#ill be home soon tho

[protagonist-art]

OMGG u should totally draw welcome home ur artstyle would look so good with it !!!

thank u sm!!! welcome home my beloved <333

#got a LOTT of asks to draw welcome home stuff!! /pos #julie was my fav design when i first saw them all !! #ill b drawing more when i can- got a lot of asks for dif characters!!! #OBSESSEDDDD with anyhting muppety so welcome home and its bright colours r so very fun and u all know me so well #julie joyful #welcome home #fanart #art #my other fave designs r eddie and wally so if i do any more fanart of it soon expect 2 see them!! :D #will probably just b sketches 4 now tho as i am strugglin with doin any art rn </33

[kaitlyn-pink]

ITS DONE

#the artstyle didnt turn out horrendous shes kinda.. #Textwall of her lore if you care <33 #its somewhat readable i think #thats not even all of it #ive thrown her into every game and her backstory is a hot mess as well #i dont think people in the artw fandom know lost ark or ffxiv tho #obey me obviously but #I LOVE HERR #however i did get distracted and doodle a BUNCH #ill post that later though its fineeee... (11:30. i started as soon as i got home (about 3:40?) 😇😇😇 #she's so silly <33 #arcana twilight #arcana twilight summoner #arcana twilight oc

[zooweemama143]

misc greaser backstory headcanons because i'm bored and it's time for this fandom to hear my lukewarm hot takes <ब₍₍( ˃̗εू˂ )₎₎<ब

johnny and lola's fatal relationship flaws are learned from their respective sets of parents.

johnny grew up witnessing his parents' tumultuous marriage and often felt like he was walking on eggshells due to his father's possessiveness and short fuse. mrs. vincent stayed, no matter how much her husband's fits of rage scared her because she felt she had a duty to her family. her one silver lining was that at least he never laid a hand on her (no, he'd only punch the walls near her or throw dinnerware– that's not abuse, is it? was just one of the numerous feeble defenses johnny would hear from his mom.) (the one time she DID defend herself, the situation escalated and eventually landed both of johnny's parents in prison. because he was already 18 when this happened, social services did not get involved.)

lola's father cheated on her mom and as a result, she's never had any stable relationships beyond short-lived flings. ms. lombardi consequently passed her bitterness about the affair and the divorce onto her daughter; it didn't help that lola's father stopped giving a shit about her after he married his affair partner and started a family with her. witnessing her family breaking apart, her mother wrecking her life with numerous toxic flings, and the father she used to love so dearly doting on his son with his new wife had not only resulted in non-committal tendencies, but also a dislike of men that borders on misandry.

(on that, i feel like a case can be made that lola's a closeted lesbian with MAD comphet, but that's a story for another time.)

peanut's home life is nearly similar to johnny's, but what sets them apart is the fact that peanut's father– alongside his verbal abuse– outright beats him; that's where his intense napoleon complex stems from. initially, his mother was the victim of his father's rage, but the older peanut grew, the more he fought back for her. consequently, at some point, he essentially became his father's outlet for his rage. he hates losing fights, being made to feel small and weak, because, well– if he can't fight back, who'll be there to protect his mom?

norton's family is relatively more normal and maybe even more stable than the rest of his clique's, but they're– unsurprisingly– not without their own issues. i feel like most of the conflict within the williams' family stems from the clashing ideals between norton and his dad; norton's a guy who was radicalized at a young age (since he's quite well-read), and his father– a police officer– represents the authority and the system he hates so much. becoming a greaser was not only teenage rebellion, but also a way to show that he outright rejects what his father believes in; he resents him for being a sellout. officer williams is aware of this.

vance is the only son among a brood of daughters. the second eldest child, he shares a close bond with his younger sisters, but a hesitant, nearly strained relationship with his older sister. their father is absent, and their mother overworked, so both of them are parentified– even if ms. medici didn't intend for that to happen. vance's never been shy about his bisexuality, and the unorthodox way he expresses his masculinity is a source of contention for his sister. she resents how carefree he is, how arbitrary his priorities are (like his obsession with his appearance, his social standing amongst the greasers, and his various romances in bullworth). their father couldn't be the man of the house, and now vance can't even fill in that role if he tried.

as implied by some of his voicelines, hal's fatness is (not so) secretly a major source of insecurities for him. his mother truly tries to be as supportive as she can be, but his father– perhaps another alumni of bullworth, maybe even a former jock?– is especially harsh on him, his "tough love" bordering on outright verbal abuse. hal was initially sent to bullworth in order to "whip him into shape" (both figuratively and literally), and his dad hit the roof when he found out that hal decided to join the greasers instead of getting into something "worthwhile". he tries to be as confident as he's making himself seem, though his dad's comments about his body and his hobbies and his friends cut deep.

