#im disguesting

[anaitm0]

i won’t be deleting any of my fics but i won’t be writing for jude bellingham anymore, im just really disguested, it makes me sick that no one’s talking about this

#jude bellingham #free palestine #anaitm0

[butch-bakugo]

Maybe im being defensive on a different blog or maybe im just tired of making excuses but it litterally pisses me off sometimes on how we as communties on this platform, refuse to even tap the glass surrounding the topic of a "dni" or "do not interact" as something that is, in truth, totally outlandish and entitled.

Its held up as everyone's special little perfect scroll that makes anyone a monster for not reading and completely adhereing to. Like its your fault for existing in the same space as someone who finds some innate thing about you triggering and its your fault their mental health is now in "utter shambles". How dare you exist in their space. How dare you not explore every aspect of them before mindlessly scrolling down after liking one of their posts. How dare you not read every piece of the fine print in their 20 paragraph 3 teir with 6 paths per teir caard before following them for 1 thing they post sometimes. How dare you step on their lawn. This blog is their property and they have every right to be upset when you step on it!!

Dude... Blogs are public property. Blogs are your little stall in a sea of a billion stalls at a festival held in a city park. Some people will stop and buy shit, other might spit at your feet. Others steal shit or yell at you and heres the reality...

You chose to put up the fucking stall.

You chose this public place. You picked it and decided to sit there and make things and wait. You cant check every customer and why would you? Why should they give you a pamplet of a billion facts of themselves before you could even consider allowing them to just merely stand infront of your stall? Why do i or anyone have to prove to you that we are "worthy" of your blog? Of your content? Why should we have to fit your mold to like a few pictures or pieces of art? Why do i have to sign in?

This is public property and yes, its my fault if i insult you or steal shit but you cant be a white karen and cry to the people crowded around your stall that i merely exist near yours. Thats why i utterly disregard them and will continue to because why?

Dnis are fucking stupid, it dosent stop the people you dont like and if your gonna beg for likes and reblogs, you cant pick who likes and reblogs it.

When i say this, people point out that i have a dni. But heres the thing. At the tippy top of mine, i state that i fully understand and expect it to be disregarded and not adhered to and thats honesty. I dont expect people to and why should i? Its merely a statement of me saying that these people are ones im going to advocate againest and thats it. What grinds my gears is the people who cry and scream and hurt themselves then beg for sympathy from their muturals because they "genuinely" expected it to be respected.

You genuinely expect people to care? When your blog is about cookie run character edits? When your blog is about winx club fanart? Why should they care? Its not my job to follow your rules on a public platform. Its not my job to check every blog i like or reblog from. Its not my job to make my existance something palatable to you and its not my job to respect something i dont have to.

The sickest part of all of it is that its so disconnected from reality. In reality, every person with more than 5 things on their dni has loved ones and close friends who would fit their dni and they don't cut them off like they try to cut at internet strangers. My own damn friends would meet my "dni", my mom would, my sister would. Dose that make them all horrible terrible bigots? Fuck no! It makes me realistic. Its this understanding that just because you dont know someone, one opinion of theirs that dosent align with yours on mundane shit, automatically makes that person a horrendous disguesting bigot who hurts everyone and should never be trusted again with no reason or ability to get better or become more educated or could educate you.

Ive had fully white people not touch important racial posts because im "panphobic". Ive had fully abled people ignore important disabled articles about our rights being taken away cause i support he/him lesbians. Like... The issues dont match each other and you need to be able to put the tumblrina bong down and hold hands aginest actual important issues when they arise instead of mundane fandom bullshit. I dont care if you like the dream smp when im trying to get you to spread more important info about sexism. I dont care if your a demipansexual pro-shipper when really fucking important info about climate change activists are dieing.

Like you gotta be able to step away for a moment and if you find yourself genuinely caring about stupid bullshit like "endogenic rights!!" in real life that dosent affect anything over any of the big 5 of oppression: mysogny, racism, lgbtphobia, ableism and classism... Then you need to step away and get a fucking grip. You need to breathe and leave. Stop like and a ride a bike. Delete and move feet. You get the point.

