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moldwood · 2 months

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i have 15 minutes before my work day starts, so why not have some reflections on 2023 for the lunar new year since my zodiac the dragon returns to me ☀️

PASSION

at the very end of the year, i did something i had always wanted to do and stepped down from work into a substitute position so i could focus on my art. it has been... slow, but i think it was the right move. whenever im not making something, i really cannot stand life. of course, i wont be able to stand it if i cant eat either, so well see how things turn out by the end of this year. i do think i need to get some art priorities in order, because im jumping around between a lot of projects which means theyre all getting done very slowly. i need to start focusing on one thing at a time, i think, but i really am enjoying the new stronger presence art has in my life.

MOOD

i really feel better than ever in regards to myself! most likely due to the aforementioned outpouring of passion into things ive wanted to do for YEARS. for the past few years, ive been a bit more aware of everything going on in my head than when i was a teen since i was still processing a lot of trauma, so ive been letting myself have a bit more slack on the rope in terms of "acting out of character" if that makes any sense. having a solid personality isnt something i really worry about since i know your sense of self is always shifting in every circumstance, but there were just some ways i never acted before that i let myself try on, find out its not for me, and then i end up feeling even more solid in who i am since i know what im not. i always knew i wasnt a giggly, happy-go-lucky person, but now i know that i can feel that way when i really really like someone. laios im talking about laios i have to be honest.

FRIENDSHIP

i think its my own personal failing that i overlook red flags from friends and try to make excuses for their behavior up until its too late and i have trouble not realizing that giving them an open space to be themself away from the world and support isnt enough to change that some are the type of people who are just looking for an excuse to think poorly of you anyway. i dont think im an overly kind person who will coddle someone being bad to me or a friend, but i definitely dont put my foot down enough. it happens in minor ways, but it happened in a major way again recently. if i had a dime for every time it turned into something severe, i would have two dimes. eight years apart and i let someone do the same thing, just minus suicide baiting me this time

tldr a friend of a friend sent that friend some stuff and it turns out that a friend who is no longer a friend turned into an islamophobe or at least started following islamophobic accounts and is very... delusional about the whole friendship + the kind of people we are + how we thought of him + really just wanted to think the worst of us and felt now he had a reason. we didnt read much more and felt no need to. its for the best that it's over, though, i think. he really was like that the whole friendship and didnt put any value on the things i/we did for him because it was never enough, which i knew the whole time but ignored because i thought if i did enough it would be enough, which leads me to:

i have been focusing more on loving my friends lately in the wake of that. i always have, though im not very vocal/chatty, so ive always shown it in my own way through giving drawings and gifts whenever im able. im never worried that i dont have a place in their lives, and im trying to worry less about the disconnect between how im thought of vs how i am. i think more what i am focusing on now is that i was always a very busy person, so while my friends were always very important to me, i want to do even more to show that since i want them to be sure of it. i dont have much time for any more projects, but i want to make sure they know i would do all i can for them outside of just drawing. i think this will help a bit with feeling more comfortable saying when i think something theyre doing isnt chill to me since the feeling would Hopefully go from me being bossy to me being just looking out for them being their best selves/not letting myself be misunderstood which just happens bc i dont talk very clearly not out of any lack of caring (there is a jumbled mess between my head and my mouth)

i also want to try to make new friends, or at least new acquaintances. theres a few people (mutuals 🥴) ive really wanted to talk to more, but i never know what to say. which makes sense, since i dont even talk with my friends all that much, usually only just whatever comes up in the current conversation in vc. autism damned. that boy cannot hold a conversation for his life. but maybe drawings are the way to go. my hands are all ive got IN SUMMARY

there are more thoughts and i dont have time to reread + word everything all nice because i have to work now. it is all a rambling train of thought mess. BUT tldr: life is really good right now and i feel more solid in the friendships im keeping and i am excited for my future art endeavors now that the last thing i was waiting for (the mixing palette!!!) came in. of course friendship is the longest section its the most important thing to me. anyway dreams for the year quickly ummmmm