ricky was essentially raised by his older brother (a former greaser himself). their parents have never been in the picture, and they were initially raised by their hyperreligious, paranoid grandmother before ricky's brother had enough– he moved out at 18 and took ricky with him. he had to take numerous odd jobs just to support them, ultimately dropping out of his last year in bullworth and forgoing college in favor of working. despite their similar personalities and interests, this is why they often clash– ricky's brother had to sacrifice his schooling for him, and he wants nothing more than for ricky to be responsible and successful. to be the opposite of who he was.

on the other hand, lucky essentially raised his younger siblings (a sister and a brother). his mom walked out on his family when he was still a kid; consequently, his dad fell into a deep depression, was laid off from his job, and turned to alcohol and gambling. lucky had to step up to the plate and be the man of the house in his stead. he's not quite sure who he resents more: his mom, for walking out; his dad, for taking away his remaining childhood; or the system, for fucking them all up in the first place.

lefty is a latch-key kid. both of his parents may be present in his life, but it's as if they're not all that interested in their son– he doesn't quite know why, but there's the implication that he's an accident; one that forced them to have a shotgun marriage despite not being in love anymore. they provide the bare minimum for him, but not much beyond that; whether its gifts or affection. he'll claim he's given up on trying to win their love a long time ago, but he can't deny that with every new scar he earns, he wishes they'd notice. at least once. (with concern or anger, it doesn't matter anymore.)

#tldr the greasers are bonded not only by their mutual interests but also by their tumultuous home lives #i think thats part of why theyre so loyal to each other. the group isnt perfect dont get me wrong #but no one else understands them like they do for each other yknow? #though i think this blind loyalty also often alienates lola from the rest of them #like she understands them to a degree but shes all too aware the boys dont view her on an equal level with them #she's kind of a special case imo. she isnt as loyal to her group as the rest of them but she knows theyre all she has in bullworth #(thats a story for another time tho) #but sigh. i love her. sorry. my misunderstood pookie #anyways ill do the jocks soon 💪 #tw abuse #tw implied homophobia/biphobia #long post #bully cce #bully scholarship edition #johnny vincent #lola lombardi #peanut romano #etc im not tagging all of them lmao

[batz]

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#frank.txt #also shit is FUCKED rn . im so STRESSED #my landlord had a landlord moment so we're moving. also this place is getting unbearable #we live near freedom convoy folks and ive been called all sorts of slurs just trying to walk to 7/11 so . idk #maybe the next place will at least have homophobes that aren't as shouty and angry n shit bc GOD. GOD #that one guy that followed me halfway home just yelling slurs like yeah maybe moving out is a blessing in disguise #also this house haa no insulation which is awful in summer and winter #the next place we're going to is more expensive unfortunately but like. its insulated. doesnt have squirrels in the attic. or asbestos. #so uhm yayyy #its in a very secluded farmland area. tbh maybe thats what i need rn bc my physical and mental health arent super sturdy rn #physically feeling a bit bettr tho! just having bubble baths about it <3 #i only post now on my priv twit @dykefiend rn #once things are settled ill go back to posting art . #bc i RLLY want to draw my own stuff soon i just gotta work on commissions wnd then start PACKING #genuinely almost cried last night thinking abt how i'll probably be able to see stars at night again #its the outskirts of the city in a rural area. super rundown broken down house but gorgeous yard. all u can hear is wind ans birds #no sirens or yelling or cars!

[magdalenas]

i don’t like being told that i look “skinny” when the only reason is because i have been in too much pain to eat for over two weeks like that’s not a compliment i am miserable

#actually it’s triggering #it’s like when i moved home in june & had lost / was still losing a lot of weight bc i had been like actively suicidal for the past month #& frankly still was & all my family could talk abt was how skinny i looked even tho again .. the only reason i looked thin was bc i was so #mentally ill i couldn’t eat & was throwing up all the time .. like it doesn’t feel good :( #and ofc as soon as i walk in the door from work today … mind you it’s the day after my extraction like i am in legit pain atm .. #my mom immediately wants to start arguing over the food shit again like the pasta shrimp stuff … girl you’re only doing all this bc yk you #were wrong … if you thot ur actions were justified you’d stfu abt it like literal days l8r #gd just leave me ALONE

[camptw1nk]

job interview today 🧍‍♂️

#my roommates in the shower and im nervous i wont have time to shower even tho i dont leave home for like 2 hours #and it takes me like 10-20 mins to shower #i am just Nervous like ill be fine if i dont get the job but #im also nervous ab if i do get the job and the pressure that comes with it and im worried i wont learn the job quickly #the anxiety is anxietying #i think my roommate getting out of the shower now my anxiety is not cured but soon i will be anxious and wet which for once will be good

