#im gonna think about this fic for days

[oifaaa]

You ever get those ongoing multi chapter fics that you love reading so much that when you finally catch up to the newest chapter you read it extra slow like maybe if I take my time the author might update while I'm reading this chapter

#fanfiction #i just did that with a fic that so far only has 2 chapters #but what a 2 chapters they were #the premise #the premise just got me in a chock hold #and then the writing just sealed it #this is what im gonna be thinking about for the next 2 days #just this fic

[wikiangela]

fuck it friday

tagged by @hippolotamus @fortheloveofbuddie 💖

so I started a new wip lol 🙈 I really need to work on all the other ones but I'll get to everything haha so i'm not sure if any of this makes sense for buck tbh but idgaf, this is just me projecting my own thoughts and feelings™️ and making it about him processing his death lol 💁 it is gonna be pre-slash buddie tho bc obviously I have to 😂

ngl i kinda don't wanna share any of it but also i wanna share all of it bc i'm kinda loving how it's turning out haha so fuck it, here are two short snippets haha

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Ever since he died, Buck has been feeling… off. Numb. Sad. Exhausted. He’s not even sure how to explain it, how to voice it, so he doesn’t. When people ask how he is, he says he’s fine. And he is, he swears he is. He’s okay, he’s alive, he has his amazing friends and family, a job he loves, everything is fine. But… but. He’s not sure what the hell is wrong, but a part of him is not fine. Hasn’t been fine since the lightning strike.

(...)

He doesn’t want to go home. He just wants to keep driving, wherever the road takes him. Driving is good, he likes driving, letting his thoughts wander, listening to music, having control of something. He thinks that’s it, that’s why. Driving is one of the few times he feels fully in control, his feet controlling the speed, hands holding the steering wheel and dictating the direction. Whether he makes it to work or gives into the thoughts that tell him to not turn the wheel and let his car crash into a tree or a building, or another car – it’s all up to him. He doesn’t- he won’t crash his car on purpose, but sometimes he wonders… maybe at least that’ll make him feel something. Make him hurt, make him scared, anything. Make him die, this time permanently- he doesn’t want that. He doesn’t, he swears he doesn’t. He just wonders sometimes, that’s all.

He doesn’t wanna go home, so he decides to keep driving. Just a few more minutes, to clear his head.

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no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @gaydiaz @diazass @thebravebitch @silentxxsoul @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @arthursdent @911onabc @housewifebuck @watchyourbuck @underwater-ninja-13 @eowon @loserdiaz @evanbegins @ladydorian05 @wildlife4life @diazpatcher @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @thewolvesof1998 @puppyboybuckley @weewootruck @buckaroosheart @spagheddiediaz @steadfastsaturnsrings @rainbow-nerdss @malewifediaz @giddyupbuck @jeeyuns @epicbuddieficrecs @pirrusstuff @spotsandsocks @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @hoodie-buck @diazsdimples @theotherbuckley @nmcggg @daffi-990 @jesuisici33 @disasterbuckdiaz @exhuastedpigeon @rogerzsteven @honestlydarkprincess

#fuck it friday #someone take angst away from me - a few months ago I was all about fluffy fluff wtf happened lol #btw this is gonna be lots of buck driving and thinking lol #bc every day on my way to and from work im like: what if i didnt take that exit on the highway and just kept driving and driving and drivin #so yeah lol #im fine tho #buddie wip #buddie fic #buddie #wikiangela writes #my writing #fic snippet #my wips #buck driving fic #<- i guess for now this is the tag lol

[baffledapple]

i've been pretty convinced already that alastor is INCAPABLE of not smiling but the finale has really cinched that in holy shit

my man can't even frown his shadow has to do it for him

even when he's losing his shit cause he almost fucking died he STILL couldnt frown

