#im gay and tired

[ratsofarsonunite]

we had a hell of a riiiddddeee 🎵🎶🎶 (unfinished)

#beginner artist #sketch art #nimona film #nimona fanart #nimona movie #nimona #Im gay and tired

[mr-mentally-ill]

Woah Mr Mentally Ill posting twice in one day??

...who cares lol

Anyway– I'm here today to talk to you about the use of color in ASOUE. So let's get into it!

Okay let's start off with basics: yellow represents innocence and purple represents evil. In the early days of the first season, Sunny wears yellow colored clothes. As she gets older however, she wears more colors like pink and grey.

Purple is the color that Esmé wears at the opera. It's also the color that the man with the beard but no hair and the woman with hair but no beard wear. In the scene wear the baudelaires help burn down the hotel and help Olaf get away, Violet wears purple.

Again, going back to yellow, look at the island. Now this might be a bit of a stretch, so take it with a grain of salt. So yellow and red make orange right? So someone with not much knowledge on the subject might think that orange and white makes yellow aswell.

This is where the stretch comes in, Ishmael wants to recreate that innocence like we see in Sunny at the start. That's what VFD was supposed to do, keep childlike innocence.

While you would think red would be a color associated with evil in ASOUE, but it doesn't. It mainly represents good. The uniform on the Quequeg is red. In the show, Kit wears it at the opera. In the books, the baudelaires wear it while working at the Hotel Denoument. Klaus also wears it in some early episodes.

Blue would usually be associated with childlike innocence, but in ASOUE it's usually the loss of childlike innocence. Beatrice wears it when she throws the dart that kills Olaf's father. Klaus wears it when they steal a boat, get arrested, in the movie, and all illustrations. Sunny also wears it in later seasons, showing how she is no longer innocent. It is also the color of the sugar bowl.

Green is a neutral color. The hypnotized mill workers wear it. In the show, the baudelaires wear it when they spy on bad people. Olaf wears it in the song "Not how the story goes".

Black and white funnily enough, aren't black and white. They're blurred, both bad and good characters wearing it.

But hey– that's just my two cents!!

(If you guys wanna send me theories to talk about, send me them!)

#im gay and tired #asoue theory #asoue #a series of unfortunate events #a series of unfortunate events theory #sunny baudelaire #violet baudelaire #klaus baudelaire #count olaf

[killjoygod]

Hi hope it’s not to late to request ! Is it ok to request Yandere rise Leo HCs please 💕 romance 💕

yandere!rottmnt!leo headcanons

sorry this is so late! and long as hell- hope you enjoy!

¤- leo, despite swearing to himself that he wouldn’t fall in love easily, had swooned as soon as his eyes landed on you. 

¤- you were beautiful in every way possible. it made his heart pound with anticipation on what your next move might be. he couldn’t help it, even his pupils reflected the shapes of hearts whenever you were in his line of sight, which to be honest, was a lot more than he’d admit verbally. 

¤- it first happened when he and his brothers were out on patrol, looking for something to liven up the night. unable to find much, they just settled on getting some pizza.

¤- the original plan was for them to order online, drop in through the backdoor, grab the pizza without being spotted, and book it out.

¤- it would’ve gone smoothly if not for a certain someone who caught leo’s attention from the front counter. you were just ordering and having a nice conversation with the cashier. from your body language and attractive face to your mannerisms and voice, the blue turtle loved it all.

¤- he dropped the box of pizza he was holding, eliciting three sharp hisses from his brothers. the four of them looked frightened as they felt someone’s eyes on them. well, one of them didn’t mind who it was- they turned to look at you, and were pleasantly surprised when there was no fear lacing your gaze on them.

¤- instead, you just looked concerned as to why they were ‘stealing’ pizza. they really weren’t, they had ordered it beforehand anyways. the cashier was about to turn and look at what you were staring at, but you quickly grabbed their attention again and started up the conversation as a distraction while the turtles escaped. 

