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#im going to miss that channel SO MUCH 😭😭😭
transvampireboyfriend · 11 months
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STOP i just saw the leak!!!!
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kof-xiii · 1 year
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GREAT BIG STORY IS BACK GREAT BIG STORY IS BACK IM FUCKIG SOBBBING ALL IS GOOD WITH THE WORLD
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the devils in the details- luke hughes
chapter 1; part 4: lost at the lake house
nhl players x platonic!fem!reader
eventual luke hughes x fem!reader
nico hischier x fem!reader
the masterlist
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yourinstagram | lake house days > everything ❤   tagged: lhughes_06, jackhughes, _quinnhughes, trevorzegras, jamie.drysdale, colecaufield, edwards.73, rutgermcgroarty
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edwards.73 oh what fun times we had this summer 😃
user11 where's nico?😭 | nicohischier wasn't invited 😔😉 | yourinstagram he's with family but we will see him soon 😊
jackhughes favorite memory of the summer? go!  | yourinstagram hitting you in the face with a melted marshmallow 😂  | jackhughes funny because mine is when you slipped off the boat 😏  | yourinstagram slipped is not the word i would use 🙄  | colecaufield she didn’t slip. you tackled her right off the boat and into the water 😂  | trevorzegras my favorite memory was any time y/n was nice to me 😂  | yourinstagram it was rare so enjoy it
lhughes_06 my favorite part of the summer was when everyone was swimming around for a bit and we got back on the boat and abandoned them 😂  | yourinstagram dude jack & trevor were so pissed & that is why i loved it so much 😂  | _quinnhughes so that’s why you guys came running back inside that day like you were about to be killed?  | yourinstagram you bet 😂  | jamie.drysdale you’re lucky i was able to calm them down 😂  | lhughes_06 thanks for saving our asses jamie 😂
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yourinstagram | super smiley best friend and one of a kind lover 😍   tagged: nicohischier
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lhughes_06 lover?
user16 somehow knew it was nico 😏
jackhughes still can’t get over your relationship. It’s too cute honestly
bboeser 😊
nicohischier I love you 😘❤
user12 how long have you guys been together?  | yourinstagram almost 2 years 😊
_quinnhughes 😊
user07 this is the first post i saw about this relationship and although I hoped for you to be with luke, I like that you’re happy
njdevils what a precious smile 😊
user13 im sorry but im in love with your boyfriend 😍  | yourinstagram me too 😊
user17 almost 2 years and you’ve kept the secret the whole time? That’s insanely impressive ☺
juliasmith he’s adorable 😊  | yourinstagram 🙄
user01 nico needs to be protected at all costs. he's too precious ❤  | yourinstagram yes I agree 😃
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lhughes_06 | wish i could go back to the umich days when feelings didn’t hurt as much 😐
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jackhughes such a happy boy surrounded by the best teammates 😊
user12 such a smiley boy. i love it ❤
edwards.73 fun times 🎉
user13 what’s the caption supposed to mean?
_quinnhughes you got this, luke. she’s just a girl  | lhughes_06 she’s not though
nicohischier channel those emotions into the game and you’ll feel better. love you buddy 😊
user14 sorry to say but feelings don’t hurt any less, whether they’re the past or present. turns out you just gotta roll with the punches, pookie. sorry you’re feeling this way though. love you ❤
elblue6 come back my smiley boy ❤
juliasmith ❤❤  | lhughes_06 😊❤
user15 who’s hurting my baby? 😫  | user13 i'm thinking it may be y/n but it could be someone else  | user15 oh now that you mention it, she didn’t like the post and she hasn’t commented yet when she’s usually the first to comment on luke’s stuff
user16 i miss my happy boy 😔
yourinstagram you look so cute pookie ❤
user17 guys who’s juliasmith and why does her name keep popping up everywhere?
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lixiehugs · 1 year
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fanmade video : moments when nct were caring and protective of mila!!
warnings : mentions of eating disorders.
a/n : hello!! welcome to my once-a-year upload piece /hj!! i say this every time i come back, but this time i feel like i might actually start writing more. i have so many writings i have been sitting on for my girlies (esp mila), and i am dying to share them!! please wait for me!!
a/n : im not even gonna lie i kinda ate with this photo like💅🏻 (JUST IGNORE HER HAIR PLEASE😭)
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"hello, everyone, and welcome back to another video on my channel! this episode will be none other than the boys of nct taking care of our producer, mila!! not to be confused with mila taking care of the boys, however (which will be a future video). these are some of the sweetest moments where mila didn't have her angry protection face on<3 enjoy the video!!"
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when the boys give mila their jackets🥹
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so, we all know how much mila hates puffer jackets.
like, she will do ANYTHING to get out of wearing a puffer jacket.
except when it is for a photo shoot, then she remains our professional queen🥰
but mila would rather wear like 7 layers instead of a puffer jacket bc she is so stubborn😭
like same but is it really worth it girl???
and my gal is out here in like 4°c in her leather jacket and a hoodie trying to convince the guys that she isn't cold like
MISS MA'AM WE CAN SEE YOUR BREATH?? YOUR TEETH ARE CHATTERING???
i just know that taeyong begs her to put on a heavier jacket every day, but she never does
but on this day, mila said that she thought it wasn't that cold so she thought that her leather jacket would be okay.
turns out it was not!! she was freezing because it got breezy.
most of the other boys were fine with the temperature, even having their jackets unzipped
but when they saw mila getting out of the van clutching her already zipped jacket around herself, practically trying to hide in her coat, they all went 😦😦
jeno, renjun, mark, haechan, and jaemin all came running to her with their coats😭 (jisung and chenle were cold)
she laughed and tried to play it off like she wasn't that cold, even going as far to let her hands poke out of her sleeves and let go of her tight grip on her jacket, but as soon as she did, she was wincing at the cold and looking at her members for help
without hesitation, jeno shrugged his jacket over her shoulders and zipped it up.
jaemin then tried to zip it up fully and have her put her hood up, but mila stopped him because she knew she could not take pictures like that.
basically, mila is never going to be that cold again!! not on the dreamies' watch😡
making sure mila has something to eat🥹
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mila has said this herself, i'm not hating!! but she is a PICKY EATER.
like PICKY PICKY
mila said that when she first moved to korea, she would only eat "white people food" because it's all she was used to.
"i only started using the flavorings of the ramen packs after living here for like 6 months"💀
she said that she didn't even feel asian because she hated all the food and didn't know how to use chopsticks🤧
but!! that was a while ago, and mila has gotten so much better!!
as a picky eater myself, i know how hard it is to go out of your comfort zone with food.
just the fact that when she was a trainee, she would have to make her own food and take that with her whenever the boys wanted to go out makes me want to cryyyyy
but now she likes enough foods to go out with them🥹
anyways, back to the situation at hand;
in episode 2 of chillin' in the dream 8lace, when mark and jeno get the punishment of having to cook for the rest of the members, they wanted to make bibimmyeon. when jaemin came into the kitchen to help them (and also to make sure they didn't burn the kitchen down), mark asked if mila would eat bibimmyeon, to which jaemin says "yes, she will"
this is because mila used to hate bibimmyeon!! fun fact~
this situation also happened in the beginning of the 6th episode.
the boys who were awake wanted tuna and mayo fried rice (which needs fried eggs) for breakfast, and jaemin, being the angel he is, remembered that mila didn't like tuna and mayo fried rice. so, when mark asked for jaemin to scramble some eggs for him, he easily decided to make some for mila<3
when jeno stopped her from tripping
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this was kind of a shock for everyone imo??
like, it's not CRAZY or anything, i just have never seen mila have any other problems walking in heels before.
but whatever, she still slayed💅🏻
anyways, at the 2020 asia artist awards, nct dream won the award for best emotive award - music.
all 8 of them stood up and walked up the stairs to the stage. though the order left mila and jeno at the back of the line.
they were all wearing matching black suits, except that mila was wearing 6 INCH HEELS instead of normal dress shoes like the guys were.
and these were like STILETTOS!! super hard to walk in for no reason
now we all know that mila can walk in heels. we've seen her slay in some stilettos in the past.
but, that does not take away from the fact that mila has said on many different occasions that she does not like wearing heels.
now, since she already doesn't like them, why on earth would the staff put her in 6 INCH STILETTOS?????? makes no sense
anyway, as she was stepping up onto the stairs, she stumbled and almost fell backwards into jeno.
jeno, of course, being the gentleman he is, caught her gently by her waist and quickly got her back onto her feet. he then made sure she was steady up the stairs by holding his hand.
once they were at the top of the 5 or so steps, he linked their arms together and walked with the rest of the group to the award presenter.
once they finished that and went back to their seats, mila and jeno were also at the end of the line because they knew mila would need a bit longer to go down the steps.
jeno went in front of her and held her hand down the stairs so she wouldn't fall 🫶🏻
haechan getting mad about mila's sasaeng
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woo, this one is already making me mad, and i haven't even written anything yet😡
so, mila's infamous evil sasaeng. the one that broke into the dream dorm and attacked mila while the members were sleeping. (a/n : there will be a fic in detail on this soon!!)
not much is known in detail about this incident. all we have is the account of the sasaeng herself and the statements that have been made by SM and the members.
but what we do know is that there was a big change in how the members treated her after this happened.
there was also a big change in mila.
mila went from being happy and giddy to being quiet and reserved for the first time in a while. this was not too long after her nct2018 hardships as well, so that made everyone even more angry as it seemed like she could never catch a break.
the members, most noticeably the dreamies, all became more cold for lack of a better word.
they would go outside and have this slight look of betrayal on their faces. they would not be as happy or smiley, they would tell less jokes.
everyone was just upset.
however, haechan was arguably one of the most upset ones.
as we know, haechan is mila's roommate in the 127 dorm. but, mila also has her own room in the dream dorm, which is why she constantly moves around and splits her time between the 2 dorms. mila has said that she stays at the dream dorm more often when she does not have promotions because she likes it better over there and she likes having her own room.
so having her personal space and safety violated like this in the place that she calls "home" is just disgusting to me.
haechan went on vlive a few days after the statements were released to talk about the situation.
