the secret four months. matt sturniolo x gn reader.
requested by- @fandomxs1
summary- y/n and matt are in a secret relationship. not even matts brothers know and one question unlocks everything.
cw- mention of a dog dying, shy/flusterd matt, secret relationship, gn reader, nick hitting matt, i think thats it.
“not really a question but my dog just died and it sucks. its quiet, almost weird without him” nick reads yet another confession thing.
you were in another car video with the boys where people would submit questions, things they need advice on, ect. i know, original.
you were the first one to answer. “what my dad did for me is i have this necklace.” you say leaning forward and showing the camera the necklace. whenever you were in a car video you and matt sat in the front and nick and chris were in the back. chris and nick never knew why matt insisted on you sitting in the front, they just assumed it was a ‘ladies first’ respect type of thing. “and its like.. a mini urn. it has half of my dogs ashes in it and my dad has the rest. so if you think having something like that would help, you can do that maybe.”
“and like- you know, dont be like rushing trying to get another dog or pet or something. just take your time. you might not ever want to get another dog you know? and thats fine too.” chris added.
after a few more questions this specific one didnt get an audible answer right away.
“so im dating this guy but he wants to keep our relationship a secret and at first it was cool and thrilling and it still is but im scared itll get boring i guess and well loose interest.” nick reads.
you and matt look at each other for a couple seconds, him slightly smirking. you two quickly look away from each other when you notice chris was looking at the two of you, trying not to laugh.
“....what was THAT?!” nick askes abruptly loud leaning it to the console of the front seats.
“what was what?” you laugh.
“you and matt! looked at each other. like REALLY weirdly.”
matt nervously laughs blushing a bit.
“and matts blushing!” chris squeals pointing at matt.
you snort out of how long theyve been completely oblivious.
“do you want to tell them or should it?” you ask to which matt just responds by sinking down into his seat. “ok i will then. me and matt are daitingg!” you enthusiastically say with jazz hands.
nick turns his head, still in the center console to look as matt. “mAatuh!” nick yells hitting matt.
“stop hitting me i didnt do anything-”
chris pops his head in-between the space of the car doors and the passenger seat to look at you. “and you didnt tell us??” chris talks over nick, his face being extremley close to yours.
“well the conversation never came up! what were we supposed to do? just randomly come up to you and be like ‘were dating! ok wanna get some food?”
“shut up!” nick yells leaning back, back into the middle seat. “were all talking at the same time and i cant understand anyone! matt, how. long.” nick asks making you laugh slightly at his wording.
“ok really y/n?”
“four months.” matt mumbles smiling.
“FOUR MONTHS??” nick repeats loudly making all of you laugh.
“YEAH!!” matt says matching the loudness of nick voice.
you feel chris fall into your seat and hear his breathless laughter.
“TWO MORE MONTHS AND ITLL BE HALF OF A YEAR MATT!” nick continues.
“i know that, i know how many months are in a year.”
“congratulations you love birds!” chris sarcastically rolls his eyes. “i hope you know ill still be flirting with matt. i dont care”
“chris!”
“we need to answer the question!”
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Hello mein liebling muacks
I’m here to whore out by requesting a Dom Keegan x Sub Y/N smut! EHEHE
Scenario: in front of the mirror ehe <3 forced eye contact..?
Itll be nice to include praise and degradation <3 Y/N can be fucked dumb and knife play seems cool ((oops.. I’ll wait patiently if you want to write this EHEHHE
Greetings sweetheart hehe, I'm here to serve you something <3
Also im sorry it took so long, but here we go!!!
Fem! Reader, dom! Keegan, virginity loss, mirror sex, forced eye contact, praise + degradation (slut), dumbification... kind of?, pet names (sweet girl, bunny, baby), knife play, fingering, Keegan is a bastard and he's sweet about it
Your intentions when you came to his room were really not what he thought of them to be. All you wanted was to discuss something after the last mission when he told you you had made a little mistake when checking if there was still ammo in the gun.
So you knocked on his door.
"Be right there" his voice is muffled from behind the door, and then it opens, revealing his mask. "Oh, y/n, what can I do for you?"
Your eyes take in the lack of his eye black and you assume he was in the process of getting ready for bed. After all, it was already nine. "Hey, uhm... sorry I didn't manage to come by earlier, I had lots of paperwork," you start, fumbling with your sleeves. "But I wanted to ask you about this thing on the mission earlier."
Keegan raises a brow at that. "What about it? You gotta be more specific than that, kid."
