#im dying this killed me

[stil-lindigo]

when people reblog donation posts and say "donate what you can", I really feel like people aren't actually internalising it. not all of us can afford to donate $50, $100, more than that. but i know for a fact that there are thousands of us that can spare $2 or $5, and that all adds up.

it hurts so much to sit here and feel the limits of our own ability. we're not millionaires. we can't instantly fund these escape attempts. but these are bids for life, by people who never asked for the hellfire being rained upon them by sadistic colonialists, greedy for oil and land. they committed no crime other than being born in palestine. and of course it's unfair, to have to shoulder the weight of people's lives when we're all struggling to get by as it is. but our governments relentlessly fail us, they fail to scrape at the bottom of their cold dead hearts for their last dregs of humanity. it is so, so unfair, but it is up to the common man to save each other.

please. look at this spreadsheet. find a fund that resonates with you. and DONATE WHAT YOU CAN.

#i dont know what else to say anymore #i just want all of them to survive #theres truly nothing that could justify this ongoing genocide #and it kills me. that global pushback is so pathetic. gutless and meandering #free palestine #palestine #fuck zionism #fuck israel #we will see an end to zionism and israel within our lifetimes #i might be suicidal but im not dying before i see netanyahu get what he fucking deserves #donation post

[kyriathanatos]

I WAS HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND WE STARTED SEARCHING [KINK] SHIRT ON AMAZON AND FOUND THIS

SLUT WIFE CUCKOLD LIFE YAKUZA FONT SHIRT

#HELP #IM DYING #THE YAKUZA FONT IS KILLING ME #IS KIRYU A CUCK?

[theloopus]

gay 70s copaganda thesis is actually about the inherent homoeroticism of the western genre and the cultural image of the male cowboy it borrows from. or as Susan Sarandon once put it, "They got their guns out because they couldn't get their dicks out"

#fun fact! making this fancam almost killed me in real life because it caused me to forget and leave my stovetop on all night for over 6hrs. #starsky & hutch #starsky and hutch #dave starsky #ken hutchinson #starsky/hutch #do they have a ship name #starskinson #? #vintage slash #im just saying things now #my posts #my edits #txt #orville peck #the song is: lafayette by orville peck. btw. #what a way to end 2023. almost dying by gay 70s copaganda fancam #i think starsky wouldve loved orville peck (hot angsty gay cowboy)

[clownsuu]

Bout to throw arms with Mob Wally due to what he did to fuckin Mob Rob

He gun go munchy crunchy on yer limbs smhhh

cw semi spooki imagery

Also rob is fine LMAOOO, just a lil spooky scary dream to put him in his place smhh totally not psychologically traumatized and too scared to communicate with anyone

#If I actually killed him my partner would kill me JDHFFHCHHDJD #I like making my favorite children suffer smhhhhh 😔🥄🥄 #Welcome home #welcome home mob au #welcome home wally #wally darling #robbie robs #dr stone face #I got so many people distraught over rob dying wHEEEEEZE IM SORRYYYYYY LMAOOOOO #Gotta make sure to post that sad shid every blue moon

[happyfoxx-art]

what do you think it is like, to be plucked from the abyss?

#CAS #cass apocalyptic series #rise of the tmnt #AaAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH #CASS #YOURE KIlLING ME #IM DYING #AAA!!!

[endlesslyautumn]

Peeta: *out of his mind with fever and stupidly in love* if I’m going to die at least Katniss is here 🥹

Katniss: he’s such a good actor, y’all. Like I really believed him for a second there!

#the dramatic irony is killing me #im dying katniss he loves you #peeta my beloved #peeta mellark #peeta and katniss #katniss everdeen #everlark #thg fandom #the hunger games #katniss is so confused

[fernsfabulousfloweringfacility]

Silly little comic that almost killed me witha chainsaw <3<3

DDVAU by @kitsuneisi and @xmaruu11!!!! so much love for them :D

#ddvau #desert duo vigilante au #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #ddvau fanart #cuteguy #ddvau cuteguy #ddvau hotguy #SO MUCH RESPECT FOR COMIC ARTISTSS. HOLY FUCK. THIS ALMOST KILLED ME. #DUDE. #HOW DO YOU DO IT #i was absolutely dying #hated the last stretch of it #maybe this would have been better with planning #i hate comics sm im never doing it again (will 100% do it again) #fern does art

