#ill never love again

[simpforfandoms]

Never Love Again

listen to the song shawty baes

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thanks y’all so much here’s some angst bc I’m a little angst whore, also requests are open so please request I'm running out of ideas

part 2

pairing: Jason Todd x reader (i don’t think any gender is specified)

genre: angst

summary: Jason Todd’s death has left a mark on you

word count: 1251

warnings: death, descriptions of abuse (kinda). I did not proof read this

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April 27th, that's when he died.

wish I could, I could've said goodbye

His funeral was held at the Gotham City cemetery. He was buried in the Wayne plot. You know he would much rather be buried next to Catherine Todd. Not Martha and Thomas Wayne, people that he didn’t even know. Bruce invited you to the funeral. When you arrived it was filled with people Jason didn’t even know. People that he wouldn’t want there. The funeral was a glorified press conference. Bruce used the funeral to explain his wards death. Of course he couldn’t tell them the truth. That Jason Todd died a hero. It infuriated you to see Bruce fabricate a whole story to keep the truth away from the public. It infuriated you that the Joker was still on the lose after what he did to Jason. It infuriated you that the whole world sees Jason as an immature child. It infuriated you that you didn’t stop him from going.

if I knew it would be the last time

You knew that him trying to find his birth mother would be dangerous, but somehow he convinced you that it would be okay. You made the mistake of trusting him. With a goodbye kiss he walked out the door. That was the last time you saw him alive. If you would’ve known it would be the last time, you’ve would’ve held him tighter. Kissed him longer. Begged him not to go. But at last the past is the past.

I would've broke my heart in two

tryna save a part of you

When Bruce told you the story of how he died, you laughed a bittersweet laugh. Of course it was like Jason to try to save someone that he barley knew. You only wish that Jason could be seen as the hero he truly is.

 I wanna pretend that it's not true

You didn’t believe he was dead at first. Even going as far to make Bruce take you to the morgue where his body was. When you saw him you couldn’t contain your self. You broke out in a sob, holding his lifeless body, begging for him to come back. Anything. Bruce had to drag you off. It was evident that it wasn’t a fast painless death. It was slow excruciating death. The love of your life didn’t deserve to die like that. No one did.

that you're gone

At the end of the service Dick came up to you to offer his condolences. You find it ironic that Dick, the person who resented Jason from the beginning, now suddenly cared for him. You tried to be nice to him. Put on a brave face. You know that’s what Jason would’ve wanted. He wouldn’t want you to cry over him. But just because you didn’t cry doesn’t mean you weren’t in pain.

cause my world keeps turning and turning

Years after his death and you still weren’t over it. You’ve went off to college, graduated, got a job at a boring tech company across the country, but yet everyday you thought about him. You only did all those things because you knew Jason would want you to continue living your life. You’ve been in countless dates none of them ever filling that Jason Todd sized whole hole in your heart. Maybe part of it is that you don’t want to move on. You don’t want to forget the time you had with him. You don’t want to know another kiss. You don’t want to feel another touch. You don’t want to give your heart away to another stranger. You’ll never love again. You’ve rather wait to be reunited with him in whatever afterlife he’s in.

and I'm not moving on

Jason lived in the apartment across from you. It was just you and your dad and Jason and Catherine. Your dad was hardly home but when he was he was either passed out drunk or hitting you drunk. You saw Jason every morning when you left to head to school. Jason never went to school, he would stay home taking care of Catherine. He would stare at you. A part of him was jealous. You got to live a life he never could. Eventually you got tired of his cold stares and confronted him.

when we first met

“Would you please stop staring at me” You said

Jason was stunned for a moment he had never heard your voice before. Angelic was how he would’ve described it. Regaining his composure he said, “Don’t flatter yourself”

“Wouldn’t dream of it” you rolled your eyes and continued the journey.

I never thought that I would fall

That was the first time of many you talked. Over the years you and Jason became best friends of some sort. When Catherine died, you were there for him. When he would come home with bruises and scrapes from stealing you would patch him up. When your dad got to be to much he would let you stay over at his apartment. When you he was adopted by Bruce Wayne you were heartbroken having to see him go. But you were happy that he got to leave this horrid place. He deserved the world. You still remember the day when he told you he was leaving. You two were sitting side by side on the rooftop of the building.

I never thought that I'd find myself lying in your arms

“So that’s it? You’re just gonna leave and never see me again?” You said voice cracking turning towards him

Jason eyes soften, he pauses, “you know I could never go one day without seeing you” trying to lighten the mood

“Jason you’re gonna go live in a mansion across the city. Be realistic.”

“C’mon y/n quit being a Debbie downer. I promise you I will always make time to see you” he said

You search his eyes trying to find any hint of dishonesty but you find nothing. You close your eyes and sigh, “I’m gonna miss you Jay”

“I know.” He said pulling you into a hug

don't want to feel another touch

Jason did keep his promise. You were enrolled in Gotham Academy with Jason. Probably because of a certain Wayne. You ended up seeing Jason everyday and spending frequent nights at the manor.

