass bitch that basically self harms right? okay right
so
when y’all have some downtime
and you settle yourself into his lap facing him
when u launch yourself at him and start littering his body with kisses
kissing each and every scar available to you
this man
MELTS
he MELTS BRO
to him, this is you letting him know how important he is to you
how beautiful he is to you
his ears are bright red
but he’s a puddle underneath you now
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RENGOKU
SUNSHINE MAN
such a gentleman!!!
sweetest human ever!!!
GIVING: all of the kisses!!
i’m talking forehead kiss, kiss to the top of your head, kiss on your cheek, kissing your hand
he loves you and wants you to know it
WANTS EVERYONE TO KNOW IT
how does he get everyone to know it?
by showering you in kisses of course!
low key more PDA w kyo then w tengen
but ofc he keeps it PG while tengen doesn’t lololol
RECEIVING: tippy toe kisses!!
this. is. my. fav. hc. for. him. ever.
he does NOT bend down to kiss you on the lips
simply will not do it
when you have to press up onto your tip toes and balance yourself by pressing your hands against his chest to kiss him
he thinks it’s adorable
he doesn’t mean to tease you or make you annoyed
but if you’re not basically climbing him to give him a kiss
then he. don’t. want. it.
it’s just so endearing to see you work for it
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OBANAI
off brand orochimaru
*cough cough* ignore that^
i love him really i swear
ANYWAYS
GIVING: kisses to your hands
he may come off as a mean and scary little gremlin
but for u
he is as soft as a cotton ball
at this point you cannot hold hands w snake boy without him bringing your hands to his mouth and him laying a kiss on the back of your hand
get your nails done? show obanai
cause he’s taking your hand and laying a kiss to each finger
when y’all are laying in bed talking
he’s playing with ur hand
and he’s pressing a kiss to your ring finger!!!!!!
he’s gonna put a ring there someday soon omm
RECEIVING: a kiss to the corner of his mouth
y’all prolly coulda guessed this one if yk anything abt snake bby
but
when y’all are alone
and the bottom half of his face is uncovered
first of all- cover his WHOLE face in kisses
and then pay extra attention to the corners of his mouth
lay a kiss on the outer corner of the scars
and lay a kiss on the inner corner of the scars, right next to his mouth
repeat on the other side.
it’s mandatory when ur dating him i don’t make the rules
he’s insecure abt the scars
doesn’t want to freak people out when they see them
so for you to KISS THEM???
yeah
he’s gonna marry u fs
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MUICHIRO
HE’S SO PRETTYYYYYYY
protect this boy at all costs
GIVING: forehead kiss
he is so sweet
an angel fr
there is not a single. day.
that muichiro is not laying a fat kiss
in the middle of ur forehead
oh he gets called out for a mission?
he’s kissing u on the forehead before running out the door
you cooked him dinner?
he’s kissing u on the forehead and then making his plate
y’all laying in the bed about to go to sleep?
he’s kissing u on the forehead before pulling you close to him for a snuggle
you’re doing anything?
HE’S KISSING U ON THE FOREHEAD
yeah
did i mention he’s kissing u on the forehead?
RECEIVING: surprise kisses
now
he’s a hashira so catching him off guard is quite the task
but!!!
if u manage to do it
like if he’s at the butterfly mansion
talking with tanjiro or som
his guard is down
sneak up on him and lay a kiss on his cheek before running away laughing
bro blushes red af
and then a cute lil smile stretches across his face
sometimes he’ll know you’re sneaking up on him
but he’ll let you do it anyways
he loves hearing your giggle as you run away thinking u caught him by surprise
he’s so in love w u
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equallyshaw · 4 months
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ᴅᴀʏ ᴇʟᴇᴠᴇɴ: ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ʜᴏʟɪᴅᴀʏꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴜɢʜᴇꜱ- ʙᴀʀᴢᴀʟ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ - ᴍᴀᴛ ʙᴀʀᴢᴀʟ x ᴏᴄ ʜᴜɢʜᴇꜱ
social media addition
↳ part of holidays with equallyshaw.
↳ the blurb itself
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@mirandabarzal: annual hughes-barzal holiday trip did not disappoint
tags: matbarzal, jackhughes, _quinnhughes, lhughes_06, elblue6
211k likes, 98.9k comments.
@/matbarzal: love you my beautiful wife
↳ @/lianabarzal: yuck
↳ @/lhughes_06: yuck indeed
↳ @mirandabarzal: ilu hun
@/jackhughes: the gang back together 🤪
↳ @/trevorzegras: just missing me
↳ @mirandabarzal: not a chance lmao
@/_quinnhughes: I just know dad was glaring at jack
↳ @mirandabarzal: no he was, it was when he was talking about his recent driving experience
↳ @/lhughes_06: I thought dad was gonna kill him
↳ @mirandabarzal: me too
@/taryntkachuk: theo and marie getting too big 🥲
↳ @/matbarzal: ik its not fair!
↳ @mirandabarzal: not fair in the slightest
@/titobeauv91: miss my fav nice and nephew ):
↳ @mirandabarzal: maybe I take a trip to chicago ??👀
↳ @/titobeauv91: I vote yes !!!
↳ @/matbarzal: gonna need all the pics in the world
@/elblue6: such a great trip! cant wait to go back (:
↳ @/matbarzal: same here mama hughes!
@fan01: so I guess the rumors arent true...they arent separating lmao
↳ @fan02: they could be who knows, they may just be putting out a united front ?
↳ @fan03: check mat's post lol
@holl.horvat: unfazed queen
↳ @/sydneymartin: I wanna be her when i grow up
↳ @mirandahughes: I could say the same about yall 🤍
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@ / mat barzal: annual hughes-barzal holiday trip was one for the book
Tags: mirandabarzal, jackhughes, lhughes_6 & _quinnhughes
102k likes, 23.4k comments.
