#im currently working on an april

[leeeeeeef]

gilded blood

(ace attorney vampire au)

doodles and stuff under cut (cw for small amounts of blood)

this was actually a redraw of something i made in april. yes i did post it to social media. please dont try to look for it. i will actually cry

#my art #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #im currently failing ap lit #and instead of working on my massive backlog of essays i need to finish #ive decided to dedicate way too much time to immersing myself in the inherent homoeroticism of vampirism #does this outfit make sense? absolutely not #is it sexy? well i feel like thats a bit more subjective #for some reason i thought i made the original one late 2021 #but apparently it was from april of this year??? #it feels so long ago

[hella1975]

a post about fic updates! so the fics im currently juggling are dog teeth, tams, and of course, taob. my original plan was to start posting the second installment of the dog teeth series by sometime in april, bc it's the fic im most into atm and i already have the first chapter done, i just want to bank another one or two because once i start posting it i want to KEEP posting it with regular updates, hopefully every 2 weeks like with kaiein. HOWEVER this will put my atla fics on a back burner. april is a good writing time for me (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE) bc i have the entire month off from uni to prep for may exam season, and i always want to write when im procrastinating my degree. which is. it's own thing im sure i'll graduate it's fine i'm fine. so if i focus on dog teeth, neither tams nor taob will get focus until like. june. which is par for the course with taob but im NOT happy about doing with tams.

SO my thought process was i can either be normal about this and just accept it's literally my final year at uni and im trying to graduate and it doesn't matter if updates are slow on ANY fics, or i can do my usual and implement an insane deadline that i somehow always make by the skin of my teeth. can you guess what i went with?

and thus i present unto the crowd my tentative plan: have the next taob chapter done by middle of april (im aware this is quite hand-wavey but it gives me a month to work with, so in my head this means anything between april 10th-20th), have the next tams chapter done by the end of april, and dog teeth can follow.

#i know a lot of you are gonna swarm and tell me not to push myself/rush and i love and appreciate the fuck out of you #i PROMISE if it gets too much i will call it quits like im not about to jeopardise my final exam season for this lmao #but ultimately i do work better when i give myself these insane writing challenges and it gives me something fun to do #while im drowning in econ assignments #as for dog teeth being moved to the back burner despite it being my current passion project #im not actually too bothered by this bc i will still be working on it as i work on my atla fics #and it'll be good as a breather when those get up my arse PLUS has the added benefit of the second part of dog teeth #not actually being posted yet so technically no one's 'waiting' for anything. like kaiein exists perfectly fine as a standalone #whereas if i post ch1 of part 2 in april i then have to KEEP POSTING or it'll bug me #and then i'll have THREE updating fics to juggle #does any of this make sense. hello. tapping the security camera in my padded room is anyone there #WHATEVER. I WILL KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED <3 #taob updates #tams #dog teeth

[why-the-heck-not]

hate hate hate the feeling of turning in a part of an assignment and being hella embarrased abt how it is :3 like, feeling someone’s just gonna email me like ”hey?? what the fuck ??? what are u doing here this is garbage” like yeah dude i dont know what to tell you, things did not go well this week

#doing one that’s like a bigger thing but has weekly deadlines #and this week hasn’t been good for that so it’s like very fucking pathetic of how little I got done #and it’s all basically shit anyways like i know it doesn’t work and won’t work with the way I’m going about it #also I’m only submitting the previous version bc i don’t even fuckin know what’s going on with this current one #like the code’s all bad and all over the place and I have no clue where i’m trying to go with it #so it’s like i basically didn’t get shit done this week #only made myself more confused #i need to take a step back and like really fuckin think what I’m going to do with this bc it’ll just get worse if I just keep trying to go #with this shitty thing i have on my hands rn #and also im like over an hour late already bc gotta write a weekly report and idk what the fuck to say like #’’oops sorry dude it’s shit rn i have no clue what’s going on but also dont have anything i could ask help with bc im too confused so it’s #just uhh this thing now; a mess <3’’ #the way i’ve been handling this course like ?? uh oh will i ever have the audacity to step a foot to my campus ever again lol #yes im now writing this to procrastinate writing that weekly report thing #ughhh yes im hella positive rn all is shit #(also there was parliamentary election today and it didn’t end well so that might be why everything feels 5x more shitty rn) #april 2023 #2023