Your and Jason’s friendship eventually blossomed into more, slowly but surely. One day he came through your window all beaten and bloody in his robin costume. You freaked out at first until you realized it was just Jason.

“Jason what the fuck?” You whisper-yelled

don't want another name falling off my lips

He just groaned in response. You quickly grabbed the first aid kit and patched him up. He flinched at each stitch.

"Jay I need you to stop flinching"

"It hurts." He moaned

You hummed in response.

"Kiss the pain goodbye" Jason said abruptly.

You blanked out for a minute. A million thoughts flooded your brain. You thought it was joke. There was no Jason could feel the same way about you. Oh but he did. You were proven this when Jason pulled you down into a kiss.

I don't wanna know this feeling unless it's you and me

A bittersweet memory. Robin brought you together but also brought you apart. That's all you can think about before falling asleep.

don't want to give my heart away to another stranger or let another day begin won't even let the sunlight in oh I'll never love again

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part 2

#jason todd #jason todd x reader #jason todd x you #jason todd fanfiction #jason todd angst #jason todd x reader angst #angst #red hood x reader #red hood x you #bruce wayne #dick grayson #ill never love again #kinda sad #jason todd oneshot

[gypsy-that-i-was]

#music #music videos #lady gaga #ill never love again #Youtube

[christinabindon]

listening to sad music while painting

#a star is born #ill never love again #why am i doing this #ILL NEVER LOVE AGAINNNNNNNN

[f0rwhen1msad]

i hate jjk

#jujutsu kaisen #i dont - #why would you hurt me #why #i quit #ill never love again #a part of me died today

[ash-and-starlight]

one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him. #he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again) #my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔 #would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text

[cherrirui-official]

I hope u guys don't mind me posting these au doodles while I work on things ahaha

I also gave JD slightly longer hair in these doodles as a funny haha but I don't think it's funny anymore he looks genuinely good with his hair like that ahahaha I hope you're not mad at me for changing his au design a bit

#first of all ahem DONT TAG THIS AS SHIP OR WHATEVER!!! ILL THROW ROCKS AT YOU!!!!! BITCH!!!!!!! #troIlcest (or whatever you call yourselves idk) DONT TOUCH my SHIT! Ty :] anyways... #For context I like to hc that when he was younger Bruce would always have JD brush his hair #and like... whenever lil Bruce was upset it would help calm him down i think ahhauysgjiodk do u guys see the vision?? #and since it's my au i can make reality whatever i want it to be sooooo :] #I like to imagine that it still helps Bruce calm down even tho they're older now.. Big bro brushing his lil bros hair to soothe him UUGH #Let JD be a good older brother pleeease #also gave JD flowers in his hair too bc he deserves them me thinks... Now him and Bruce are matching!!! #i dont have any specific flowers in mind for the ones in their hair i just picked a color for the flowers that looked pretty and ran with i #also saying it again i love love LOOOOVE the crayon tool in mspaint using it to make gradients is so!!!! UUUGHUHHH!!!! /pos #the pattern on JD's jacket fur will never be consistent shhhhh #trolls #trolls band together #john dory trolls #trolls john dory #bruce trolls #trolls bruce #beach bros au #cherris canvas #I made that last image btw #everytime i saw that screenshot of jd it made me think of the spongebob scene where its a pov of flats waking up #and the first thing he sees is spongebob waiting for him with flowers in his hand and smiling

[the-sinking-feeling-starts]

I deserve love that will actually show up for me and support me and guide me thru the darkness

Not turn around and run and hide

New truck sounds better than me ig

Whoever is paying these people id LOVE to have a chat with

Fucken signing nda's and being complacent agaisnt litteraly torturting and trying to end me is repulsive and

IN THE NAME OF THE MOON

I will punish you

#ill never love again #or be able to trust a single soul #are you satisfied? #was it worth it #this love #this love taylor’s version #shameful

[pinkicedcoffeeauthor]

fic idea

i just finished watching "a star was born" and let me tell you. i said this on twt but ill said it here, i thought it was a break up. I RELLY DID. but like it wasn't so-

it kind of inspired me to write a story inspired from the song "ill never love again".

so yes. expect another sad story.

xoxo,

clover

#clover #fanfic #idea #fic ideas #a star was born #ill never love again #song inspired fic #its sad again im sorry #i think taepyo was the only fic that was happy #who thought cas series was going to be happy? #YOU THOUGHT WRONG #MWEHEHEHE

[suntails]

pietà

#TY LETTIE FOR THE COMM AND FOR THIS ABSOLUTE TREASURE OF A REQUEST. IM SO ILL ITS SO SICK AND TWISTED (POSITIVE) #silver in the depths of despair but still holding his father close. with love and compassion and mourning who he is and what has happened #surrounded by the nothingness. nothing but blot and misery. lilia still untouched and kept safe. the lil halo glow OUGUGHH #the RING being blotted. the blot winding up his arm like the pricked finger on the spindle iM GNAWINF THE BARS OF MY CAGE GRGAHGAHH #WHEN I TELL U THIS IS THE SINGLE BEST COMM REQUEST IN THE HISTORY OF EVER. WHEN I TELL U LETTIES MIND IS SO POWERFUL #im normal. ty b i love u so much <3 #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #lilia vanrouge #suntails #i will never be normal again. hope this helps

