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pepperedkissesandchampagne · 21 hours ago
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yeah I’m alone, but I’m alone and free.
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revamp-reality · 22 hours ago
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This loneliness is debilitating.
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alexfrostyy · a day ago
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some real sad gay panic
hi! wanna hear something fucking awesome? i’m living in hell. the most basic, textbook hell: i’m gay, stuck in a homophobic, conservative town, and i’m a pastor’s kid in a homophobic, conservative church. i’m exhausted from giving my life’s energy to the service of this church, and devastated by the gradual realization that most of them don’t know me at all, and they would hate me if they did. i’m tired of hearing snide and hateful comments about me behind my back about the most trivial shit, and i’m tired of living a fake life where i’m held to ridiculous standards i don’t believe in. I’m tired of being told by some of the few authority figures who know of my sexuality that i need to “pray the gay away.” i’m tired of owing everything to a community that largely loves me on condition that they don’t find out the truth. who I am. that I’m gay. that “the world,” the term they use for people different from them and their cookie-cutter lifestyle, isn’t full of “rabid agenda” driven people, but rather lovely friends and neighbours and family we all as humans have the privilege to love and accept, just as they are. sure, i’ve got my tiny circle of accepting and loving and supportive friends, but they are the fringe. i feel so alone, and i’m just full of anger and fear. i know if i leave, there will be a degree of freedom. but there will also be excruciating pain, loss, confusion and guilt. 22 years of being utterly embedded in this system have worked their way into my bone marrow. leaving would gut me emotionally and psychologically. it would lose me my family. i’m so confused, conflicted, scared, and fucking angry. and, very nearly hopeless.
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unamentetrastornada · a day ago
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Junio, el mes donde historicamente me va mal en el amor.
- una mente transtornada -
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pretty-things-lol · a day ago
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im twenty one and i have never felt so alone
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the-spins · a day ago
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sometimes I miss being alone. I should be grateful for the people I have in my life right now, but I am just not. I sometimes feel like a burden and would rather be alone, and disappear from this world.
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lonelygaymer · 3 days ago
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I wish i was less alone
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awesomeakanksha · 8 days ago
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How to face it ,i don't know?do you have any idea .how to deal with it.
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chi0lea · 10 days ago
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I’m alone and I hate it.
I’m tired of being there when others need me to only feel even more alone. 
I’m tired of being afraid of what ifs.
I’m tired of feeling so alone. In a house full of people who smile and make laughs, the moment I enter the room I feel judged and hated. 
I’m tired of feeling alone when loving someone. Never feeling like I’m important enough for them to stay. 
I’m tired of feeling like the world keeps spinning well I stand still in a silent room, everyone else is actually happy. Well a smile gracing my face, is getting faker everyday. 
I’m tired of holding this razor in my hands, hoping that today would be the day I can finally say goodbye. 
What if that’s not enough?
Do you think someone out there would feel just as alone as me when I’m gone? 
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iamgoingunder · 10 days ago
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Feladoooooooooom😭
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lerb-ageron · 10 days ago
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reto: escribir un libro
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skinnyforeverash · 11 days ago
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I feel alone but I'm not alone... my son is all I have and maybe all I will have
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hell-insidemyhead · 14 days ago
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how much longer will this go on I’ve been dragging it out far longer than I ever would have thought.
There is so much pain here and I am so alone.
It is my own fault that I am unloved and broken. I want to be helped yet never want help.
I need to help myself
Or soon I shall drown.
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misslu999 · 16 days ago
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I want to have friends on this app… But i don’t know how to do it 😞 don’t want to disturb 🥲
If someone read this, would u like to my friend ? 🥺
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tokiton · 17 days ago
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drink vodka by myself
freedom or solitude?
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a-void-69 · 17 days ago
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ur mom
you guys how do i break up w the person that i stupidly thought i'd be with forever?
edit: me saying "you guys" like idont have only 2 followers and already asked one for advice and literally don't know the other one personally.
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