Get up and get out and get some perspective. None of it matters. Move on.

#levi speaks #i know this is hypocritical of me but if you havent noticed #all my recent posts have been queued #because im reconnecting with the world and getting my news off tumblr and twitter #im being alive and not as active here and my god do i feel better #ive done this before and it works #if you find your mood always shitty after being on tumblr and in discourse #leave it and do some other shit for like a month #youll feel so good #i just read some dnis and its like wtf are you on #theres no way any of your irl friends actually fully agree with you #some of them would look at your quote true veiws unquote and gag #move on and move out #theres a reason why glaad and other shit doaent acknowledge mspec lesbians #theres a reason why no psychological societies think endos are real #get a life and get out of this suffocating cave of echos

[jvnejv]

bit of a rant, vent perhaps

YOU DONT KNOW HOW SCARY IT IS TO HAVE A SISTER WHO LOVES INCEST. ITS DISGUSTING. SHES OBSESSED WITH ANDY AND LEYLEY SHE EVEN PRINTED THEUR PICS OUT AND ITS DISGUSTING BECAUSE. HELLOOOO?????? shes my SISTER???? IM NOT SAFE FROM HER IM SCARED AND DISGUESTED. IM DISGUSTED I WANT TO THROW UP

#og posts

[cre8tivereviews]

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Tender is the Flesh review and thoughts.

⭐️⭐️⭐️

This book was, for the most part, great. However, for me, if you take into consideration the end, then it goes from 4 stars to 3 stars really fast.

I wish they would have talked more about the animal diease, and if it actually was real, or if the government was trying to thin the population. I wish we could have been there for them, figuring out how to go from meat to actually eating humans. The book starts after it seems everything has been established. I wanted a bit more information about all that.

With that aside, I did like the main character (for the most lart). Just, I wish he wasn't refured to as HE all the time. I honeslty dont think we learn his name till acouple chaptures in. I also found it hard sometimes to figure out who the author was refureing to when a confersation between two males took place and she used he said, or things like that. It would have been nice to see Marcos said, more. It was just confusing at points, and I had to go back and reread. That could of just been me, though.

Now let's get to the main point that botherd me and made this a 3 star read for me.

**Spoilers ahead... Do not read any furthor if you dont want any. **

Let's talk about the FGP head Marcos got. At first, he doesn't want her, doesn't know what to do with her. Then, after a messed up dream and day, he rapes her.

In part two, Marcos then tries to damesticate her. He gives her a name, Jasmine. We find out that she is pregnant. Marcos could be killed for this, him, her, and the baby. Yet he keeps her in the house. Teaches her how to be a person, not a head. He keeps her calm and treats her almsot like a girlfriend it feels. Yet at the end of the fucking book, excuse my launge, but this man kills her! Uses her for a baby, so that him and his wife can have the child they lost. I did not see that coming. I thought Marcos actually cared for this women. He seemed to not like the thought of eating head, and felt bad it seemed for the people who were slaughtered. Yet at the end he kills Jasmine. I was so dumb founded. He hadn't been talking to his wife. I figured they werent going to get back together the way he ignored her. Yet here he is calling Cecila to help with the labor. She seems disguested at first, but once the child is born, things seem to change.

Jasmine reaching out her hands to hold her child, and fighting to get to it. Broke my heart. Marcos may have thought she didn't understand him, but she did. She knew he saved her from being killed, she felt safe with him. He kissed her forhead when she was scared, she slpet in his bed most nights. I think she thought she was his, and the baby was theirs. Marcos, taking that away from her, broke her. Im sure that's why he ended up taking her to the barn and kiiling her. She probably would have become hostile and a harm to herself and others.

I just didn't see it coming from his character. Maybe I misjudged him the whole time. I thought he'd have the baby. Obviously, he'd take care of it mostly, but that Jasmine would be there and be a part of it... But Nope.

I knew what the book was, I just thought Marco's character was different than the way it ended. Would I read the book again? Yes. Would I say it's the best book ever? No. Would I recommend it to others? Deending on the person and what they're looking for.

