#im hoping this wasnt done yet

[beaulesbian]

when the cat has 9 lives, but is past the point of annoying Death, so 8 lives should be enough for him

#death wolf was rlly like 'ive had enough of this cat. im taking him early' #puss in boots #puss in boots the last wish #puss in boots spoilers #death wolf #big bad wolf #dreamworks #mine #its bc of that last post i reblogged so i had to make this right away in work in ms paint lol #i hope it wasnt done yet #pib spoilers

[furbhii]

a piece i did for aleena over on twitter in lieu of stickers from my raffle, given that she already owns most of them LOL

they requested flug in the camp leader outfit from the Elmore short, and given that that's probably my favourite short i was more than happy to oblige!

(considering making that middle one into a sticker... he's just so cuuuuute)

#villainous #villainous fanart #dr. flug #demencia #5.0.5. #my art #aleena was sooooo patient with me and i super appreciate it #november and december were a total mess for me with me running that secret santa #did i talk about that? hi i moderate the r/neopets secret santa art event now #I GUESS #it was totally a labour of love i really cherish being a part of it #but i was WOEFULLY UNPREPARED #so its january and im not even done sending christmas cards out yet #and i meant to make more headway on that this week but i got sick #so. next week. i hope. #in between building ikea furniture #we desperately need storage so i bit the bullet and got a wall shelving unit #i'm very excited ive wanted it for like. two years now. #it wasnt cheap but thats what credit cards are for baybeeee #ok thats it love you bye #if you reblog please delete my tags lol

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi' #I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully) #but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ? #im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them' #have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!' #LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious. #MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[ff2-soda-pop]

I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

#ive been running around stuck on Babysitter Duty for the past three days and the teacher only gave us any instructions on thursday yet #somehow expected a full paper done and edited by sunday. even if i wasnt stuck on babysitter duty she'd get a shitty paper just due to how #little TIME that is to get things done. but because i am on babysitter duty uhhh..... well so far there's no paper #ive been spending practically full days having to take care of my sister and i cant just Ignore Her so i havent done my paper while watchin #her because again: my focus needs to be on Her. and shes incredibly loud which makes it super hard to focus. fun combo /s #so i was like 'i'll just stay up Really Late and do it then' but that hasn't worked because my sister WONT GO TO BED if im awake. i was up #until 4am last night hoping she'd fall asleep and shut up and i could work but Nope! #and then i got too tired to even care anymore #i've tried explaining this to others and they're just like 'ok well you just need to find a way to make it work :/' which is very much #easier said than done! and im scared about this paper because this teacher doesnt accept late work at all for pretty much any reason #and im sure she wont understand my situation. because shes also the teacher that didnt understand that i didnt have the textbook on time #because it was still being shipped and i dont control the rate at which book ships and she was like #'..........okay well you still need to have the book by tomorrow at least <3' when i told her the book had Just shipped and idk when i'd ge #the dumb thing. so yknow i dont have high hopes about this #also just as extra 'make stuff more difficult' i have zero accommodations because my mom cant keep track of my fucking IEPs and they wont #let me have accommodations unless i have that and idk how to get a copy anymore. so i've also been running around with no help in that area #and it's not great </3 #idk im just stressed out and frustrated and i Want To Cry :) #vent

[variousqueerthings]

havin some overall Thots about ted lasso, but may wait until the finale next week to fully get them out there. nothing that i haven't seen being said about this season, which is that the pacing is very odd, and i remember being surprised way back when it was announced that it was going to be three seasons and not four. i do not fully believe that it was intended to be three in the way the creators have said. feels more like something out of necessity, than the best way to tell the story, which, i wouldn't have anything against that if that was the case, i fucking love the sense8 final movie for existing, although i know/one can see that it had to tie some very fast knots and drop a bunch of potential storylines -- this final season feels similar. id prefer a rushed ending to no ending at all, if that's the way the tv-landscape looks (and these days it really does look like that as we know).

i can see how they've gotten to the conclusions of multiple of the storylines, but the methods used to get there have been uneven. but that is interesting, may wanna poke at it some more after the final episode. overall this has been a pleasant journey to go on though. i feel very warmly about these characters and the ethos of the show.