¤- leo was astounded. just how kind could someone be, even for people they didn’t know?

¤- you were perfect.

[ e n d  o f  b a c k s t o r y ]

[ actual hc time lmao ]

¤- after that first meeting, leo starts begging [more like threatening] donnie to find information on you. donnie refuses, as it goes against most of what they stand for despite the morally grey facade he puts up.

¤- although donnie had refused, leo just began to sneak past his security systems and into the lab at ungodly hours of the night, memorizing as much info he can dig up on you.

¤- it’s unsettling for his brothers. in the span of only maybe a week, leo had gone from their flamboyant sibling to holed up in his room all day or busy going out.

¤- of course, he stalks you. he commits the layout of your home to his memory, determined to be able to say he knew you the best. you were his prized possession, even if you weren’t fully in his grasp yet.

¤- everything you do, he’s obsessed with you. seeing you so oblivious to him right outside your window, it sends him into such immense bliss, it’s like he’s seeing stars.

¤- then, like any pride-filled limerence, leo got bolder.

¤- he began to ‘bump into’ you in alleyways, and try sparking conversation. you kindly went along with it, mentioning how you remembered him from the night at the pizzeria. it made him giddy that you had actually thought him important enough to remember, but his pride also made him delusional.

¤- he’s so sure you love him back. why shouldn’t you? you seem just as into him as he is in you. you seem like you like talking to him, and like you look forward to the ‘accidental’ meetups in the alleyways.

¤- sometimes you won’t even be in the alleyway, he’ll just pull you in kind of roughly, especially if he saw you talking to someone else earlier. you play it off as just him having a bad day or something along the lines of an accident.

¤- the meetups go on for a while, until one fateful night. 

¤- you had been doing your usual night routine for bed, unseeing of the figure outside you window once again. you were also excited and slightly nervous because earlier and kind of out of the blue, leo had invited you to meet his brothers at their home the next day.

¤- after your routine, you settled into bed and fell asleep pretty quickly. it wasn’t until at least 2 or 3 AM that you stirred in your sleep at the strange sensation of touch grazing your skin. it dragged along your face, before cupping your cheek while another touch began to play with your hair.

¤- your eyes fluttered open to be met with a certain blue turtle’s hues. perhaps the scariest thing was the fact that he hadn’t backed away or ceased his actions despite you being awake. you were paralyzed with fear, staring up at the mutant with pure terror lacing your gaze.

¤- he could only grin lazily, holding a finger to his lips now as if to keep you quiet. it wasn’t that that kept you silent though. it was actually the piece of cloth on your mouth. 

¤- you immediately knew what it probably was, so you shot up and out of bed, struggling against his strong grip now on your shoulders. he pinned you against the bed, hardly using any of his strength to do so. you helplessly tried to kick and punch at his lean frame, but it amounted to nothing.

¤- an accidental breath, and you felt your body relax. eyes fluttering shut, you fell unconscious.

¤- he had won.

¤- the following days with him would be hell for you.

¤- he threatened almost everything you loved so you wouldn’t rat him out to his brothers while he forced you to be his lover. he convinces his siblings that you were his significant other easily, because why would they listen to some stranger they saw once over their precious brother? 

¤- leo is nothing short of touchy and clingy, always needing a hand around you whether it be your shoulders, waist, etc. he just wanted to always be touching you somehow.

¤- he doesn’t let his brothers talk to you for too long before getting jealous, pulling you away and using the same threats, yet they work all the same. 

¤- if you had fucked up real bad, let’s just say…things get messy. 

¤- leo would have you knocked out and tied up, then abruptly woken and kept awake while he carved his name into different places on your body. you can kick and scream all you want, but it won’t get you out of this situation. he finds pleasure in every reaction you offer, though he also spends most of the time mocking you and belittling you for being so weak.

