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echo-stimmingrose · 7 days
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Soo I never ever post my art and on the small occasion that I have I have deleted it cause I hated how bad it was. I'm trying again, let's see how long I keep this up.
Here's a messy sketch of Juniper from Percy Jackson (aka Grovers girlfriend)
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Disclaimer, I am having a really bad flare up with my chronic illness stuff so my hands are incredibly shakey which made doing this quite hard and painful.
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mothdruid · 1 year
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i'm having a good hair day so i'ma post some pics. (ps. excuse my bathroom)
goodnight everyone ❤️
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Yall better comment on this one I wrote half of it in a power outage and half while tipsy and sad - Patton
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constantcascades · 1 year
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Fellas is it narcissistic to go cockhungry everytime you see your kin???
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My weekend in a nutshell:
-gets broken up with Thursday night (the friendzoned kind) which ultimately leads to me not going to see my favorite band Friday at a concert I was incredibly excited for
-I have a TikTok go viral where after the fact I realized I TOTALLY misspoke even after I fact checked myself 10 times (100k views I can't take it down)
-put my back out Friday night after an incredibly cathartic workout and have been unable to even get dressed since
- texted said breaker upper Saturday night I missed him on our first weekend apart in nearly 4 months along with some other choice words for everything he said to me during the break up
-Pierres race (enough said)
THE REDEEMING THINGS:
-I got a DM from Pierre on Instagram
- all my friends unhinged response ideas cheered me up for a bit as to what to say back to him (and don't worry my response was equal parts shooting my shot and being a rational human being)
-All my friends because y'all are the bomb even though I'm just shutdown and sad rn.
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myowndesertplaces · 2 years
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Tonight is tough. It's really tough.
Six months ago I left my job for moral and personal reasons, but I also wanted to spend time with my dad who has Stage IV cancer. Then, unexpectedly, I became a caretaker to a different loved one in my life (they dont want their health stuff posted on social media). They're doing well though, but it was very scary for a couple months.
It's been really hard for me to get back into job searching or any of my creative projects. This isnt my first time dealing with depression. She's an old shitty friend that I keep having drinks with every few years because we have similar taste in music and art. And now tonight, with the news about Roe, I'm starting to lose hope entirely. Depression is banging at my door with a bottle of Jack in her opposite hand and screaming in early 2000s Bright Eyes lyrics.
The news about Roe V Wade isn't unexpected, but it still fucking hurts. Add this to the last several weeks of the old Anita Bryant, anti-gay playbook the right has been spreading, and we are all suddenly back in 1977. Maybe we'd be able to stand a little taller in the face of this if we werent all carrying so much pain from EVERYTHING that has happened over the last 3 years.
Dont let my baby-faced icon fool you: I'm old. I survived the Bush years. Watched my friends get shipped off to Iraq and Afghanistan. My college roommate helped pass gay marriage in Iowa. I have lived through seasons of shit and seen flowers bloom out of it months later. And yet I am so... fucking... exhausted.
It's really hard to plan for the future when your world is stuck 50 years in the past.
I'm not with my partner tonight because I'm at home helping with my dad, and it's too late to reach out to friends on a Monday night. So I'm here, venting. Trying to rinse out this hopelessness like a rag soaked in muddy water.
I dont have any answers. Just tears tonight. It's all I can give right now when Depression is scream-singing "Let's Not Shit Ourselves," lyrics at Midnight. But I guess, if you're sad and angry too, you're not alone. And maybe that can help us both rest for what we have to do next.
With Love,
Your Older Millennial Gay Aunt Alli
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la-yla · 1 year
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i'll never forget how she looked when i was telling her about some stupid game lore because I needed a distraction from how beautiful she was because my heart couldnt take it. She was laying down, looking at me, kiss marks all over her cheek, her makeup all messed up and somehow her sweater had lipstick marks on it??? she was looking at me with loving eyes clearly not entirely listening to me but trying to pay attention regardless. idk she looked so pretty in that moment and its burned into my memory forever now and i am happy abt that
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I remember when I was much younger I asked my mom if she loved me and she laughed and said "of course I love you, I'm your mom" but instead of making me feel better or reassured it made me feel hollow. I've always wondered, does she love because she's my mom or because I'm me? Does she love me because she's supposed to or because I'm worth loving? Is it love out of obligation or genuine love? Is it possible to be both?
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I know it's the middle of the night (for me, at least), and this is going to sound like a really selfish request but..
Can someone say they're proud of me..? You don't have to list off any of my achievements, or even mean it for that matter, but I just.. I would like a little assurance that I'm doing okay and making someone proud..
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y-vna · 3 months
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Ty for 400!
It may be 1:30am, but honestly, I just felt like I wanted to write this. Thank you for 400 followers!! That's crazy. I'm super thankful, and honestly, it means a lot to me! <3 super excited for more to come, I hope my moodboards rn are up to standards!
