#ill stop complaining

[muncysvelasco]

“Matilda” is joe velasco coded sorry i dont make the rules

#joe velasco #veluncy #i have work tonight #velascy #i dont wanna work #ill stop complaining

[aether-weather]

he got his borgar u guys!!! :DD

fun fact: this shadow design is from an au of mine! i'll probably yap abt it later but rn its 6 am and i have to get up in 20 minutes so. goodnight lmao

#i love the way i drew maria so much ill never be able to peak like this again #this is my one decent human drawing for the rest of the year. thanks for coming out everyone #shadow looks meh :/ #idk what i did in the sketching stage that i dont normally do but he looks different and its making me mad #hes my little guy!! i should be able to draw him the same all the time!! what the flip!!! >:((( #anyways it is now 7 am so im gonna stop complaining and just post this #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic #sonic fanart #shadow the hedgehog #shadow the ultimate lifeform #shadow fanart #shadow the hedgehog fanart #maria robotnik #sonic au #sonic fandom #sonic art #sonic the hedghog fanart #blacklight au #<- the name of the au i was talking about #so if you wanna see more art for this au go here!! #this'll be my first post about it so theres not much in the tag rn but hopefully ill be confident enough to share more in the future!! :) #dex draws

[seventh-district]

OCD will literally remove your brain's ability to register when a task is Complete and then create 10,000 incredibly ridiculous and extremely specific rules for you to follow in every single aspect of your life (to keep you safe, of course, it tells you.) and then tells you that if you don’t do them Correctly and Completely every single time it tells you to (it tells you countless times per day) then the Entire Fucking World Will End and then it’ll do this fucked up thing where it makes you believe that nonsense.

and then people that don’t have it will make silly little jokes about being soooooo OCD and make t-shirts with fun little acronyms on them like Obsessive Coffee Disorder and tell you how much they like it when things are organized and clean, too!!

and then you’re supposed to just. laugh. like you haven’t been robbed of your entire being and potential and been taken over by a mind and life altering disability

#PSA: don’t fucking tell me to Seek Therapy or Try Medication. i am Aware. i have Tried. it isn’t that fucking simple #and this is my blog. i’ll complain about my illnesses all i want to. if you don’t like it i strongly encourage you to unfollow me #ocd #actually ocd #cw ocd #cw mental illness #mental health stuff #Seven.txt #Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is actually SO goddamn insidious. and only ppl that have lived with it will understand that #it’s a terrible terrible thing. to have something ruin your entire life under the guise of keeping you safe #it’s like being abused by your own mind and i don’t say that lightly #okay. stopped crying long enough to get this post out of my brain and onto my blog #gonna put Walking Disaster on loop and return to my Mental Illness Floor Time now #if no one hears from me for a little while it’s not personal i just. need to not be a Person right now. i’m so tired

[pup-pee]

this is b4 theh confused their love or smth

#GUESS WHOS HEAD HURTS AGAIN #it rlly hruts im going back 2 sleep srry #this looks like actual shit so if i ever redo it thats y #bc ot looks cute in my head @ least but my head hrits so uhdbbfn HHhbnn #i think i drew bart 2 small im gonna punt myself #ok slep now #konbart #kart #dc #puppee art #i actually am so mad @ how i drew bart :/ #i just have a hard time drawing character interactions in general bc then i have 2 actaully be acurate & hhh #me; says ill make a comic also me; complains that i cant draw characeter enxy 2 each other #ruhrh im wow im feel so sick ok bye no more pls me pls stop skjgkbkkkkkk #dxpect 1 more thing i think its silly 2 think of them loke this ty #what??????? #dont look @ my anotomy btw ice been so unhappy w/my art l8ly its been looking so belhhhh ewwwieee #yk ok stop me pls

[tittyinfinity]

Imagine being so fucking stupid that you think hitting a kid will make them stop hitting others. Why the fuck do you think they're hitting other kids in the first place