"A- Ah, right! You said I made a mistake when checking my gun for any leftover ammo, and I wanted you to help me fix that." You explain and quickly add on, "But it doesn't have to be right now! I can wait!"
You see the realization in his eyes when you tell him what it is that brought you here, and then he chuckles. "Ohh, that. It's fine, come on in. I'll show you what you need to do."
"Thank you!" Your eyes light up at that. He opens the door a bit wider and motions for you to enter, so you do.
You miss the way his eyes glint with mischief.
The first thing you notice is the huge mirror he has that faces his bed, but you don't question it. He probably gets ready in front of it every morning to check his gear.
"Take a seat wherever you want, I'll get my gun to demonstrate." Keegan says and moves to the adjacent bathroom, and you hear a drawer open, rustling, and then it closes. You move to take a seat on his bed, just on the edge, barely keeping yourself from slipping.
You see him emerge from the bathroom through the mirror with a gun in hand. Lucky for him, his smirk is concealed by his mask.
"Okay, kid, watch closely." He says, voice dropping an octave as he sits down next to you, thighs touching. "First, you take out the ammo box," Keegan explains and does just that. "Then, you check if it's empty. If it is, you have to ascertain that there's nothing stuck in the butt of the gun."
You feel a blush on your cheeks at his explanation and how he does it. "I- I see." You nod along.
Keegan isn't dumb. He notices how what he does affects you, and he can't help the chuckle from shaking his shoulders. "You have to feel around it very carefully, okay? Move over every millimeter. Make sure nothing is stuck."
Heat spreads through your tummy at that. Watching his long fingers feel around the empty butt of the gun.
"And when you're sure there's nothing left, you can reload. Easy as that." He finishes and holds the gun out to you. "Your turn. Feel around for it."
"O- Oh! Sure.." Your eyes widen as you take the gun from his hands. "So, I just... do it like this?" You ask as you shove two fingers into it, feeling around.
Keegan can't help the way his blood shoots straight to his cock at the sight, barely able to contain the low groan that threatens to escape his throat.
"Yeah, just like that." He replies, and you shiver at the low rumble in his chest.
You stop what you're doing and clear your throat, looking into his eyes through the mirror. "O- Okay, I think I got it now. Thank you."
Keegan keeps his eyes on you and plucks the gun from your hand with a chuckle. "Good job, kid."
You clear your throat at the praise and get up. "I.. I think I'll go now then."
"Not so fast." Keegan interrupts you by grabbing your wrist and pulling you close. "I still have more things to teach you, sweet girl."
You blush, suddenly feeling like you're rooted in place. "L- Like what?"
He pulls you onto his lap all of a sudden, his mask-covered face very close to your own. "Hmm, I won't spoil that yet."
You blink hard and watch him peel his mask off, tossing it somewhere behind him. "Wow, you're... hot."
Keegan chuckles, the noise low in his chest. "Why, thank you. You're a cute little thing yourself, though." He smirks before pulling you into a heated kiss, almost devouring you.
It pulls a gasp from you, and he uses the chance to slip his tongue into your mouth, eagerly exploring it all. Your hands find purchase on his muscular shoulders.
And Keegan doesn't waste time, his hands sliding over your thighs and straight under your shirt to carress your sides. "W- Wait.." You mumble against his lips.
He stops and looks at you. "What is it, bunny?"
"I, uhm.." You stammer, "I... I haven't done... that yet.."
His eyes widen at the info, and you avoid looking at them. "Hey.. It's okay, sweet girl, I'll make sure you'll have the time of your life." Keegans strokes your cheek, "If you let me."
You swallow your nerves and nod. "Nah-ah bunny, I want you to say it." He says and kisses your neck.
"Y- Yes.. I- I want it.."
"Good girl... now, get undressed for me, hm?"
You blush heavily but stand up and oblige, shedding all your clothes.
"Fuck, you're so gorgeous, bunny." Keegan groans and pulls you close before landing a harsh slap to your ass, then kneading it.
A whimper escapes you due to the pain, and you notice the huge tent in his pants. "Won't- Won't you get undressed too?"
He laughs, the sound sending shivers down your spine. "If that's what you want, sweet girl." And he does, peeling them off bit by bit.
You're left in awe, taking in every scar and how ripped he is..... and how fucking huge his cock is. "That's, uhm... scary."
Keegan barks out a laugh. "I've heard a lot about it, but certainly not scary." He then scoots back a little and pulls you to sit between his legs, facing the mirror.