#i wonder if his inability to smile is just how his body is built and a part of his punishment in hell or w/e #or if his deal has to do with that #WHAT DID HE TRADE #i mean its obv his soul for power but WHAT ARE THE TERMS. #how is getting a favor out of charlie going to help him??? #anyway #ive been thinking for days about how bady i wanted alastor get rubbed in the dirt #AND BOY DID HE #OUGH god im so pumped for all the good fanart and fic and theories that are gonna come out of alaster getting slashed #hazbin hotel spoilers #hh #chit chat

[beaulesbian]

ok trimax chapter 1, i know this bit from the 98 anime, but it’s even better to read it

still funny how this worked (a different version how to wake up a sleeping beauty asjdk)

the arrow to his hand ⬇️, if you even care

bc it’s important he’s saying hello to wolfwood lol

also wolfwood’s smile here right after ♥

#trigunbookclub #trigun #trigun manga #trigun maximum #im gonna try keeping up with the trimax chapters and try to read like a chapter a day 🤞 #i didnt realize first chapter of trimax is eriks ;-; #its gonna be sad already right? im not ready #he just wants to try live in peace and quiet for a change ;-; let him have that #definitely not thinking about that one fic i wrote post tristamp thats based on headcanons and eriks era stuff #just bc i wanted vash to have some rest and healing but also wolfwood's journey of trying to find him and working on his guilt and feelings #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood #vash #eriks #mine #gif:trigun

[lesbiradshaw]

if tgm was really committed to the homoeroticism the franchise became famous for they would have focused more on the hangster hands motif. hands that are capable of hurt (bradley shoving at jake’s chest in the classroom after jake’s words have torn him apart). hands that are capable of peace (the scrapped scene of jake helping bradley up on the beach; an unspoken truce). hands that are capable of forgiveness (reuniting on the carrier— ‘they shake hands. it’s enough’.). hands that are capable of love (jake tapping a hand over bradley’s heart like he’s making sure he’s alive, because a handshake was enough but it’s okay to want more). anyways. all this to say i need them to release the footage because i KNOW it’s sitting in a vault somewhere collecting dust.

#one day i’ll write a fic about this #because you guys know me i love a good motif i can fixate on ☝️ #i just think hands/touch represents their relationship development so well #it was all probably unintentional on the straight mens part irl but im still gonna read into the fictional implications #carolcore #hangster

[goldenblu]

i saw on twitter that there's a sanji week event coming up soon for his birthday and i lowkey want to participate but all my brainpower is being spent on hold your fire rn D:

so if y’all have requests/ideas that could fit for any of the prompts, feel free to send them in, i may write a short fic for it if im feeling it 👀

for reference here are the prompts (from @Sanji_Week on twitter)

#one piece #sanji #black leg sanji #sanji week #sanji week 2024 #does this mean it's time to revive my twitter acc #i want to try to write something for each day but tbh i dont think that's going to happen #also im kinda picky about modern aus so i'm probably not gonna do that one #also also i can only think of hold your fire adjacent ideas rn which is a bruh moment #inb4 i write 7 germa!sanji fics LMAO #mine

[krakenshaped]

Do you guys think Judai just travels forever. Or like. Do you think sometime in his mid 20s-30s Judai actually has to get a real job.

Do you think a Dueling diploma is like an art degree? Do you think it's more difficult to get a job with a dueling diploma? Do you think Judai struggles to keep a job a la Jack Atlas? Do you think Judai ever has his Fionna Campbell era?

Idk adventure time has given me brainworms fionna and cake looks so good and the theme tune is a total vibe (<- hasn't finished the show yet)

#ignore me #ygo gx #judai yuki #kraken rambles #always thinking about ygo its a side-effect of my autistic rizz #fionna and cake is so good #fionna is so real #potential for heroshipping fanfics #would that be a dysfunctional 20 year old au? #probably just a modern day au #hm #migjt be fun to write about #yes im gonna write edo/judai at some point #edo/judai truther no.1 #i wanna design timeskips #but first #idol au must be completed #(would it be possible to work on two fics at the same time?)

