#im gonna delete these soon i just holy SHIT i am so fucking angry and i feel like garbage

[agentemo]

I think I worked too hard for too long trying to fix things with my mom and it kept breaking me down the way it always did and now I feel like a shell of a person because it was a waste it was a waste to hollow myself out and show her the viscera I'm made of and keep hoping keep hoping she'll find something beautiful in it someday

strangers love me better

#I'm gonna make an instagram soon finally so I can keep in touch with irl and internet friends #just like there are people I think it would be cool to know me as more than this scared hermit hiding behind Mikey's name lol #im fucking angry that no one ever told me who told purchase admin about my suicidal ideation. i hate the not knowing and that was my first #realization I'm not safe anywhere I am not truly anonymous anywhere #i think it was heather. i think i should ask her. #i think i am angry for the kindness of that treaturous time because things are still treaturous and i do not have a group of friends that #will save me and help me move because there is no where to move to #and now i dont have any friends #DELETE LATER #i am in my feelings cuz i got rejected from a job whatever whatever! #if you made it this far. holy shit. annette will not leave my side. #i worry she is feeling my depression #its nice to always wake up with her next to me

[oflgtfol]

FUCK billboard’s top 25 halloween songs THOSE ARENT EVEN HALLOWEEN SONGS. WHY IS THE #2 HALLOWEEN SONG DEMONS BY IMAGINE DRAGONS? THATS NOT A FUCKING HALLOWEEN SONG? ITS NOT LITERAL DEMONS ITS TALKING ABOUT LIKE MENTAL ILLNESS AND HAVING A DARK PAST ITS NOT LITERAL DEMONS THERES NOTHING HALLOWEEN ABOUT THAT. THIS IS BULLSHIT. WHY IS THIS IS HALLOWEEN ONLY #6 THATS THE LITERAL  HALLOWEEN ANTHEM

#I LOVE YOU IMAGINE DRAGONS BUT THAT IS NOT!!! A HALLOWEEN SONG!!! #ITS CALLED DEMONS YES BUT ITS ABOUT PERSONAL DEMONS NOT LIKE GHOSTS AND GHOULS!! #DID ANYONE WHO MADE THIS LIST ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THAT SONG #THEN MONSTER BY EMINEM IS ON THERE TOO AND ITS NUMBER 5 . ABOVE THIS IS HALLOWEEN. #THAT SONG IS NOT HALLOWEEN!!! #im gonna RIOT lol #i was like WHY THE FUCK IS THIS IS HALLOWEEN ONLY NUMBER 6 #and like. THIS IS WHY!! #delete soon #ok i sound way more angry than i actually am here but like. this is just so mind blowingly dumb like #holy shit how the everloving fuck could you say demons by imagine dragons is a halloween song like did you even listen to it?? #its about emotional demons oh my GOD... #the description before the list is like 'these songs are scary good! about the devil and ghosts and wow theyre BLOODy fantastic!!' #and like.. thats all halloween vibes... LITERALLY demons by imagine dragons (NUMBER 2 ON THIS LIST) has.. NONE OF THAT... #i love that song but like this is so DUMB LOL... DID THE ENTIRE MEANING OF THE SONG GO OVER YOUR HEAD WT.F.. #even if u dont listen to the words just.. the way he sings it is so emotional and not at all creepy/halloween-y like.... what thewosidgfhpgj