@/elblue6: the last one 🥺
↳ @mirandabarzal: cuties
@/lhughes_06: we clean up nice
↳ @/jackhughes: no fr
↳ @/matbarzal: gotta dress up for success
↳ @/_quinnhughes: and you still lost the 'hardest shot' at the driving range...
↳ @/matbarzal: If I dont recall..ive won 3 times in 5 years so
↳ @/lhughes_06: tides are turning
↳ @/jackhughes: trust we will beat you again and again
@/lianabarzal: 3rd and 4th 🥺
↳ @mirandabarzal: my favs
@/mattymarts17: I already know theo is gonna be better at golf than you
↳ @mirandabarzal: Unfortunately he has three uncles waiting in the wings to perfect his game
↳ @/jackhughes: you'd be correct
@/tysonjost: mom and dad's night out
↳ @mirandabarzal: 🤫
↳ @/matbarzal: 😈😈
↳ @mirandabarzal: ew gross
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tags: @toasttt11 @jayda12 @jackhues @dancerbailey3 @cuttergauthier
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krasytoonz · 10 months
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Ok so we barnaby x howdys fan have been fed tons of gangster howdy and barnaby art and we love it ofc.. but what about the royal au howdy and barnaby? 👀 ik obviously it’s not canon, but would they have the same relationship like in the gangster au? Howdy all crushing like a school girl and barnaby confused and scared. Or would they be different?
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I think that in Royal au, IF they were to be a ship, the Jester would (still) see Howdy as a very good friend who just needs a Little Push from him whenever Howdy feels like giving up!
And since Royal au takes place in **Medieval times, Howdy would probably ‘rationalize’ his Feelings for his Friend and just say, “This must be the Purest Form of Friendship!” As he intentionally refuses to acknowledge his feelings for him ahjansjs
**Despite it taking place in Medieval times, there ARE gay couples in the Kingdom! They just don’t know what to call it! (That also means homophobia does not exist in that Kingdom HAHAHA)
But! The Society is SUPER sensitive to PDA!
So if the people see two boys, or two girls, or one boy and one girl, or anyone in general etc etc holding hands and Kissing On the Cheek (“How Disrespectful!”), they’ll go, “Yuck! Don’t do that in Public!”
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monstrouslyobsessed · 2 months
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super late but im finally answering some asks~
tw / tags: heavy heavy beastfolk lore/worldbuilding talk, momster talks too fucking much, sex work, long post, beastfolk / beastfolks characters mentioned: cerelos, brief mention of revius, red, implied mentions of papa bull and duke
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When are you going to post? (I apologize if this sounds rude,I'm really curious but that isn't an excuse🙁) —anonymous
ahhh, nah you're good. sorry, writer's block was notoriously bad the past few months, with me not being happy with anything i produced :\ i always thought of yall and this blog of mine though! i wanted to give you my best, than my worst if i could. yall are too sweet for me to halfass anything tbh.
just rest assured that i am still around, just slow as a snail 😭
(also, life. stressing about adulthood as usual.)
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Does Cerelos shed his horns? Like bucks and moose do?🫎🦌 —anonymous
hmmm, yes in his youth. but when he got older and became more experienced with his magic, he probably made his crowned horns permanent. i don't believe he really enjoyed the awful burning, itching sensations that came with shedding (and yuck, imagine how bloody the velvet would be on anyone's head!) and he'd consider himself to look very undignified without his majestic antlers before his people. he's arrogant and strict about keeping his appearance on point in front of everyone that isn't his darling.
shedding also applies to those with just one horn as well (revius), not strictly just those with antlers.
tbf the equestrians would consider the first shedding the rite of passage and would encourage more sheds as they gets older, to better develop their growth and magic in general, before they'd seek ways to permanently stop the shedding. i kinda imagine that constantly growing new horns would take a lot of calcium, proteins, and other nutrients that it's not advised to keep shedding when they are no longer young adults as well.
hope this answered!
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rest is under the cut due to the length and implied adult subjects.
IK this is kinda whack for me to say…but I was watching Spirited Away by Ghibili and there was a few brief scenes where they show how busy the bathhouse is. And I’m in were the cute giant duckies 🐥 and I wanted to clean brush and cuddle em so bad that it strangely reminded me of your beastverse 🙈 So like does that exist where humans are allowed to work in bath houses and wash up beadtfolk? 🧼🧽🧴🫧 And not in even a sexual undertone though I assume some businesses do offer additional services just like irl. Idk I just kinda wanna bathe brush and cuddle super fluffy animals if they’d permit me 🙈 This is how I find my future hubby or something if I lived in your world. I’m such a degenerate 🫡 —anonymous
well, while there are brothels, there are also salons where the beastfolks employ humans for their smaller (and less dangerous) hands to better groom the clients. funny that you mentioned that lol because i thought about the salon ages ago but i just never found any room to talk about it in general until now.
but anyway, most of them are, or were in history, just fronts for "special services" in the midst of the then-super conservative towns fresh after the post-zoo breakout eras where both beastfolks and humans were struggling to learn to live among each other unharmed.
the brothels back then that featured both human and beastfolks employees were often made 'illegal'—especially since any sort of intimate relations were looked at negatively. this is the era where the possibility of humans bearing/providing full beastfolk was being "discovered", still, while being scoffed at. by being discovered, i mean both sides would soon realize it's not a talltale passed down by their ancestors and history books. so the 'salons' were the answer to that, offering special services catering to both sides.
that said, there were and are some genuine salons that provided only beauty services. probably commonly run by immigrants wanting to support their families and to help the parent (typically single mothers) in need, regardless of their species. i do imagine it would be pretty common to see very…strong-headed owners defending their employees from very unsavory clients too, since the salons back then would have an unfortunate correlation with those that provided sex services.