He meets your eyes in the mirror from over your shoulder before he suddenly presses a knife against your throat. It's not hard or anything, but the presence is known, and your breath hitches. You then observe his unoccupied, right hand slowly slide over your hips before he hovers it above your cunt.
"Say if it's too much, and I'll stop." Keegan mumbles into your ear, and you nod quickly. "Good girl."
Your hands rest on his thighs, and you bite your lip when his fingers slide over your wet pussy. He applies slight pressure and draws circles on your clit, smirking. "Damn, bunny, you're dripping wet."
You look into his eyes and whimper quietly. "Shut up.."
Keegan pushes the knife against your throat a little tighter and suddenly buries a finger in your drooling hole. "Big words coming from someone like you." He growls and bites into the crook of your neck.
A surprised squeal escapes you at the sudden intrusion and the feeling of his teeth on your skin. "K- Keegan.." You whine pitifully, fingers digging into the meat of his thighs.
The chuckle he lets out rumbles deep in his chest, sending vibration across your back. He doesn't say anything. Instead, he starts pumping his finger in and out of your cunt; so agonizingly slow it makes you tear up. "Please..." You whimper, "more.."
"Oh? More?" You see his smirk in the mirror, knife still at your throat and watching his finger slowly enter and exit your cunt, over and over and over again.
And you kind of regret not saying what more you wanted, because next thing you know, he's shoving a second finger into you. "Oh my god-"
"Isn't this what you wanted, sweet girl?" He teases, fingers going at the same agonizing pace. "You wanted more, and I did just that."
"You-" He doesn't let you finish what you wanted to say, because it's quickly again interrupted by a third finger burying itself in your sopping pussy.
All you manage is a high-pitched moan, eyes rolling back. And oh, how Keegan enjoys watching you. "You look so pretty like this, bunny. A dripping wet mess, knife to your throat... eyes rolled back just from my fingers... I can't wait to stuff your tight little virgin pussy with my cock, baby.."
You bite your lip hard, the way he talks, what he says, sent a rush of pleasure through your tummy. "F- Fuck, Keegan.."
He smirks and suddenly speeds up the pace of his fingers inside of your pussy, intensifying the squelching sounds from your wetness. The pace leaves your head spinning, and your eyes squeeze shut while you're near screaming from the overwhelming pleasure. And your first orgasm builds up way too fast.
"Can feel how hard you're clenching on my fingers, bunny." He groans, his dick twitching at the sight of you in the mirror, your noises, and the feeling of you. "I know you want to... cum for me, sweet girl."
Your nails dig into his thighs, your eyes roll back, and your jaw goes slack when your climax washes over you soon after he said that. Your cum soakes his fingers, and he pulls them out.
"Look at the mess you made." He says and holds them in front of your way with a smirk and a glint in his eyes. "So much cum... my dirty little girl."
"I- It just... felt so good.." You pant, still coming down from your orgasm. You meet his eyes, gulping when you see the way his knife is at your throat. And then he puts his fingers into his mouth, cleaning your juices right off.
"Hmm, taste so sweet.." He groans, and you feel his cock tap against your back. "Just what I'd expect from you, my sweet, sweet girl."
You whine and squirm, trying to turn around. "Keegan.."
He chuckles and uses his now free hand to cup one of your tits. "What's up, baby?"
"Wanna... wanna kiss you again.."
Keegan lets a deep moan rip and turns your face to kiss you over your shoulder. It's messy, but it feels so good. "Are you ready for the real deal, baby?"
You shudder when he sets the knife down, the other hand now unoccupied and sliding across your thigh. "Y- Yes... I want it.."
"Good girl." He praises and kisses your shoulder. "Lift your hips for me, baby."
He taps your hip, and you quickly oblige. You watch him in the mirror as he rolls a condom on so quickly that you almost miss it. "Try to relax yourself, bunny, I'll be gentle," Keegan snickers, "at least for now."
A shiver runs down your spine when you feel his tip nudge your slit, moving it back and forth a little to tease you. "Keegan, please... please put it in.." You whine, trying to push back, and your eyes roll back once more when the tip enters you.
"Shit.. you naughty little bunny." He curses before slowly easing more and more of himself into you. "You feel so good, baby."
You pant, the stretch burning deliciously, and you already feel so full.
"Can't- Can't take more!" You quickly gasp when he pushes in further, tears pricking your eyes at the overwhelming feeling.
"Oh, you can, bunny, don't worry 'bout it." Keegan mumbles, clearly struggling to control himself. "I'm halfway in, you're doing so good, sweet girl.."