"how is mila doing?" he reads before placing his phone down and covering his mouth with his hands while thinking about what to say. "she's okay. she's not great, but she's doing her best. she's been staying in the 127 dorm with us. she hasn't even gone over to the dream dorm since what happened." he pauses, looking down before taking a breath in. he looks back up at the camera with a low glare, not doing a good job at trying to hide it. "mila is afraid to sleep, hell, even be in her own dorm now because of you... i hope you are ashamed of the damage you have caused." he speaks bitterly, his words obviously directed at the sasaeng.
he ended the live not long after, giving a short message to please not wait outside their dorms anymore.
mila not having money on a show to buy ice cream, so doyoung and yuta buy it for her
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just mila being the cutest once again, what do ya know.
everyone was buying treats and snacks on this nct life show but mila didn't have any money :((((
she was so excited to go into the store and get snacks, but then she just went 😯😕
she quickly tried to wipe off her frown and look around the store anyway, not wanting her members to think she was upset.
when everyone had finished picking out their snacks and were in line to purchase them, taeyong noticed that mila didn't have anything.
"mila, why aren't you getting anything?" he asks, a gentle smile on his face. johnny also listens for her response. "i don't have any money." she replies, shrugging. "aigoo, i'm sure we can get you something." he pats her shoulder before going up to yuta and doyoung at the front of the line, just behind taeil who was buying his items. "doyoungie, yuta~," he calls. "yes?" they answer. "do you mind buying some snacks for our miely? she doesn't have any money." the leader asks. their eyes widen. "of course!! you can get anything you want, mila!! just be quick!" yuta says, and they grin at her. she smiles and perks up. "okay!! thank you!" she says before quickly jogging back into the ice cream aisle and picking up an oreo cone, then she goes and gets some chocolate. she brings them up to the counter with yuta and doyoung's things. "you sure you don't want anything else?" doyoung asks. "no, this is okay." she smiles. they pay for it, and she is beaming on the way out.
they would do anything for her🥹❤️‍🩹
jaemin, jeno, and mark all being attentive when mila stands up because she gets dizzy
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a/n : you're just going to have to imagine that it is mila sitting in the first photo with a member in front of her and that there is no skateboard in the second photo
nctzens have thought for a long time that mila is anemic.
this is due to mila's repeated mentionings that whenever she stands up or even sits up in some cases, she feels dizzy, gets tunnel vision, and gets black spots in her vision as well. she said that these are her most frequent symptoms, but they can get worse, including fainting and having her ears ring.
mila has never confirmed her having anemia. the last time she spoke of the rumors was back in 2021 where she said, "I'm not sure if i have anemia... my older sister has the same symptoms as me, but when she went to the doctor, she was told she didn't have anemia. what i can confirm is that i have low blood pressure. i'm not sure why, as high blood pressure actually runs in my family, but that has been present since i was a child. and i have talked to a doctor about this in the past, uh... orthostatic hypotension? that's what she said my symptoms sounded like. czennies, I'm not exactly sure what's wrong with me but thank you for the concern!"
despite no definitive diagnosis for what happens to her, it doesn't stop the other members from caring for her well.
one key example of this happened in episode 6 of chillin' in the dream 8lace. mila was refusing to get up out of bed so jaemin went in to get her. he pulled her to stand up from where she was laying quite quickly, causing her to say, "ah, jaemin, jaem, jaem, slowly, slowly, slowly! i'm dizzy." quickly remembering her condition, jaemin stopped and helped her stand up slowly, allowing her to adjust, all while holding her hands in case she were to fall over.
though this was one instance that jaemin forgot about her condition, there have been many other clips of the boys watching her get up carefully.
most of the time it is subtle actions, such as the members simply keeping an eye on her or lending a hand out to keep her steady. they often let mila walk in front of them just to prevent the possibility of her falling with no one to catch her as she often tries to power through her dizziness, thus making her more dizzy.
renjun and chenle always being sweet and helpful when she tries to speak chinese
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mila tries so hard to work on her chinese these days :(( i cry
like my gal speaks 2 languages like a NATIVE and then has borderline fluency in 2 MORE, and is still trying to learn 2 MORE
like gal 😭 i can barely speak my native language (i only speak one language)
she is such an overachiever and FOR WHYYYY
but i love her 🫶🏻
though she often ends up thanking the fans in english (when mark isn't there) and in japanese, once mila tried to thank them briefly in chinese!!
mila has said before that she used to study chinese quite a bit back in 2016 when she was really close with winwin and chenle, but since then, she became more focused on japanese and lost time to study it.
she has always said that chinese was really hard for her just because of dealing with the characters. this is why she is quite good at speaking chinese but not good at reading it!
however, we all know mila is quite emotive when presenting and giving speeches, so her tones often fluctuate with her words. this was another issue for mila as she struggled to remember the tones of the words and tried to keep her voice at a neutral level.
yet despite all of these struggles, mila had been giving a short thank you to their chinese fans at an award show when she stammered and forgot what she was saying.
though this is totally normal for a foreigner trying to speak another language, mila is always super prepared for foreign language speeches, so she was caught a little off-guard.
her face went a little red, and she apologized before turning around to chenle and renjun on her left.
they were both looking at her with the cutest and most loving smiles🥹
the crowd gave some encouraging cheers as mila spoke to them for only a few seconds before turning back to the microphone and finishing her speech like a champ🫶🏻
it's just so cute to me that renle + wayV taught mila all the chinese she knows and how she's still so good at it
and how proud of her they are🥹
we choose to forget when mila was first learning chinese and renjun told her he was teaching her how to introduce herself but she was really insulting herself😭
jeno allowing her to sleep on his shoulder comfortably
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mila is such a HARDWORKER!!!!!
if you disagree, you're literally wrong.
she does not have credits on almost every SM release after 2017 fOR NOTHING
so, because of her tendency to overwork herself and prioritise work over sleep and her well-being, the boys are always the first people to let her sleep instead of waking her up if they need something.
it always pains them a little bit to wake her up, even if they are about to be late because they tried to let her sleep in.
basically, if mila is showing ANY signs of being tired (it could literally be rubbing her eyes), they boys are instantly: "PLEASE SLEEP"
so, when the dreamies were in a van going to a mystery location for a fun video, mila unsurprisingly, grew drowsy.
mila was sitting next to jeno in the backseat of this van, steadily growing more and more tired.
but knowing mila, she tried to keep herself awake, not letting herself lean on the window or on her hand. this lead to her dozing off while sitting straight up, her head bobbing down lightly.
jeno was looking at his phone, not paying attention to her.
until he saw her drooping head and was like 😶
he froze for a second before slowly and gently pressing mila's head down to his shoulder, sitting up a little bit so it would be more comfortable for her.
mila did not object. she was so fucking tired.
jeno was so proud of himself as he felt mila kinda relax into him and let more of her weight rest on his shoulder.
he looked up a little with a 😌 look on his face to see jaemin filming him with a grin.
no words are exchanged as jeno's smile grows, and jaemin chuckles quietly before showing a thumbs up to the camera.
jisung and renjun sharing their umbrellas with her
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now, while i'm sure all of the members would share their umbrellas with mila under the circumstance that she did not have one, we only have video evidence and jisung and renjun doing so <3
so, on this day where it was raining as nct dream were going to a schedule, mila did not have an umbrella
sooo many fans tried to spin this as mila being mistreated by the staff since all of the boys had umbrellas until another clip was released of mila giving her umbrella to a staff member
the staff repeatedly shook her head and refused, wanting mila to keep it, but she did not accept no for an answer and smiled big when the staff finally accepted.
some bodyguards around quickly tried to cover mila's head with their hands to protect her from the rain, thus catching the attention of jisung and renjun.
they both quickly came over, pushing their umbrellas toward her and not on themselves
mila immediately pushed their umbrellas back over their own heads and shooed them away.
they didn't let up and kept trying to talk to her for a few seconds.
mila laughs lightly and goes next to renjun under his umbrella, leaving jisung with a slight pout on his face.
"you're too big to share an umbrella!" mila exclaims, causing them all to laugh. the rest of their dialogue could not be heard in the video, this was the only thing intelligible.
with content expressions, mila goes under renjun's umbrella and they both put arms around each other; mila's arm going around his waist and renjun's arm going over her shoulders as they walk the short distance to the building.
nct 127 following the sidewalk rule
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since the newly publicised "sidewalk rule" on social media, nctzens have brought up all the times that they have preached this before its popularity.
it's not seen as often with nct dream as every time they try (usually renjun, jeno, & jisung), mila just pushes them off and doesn't move.
this leads the boy to be very 🤨😖 because this is what their hyungs taught them to do???? why is she not accepting this gesture that the hyungs do all the time????
so, the dreamies don't really do it anymore, they just keep a watchful eye when she likes to balance on the curb of a busy road.