in short, the salons were essentially the massage parlors of our reality (the ones that featured 'special services', i mean). however, i considered massage parlors that featured both beastfolks and humans a bit…farfetched due to their strength differences that wouldn't work well for the other side (for example, a lioness would probably break a human's spine, while a human's attempt would be too weak for, say, a gorilla's). not to say that the massage parlors don't exist in the beastfolk au, because they do! but i don't believe having employees from both sides would be a common feature in the massage parlor, and i'm sure it's not uncommon to see them offering their own special services but it'd be limited to their own race/subspecies for the most parts.
so i decided that the salons would fit best and would probably be one of the common precursors to the idea that both humans and beastfolks can live in relative harmony. why? because the employees, and typically just the employees, as some employers are/were often…not good people in these special salons, commonly formed a tightknit bond for various reasons, typically stemming from the time spent together, since teamwork is often a necessary factor to groom a client (especially if the client is of much larger stature).
the salon was a great place to be to get some culture shock, tbh, back then, to see both sides working together to perfect a client's appearance to their satisfaction. as the years pass, i'm sure that the happy ending salon (terms are still pending, but i'm just stealing from the existing ones atm lol) would soon be outnumbered by actual licensed salons that provided no such services beyond beauty-related.
bathhouses are typically self-service in this au, so the attendants often kept discreet with their jobs while still respecting the privacy of their patrons. i imagine most of the beastfolks prefer their privacy (since some can be aggressive, more so when their families are there). if there are drinks and foods being delivered, the attendant would typically drop them off at the entryway and disappear.
meanwhile, the salons would have the employees on site, mingling and chattering with their clients.
in the modern era, the salon typically would hire just about anyone, those without an independent card included, and someone would often take it upon themselves to mentor the beginners. there are regulations that tried to make things harder for the owners, but well, those who experienced struggles and poverty in the past typically do not give a flying shit about the politics. this such culture tends to carry through countless individually-owned salons.
i can go on, really.
tbh, meeting your soulmate in the beauty salon is probably one of the most wholesome (and safe) ways you can get. security is practically in every corner, protective of one other and especially their little humans.
honestly, if you really want to, just ask your beastfolk spouse to take you to a bathhouse. the bathhouse often have a huge family culture and unlike our pitiful reality in the good ol' murica, the bathhouses are pretty much everywhere, though some do take a bit of drive. they never died out the way ours did in our history. some beastfolks are just too big to be comfortable relaxing in the bathtub in the common household bathrooms, so the demands for the bathhouses are still there in the au and would likely always be. and without a doubt, grooming is hugely embraced among the beastfolks, so they'd most definitely love it when their little human groom them (to the best to their ability, at least!).
i talked too much, so uhhh, i'll move on lol but hope this answered!! thanks for giving me the space to talk about the salons too <3
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CURIOUS what do u think if a possible yandere wolf fish ORR ORR A LEMON SHARKKK i read somewhere they get possessive of divers they’re familiar wt —anonymous
i think i've wrote something similar ages ago, but the species is some kind of an eel mermaid, obsessed with the diver. here's the link. and i do have my red boi, he was based on sandbar shark! his darling was some rando surfer he kidnapped to his cove though. eel mermaid
red got a section of his own in my main masterlist, here.
idk if im up for another merman oc though lol and i'm still sorting out how things would go with the seafolk of my beastfolk au, when they are considered extremely dangerous even by the beastfolk's standard. but, wolf fish and lemon shark would be neat candidates to think about! though, wolf fish would be something straight out of a horror scifi and be a far more monstrous than the average beastfolk.
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Thinking of being used by the bull beast folk at least once a week. It’s always sad when you can’t have something you want… —anonymous
same 😔 alas we can only dream…
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omg i talked too much. sorry. 😔 thanks for you patience tho;;
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sophierequests · 2 years
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OKAY SONGFIC EVENT IS CLOSING SOON SO I WILL NOW BE SPAMMING YOUR INBOX <3
🌟 - sports by beach bunny with jesper!!!
i could be lonely with you
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Pairing: Jesper Fahey x gn!Reader
A/N: Lizzzz (@juneberrie, because idk how much you're on your old account anymore), I love that idea!!! And I really adored writing this, even though I think I may have branched out a bit. Ik ik, the song is a bit ambiguous when it comes to happy ending or not, but I can't write too much Jesper angst or I'll cry, so have this. As always, thank you so much for requesting this, and I hope you like it <333 Also, how are y'all liking my new post aesthetic?
Summary: The reader is tired of waiting for Jesper to figure his feelings out, but letting him go isn't an option either.
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Fluff
Word Count: 3.7K
Warnings: alcohol, getting drunk, love, possible reaction, happy endings (yuck)
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"You're drinking alone? Without me?" Your reason for choosing to get drunk alone in the first place appeared in front of you all of a sudden. Even though the Crow Club was filled to the brim with gamblers, he still had managed to spot you, and now he was here to make you regret ever leaving the safety of your room. Sometimes you wondered if he did all of this just to purposefully vex you.
"Drinking alone sort of implies not having any company, Jesper.” You murmured, taking another sip from your glass of whiskey, avoiding his gaze as best as you could. But of course, the Saints weren’t merciful enough to grant you some peace and quiet. Without asking, he took the drink from your hands and put it to his lips. The same glass that touched your lips only mere seconds earlier. Well, also the same lips that were on yours only mere hours earlier. Saints.
“I guess we’ll have to change that.” It was then that you noticed the slight slur in his speech. He had already been tipsy before coming here, that was probably the only reason for him to talk to you right now. “Why don’t you come and join me at the card table? I could need a lucky charm.” His tone was distinctly flirtatious, and normally you would have instantly latched on to every syllable, but not now. Not after today.
“Sorry, Jesper. I’m not really in the mood for your games right now.” The double entendre went unnoticed considering he solely seemed to care about the missed opportunity of having you sit around while he gambles away the majority of his money. The corners of his mouth were turned downwards as he gave you an almost tortured groan in reaction to your rejection. And as much as you would have liked to accompany him, being close to him - this close to him - was not going to work.