#just deleted a facebook friend over this #complaining that her toddlers wouldnt stop beating the shit out of each other #and then i saw another post of hers talking about how it's okay to spank toddlers when they make mistakes #they're TWO #they don't know why you're hitting them they just know they're being hit #their brains literally can NOT comprehend that their action was related to what they did #and by the time they do find out all they know is ''dont do this bc ill get hit'' instead of ''dont do this bc i know why it's wrong to do'' #ughhhhhh #.bdo

[allbuthuman]

I've seen a lot of analysis of Chuuya's character focusing on being used or controlled, and I think I see it a bit differenly than most of what I've read, so here's some of my thoughts.

Control and lack thereof is, of course, a major theme in his arc. He was made how he is against his will, had his past taken away from him, and was being used for his strength by the Sheep, before getting blackmailed to join the mafia. However, in present time, and, in my opinion, from Stormbringer and onwards, Chuuya is essentially only being controlled by his own self (excluding the vampirism, of course). Let me explain.

Chuuya, likely because of his need to cling onto his humanity, has always been people-oriented. He knows that he holds more power than most, and is therefore obligated to protect others with it. Shirase and the Sheep don't need to tell him that, even though they do. He knows and believes it himself regardless. We can see that because he acts the same even around people who don't rely on him (the Flags).

Before Stormbringer, he might have acted this way because it was instilled into him by others. Through the events of Stormbringer, Chuuya becomes more confident in his own nature. He understands Verlaine and how he ended up the way that he is, and decides that's not gonna be him. He sees Dazai trying to discard his humanity, and decides that's not gonna be him. He is gonna be his own person, and his own person is someone who puts others before himself. He describes this process himself to Verlaine, saying that even if he wanted to kill N, which he probably did, he can't do that, because he is obligated to find the truth for the sake of his dead friends. That's a decision that's focused on others, but he is the one making it, and it's important to him that he is the one making it.

From that point on, he continues to make similar choices. First of all at the end of Stormbringer, when he immediately decides on saving Yokohama from destruction instead of learning the truth about himself, and the fact that he is the one making the choice is emphasised. Dazai gives him another choice, and he doesn't even need two minutes to consider it, because, by that point, he's only staying true to who he is. The same is true for Dead Apple, when he doesn't hesitate to use corruption without knowing if Dazai is alive.

I think that if we were to pinpoint a specific point in time where this solidified in his mind, it would be right after he was tortured by N. His hallucinations fed him his own doubts and fears, and, by the point he snapped out of them and decided to fight Verlaine instead of N, he knew that, human or not, he is his own person with his own emotions and he will stay true to that. It's likely that he didn't exactly put all of this into words in his mind, but it becomes very clear when he says that Verlaine "is just an ordinary human. He gets mad, he worries... That doesn't seem to be enough for him, though". He's confused when Adam implies so, but what his words mean is that it is, in fact, enough for Chuuya.

My point is that yes, Chuuya has always used his power way more often for the sake of others than himself, but the reason he does so, the reason he allows it, is simply the fact that he is Chuuya. If he's unable to stop acting that way, which he admits that he is, it's not because others are controlling him. It's because he is who he is. Whether or not that means he is free or not is beyond the point of this post, because it's sort of a circular process, where his own will is to act for the sake of others. But I do think, for example, that he wouldn't see himself the way a good chunk of the fandom sees him.

(also this is kind of a continuation of this post, or at least related to it, so check here for more chuuya ponderings)

#chuuya would not complain about being a second choice or being left behind #not because these things are untrue but because that's neither the lens through which he sees himself nor where his arc focuses #the stormbringer reread is taking me so long because i stop and analyse everything (wouldn't have it any other way) #next up another dazai post because i had sort of a moment where thoughts fell into place #or verlaine/rimbaud post because they make me ill #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd stormbringer #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #bsd analysis

[amygdalae]

Power went out right at the start of me being home alone for a week! Serving gothic protagonist carrying a gay little candle etc

Change da world. My final message. Goodbye

#obvs will not be using my phone much more til power comes back #but had to stop by to complain on tumblr dot come as is required by my bloggers curse #i have everything i need so ill just be hunkering down in the dark

[mcdannowave]

When you get frustrated ‘cause your sister decides to listen to your husband’s advice rather than yours.