[megumi-fm]

🍂

#havent been posting a lot on here because things are kind of shitty at home #I won't go into details but being an nd queer nonbinary kid in a desi household is an uphill battle fr #and im sure my parents love me but i don't think they like me very much #and uh. yeah. the ensuing grief isn't thematically consistent with my 'cool fun enthusiastic learner megumi' persona you see on here #and also. ppl irl have kind of stalked me on tumblr before so i don't really feel safe enough venting here either #im just very grateful to have friends who have been listening to me vent for the past many days. things are okay. i hope i feel better soon #i have been following my days of productivity tho! ive just been updating it on my notion instead. ill transfer it here when i feel better #hope you guys have been doing good and taking care <3 lots of love and virtual hugs <3 #also to the besties i sent asks to... i saw the replies! i just wanna reply when im in a better headspace! #currently ive just been drowning myself in tv shows and books to avoid my feelings #meg.txt

[alex-just-vibing]

grah my head feels like it might explode

#this essay prompt makes 0 fucking sense #love this teacher. fucking hate how she teaches tho #we're supposed to have a rough draft by the end of class tomorrow #okay not too horrible #IF MOT FOR THE FACT SHE KEEOS CHAINGING THE ALREADY FUCKIBG CONFUSING ASS PROMPT #i can write essays about whatever stupid fucking novel you need me to #but myself?? #a significant memory i have??? that i learned a stupid fucking lesson from????? #i have like 0 significant memories from before the age of like. 10. and still not all that many after thay <3 #should i talk ab how my dad fucking died? would you like that you asshole????????? #what fucking lesson would I have learned from that? dont become a fucjibg alvoholic? #shit i feel like im gonna fucking cry again i cant do this shit #i have the general vibe for each paragraph listed out ill work on it more in homeroom tomorrow #we wont even have the full fucking class for this tomorrow cuz she's a fucking asshole who gives us like five fucking seconds in class per #assignment #fucking hell dude #especially since half the class said they hadnt even started writing by like halfway through our (shortened!) class yesterday #im gonna fucking explode #my stuff #alex is not vibing. #also pjysicially too my dumbass forgot to eat dinner cuz hehe haha omg i can sing and suddenly uts 10 and i havent showered yet and my mom #will be getting home soon so i need to shower then rush my gay ass to bed #which i am in currently. #so im also feeling the forgor to eat feeling too <3

[racing-twinks]

So I went to the doctor last week and got told I have diabetes, then spent a week in hospital to try get my blood sugar levels back to normal, only to get out of hospital and have my bloodsugar immediately go crazy again... like what do you mean I'm doing the maths just like they told me, taking the insulin in the doses I talked about with my doctor, only to end up super low or super high after eating??? It was all working fine before they let me out but as soon as I do more than laying in bed all day it isn't fine anymore??? Also having to prick my finger all the time to measure and also being super anxious when not measuring cause what if the levels go wheee again in those 3 hours im not measuring??? I know it will all be fine and that I will learn to live with it but I just can't wait until I get my sensor and being able to check my levels all the time to see when and why they go crazy so I can fix my insulin doses accordingly... thankfully my sensor is already approved and I got the message it will arrive on Friday before Easter because this situation of being fine before eating and then being too low or too high a few hours later without warning is making me so nervous and scared. Going to the doctor because I lost a bunch of kilos and was always thirsty just to get told I have developed an autoimmune disease and was close to fainting into a coma is wild. I wasn't expecting that at all and it feels like my life got turned upside down and while I am glad that it is "just" diabetes (cause I am aware it could have been something much worse) and I am accepting it and working on that, the fact it doesn't go like I'm calculating the second I left the hospital makes me so nervous about it all, feeling like I'm doing everything wrong the second im on my own

#personal rant #sorry just had to get this off of me #no one else in my family has diabetes type 1 so im just kinda lost right now #im also paranoid and anxious about doing something wrong so im measuring all the time #the sensor will have alarms for the dangerous zones so hopefully I'll be able to chill #when i know that ill be warned before entering a too low level #cause last time i only noticed cause i started shivering and coudnt keep my hands still anymore #even tho i calculated my insulin just like they told me in hospital #and that method of calculating was giving great results there but as soon as im home its not anymore #at least i dont feel like crying anymore #im just a nervous wreck all the time

[snailfen]