#im watching ted lasso #ted lasso #as a watching experience ive very much enjoyed it -- it's one ive watched partially with friends + i love football #so im not feeling an intense emotion about this im just... im seeing it #even as i enjoy specific scenes - everything jamie/keeley/roy related - nate and beard in the hallway #all the football boys together scenes #all the playing scenes #which are the things i come back to the show for #id say the one upset there is that i had hoped for more focus on nate -- but he definitely needed another season imo #he wasnt done baking yet and they rushed it #the other two things are 1. wish there had been more focus on sam overall #2. im not convinced with how theyve portrayed football culture in this last season -- gone a tad off the deep end into too lovey dovey #i know thats part of the fantasy this show is trying to present -- but i dont think it needs to *solve* football and billionaire investors #and toxic masculinity and everything else that is bad within the microcosm of said football #it can keep its reach smaller imo and be more impactful for it #fuck now i AM writing stuff but in the tags instead stop

[no-cops-at-pride-just-snufkin]

GUESS WHOS THE LAZIEST MV FAN ANd just watched the lonely mountain ep for the first timeee!’!!! :’D

#yes ive had access to the episode since it aired. yes im so lazy i put it off for a good year and a half #i knew it was gay but omg it was very gay #plus no one was talkin about the cute little my parts??? like omg #so glad it got the (lgbtq) awards that it got even if it wasnt intentional #not to mention the animation/fx was a step up from the previous episode with stinky omg the animation bidget was dasterdly #probably to put more effort in the lonely mountains ep :’) #ive been conjuring up a snufmin animatic to a beautiful orchestral song ive listened to for years #and was hoping this episode would unlock some ideas AND IT DID yay #not fully announcing it yet cuz my lifes pretty busy and its hard to get any WIP animatics done in a set amount of time :/ #i hate to disappoint in that regard if i cant deliver what art i technically promise. rather just post it when complete you know? #going back to the topic at hand. i usually put off a lot of series that i like because i dont like hiatuses and like to watch all at once #but then even if i get all the new episodes at once im like ehhh im busy (not really) #plus to be emotionally ready for it! like ive put off a lot of animes cuz damn theyre hittin more and more close to home

[surpriserose]

Sorry for being a dub guy but

Theyre really recasting mob and not REIGEN FOR THE DUB??? DIE???

#Okay to be fair they may just not have announced it yet but i doubt it #Mob is getting recasted because crunchyroll refuses to work with a union contract so blame them not kyle mccarley hes literally just trying #To negotiate #I was really hoping for reigen to get recast tho because well 😐 hes voiced by chris niosi #Who has literally admitted to the abuse allegations against him lol and if that wasnt enough for people to stop hiring hes also broken ndas #And was in yiik hes just an awful fucking person and it sucks he was casted in the first place #So this whole situation is like equivalent to some random guy not being recasted while vic mcgajdishdbdis is on the same cast and that gets #No attention #Anyways yes im switching to subs for mp100 like i should have done in the first place #And kill crunchyroll btw #Mp100 #Uhh also #Abuse mention #In tags obviously but vzusvskslso

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i truely have so much anger built up inside me about my job. ive done a very good job of making it unbearable #and after taking a 10 day vacation. plus 2 days of not working bc im sick. i really dont wanna go back #i was planning to take 3 days to not do fucking anything but my boss just emailed me with some time sensitive #logistical things. so like i guess i gotta fucking do that tomorrow. i started reading the email and it made my head hurt #and she started it off like. hopw ur feeling better and i dont wanna cause stress but... #like bro. listen. if u tell me these things u put them in my head and i csnt stop thinking abt them until theyre done. and its not her #fault bc im the one that put myself in a place where im barely keeping it together. its just frustrating #bc it feels like hope u feel better but also kill urseld 💖 but again thats just how it feels bc im so. idk how to describe it im like in a #state of post burnout. im sitting in the ash. alone in a desolate landscape and its like jesus how tf do i fix this? #and i cant even run out my anger rn bc im sick. and i mean i have the energy to run i dont feel lethargic but like i doubt that would aid #recovery lol. ugh. 2 months. thats all. then i move away. assuming i find a place to live lol. bc i currently haven't yet #but whatever. assuming i get better quickly and dont get worse and dont get covid on top of this cold bc my dad got covid #it will have been a bit of a blessing i came back sick bc i have a clear justification for not working and for telling people to fuck off #when they ask for things from me. like today a lab mate asked if i could sample Monday. which it technically #a holiday but i probably would have said yes if i wasnt sick. and i would have had to teach undergrads some bullshit friday if i wasnt sick #instead i just did nothing all day bc i almost moved bsck my flight and didnt leave home until the weekend anyway #i guess its good i didnt bc then i would have been stuck in ohio bc my dad found out he had covid yesterday #idk its all just frustrating bc im halfway in a transition and im not doing very well but i cant do anything to fix things until i leave #the southwest. like i dont even kno if i have health insurance rn. my benifits change request was processed but like does thst mean it was #approproved? fucking idk. so everytime i do anything i imagine a worstcase scenario where i end up hospitalized and damned to an empty #bank account or eternal medical debt. tho my mum said they passed a law where they arnt allowed to do thst to u anymore 🤷‍♂️ #whatever. im annoyed. i dont wanna work 😫 #unrelated