127 and even wayV however, are a different story.
maybe it's because they're older, but mila always listens when they guide her over to the non-road side of a sidewalk.
sometimes she looks a little 🤨 when her arm gets tugged away, but then she realises where she's standing.
most commonly, the members dragging her away from the cars are taeyong, johnny, kun, xiaojun, and doyoung. but there have been times where ten, jaehyun, and jungwoo have done it.
in the back of many nct 127 videos, most notably the ones where they are exploring the usa, mila can be seen being ushered away from the road by one or two of the members above.
it's just super cute and makes all czennies swoon over the neos' politeness 😵‍💫
the dreamies comforting her when she tries to be strong🥹
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this day is not to be confused with the 191117 dream show ending meant!!!
a/n : lmk if i should make something that says in detail what mila said in her ending ment on the 191117 show!!
this was the first of the three dream shows back to back (191115).
mila said her ment not long after jisung did, so she was already emotional when it got to her turn.
jisung was crying as he tried to say his ment, so mila was already sad because she went to comfort him.
now mila HATES seeing jisung cry because it almost always makes her cry with him, so she was hugging jisung (not photo) before her turn.
she had intended for her ment to go a different route, but when it was her turn to talk, she just kinda let her words take her, not following her originally planned direction.
"aw... it's only the first day of the dream show, and i'm already crying ㅠㅠ i thought i would at least be able to be calm on the first day. but because of jisung~~ he made me sad ☹️." there is a brief pause where mila just looks around at the crowd with stars in her eyes. "but really, i can't blame him..." she looks down and swallows thickly before looking back up and blinking back her tears. the other members make various noises of teasing and telling her not to cry, some even coming closer, but mila takes a step back and laughs, telling them to go away. "no, no, i'm okay. i just need a second..." she flaps her hands as a way of shooing them, obviously growing more uneasy, stressed, and upset. with a deep breath, she starts again. "the members don't know this but," she starts, gaining the attention of all the boys. "before the show started today, i was crying in the bathroom because i was worried that this would be the start of our last shows and they wouldn't be strong enough... and i can't help but feel like it's my fault because..." she looks down again, this time for longer as she tries to hold back her tears. she doesn't succeed. tears fall, and her breathing starts to turn into small gasps and hiccups. chenle and haechan both come closer to her, haechan saying "aigoo, mila-yah..." and chenle saying something like "no, that's not..." and mila just taking a step back and flapping her hands to get them not to touch her. she knows that if she lets them comfort her, she will start crying. she wants to finish her ment first. "because i have had big inputs on nct dream's music, and if it's coming to an end..." a particular gasp leaves her lips with a small cry that reaches the microphone, making the crowd whine. the boys come up to her again. she tries to push them away again, but not as much as before. "...then i must have done something wrong." she cries, a deep wail leaving her chest as her hands come to cover her face, muffling her gasps but still allowing them to be picked up by the microphone. the crowd goes quiet, save for the growing volume of whines and telling her that's not true. jaemin pulls her into him, and she wraps her arms around him tightly, her cries into him now being picked up by his mic. chenle, haechan, and jeno are all around them rubbing mila's back as renjun tries to talk while comforting jisung at the same time, who had grown emotional all over again by mila's words.
in less than 2 minutes, mila had pulled away, immediately being met by the faces of her members, presumably asking if she was okay, to which she nods. a tissue is given to her by haechan and she dabs her face clean of tears while fanning her face. chenle helps fan her face, as well.
she keeps the tissue in her hand to repeatedly wipe her running nose as the others continue talking. chenle stays next to her this whole time with his arm around her and his head on her shoulder.
when mila twitched in her sleep and yuta helped 🥹
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a/n : you're just going to have to imagine that mila is sleeping in the second one and not on her phone :)
it is a somewhat well-known fact that during stressful times, mila twitches in her sleep.
this info is not from sasaengs btw!!! mila has said this herself along with the members🥰
mila has said that she has done this since she was a kid and it usually means that she is juuust on the edge of falling asleep but not actually asleep.
this is why she hates it.
her stress prevents her from falling asleep when she so desperately needs it.
she will be drifting until she twitches and then she's awake again ☹️
so, when nct 127 were getting ready for a favorite (vampire) stage, mila fell asleep on one of the dressing room sofas while waiting for her turn for her makeup and hair.
in the background of an nct 127 fun video (like in the dressing room) she was waiting on the couch patiently when yuta sat down after finishing his look. she casually laid her head in his lap, which was nothing unusual (as we all know how much she loves yuta🤭)
she scrolled on her phone for a bit, not paying attention to anything and not being bothered by the conversations of her members and the staff.
eventually, she plopped her phone next to her face on the couch and closed her eyes, not moving at all from her original position.
due to her lack of movement, yuta thought that she was still awake. this was until the twitching started. yuta knew what it meant when mila started twitching like this, so he took a quick look at her, saw she was sleeping and leaning back in his spot before bringing his free hand to her hair.
he knew how much mila LOVES having her hair played with and how much it calms her down.
he softly twirled the strands and gave her head a light massage, instantly stopping her twitching and allowing her to sleep calmly before getting ready.
when mila had to be woken up for her turn in the hair and makeup chair, yuta pleaded for her to go last so she could get some extra rest in 🥹
when it was really time, and she had to go, yuta woke her up gently with a pout, cooing at her tired face
mila collapsing on stage
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as stated previously, we all know about mila's low blood pressure. this causes her to become dizzy, faint, etc.
but there is one more thing i have neglected to talk about as i do not want to interpret it incorrectly.
and that is mila's history with eating disorders.
everything i will say has already been said by mila herself, her members, or SM.
mila has always had problems not eating enough throughout her entire childhood due to her dedication to her craft(s).
when she was really young and did gymnastics and dance, she would often forget to eat and just do acrobatics the whole day.
this is extremely unhealthy and dangerous as both gymnastics and dance are very demanding sports and require lots of sustenance.
regardless, mila has managed to take care of herself up until around late 2017-early 2018.
mila said that due to a multitude of things that i will not be getting into right now, she spent all of her time working in the studio producing/writing music or perfecting routines, and working on singing/raps. at this time she also focused her remaining time on her studies for her end-of-high school exams.
mila said that during this point in her life, she felt "guilty" taking time out just for herself. she felt like she always needed to be doing something productive.
food did not fall into this category.
mila would sacrifice eating over completing her schoolwork and idol/producer duties.
this caused her to experience a lot of burnout and to faint often because of stress and malnutrition.
though since then, mila has recovered, and takes care of herself (according to her and the members), she still has times where she can revert slightly.
like i said, she has been somewhat this way since she was a child, so it is easy to forget.
one big example of this was in early 2020 after a kick it stage.
this was one of those prerecorded stages due to covid starting to affect the industry.
mila slayed the stage, giving her all and doing her absolute best. you could not notice anything wrong when she was performing.
but after the cameras cut, and all that was left was stuff that would not go on tv, mila collapsed.
she was stood in her ending position, waiting for all the cameras to cut. she wasn't really paying attention, but in the video, you could see just how fast she was breathing and that she was swaying slightly in her stance.
once the other members moved and began to bow to the staff, mila's knees just crumbled, and she fell.
she landed on her knees and hands, her hair covering her face as she heaved in air. then she slumped over kinda on her stomach but still on her knees and elbows.
the other members didn't do anything for a moment. it's unclear whether they didn't notice or if they thought she was just tired from the demanding routine.
the first member to go over to her was taeyong. he looked a little nervous and kinda speed-walked over to her.
he crouched down next to her and moved to look at her face, moving some of her hair out of the way.
none of what they are saying can be heard, so all that we can assume is that he was asking her if she was okay.
he gets her to sit up and holds both of her hands in his. her eyes are closed, and she's still breathing heavily, obviously still really tired.
he asks her something else, and she shakes her head weakly before starting to slump over again. taeyong looks around for a moment before standing halfway up and pulling mila up with him.
she picks her up bridal style with mila barely clinging onto him as he carries her offstage. her eyes are closed as he does this.
there was a lot of fan uproar at this. fans were attacking SM for making her work so hard and demanding to give her more rest.
there was no response or acknowledgement from SM, the nct members, or mila herself.
when mila fell asleep on vlive
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this vlive is actually one of my favorites just because of this interaction!!
it's just so sweet!!!
so basically, mila was on vlive in her shared room with haechan at the 127 dorm.
this had been after a day of schedules (we don't know exactly what) and she was just chitchatting about what happened that day and some things she saw on social media.
this wasn't unusual as mila had been going live more recently when this happened.
mila did say that the schedule ran a little later that day and that she was tired but that she also wanted to stay up and talk with czennies <333.
however, about 25 mins into the live, mila had been laying on her bed with the phone leaning against her open laptop screen. her head was resting on her folded elbows as she read the comments and talked contently.
due to this position and her growing tiredness, it was not difficult for mila to fall asleep.
fans thought that she was just resting her eyes for a moment and that she was still awake until it had been like 2 minutes of pure silence.
then all the comments were mixtures of "omg is mila asleep???" and "she's so cute aaaaa" and "sm really needs to let her rest smh"
she had only been out for around 10 minutes when haechan came in.