[sageokami]

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS EXCEPT THE PRANK IS I FORGOT MOTHWING HAD BROWN EYES WHOOPS

#new mothwing design maybe? #still working on it #this is Leafpool's POV btw #Mothwing #mothwing warriors #mothwing warrior cats #mothwing wc #mothpool #april fools haha #does anybody know color theory btw #bc i just threw colors around #also im currently listening to you should know I will be there for you on loop at 10:30 #my art #artist on tumblr #art #cat #cat art #drawing #Warriors #Warrior Cats #warrior cats fanart #fanart

[the1trueanon]

YOU GUYS I JUST REALIZED I TECHNICALLY HAVE A "BETA" VERSION OF ROSEMARY IM

#I DESIGNED HER BACK IN APRIL WHEN I WAS STILL WORKING OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON #I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE #HOW TF #do you guys wanna see her? 👀 #i do have old sketches #i could draw her again 👀👀👀 #she had a pretty cool motif #she leans a lot more into the horror stuff though #very based off 'honey im home' i think #and 'mary on a cross' and 'bloody mary' but i still use those two for current rosemary stuff #anyway #anon rambles #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home arg #beta wally #welcome home beta wally #beta rosemary #welcome home beta rosemary #anon rambles in the tags

[jaeyunverse]

only 6 more days for 12th grade to officially finish and my exams to be over. perhaps jaeyunverse comeback with a long fic ????? 😳

#first order of business will be to finish that damn jeno fic #then i will work on one of the valentine’s event fics who’s masterlist i posted Last Year 💀 #i will prob make a poll for that bc idk which one to write 😭 i have 4k for the heeseung one but i’m STUCK #i have 4k for the halloween special fic i started in 2021 ummmmm maybe i’ll buckle down on it too #THE ALICE IN BORDERLAND AU???? i have the entire plot but it is going to be So Long i just know it. #i hope i can finish my current wips before any other long fic ideas come to me 😭 #i have to finish the stupid headcanon series too what was i thinking when i started it #IM TERRIBLE AT HEADCANONS #fffff i only have a few weeks of peace after boards 😭 i have to start grinding for my other exam in june once april starts #i hope i can be more active on this account and actually get some writing done bc ngl i have sm plans for the small vacation i’m getting #but i wanna be delusional too 🫡 #also i have so many unfinished projects here sometimes i feel like abandoning this account completely #and this place is lowkey dead in terms of activity ngl 💀 i will have try to revive it #but then i remember that i put effort into building this blog so seeing it go to waste would be sad #plus i Really do not want to repost my fics for a third time ppl will call me crazy

[kuvvydraws]

The source of the icon at last! AKA the return of the failed sona

· kofi · PATREON ·

#kuvvydraws #kuvvar #sona #this is long gone now as you know #im currently working (april 14th) on a chinera species to act as a sona

[tardis--dreams]

Got my employment contract and it sounds so annoying already

#im selling my body and soul to serve the company #for minimum wage #and there's some really sloppy mistakes in there too #they didn't even get the paragraphs in order #they go 9 10 11 12 11 14 #get it together #and one paragraph just says 'the employee has to undergo an exam upon request' and while this is infuriating enough #someone didn't even proofread that sentence because it doesn't make any sense grammatically #and the beginning and the end of the sentence don't match #you'd either have to adjust the beginning or leave out a word in the end in order to make sense #and that's currently bothering me the most because wtf this is a legal document and you cannot even proofread it #if i make an mistake like this im sure id get some very angry feedback #also decided that i don't want the job badly enough to undergo anything i deem unnecessary #im sure it's nothing dramatic but if they wanna do something i don't want ill accept getting fired lol #also gotta inquire about whether it's okay for me to have another mini job in April and May or if they're against it #('the employee has to dedicate their entire work performance to the company and has to get permission to have any #other paid or unpaid (!) commitments including volunteer work') #(what. should i also ask whether i can function as a 'buddy' for international students since it's a commitment and not technically #free time?? (i understand the not having other paid jobs part but UNPAID stuff? like it's any of their business. killing them honestly) #anyway #i'll shut up now #(my mother has been feeling sick and last year this also ended up in Me throwing up for 3 days straight #and guess what #i can see how tonight is gonna go ♡ i will be complaining ♡ (not me literally wishing for something like this when i had my #little ed relapse recently. im sorry body. i take it back. this sucks so bad i do not actually want it) #vois screams

