#im going to get some chips

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

here's some tidbits from the Laughingstock Misunderstanding fic outline, just 'cause i got mild amusement outta them and thought y'all might too <3

#THESE AREN'T BLURRY I SWEAR TUMBLR JUST KILLS THE QUALITY TILL YA CLICK ON EM #hopefully it provides some Entertainment during this dry spell. this Drought #im slowly chipping away at the outline whenever the Feels hit me #it... amuses me #i am both the king and the jester in my court #but no fr the funniest part of this lil plot To Me #is how frank/julie/poppy have no clue about the drama thats been going on in their tiny neighborhood #like... literally everyone else is so Involved #poppy: oh howdy seemed so mellow this morning i wonder whats wrong #frank: yes... come to think of it i havent been bothered by barnaby in a while #julie: well that just doesnt sound like either of them! #and then they all hum and sip tea and change the conversation topic #absolutely unprompted #outlining my beloved.... #its writing without having to write. diet writing #and room to throw in memes to my hearts content #so that i can have a Chuckle while i go through the arduous torture of actually writing <3 #mannnnnn i wanna write this fic so bad #i will get there i will get there Eventually #for now it will live in my brain in my tags in my outline

[straawberries]

hi happy halloween im out of food again

please commission me or donate

ive pretty much given up on being able to afford moving out so just being able to afford to live until i get kicked out would be nice

c*sh*pp (does this actually need to be censored?) is delilahswagga, p*yp*l is @delilahkill

not asking for a lot here even a few people donating a few dolalrs or getting 2 dollar commissions would help me a lot

#working on a new comm sheet ill reblog with it later #not eating regularly is like the biggest thing that makes my depression worse and it fucking sucks #thanks god for making the biggest thing that makes me happy the one thing i cant get regularly #meow #i hate e begging i feel like such a fucking loser right now. god #gotta love that autism!!!!!!!!!! #my dad keeps intentionally buying shit he knows i cant fucking eat without meltdowns #just because he thinks 'more food in pantry for longer = better' regardless of means #ive started just throwing away the fucking disgusting cans of soup in the hopes that he'll go to the store and buy something else #but every time he goes to the store he just buys me like #a bag of chips #and everything else is for him #if i touch the fucking meat he'll kill me and he buys like several hundred dollars of meat every month for his stupid smoker #he has bought 4 smokers in the last year but cant fucking stomach the thought of giving me some money for groceries #like expensive smokers #i know hes fucking lying when he says hes too poor to get me the shit that im actually able to comfortably eat at the cost of a few dollars #wow i am ranting hard in these tags. sorry #saved for later #<- so i can reblog this later if i need to

[amokslime]

About the whole ADHD "finding a way to motivate yourself without using the stress of impending deadlines" thing:

I hate to say it, but learning to be nicer to myself changed a lot of that for me. I really truly hate to say it. I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news but you gotta find a way to be nicer to yourself inside your own head, in whatever way works for you. I know it sucks so bad to hear.

The other thing is, if my brain is really refusing to tackle a task, often times the main thing I'm feeling is confused and understimulated. Which leads to me sitting there with the jeopardy theme song playing in my head, and then I unconsciously gravitate towards something that's more stimulating and therefore easier to wrap my head around. So overstimulating myself in some sensory way helps me be less confused about what I needed to do. Everybody's brain is different, though.

And uhh the other thing that helped is concerta, and listening to my body, and working on not being so ashamed when I failed. Which means you will probably have to fail a little bit unfortunately

#im so so so sorry #it sucks so bad because so much of what i found that works sounds so much like the trite advice we always get #you have to do it while being nice to yourself. if you try it while still motivating yourself through shame it won't workkkkkk #and the path to chipping away at all that learned shame is really individual and difficult #but the shame and stress are buddies that go hand in hand. they come from the same place #i had to make myself physically incapable of tolerating stress before i realized that it just doesn't matter #like you have responsibilities to your neighbors and loved ones and some of them are time sensitive. but HOW you complete them doesnt matte #and you just will mess up. there is nothing you can do about that. you have a disability. ADHD is a disability #''but if i mess up I'll face severe consequences. that's why i motivate myself through stress in the first place'' YEAH I KNOW IM SORRY MAN #it is still good to try and untangle the shame around doing tasks. it's still helpful. #even if it doesn't help you be more productive it will help your relationship with yourself and the world. #which is actually a really worthwhile and not at all selfish thing to prioritize. believe it or not. #anyway. love you!! sorry!! byeeee #personal #brain stuff

[vendettasfanfictioning]

fucking LOVE happy queer revelations. you mean to tell me this character goes through the whole "oh i like women. i like men. I don't think I'm as straight or as cisgender as I thought I was" arc WITHOUT ANGST???? they get to ask their already-out friends and colleagues and even love interest????? they get to develop a healthy identity uninterrupted by the heavy burden of societal prejudices and just explore for the sake of experiencing different things?????

amazing.