[pagesofkenna]

moment of silence for whatever the hell happened to Dragon Prince

#im... honestly not sure how i feel just yet? #its not... bad? i mean the animation isnt good but the show overall isn't bad #but. i JUST rewatched the first seasons. and its definitely a kids show but its GOOD #season 4 is if anything even more definitely a kids show and. meh #main highlight is really how explicitly queer this season was able to get and im wondering how much of that was a tradeoff #like we'll let you get in several kisses between openly queer characters but we'll slash your animation budget in half. or something? #also what i perceive as a writing quality drop can be kinda explained by the writing team being pulled in 20 directions with the #graphic novels and novelizations and all the work done on the setting guide etc? gotta keep the actual show a... silly kids show? #but at the same time it wasnt like it was BAD... i maybe just had my hopes too high up? idk i gotta ruminate #hold up im gonna reblog this to add more specific thoughts about Terry

[cynicalstardustkingdom]

i don't even know what to do with myself after vol2. i seriously need to sleep but how the hell am i supposed to sleep after THAT? i quite geniunely feel like ive been made a mockery of by the tv screen, and it's unsettling as shit.

#what im trying to say is that: as a queer person vol2 is NOT IT #st spoilers #they used will's love for mike and his expression of that love (the painting) to further develop mike's relationship with el #robin & vickie are giving hella mixed messages and i dont have much hope for them at this point #will never got to come out to anyone #eddie never got 'technically confirmed' despite openly flirting with steve and using the handerchief code (look it up) #but it doesn't really matter either way because they killed him off #and there was absolutely no reason for it either. this was NOT a redemption arc. eddie had nothing to redeem himself for #he wasn't a coward for running away when chrissy got killed - there wasnt anything he could have done if he'd stayed anyway #and he wasn't really a hero for staying in the upside down and trying to fight the demobats #i am just so so very disappointed #there was a chance for a beautiful relationship between steve and eddie that would've been an awesome culmimation of their arcs #but instead steve is literally running back to someone who hurt him in the past and undoing a lot of his growth #because their relationship is straight. so it's safe. #i am DONE #there was no reason for any of this and yet here we are #stranger things 4 vol 2 #stranger things 4 #stranger things #homophobia #byler #steddie #will byers #steve harrington #eddie munson #robin buckley #romeo's ramblings

[fleshdyke]

shdjjdbdjd

#csa warning for tags #i would give fucking anything to know who did this to me lol. #i don’t know if i’ll ever know and that’s the most distressing part #fuck what happened to me. i cant even remember it. i still deal w the trauma from it but like its over and done i cant do anything abt it #who cares abt that. i just desperately need to know if whoever did it is still out there. #i really really really hope it was that kindergarten teacher i had that got fired for being a pedo. because at least he got consequences. #at least he cant do it to anyone else #im just absolutely fucking terrified that they got away with it. that theyre still getting away with it. #how many other kids did they rape. could i have saved them #i just wish i could fucking remember what happened and who it was bc the idea of it being someone i trusted. and them never getting caught #makes me fucking sick #im on the brink of a fucking breakdown bc im so terrified that they raped someone else and i couldnt stop them #or that they’re still in my life #and i feel like its my fault for never saying anything bc i couldnt remember who did it #but like. at the time. when i Could remember it. why didnt i say anything #and logically i know im not to blame because i was a fucking child i wasnt even 10 yet and i cant remember anything abt it now #but i still feel so fucking guilty bc what if they got to someone else before i could do anything about it #my dad laughs at rape jokes and makes fun of me for being so protective of little girls i meet and so scared of older men #and i cant fucking tell him i got raped because he wouldn’t fucking believe me #even if i had the memories to prove it he wouldn’t believe me #and i dont even want to entertain the idea that he did it bc that would mean my rapist is in my house every fucking day #and i dont think im able to handle that #just. fuck #im so scared theyre still in my life #i guess im glad i cant remember being raped but i wish i knew who did it so i can know if they got consequences #rambles #vent