✦ i want to learn how to use gouache. i have it! but i have to wait till i get a few projects out to get started. i think this will be very fun and very good for me because its been so long since ive played with a new medium ✦ i want to get better at small talk. how is the weather? do you like this type of weather? what type of weather do you like? what do you like to do when it is that type of weather? ✦ i want to visit prague to see if moving there would be good + feasible. my mom and half sister want to take a trip there, so i really hope that pans out and we can all go! ✦i want to work through my moral ocd about opening up a patreon/kofi and selling merch. people wouldnt subscribe if they didnt already have the money to. it doesnt matter if i make and sell 40 acrylic charms that are plastic and bad for the environment, taylor swift takes a private jet for a 20 minute car ride. ✦ i want to reach a higher fluency with arabic. its hard to find time to practice with my huge workload, so i think once i get better at time management with the projects, i can devote my mornings to a lesson a day and make better progress. ✦ lastly ig i want to try more new foods. i have been for the past several years, but i still am not the best at having good food consistently. im too busy right now to cook every day, so again i guess when i get better at time management between projects and life, i can devote some time in the week to meal prep + cooking good food. thank you laios dungeon meshi for reinforcing this. i already knew it but now theres a hot boy telling me it

2024 the year of more wahoooooo more taking more giving more drawing more cooking more dreaming more sun in the summer

#dear diary #☺ i cant say im necessarily looking forward to the future because i know it will be hard especially in the coming years #but i think i can still look forward to the good times and that i can firmly say ill weather the bad times no problem

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d0d0-b0i · 1 year

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i have GOT to get a job and get out of here asap lmao🤣🤣

#hopefully soon considering ill be able to look for jobs starting next week! dont think im gonna get one though considering i have 0% exp #in anything but bookkeeping at a library #but im choosing to look at the positives here instead of the rage i feel in my bones 😁😘😜☺

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hanjisunglover · 3 months

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heya! may i be ⭐🍰 anon if its not taken? (ik my user is exposed bc im gonna show a photo but ill still be an anon) thanks☺. but i have a thought to bring to the table anddd its abt jisung so you may love it or like it! but enough rabbling, let me tell you the thought.

imagine if jisung looked like this everytime you give him head. like it'll be a calm Saturday afternoon and jisung just came from being at the dorms for the week. you were in the room with Bbama laying on your chest while you play your animal chef game on your phone. jisung comes in says hi and gives hugs and kisses then gets in the shower. after his shower he puts on a sweater like black shirt on and basketball shorts. then you asked him how was practice and his day went. he told you about it and talked about him being stressed a bit and how he needed some type of relief (*wink wink*). so you put Bbame down in his bed in the living room then come back to the room and started putting up your hair. jisung is a bit confused then he realizes,your about to give him head.he watches you sink to your knees on his side of the bed then look at him "ji,if you dont mind taking your shorts off for me?" you said in your always soft voice and he immediately started taking off his shorts. you see hes left in his black briefs,then you started softly kissing the bulge in them. jisung let out a sigh as he watches you with his plump bottom lip his in mouth. after your teasing, you pull down his briefs and his 7 inches springed out and softly slapped his belly button, it was a bit girthy but the stretch felt so good when he'll enter you. his pink red-ish tips' precum oozing out, it looked delicious and your mouth started to water. the shaft slightly curving up a bit. jisung looks at you waiting eagerly for you to take him in his mouth...

(im gonna leave this here and let you do your amazing magic and make this piece of trash wayyy better. and sorry if theres mistakes and sorry again for the basically huge paragraph or more. and btw, DO NOT feel pressure to write this! totally fine with me if you just react to it and not write ;) buttt ill see if you write it or not~ bye bye! 😘)

hello ⭐🍰 anon, sooo nice to have you here! AND OMG YOU DON'T GET IT HOW MUCH I THINK ABOUT THAT VLOG. your writing skills >>>, also it's pretty short but yeah

warnings: switch reader, switch hanji, oral receiving (m), praise kink, cum eating.

Your eyes are locked in his, he's looking at you so impatiently that it's driving you crazy and still need even to taste his pre-cum. "Angel please, do- do something."

Your hands travel on his thighs, as your breath hits the sensitive head of his cock, Jisung grab lightly your hair driving your mouth to him, "show some respect baby," you make fun of him — just to see his expression getting darker, his grip gets stronger.

"Give me that mouth y/n," he hisses lightly, your tongue take the way from the base of his cock towards the tip, sucking as soft as you can, his head move back as his other hand grab the sheets under him. Your lips open enough to take half of his shaft in your mouth, the moans that he's letting out are the best sound that you could ever ask. His grab on your hair get tighter when you start to move your head up and down.