BLAAAGGHHH. bleeeeghhh. auogghhhhhh

#I HAVE FINISHED SO LITTLE ART AUGH im getting no closer to finishing peaches pg 3 or the divorce pages #and my power went out due to what i can only call. well. quite the downpour #ugh i feel dumb about everything all of a sudden as well this SUCKS major style #prolly just in a weird out-of-energy funk after being away from home for an entire month tho. hopefully its over soon cus its the worst #i need to think about puppys and kittens hugging each other and then ill be fune probably #*fine #mossball.txt #vent

[roninsomnia]

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#i am fish #i wonder if fish are autistic #probably #i wonder if they get hyperfixations on the divers that swim near em #idk im probably a fish in that way tho #i wanna live in a coral reef #theyre gonna die out soon but yk #im also probably autistic #marine biology is cool #im itchy #i wonder if fish get itchy #ill ask one some day #theres a pets at home not too far from me #im sure theyre gonna be willing to talk to me #last time i went there the fish all followed my finger so #i might be their leader #theyre probably dead actually #idk #but i think they know that i have some authority over them #id like a fish army #can i have a fish army #fish dealers hmu

[rexscanonwife]

Hey guys!! Sorry for the radio silence lately, I took a small vacation and was very busy spending time with my wonderful partner and had the most AMAZING time 🥺🥺💖💖 I came back feeling a tad bit under the weather and in addition to that a 6.4 earthquake last night knocked out the power, but I'm not hurt 😂 it's just been a Everything Happens So Much kind of past week or so!

#jane journals #i went to san francisco w my best friend his mom and my partner ruby!! 💖💖💖 #it was so much fun and we ate lots of good stuff and saw cool things!! #i literally just got home like day before YESTERDAY and this fuckin happens ajfjgk #enough good things have happened that im not too bothered by this tho #even though my groceries i JUST bought are ruined thanks to the power outage 😭😭 #im just glad nothing broke in the apartment but i was really shaken up #pun intended ahfjfj #but ah yeah!! thats why ive been silent for a while #but ill defs have more to say soon #abt the trip and also just in general youll be back to your regularly scheduled nonsense #i even have.....a new fictional crush thanks to my partner >//>

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#yesterday i was wandering around the campus where ive resided these last 4 years bc ive banned myself from running until my leg heals #and i was thinking like. what am i gonna miss about this place when i leave? bc im always thinking abt the things i cant wait to get away #from. and its a real short list. ill miss the palm trees bc i never get sick of seeing thrm. theyre so weird #ill miss the yucca. again bc theyre so weird looking. ill miss the way u can see where all the ants r bc in the non human populated areas #there isnt grass everywhere bc desert. ill miss that there r so many birds of prey hanging around. and the road runners and all the lil #lizards. and maybe in an abstract way ill miss being so close to the boarder bc when u live near a boarder boarders feel like bullshit #like staring down the road into another country. idk theres something i like abt that. ill probably also miss being able to run outside #all year long bc in the winter during the day all u need is a light jacket lol. where im going it gets real cold 🥶 #maybe ill even miss the constant blue skies. but idk ive always liked a cloudy sky better. makes me think of home haha #ill def miss how convenient my apartment rn is. the loft bed. the low cost. the 5min walk to campus. sigh. but thats pretty much it. i #dont think ill miss anything else. im not really close with anyone. my boss was the reason i came here and she left this school in January #so thats it i guess. i think i stayed a year too long and was not well for a lot of my time here but so it goes #just gotta move to the next place. just gotta pray pray pray that i find an apartment soon. i dont even wanna say anything abt it bc im #afraid to jinx things. even tho thats irrational. like. i just gotta somehow project how good a tenant i am. im so quiet u will never see #me and i never complain abt anything bc i have brain problems. sigh. i cant wait for this transition to b over #im so so so ready to be in a new place doing new things. but at least my energy is back. im back to high energy on little sleep lol #i dont understand how my body functions lmao. somehow when i get a normal amount of sleep it's a sign that i feel awful #unrelated

[mairandoms]

Hellooo👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻

So this is my first post ever here and idk how this works so🤌🏻

And Welcome Home[thank you @/partycoffin🫶🏻💛✨️] is the main reason why I wanted to post here🤏🏻✨️(other than wanting to share my arts but ehh💃🏻)

Hello Mr. Darling~

CW/TW: EYE CONTACT, EYE STRAIN, SCOPOPHOBIA

...hello?

#wh #welcome home #welcome home arg #wh wally #wally fanart #wally darling #welcome home wally #fanart #first post #i have succumb into the fandom hole #it's been 3 weeks and they're still stuck in my head #especially the yellow kermit elvis puppet #im not complaining tho #so that's it #im not sure if ill be posting more soon so we'll see #i just wanted to share my art cause im proud of the results #@:) #@:3