You whimper when more and more of his long, thick length pushes into you. "Feel.. so full.."
He doesn't say anything, just focuses to not lose himself in the feeling of your pussy. And then he finally bottoms out, his pelvis flush against your ass. The tip presses against your cervix and the sensation is weird.
"Fuck, bunny... You're taking me so well.." He grunts, holding you tight against his chest. "How does it feel? Can I move?"
Your breathing is harsh, his cock filling you up so deliciously. "Y- Yeah... you can move... just start it slow.."
Keegan's hands are on your hips, and you watch in his mirror how he slowly fucks in and out of you. The noises your sopping cunt makes are a little embarrassing, but neither of you cares. "Fuck, you take me so well.. feel so damn good, bunny."
You whimper and dig your fingers into his thighs again. "You.. you feel good, too... stretchin' me out so much.."
He groans deeply and suddenly picks up the pace, snapping his hips quickly back and forth, clapping against your buttcheeks. "A- Ah, Keegan!"
"That's right, baby, scream my name.." He moans into your ear, watching you get fucked by him in the mirror.
"F- Fuck! Please! Go harder!" You wail loudly, tears slowly streaming down your cheeks.
"With pleasure, my sweet girl." He grunts before his thrusts pick up even more speed and harshness. "Gonna make sure your pussy remembers the shape of my cock, baby."
"Mhh, fuck! Yes, please, yes!" You scream out, the way he fucks you so hard and fast leaves your brain a mess.
"Look at yourself, going dumb on my cock, hm?" Keegan says through clenched teeth, the smacking noises loud in the room.
All you manage in response is a long, drawn-out moan of his name, and your pussy clenching hard around him. "Feel... Feel like cumming!"
He growls at that, his thrusts not letting up. "Cum for me, bunny, make a mess on my cock."
You squeal when you feel your orgasm hit you like a truck, legs trembling and clenching around his dick. "I'm gonna cum, too."
Keegan delivers a few more powerful thrusts before shooting his load into the condom. You can feel his dick twitching inside of you as he slowly rides out both your highs.
You slump back against his chest, legs still twitching and breathing erratic. You can't even form a coherent thought, just feeling so fucked out and blissful.
He chuckles into your ear, caressing the spots where he had gripped your hips. "My sweet, little bunny. Did so good for me."
You whine and try to snuggle more against him. "Tired.."
"It's okay, sweet girl. Let me take care of you now." He says and carresses your thigh. "Got you all dumb on my cock, hm? My little slut... just for me.."
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Late Night
| Dreamcatcher Jiu Vampire! x Gender neutral reader
Genre: fluff and suggestive / 1.2 k words
Warning: mention of blood and injury
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Today was Friday, your last day of work. You were so happy after such a busy day to be back home. As you entered your appartement, a delicious smell hit your nostrils.
After taking off your shoes, you turned towards the kitchen to see Minji in front of the cooking stove, doing what assumed would be dinner.
You smiled to yourself as you watched her, in a simple long white shirt, dancing along to the beat she was humming. She kept watching the food in front of her until she felt your arms around her waist.
You let your head rest in the crooks of her neck and breathed in her smell. You hummed, content to now be alongside your girlfriend. You heard her giggle before her hand reached back to caress your hair. She swayed the both of you with a big smile.
‘’How was your day Honey?’’ She asked softly before taking your arms off of her. She then turned around and cupped your face with an adorable pout on hers.
‘’It was okay’’ you nodded your head between her hands. She giggled before pushing the hair in your face aside, she then laid a soft but hungry kiss on your lips. You smiled.
‘’How was your day babe?’’ You asked, unconsciously putting your hands on each side of your girlfriend on the counter, almost pinning her against it.
She looked at you with puppy eyes before pecking your cheek ‘’thank you for asking baby, it was good!’’
You smiled before sneakily sliding your hands behind minjîs thight to pick her up, you lifted her and she gasped before giggling and grabbing onto your shoulders.
‘’What about the dinner?’’ She asked giggling
‘’Itll be fine i just want to be close to you for now’’ you said with a warm smile while looking at her face, which was turned to look where you were bringing her.
You walked to your shared bedroom and gently placed her on the bed before jumping in bed and pratically laying on her, nuzzling your head in her chest. You breathed out in satisfaction and heard her laugh before putting her arms around your head to hug you.
A bit of time passed with just the two of you cuddling on the bed.
