#im actually exercising too

[localapparently]

/ orv epilogue spoilers

just mindless scribbles while i regenerate

what ive been doing these past few days ^

#i read epilogue while queueing up to get into a convention for like 2-3 hours so after i got in i was in a daze #like things felt unreal and im pretty sure i ran into my friends too and so i had to like juggle the act of socialising and crying inside #fervently searched for hsy merch #reading epilogue is actually like an exercise cuz i felt so emotionally tired (i still feel so tired help) #ive also just realised i shouldnt be drawing so much hsy art because im supposed to be working on my animatic #i should. do that. #orv spoilers #crit's art: orv

[columboscreens]

#columbo #season 4 #exercise in fatality #destroyed. no recovery from this #i love this lil fumble bc there's something quaint about the interpersonal voicemail in 2022 #if you have a message for someone now you just wire it to them via text. SMS or IM. you send them a very fast telegram #in 2022 the only voicemails i got from actual People are from those above age 70 #people should start talking too early into a recorded message again

[natsmagi]

tsumugi and sora checking in to make sure im staying hydrated as we exercise while natsumes just like Not gonna lie i was kinda sweating bullets out there. do u think natsume is very visibly exhausted whenever they train so theyve developed a habit of constantly making sure hes staying hydrated and by proxy have started making double sure that everyones taking care of themselves while working out

#im gonna act like my drawing is canon #im so obsessed w this actually #nat rambles #the funniest part abt this too is i had sora and mugi do like the actual exercising stuff #all natsume did was the warm-up #HAKSJDHJKASDH #“its not that deep its randomized dialogue” shut the fuck up im cooking #natsumes “i was sweating alot” and tsumugis “hey did you sweat alot?” Okaaayyyyy.......... #🏳️‍🌈

[084392]

felt like drawing some characters from @findingyourrootscomic 👍

#finding you roots #pmd #pokemon mystery dungeon #i drew these from memory so sorry if i got any details wrong btw... #briar was an exercise bc i wanted to try drawign a different grovyle than normal... #that being said im really happy with how she came out here actually. #and cedar was kind of a posing exercise...which actually ig briar was too.... #anyways these were fun since ive just kind of been drawing a lot of standing around lately :|

[gayspock]

i havent been to the gym since i moved out & i wanna get active again but fr -_- i feel like everything is too much faff, too expensive or something that will bore me to tearssssss

#egg.txt #i was like ok before i go sign up to a new place i'll do the chloe ting workouts just to get a routine back in #my god . i have never wanted to sob more from just being so understimulated in my life #but theyre all the SAAAAAME. IM GOING TOKILLMYSELFFFFF. #and the stupid music makes me want to put knives in my fucking ears #i'd gym again but i just couldnt keep waking up at 5am i wasnt getting sleep & half the time i wasnt even able to get a good work out in #like it would be 30mins max of actual exercise and then like #+ so much more time just getting there and it was wrecking everything else in my schedule #it sounds so dumb but even shit like having to drop my bagg off & pick it up every day meant i had to get later buses (& more) #and it would mean just losing hours in total at that point. for what. for a 30 min workout. when i wasnt making any progress with anyway bc #i was getting no sleep? 😭 #i wanted ot try running outside again but ugh not to be a baby but people have been harassing me in the street so much more again and i jus #cant fucking do it broooo #and im too shy for most classes . the other stuff is crazy expensive . im going to start gnawing on something for real #i was thinking abt bouldering but it looks so crazy fucking expensive #its rlly a shame bc i did rlly start to get into running too. i could get a treadmill but idek where to put it rn and it feels crazy #to get one when i dont even have a couch... ehrm

[raksh-writes]

Somehow, after months of not moving a muscle, I managed to get off my ass and do some light stretching + a whole damn abs routine too, that I still have no idea how I got through it, I remember it being hard on Normal day, and now my whole body is feeling this little workout and I'm like?? WHo are you?

Now to keep it going, tho...