“Not even for half an hour? I always play better when you’re around.” A wink followed his questionable statement, but you were set on not allowing him to lure you in again.
“Nope. Go and ask Wylan. He’d probably be up for it.” Wow, great work. Now you really ruined it for yourself with your bitterness.
“Wylan’s not into all of that. And Wylan also isn’t you.” Saints, how much you wanted to punch him in his perfectly straight teeth just to swipe that awfully smug look off his face.
“Jesper, I just don’t feel like joining you today.”
“Oh come on, Y/N. After that job today I’m in need of a pick-me-up. Please?” Something inside you snapped at that point. Why couldn’t he just take a damn hint and leave you alone for once?
“And I’m in the need to get drunk and not be bothered by someone that doesn’t even know what he wants!” You wanted to take back the words as soon as they left your mouth. His behaviour was incredibly infuriating, however, that didn’t give you permission to lash out at him, nor to blame him for your feelings. You didn’t dwell on that sentiment for too long though, since before he could even begin to give you any type of response, you stood up and made your way towards the exit. He didn’t follow.
This man would eventually be the death of you if you didn’t
You hated the way he made you feel. The way every smile and touch coming from him made your heart spin. The way he always came to be at your side whenever you needed it. The way he put his arms around you so casually, even when it made your heart double its pace. Every single happy or comforting memory you had of him was terribly tainted by the fact that he just could be clear with his intentions.
The two of you had always been close, that was no secret. He was flirty, touchy and quite possibly one of the worst people to have a crush on. At first, the flirting between you had been completely innocent - as innocent as Jesper’s jokes could be - but over time, there seemed to be some hint of truth behind every cheeky comment or whispered flattery. You saw it in the glint of his eyes or the change of his breathing whenever you would reciprocate his advances.
However, Jesper was also terribly brash and constantly chasing a new high. He didn’t settle, or even show any interest in doing so. Love was a gamble and he was an addict. But just like every other addict, he could never have enough. And you were starting to get tired of waiting for him to figure it out. Because in contrast to him, your feelings were more than clear. You had confessed them to him after a drunken night out, and couldn’t look him straight in the eyes for weeks after that. He didn’t give you a concrete answer after that, only making it his mission to close your tab and bring you back home safely. Much to your surprise, that barely changed the relationship you had. His flirty comments did get a bit more genuine, but you just chalked his behaviour up to being the softest way to let you down. You should have been thankful for him not brutally crushing you with the inevitable rejection, but at the same time, him stringing you along like this only managed to agitate you more. You weren’t sure whether you just wanted him to outright tell you that he didn’t feel the same or whether you wanted to stay in the feeling of blissful ignorance induced by his teasing.
Today’s job had only been the icing on top of the cake.
“Why do we always have to be the decoy? Handsome decoy is not a Jesper talent.” The sharpshooter whined as he fumbled with the buttons of his emerald green vest. It looked a bit too tight for him, yet, he still pulled the look off amazingly well. If you hadn’t known that there were two revolvers tucked away in the holsters of his trousers, you wouldn’t have even begun to question his presence at this merchant’s banquet.
“But you do it so beautifully, Jes.” You grinned, giving him a playful slap to his biceps, which was even more pronounced by the tight white shirt he wore underneath his jacket. If Kaz would be listening in on your conversation, he would probably give both of you a whack with his cane and tell you to focus on the job at hand.
“I’m aware, but doing something beautifully isn’t the same as doing something skillfully.”
“That almost sounds like you’re talking about your attempts at flirting.”
“I beg your pardon? My flirting is as skilled as it can be, thank you very much! And for your information, flirting isn’t easy. Especially if it’s your job.” He explained, an overly serious expression on his face.
“Of course. It must be very hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pick-up line.”
“Brutal.”
You laughed, hoping that other people wouldn’t catch on to your ill-fitting jolly mood. Thankfully, you were only there to stand watch and not to do the actual dirty work. You were certain that wouldn’t have ended well for any of you. But from where you were standing, close to one of the three entrances to the banquet hall, no one did necessarily care about you. At least not until now.
Inej’s voice coming up from behind you almost made you pull out the dagger strapped to your leg, but Jesper was quick to seize your upper arm. Something seemingly went wrong, judging by her guarded expression, and you were on the edge to find out what she wanted to tell you.
“I have the intel.” Her breathing was ragged, as she threw unnerved glances behind her now and then. “They have seen me and I’m very very sure that they know who we are. We have to leave, but we can’t take the same route. You take this entrance, and I go out through the west one.”
“Inej, we-”
“No. Go.” With that, she had already disappeared into the crowd of wealthy sellers and merchants that still seemed to be utterly oblivious to what had just happened.
“Saints, Kaz’s attitude has been rubbing off on her,” Jesper grumbled, his hand still on your upper arm, only with a way softer grip. You couldn’t spend too much time appreciating his humour, since as soon as you let your eyes fly over the room again, you spotted three men in uniform crossing the hall. Even though they hadn’t seen you yet, they were definitely making their way towards your entrance.
“I think it’s time to go.” You yanked his hand away from your shoulder and took it in your own, before hurrying out the door. The Stadwatch was fast. Way faster than the two of you. And if they caught sight of your faces, you could only pray.
“What are you doing?” Jesper hissed, as he tried to keep up with your pace. The mansion was a maze and it was best to move through it as quickly as you could.
“Stadwatch. They’re coming towards us.”
“Stadwatch? Are you insane? We can never outrun them!” He slowed down ever so slightly, hanging onto you like an anchor.
“We have to try, Jes. Unless you have the intention of sleeping in a cosy cell in Hellgate tonight.”
“No, we can’t outrun them, Y/N. We have to hide.”