You heard her gasp as she remembered something ‘’Today Practice went over the hours though and i wasn't able to get the missing ingredients for my ramen’’
‘’I can go get it for you’’ you looked up at her with a small pout
‘’I would love if you could do that for me’’ she suddenly looked a little sad but continued ‘’i wanted to stop by the grocery store but it was already close and the convenience store was the way i came from, im sorry’’
‘’No it's okay babe, I can go, it won't take me long’’ you reassure before kissing her nose, making her smile again.
‘’I'll be quick’’ you said with a smile before almost running out the door ‘’i love you!’’ You shouted before leaving to which minji reciprocated the same words with a giggle.
You walked to the nearest convenience store and entered. You looked through the isles but couldn't find what minji asked you to bring back. You then realised that what she was looking for must be in the freezers over the other way. You made your way in front of the massive door.
‘’I don't remember these being so heavy-duty’’ you said with a huff
You looked through the glass and found the exact ingredient your girlfriend was looking for. You grabbed the handle of the door and pulled but to no avail. You pulled again and succeeded this time.
You open the door and sticked your body inside to hold it while you gather the ingredients you need. Your hands were now full and while you tried to close the door as gently as possible, it slipped from you and ended up on your hand, making you drop one of the bottles you grabbed.
You winced, you tried gently letting down the other ingredients from your arm to then pull open the door that was on your hand. You looked at your knuckles now slightly bleeding. You tried moving them but winced again at the sensation, they felt numb yet painful to move.
You picked up your things again and slowly brought them to the counter to be paid and put in a bag.
You paid and grabbed your bag with your uninjured hand, putting it over your shoulder.
You walked back hastily to your apartment. You opened the door and put the bag down on the kitchen counter. Minji, who had sat down in the living room, noticed you and made her way to you.
She placed her arms around your shoulders and looked at you with a cheeky smile ‘’thank you dear, may i call for your services again?’’
‘’Ah of course’’ you slightly smiled, but she could sense something was wrong and suddenly picked up on the smell of blood.
She decided on letting her eyes roam over your figure to find the source, She looked at the hand on her waist to see you finger covered with what looked like to be blood.
‘’OmO’’ she exclaimed as she grabbed your hand
‘’It's just the freez- ‘’ before you could finish your sentence she pulled you to the living room and sat you down on the sofa.
She sat in front of you and looked at your hand closely
‘’What happened?’’ She asked seemingly concerned look
You looked at her to reply but noticed her eyes seemingly turning a shade of red.
‘’I just got my hand stuck in a door at the store’’ you replied sadly, she nodded before getting up to get what you assumed to be ice.
She came back a minute later with bandages and an ice pack. Before she sat back down you realized you had stayed there instead of going to wash your hand from the blood covering it.
‘’Oh, sorry i'll just go wash the blood off babe’’ you tried getting up but minji reassured you it was fine
You looked at her a bit confused but realized what her plan was when you noticed her eyes seemingly even more red then earlier.
‘’Here’’ she said with a smirk. She took your hand and placed it in front of her lips before locking her gaze into yours. Your eyes went wide when she started sucking on one of the bloodiest finger. You looked down, a blushing mess because of her actions.
She licked the rest of the blood of your hand before wordlessly putting a bandage around it. You kept your eyes low, a bit embarrassed, knowing exactly what Minji was trying to do to your poor brain.
When she was done she looked over at you still teasingly smiling. She lifted up your chin and crashed her lips onto yours, intending to make out with you.
She slowly straddled your lap while holding onto your neck. She took your hands to her lower back.
‘’Wait Minji, how about we wait a bit, my hand is hurt’’ you said internally panicking at her sudden actions.
She stopped kissing your jawline to look up at you
‘’Oh, right’’ she plainly said before going back to your jaw
‘’Minji’’ you let out a nervous giggle
She whispered in your ear ‘’sshhhh’’
‘’Oh ok’’ you barely mumbled before she was pushing you on your back
‘’Relax baby, you dont need your hands tonight okay?’’
Minji looked down at you and heard your rapid beating heart.
She turned your face towards her ‘’hey, your alright…. I wont bite’’ she tease with a playful smile which finally made you relax a bit
‘’Fine…but how about the dinner you were making?’’