#personal #Raksh posts #the anxiety and stress started creeping in #tho I have A FULL WEEK OFF with no classes nothing #so I was like - I might as well Try to get rid of that nibbling stress #and like damn this feels nice #also made me realize how out of shape I am :''') not that it's a surprise but still #gonna try and keep it up with at least like One thing a day #a couple of stretches or an exercise here and there so it's not just a one time thing (I Am prone to doing that) #tomorrow I have some logistics to maneuver around since Im going to the theater with a couple friends in the evening #and we're meeting earlier in the day for some drinks too bcs my last train is not late enough to go After the spectacle #but anyway I guess I'll try to do some stretches before noon and then figure out food before I go to the train station #damn maybe I can start getting myself back together #like I even started rereading my Voiles stuff - esp the BatB AU #and if I go back to writing it? goodness help me #I Know there are still people reading the ship but oh my god really?? #anyway I had to throw this out of myself I guess xD #Im still debating on making some pizza dough today and maybe making one to eat later hmmm #it's like - me making homemade pizza seems to always be a sign of getting out from some kind of slump/depressive episode #because I never have the energy or motivation when it's Bad but I Love pizza and actually enjoy making it so #yeah we'll see I guess #still half a day ahead hah

[misty-missdee]

I think im going to start practicing qigong.

#to be honest most days after work im way too tired for yoga #and i could use a shake up #id also be lying if i said the thought of actual chi focus didnt entice me #bc it does #bc im a nerd #and qigong is good for getting into tai chi #and ive had a hankering to practice a martial art again #so here it all is in writing to hold myself accountable #plus i just did a very basic pressure point breathing exercise following along a vid #with qigong meditation #my new best friend brother insight #brought a huge smile to my face #good for me #aaaaanywhooo #:]

[todayisafridaynight]

there's normal thought exercise questions to be had about fave charas like 'what would your fave do in X situation' or 'does your fave like Y why or why not' but the most important question to me i could ever answer about my faves is 'do they like shadow the hedgehog and is it purely ironic or do they have all 326 route titles memorized'

#snap chats #'snap can you go three minutes without mentioning shadow' No its my brand at this point. hes in the pfp i gotta mention him once a week #anyway listen to me. its because its my favorite question and answering Who Likes Shadow is good for character analysis <- bullshitting #understanding shadow the hedgehog is something done by few as is so thats why its esp funny to think bout other charas's thoughts on him #i think its just funny to think about all these 40-70 y/o men getting In Too Deep about an anthropomorphic alien hedgehog #on the real tho i love Thought Exercise Questions when it comes to fave charas... #its a good way for me to stop and reflect on a chara and make sure i still have their character in mind whenever i go to portray them #i be asking these questions every day over the dumbest shit you can think of like 'who basically lives off an air fryer' #silly things like that..... plus then i make tier lists in my mind... fun organization games for the mentally unsound... #ok im drawing for myself now bye #i just needed to remind everyone im thinking of sonic. which i SHOULD make a blog for #but like i'll prob never make sonic fanart or talk about it that deeply- not consistently enough to make a blog for it #ok bye bye ill be back with actual rgg content and then you guys can remember why you followed me in the first place LMAO

[batcavescolony]

Jughead Jones would have beef with Michelle Obama over her 'The Healthy, Hunger-Free Kids' Act of 2010.

#reason i know this: im aroace and have beef with Michelle Obama over her healthy hunger free kids act of 2010. #like ok i get that kids should have healthy food but thats not what happened. they just made everything whole wheet and now we needed to #buy a fruit and veg that was either half rotten of from a can. if schools actually made heathy good food that would be one thing but #they didnt! we used to have these warhead ices and the food was good and we ate it all then 2010 hit and the food was suddenly shit #and with this came alot of food waste too no one wanted to eat the oranges that fell off the back of the truck and over cooked green beans! #jughead jones #jughead comics #archie comics #and i took culinary and putting kids in the room with other kids makes them tey new things. their's a way you can them to eat healthy food #its by having that food NOT TASTE LIKE ASS! and not LOOK LIOE ROAD KILL! and obviously im not actually hating at Michelle she had her heart #in the right place its just the road to hell is paved with good intentions. it didnt work. usa school lunch is a literal joke! #and also in part with this what getting kids to move more and that didn't happen either! you known what i would have done? #got rid of the physical fitness test and have kids play funs games. making kids compeat against each other is a shit way to get them to #enjoy exercise! let them play. dont make them compare themselves to their peers. dont stop fun play in elementary! #and maybe dont cut their portions at luch and have them movie more? if you want them to move they need fuel to move! #just i have thoughts about the health and hunger free kids act of 2010 and how it utterly failed. #michelle obama #the healthy hunger free kids act of 2010 #school lunch #american school system #american school lunch program #comics #forsythe pendleton jones III #riverdale #yall get tagged get over it

[desperatepleasures]

ha okay my legs/butt so sore from doing Actual Exercise at PT that they kept almost buckling when I was doing dishes LMAO. just gonna do some Seated Tasks for now until my ikea furniture arrives

#i thought my ankles would be hurting bc they were burning during the exercises #and they do feel tender but my glutes are like 'EXCUSE ME you have not used us in a long time and we are FUMING' #actually the exercise was similar to a yoga pose i used to do. just more reps and focusing on different areas #it's kinda funny how I've spent years going ohhh i should get back into yoga and now I'm being sorta slid back into it LOL #anyhow it's been nice doing child pose every day. i might try to add in cat/cow too bc we did that last week at my appt and it felt great #...and little by little my old yoga routine is being brought back lmao #with modifications tho #i think im gonna try and do more yin yoga soon too bc that was really helpful for cooldown stretching

[bluinary]

Whoa I'm really sad!!