#bonus points if the text doesn't involve alcohol or drugs or some other unhealthy thing #like genuinely unhealthy #it may sound like plain salted chips to you but to me it's a delicacy it's an art form it's fucking liberating and cathartic and GOOD #im so fucking sorry to everyone but this is about a human castiel fic lmao #buT HAPPY QUEER REVELATIONS!!!!! MY BELOVED #i need this trope to be more popular istg im going insane #internalized homophobia + dealing and unpacking all that is so fucking neat don't get me wrong #BUT HAPPINESS!!!! y'all should try it sometimes😭💀 #supernatural #castiel #fanfic #destiel

[junkartie]

Please help my indoor cat escaped and i do not know what to do, she isnt chipped and has a limp leg so shes a pretty big target for dogs and i need to get her home, its almost one am for me so its dark and i cannot see anything. Is there anything i can do to make her somehow recognize/smell my house? She ran out of the balcony and kept running because the neighbors dog frightened her. She is spayed.

#i was going to get her chipped this week because she has a vet check up scheduled #im so scared idk what to do #i think i will actually kms if anything happens to her #im making my bf leave some of hos dirty clothes around the house so she maybe picks up on it #i dont know

[reinedeslys-central]

so like sometimes it's only been a couple hours after you've eaten and you're wondering if you're wondering if you're hungry - but maybe you're just, like, hungry in your head, right? Not actually hungry? So you don't need to eat because that would be overeating, like at a buffet where you stop eating when your stomach feels like it's going to burst? wrong your stomach has an early warning system

no yeah fast forward to two hours later when you're kinda lowkey starving and you go, oh. huh. bodies don't lie.

listen to your organs y'all 😅

#also i think it's cool that sometimes when you're hungry or half-hungry you can kinda wade in the fog of it and find out what you're craving #like oh im really craving....rice #just rice #so I go #oh!! carbs!! you're low on energy and probably really tired and stressed atm!! here you go body!! have some good fast-energy glucose!! #and other times you just really want something cold and crunchy and kinda sweet and sharp and tasty and I go #you haven't been having your fruits son go pack an apple and some celery and some peanut butter with those nice fats to help with digestion #I have such a weird relationship with food and eating lol #we are Improving #listen to your body!! It's telling you what it needs! It's never overeating if you're giving your body what it Actually wants and needs #I wanted smth crunchy and salty did I want chips or grilled chicken #and yes 'junk' foods are useful too. I just have to remember to consider when it's an indulgence craving necessity or a crutch #I'm not a dietician but it still holds that no foods are bad!! just work with your body #it's hard sometimes but it's always there for you and getting you through the day so you gotta be there for it too! #take care of those daily functions!! #message to everyone and more to myself lol #food #eating #eating habits #self care #healthy eating

[good-beanswrites]

Finally finished my charts for the upcoming translyric projects I want to do and ough... these are going to be so much harder than my first two ;---;

#ive got a few songs ive been dying to chip away at but i kept putting them off because making the syllable/translation chart takes a sec #and sure enough im going through the syllables and they're either impossible for me to count #or i can tell them rhythm wont flow the same if i put english words into the exact same configuration #(there are so many quick syllables that flow into the words or are kinda dropped off/breathed into in japanese im finding) #so im going to need to get creative with some of the lines and make a whole new rhythm for a few and 🙃 #i know nothing about music theory #i was just here for the fun poetry fitting into nice neat lines like Triage and Salamander asdcvbn #plus that means ill want to sing them to get my vision across and whyyyy #so we'll see what happens 😅 #songs i have prepped (but i wont make any promises on completion/timeliness) are: #tearcdrop - cat - i love you - double from milgram #and deco27's parasite #lovesick by keina suda #comet honeymoon by nayutalien and sou #and eve's namae mo shiranai anata koi wo shita (i fell in love even though i dont know your name) #rose rambles #lyrics

[extremelyputridfishbreath]

speaking of my favorite daughter gin

i dont remember if i've posted this but this is her first drawn image ever i think, but this was supposed to be for cpi! her club penguin design has always been very consistent, other than a few changes with her goggle colors changing a few times, her scarf becoming a medal and her spots changing and the color (and shape) of her whiskers as well! :>