I'm not tagging anyone this time since I don't want to disturb everyone every time I write one of these. Just know all my mooties and idols r amazing, and I love them. You guys know who you are, ily 💕
Just a boring text post for this milestone post cuz I can't be bothered rn ahh
Teeny Itty bitty vent in tags since I can't get my life tghtr rn erm! Don't feel pressured to read it, idrc ig?? 😭😭
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echo-stimmingrose · 7 days
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Ya know what, fuck it. Art dump. Some of these are bad and some are worse.
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The last two are digital but the rest are traditional. That last one is unfinished and will remain that way for the remainder of time.
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atlasglobe · 6 months
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ok listen. im sorry in advance for this rant, but ive noticed a really frustrating trend in the QSMP community which i just wanted to talk about a little? short disclaimer ik it's mostly just a very loud minority doing this, most people in this community are lovely and have no ill will.
I feel like the women in QSMPs stories are often used in fanon to further aid the male ccs stories? if that makes sense? My perspective is definetly biased because im a baghera viewer and i feel like she gets this to an EGREGIOUS degree. rather than being seen as a whole character with motivations, it feels a lot like people just wanna use her to further others character arcs (mainly bbh and forever). Despite having an entire arc revolving around discovering she came from the federation (which challenged all of her characters core beliefs and morals), all people seem to want her to do is go fix bbhs problems and go be besties w forever <3, like bro give her room to BREATHE.
Honestly it even happened in the most recent ordem paranormal stream, it felt like Lucie's death was just reduced to further character development for benito? Which just makes me a bit sad since baghera mentioned having bigger plans for her character.
i dunno. i dont have a huge point to this rant, i just find it so frustrating. ccs like baghera and jaiden have shown that they are more than capable of creating such incredible and compelling characters, but it feels like they hardly get the chance to explore those characters.
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upagainstthesunset · 9 days
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Im sorry guys but i slept well for once and naturally woke up early feeling good, so i come on here to enjoy the fun little things everyone posts and what do i find?
Literally six separate people complaining about batfam in fandom. I dont disagree, but day in day out half my dash is this. Its getting to the point where these kinds of posts are causing a more negative experience than the thing being complained about. Maybe consider how much youre complaining about the same one thing over and over again. And that youre the one perpetuating the topic of batfam superiority. Not a day goes by where i have the peace to not think about this bc someone is always bringing it back up.
Really unfortunate to feel the need to call this out bc every person i saw reblogging is a delight and i like all of you so, so much but like okay we get it. We get it and we agree already. Can we maybe at least reduce the amount this gets brought up? Just a little?
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miscellaneoussmp · 2 months
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My Morning Crew Soul Eater au won the poll, but I'm feeling a bit unmotivated at the moment, I apologize. I'm gonna actually turn on my asks for once, so y'all can talk to me about it (or anything else, really).
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ajaxxx-x · 4 months
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“Kyle Rayner is so soft. He would never hurt anybody”
Shut up. Yes he would. He’s so angry and he represses that anger by putting on a friendly smile and by keeping it all inside untile it’s too much and in the end he just explodes.
These panels are very dear to me because what they show is Kyle having one the hardest time in his life. He has met his father after years of researching for him, with him he also found out a new aspect of himself and his origins that he doesn’t have the time to explore, but before that he asked his girlfriend to marry him, taking the big step that he could never do either with Alex or Donna and she turned him down, he becomes some sort of willpower god and try to fix everything he thinks is wrong in the universe, which also includes giving Jen her powers back and repairing john’s spine making him walk again and also tracking down his father. Eventually he decides to use his powers to rebuilt OA and the guardians therefore giving them up. Eventually Terry gets beaten up almost to death by some homophobes and Kyle, who’s no longer ion, realises he can’t do nothing to help his friend, he helped everyone in the whole universe who needed it and if only he had kept his powers a little longer he could’ve healed Terry too.
He feels helpless so he does the only thing green lantern can do at that moment, catch the bad guys.
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lesbiantahani · 11 months
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“And I mean, what’s up with the purple?” Misty says, huffing on a laugh. “Little on the nose, don’t you think?”
Natalie smirks with her, tries to ignore how Misty’s familiar chaotic, but warm energy, has that memory of her overdose and of Travis, easing. Like Lottie’s gentle hand in her hair. Like resting her cheek in her lap and feeling decades younger, and safe. So fucking safe.
Nat doesn’t think any of that, she doesn’t, because the implications of that entire thought is terrifyingly confusing at best, and dangerous at worst. Instead, she shrugs, flicking Misty’s cardigan with a snort.
“It’s heliotrope, apparently.”
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or post 2x05, nat makes new discoveries about herself, watches her friend join a cult for her, and misty confronts lottie. and is totally normal about it and not unhinged at all (lie)
not falling, just sinking - read on ao3
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