[probablytree]

the usual

#hope if u see this u are doing well i am in a torture maze #ill post again soon as always i am drawing a lot i just never post anything #i wanna start using instagram bc i love the impermanence of stories.. and im sick of twitter lol i want another way to interact w ppl #ok <3 gnight #jerma #jerma985 #jerma fanart #tree art

[charlottan]

having a really good time in your life will haunt you will haunt you will haunt you. youll have more good times but every previous good time will haunt you. you are nothing but a ghost! you are living in nothing but memories! which are all we have because nothing lasts!! does anyone know what to do.

#last semester of high school and freshman year of college 2018-2019 were SO GOOD and ill never get them back. #also 2022 when i broke up with my shitty girlfriend and transitioned and went back to college for a semester before dropping out again #and ever since ive been living in horrors every night of my life. forever and ever #at least i have my artistic passions. and i can love

[natsmagi]

MYSTICAL GIRLS!

#never drawing more than 2 ppl in the same drawing ever again i feel ill #BUT WOW! WOMEN! #oh and ALSO!!!!!! the kanata was designed by lumi (cutie-lumi on tumblr) so show her some love if u love the design as much as i do ❤️❤️ #femstars #genderbend #rei sakuma #wataru hibiki #shu itsuki #kanata shinkai #enstars #ensemble stars #my art

[jestroer]

Here's @mcyt-yuri-week day 6 - Outfit swap/Cozy!

I think pink-loving, constantly afraid, tall-men-scaring women should hang out!

#To my knowledge they never interacted. But they should! #could you imagine Stress and Lizzy interacting. I would so anything for that #the tall men they are scaring are Doc and Es2 Joel #love the fact that Stress is genuinely terrifying to some hermits. They should fear #mcytyuriweekvalentines #stressmonster101 #ldshadowlady #lizzie ldshadowlady #i am once again not sure what the shipname is if there is one #but ill call them #stresslady #because its hilarious #court jester's art #strizzy #as well #just iconic names all round #hermitshipping #idk what else. lizzie isn't really from one smp is she now

[gophergal]

SubScorp Week 2023 - Day 5: Mortal Kombat Legends

"Such sloppy footwork, Sub-Zero. Get up and try again! Unless, that is, you'd rather stay down here..."

@subscorp-week

#gopher art #subscorpweek2023 #mortal kombat #subscorp #mk subzero #kuai liang #mk scorpion #hanzo hasashi #so. i keep drawing kuai being bound with hanzo's chains. which probably says something.BUT YOU CANT PROVE ANYTHING #anyway. ive said before and ill say again that i LOVE their dynamic in the legends duology (snow blind is also *chefs kiss* #but i really dont deel like its meant to be a direct sequel to BOTR. just the little inconsistencies get me.idk) #but i dont think ive mentioned that i ADORE their designs too. they look so fun your honor. i do not and will never give a fuck about #costume realism in mk. i want them to look fun! and silly! and they do in legends! #tried to incorporate some of the actual botr style too btw. i dont think it worked super well but whatever. i still like it.theyre cute

[aether-weather]

he got his borgar u guys!!! :DD

fun fact: this shadow design is from an au of mine! i'll probably yap abt it later but rn its 6 am and i have to get up in 20 minutes so. goodnight lmao

#i love the way i drew maria so much ill never be able to peak like this again #this is my one decent human drawing for the rest of the year. thanks for coming out everyone #shadow looks meh :/ #idk what i did in the sketching stage that i dont normally do but he looks different and its making me mad #hes my little guy!! i should be able to draw him the same all the time!! what the flip!!! >:((( #anyways it is now 7 am so im gonna stop complaining and just post this #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic #sonic fanart #shadow the hedgehog #shadow the ultimate lifeform #shadow fanart #shadow the hedgehog fanart #maria robotnik #sonic au #sonic fandom #sonic art #sonic the hedghog fanart #blacklight au #<- the name of the au i was talking about #so if you wanna see more art for this au go here!! #this'll be my first post about it so theres not much in the tag rn but hopefully ill be confident enough to share more in the future!! :) #dex draws

[paint-it-dead]

-"Start Here" by Caitlyn Siehl

#berserk #griffith #guts #griffguts #berserk manga #words #my posts #i have soooo many quotes that remind me of them that haunt me im going insane #i post more of them eventually #for now this is all the display of mental illness yall get #idk how to tag lol #guts berserk #griffith berserk #this very obviously is refering to how guts percieves griffith and the immediate change in his stance when he saw him again as the human #that he loved and cared for very deeply to the point that he forgot that this was actually “the monster” he had sought to kill all that time #im not at all implying anything abt griffith's nature changing #just about hoe you can never truly see someone as simply “monstruous” if you love them hard enough #how*** #SPELLING MISTAKES MY MORTAL ENEMY