"God, do not stop.." His voice gets high pitch with a whimper, you're sucking his dick so well that his toes curls for the pleasure, he feels that he's gonna explode in your throat. Your eyes start to tear up for the deep throating that your beautiful boyfriend is receiving, the saliva run down to your chin making his view blurry for pleasure. He cum in your mouth, making you moan around his shaft cause the taste it's amazing and you just can't contain yourself from swallowing every drop of it.

Jisung moan even louder as his muscles tense up for the pleasure, your eyes are closing letting the tears for the intense moment that he just felt, his hands stroke your cheeks softly as your head move slightly up from his cock. "you're.. perfect."

#han jisung #han jisung x reader #han jisung x you #han jisung skz #han jisung headcanons #han jisung x y/n #han jisung imagines #han jisung stray kids #stray kids #han jisung smut #auro answer anons #jixauro #drabble #han jisung drabbles

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yoayoaa · 1 month

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Hello! I was wondering if it would be at all possible for you to write a human reader working themself into the ground and getting sick from it with tfp Megatron? Work and school have taken so much out of me and now I'm dealing with pain and aches all over. I would really appreciate it, but I understand if you don't want to. Have a great rest of you day! :)

Hello anon! Of course you could! Hopefully you get well soon and sorry for the late reply! Please rest up!! Hope you enjoy this ☺☺

Prompt: Tfp!Megatron with human!reader who overworked themselves

Warnings: mentions of reader being sick

Notes: once again please take care of yourself! Current weather aren't supporting either but don't tire yourself out! 😔😔

It is oddly quiet in the Nemesis. The only thing Megatron could hear was the silent typing of your keyboard from a distance. You had your whole attention onto the laptop, eye bags proudly presenting themselves from under your eyes and form visibly hunched over said laptop in a sickly manner. He knew you had been working yourself to the bone these pass weeks. He had been reminding you to take breaks and eat something. But it looks like the pile of work from both your work place and school assignments had you draining yourself.

"What do you think you're doing?" Megatron asked, looking at you with a questioning yet authorizing look. "Finishing some work and assignments, I just need a few more minutes." You replied. He would've believed you if it wasn't the exact same thing you said a few hours ago since you came back from work. His fingers gently (he's trying-) shut your laptop before curling his digits around you, bringing you to your little bed that was set up in the Nemesis. "You have done enough work for today, your results won't be pleasing if you do it in a half-aware mind. Now rest, you have a scorching temperature." He scolded.

Before you could say anything, he already tucked you in your bed. You didn't realize it, but your body feels oddly warmer than how it used to, and your eyes felt flamming hot. Your eyes slowly close as you drift off into the sleep you had been needing. Megatron could only question the amount of workload each humans have after seeing your own, he will make sure Soundwave could assist you in anyway he can so you won't end up getting ill again.

#transformers #tfp #transformers prime #transformers x reader #tfp x reader #tfp megatron #megatron x reader

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kisses4kaia · 1 year

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could you do a charlie one where reader is crying over how they look in a cheer uniform and he tries comforting them? also is it okay if i could be 🧸 anon?

omg this is too cute and of course !! ily and ill look out for your reqs, love🧸⭐☺ also i'm gonna start posting shorter blurbs so i can get more requests out quicker !

perfection🎡- c, walker ,,

"oh my god! thank you so much!" you exclaimed as the captain of the cheerleading team, stacy, handed you a cheer uniform, informing you that you'd made it onto the team.

it'd been your passion for years. you weren't sure you'd be good enough for the team, but every feeling of insecurity was squashed in that moment...

...until you got home.

your body image had been something you'd struggled with forever, but things like this brought them all to the surface.

you stood in front of your full-length mirror with a frown on your face as you stared into your reflection.

the uniform was gorgeous, but you didn't think you were.

you turned to the side, hating how your body fitted into the little red outfit.

as hard as you tried to hold them in, you couldn't help but begin to cry. it was so hard to not hate everything about you. it's the worst feeling, self-hatred.

as salty tears streamed down your cheeks, your boyfriend entered the room with a stack of dvd's in his arms.

shit, you forgot it was movie night.