they share this room, so it is not a surprise that he came in unannounced.
the door cannot be seen from the vlive, but it can be heard closing and footsteps getting closer.
haechan appears behind mila to the side and quietly says "aigoo, mila fell asleep with her laptop on, let's fix this for my twin, eh?" he then reaches for her hands to move them off the keyboard to close the laptop when he notices that her phone is actually on vlive😭. "oh! hello~~" he greets cutely, giving a wave as he picks up the phone. "thank you for watching over mila, czennies. i will take over and make sure that she sleeps well! goodnight!"
he then ends the live, and we can assume that he finished getting all her stuff away so she could sleep<3
afterwards, on twitter, haechan was trending for being a lovely caring member as he acted so sweet without even knowing that he was being recorded
johnny stopping mila from falling off stage
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okayyyy, so we all know that mila isn't clumsy, as she loves to remind us, but she lowkey is (don't tell her i said that).
so what transpired, was during the singapore show on the neo city - the origin tour in 2019. the stage was kinda an upside-down T shape with a little B-stage at the end.
mila was not paying attention to anything other than nctzens <3.
during replay (am 1:27), mila was looking into the crowd, as she does, with that big smile on her face.
she was squinting a bit, trying to read some of the signs that fans had up while also trying to dance around at the same time.
she was at the part in the stage where the B-stage starts. at the corner, she was leaning over to look at something. she was standing on that lower platform next to the stage that looks like she's on stage, but she's not really on it, you know???
anyway, once she finished reading, she turned towards the catwalk again and quite literally STEPPED OFF THE FUCKING STAGE
and she says she's not clumsy😑
but THANK GOD johnny was coming to the B-stage and was at the end of the catwalk. he SNATCHED her up and carried her for a few seconds before putting her down in the middle of the B-stage, where he was sure she couldn't fall off.
he looked at her for a minute, hands on her shoulders as they talked. none of what they were saying was picked up by their microphones, so we don't know what they said🤷‍♀️
mila nodded at him, and they both walked back down the catwalk to the main stage with hands around each other. probably just johnny being extra cautious now😖
none of the other members seemed to notice (probably a good thing because you KNOW taeyong would have scolded her).
after the show, mila went on her bubble to respond to czennies.
"i fell off the stage? no i didn't!!!! you're lying!!!" she joked with lots of emojis. she thanked them for their concern and promised it wouldn't happen again <3.
renjun yelling at the sasaengs calling her😳
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i do not want to be on renjun's bad side 😳😳😳😳
so this happened in late 2019 when mila, renjun, jeno, and jaemin were all doing a vlive together.
it's very similar to what happened to jeno on the 200114 vlive with renjun, chenle and jeno.
mila was trying to read the comments on their vlive on her phone but she couldn't because sasaengs kept calling her.
she didn't even bat an eye as she repeatedly swiped the calls away, declining them and going back to what she was trying to do.
but IT WAS CONSTANT!!!
this was like 30 calls in 2 minutes like GALLLLLL
with each call, you could see mila growing more and more irritated with her side eyes to the camera :(
it got really bad when she tried to show something to the camera, and she got a call, so she swiped it away and showed the camera again. then she got another call, swiped it away and tried to show her screen again. when she got a third call, renjun stood up and took her phone from her hand, saying "give it to me"
he walked out of frame and began yelling at the sasaeng (as he should 💅🏻)
mila looked at him like 😳😏😊 and then started talking really loudly to cover up what renjun was saying.
it's hard to make out, but renjun can be heard yelling at the sasaengs saying things like "stop calling mila or else i will report your number and press charges"
basically scary renjun
he came and sat back down like 😒 and mila smiled at him and gave him a side hug to express her gratefulness <3333
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"i hope you all enjoyed this video!! please keep supporting nct and their activities! stay tuned for my next video! bye!!!"
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radiostranger · 1 month
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Thoughts while watching spn s15 e19 for the first time:
why does dean sound so apathetic? and like… off? like castiel just died and nothing no emotion but okay
“jack im sorry” *silence* THATS IT??
DOG DOG DOG
suddenly deans a dog person 😭
oop never mind that’s so awkward rip miracle
jack in the church scene specifically looks SO MUCH like a perfect mix of cas and dean
LUCIFER IS SO FOUL FOR THAT HAVE A LITTLE CLASS DAMN
“mikey’s a cuck” mikey: 🧿 🧿
honestly i’m so bored this episode is so slow
oh damn just like that?? go jack go
oh jk he’s alive still
ah yes. exposition. such great storytelling ! (she says sarcastically)
wait why do i recognize that lake is there another scene filmed there ?? i swear i know that exact lookout
damn dean lost his man and his pseudo son all in one day
i just love jack so much but also can’t he visit still :( not just absorb into the light :(((
pls not the disney channel style montage ending 😭
okay after watching this episode and especially with that ending scene i’m so confused why there’s one more episode?? also it wasn’t as dreadful as everyone made it seem it just… wasn’t great writing lol…. and also i miss castiel :(
stay tuned for finale watch thoughts i’m starting it rn 🤠
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I am OBSESSED with your colored in manga pages!!! They’re beautiful I can’t stop thinking about them, how do you do your TWST page edits??? I’m really wanting to color the chapters too! It looks so fun!
I downloaded the pages (of chp1) straight from where I read them, and edited over (im using krita! Maybe photoshop would be better??) but I can’t seem to make them look the way I want them to. The line quality is nowhere near yours, yours looks so professional! I hope I’m not stepping on your toes by asking but I feel like I’m missing something 😭 would you mind explaining where/how you download the pages with such high quality? Do you turn them transparent like coloring books or edit overtop of them? I hope this ask isn’t too much!!
XOXOXOXO I hope you’re doing well!! You’re easily one of my fav twst blogs!
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kicking my feet and giggling,,,,,, I hope you're doing well too!! you're not stepping on my toes at all, don't worry!
The pages I've been using for color edits are from turtlesoupscans' uploads – they're a scanlation group focused on TWST, and currently have stuff up for the manga (both the main story + anthology comic) as well as translations for the official novel. To my understanding, their scans ARE okay to use for color edits, but not for re-translations or mass-reuploads.
I do all my edits in photoshop using a lot of multiply & lighten layers! The coloring book method u mentioned is so enticing yet so traitorous…in photoshop, the selection + erasing method tends to damage the lineart, and the inverted channel method for removing white backgrounds quickly will keep a 'film' if the background isn't pure #ffffff. (Maybe krita has a more effective solution? 👀)
(Also bc I brought up using photoshop I'm ethically obligated to mention that photopea, an online equivalent to photoshop, exists and is free to use)
I've never used krita before, but from what I'm seeing of its layout/capabilities, the process I use should translate over fairly well–
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(Added a black bg to the "fill" portion to make it easier to see)
First come the "fill" layers, which are for covering up halftones & similar shading techniques. This step isn't super necessary (and sometimes involves a lot more editing to replicate halftone gradients/patterns), but I heavily recommend it for scenes that involve a lot of dark colors. Leaving halftones in can cause colors to look darker & grayer than they should, the latter of which you specifically want to avoid when making color edits of darker-skinned characters. (They can also be really good for conveying texture tho, which is why I left the statues' shading alone in this example.)
Next are the color layers, where the bulk of the editing happens. As I mentioned above, I use a ton of multiply layers for this so I can just draw over the image. Darken layers also work, but I've found they tend to affect line density & smoothness. The shading and highlighting here is done using masking layers for individual objects/structures – I think quick group + choosing inherit alpha for the mask layer is the krita equivalent? Layers for darkening the overall lighting (like for nighttime scenes) would also go in this section.
Finally, the lighten layers are solely for the lineart. This is to help "soften" the the lineart, so to speak, making the scene feel a little more 3D/fleshed-out. This step is especially important when dealing with hard shadows, like on the Dark Mirror's frame, Pomefiore's windows, and Ignihyde's central pillar-thing. What I do is put down a bunch of lighten layers, typically at 50% or 75% opacity, and color-pick the darkest part of whatever feature I'm editing the lineart for. Because I'm using a darker color, the surrounding multiply layers will usually go unaffected by the lighten layers – if not, I just gotta zoom in and be careful about it. These layers need to be on top of/closer to the 'front' than the color layers, or else the multiply effect of the color layers will apply to the lighten layers as well.
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Thanks for bearing with my kinda long-winded explanation! I've been learning as I go, so there might be easier/better ways of doing things that I haven't stumbled across yet.
I hope this helps & that you have fun doing color edits!!
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𝘒𝘕𝘖𝘞𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘠𝘖𝘜𝘙 𝘗𝘈𝘙𝘛𝘕𝘌𝘙 𝘞𝘌𝘓𝘓 𝘊𝘈𝘕 𝘗𝘖𝘛𝘌𝘕𝘛𝘐𝘈𝘓𝘓𝘠 𝘔𝘈𝘒𝘌 𝘞𝘙𝘐𝘛𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘛𝘖𝘎𝘌𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙 𝘈 𝘓𝘖𝘛 𝘌𝘈𝘚𝘐𝘌𝘙. REPOST DO NOT REBLOG !!