[abrahamvanhelsings]

crozier being kidnapped and telling goodsir not to worry because edward will be there on the morrow, completely sure of it, like it's inevitable. edward in fact immediately going to rally the men to get crozier back and finding they held a vote without him and it's been decided they'll leave without crozier (and without the sick). edward having the choice between being left alone with no chance at crozier's rescue or his own survival, or taking up his duty and leading the men onward. crozier in hickey's camp believing in edward's sense of loyalty and edward not showing up, not knowing how edward fought for him. crozier showing up at the final camp seeing edward mutilated but alive like he told him to, only to die. thinking about edward's absolute sense of loyalty to his captain and duty towards the men tearing him apart and it never saves anyone

#crozier thinking edward left him behind kills me #out there with jopson dying thinking crozier left him behind. things that will haunt me forever #the terror #was having lunch with colleagues (media scholars) who were discussing oscar nominated films #but i was silent for the whole of it bc i was sitting there like *autism creature* <- full of terror thoughts #imagine watching anything else. lmao. not me for the coming three months at the very least #im about to write another post abt edward's loyalty to crozier and how that's both a strength and a flaw in fact #also thinking abt le vesconte holding that vote bc like... w/o crozier edward is ranking #like the hierarchy is in shambles but the vestiges of it are still there #something so insidious abt making sure the men are united in their decision against edward bc dundy Knows what edward would want #and it isn't to leave. so he takes away the option entirely #im not saying this is completely evil. dundy is also acting in a way that he thinks will save the most men (i.e. cutting out the weak links #and not embarking on some desperate rescue mission #but it is so underhanded still #edward little

[sunny2ply]

#twisted wonderland #shit post #twst jade #jade leech #twst floyd #floyd leech #twst azul #azul ashengrotto #this interaction killed me im dying

[hellhoundlair]

will never get over the fact that sams grief after dean died in season 3 turned him into the same revenge obsessed man their dad became after mary died. the fact that thats not subtext or whatever thats just the show.

#sam pre dean dying being like john pre mary dying is also going to make me insane btw #like i know this logically like it isnt a secret thing hidden in spn. its just the show. but im realising it againa nd its like man i cant #believe this shit. the way their relationship is so romantic despite them being brothers. im abt to kill ppl. insane. #they loved each other so much. waaah

[skrunksthatwunk]

thinking about how eiji's a pole vaulter and how ash talks about eiji "flying" and how eiji's associated with bird imagery and how eiji's free (unlike ash) and how eiji comes in on a plane and leaves on a plane and how ash cannot fly, ash cannot be free, how nyc is ash's prison, and how ash is the leopard who dies climbing the mountain, unable to live at such elevation, how he was trying to reach the sky and be free but was always stuck to the earth, how he chose to die instead of climbing back down, how he chose to die where he could see the sky and hope and freedom almost like a bird with eiji's letter right in front of him rather than letting everything go wrong and ruin it once again, how eiji's a failed pole vaulter anyway, how a bad fall ruined his career and grounded him (physically and emotionally), how it took flying to america and meeting ash and needing to save him and skip for him to try flying again, how he landed hard and harsh and still the thought of that escape compelled ash to protect eiji at all costs because if he could fly that means something to him, even if he doesn't think he can fly, how eiji is the manifestation of his hope and how when he breaks and asks eiji to stay with him a while he folds himself over his legs and weighs him down and traps him and grounds him, how ash fights like hell to keep eiji alive not because he thinks he can be like him (hopeful, flying, innocent), but because he makes him forget the gravity of his situation, and so he can see eiji fly again. how he wants to see him escape. how eiji is a bird and ash is a wildcat and how ash never once saw eiji as prey. how eiji never saw ash as a predator. how it is eiji's naivete that first endears ash to him, how it is his freedom and flight and removal from darkness and his ability to leave that darkness that really roots eiji in ash's blood as something essential to him keeping on living in this hell of nyc. how it is that distance from the violence and that hope for the future that ash chooses to surround himself in as he dies. how ash dies in a dream because he feels more than anything that he can't fly like eiji, that he can never leave. how his violence is a part of him and will be forever, how it weighs him down. how he wants to enjoy the view from the mountainside rather than looking up from the ground below. as if they can both fly. as if he is with him up there and not grounded. eye-to-eye with what he can't have, seeing eiji's homeland: the sky. how he dies trying to reach the top because he couldn't take retreating and trying again. how ash, tired and tired and tired and convinced it will go on forever if he crawls back down the mountain, chooses to close his life deluged in eiji, in eiji's insistence that they can fly together, in eiji's hope for him and for them, in eiji's beautiful dream. how ash dies without trying to realize that dream. how ash, in dying, destroys it.