"hey, pretty girl. you made it onto the team? that's amazing, i'm so proud of you!" charlie exclaimed, still not having seen your face.

"thank you," you tried desperately to not sound as though you were crying, but the crack your voice provided was inevitable.

"baby? what's wrong?" he came up from behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist.

"i hate the way i look in this, it doesn't fit right anywhere. my waist isn't small enough, my ass-" you rambled until he cut you off by turning you around and landing a soft kiss onto your lips.

"you are perfection." he stated.

this made you giggled through your tears. "i thought you didn't believe in 'perfection'?"

"that was until i met you. you're the only thing on this world that could get a 10/10 rating from me,"

you smiled, but he wasn't done. "i love you, y/n. you look amazing in everything, especially this uniform. i might actually go to the school games if it means i can see you in that," he joked.

"no, you wouldn't," you scoffed, the smile on your lips not able to escape.

"no, i wouldn't. but you get what i mean, right?"

"yeah,"

he kissed you once more.

"now, let's go celebrate this accomplishment of yours, perfection."

tags; @wannabe-indie-sleaze

#🧸 anon #nonnieees💗#kai's got mail <3📑#charlie walker #charlie walker fluff #rory culkin #love this #me when my ex was like this whenever i was insecure😿#fluff #kaia writes charlie

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killemwithkawaii · 1 year

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Love sick Sal with a nurse darling headcanons ?

I honestly kind of think he would hurt himself on purpose to get touch by them <3

Love Sick Sally with a Nurse Darling-

[CW: Yandere, delusion, metal illness, self-harm, manipulation, unsanitary. People in the medical field, feel free to correct me if any of this is super inaccurate!]

>Sal fell in love about two minutes into his physical. It took that long for him to confirm that the nurse that had been assigned to examine him, nurse [darling], was exactly his type: They were polite, but not too serious. Strong, but gentle.... Passionate, knowledgeable, dedicated, empathetic, caring, understanding, and level-headed with a stomach of steel... Not to mention the ability to make scrubs look good. 👀💓

>[Darling] didn’t skip a beat when they entered the room and saw Sally bare-faced, sitting on the examination table in nothing but the paper gown he’d been given to wear. They looked him in the eye and smiled warmly while asking him all the usual questions and taking his vitals (though they were a little concerned about his blood pressure being high, and joked about him having a ‘shy bladder’ when it took longer than expected to get his urine sample...). Despite the butterflies in his stomach and the smell of their shampoo distracting him, he managed to make small talk while [darling] gingerly (and thoroughly) poked and prodded him head to toe. They seemed interested in his ‘unique’ hobbies, chuckled at his bone-dry jokes, listened intently to his concerns, and they didn’t judge him at all for taking medications and going to therapy for his mental health issues. When he mentioned those things to them with a hint of shame in his voice, they said that there was nothing to be embarrassed about, “Your mental health is just as important as your physical health! It’s great that you’re taking care of yourself on both levels now. Keep up the good work, Sally.” ☺📝

>That verbal pat on the back was the last nail in his coffin. Sals head was so high in the clouds when [darling] finally gathered their things and left the examination room, he almost wandered out into the hall without dressing. After getting home, He couldn’t stop thinking about his appointment- about how kind [darling] was, how good it felt for them to praise him, the tension and intimacy he’d felt while they were looking him over, how warm and gentle their touch was (and how he wished it would have lingered and not been obstructed by the glove)… he found himself daydreaming about them, wondering if they'd thought of him since they'd shut the door behind them that day, if they'd felt their connection, too, but knew it would be inappropriate to acknowledge it, given the constraints of a nurse/patient relationship... Considering this, he felt the need to start coming up with appropriate reasons to see them again, as soon and as frequently as their schedule and his insurance would allow him to. 🤔💭

>Luckily, with his range of medical needs, Sal needed more checkups and minor treatments than the average person. So, if he plays his cards right, he gets to see a lot of [darling]. On those highly anticipated days when he has a visit, he makes it his mission to be the BEST. PATIENT. EVER: He’s freshly showered, arrives 15 minutes early, never complains about long wait times, has a few interesting anecdotes at-the-ready, tries to impress nurse [darling] with his tolerance for discomfort and knowledge of his own conditions, and always has plenty of thoughtful clarifying questions about his treatments and medications. [Darling] thinks that Sal is a very responsible person who puts a high priority on his health, but in reality, it’s all just an excuse to extend their time together and hopefully get off-track with small talk that will allow him to get to know [darling] better, or will lead to more examinations and treatments that will get [darling] to touch him. Either way, it’s a win. ✅