[madohomurat]

Post ur fursona ref 🔪🔪🧡💛🤍💖❤

I WILL!! soon though not now because I don't have it saved on my phone and like. currently i wont have access to my computer files until like next month 😭i am flattered u want to see it tho!🥺❤

#answered #my tablet and pen are also currently out of reach until April #i miss drawing im just crazy busy with work atm. once i am free i will go ham

[orcelito]

There are more trigun fanfics than there were back in April

This is creating a problem for me

#speculation nation #I WAS RAVENOUSLY READING FIC end of march beginning of april #like. Ravenously. regularly sacrificing sleep for it. #started running out of longer things to read (one shots r fine but i Rly like longfic. if u couldn't tell.) #so i started writing my own. #i dont tend to read much when im actively working on writing. and if i do it's Usually one shots #brief things to fill the time when i dont feel up to writing. but long things r iffy bc i get too absorbed and then it muddles my writing #since my gf was visiting i didnt rly have time for writing so i was reading in spare moments #she left today tho which means writing time is back on the table #but there are so many good new fanfics that have popped up since april........... #gonna finish the one im currently reading. and we'll see if there r any i Reaaaally wanna read #i swear tho ive read like 200k words in the past 3 days alone. and this is just me reading in spare moments. #(read: sacrificing sleep to read) #it's healthier for me to focus on my own writing anyways lmao. bc it forces me to take care of myself to obtain writing brain #and i dont feel that voracious hunger to just Keep Reading to find out what happens next w/ my own stuff #bc i already know what happens next lol. it's just easier on me in general. #but Oh i sure do like reading some good fics when theyre available... #anyways. yea im gonna b able to start writing ITNL 15 soon. hoping for the best in the coming days xoxoxo

[julijbee]

i spent 2 months just on the bodice ms. doll is lucky i love her

#my unfinished ass cosplay #halloween felt seasonally appropriate for my in progress! #im hand sewing the whole thing thats why shes been taking Ages #currently working on that bonnet and i dont even want to talk about it #i want to have her finished for april wish me luck! #fun fact! i cosplay #plain doll #bloodborne #wip

[ramagerslatteart]

splatoon 3 is coming fast and even though im SUPER excited for it. im really gonna miss 2. some of my favorite ocs were inspired by this game. best five years of my fucking LIFE, always gonna hold a very very special place in my heart.

#this games had a BIG impact on me. my second biggest project currently is a splatoon 2 oc fic im writing #and ive been working on that since april of 2017. crazy shit #love my cephalopod children #i definitely will not be stopping work on it anytime soon. but weird knowing im not gonna be playing 2 as much anymore #im fucking hyped dont get me wrong just a little sad too lol #splatoon #splatoon 2 #ramagersart #ramagerocs #oc: hiro #oc: hick #oc: jade #oc: eggs #ramagerworldsapart

[g-r-a-y-p-h-i-c]

not really the typical content for this blog, but i did some concept exploration for a pair of pajama bottoms im gonna visibly mend. its very rough, since i didnt go into this expecting to post it lol