#banana fish spoilers #I'M HAVING A FUCKING MOMENT #mutual reblogged exactly one (1) piece of ash fanart and sent me on A Multiple Hour Long Thing and now im rewatching it lol #yes i am only on episode 2 yes i am still going to write big long analysis posts ANYWAY #whatever hope this makes sense. anyway #banana fish #okumura eiji #ash lynx #asheiji #hhhhh i can't believe i've only watched this twice in like what 5.5 years?? sheesh #anywayyyyyyy i care about them a lot ok. god #and yes i DO kinda have beef with the decision to kill ash off at the end but it really does say so much About his character #that he chose to die in the way that he did even though he's been throwing his life away since episode 1 #dying in peace in comfort in solitude rather than in some chaotic battlefield.... ough...... in the peace eiji alone could give him..... #anywayss i relate to ash a little more than i should so. this one's for us cool guy bottoms up #edit i uh.... i forgot it was a leopard.... in the story..... but whatever it doesn't really affect the symbolic meaning it's just embarras #ing that i forgot >;/

[redyrmes]

ramon “if you dont hurt him and love him with your whole heart and take care of him” mc do you realize how much that line killed me

#and pac is just like yes #mate you are saying that you will love fit with your whole heart and take care of him and im dying im dead im gone this has killed me #screaming crying throwing up clawing at the walls ect #fitpac #hideduo #fitmc #pactw #qsmp ramon #qsmp #rambles

[artsychanel]

hi can i get a character who's associated with fire, has had rough beginnings due to being cast-out from society because of their appearance and struggled with their femininity, went on a journey seeking power and to become stronger, ultimately being blinded by their thirst for revenge, have killed several people and at some point got betrayed by someone close to them?

all in no particular order

and make it a double, please 🙏

#fang runin #mizu #blue eye samurai #the poppy war #these are extreme generalizations and i might have missed something this is all in good fun please don't come for me thanks #i love both of them so much #i was going insane watching the show #i love this archetype so much?? #oh and also! the character has THREE love interests #a guy who they grew extremely close to and then ended up dying #a guy who seems insistent on being their enemy and killing them and a girlboss who wants freedom and despizes the expectations society plac #and their bestfriend is the comedic relief who's actually a really smart and compelling character #im literally obsessed #all of their love interests are fruity btw. i don't make the rules #spoilers btw

[qiekz]

made another sparkledog instead of sleeping. ok im off to go pass out immediately.

[plz reblog]

#sparkledog #sparklefur #art #my art #scene #scene art #scene furry #scenecore #cringe culture is dead #scene kid #rawr XD #guys idk what to name it #also im so sleep deprived im dying tbh #plz reblog im dying every reblog means 1 extra health point rehealed bcuz drawing this killed me actually #ok gn #eyestrain

[gunsatthaphan]

#okay then 🤷🏼‍♀️

#gmmtv #gmmtv2024 #gmmtv 2024 #gmmtv2024 part 1 #my golden blood #jossgawin #joss wayar #gawin caskey #Gawin lol-ing at this whole thing has me in tears lmao he knows how ridiculous it is 😭 #legit didnt pay attention to this interview as i was too busy being shook to death kjhgd but now im finally watching it and im dying 💀 #gawin is being so goofy its killing me #he seems genuinely excited though 🥺 #joss is like can we get this over with #i cant #why is this happening #not that im complaining

[scrollonso]

yk "kitty stroll agenda" had to do it.

#f1 #formula 1 #lance stroll #lance stroll kitty agenda #cute cats #aston martin #hes just a little kitty #my little kitty #my favourite kitty #someone kill me #i love him #im crying #sobbing #screaming #dying #i love him so much #slamming my head into my wall