#im really really sad :) help #my better coping mechanisms have been inaccessible (sex exercise and home cooked food) #im MEGA touch starved and my BPD is convincing me that my regular fwb is Done With Me #were more of a situationship that may be a dead end but we love each other type thing. idk #it was all peaches and cream until winter hit. it wad like this when we were dating too. he shut tf down. #he got super distant and i got super needy and we imploded. its happening again except we arent in an actual relationship #so im not saying anything and neither is he. and thats that. #im supposed to be moving out. lmfao. #the apartment complex is taking its sweet fucking time. #reviewing my application. I shouldve called them today im just sick of my calls going nowhere. #there is no serotonin in my brain. i feel like a loser and i dont like myself. #no one has checked in on me. i feel alone in the world. #i just hope i can go to sleep soon. buy some gifts. clean my room tomorrow.

[healingheartdogs]

It's so funny looking on my patient portal for my doctors and seeing "patient looks well nourished" on all my visit summaries when it is documented by my blood work that I am, in fact, very much NOT well nourished and have been prescribed multiple high dose supplements now to make up for how malnourished I actually am.

#its pretty clear that what they actually want to say is that they think i could lose some weight #but trying not to use ED triggering or fatphobic language lol #im within the healthy weight range for my height too im just on the higher end of it #my weight is actually not a problem (to me mentally or physical health-wise) #the bigger issue is being deconditioned as FUCK from basically a year of being partially bedbound #thanks to covid kicking my (suspected) POTS into high gear #actually seeing my cardiologist today for a follow up on my exercise stress test and cardio ultrasound and week long heart monitor results #my chart right now says 'unspecified heart condition' but she said if all those tests came back showing nothing then it's most likely POTS #also have a rheumatologist appt next month to attempt to start figuring out what autoimmune condition I have #cuz clearly going based off my chronic pain and positive antinuclear antibody test there's SOMETHING #but all the lupus tests came back negative #which apparently doesn't mean much because they're very unreliable #rambling in the tags again #basically a whole 'nother separate post down here #whoops #ndr #not dog related #health stuff

[timeisacephalopod]

Lol out of curiosity I looked up my old job on Indeed and yes they ARE urgently hiring for the position and if I didn't get treated like dog shit for expecting a stress free work environment with reasonable expectations and not wildly cunty management who seemed to be under the impression they were doing THE most important job at THE most important store ever maybe I wouldn't have just not shown up one day 🤷🏻‍♀️ asshole thing to do to my poor coworkers but I didn't even have the energy to quit right after spending a month and a half feeling deeply surveilled at every aspect of my job lest I get another frivolous writeup no one else got for doing their jobs worse than me so fine. You want me gone enough to threaten my livelihood and SHRUG when I point out I have rent to pay, fine, but I wouldn't put up with that behavior from anyone in my life generally and I LIKE those people so my JOB pulling bullshit? Oh hell no, if I wouldn't take it from people I CHOOSE to be around on purpose I ain't taking shit from a fucking JOB. I refuse to be in a work environment that's unaware it's a GROCERY STORE, not a 5 star establishment frequented exclusively by world leaders or some shit. Like Sam, my job is cooking food at a fucking sobeys and you're acting as if I'm disarming bombs it's so important get reasonable priorities and standards for employees and then apply them equally to managers and not EXCLUSIVELY minimum wage staff 🙄

Which is funny because my new job everyone seems surprised with how fast I've caught on to stuff down to a coworker yesterday telling me he thought I worked in a shoppers prior to the pharmacy I'm in because Im catching on so quick. This isn't unusual for me either, some time in the last five or so years I've found every workplace I'm at I end up being heavily relied on because I'm good at my job, so fucking sucks to suck for sobeys because it took me some week or so to be consistently praised for being better at the job than the guy I replaced only for them to throw that out because they think management should be able to do whatever the fuck they want while they shove minimum wage staff under a fucking microscope to ensure they're doing their shit right and even that isn't consistent. They punished me exclusively because I did not lay down to be treated as a door mat and dished the treatment I got handed. If you treat me like shit I WILL treat you the way you treat me, no worse, and sometimes a little better because I don't lose my moral standards in that treatment either. Just because I'm being an ass doesn't mean I'm willing to do whatever the fuck, just enough to ensure that the person who's decided I'm their new plaything knows that'll be going both ways so fuck off. I've never had a job so willing to keep on shit management they had at LEAST a dozen meetings with regarding performance and I was the one who got punished for being frustrated about that. But I will take a new significantly less stressful job 🙌🏻