“Hide? Jesper, are you mad? Where do you want to hide?”
“Not where. How.” He retorted, pulling you into a rather secluded corridor as you heard steady footsteps approaching. Your back hit the cold cold wall whilst Jesper towered over you, his chest flushed against yours. His head was cocked slightly to the side in order to have a better view of the Stadwatch approaching. When they seemed to be only a few moments away from seeing you, he turned to look at you.
“Just play along.” He whispered, his hot breath fanning over your face, which was mere inches away from meeting yours. Your hands were on his upper arms in an attempt to put a bit of distance between you, however, that seemed to be the complete opposite of what he had in mind.
“Play along with wh-” You didn’t even get to finish your sentence before his lips clashing against yours cut you off. Everything happened so quickly that your brain just stopped working. His hands lingered on your waist, and the longer the kiss lasted, the dizzier you felt. You had to force your eyes shut to not get too invested in it. Kissing him was something you had always wanted to do, but now that it was finally happening, you didn’t know what to do with yourself.
Just play along.
You recalled his words. Up until this second, your hands were still on his arms, looking as if you were close to pushing him away. Without thinking about it, you threw your arms around his neck, pulling him even closer into the kiss, which you were now actively returning. As you did, you heard a muffled yelp coming from his mouth.
The steps that had been approaching slowed down as they passed you, but they didn’t stop. You felt your heartbeat speed up, and through the close proximity to Jesper, you could feel his heart doing the same. When the rhythmic clomping of their boots eventually became inaudible, he pulled away, leaning to the side in order to peek out into the adjacent hallway. His hands didn’t let go of your waist as he assessed your chances of getting out unnoticed, and you were thankful for that. You imagined that if he would dare to let go, your knees would probably give in.
“We’re in the clear.” He huffed, turning his face back to you with a devious grin. You saw him sober up a bit as he looked down at your dumbfounded face. Of course this meant nothing to him, you thought. He could continue on with his day just as if nothing happened, while you were left with the situation playing on repeat in your head. “Are you alright?”
“Yes. Just a bit dizzy.” You breathed. He was still close. Too close.
“I have that effect on people.” He didn’t give you much time to recuperate before reaching for your hand again and rushing towards the exit.
The kiss wouldn’t leave your mind, no matter how hard you tried to forget. You could still feel the pressure of his hands on your waist and taste the bitter tang of kvas on his lips. Running away from him didn’t necessarily help the knife twisting in your chest.
Since you couldn’t bear the feeling of loneliness that you got in your room, you resorted to the only retreat you knew - the roof. It was a stupid idea. Inej would have probably called you daft for going out there at night, especially not during fall. The roof was slippery and it wasn’t unlikely for the wind to pick up. But you just needed to be alone. Completely alone.
Without much thought, you sat down on one of the flat platforms, not caring about the way the wet tiles dampened your clothes. You looked down onto the streets of Ketterdam, focussing on all the little details. They weren’t what one would call crowded, however, enough drunkards and gamblers still staggered through the streets, either to find their way home or to find their way back to the next pub. You would give everything to just be in the shows of some poor drunk bastard whose only worry was what drink he should order next.
“You really have lost your mind, didn’t you?” A shaky voice emerged from a hatch that led out to the rooftop. You angled your head to look at the person wobbling over the slick tiles to get closer to you. Jesper wasn’t particularly fond of climbing or doing tasks that would rather be fit for Inej, so he obviously wasn’t very good at it. You would also suggest that he may have a fear of heights, which he vehemently denied.
“Get off the roof before you fall.” You demanded, anxiously watching him as he threatened to lose his balance.
“Will you join me inside if I do?”
“No, but-”
“Then it’s not happening, love.” You scooted a bit to the side, as he reached the scaffold, giving him some space to calm down. The light up here was pretty sparse and only now you could that he had immensely dressed down from what he wore before. Well, it was a dress-down for Jesper Fahey. He had removed his vest and most of the usual accessories, only being left with his white dressing shirt, brown suspended pants and the thick coat that had always been a little bit too baggy on him.
“Jesper,” You started but didn’t continue. What would you say? How could you even begin to apologize for your embarrassing outburst?
“Do you have any idea how cold it is up here?” You hadn’t even noticed the numbness of your fingers or the constant clattering of your teeth. It was a distraction, that was now completely unnecessary. He sat down next to you, eying you as if he was looking at a ghost. And as if he had to convince himself that you were, in fact, alive, his hand moved to touch yours. He flinched as his warm fingers met yours. You really must feel frigid. “Saints, you’re freezing.” Jesper shrugged off his jacket without a second thought, draping it over your shoulders and not giving in to your meek form of protest.
“Jesper, please.” What were you asking for? For him to leave you alone? For him to stop this lovey-dovey caring act? For him to finally reject you? “Please let me be alone for a bit.”
“I should leave you out here alone? To get sick? To fall off the roof? Absolutely not.” He rambled, scanning over your features, worry embedded in his gaze. “If you don’t want me to talk about it, I won’t talk. That’s fine, we can be lonely together. But I’m not letting you be miserable on top of a roof without supervision.” Why was he so damn complicated?
“Talk.” The word left your mouth before you could stop it.
“What?”
“Just…talk about whatever you came here to talk about. Talk, ask, yell, do whatever you want. Just get it over with, please.” Even though he definitely wasn’t pleased with your current sentiments, he gave you a subtle nod.
“I’m sorry if I upset you by asking you to join me earlier. You looked so unhappy, and I thought that it might cheer you up. I didn’t mean to be so stubborn.” Why was he the one to apologize to you now?
“You have nothing to be sorry for, Jes.” You sighed, facing him fully to at least grant him that decorum. The moonlight made him look ethereal. His gray eyes, which were still surrounded by an uneasy frown, basically pierced through you. Only the most prominent of his features were illuminated by the blue-ish light, making him look like some sort of mystical being. The fact that someone looking like him was currently preparing to reject you would make things a bit easier, you hoped. “I was a bit overwhelmed and I didn’t react properly. It’s not your fault.”