>Sal probably wouldn't self-harm as an excuse to see [darling], or at least, if he did, he would have to do it VERY sparingly and be VERY strategic about how and what he does. Since [Darling] is a medical professional, chances are that they could easily spot the difference between purposeful and accidental injuries, even if he continuously switched up his methods. He could probably get away with an occasional self-inflicted burn from the oven, cut from shaving, irritation from using household cleaners without gloves, maybe some mild food poisoning if he has a few days to kill… but eventually, [darling] would start to notice a pattern. If he keeps coming to [darling] with injuries they suspect are from self-harm, they might refer him to a different nurse with more psychiatric experience than they have, or, if it seems serious enough, insist that he be hospitalized because he's a danger to himself. No, if he wants [darling], specifically, to dote on him without raising suspicion, he has to convince them that he’s just clumsy- any injuries or ailments he comes to them with have to be (or at least look like) an accident. 🤫⚖

-Thankfully, Sal does a lot of adventuring in run-down buildings, forests, and in other places where it’s easy to trip or become injured if you’re not extra careful. Knowing that he can use those injuries as an excuse to get [darling]s attention (with both medical treatment and the story of how he got his injury), he attempts more risky climbs, braves thickets of thorny overgrowth, is less careful when he runs along uneven terrain than he would be otherwise, etc. On top of the treachery, all those places are pretty unsanitary, so he makes sure to get all those cuts and scratches checked out, ‘just to be on the safe side’. If he's particularly lucky, he gets to limp into [darling]s office with a sprain or dislocation, and the jackpot would be needing stitches, since he gets to come in to get them, AND he’ll have to come back to get them removed! (Bonus points if said injury leaves a scar. He has plenty, so he doesn’t mind having another, and having something as a permanent reminder of [darling]s skilled and gentle touch on his skin makes him feel all mushy~) 🩹💖

Bonus: If [darling] is a friend who is still studying to be a nurse…

>Sal is happy to volunteer as their pin cushion/ practice dummy. He’s got a high pain threshold, so he’s able to sit still while [darling] tries to find a vein to practice inserting an IV or drawing blood, and he has the patience of a saint while they meticulously go through the protocol they’ve studied for dressing different wounds and doing various examinations. 💉🩺

>Since he’s had to go through so many medical procedures with so many different physicians, Sal can give [darling] honest and constructive feedback about their technique and bedside manner. They don’t have a ton to improve on, since [darling] is a natural-born healer, but it’s always good to get a current patient's perspective so you can do even better with the ones you treat in the future. By the time [darling] has their degree, they practically know Sally inside and out, and are very grateful to him for all his help on their journey to becoming a REAL nurse! 🎓

-He worries about [darling] a lot, especially when they’re preparing for exams or have gone through a streak of difficult days on the job. They put their all into their studies/work and often end up putting more pressure on themselves than they should, so Sal is always happy to help them go over their notes, offer to hang out and do something fun to relax, or lend an ear when they need to vent. 👂

>Once they’re confident in their skills, Sal can probably convince [darling] to do a good deal of ‘pro bono treatment’ for the minor stuff he’d otherwise try to deal with himself. He (says he) doesn't have the money to keep going to urgent care every time he needs something looked at, and [darling] wouldn’t let him go untreated, right? Of course not! It’s their duty as a health care professional to help people (and friends) in need, and it’s always good to see someone who knows your medical history (and you) well and makes you feel comfortable. And, since they're friends first and nurse/patient second, it wouldn't be totally inappropriate if their relationship evolved into something more intimate... (a little taboo, but that just makes it interesting 😉)

Additions by our resident nurse, @thegracelessfaceless:

>What Sally doesn't know, is that Nurse Darling risks their job quite a bit in order to care for and spend time with him.

>They reliably spend too much time triaging Sally, resulting in multiple events in which the Doctor and Nurse Practitioner are waiting outside just staring at the door impatiently when Darling comes out. They've had to have a few meetings about their speed when triaging Sal.