#honestly gin is so funny to me (affectionate) because shes literally so normal. #her girlfriend literally brainwashed the band and only pivoted from it because it was too much effort. penelope is rich and a crazy cat lad #but for puffles. even her HENCHMAN is some talking drawing from the box dimension...AND THATS NOT GETTING INTO EX- DICTATOR HERBERT AND HIS #ACCOMPLICE KLUTZY OR THE SEVERAL ROBOTS THAT TURNED EVIL...OR LITERAL EVIL GHOSTS #meanwhile this girl eats hot chip lies and cheats at sports and games #...god she probably was seething about how everyone has something going on but shes literally just a snow leopard who uses underhanded #tricks to win... * gin voice * SCRABBLE WE'RE GOING TO BUILD A DEATH RAY! #...as you can tell much like scrabble im SO normal about her (lie) #fun fact her spots are technically STILL that detailed in the more recent drawing. i just toned them down bc im emulating the (new) upa #style to a degree and well. while i wouldnt say her stylization now is super animation friendly (bc i dont animate) i think itd probably be #at least a little more managable lol. so like if i drew her in club penguins style again shed be more spotty

[v-arbellanaris]

so fuckin late i just found out abt the matt healy nonsense and im fuckin disassociating bro x

#decades of work by grassroots organisers just to get the extremists to look away and pay no mind to queer people #so they can just fucking live. when public canings and beatings and jail time STILL HAPPENS for being queer bc it's listed as a crime #imagine doing that shit in a country where the rec 'treatment' for being gay is conversion therapy #imagine doing that. putting that spotlight on the thousands of people who are just barely surviving by relying on living in the shadows #while they chip away at the social constraints impeding progress bit by bit. imagine doing that. saying that. and then fucking off home #and ignoring all the homophobia and transphobia in YOUR country because it doesn't matter presumably bc its Worse when its nasty brown ppl #going BACK to your own homophobic transphobic country. leaving the thousands of people left exposed by that limelight. #im not even going to touch on ''im taking your money'' and the inherently disgusting colonialist bullshit in that #expecting him to donate to local queer charities is too much when he's a piece of shit #but jfc. and all his fucking insane fans going queer malaysians who have to live w the consequences of matt's actions who complain abt that #are suffering from internalised homophobia & i have no sympathy for you #firstly. queer malaysians saying 'stop - this is not advocacy it's actively threatening us' is not internalised homophobia #secondly. explain why you have no sympathy for queer people with internalised homophobia. #like. explain. as if we weren't all questioning and struggling. as if we come out of the womb just lucky enough to Know without a doubt. #as if we dont exist in societies and families that shape us into something we're not until we can't recognise ourselves #like explain why you have no sympathy for your fellow queers and act like they're the enemy. explain why you're siding with some cishet #trash white man actively endangering brown qpoc in the THOUSANDS in a drunken fit on stage. over the qpoc actually affected by this. #explain it. go on. #fucking sickeningggg it's SICKENING #tbd

[dullahandyke]

mfw i wanna read the bbs novelisation but i have this facking essay to do. < dragging his feet and making tumblr posts complaining abt it instead of doing it

#also feeling a little weird so im gonna head home after lecture to covid test instead of getting curry chips :( #its ok i can go to the chipper later when they open and get some to go.... shhhh its ok girl

[harvestar]

I really want a) a toasted bagel with cream cheese b) a cold slice of carrot cake. either of those and a 3 hour nap would fix me

#ktxt #next paycheck... im going to go get a toaster. fuck it #(immediately forgets and just buys hot cheetos or some shit instead) #<- its insane how expensive those are getting im legit not eating junk food at this point because I don't want to spend $5 on a bag of chips #food /

[nomaishuttle]

okie anyways i thinkm im gonna scavenge a sandwich real sneaky and then its bedtime for oll connor

#yesterday i made a rly good one.. i used some of the kewpie and umm some of the deli chicken and then one of the premade starbucks #sandwiches (My roommate works at starbucks . trust me i am not going to starbucks lmao.) the grilled cheese.. n that was rather yummy #i do get like . irrationally terrified of taking things from the kitchen even tho like. only one roommate pays for groceries afaik and ive #offered to chip in and was rejected. but yk im just in constant terror that ill get kicked out bc like. its truly any moment they can just #decide to and its not like i can do anything abt that. i mean ykw told me i had one month to get out and only took it back when he realized #hed have to pay an extra like ~150 a month. so they truly can whenever they want and they dont care. but its fine lmao. #but ya. ive been slipping back into the bad habits i got during um. well i wont go into it in depth but im trying to make myself have at #least a snack when i get home instead of just my soup at work #(i get free soup at work it slays)

[larabar]

apologizing in advance for the person ill become once i finish unleashed

#ITS FREEZING RIGHT BEFORE THE EGGMAN CUTSCENE IN MAZURI. IM GONNA RIOT #there are some deep scratches that couldnt be fixed by the machine so i might have to get a new one #hatred and rage on planet earth /j #i WILL finish this game and i WILL make it everyone's problem #ive already got so many ideas from just the beginning of it #you telling me tails went to apotos before sonic?? and told some guy what sonic looks like and to give him a cool artifact if he saw him?? #ghh and the. the priest guy who doesnt recognize sonic at night and you can tell sonics getting frustrated #because of the dialogue. like hes trying to convince this guy its him but he. hhhhh.h.. #AND CHIP. giving sonic a cool thing he found while he was walking #AND. AND. the shrines being places where the werehog form goes away. and chip saying 'dont you get tired of switching all the time?' #going feral

[waffliesinyoface]

does megaman ever get super existential over the sliding scale of sentience present in other netnavis. does it ever weird him out that there’s a bunch of largely identical NormNavis, a mass produced AI which can vary in sentience from “is their own weird-ass person and not anyone’s netnavi” to “is literally just the digital arms and legs of their operator, and has no mind of their own”.