#winters ramblings #anyway theyre “urgently hiring” and if they listened when the fuck i told them i was so stressed i was clenching my fists #so hard in my sleep my hands would be DEAD STIFF and locked in place in the morning and required me to carefully massage them #and exercise the muscles and even then my hands still hurt. i told them ive been throwing up from stress AND i told them i was job hunting #because this was all bullshit. they KNEW where i was at and they should have listened but they didnt so fine #fuck me around 17 ways to sunday teo can play at that game and i didnt come here to be involved in a game at all #but force me onto that fucking biard then dont get mad when i flip it and walk away #im a grown assed adult i have no patience for workplaces that don't understand youre not a fucking slave #and the workplace isnt something Extremely Important And Special its a cucking GROCERY STORE and i wasnt even workinh #one if the jobs that DOES absolutely make a grocery store necessary i made fucking hot food everyone treated as Top Notch Shit #when ut was frozen boxed chicken strips and ut us INSULTING to me to teach me HOW to cook fucking BOXED FOOD #and NO i did bot take that “”“too personally”“' while they were trying to ”improve“ store standards #its fucking BOXED CHICKEN STRIPS guys why the fuck are we treating it like ROCKET SCIENCE??!? #i dont actually think its unreasonable to be angry your manager cannot even trust you to make food from a fucking BOX #without a chef coming in and treating you like some kind of idiot whohas never made a food in my LIFE despite #me cooking a lot more complicated shit at home on a regular basis. give me a fucking BREAK acting as if #it was StOrE sTaNdArD changes or whatever do YOU nit understand boxed food isnt HARD to make or do you need that explained #to you?? like i take shit too personally no YOU have unreasonable standards for EXCLUSIVELY your lowest wage staff #and im NOT bring held to a higher working standard than MANAGEMENT

[spohkh]

and what if i got up the guts to sign up for a dance class

#ive been working on the guilty choreo as part of my daily exercise #and i have all the big key moves basically down i just need to work on the smaller transition moves #but im like damn... i love dancing... and itd be maybe kind of cool to do it in a more organized setting #with like an actual practice mirror to work from lmfao #ive just been always too spooked by the idea of exercising in group settings...but maybe..

[femslashspuffy]

I thought the worst part of making new friends would be just not clicking with people and having to deal with that awkwardness but instead it was finding one of those fucking whiny antisocial bitches who just always seem to cling to me again and they're trying to bring me down. I'm gonna go joker I'm gonna go joker I am so mad about this person literally leave me alone I hate you I hate you get the fuck out of my life already

#rehks rants #actual rant #college #hope they drop out honestly they literally live in the residence hall that shares the same lobby #everyone else around me has already properly shunned them but I'm nice to everyone so they think I like them #I'm so done last night I decided I didn't wanna see them again and guess what I saw them again #and if you're that person's friend who got my tumblr tonight but was too scared to follow me #go ahead and show them this if you dare but don't make it my fucking problem #I'm gonna kill you im gonna kill you killing and biting #this person is so much worse than my last annoying friend #this post feels really mean but this person started criticizing my diet and I'm actually gonna kill them #stop asking me to exercise with you I would rather kill you and then myself like nandor

[gwinverarrouz]

Part 3 of my “photo studies without picking colours” is portraits!! And phew that was challenging. I expected it because, y'know, faces are hard and it's much easier to notice when it's wrong, but man... At first I didn't like them that much but I think that's just me staring at the reference too hard. They're fine :D

Although I have decided that I would draw whatever the hell I want for the last part, I've earned it X)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 4

(references from pexels.com, putting some comparisons under the readmore if you want to see how well I did with the colour matching)

:>

#mydrawings #studies #August drawing challenge #what also didn't help is that it's really hot here. im melting. i just want to take a nap and sleep the afternoon away #no one @ me for the black and white one let's just say it was an exercise in picking values #yes it was much easier i think it's the only one that only took an hour actually #GAH i'm too perfectionist these are pretty cool XD