“Y/N, what is going on? Did I say something you didn’t like? If you tell me what it was I’ll stop.” Well, depends if kissing me and then just acting like nothing happened counts. “You started avoiding me after the job today and I don’t know what-” Realization dawned on him as he cut himself off. This was the part where you’d get hurt.
“It has nothing to do with you, I-”
“It was the kiss, wasn’t it?” An unfamiliar emotion travelled over his face, as he began to put two and two together. “I promise that I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable, that was never my intention. It was just a means to an end and I’ll stop the flirting if that is what would make you feel better.”
“That’s the problem.” You whispered, not thinking that he would be able to hear it.
“What do you mean?”
Maybe it was time to rip off that bandaid.
“Maybe the fact that the kiss basically meant nothing to you is my problem. Your flirting isn’t the issue, it’s that you do it without feeling anything whilst doing it. I just need you to tell me that you don’t feel the same and then I can move on. But I can’t keep going like this. It’s driving me insane.”
“Feel the same? What are you saying?” This was not going well, was it? How could he be so oblivious?
“I love you, Jesper, okay? I love you, and it kills me that you continue to act as if we could just go on like normal whilst ignoring that fact.”
“You love me?” He looked shocked. Why the fuck did he look shocked?
“Yes? I already told you months ago?” Was he seriously toying with you while you were close to tears?
“You were drunk, I thought…I thought you didn’t mean it!”
“If everything we said whilst being drunk had been a lie, we would barely know each other.” You commented bitterly, waiting for his reaction.
Jesper smiled. Not an uncomfortable or polite smile, but a real toothy grin. A smile that he would normally have after coming back from a successful heist or after winning a round of Three Man Bramble once in a while. Also a smile he wouldn’t just give anyone.
“So the only reason for you being distant after kissing me was because you thought that I didn’t like you back?”
“Way to rub it in, Jesper.”
“And I thought that you just didn’t want to kiss me.” Saints, how you wanted to wipe that self-satisfied grin off his face…
“I didn’t. Not like that. Not when I know that the feelings are one-sided.” You replied groggily. Sometimes you hated how easy it was for him to wind you up. “And you’re really not making things any-”
You felt a tug at the collar of his coat, gently pulling you closer to him. It was almost like a déjà vu - him cutting you off in the middle of a sentence. But this time, it seemed to be completely genuine. Again, his hands moved under his jacket to hold onto your waist, the warmth of his palms giving you a certain fuzzy feeling in the pit of your stomach. With much less hesitation than the last time, you reached for the nape of his neck, only diving deeper into the kiss. His lips felt warm against yours a stark contrast to the harsh wind that previously assaulted you.
Even though you would’ve wanted the kiss to continue forever, at some point it was time for you to break apart. Your eyes were still closed when you pulled away, fearful that all of this would prove to be one of his cruel little games.
“Did you prefer it like that?” He asked, enticing you to slowly peel open your eyes. His eyebrows were raised as he stared at you expectantly.
“Does that mean that…”
“Yes. Since I assume that my constant flirting wasn’t enough to make that clear, I am in love with you, too.” He chuckled, giving you an incredulous look as if it had been more than obvious that he felt that way.
“It’s not exactly that obvious when you flirt with basically everyone.”
“Do you want me to kiss you again? Just to make my point clear, of course.”
“I think I’m in need of some more convincing so that would probably be a good way to bring your point across.”
“How could I deny you?” He smirked, his eyes drifting from your eyes to your lips before another gust of wind caused him to shiver. “But we’re definitely going inside after. I’m not in the mood to become a walking icicle.”
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starsmourning · 7 months
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So me and my ex broke up like late may ata (I think) bcs he told me hes been developing feelings for my bestfriend and ofcourse I hated him for it so I blocked him on all social media and cut all contact with him. So our classes started like 3-4 weeks ago? And ofcourse me, my bestfriend, and my ex are in the same class cuz fate hates me that way.
And when we got our seating arrangement my bestfriend and my ex were sat right behind me and I was in the very front row. I HATED it bcs we always had to pass our quiz papers forward and I had to look at my ex whenever he passed his paper to me. And when I told my bestfriend about how my crush had a crush on her and she was all like "EW YUCK KADIRI" and recently she's been asking more detail about how my ex had a crush on her so ofc I started to get suspicious. This is where shit got DOWN. I was absent kanina (earlier) because my whole body was sore from P.E. and I started to try reconnecting with my ex bcs im just dumb like that. I told him like "Heyy Ik it might never happen but I kinda want to be friends again and play Val once I get a new pc" and it was going fairly well until he told me "I managed to get matching tees with ur bsf" and I got SUSPICIOUS. So I asked one of my other bestfriends who I actually trusted more than my other bsf what happened when I was absent.
She said "Uy, today was so weird with (bsf name) and (ex name). They were matching tees and she was like, openly laying her head on his shoulder" and I was like "WTFFF??". I asked my ex about this and he told me he confessed to my bsf and they've been dating for a while now. I honestly dont know what to do, what would you do?
block them both tbh. the bsf knew that u had feelings for him and broke off bc he was an asshole to u bc why date sum1 when ur developing feelings to sum1? the bsf knew but they still got together “oh their your ex now do it doesnt count” ye but the bsf was a bitch for that like 8 billion ppl in the world and chose ur friends ex? WAHHAHAHAH SI CASSIE YARN?
