#im currently questioning my entire identity again and im also having major imposter syndrome vibes about every aspect of my life rn lol

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#personal #ignore this one fr fr #like if you see this no you didnt #if you ignore my warnings a keep reading dont say shit to me #anyways #im having an existential crisis again 🙃 #im currently questioning my entire identity again and im also having major imposter syndrome vibes about every aspect of my life rn lol #also i had to go spend time with family today which is always bad for the mental health 🙃 #anyone else have massively racist and homophobic family members who you can't say shit to bc then your living situation would be terrible? #also my period just started and im having my monthly bout of depression and ******** ******** #i really need to talk to my doctor about pmdd bc i either have it or theres something even worse going on with me #bc wanting to kms once a month is honestly really annoying #like im already dealing with depression and anxiety on the daily #i really don't need my hormones ramping it up once a month #anyways im gonna go drink excessively for the first time in a bit and try to forget that i inhabit a corporeal form