‘’Dinner can wait, I have you right now’’
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hi star my little moonlit angel 😔💖💖
aa im having like the most stressful week and idk where to talk abt it so i hope you dont mind me dumping for a sec :((
exams are killing me rn and idk if its finals week or my final week cs holy shit i am dying 😭😭
ive been pulling all nighters trying to get all my projects and group studies done and my exams are DEF not helping in my case and idk if ive even been eating properly there's probably a spoiled banana from last week in my bag somewhere atp 🤸♀️🤸♀️ (im going mentally insane)
i havent even properly been on tumblr in a while and my social media is blowing up w notifs and dms from friends and ive been too busy to check it either tbh
honestly im hoping itll all turn out well by next week cs is my winter break 🤧
on another note i wanted to dump on my exes when all your anons were doing it but i was too scared to but now i genuinely need to tell u abt this because umm
my fwb is like a super nice guy and ive been friends w him for a while but i recently found out hes rlly good friends with one of my exes ⁉️
basically i asked (my ex) out once and he said yes and i thought we were chill but a few friends ended up asking him if we were dating like two days later without asking me for confirmation first and he said no.. (??)
i assumed he js didnt want like a too public relationship with everyone knowing so to clarify i asked him what was up and he said he ended up having second thoughts on me because his friends called me a red flag and he doesnt like the fact that i have guy friends and im close with them.... (💀💀)
so then i said oh okay..? 😭 and was over it but almost a month later he asked me out and atp he just gave me the icks so i made an excuse saying that i wanna focus on academics and not do anything relationship wise and he said he would wait 😭😭 (he in fact did not pick up the hint!)
then a little over month later he asked me out AGAIN and i said no i dont think i like you anymore sorry and he said oh that's fine and i thought we were chill??
a week later my messages BLEW UP one day and my guy friends were all snitching on him telling me that he's gong around slutshaming me and talking shit abt me for no reason and he said i was desperate and asked him out 3 times when he said no and he was never interested in me in the first place.. and then proceeded to sexualize my body and say weird ass shit abt it to everyone and they believed that i was a desperate whore or smth 😭
this happened a year ago but i was walking down the halls around a month ago and i saw him with his friends so i just rushed past
and his friends were like "oh isnt that the bitch who liked you?" and i heard him say "oh yeah she liked me like a year ago" and then proceeded to sexualize me while i was right fucking there but i dont even want any more drama w him so i dont bother saying anything back or leaking messages or wtv i js hope karma gets back at him 😭
and now idk if i should tell my fwb abt this?? or maybe it doesnt really concern me but it bothers me that hes hanging out with a guy like that and im conflicted on what to do
its not like i have the right to tell him who to be friends with either so 🤷♀️
what should i dooo
-《as always, your occasionally appearing but always stalking ☘ annonie》
(p.s. do you have any spotify song reccomendations 🥺🥺)
much lovee
Pooooookie you can always vent here ily ily :(
I’m so sorry to hear you’re stressed from exams :(( I’m rooting for you okay !! Please make sure to eat whenever you can (even if it’s something small!) and stay hydrated :( what’s the use of doing good on finals if your body gives out on you :(
No I feel u on the social media thing I get SO stressed when I have DMs or texts or whatever I just flat out don’t check them. I think I have 200 unread texts rn (it’s been around 1000 at some point) and I know im such a shitty friend but I just cannot respond to them 😭😭 I gotta put me first you guys
WINTER BREAK NEXT WEEK THOOO hang in there baby it’ll get better soon 🥺🫶🫶🫶🫶
OH MY GOD???? Pookie that’s fucking disgusting I’m so sorry you’re dealing with men like that rn???? I had a veryyyy similar situation with a guy who my friend tried to set me up with at a party who kinda liked for a little bit and then when I said I was comfortable being in a relationship he started slutshaming me to everyone under the fucking SUN and apparently he had a discord group where I was just CONSTANTLY the topic of conversation and when I heard about it I cried so hard ☹️ in my case I also had people who were friends with him and I voiced to them that it made me severely uncomfortable. Like the people in my life should know about the people who wronged me (especially if I’m sleeping with them??) and it just made me feel safer. It’s obviously up to you but I would probably tell him just so that he knows that’s someone you’re weary about and you don’t feel safe around ☹️ your safety and your wellbeing is the most important thing pookie ☹️ keep me posted if you need anything at all okay I love you lots and I’m sorry you’re going through this ☹️🫶
Song recs song recs yes here are some I’ve been listening to on repeat all week (there’s only like one kpop song in there but it’s my fav kpop song of all time so TRUST it was gonna make it to the list) I’ve been listening to Glass Animals, TV Girl and M83 on repeat for the entire year I think 😭😭
I love you endlessly okay keep you chin up better days are coming for us !! 🫶🫶🫶🫶 soon it’ll be winter break and you can just sit back and drink hot chocolate and tell me all about it and say you lived through it. Hang in there my love
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