NAME : i've been going by kasumi for like ever lol, but just kas pls
PRONOUNS : she/her
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION : ims or discord are equally fine tbh but i'm equally slow either way
NAME OF MUSE(S) : adrian saint-clair, the one and only muse i have energy for :')
BEST EXPERIENCE : aaa i don't want to say 'best' because i'm really enjoying where i'm at right now but the memories that stick out to me most are when i was apart of a group. the tekken rpc here is still so friendly ♡ but before that i had a group of ff friends on a different site. maybe that's the joy of playing canon characters but unfortunately i'm probably sticking with this muse for a while sldkj adri has a chokehold on me-
RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS : i think the biggest dealbreaker is having a lot of negative/guilt trippy ooc. and idk if this one is a common belief so much these days or maybe just not around here but the whole elitist attitude of higher word count = better writing. omg did that mentality grind my gears lmao. also just being intolerant in general of people's ideas/portrayals/anything and feeling the need to express it rather than just walking away.
MUSE PREFERENCES : female or femme apparently lol. when i had a multi they were all female characters so yeah. idk what it is, maybe i just put way too much pressure on myself when it comes to male characters but i just can't feel comfortable writing them even though there's so many i love. 😭 i also can't do villains. i love morally gray and angst and even dark themes as long as it can be balanced out with fluff and comfort and sweet things.
PLOTS OR MEMES : as much as i appreciate the ease of memes, they're a hit or miss a lot of the time for me. i rarely post them much nowadays but i do still like to send them in for others! i feel a lot more comfy plotting something first, even if it's just the bare minimum cause i like the certainty of being on the same page and making sure we want to write the same ideas.
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES : both! i just write whatever i'm feeling at the moment really, sometimes that's something short and casual or more long and introspective.
BEST TIME TO WRITE : definitely in the morning, or generally anytime right after i wake up while my brain still feels refreshed and uncluttered.
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : lol no. i mean we're both air signs so there's that, but adri is nice and outgoing and i'm more reserved and cautious. i think in a way writing them helps me to channel all the positive emotions i have a hard time expressing into something productive. c:
tagged by @ruinare ty! ♡ & tagging @zouin / @holyrisen / @deathsmaidens / @literanis / @rotdame / @killerhubby / @enypneon + anyone who wants it!
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it's both my God given right and duty to never shut up so i am going 2 not be quiet about BullDon 🫡 putting all text ("analysis", fanfic reccs, general rambling) under a read more so those who don't gaf can scroll easy 🩷 HERE WE GO !!
(all fanfics and their respective author are linked within their titles 🩷)
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K WHERE DO I START . their dynamic, past the obvious matador and bull trope, is so interesting to me. i think that their backgrounds have so many similarities; Don is a matador and is shown to have hundreds of people gathered in a stadium to watch his match, and Bull is watched relentlessly by the paparazzi. but they both have very different reactions to the fame and attention they receive. Don soaks it up and Bull can't stand it, and i think it contributes to their odd, almost mirror dynamic a lot
past that is their personalities and ethics,, both of them are SO full of themselves i actually almost forget, with Bull only being slightly more humble (cuz he can't exactly brag about his looks 😭) . Don is more prideful than he is cocky imo; but he's VERY expressive of his anger and distaste for losing, which makes him kind of paralell to my idea of Bull. though this follows more of a headcanon of mine and not whats in the game, i think Bull is really calm outside his persona in the ring (i.e his intermissions,,, he's being friendly if anything with Doc and he speaks so calm and low in Title Defense). unlike Don, he's shown actually building endurance and managing his emotions compared to his Contender cutscnene, essentially the OPPOSITE of Don, who only gets more sour and negative after he loses. i think in that aspect they're complete opposites but that switch makes their dynamic and relationship so much more complex to me
in the ring i think they share the factor of channeling their anger to help them succeed; Don is stronger when he's pissed at his missing toupee and Bull is .. Bull ? the Bull charge and his gut punch in Title Defense are very telling if his entire character isn't about how genuinely angered that man can be and i think that gives them a more complex element to how they'd work together; they're both sour and ugly about being perceived/looked at (more literally) in a way they don't want to, so that's just another thing that i find so interesting .. they have a BUNCH in common yet they're drastically different when you look at their characters generally
K NOW FANFIC RAMBLE TIME 🩷
Suficiente:
if anybody knows the author DetectiveCapan from AO3 personally im so dead srs when i say u should message them and praise them. i could not stfu about their BullDon writing and im not going to in a paragraph or two here but OH MY GODD. i have always avoided both actual books and fics alike that are written choppy and simplistic, and especially ones that lack atmosphere simply cuz they're just unappealing and hard to make me feel what's actually going on. but their BullDon trilogy ?? somehow their style of writing, which doesn't use complex words or long sentences packed with detail, is genuinely some of my favorite that i have EVERR read . they make the emotions the characters are feeling SO easy to understand and feel even without exaggerated expressions and dramatic descriptions it's actually kind of incredible ? and the bit of humor isn't overbearing, it's just silly and it sets up the atmosphere, which never ends up terribly serious. they write relationships with a familiarity in the atmosphere and actions that have been unachievable in any other piece of fiction ive read and the gestures omg .. IM GONNA BE SPECIFIC IN MY RECCS SO YOU'LL HEAR MORE ABOUT IT BUT OMGG. DETECTIVECAPAN IF U SEE THIS BLESS UR HEART SERIOUSLY UR AN AMAZING AUTHOR 🩷🩷 PLEASE KEEP DOING WHAT U DO UR WONDERFUL AND I'D LOVE 2 SEE MORE OF UR WORK ABT BULLDON / PUNCH OUT!! WII IN GENERAL 🥹 now the recc list!!
possibly my favorite out of all three and it's literally the first one 😭 ough i could gush about this one FOR SO LOOONG ,,, i love how they immediately establish Don's mindset and attitude with how he both admires and pities the World Circuit for what they get and what they go through. when Don's out of the shower and he sees Bull half dressed there's no implication of sexual tension despite them being mostly undressed in front of each other and thats actually SO special to me because i had a morethanfriendship just like this and they captured the reality of it in a perfect way, like feeling for feeling . same in the way that Bull watches Don get dressed; they mention he stares but he doesn't have a corny, shocked "omg i hope he didn't notice me" reaction to catching himself. instead they mutually understand that they're admiring each other and they just smile about it . LIKE UGH THATS SO SPECIAL TO ME OMGG. and also Don putting on his - what'd id assume - rosary and then dabbing cologne behind his ears .. literally clutched my own cross necklace like omg that detail makes me crazyy i love the religion mention sm 😭
also UGH Bull's mannerisms .. a little annoyed at Don but there's such an endearing thing about it; he's annoyed at his demands but he complies anyway cuz even though he knows Don is purposely trying to make him a little pissed, he likes him enough to and he knows it'll make him happy .. THERE'S A DEEPER SENSE TO IT AND I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IT IS BUT IT'S HARD TO WORDD 😭 also Bull being quick tempered about small things like the radio playing static and the music not being his taste .. and just the mutual like attachment they have with each other.. Bull never says anything about taking Don "home" (his hotel room) but Don knows exactly to get in his car and go with him anyway ,, and i cannot stress hard enough that it's just the little things seriously. i will never ever be regular about Bull liking to tie Don's boot laces, or promising to get his favorite beer when he offers it, or purposely (and patiently) waiting for him to get out of the shower so they can talk 🥹 like all those little gestures of love that show that he really does care . also possibly my favorite thing about this whole trilogy is that they have a very unestablished relationship ! it's never explicitly stated that they're dating or in love or anything even romantic but there areee quick mentions that imply (if im reading them correctly) that they're def a bit more than friends i.e Don mentioning how he thought his skin would burn from being in Bull's shower water temps ,, but the fact that it's not an established relationship and they don't outright express romantic interest in one another makes it SO much more special. it sets a completely different tone that creates warmth, familiarity, and comfort between them 😭
that's about that for Suficiente .. I LOVE IT SO MUCHH 😭 PLS READ IT, LEAVE KUDOS, AND IF U CAN COMMENT UR PRAISES !! 🩷 it is so well deserved genuinely. now on2 the next:
La Cosa Sobre El Pelo:
ugh i love this one equally as much. im gonna be repeating a lot of the same praises and ideas from "Suficiente" bcuz the whole trilogy creates the same kind of atmosphere but i still wanna gush about and explain it 🥹 omgg the paragraph about Don having a bald ass head and it scaring away the ladies made me giggle SO BAD . also UGH okay .. the sentiment of Don being vulnerable enough to confess his biggest insecurity to Bull, and for Bull to actually reflect and think about it so long after he's been told and reciprocate the vulnerability by showing Don a photograph of him before he lost his hair .. OUFFFGGHH actually the cutest and sweetest thing ever . also i am a nitpicker and a sucker for small details and i just absolutely LOVE how naturalistic the author makes the characters move. like Don doesn't get up and stand to grab the photo off the nightstand, he leans over and props himself up with his elbow and continues sipping on his beer when he's observing it like any other person would .. ugh i LOVE that detail , i get a little bothered when people write characters to be unnaturally animated in a setting where it doesn't exactly make sense to be, so that's another aspect of their writing that i appreciate soo much 😭 also it's the gestures omg .. when Bull grabs Don's thigh and shakes it and Don doesn't jerk away or question the closeness , he just leans back onto the bed and continues/ends their conversation about how he'll look bad with no hair and Bull looks good without it ,, I LOVE THAT SO BAADDD again it's the familiarity the meaning of Bull's gestures ,, the care that they quietly express instead of directly saying it .. GAWDD that's like my fav thing 😭 there's something so special about the silent concern and care that Bull has for Don in their writing; the small actions and the thought behind them do so much more than what words could say and i think it's super in character for him as well .. literally stellar i think i need to reread and add onto this one once i look at it again but I LOVE THIS ONE SO SO MUCHH 🩷
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thefandom-casserole · 5 months
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Episode 47 Notes-
- I’m so scared
- Like. Almost more scared than for last episode
- Ahhhhhh
- Hermie my beloved I haven’t stopped thinking about you <333
- (Seriously I’ve been basically exclusively rping you. Channel seven has been wild man)
- Anyways
- Ahhhhhh
- THE INTRO
- OMG
- THEYRE TALKING AHOUT SCAM AND NORMAL AOSNDHAJSBHSKAJSJDJDHDUIEJE
- Im vibrating this is insane
- I love their intros so much
- I LOVE THE PODCAST DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS SO MUCHHHHHH
- Hehe I remember that from last season
- Taylor’s Teen Fact: Taylor’s first fight was in fourth grade because he was getting bullied (by Steve) over his collectible card game so he kicked the guy in the nards. That’s how he got into karate
- Lincoln’s Teen Fact: The first fight and lie between Linc and his parents was when he did a “hunger strike” until they let him go to school (but he actually was eating)
- Will messing up Normal’s intro was way too funny to me
- Normal’s Teen Fact: Normal does a tarot card reading everyday before getting started
- He’s like Mercedes!!!!!!!!!