>On a few occasions, Darling has stolen samples of Sal's migraine meds or antibiotics because Sal couldn't afford that months supply. She doesn't feel bad about it, what is Sal gonna do, snort up a big line of penicillin or Imitrex? Nurse Darling thinks not

#k.e.w.k. answers #k.e.w.k. writes #sally face imagine #sal fisher #yandere sal fisher #love sick sally #sal fisher x y/n #sal fisher x reader #tw yandere #tw mental illness #tw delusion #tw self harm #tw manipulation #i finally went in for a physical after 5ever so i actually know what all happens during them now lol #tw unsanitary #Edit: added gracies additions bc they could not be kept hidden in the replies ✅

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sharkface-daydreams · 7 days

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No, but, OK- Chilchuck and Church would literally be that joke of not liking each other until the moment they both tell everybody else to shut up at the same time and they share a moment- "We are the same... finally, somebody who GETS me". Tex is legit impressed with the union work Chilchuck has set up, she wants to get in on this, does he need a bodyguard?

Laios and Caboose are vibing. Laios also thinks Locus is So Cool, and they're both socially inept in opposite ways, but in the sense that it kinda fits together.

Tucker is over there trying to hit on Marcille and Falin, no need to be jealous ladies, plenty of him to go around, and he'd never want to ruin such a great friendship, just gals being pals. Kai is also flirting by she Knows.

Grif wants Senshi to adopt him (and Senshi is 100% cool with that, this poor boy is so hungry), and he has to ask Simmons- "Dude, is this how you feel about Sarge? Like, all the time?". Simmons is trying to math-hack all the fantasy rules.

Carolina just killed a dragon (what, like it's hard?). Wash is like- "Well, at least nothing is gonna run over me here in wacky magic land", and then the first car in this world ever hits him. Doc is having a FUN time learning about all the weird flora and fauna here, O'Malley is already trying to become some combination of dark wizard/necromancer (but he's not good at it).

Donut meets Evil Aslan, and is just- "OK, I'm just gonna skip ahead and kill you right now. I've been through this song and dance with demon-gods, I know how it goes".

Lopez can eat living armor. like, just "raw" or whatever.

There. RVB-Dungeon Meshi crossover. I got that out of my system

ok it's still airing so my watch buddy won't watch with me yet and i have yet to sit and read the manga so im taking notes

chilchuck is a chad, got it.

caboose immediately gets a new friend, that tracks XD <3 love that for him

simmons is me in an isekai, i hate this, thank you <3

of COURSE carolina kills a dragon. of course <3 i love that for her ('what like it's hard?' elle woods has done so much for this world thank u goddess 🙏) but wash omg 😭⚰ it would happen to him. someone invents THEE first like motorized soap box derby car and itjust fuckin. smashes his kneecaps and keeps going RIP king 🙏

i love. i love all of this. question for you though. i love the implications of Lopez eating living armor raw which i know nothing about. does this count as cannibalism do you think? or do you think lopez sees himself as the ghost within the shell, separate from his armor? (or do you hc there's an android in the armor? :o i do when it's convenient for fic alsdkjflkfd)

also. this makes me think of something i want to share finally. (ill put under a cut bc adding 13 pics is a lot)

a long time ago when this picrew was first available (it's only patreon now i think? ppl kept stealing the assets💢 and such so the artist got understandably mad and took it off picrew site :( i made... RVB RPG PORTRAITS!!!! (they still have an rpg maker one but its very different)

also dont kill me but its taken me 3 years to realise i didn't make tex 😭

Red Team:

Blue Team: (had to put Church between them or they'd fight ☺)

And the mercs <3

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rakimaiirisa · 6 months

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10 Fandoms/10 Characters/10 Tags

Tagged by @malwa1216 Thank you friend!! ❤❤❤

probaby wont do ten but Ill see :)

Paladin Danse (Fallout 4)

Vilkas (Skyrim)

Farkas ( Skyrim)

Jon Snow ( Game of Thrones

Arcade Gannon (Fallout New Vegas)

Kaidan (Skyrim(

Dogmeat (fallout 3 + 4 )

Thats all I could think of 😅☺

Tagging @thegreatdivide @danse-or-farkas @opal-bee @nautseverywhere @madman-of-amargosa @dieselfusion @simping-for-paladin-danse @prettytamagnii and anyone else who wants to do this :)