So all in all, this is why the book was a 3 star read for me because of the ending and character development at the end in Marco's case.

If you've read this book and you have another take on things, please let me know and maybe even have a discussion with me.

#books #book recommendations #tender is the flesh #book review #currently reading #fiction #my thoughts #read with me #reading #writing

[the-angel-of-the-bottomless-pit]

... ok... im not really attached to the charactr in the movie just.. golly om attracted to below-average-height guys with dark hair and some form of chin hair like a soul patch or something equally disguesting

#barking and foaming at the mouth #ok some dude just intentionally smashed his yucky colorful viral infection mush thing in some guy's face im not eating anymore im done with #my meal rn thank you very much. EW

[llotuscherry]

i need to get back on track and lose 5 pounds by monday! my bf comes back. i've been so sad that hes been gone that i got into a shitty binging period that im now getting out of. i started a 12 hour fast today to get my body back into what it feels like. im honestly probably gonna make it 24 hours just to let my body digest all the disguesting shit ive been forcing into it. i started exericising today aswell and im gonna go on a run later!! im so excited to start losing again. ive missed the feeling so much

[1q2w3e0o9i]

tab for a cause spam ✨highlights✨

(in chronological order)

(always wanted to chronicle my slow descent into madness,,, tumblr seems like the perfect place to do so)

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OH YJE HOLY SPRIIT OF SPAM

GAZE UPON ME WITH JOy

AND HAPPINESS

BELSS ME

WITH YOUR HOLINESS

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you know when you first ship something you MUST MILK EVERY SINGLE BIT OF CONTENT FROM IT, its like a dong

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adhd stands for alamo dicks high fives donkeys im so good at this i wanted to recreate the tumblr post but nnoO im not funny enough i come up wi th this shuit 

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UGRH I FEELLIKE IM UNFUNY

I FEEL LIKE LOGAN PAUl

IM TZRYING TO HARD TO PLEAS EMY VIEWERE

EXCEPT MY VIEWER IS ME

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(trying to learn go)

DING IS A BENDY FOUR

DING IS A DEAD BENDY FOUR WAIT IM CONFUSED

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CINDY SIZZLE CINDY SIZZLE CINDY SIZZLE

squa

fufck i i cry

wait that cam eout wrong

i dont really wangt to cry

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*music note moji*going back to a car ride in the dark*music note emoji*

high on laughter

*thumbs up*

emojis are disguesting and so am i

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need to prfobe poeple. gtime to probe them mmmmm i love probing people. juts as how oppie probed mars </3 rip oppie.

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i have a new high score on doodle jump i am so poggers jesus christ

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fiilm film filfm ilfm ilfjm i cant believe its over such a burden lifted from my frail and fragile shoulders that cannot take anything

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muh cuc my beloved is starting in two days. guess who is not getting any sleep sunday early morning.

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HRRR RHRGRHR RHVRRHHRBR RRR EHSISS HISS SGEJRHEJR BARL BPRK BARK WOOF EH3HJR BRRR HRRR HISS MEOW EMWOS HISS HRR WGHEGR GROWL GROWLSKS BARL BOEK WAOOF BIYES BITES 😡😡😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬🤬😱😱😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢

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. I syill dont know how I magned tolose oth my folder and pencil case and folder and macbeth copy wait ADN okay that really gets the point across. liteally WHY are you so delayed. did they say bag of moana or bag of marijuana. also whu am i capitalising the letter I . huh. hyuuh. huh. huh .huh .huh . huh . huh .hu . freddy fazbears ounds. 

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*prods whatever is responsible for caring about things with a stick* hello ??????? helllloo??????? helllllloOOOOOO??????