- I cannot believe that he pulled the reversed Lovers holy shit
- Scary Teen Fact: Scary plays the piano. Because if the letters are rearranged it spells pain-o
- Anthony Fact: They haven’t thrown to their sponsors very often and so that might happen this episode
- Nevermind now he’s not gonna do it 😭
- IF THEY DONT TELL NORMAL ILL LOSE MY KIND
- The way Scary’s telling Linc to not touch Hermie <3333333333
- No hate to Linc lots of love to Scary though
- TWO DEATH FAILS FROM PUNCHING HIM INT HE JUTS IM CRYING
- OH THANK GOD FOR SCARY
- “Where’s Hermie” I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t
- SCARY BEING SUPER THERE ABOUT HERMIE BECAUSE PF TERRY
- The way I started tearing up when they started to pick up Hemrie 💀
- God this is not boding well for the rest of the episode
- LINC NO WE KNOW YOU DIDNT LIKE EHRMKE THIS ISNT COOL AHHH
- Again no hate to Linc he’s a kid
- “We’ll fix them”
- SLAY NORMAL
- WHOO
- “LEAVE”
- Once mischief twins always mischief twins (let’s Hotwire a car together BROTHERRR)
- ANOTHER NAT ONE
- I’m pretty sure I missed the entire thing with Taylor and the gun 😭 I don’t care enough to rewind
- “Lincoln stares at yet more blood he has created and slowly sinks back down” LINCOLN BABY
- ANOTHER NAT ONE
- Ahhhhhhhhhhh this spellll
- NO THE SOELL DIDNT WORK
- ANKRHER NAT ONE HOLY SJIR
- Henry yayyyyyyyy
- THE SPONSOR
- THAT WAS PERFECT
- THAT WAS SO FUCKING PERFECT
- Sooo code purple happened as they were kids okay okay
- IS THAT FUCKING BARRY
- OR SCAM LIKELY????!!!
- Henry looks surprisingly young thanks to a vegan lifestyle and butthole sunning!!!!
- Henry how I’ve missed you!!!!!!!!!
- BARRY YOU SHOULD BE DESD FUCK YOU
- Mercedes is dead 😞
- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- HES GOOF MATTER NOOOO
- Very Achilles-Patroclus esc oh god
- This is going to either be Willy or Scam oh boy oh no
- Remember when we thought Normal hiding in his mascot outfit was bad??
- Oh good it’s Scam
- He left Scary oh noooo
- The fucking Goofs Realm nauseates me Jesus
- “I’m here when it’s sad I’m here when it’s fun did someone do something to my son” that was pretty good ngl
- I’m going to sob holy shit
- Scam is actually sad omg
- Bits never die is basically what he said omg
- Holy shit holy shit holy shit scam ong omg omg ong
- GO FUCKING NORMAL PUNCH HIM
- Scam is being all depresso like the other adults holy shit 😭
- “You don’t fucking come near him”
- FUCK YEAH MULTI PRONOUNS DOOOD
- “You feel like home” AHHHH OAKSSSSSSSS
- I’m going to sob
- [will sobbing] “OUR SPONSOR AURA FRAMES!!!”
- Yayyyyy this our episode 61. Hm or maybe when Terry Jr. died
- Half of it is burnt like two face!! Like Hermie!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- “I’m really proud of you kiddo” sobbing sobbing sobbing
- The Shade Witch I love this 😭
- I was sobbing and now I’m laughing
- This is so funny
- This whole scene is hilarious
- The sun is a metaphor for something
- “Just this once… just this once… Chaperal on three”
- I’m sobbing I’m sobbing omg ong omg
- The Shade Witch is my favorite character move aside Paeden (I’m joking I’m joking)
- SCARY IM SOBBING
- Is the rogue card still in action???
- FUCK YOU BARRRRRRY
- The same man twice!!!!!!!
- DO WE GET THE VOICES PLEASE GUVE US GHE VOICES
- Nevermindddddd
- OMG THEYRE LEARNIBG TO SHOOT
- That’s insane
- Did Normal cause Code Purple…?
- What did Normal do!?
- Another fucking cliffhanger 😭
- I genuinely think I’m going to be sick ✌️
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My very official notes on Found Heaven by Conan Gray (but with added context because it was initially written for my friend who understands most of the references i make)
My thoughts while listenting to found heaven at 12am bc what even is sleep?
(also i have to get up a 4 to go to France🙃)
Right here we go song uno
Found heaven:
whoa snazz
Choir
Ahhhh
Michael Jackson much?
😍😍😍😍🥰
I LOVE THIS
OHMIGOD AHHHHHHH
THIS IS SO SNAZZY
ITS STRANGELY BIBLICAL
What???
I don't think its going to be my favourite but still slayyhth- edit: its so much better than I initially thought
Song dos
Never ending song:
we already know I love this (Context: yes i was dancing around in my kitchen to this when i was suposed to be revising for GCSEs)
Yaaaasdd vibes
I feel like it's GCSES AGAIN🥲(Context: this song came out in the first week of GCSEs so i listened to it a lot when i was revising and also the bus back home after an exam)
NOSTALGIA BUT WEIRD AND WITH TUNA MELTS (thats what I had for lunch most days during exams) (Context: I have very oddly specific feelings and vibes acociated with that period of my life)
Ooooooooonnnnnnn
Slay cone
Song tres
Fainted love:
Je suis scared
Its either going to be a yas queen slay or break me
ohhhbh
Me encanta
LOVE IT
SLaaaayyyyyyyy
Play it on toouurrr I beg
This is sooooooo good
Yes king I love you
After listening to this about a billion times more this song is absolutely EVERYTHING AHHHHHHHHHH
Song cuatro
Lonely dancers:
we know this is not my cup of tea (Context: im so sorry to everyone but I just don't like it that much. its still vibes though :) )
But the vibes are still there
So mini silent dance party in my room
🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🪩🪩🪩🕺🕺🕺🪩🪩🪩
Song cinco
Alley rose:
THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING
TIME TO CRY
AHHHHH❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹💔💔💔
DONT LEAV ME HANGING ALONE AGAAINNNN
du du du du du on the piano
DOTN EEEEVEN CAREEEEE
😭😭😭
so
yes
beautiful
i love
Song seis
The final fight:
intrigued
I don't know
Hmmmmmm I'm worried
Oh silence
Is it supposed to be completely silent???
No its not something went wrong with my spotify 😂
I really sat there for a whole minute and a half waiting for something to happen
Right anyway
Oooooo drums
GUITAR
BASS
YES CONE
PREACH
NO DONT CRY
ME TOO
it's giving early 2000's movie montage scene where the main character has a huge revalation
He had his moment🙌
AHHH IT REMINDS ME OF THAT SONG FROM ZOMBIES 2 OR HSM 2 WHEN GABRIELLA LEAVES (Context: so in zombies the main characters have a song where its sort of a breakup song but also a thing where they're expressing how they don't feel like they fit in -which is a whole thing that I could rant about bc she literally thinks shes special for having white hair and obviously she's so oppressed because of that and then obviously the zombies have it so much easier even though there are literally laws that are in place to controll them even though they're completely safe and very human like now. I should not get this worked up over a disney channel movie- the song is called Gotta find where I belong. and then in HSM 2 I'm just refering to when Gabriella quits the country club and breaks up with troy)
Song siete
Miss you:
this better be absolutly heart wrenching
ooooooooo
Wut
Slay
He's a king
YES YES YES
his vocals are amazing
That was a straight vibe (edit from later: not straight like heterosexual. I mean it's jsut very vibey)
I'm still waiting for the saddest song of all time but he's killing it so far
Song ocho
Bourgeoisieses:
there's a whole process to typing that
um HELLO
OH MY GOODNESS
Music video when?