IIRC in one of the canons (its either the first game or the manga), gutsman is literally like. “A” gutsman. A mass produced AI designed for battling, compatible with the Gutpunch series of chips. The netnavi equivalent to buzz lightyear. Pretty sure they retconned it, but that was like. the idea.

i wonder if one of the reasons they pushed the doublesoul concept in BN4 and 5 was because 3 ends with yuuichiro wondering about the nature of megaman’s soul and then someone going “wait does that imply ONLY he has a soul?? even among his friends??” and they were like “UHHhHhHHhh lets maybe get rid of that ambiguity completely whoops”

#mmbn #in mmbn2 you can find numberman shops #and they greet you with ''hi i'm a wandering Numberman! Wanna Buy Some Chips?'' #and the ''a'' numberman implies there's a bunch of copies. that higsby uses as shop interfaces. (in the undernet too LMAO) #so im imagining megaman see numberman literally get deleted - not jack out from critical damage but GONE - and then higsby going #''ah bummer i havent made a backup in like a month. im gonna lose all my browsing history! :('' #and megaman just kinda staring into the middle distance because ''Hey what the fuck''

[todayisafridaynight]

see the sawashiro fight is SLIGHTLY worse than the tendo fight in my humble opinion and my basis for this opinion is that i stayed up twenty minutes after saying i was going to sleep staring at my ceiling and debating this with myself

#snap chats #LIKE SOMETHING JUST FEELS WORSE ABOUT THE JO FIGHT #i think its because not only are you punished with Actual Damage during the cane phase but the cutscene trigger is also a pain #plus at least with tendo you have that poison on him so you get that extra chip damage along the way #yes ive had more people ko'd during the tendo fight but it just doesnt feel as bad to me #if perfect guarding's my enemy then i SHOULD hate the tendo fight more with how perfect-guard-heavy it is #i mean sawashiro also heals during his fight. Dickass #see sawashiro can also multihit your party members. which i guess doesnt suck TOO bad considering the lunchboxes #but STILL greater chance for someone to get ko'd or be in that danger zone #my y7 boss fight tier list when LMAO anyway im gonna go draw jo bye #with the other save i have im probably going to make boss-fight saves for jo and tendo tbh #i wanna get their perfect guards down- if i dont perfect guard for the jimas or kiryu and ishioda im Kinda ok #the ishioda fight was ass since i was just. Underprepared by messing up some stuff so the fact i beat it first run's fine #im excited to get good at this game LMAO i almost wanna start getting to making those saves rn... #im right before the jima fight in one file so..... #maybe ill have a stream where i JUST practice the sawashiro fight.. lol.. #anyway. lemme do other shit first LMAO YOU THINK ID BE DONE WITH Y7 AT THIS POINT. I AM NOT #that game my baby... OK BYE FR

[viiridiangreen]

🐧➡️🔵 unexpected work bonus doubled the past two weeks' salary

🐧⬅️🔴 blue screen of death on my personal geriatric ass design / gaming rig, potentially hardware-related, right as work not sucking for the foreseeable future depended on my ability to access specifically the Windows version of powerpoing (OF ALL THINGS)

#i misspelled powerpoint but it's funnier this way #viitalks #OUGH.gif #the Entirety of said work bonus is probably going towards like #going to the office daily instead of only on scheduled days #getting my rig to the pc doctor's + the doctor's fee + any necessary parts- #POSSIBLY THE GODDAMN CPU. WHICH TRACKS. IT'S ABOUT TO BE A DECADE OLD. #uhmmmmm and then just like #extra takeout bc I'm gonna have even less time to cook & some of the stuff in the fridge is gonna go to waste #im. #feels like one little thing falls out of place and everything else just. crashes lol #& my partner is just like 'eh ill convince my dad to help' like.... #big if true. #but i can't count on that i need help figuring shit out with the chips we can directly control #not just like beg & hope for. like it'd be nice if he were a reliably supportive figure but while he's helped us out considerably before #it's also WILDLY inconsistent. i can't just count on that & stop worrying / devising plans that Suck but let me muddle through on my own #STRESSIN!!!!!!!!