#h50 9x23 #face palm #annoying #hawaii five 0 #reaction gif #steve mcgarrett #alex o'loughlin #(look at that neck. Danny could bury himself there for a whole night.but Cmd McG can't show up at work w/ hickeys xD) #(of course. that doesn't stop Steve from 'nibbling' Danny's body bc he's a possessive neanderthal.and maybe.some bites too) #Danny don't complain 'at the moment' bc he's too busy having his bliss.but after? #''Oh.My.GOD! Look at this Steven! it looks like i was attacked by some creature!!''..Danny gesture to his body.after he leaves the bathroom #''Oh?Those are just some love marks.Danno.I know u like it--'''...''That's not the point u putz.I can't even take my shirt off for days'' #''C'mon. its not that bad''...''/not that bad?/Look at this scratches on my back!The position.What do u think people would realize I did?'' #''That u rode a very hung stallion and it was amazing?😏''..Danny closed his eyes.Steve knew he was counting to 5 to calm down #''Okay.okay.I'm sry..okay?''Steve got up the bed.'Ill be more careful.but u gotta show me some hints that we going too far or rough.okay?'' #Danny knew Steve for yrs.and it was true.They knew what the other liked.and communication was fundamental for their relationship #''Okay''Danny simply put.light smile on his face.'But now.U're going to take the kids to this saturday beach event while i watch tv here'' #''What?!I thought u said u would do it?After i promised to take charlie to training the whole month?'' #''Well.You break u pay.my friend. I can't show up shirtless there the entire afternoon full of people.specially w/ lots of kids'' #''But Danno--''...''No.It says it's gonna be a 37C degrees.i'm gonna cook w/ a shirt.Don't forget sunscream.Love you'' #And w/ a kiss. Danny put his robe and got out of their room for some food downstairs. While Steve still looked astonished #After recomposing himself.Steve actually wasn't frustrated.It was worth it.Both the amazing time w/ his love.And spending time w/ the kids #mine #headcanon tags

[stabbingandorbeingstabbed]

someone walked into me having what i thought was a private but very loud breakdown at work about the family cruise my parents are requiring me to go on for my dads retirement next may bc i have never ever wanted to go on a cruise in my life and the cheapest solo room for the one they picked is fucking $1600 for a 100sq ft closet and that's not even including airfare to get to miami OR wifi YOU HAVE TO BUY A WIFI PACKAGE to have reliable internet access what if i just fucking kill myself instead <3

#like this is such a fucking stupid problem to have but my mom won't even let me complain about it bc like #my parents have done so much for me for SO much longer than they needed to and they ask very little of me #and i have like 18 months to save the money to do this but like #thinking about what i could be spending that money on instead things i actually WANT to do??? #i have no fucking desire to go ANYWHERE this boat is stopping like at all !!! #thousands of dollars for something i ACTIVELY DONT WANT TO DO #and my mom keeps pestering me to try to find someone to rope into going with me #so i can have a friend bc ill be honest im not super close with my family !! #but i also don't have any friends im close enough with to ask them if they wanna like #spend sooooooo much money to accompany me on a cruise with MY family as essentially an emotional support animal

[konigsblog]

i feel so fucking sick omfg😔 guys don't eat oreos for dinner, that's not right 😨

#when am i going to eat properly and stop complaining 🤔 #im literally passing away slowly #ill post when i feel better