Kinda basic song structure (I have no idea what I meant by this) but it's soooooo good
play this on tour it's yes
Song nueve
Forever with me:
please be sad
please be sad
please be sad
don't ask why i want it to be sad
i don't know
YES
PIANO
I HAVE HIGH HOPES
YES YES YES
OHHHHHHHH
CONAN
NOT THE MAGIC SOUND
DONT BE SORRY
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
OOOH HIGH NOTES
KEY CHANGE
AHHHHHHH
Kinda evil cone?
And whats with the wind sound?
Song diez
Eye of the night:
if it's not witchy eye of the tigeri'm sueing
that's all ive been expecting since i saw the name
whoa!!!
Bro am i wrong with my prediction though??!!😂
This is a vibe
It really is witchy eye of the tiger
🪩🪩🪩
🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺🕺
GIUTARRRRRRR
AHHHH THE KEY CHANGE
HES ON ANOTHER LEVEL
literally 😏
Song once
Boys & girls:
bi anthem!??
maybe
Oh
yes
hello
Vibes
Yeah cone you're wrong they dont
Very vibes
Yeah no same
Okayyyyy
The vibes are there
substance maybe less (I really don't know what I thought I was hearing but my opionion has changed)
Loved it though
Song doce
Killing me:
I LOVERRR THIS SONGGGGG
I
ITS 2 AM
NO WE HAVENT
YES YOU DO
OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YOURE KULLIBG ME
FREEREEE MEEEEEEE
YOURR UCH A GOI ACTOR
GO AWAY
OHHHHHHHHBHB
KILLING
LUCKY YOU ARRRRRAAREEEE
BU BU BU BU BU BU BU BU
BU BU BU BU BU BU
YOUR KILLING ME
OH I WANNA DIE
BUT YOU KEEP ME ALIVE
HUH
song trece
Winner:
final slay
This song is everything (I'm only just realising how many times i've said that)
AT MAKING ME FEEL WORSE
WINNNNEEEERRRRR
PEW PEW
WINEEEEEEEEERRRERERERRRR
SLAY PIANO
YOUR THE ONE WHOLE KET IT GET THIS BAAAAAD
YOUR CHAOS
WHHHHKKKKKOOOAAAJJAJHA
NIW YOU REALLY ARE THE WIIUUINNERRRRR
Laaaaaa laaa la la lalala laaaaa la
ahhhhhhh je suis deceased
Conan slay has slayed once again to slayingly produce another very very slay album
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
I think right now my favourite of the new songs is fainted love
but yes
i need sleep bc i'm getting up in 3 hours
it's 1:17
ahhhhhhhh
okay
i need sleep
bye bye
🕺🕺
so that was it
my opinions have probably changed slightly but ahhhhhh this album is so good and i definitly have some more things to say about the songs that I've noticed but thats enough for now because I have a maths test to revise for
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“I am become baba, destroyer of worlds - baba is you” on the R4nboovods channel
2:07:16 He groans then talks some then he starts whining while he’s talking
2:10:00 they say please like 5 times
2:13:00 moaning and stuttering and making sobbing like sounds for like a full minute idk how to describe it lmao (he makes some goofy sounding moans on purpose too which was funny)
2:15:03 “*gasp* oooh! Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh!”
2:15:47 stuttering gasps and then breathes in sharply then basically moans while they say “hold on”
2:16:00 someone donates mentioning the weird noises and he does the yelling help bit in like weird groans
2:17:15 “there we go~” 🤭
2:28:20 cmon that was just a whole moan on purpose outta nowhere
I tried lmao but u gotta be as delusional as me to see it the same and ik I missed some stuff this is just the parts I was talking about
(Also that thing u said about purposely doing stuff like that in a stream a bit ago there’s a clip where they say something kinda high pitched then go “what was that? I’m gonna be honest I need to straighten out. Otherwise I’m gonna loose the people that like to listen to my voice.”)
Also I might be sending this to the wrong blog but I can’t check without deleting all this so if am ignore it lol also ignore if it sends off on anon I’ve been having that problem
THIS IS THE RIGHT BLOG DW!!
okay the first one is already so 🤭 like the groan first of all like omg give us facecam puhlease bc we know you leaned back in your chair and groaned.
2. OKAY LIKE IVE SAID IN THE PAST: he knows that he has to ask, beg, for what he wants and he knows what his fans want SPECIFICALLY THIS SIDE OF HIS FANS BC PLEASSNSM???/?// and I’m the right person to come to when someone starts to beg, by someone I mean Ranboo. Send me clips of Ranboo begging if any of you have them.
3. OKAY OMGWISHJSNS WE’RE ALREADY INTO THIS ONE FIRST SECOND JESUS CHRIST. So he does a little gasp before saying “level 9” and says it all in a whiney voice like pleaseee. Okay he just moaned like I need to calm down. Okay tell me he’s not moaning and playing it off like a joke like JEEZ that is what it sounds like and it’s been done before. But yes anon they are very silly with context 🤭 OKAY HERE COME THE SOBS IM IM IM IM IM GONNA MELT
THE LITTLE “I can’t”s WITH THE SOBS “I can’t even begin to-“ THEN SOMETHNG COVERING HIS MOUTH HE KNOWS. Okay let’s put this into my context for ppl who are delulu like me: It won’t fit in his mouth, (ykwim by this stfu ykwim.) no matter how hard he tries it won’t fit, he can’t even start to put it in his mouth because his mouth is so small and tots just way too big, he’s sobbing from how hard he’s trying to force it into his throat but he keeps gagging. (Like tell me that “thing covering his mouth” can’t be like a gag.) he cant understand how big the dick infront of him is, it’s too much for him. He can’t take it all.
Okay still w number 3 he’s doing his sobs and I’m im im im im imimimimim
4. BEOBAHAJANSN AHHHHHH /pos
5. Let’s talk ab how at like 2:15:32 it sounds like he had it in his mouth, couldn’t fit it, sounds like he’s pulling off tbh and his little giggles are like AAAA ykwim and he says “i enjoy streaming” BC HE KNOWS WHAT HES DOING‼️‼️‼️
6. The gasps plsplsplspslspslsllsps-soslsllsls and the “hold on” literally a moan like stfu if ur gonna say otherwise.
7. That person fr called him out 🤭 and plesosjsnns
8. THE “there we go” PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP IM JUST AAAAGAHHANA
9. No he moaned on purpose and he knows it 😭. Like tell me that was on accident and don’t lie bc yk he did a little laugh afterwards bc he’d been practicing to do it on stream and it didn’t come out like he wanted. Kinda like me when I practiced saying “here” for school every day and it still came out bad anyways…
anon i think we are both very delusional.
AND YES I SAW THAT CLIP I WS LIKE AAAAA
thank you anon tytytytytyty
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orowyrm · 8 months
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still very upset that im gonna miss tennocon cuz it’s gonna be taking place entirely during my shift on my literal last day in this department so there’s No Way i’m getting out of it lmfao... it feels like it’s gonna be insane this year like we’ve spent so long being hyped up for duviri (deserved tbh. i stand by my claims that it was 10000% worth the wait it’s so much fun narratively and also gameplay-wise) but now that it’s out we’re at a point where we don’t exactly have a good idea of what we’re gonna see next or what direction it’s going in. i’m so excited to find out and i’m PISSED that i won’t see it happen in real time this year 😭😭😭 last year we held like an impromptu watch party in the group chat voice channel it was so fucking fun and i so badly wanted to try and make it happen again this year… fuck all life
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jurisffiction · 1 year
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what do you use for journaling?
answering this from my phone which means it's probably gonna fuck up especially as i am now realising how much i want to say. as always
what i USE rn is an app called iA Writer, but technically i don't really use it/its features for journaling so much as just a .txt file organiser. the actual files are synced in a google drive folder, so i could also just open them in any notes app and start writing, but ia writer lets me see all my files at a glance (i make a new .txt file for each month, start each new entry with a big "NEW ENTRY MONDAY 9 JANUARY") and looks nice enough and recognises markdown syntax for basic formatting. i think it's a paid app but i really don't remember.
i used to use Day One (of deeply weird recent tumblr ad fame) when i was 17 or so, which helped me get started because it 1) had daily prompts and 2) had a header image input which made me feel better about just taking one photo each day and counting that as an "entry" without sitting down to write. that was also the big shift i needed to actually become a regular journaler (journalist? diarist.): i was always given cute notebooks as a kid, and even now you can open up tens of them that just have "IM SO TIIIIIIIRED" over the first page followed by reams of blanks. meanwhile i learnt to type 100wpm on msn messenger when i was 11 or whatever, but it somehow didn't click until glossy apps started dropping that i could just type journal entries and even though it wasn't the pen to paper aesthetic fantasy people usually think of, it does what i need it to (and better than paper). all journaling really is (for my purposes! there's a lot of reasons to journal, i guess) is a form of externalising thought processes and emotion to cut down on rumination, pause before impulsive actions, improve my memory and get to know myself better, so the closer i can make that activity frictionless the better — and i already spend all dang day typing anyway, so it's easy.
on that note, i also have a solo discord server i use to keep links and notes to myself, and i've got a channel in there for journaling, because ia writer on my phone WORKS but sometimes the sync overlaps and glitches, and it's just faster to dump quick thoughts into discord, especially if i'm literally just panicking at a party and want to write down something someone said to me so i can remember later.
there is an opposite mode of thinking, which is that journaling/externalising should be very distinct, and separate, and analogue, and physical, etc, to the extent that the frictive challenges of handwriting and paper and sitting at a desk rather than texting at a party etc is the point and helps with recall and the whole process of it all, but, god. i just can't do that at all. i go walking in nature each morning to ground myself in all that and i tumble out every thought and stressor and hypothetical i can wring dry from my mind into a .txt file for 5 minutes (that can turn into an hour) before i sleep each night so that i CAN sleep. but if i forget or im too busy i don't beat myself up about missing it. i stopped journaling for like 3 years then just started up again one day. i skip months sometimes. sometimes my entries are still just "TIRED". but it being a folder of text files helps me know i can start again whenever, and that if i ever want to go check something i can do it easily.
sorry this is insanely long; i've not journaled properly for weeks and it shows 😭
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pls I've fully ask-spammed you today I'm so sorry😭 okok so I really want to get into witchcraft-- for a bunch of reasons but mainly because I know if I cast a spell for a desire, a physical desire specifically, I will fully believe it will manifest because I put work into getting what I want. and thats really the only thing im missing: full, true belief in myself. its a loophole I thought of to work around my stupidly logical brain😭
however, I have no clue where to start when it comes to finding proper resources about witchcraft and spells online-- do you think you can recommend me a couple sources if its not too much of a bother?