¤- even after the whole ordeal, he doesn’t immediately go into cuddling you or whatever. nono, he’ll make sure he got his point across with some good ol’ manipulation. once you swear you’ll never try and escape or do anything against him in general, he unties the ropes. 

¤- he smothers you with affection and slips a few compliments about how well you took the carving, but all you could offer back were sniffles and empty stares.

¤- you weren’t broken, but you were emotionally and physically drained.

¤- overall, leo is a very flirty, possessive, manipulative, and delusional yandere. he doesn’t hesitate to let the whole world know how much he loves you, and if you don’t love him back?

¤- well…not like you’ll have much of a choice :)

#yandere #yandere rottmnt #yanderexreader #yandere leonardo #yandereheadcanons #yandereoneshot #tw yandere #male yandere #readerneedsahug #writing #horror #horrorthriller #obsession #TRIGGERWARNINGGG; pretty dark shit #yeah idk what to tag this as #just enjoy and keep requesting #pretty please #im gay and tired #well we all are but idc #should i have mentioned that leo originally had a shrine of pictures and objects dedicated to you in his closet and raph almost found it #lmao yeah #alright bye

[flowersosa]

So let’s add Deanna to this list of characters I am violently aligned with created by @quiddie

“She was happy”

Mother fucker! I’m hurt, I’m crying, I’m throwing up!

#cr3 #ep52 #critical role #dnd #deanna #aabria iyengar #break my heart #SHE WAS DEAD FOR TWO HUNDRED FUCKING YEARS BEFOFE DUSTELL BROUGHT HER BACK #SHE. WAS. HAPPY. #HE LEFT HER #my fucking god #somebody sedate me #NOW #im gay and tired #ALSO MATTHEW MERCER YOU WILL PAY #for my therapy at least

[astr0spoems]

Cat (11-1-24)

Like that of a stray cat,

I will hiss and lash

at a stray foreign touch

Impure and dirty

rubbing against my once pure fur

I was taught better

I should know better

than to fight what I deserve

#im gay and tired #poem #poetry #im trying #silly little literature #writers on tumblr #writing #original poem #original poetry #poetsandwriters #writerscommunity #gay writing #writers and poets #writing is nice #writer things #feline poetry #feline #cat poetry #cat poem #silly little poem #small poem #poets on tumblr #poets corner #poetscommunity #gay poets society

[nikok0re]

I hate "quotation marks" so much bc in my head they sound like a mean girl being sarcastic and bullying tf out of my autism

#don't “...” me #I'll panic #actually autistic #bdp #im gay and tired #audhd #adhd #femcel #girlblogging #gatekeep gaslight girlboss #mentally unstable #mitski #nana

[cjrights]

why are men allowed to like women but i can’t

this is so unfair

#cj complaining chronicles #homophobic people make me so angry #let me be gay in peace please #im gay and tired

[atlasthetitan]

Art trade with @Satsuri ⁉️ on Tiktok!! Their version of future 2012 Donatello!

Click for better quality!!

#art #tmnt fandom #fanart #teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012 #tmnt 2012 #2012 donnie #2012 donatello #donatello #donnie tmnt #fuck my autism #fuck the autism has a death grip on them #im gay and tired #tmnt #this took like 4 hours #if you saw this earlier no you didn't #donatello big forhead has no reason to be that massive

[megustacomerninos]

#tired af #spotify #i <3 you #im gay and tired #morning #aesthetic #wilbur soot

[headless-b00gie]

BETA KID OC XD

this took the living life out of me

so happy with how it came out tho :3

#homestuck #homestuck oc #homestuck original character #oc artwork #oc art #original character #im gay and tired #he's so eepy #AAAA

[steddiejudas]

can’t stop thinking about Steve in those stupid scoops ahoy shorts which means i also can not stop thinking about Eddie being obsessed with those stupid scoops ahoy shorts and pretending he has SO MUCH business in Sam Goody. He does not.