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calxide · 2 years
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ABYSSAL LOVE ☆ ROUGH DRAFTS
these are the things that never saw the light of the day didn't made it in the story's final line-up. contains major spoilers !! also this is vv cringe and this is just me rambling
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let's start off easy. they were originally supposed to be in highschool because i wanted scaramouche to be that 16 he/him typa guy on twt but i scratched that idea because it's stupid.
friend groups: ever wonder why y/n's friend group was named "explosive hoes"? that's because yoimiya (yoimiya, hu tao, and xiangling were all pyro characters so... ygwim??) was supposed to be included in their friend group but it was already big enough so i... kicked her out :((
the main conflict was supposed to be the miscommunication trope but i actually hate miscommunication and couldn't bear to write it (although, i will be doing that for my next smau/s) so i settled for the one you've read
scara and y/n were supposed to date then break up bc of a certain miscommunication/misunderstanding (i already considered the fatui high prob at that time but still) but i wasn't sure on how to execute it properly.
second lead — top contender *drum rolls* A L B E D O. i considered it, yk, i considered it but i scratched that idea because NOT EVERY FANFIC NEEDS A SECOND LEAD ig AND I'M GOING TO BE GIVING A CERTAIN CHARACTER THE SECOND LEAD SYNDROME IN MY KAZUHA SMAU (no, it's not albedo) but actually, its bc albedo was supposed to comfort y/n after the breakup with scara (yuck cringe ik) but i wanted the conflict to focus between scara and yn only so . . the idea was t r a s h e d
“WHAT WAS THAT AETHER X KAZUHA AND WHY DIDN'T THEY END UP TOGETHER?” ok, first of all, that was a last minute addition. i didn't made them end up together J U S T B E C A U S E. ok?? ok
the party childe held was also a last minute addition but i'm glad i wrote that lmao
also... have i ever mentioned that i didn't really thought of a title and i was playing spiral abyss atm so i thought, " why not a b y s s a l l o v e " yeah im p much stupid lol
i didn't even thought of this smau at all like ?? hellaur i don't even know how i finished this. but dw, i'm will be planning my next(?) smau veryyyy well because i will be hurting all of you with my kazuha smau.
i think that's all? not much rlly. here are my notes when writing abyssal love and yes they are very messy but i thought i should share them with all of you !
also dyk that i didn't even plot this shit because i didn't bother but like i said i'll do better on my next one mwa
after rereading my notes i am now shy and embarrassed but i will still post them here so i can delete them already. 🤩 also don't mind the small details like, "the sun rose" etc etc because that's just one of my way to piss myself of then actually write 'em properly Σ(T▽T;)
i never bothered updating the gdocs bc i was too lazy. and, i deleted some of my notes for the chapter outlines already because i might run out of storage :') yes i use very small fonts . . sorry
warnings: c r i n g e , the words "idk", "ok", and "listen" were used A LOT. i also forgot to remove the thingy that crosses them out whoops
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startersword · 7 months
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How tf do british people manage to eat those dry ass biscuits........I'm sorry I really hate to yuck other people's yum but erm. They just look so flavorless and dry and ik they're meant to dip in tea/coffee whatever but still........there must be better things, surely.....
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ynseincanada · 8 months
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dinsdag 05/09/2023
Ik ben nog altijd een beetje verkouden, maar het gaat al stukken beter dan vorige week. Vorige week heb ik ook mijn tweede bloeddrukval meegemaakt toen ik pizza aan het eten was. Opeens was al mijn kleur weg (aldus, mama). Het duurde even voor ik terug kon rechtstaan, maar sindsdien heb ik het niet meer meegemaakt.
Afgelopen zaterdag zijn mama en ik naar de Farmer's Market in St. Albert geweest. Wat een evenement. Een honderdtal kraampjes met fruit, koekjes, juwelen en heel veel jerky (ieuw). Ik heb zalm jerky geproefd en ik heb nog nooit zoiets zout geproefd. Mama en ik hebben een watermeloen, koekjes, frambozenconfituur en vegan feta (zo ongelooflijk lekker) mee naar huis genomen.
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Maandag ben ik naar de opening geweest van het academiejaar. Naast een gratis drinkbus, zoute popcorn (ieuw) en een cola was er niet veel te doen. Twee uitverkoren studenten kreeg 1000 CAD, maar daarvoor moest je in Canada wonen :') Je kreeg ook een gratis bellenblazer. Redelijk teleurstellend.
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Vandaag heb ik mijn eerste lessen gehad. Deze ochtend had ik Global Critical Race Theory, maar ik weet niet of het vak iets voor mij is. Ik denk dat ik morgen Topics in Gender and Social Justice ga volgen, om te zien of ik het kan vervangen met GCRT.
In de namiddag had ik Canadian Texts en dat was geweldig. We trekken in de natuur rond om te praten over literatuur, hoe geweldig is dat? De prof is ook een geweldig lieve vrouw. Voor onze eindopdracht krijgen we een plant of dier toegewezen. We moet in de natuur opzoek gaan naar die plant of dat dier en over deze ervaring schrijven. Ik kijk er enorm naar uit.
Hier zijn nog wat sfeerfoto's van de afgelopen week:
De Rogers Arena, waar de Edmonton Oilers spelen
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De plaats op campus waar ik verblijf
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Het zicht van op mijn kamer
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Het mooiste zicht tot nu toe (niet zo duidelijk op deze foto's)
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Tot de volgende keer.
x ynse
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tuesday 05/09/2023
I still have a slight cold, but I am doing much better than last week. Last week I also experienced my second blood pressure drop while I was eating pizza. Suddenly, all the color drained from my face (so my Mom said). It took me a while to get back up, but I haven't experienced it since.
Last Saturday, Mom and I went to the Farmer's Market in St. Albert. What an event. About a hundred stalls selling fruit, cookies, jewelry and lots of jerky (juck). I tasted salmon jerky and I have never tasted anything so salty. Mom and I took home a watermelon, cookies, raspberry jam and vegan feta (so incredibly delicious).