#artists on tumblr #autisticart #quickmessyscribbles #for those of you who dont follow my main: this laptop is like kinda on the fritz rn #so im probably putting the art project ive been working on since last april on hold til some laptop repair supplies arrive later this month #bc id really really hate to make some serious progress and then have the laptop shut down right in the middle of it and lose all that #so- ive been focusing more on visible mending (another thing i do) bc if i dont have SOMETHING creative to do ill get cabin fever #the pants* im mending have been a bit challenging in terms of what to use thatll work with this odd burgundy/light blue/lime combo #but i think i finally figured it out by booting up csp and using the tools in there to come up w more colours #and i even managed to find threads to buy that match those colours decently! well- kind of. #so the (GOTS- and OekoTex-certified) thread shop i frequent is like. currently in the process of getting set up #it actually didnt exist the first time i bought something from them- i had to go find ANOTHER shop that sold their stuff and get it there #thankfully now they Do have their own shop so i can buy direct from them. BUT- #they have a lot of colours they Plan to sell that arent yet available #three of the colours i picked here are of those unavailable ones #so ive emailed them for an eta & set up an email subscription (hoping to get emailed whenever a new colours added) #and- we'll see what happens #worst case scenario i have to go somewhere else for three colours (which'd be a pain- hard to match this shops quality) #*i am also working on mending a few other things but for various reasons (supplies for x has to arrive; y is currently in the wash; etc) #those arent available atm #this image really is way way lazier than i think anything else ive Ever posted to this blog #couldnt even be bothered to make the 'sun' motif round or fully coloured-in #but like. i wont have much else to post to this blog til i finish that ongoing art project and THATS not happening anytime soon #and- shoddy execution aside- i DO like the colours and concepts in this image #so. shrug

[lavender---sunshine]

anyway back to panicking

#i have until october to move out and i know its only april but the months go by so fast #my current manager whos kinda the glue that hold my work together is leaving after the 1st #and they've been training me to take his place and im in no way prepared and on top of that im also planning on leaving #so now im training training training some new people to take my place #because i need a real job that pays more than $16 an hour and has stable hours #and my work is trying desperately to get me to stay and theyre doing everything but paying me what i need to live here #in the mean time after the 1st i have no one to cover me if i get sick. or need to take time off #im kinda like...........i want to take time off now because after i wont be able to #im looking so hard for a job that at least pays $20/hour and im not desperate yet but im stressed #ive been putting it off because i thought my parents wouldnt get the house but they did and i REALLY dont want to live in arizona #i have express to my boss that i need to get a $4 raise now or that i have to leave and hes like hmmmmmmm well we'll see #but keeps offering me projects as if i'll be here in 4 months #and i still need a car #AAAAAAAAAHHHHH #my parents keep bugging me to come with them to see the new house next week and ive told them no less than 5 times #there is NO ONE who can cover me. they offered to pay for whatever money i lose by not going in #money is not the problem. the office will not be open if im not there #and they dont get it because i think neither of them have worked for any kind of small company ever #but im so stressed and so alone and i wish i didnt have to deal with this #or that i could see into the future and see how it all works out

[blackmoldmp3]

i think im crawling out of this latest months long depressive episode hi. hello. sometimes things feel nice

#ive been feeling emotions again besides like dread and grief. now i just get normal sad and have the occasional meltdown. as u do #BUT. im feeling positive emotions again. which is good. my appetites coming back you love to see it #im having thoughts abt creative projects again. ive been feeling ROUGH since like dec 2020 but april til now has been horrendous ngl #but hopefully this current state is the sign of an upward trend which is like dude fucking finally. ive been WORKING for it

[daddy-socrates]

i've sent my thesis poster and zoom link to two of my undergrad professors, hoping they have a forwarding email for the retired professor whom i blame for my whole second degree in this shit

#i'm not expecting any of them to join but i wanted to give a little sense of what i'm up to #i miss them and i love them and i'm !! holy shit my five year reunion is next fall. woagh #embarrassing! local adult has affection and relative pride in undergraduate alma mater #i mean i paid [REDACTED] to attend and have [REDACTED] left in loans so i would sure fucking HOPE i do #blah blah blah #thesisposting technically #vibrates excitedly. two and a half weeks #i should get going on my defense presentation powerpoint. lol #screeches #remember what i made you all promise to me last year when i thought i was defending in april: i take a break before applying for a phd #HA! JOKE'S ON YOU THIS SEMESTER WAS MY BREAK #im just trying to convince myself to focus on one (1) or two (2) things at a time. and start looking into programs AFTER. my defense #im not trying to find and start one in the spring though 1000% #gonna take the spring to research and visit and apply and hopefully find a place that i LOVE because that would be 5 years of uh. #living and working and Being the Program. and if i don't love it i won't finish it. #like i don't feel passionate about the school im getting my MA at. but ive also had a full-time job i love with people that i love so #my community and support is currently at my job! #but if im gonna commit. i need to make sure i can have a community of support at the next thing. #look at me Not Focusing on the one (1) or two (2) things i keep needing to focus on. lol