#tag games #fallout 4 #fallout 3 #falloout new vegas #skyrim #paladin danse #kaidan skyrim #dogmeat #arcade gannon #farkas #vilkas #jon snow

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soraviie · 1 year

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mtl wait the longest to introduce you to the members/close family

TAEHYUNG/YOONGI — I think Taehyung would have a festering fear of something going wrong. Either them not liking you, you not liking them or even both. So as to not lose anyone, he'd perhaps end up gatekeeping you in a way lmao. He'd give excuses and empty promises about someday arranging a meetup but once the date draws nearer, the details remain just as foggy. As for Yoongi even though the members are family, he'd want to keep this part of himself, one that he is with you and by extension the life that you both share, his own. His own private island. He'd show them a picture of you (or someone *cough* Jimin *cough* would just happen to be be peeking over Yoongi's shoulder as he received your selfie), talk about you a bit but wouldn't necessarily be all that keen on making acquaintances you feel

NAMJOON — he wouldn't exactly hide you but he'd want to have this...I don't know a moment of still point. Want to or not, introducing you to members or family is taking the next step, especially family, so for some time he'd just want there to be you and him, no questions, no side stares, no possible conflicts. For some time he'd just want there to be a peace

HOSEOK — similar to Joon but just does not try too hard in either direction. He's not actively trying to either hide you or introduce you to everyone. They know he's seeing you, he's definitely gushed at one point and at another has bought a shit ton of presents for you but his thinkig is sort of to let it unfold naturally. If someone hops by his home and you're there he's game but he won't like orchastrate a big ass date and event, at least not with the members. Maybe. Hoseok is hard to read (T_T)

JUNGKOOK — I feel like he'd be kind of easy-going about the introduction part, given how much everyone adores him (lmao yeah, he might be banking on his own charms rather than yours) and how much he'd actually start scrapping if anyone said anything ill-meaning towards you. Legit would go:

"☺ this is ________________ ☺ and look how well we're all getting along 😃🔪"

JIMIN — he wouldn't force it but the meetings would occur fairly quickly, especially with the members 'cause 1. they're actually glued to each other 2. he'd lug you around probably. There's no way Jimin wouldn't ask you to hear a demo or watch a dance practice or be there at a concert so the introductions would happen almost by proxy. As for family, it'd also be relatively soon but for some reason I imagine him calling ahead and already telling them all about you before hand so the reactions in person are a bit rehearsed hehe

JIN — The fastest. I don't know but I think he's partially traditional like that and partially he wants to just get it over with (T-T) I've said it before and I'll say it again — he would deadass quiz you on what to reply for which question, what to ask and how to act, especially if it's his parents and it's not because he's ashamed of you or wants to change your personality. It is simply to ensure smooth sailing and that no one ends up with sour feelings. You and his family or members being on the opposing sides of the conflict would literally be the worst for him.

#bts x y/n #bts x you #bts x reader #bts mtl #bts reactions #file.mtl

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hotcat37 · 23 days

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when I downloaded tumblr for more Käärijä lore I remember one post so well but can't remember who wrote it, maybe it was in the tags, but it was a friendly rant about how Jere and Bojan are the cutest but also the most annoying couple to watch or something. And one line was

"And really if this was that deaf!Jere AU you could think Bojan is the deaf one from the amount of times he keeps looking at Jere's mouth!"

at the time I was very confused what's that about and when I finally figured out and read the fic I was obsessed! It was sooo good! 😭 But anyway why I mentioned this is that sometimes I remember it and think how your writing just became an integral part of this community and I think that's so amazing 🫶

ANON THIS IS GENUINELY SO SWEET 😭💕💞

It was this post https://www.tumblr.com/lila-ramonda/729152117929099264/you-want-a-brave-confession-ill-give-you-a-brave?source=share right lmao?? I'm so glad you read and liked my fic :"3 The deaf! Jere AU especially is so important to me cuz it was the first long fic I posted to AO3 and I updated it almost every day because it just made me so happy to work on it <33

it also made me a bit addicted to comments lmao cuz I'd get like 12+ messages in my inbox after every update and since then I've been a little reliant on lots of comments for validation (but nothing too serious tho)