I get to share my witchcraft knowledge on this blog, too? This is so incredibly exciting for me. We're speaking about one of my greatest passions here.
So, for starters, I want to clarify that witchcraft is simply a practice of conscious manifestation involving the use of tools and correspondences.
Remember to keep in mind that since you are already aware of the law of consciousness and your true identity as the operant power, the spellwork is not what manifests. We both know this.
*It is you* who manifests, and it all comes from your state of mind. The power of witchcraft is not in the spell - the power always comes from you who is casting the spell. The power lies in your mindset.
The spellwork is there because it is an enjoyable and empowering way to enjoy the experience of manifesting your desires instead of deciding without the use of tools. You know?
You are casting the spell to only place your mindset in the state of the wish fulfilled. After your spell is complete, you are in the mind state of knowing that your desire is already fulfilled and inevitable to manifest.
This is how I always approach my practices: I'm simply doing the spellwork in order to put myself into the state of the wish fulfilled. This is my personal way of manifesting my desires. It's very fun, and it's incredibly empowering.
As you can see, I'm incredibly passionate about my witchcraft and spellwork. I know my stuff.
As for recommendations,
I mainly only watch two witches on youtube for inspiration, but I want to give you the heads up that they are very "law of attraction" based, and they have a huge amount of limiting beliefs.
Be sure to set aside any beliefs of theirs that do not resonate with you. We all know that we are completely limitless and omnipotent creators here.
I still choose to watch their channels because I really admire their energy, and they post really useful videos on ingredients for spellwork and the different kinds of spells that you can perform at home.
Another thing is that their mindset is what deeply inspires me because they are both so confident in their abilities and what they do as witches.
They are so confident in themselves and their own ability to manifest that absolutely nothing could ever break their faith in their spellwork.
With all of that said, I recommend checking out Arabian Conjure and Magical Witch on youtube. They often post lives and testimonials of the work they do for clients.
They are absolutely badass and simply amazing. I have great respect for them and what they do.
A good source for beginners who are interested in starting their witchcraft journey is the Witch of Wanderlust on youtube as well. She posts content tailored towards beginners.
You can feel free to check out witchcraft reddit communities, but beware - the limiting beliefs crawling the walls over there. You may find some inspiring success stories on there from other practitioners.
You can check out correspondences and the different types of spellwork. Always be sure to choose what resonates with you and figure out your own system of what tools and correspondences you want to work with. This is your personal craft.
The thing about witchcraft is that it is such a vast field of different topics to discover, and you never stop learning new things. I could go on for hours about this particular subject and there would still be so much more to learn, it's insane.
I would make a list of your interests for witchcraft and what kind of things you want to learn more about. You want to figure out your own path, what kind of practices you want to engage in, and what your interests truly are for the craft.
Start from there and research those topics.
Stay far away from the insane amount of limiting beliefs within the witchcraft community. A lot of other practitioners are very limited in their beliefs, especially when it comes to what you are able to manifest through spellwork.
Welcome to the dark side. ;)
Lastly, jump straight onto your supraliminal or subliminal for changing your mindset, love and your problems with self-doubt will simply vanish.
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azure-cherie · 2 years
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Ahh thank you so much for saving a spot for me I really liked your idea and wanted to do an exchange with you for a long time now so thanks 😭💖🙏🥺🥰
My initials are PH and currently I feel like I'm being quite underproductive and I don't like that I have things I want to get done with but I am procrastinating and not getting things done 😭😅
Here's your moodboard [I'm not good with astrology so I did it with my intution]
It's like in your moodboard according to my intution you know how to keep the balance between dark and light
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And here's my exchange :
So for your psychic abilities I see you like to learn a lot and can retain alot of info very easily especially esoteric and also you can have Claircognizance so you channel with your brain very easily but I heard you will have to practice this a little more with this one I also think you very easily read people and you know very well how much you have to share with someone and how much not another psychic ability could be clairempathy which means at times you also feel the emotions the other person around you is feeling or it could be that you can see pastlife very easily so if you haven't give it a try. You also get along well with children it like they like your energy alot ofc its not psychic ability but remember kids only go to the ones they well are nice. You are also very connected to your inner child do you see repeating numbers somewhere or when someone you miss and they text you it's your inner child trying to send you a message.
That's all dear really enjoyed doing this for you and I hope I got that mood board correct 🥲🥲🥲
Aww you're literally so sweet and amazing it would be my loss if i wouldn't, i love the mood board, especially "till death we do art " , everything else is beautiful too .
Okay but girl this was the most accurate reading i received because i know it i feel it , I'm already claircognizant (it's the only thing i have ) , children, inner child also made so much sense , im really happy about this thank you so much 🥰❤️
For you :
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Environmental changes , like move tables , desks etc , clean and dust up a little bit light candles , dark academia music or workout music accordingly.
Take charge , don't get thrown off by emotions, harness your energy, focus on your goal, just like the chariot card go and rise above because only you can control your fate .
If there's an occasion or meeting coming up go for it because you have to connect more to your inner light and express fully , i feel you don't make enough friends because you are scared they will judge you , honey the world is already yours , why are not trying it's all yours.
Keep a dream journal, use your ketu mantra, connect to daimon , remember your dreams for spiritual growth , this time is for growth.
Give enough credit to yourself , do not go out of your way to help anyone , give as much as they give you , be as feminine as masculine, in a simple way have balance the most .
Hope you resonate, leave a feedback if you do♡
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calderskillday · 2 years
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A STARSTRUCK ODYSSEY EPISODE 18 LIVEBLOOOGGGG!!!!!!
ok friends it's time im finally starting it!!!! likely will not finish it today (saturday may 21) but i'm starting it and that's what matters
starting with chaos, just the way i like it! snarf!
(emily in red,,,, yeah)
PRILBUSSS!
love when they bring stuff from the adventuring party into the episode skfjkfg "outliers"
SPICY SJFHJFG
"the girls" IM CRYING that was so cute
hahahaha emily slyly looking around the table to see if anyone caught her chumbawumba joke
lmao brennan is so discouraged rolling these saves for riva, gotta love it!!!!
"cap, good luck!" hahahaha oh No
GAHH ZAC'S PLAN FOILED BY UNCANNY DODGE
BARRY BARRY BARRY
oh let's GO baby
YEAH AURORA NEBBINS!!!!
... what IS the nature of micro ftl jumps,,,,, LOU WILSON
oh my god
LMAO THE CAPTION (laughing in the face of uncertainty)
PASSING THE DICE AROUND THE TABLE TO KISS THEM
oh my god that was such a finale moment
this is INSANE
ally not being able to stop chuckling at "barry 69" is so funny
WHAT IS THAT DJFHIGJGG WHY ARE THEY SINGING I CANT FEEL MY FACE SHAHAMDGKJG,,,, ah yes lmao love those off camera bits
!!!!!!!!! nat 20 on a direction from riva!!!!!!!
"you've cussed at me" HAHAHA
what a fun plan
remember, you don't die till i die... tomorrow 😭😭😭
LOOSE DUKE??!?!?!?!!?!?!
BRENNAN'S TRIUMPHANT DANCE SOFNLDGJG
BARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON
omg i left and forgot to save this draft (rookie mistake) sorry we are missing an hour's worth of thoughts
making deals pays OFFFF BABY
there's so much going on in this combat i love it
lmao sid putting on all the sunglasses 🥺
EMILY SIFJFOG
HAHAHA NOT THE POWDERED IMITATION EGG SUBSTITUTE
YEAH USING GNOSIS TO ZERO EVERYBODY'S MEDICAL DEBTS
"everyone's stunned or dead" nice job gunner channel
lucienne's breakdown <3
let's go skip!!!!!!
oh babey juice it UP
YEAH MURPH NAT 20S ARE GREAT
ELEVEN D6 PLUS 10 WITH ADVANTAGE AND GREAT WEAPONS FIGHTING
OH MY GOD IT WORKED JUST BARELY
right on :))))
oh no i'm gonna cry, skipper giving gunnie co-pilot wings :')
brennan doing servo sam gives me so much serotonin
"it's just like... i did that years ago y'know" LMAO M ARGE
awwww riva 🥺
GUNNIEEEEEE LMAOOOO
WOW WHAT A CAMPAIGN FOLKS!!!!!!!! see you in the stars!!!!!!
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