[thedeafprophet]

my want to give mask another shot at some point with the update vs knowing just how irritated ill be if i have to deal with the forced christanity stuff again ajdjfjgggkhkjj (was pacing in a circle and thinking about random stuff so dont mind me)

and i mean like if they really felt the only way for the plot to proceed was to have the player work with the church at least like.... put different dialogue options for the PC to have thoughts on it...

like in SH, you interact with a priest/religious characters and the simple thing of having a dialogue option just saying that it wasn't your background, no specifics needed, made a world of difference.

i really dont get why no thoughts were put in towards this, especially with a) the constant sharing during masks development on researching other backgrounds, and b) already being aware that non christian people play the games? and have voiced these issues already with FL? and CLEARLY with the npcs in the game the writing know there were people of different backgrounds in the city in the time?

idk, if you're gonna have a game with a set (white) british anglician character, just say that i guess. probably wouldve been better off comitting to set protagonist instead of the wishy washy stuff.

#okay ill stop complaining about this now i swear #it just makes me sad #its the one thing that makes me completely turned off the game #its like no thought was even considered about the PC #like everything else i guess it feels hamfisted. just pushed to the side for focus on mechanics #ah well the people who put more money into it have expressed more apt disapointment then me XD #fl crit #motr crit #kvetching #im allowed 10% of being a hater and this is it tonight

[lorillee]

noooo dont ask me to calculate the line integral of F = (-9y+x)i + 2xj along a quarter of a circle centered at the origin starting at (3,0) and ending at (0,-3) your so sexy ahaha

#sorry ill stop complaining about my math homework #its not even bad im just really lazy

[kingcunny]

i dont go here but ONE DAY yall fuckers will learn ‘beautiful’ people are not “good” and ‘ugly’ people are not “bad” ☺️

#complaining an actor is too pretty to play a villain? do you hear urself right noe #hate hate hateeee the word facecard <3 #at least the way stan culture uses it since they got their hands on it #im sure it has origins in aave just like every other popular ‘internet’ phrase that gets misused and ran into the ground #its like once u start noticing this stuff u cant stop. its maddening. #every day people doing desirability politics #ill felete this later #my posts

[cleromancy]

any time i see you morons talking about "let cassie have long hair 😤" im just gonna start misunderstanding you on purpose like oh youre RIGJT, butches can have long hair too, bring back her softball dyke era

#anf also im gonna kill you with bricks #'let women be feminine' ok sure ill stop complaining about the male artists and writers who couldnt stand one (1) girl in comics being+ #slightly masc of center #get real. get real!!!!

[essential-randomness]

It's time to get up and go call on all of my contacts/favors/channels to try and start getting some traction on mission "yeet all you're doing in front of people who can help", and all it's taking me a lot to not continue just lying in bed looking like the "this kills the man" meme

#in a couple weeks ill have gotten used to this and stop complaining #hopefully #i just want to code man let me fucking code

[cliveguy]

censored tweets because it's too horrible for me to casually put here but it's so infuriating how people on twitter who build their entire brand on usamerican trans issues literally have 0 empathy for trans people in other countries. these two accounts have hundreds of thousands of followers and erin reed is major source on trans news in the us. so disrespectful and flippant to be using this case (and this thread. which contains graphic details of the murder of a trans teenager. the censored tweet contained slurs.) to make a stupid point about how you think another country's legal system is stupid and wrong because it's different to yours.

#erin reed has been very uscentric before so if this was anything other than this particular case itd just be an eyeroll moment #but seriously? you read the contents of that thread and still have it in you to complain about having to think before you tweet for #5 minutes? #makes me genuinely so mad. #'we had a revolution over this' literally shut UPPP stop doing stupid quips under a tweet about something this serious #not to mention erin reed should absolutely know better than to have originally quoted with her opinion because the original thread #(by a uk trans journalist) #said SO many times that doing that could potentially disrupt the case. #like i try not to get mad online. but come on. come the fuck onnnn. #transphobia / #brianna ghey #tagging because reading about the case made me feel so sick earlier ill understand if people have filtered her name