[chiliyue-archived]

OH MY GOD SIGMA WITH A PONYTAIL AHAGDGHWBW

when I tell u, I was in the process of passing out (cause I didn't sleep last night hehehaha) this woke me the fuck up

IM RUNNING LAPS IN MY ROOM, KICKING MY.FEET OUT. LOOK AT MY BBG. IM SICK, IM ILL AKADJDKDNLS

the art is so pretty, I want to glue it to my forehead.

#HES SO CUTE IT HURTS #bones better give him justice #im gonna be thinking about this all day #i like him a normal amount #i swear #like a large normal amount #... the temptation to write a ahort fic of just playing w his hair.... #i have to shut up before i ramble on and on about this 2d man w a weird ass haircut <3 #⚘ besitos ♡ #sincerely soy ♡

[hella1975]

you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself

#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY #BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER #IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS #THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST #IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA #IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE #IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS #IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO #IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT #WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS #EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT #I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC #DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE #losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it #and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT #it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll #so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol #god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE #i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all #HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU #YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM! #OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK #like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person #and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit #goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG #mha #fic rec

[james-p-sullivan]

where’s the love for the writers out there writing your heart out for a fandom of three and a half people i love you

#anyway im trying to write something for a comic that doesn’t even exist yet lmfao #like me and one other person will get it #but im also having a good time so 🤷‍♀️ #im trying to give myself a goal of just 500 words per day #just get some words out #get those neural pathways back #they’re still in my head i can feel them #i just have to map them out again #and i can’t do that if i don’t write #anyway im probably not gonna go back to the fics i was working on before the accident any time soon #i just can’t handle that level of concentration right now #buuuuuut im heavily thinking about doing a rewrite of an old fic i love #i think that would be an easier entry point #thanks for all your guys’ advice though i highly appreciate it #fan fic talk #sulley speaks

[hermanunworthy]

how many times can i write the same shit (oakworthy) over and over before yall get tired of me

#i wish i could just write about them all day #i think about oakworthy fics to get myself through the day #they are my everything im not getting over them for a WHILE #the fic im working on rn is gonna be SO EVIL. #siren says

[scimitar-and-longsword]

If you're looking for buddie recs read Tethers by whileyouresleeping. It's one of the best buddie fics i've ever read.

Oh my gosh thank you so much for sending me a fic rec! I've marked it for later and will definitely check it out 💞

#im gonna be honest though I probably wont until its completed #I read long fics and books #I read The Count of Monte Cristo in 10 days about 2 months ago #but I'm already sitting in the middle of two very long fics for two other fandoms #So I think as far as this new fandom goes #I'm going to stick with smaller one shots for now #try and oace myself 😅😅 #ask #answer #anon #lolo rambles #911 abc #fic rec #buddie

[transtrucy]

worst part of being a huge vs fan is that while i have this whole space in my brain dedicated to phoenix and hershel’s relationship during the seven year gap influenced by both series, i don’t know how to casually reference it without the majority of readers being like professor layton????????????

#THE URGE TO CASUALLY REFERENCE HIM VS NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE ACCEPTING VS INTO THEIR HEARTS!!!!!! #that plus if you don’t play the layton games you may have a slightly different view of him from vs than if you do #phoenix asks hershel for parenting advice? hershel is gonna bullshit his way through an answer while ignoring flora #vs makes you think layton is relatively well adjusted and a good father figure #this man is a RUNNER he is TRAUMATIZED he doesn’t open up to ANYONE he’s AVOIDANT and he is a pretty shit dad! #i love him flaws included #but his relationship w luke is so successful compared to the other three bc (TO ME) luke goes home to his parents at the end of the day #that and they’ve hashtag trauma bonded #anyway ive been debating casual references to vs and hershel and luke for red tape for literal months #im procrastinating and pacing and thinking about hershel and phoenix friendship #phoenix disappointment in hershel for how he’s treated flora…that’s a different fic but. tasty. #ANYWAY. LUNCH. THEN EDIT. THE UPDATE. #chatter

[bisaster-energy]

im not even done my current kuwameshi fic and im already getting ideas about new ones...