Monday I went to the opening of the academic year. Besides a free drink box, salty popcorn (again, yuck) and a Coke, there wasn't much to do. Two chosen students got 1000 CAD, but for that you had to live in Canada :') You also got a free bubble blower. Overall, pretty disappointing.
Today I had my first two classes. This morning I had Global Critical Race Theory, but I don't know if this course is for me. I think I will take Topics in Gender and Social Justice tomorrow to see if I can substitute it with GCRT.
In the afternoon I had Canadian Texts and that was great. We walk around in nature talking about literature, how great is that? The professor is also a wonderfully sweet woman. For our final assignment we are assigned a plant or an animal. We have to go into nature to look for that plant or animal and write about this experience. I am looking forward to it immensely.
See you next time.
x ynse
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luanneclatterbuck · 2 years
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PSA - people who don’t like country music REALLY FUCKING DO NOT LIKE COUNTRY MUSIC.
Please do not blast it at me ike it’s something we all want to hear. It’s worse than nails on a chalkboard. I’d rather listen to someone scratching a lenticular sticker all day than this. I’d rather someone sit next to me and loudly chew gum at me all day. And those sounds make me unfunctionable and slightly murderous.
I don’t care if that’s your jam and I’m not trying to yuck anyone’s yum, but holy shit being subjected to this all day today is going to really test me. I’ve got my ear buds in with white noise playing, and a pair of big headphones over those. I can still hear that music. And I’m in hell, kids.
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ik you're not hating on self insert but I'm still cracking up over the example premises you give hahaha
listen, i’m not here to yuck anybody’s yum. there are people out there who want to read about johnny druskinis comforting y/n when you fell off the balance beam at your gymnastics meet, and i am glad those people can find what they need. i just wish they didn’t find it in johnny’s tag.
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venusvity · 9 months
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hiiii i wanted to ask if there are any characters of your own that you think are just genuinely horrible people (or characters that you just could not be friends be or would despise if they were real)? because you write very realistic characters that have flaws but you can still sympathize with them, i just wanted to ask if there are some who you just wouldn’t sympathize with irl or would have BEEF with!
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ooo! interesting question! ya know, i got a few! i really REALLY wouldn't fuck with blue from deepdive irl like not even sympathize because he's a rich mommy's boy who is just MEAN. he's MEAN and can't take what he dishes out like YUCK! seems unbearable irl i could never.
a lot of the honeymoon girls. nana, chinsun, and petal are just mean girls but in like different ways. i have sympathy for petal (i got some for everyone ill be fr kjdsnfjks) but she's just SO fake like she pretends to be yeawon's best friend but will talk the most shit about her. nana is just a bitch like skjdnfkds HORRIBLE person, nepo baby, and mid talent wise. i would NOT fuck with that girl! and chinsun is also a bitch but not in an insecure way like nana in a scary way like...idk yall that girl is scary i just would mind my business around her 😭
and ya know, i got just some scum of the earth characters like hyojin and daeul of cicada who i'd pay jinhwa to kill. legit just horrible people, no sympathy for them, like just the WORST of the WORST.
i also, tho i love her and heavily sympathize for her, but i could NOT be chloe's friend 😭 idk if i could be a majority of venus' friend just because of how much they are dsfjksnkjfs i think i'd be chill with jiah but ik if she told me a story about chloe i'd tell her to leave her ass dkjnfsk and idk if i'd fuck with noah of deepdive same with jacob they're just kinda crybabies to me 💀
this got so long omg sorry! i just could talk about these fictional people forever 😭💗
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garoujo · 2 years
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HEWWOOOO pretty baby :(((( as usual i am stuck missin u lots as i stalk your blog everyday , i hope you’re doing well🤍 i got three things i wanna dump on you sorry if it’s too much 😔 i just love talking to you
okay first : this seems incredibly selfish but do you think you could ever love me the way you love nagi 🥺? ik how much u love him and it’s COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDABLE BC I DO TOOJWJEHEHE but it’s me getting jealous over a fictional character JSJSHSHS HOW SAD . anyway
now secondly: reading blue lock ( still not as far as i wanna be 😞) but something occurred to me: sae itoshi and akashi seijuro are kinda similar in terms of personality and looks don’t you think? and the way they view other players and the sport itself in their respective universes . it’s no wonder i caught myself staring at sae too long 🥺🥺 ( BUT HIS BROTHER RIN THO?🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️👀) i have to add pictures bc he’s just so pretty to look at
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okay third: AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS RYUSEI SHIDOU IS LIKE… REALLY HOT? JEUXHSHWBWBWB like in a feral man kind of way ????? his manic smile / facial expressions and his strength kindaaaaa reminds me of garou but maybe im just reaching 🏃🏽‍♀️ but HES SO HANDSOME???2!$;$2$2
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SOSA SOSA !!! seeing u on my blog makes my whole heart singggg cause wth >< i lub u smmmm my pretty wife visiting me <3 im doing goood [except from the early morning cause work yuck] u are never 2 much i wanna keep u in my pocket 4ever ^3^
love u??? absolutely ! don’t tell nagi but i’d say u guys are tied [u a lil more tho hehe] HES THE CUTEST BUT MY WIFE IS THE LOML SO IT CANT BE HELPED YK ! i’ll just give nagi my phone 2 play w so we can make out <3
mmm m mmmmm yeh i cud totally see that ! i think sae is mayb a little meaner sob . but i so agree about their views and stuff rly [they’re both so hot 2 like ajhajaka help ! i want them both so bad] the itoshi brothers are both so hot but aaa ahhakaka i def think sae is my fave of the two . i just prefer his personality over rin’s even tho he’s a lil mean <3
SHINDOU !!!!! HE IS LITERALLY A DEMON BUT OMGOSH ! he is soooo hot <33 nonononono i was talking bout this a few days ago 2 like he totally reminds me of garou ! [i even posted a pic of them in basically the same pose i cant] i’ll try find 4 u <3 LOOOK !
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