#steddie #that ass #it does not quit #eddie munson is but a simple man #also steve’s thighs #good fucking god #im gay and tired

[ynaszn]

MUHAHAHHAAH

chuu gun gifs

#chuu icons #loona chuu #chuu gifs #kawaii #tehehe #im gay lol #im gay and mentally ill #im gay and tired #im gay as hell #im gay btw #gay love #m-ochas

[mr-mentally-ill]

Is Mr Poe an ex vfd volunteer?

We know that the baudelaire parents threw parties with very specific friend(s), Poe being one of them. All other friend(s) of the baudelaire parents are implied/stated to be ex/current vfd volunteers. Why would they be friend with just a random banker?

Adding on to this, Poe is always there when misfortune falls onto the baudelaire children. As if his presence there causes it. What if it actually did?

Think about it, what startles the baudelaires that leads to Dewey Denoument's death? Poe. Who gets Jacques Snicket arrested and killed? Poe. He is always there.

Who gets the news first? Poe. Who tells the baudelaires about the fire? Poe.

Adding on to @femmefatalegoth Poe is a villain theory, if he wasn't an ex-volunteer, why else would he insist on never listening to the baudelaires? He only listens when indisputable evidence is shown.

Mr Poe gets treated horribly by Olaf when they 'meet', yet he speaks of the count kindly while talking to the children.

If he was an ex-volunteer– he must've left vfd. Why, you may ask, would he have a reason to leave vfd as a volunteer? Easy.

His children. To protect them from vfd recruitment.

Also, what reason would he have to be at the Vile Village? He says he's "running with this crowd!" A vague answer. Likewise, he's familiar with the rules of the VFD village— an old vfd station.

This all makes sense if Poe is an ex-volunteer. Why he knows so much about the baudelaires personal lives? He knew their parents very personally.

A cause for his cough? One theory from popsugar.com suggests it could be from fires he might've helped set. Another personal theory of mine is that it could be to do with the medusiod mycelium. We know it makes you cough a lot as by what happens to Sunny when she ingests it.

Could a younger vfd volunteer Poe be on a mission when he was exposed to the medusiod?

In both the book and the show, one of the lines in "The End" is "at this time Mr. Poe was better known as his stage name" suggesting that he was an actor at some point. Acting is a profession that a lot of vfd volunteer take on.

It is also stated that the baudelaire(s) smell smoke around figuratively (and sometimes literally).

We know that sometimes ex-volunteers that join the 'evil' side of the schism will put on a dumb act as to not be caught. Could this be why Poe is always so stupid?

Anyways.. thats just my two cents!

#asoue #im gay and tired #mr poe #asoue mr poe #count olaf #vfd #violet baudelaire #klaus baudelaire #sunny baudelaire #volunteer fire department #a series of unfortunate events #asoue theory #a series of unfortunate events theory

[ratsofarsonunite]

should i switch sketchbooks? My old one has a rip 🥲

#sketchbook #artist struggles #im gay and tired #please help #somebody pls help

[oodlesofoddnoodles]

ookay okay random question for the afab queers,

first let me start with context,

when i was younger, i had a shit ton of barbie’s right? and not just barbies, i had like 2 ken dolls aswell. even though i had enough ken (hehe kenenough) dolls, i would alllwaaays just put the two girl dolls together and ignore the men entirely (sometimes i’d put the men together so they didn’t feel left out)

did literally anybody else do that who is now lgbt, or was that just me

#lgbtq #barbie #lesbian #im gay and tired

[astr0spoems]

Dog (8-8-23)

Ill sit

Ill stay

Ill hand you my paw

Ill roll over

Ill play dead

Ill show you my every flaw

Hand you my heart

And obey your every word

Ill please your every whim

And eagerly play at your game

If it means youll love me

Ill be your foolish dog

#im gay and tired #poem #poetry #im trying #silly little literature #literature #writers on tumblr #writing #original poem #original poetry #canine #canine poetry