#kuwameshi #give me a sec i'll reblog later with the actual idea but like #WHAT IF UM KUWAMESHI BUT UM. PRINCESS BRIDE AU... #i also have another song fic idea but it's way sillier than the one i have on ao3 #based off you me and steve by garfunkel and oates #i got the idea cos i just remembered when yusuke got back from training with genkai the 1st time and instead of a 1 on 1 date with keiko #kuwabara is also? there? and it's just so funny to me like what. and then they're supposed to all 3 go to the movies together? #AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THE 2 BOYS DITCH KEIKO?? for a mission yeah but she doesn't know that!! #and then yusuke and keiko actually go on a date alone and it gets interrupted cos of younger toguro #and shortly after kuwabara shows up so it looks like he was bound to come across them?? #as far as a i remember the next time yu and keiko get together alone is the day he tells her to just wait and she's like im literally #not gonna wait for you <3 and it was so funny she just walked off lmaoo #anyway im trying to say i wanna make a silly little fic addressing the fact that keiko is like. pursuing her crush on yusuke #but kuwabara is kinda just. always there and it's fun she does like him but it's just awkward #planning on having her ask kuwa to maybe give her and yusuke some time alone like maybe just avoid their next outing #and kuwa is like oh damn :( ok good luck and yusuke shows up to the date and he's like woah wait. where tf is kuwabara? #keiko is like bruh. and she makes up some shit about him mentioning that he felt sick or wtv and yusuke is like ''then y are we here? #i should check on him. i dont think that guy has even been put outta commission by anything but my fist!'' and keiko just follows him #cos what else can she do. and kuwa is fine ofc and yusuke is like bro what gives i thought you were sick and kuwa is dense sometimes but he #catches on from keiko's desperate look and he's like well i got better *flexes his arm* and yu is like i knew you were too dumb to catch #a cold. and he's stupid happy that kuwa is fine and can come with them after all ''hey he's fine ya hear that keiko'' #and then keiko is watching this whole exchange eyes blown wide open and she's like actually i just remembered i have plans #you two should totally go without me tho and yu agrees so easily that it just solidifies that she made the right call #kuwa is looking back at her all confused and she gives HIM the good luck thumbs up. he gets as red as his hair and #yusuke is worried he really is coming down with something

[p33p33p00p00]

LOVE LOSES SO FUCKING HARD

#I THINK THE PERSON THAT MADE LIKE. THE *ONLY* MINDFLAYER X MANNEQUIN FIC ON AO3 DELETED IT #ive been thinking about it for days and i wanted to go back and leave another comment because Oh My God. but i cant find it in my bookmarks #or find the response they left to my FIRST comment in my inbox. im gonna try to find it again but i think they deleted it </3

[ohbo-ohno]

y'know originally i had a big "yay i finished my exchange fic!!" post planned but it's literally an entire week late soo. that feels a little pathetic at this point el oh el

that being said - i finished my exchange fic! i have absolutely no control over when it will be posted, but i'll make sure to put it here when it is!

please please please go follow the deadcoddoves twitter account if you're at all interested in this exchange, they'll be posting about everyone else's fics too!!!

#never ever doing writing a fic with a deadline attached again. im too much of a chronic procrastinator for this #i have learned some things about myself though #(1) i tap out at writing about 4k words a day lmao. after getting that much written my brain is drained completely #(2) i am really really bad at not putting things off until the last minute. which i already knew but WOW this made it obvious #anyways!!! gonna go read all the fics i've missed this week! ceil im coming for you #also if we're deep in the tags and confessing things... #y'all i am sooo self-conscious about this fic LMFAOO ohh i hate it. i hate it so much. #thinking about turning comments off on ao3 for it tbh #but i think part of that is because it's so late. like this damn fic was a full seven days late and it's not even my best work??? #ohhhh i am Embarrassed. well and truly humiliated #anyways my counterplan is to write a bunch of other stuff im proud of so i can stop feeling like shit lmfao #the mods were very patient and kind tho shout out to them for not hating me