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didn't i talk abou a while ago how i was going to keep the spam positive. 

positively charged spam. no electrons in this house. 

well. 

keep electrons as minorities D:< the elctrrons are taking over our home, our counrty, our *gASP*, our jobs 

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honestly where did my good qualiy humor go. or am i just fantasizing about a past i never had. have i just been awakened to my degeneracy. is this the reality ive been living in all along. 

its okay i made the left to right you, my balls joke like only 6 months ago or something. ufkc maybe more like 8 months??? oh is actually 6 months i am so intelligent positivity wins woo

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HUHHH???? last week of?? no

no

no

human equivalent of glitching out. the mentla beach ball sure is spinning. its like when you try to do something (???) with the notes app for desktop.

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personal headcannon but everytime cthulu or another lovecraftian horror demon shows people "the true nature of reality" and they go crazy, the "insignificance of humanity" doesn't refer to humanity in the scope of the vastness of the universe but rather the depthless pool of suffering.

#i love it hwen tags #tumblr culture seems to decree that the funniest comments are always in the tags #what the fuck how tdo you expect me to procure hilarity #m e @ my one followe (michele i lovr you) #shitposting #pissposting #cumposting??? #other bodily excretion posting #uh #i swear i can be funny guys #this is slightly embarassing #brb gonna wirte a whoel ass essay in the tags

[boyfeminism]

why is eating food so difficult.

#i was eating chips and saw a beetle in the bag and now i feel extremely sick and am out of chips #the universe is punishing me for trying to eat literally anything ever #please someone be mad and/or disguested abt this with me please please #im so upset i have this salsa/sour cream mix for Nothing now!!! #like this one wasnt my fault this time #the apple juice was my fault for sure and the yogurt Could be my fault but this absolutely was not #im so mad im gonna go bake some fucking biscuits #food tw #speaking

[shyravenns]

@ rick leak jason and reyna’s friendship 

#not really romantic but jeyna #jason grace #reyna avila ramirez arellano #pjo #Heroes of Olympus #trials of apollo #LOOK you dont become praetors without becoming best friends #litterally like jason and reyna friendship is so forgotten and overlooked im DISGUESTED by the lack of content #they were brother and sister and they loved each other and i wont hear otherwise #they had one interaction in the books and it lasted barely three seconds #shytalk

[ariezbitch]

i think something that worried me a lot when I was first got into kpop was that I developed a rose colored view of the country and its people. and before y’all jump on my dick y’all are guilty about it too even if u don’t want to admit it. it took a lot of effort to realize SK is just like every other country, it has rapist, drug+sex trafficking, and is just as capable to have crime. and to recognize that idols can abuse their power while at the same time using their squeaky clean image, fans and own government to protect them.

#im not really shocked but just disguested is really the only word i can think of

[lonleywarrior]

#tony nese #GOD IM SL SOFT FOR TONY #ITS DISGUESTING

[agothorn]

overwatch comp is cancelled

 and everyone earns purple points thro the daily challenges in arcade, u get more purple point when u win them than when in comp, and there isnt a shitty sr system and u wont get punished for leaving so you can leave an arcade match when u find yourself with people u dont want to interact with

everyone is happy

#agothorn speaks #text #im done playing overwatch today #i will be pissed and disguest for the rest of my day and most likely tomorrrow bc of that encounter

[wingedentropy]

I'm sorry tumblr?? But WHAT THE HELL IS THIS??? Theres absolutely nothing wrong with this women's dress. In fact, she looks absolutely beautiful in it.

But why the hell are you trying to pass it off as a "horrible dress" when its obviously a fat phobic add?

#people can live how they want #im disguested at this #fatphobic #overweight #tumblr #tumblr adds

[tsukkishyou]

Logan Paul needs to be removed from youtube.

#disguesting #how can someone be so disrespectful #he didnt make a mistake a mistake is like mixing up sugar and salt #im sorry im so angry

[meyhew]

yo all offence but i sincerely hope simon cowell loses everything hes ever ‘worked for’ !!

#im disguested bye i hate him so much #seedpost

[butterflygemini]

if u ever want to be viscerally angry just watch literally ANY male reactor react to an exid mv :/

#idk why i thought it would be a good idea #its a little funny bc theyre playing themselves and exid would step on them if they could #but at the same time im just disguested #the way men think and speak about women is deplorable