I need to update it soon gah!! I miss working on it :") But if it means anything, after I finish Dreams taste like you, morning smells like you there will be a prequel to the original fic 👀 Anyways thank u sm for the kind message anon!! I get extremely happy when I hear that other people enjoy my content ☺💕💞

#käärijä #Deaf! Jere #anon ask #this made my day anon <3 #Hotcat ask

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lunargrapejuice · 2 years

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hi luna, hope you're well :)❤

i went with Moss Ring (PPG1130-6) aaaand i think ill choose xiao for this, cant wait to see what you make!! ☺

hi baby! heh i've been having so much fun doing these and this one made me SO SOFT OMG i really hope you like it and i hope you're having the most amazing day!🥰💖💕

xiao x reader with no pronouns used

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soft moonlight spills through the open window, a warm breeze wafting the sweet scent of the qingxin flowers in a vase beside the window through the room. your peaceful sleeping breaths slow xiao's heart, untenses his shoulders, eases the burden of his karmic debt. he’s hardly one for sleep but the calm he finds in the late night with your head resting in his lap as you sleep soundly is all the rest he needs.

at times, as it does now, xiao feels a shift in the air, a darkness that threatens to corrupt the very place he has protected for so long and it forces his eyes open. gently, as if he touched you with any more pressure you’d break in his palms, he lifts your head off of his lap and places you comfortably on the pillow. his eyes linger on your figure for longer than he’d like to admit but the unsteadiness in the air grows heavier and he’s forced to look away.

with quiet steps he walks to the window, plucking two petals of the qingxin you had picked earlier when he brought you to the mountains of jueyun karst and watched over you as you explored and completed commissions. with ease he manipulates the petals into the shape of a crystal fly, the once silky white petals turning a muted moss color as it imbues with his powers to keep the evil as far away from you as possible.

“i’ll return soon,” he whispers against your temple before placing his lips there, his touch as light as a feather.

when he pulls away he disappears into the land of contracts without a making a sound, leaving the crystalfly amulet fluttering on your pillow, warding off the evil, keeping you safe until he can return. while protecting liyue was his most important task, a job left to him by morax himself that he sees through each day, he has found something he’d like to protect for himself.

#xiao #xiao x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshim impact #xiao fluff #genshin impact fluff #genshin x reader #color drabbles

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waiting-makes-me-antsy · 15 days

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sometimes ill just be sitting and then i think: if i was a background character in a show and there were fans like the fansies who were analyzing my every move i dont wanna be boring

so then i usually do something. (aka if we're listening to a teacher talk i might start making faces like ':o i didn't know thattttttt/sarcastic'

keeps me distracted ☺

(can you tell im training to be a background newsie)

#newsies

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shelbydelrey · 11 months

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Almost midnight peaky thoughts (?). I'm sending this to you because I love your opinions.

Do you think SK would have been capable of killing Polly if Helen was still alive during season 6? I thought about this this morning when I was searching images for the moodboard and my honest answer is yes. Sadly. They needed to break Tommy (even more), killing Ruby wasn't enough, so maybe? Or maybe SK would have killed Arthur, I don't know.

Oh Flor 🤗 Thank you for sending me your peaky musings and for appreciating my opinions ☺ As much as i love to hate this show, i love talking about it more 🤭

There's this theme throughout the show about Tommy and Polly being equals and being able to read each other better than anyone else (here's a gifset that shows a few of this instaces even though i'm sure you've seen it already 😂) and taking her from the equasion serves the purpose of breaking him further as you pointed out.

But while i do think that your considerstions have merit, i don't think that this what was planned for her character.

Based on a Cillian interview, right before S6 aired, Polly's death seems to be more a consequence of Helen being ill than anything else. He mentioned how was weird to work on the show without her and how he compared the version that was planned with her in it and what it ended up becoming.

Perhaps if covid hadn't happened and Helen had been healthy, they would've had two seasons to develop a proper feud between Michael and Tommy and that would've drawn Polly and Tommy apart (imo), without the necesssity of her death. The detachment between the two would've acted as the breaking point for Tommy.

I could be totally wrong though and SK is more of a cunt that i give him credit for (which seems to be the case since i'm 100% sure that Ruby dying was the endgame from the start).

#oof i ranted didn't it?#peaky thoughts #peaky blinders #tommy shelby #polly gray #steven knight

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