[goethitee]

hate hate hate when people aks your advice & then ignore it

#i should say beg actually. she begs for my advice on dog stuff #& then ignores me #‘why is he doing this’ ‘how do i deal with this’ ‘ hes sick what do i do’ ‘what should i do about this’ #& then when i give her the answers in the gentlest way i can so she doesnt feel bad (even tho she should) she doesnt listen to me anyways #todays wasnt that bad but i rlly didnt want to answer cuz i didnt want to feel like… too involved ig idk #she asked me what to name her new puppy. obviously im not just gonna tell her what to name her fricken dog thats over stepping #but she cant leave well enough alone. so i said wjat we do (which has also been reinforced for me because freds dog trainers say the same #figure out what kind of vibe you want for your pet. the name helps shape who theyll be so u gatta figure out what u want first #i also said how there doesnt need to be a name rn she can think on it #but does she listen to me? no. ‘hm idk what vibe i want. i want a name now so i can call him’ #why ask. why. #also the fact that she got this dog also rlly ticks me off lol. #because the other one is under a year yet & if anybody reads these… then u know she still hast gotten a vet. since october #now im gonna have to fake being happy even tho this is an awful idea #itd be one thing if she didnt beg for my opinion & then completely ignore it. while pretending like she’s actually listening to what im say #maybe you should have found a fucking vet for the first one & actually work w it before getting another one #& ofc it is a puppy. which are terrible. ik her bf is gonna be so fed up with the two dogs #i dont want to hear it anymore i dont want her to ask me things ive tried & im done #i hope everything works out the way they want but i rlly rlly doubt that

[ghosty1111]

ok back on the habit of staying up all night again everyday im not gonna last😃👍 everyday swirls together as i wake up and eat and go on a walk and eat and time progresses and i exist and i hate myself and i have a snack and then go to bed at 6am and it all continues out of my own control ItsAllPainfullyReal.png

#vent #girl why is it may already i wasnt done w april yet #i mean. i did some hw today. 10 minutes ago. #i have until june 22 and i wanna finish math this month at MOST #then i’ll have 22 days to do english ig #which is just a bunch of prompts #oh yea btw im getting my diploma loll #then what??job????maybe #i hope so😐 #i just want life to feel normal for once ig #ik every human is like that and my experience is quite universal which makes me kinda feel like shit(supposed to be the opposite effect) #(but i dont get it) #(im not gonna gatekeep mental illness obv i mean that it makes me feel like a failure bc others get over it) #(like its just a phase i know that but its taking too long) #(and now people are gonna be like ‘dude wtf ur still on that shit?stop complaining its not sad anymore its just weird’) #(im annoyed too!!!!!!!ok!!!!!) #(whatever im going to bed)

[andragoras-in-vanity]

BLESS. I REMEMBER WATCHING A MORGAN DONNER VIDEO AND THINKIING HOLY SHIT I LOVE HER SHIFT. WELL SHE DID A FULL TUTORIAL ON HOW TO MAKE IT ...IN A VIDEO I HADN'T WATCHED BECAUSE IT LOOKED LIKE SO MUCH SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT. AHAHAA i now have pattern for a really dork ass shirt im gonna mod to hell and back

#im gonna turn it into a crop top. #maybe a body suit idk yet #but i have this yellow gauze i wasnt sure what to use for but love and ahaha if its not a pain in the ass to sew im making the ruffle shift #i think im going to cut the neck way down and put a tie in at the underbust and a button or two at the waist #but the chest and sleeces are still gonna be so froofy #i only have a meter so i hope thats all i need of it #i am going to do it all by hand i think #and then get more of that fabric for its actual intended purpose #i wanted to make some extra cash making stuffies but theyre a pain in the ass so i dont think i can but i sure as hell am going to make #another highland coo for myself cause hamish turned out cute as fuck #i shall make him seasonal sweaters #im going to use different prints though #his nose was kinda a pain tho #i found cute orange fabric though #anyway yeah i think however i end up trying to make some income cause rn i have none itll probably be sewing #but i have to figure out how to do it on my terms like commissions or soemthing #so im gonna use all i have to build up a bit of a portfolio #oh shit i know a girl who was part of Shaw maybe she can get me in touch with the company costumers #anyway ill build a portfolio of nicer things than what ivve done so far and keep practicing (ive never used a real pattern just my own) #and maybe i can learn alterations #cause i can do shirts and i think mostly pants tho tapers scare me #but at least thats something and i can do it from home too #and maybe ill at least make enough to go on vacation #take my ass to nova scotia already #maybe even visit cyli in Scotland #less likely but maybe

[baldurs-gate-official]

God once my situation is better and I actually get the motivation to write/draw again? I will be unstoppable.

#personal #I'm so so tired #and i've been working so hard to make sure I'll be free. every time I think im done more just keeps piling on. but im so so close to freedo #just a little less than 2 weeks now #ill be able to eat when im hungry and drink when im thirsty and not worry about how much noise im making and ill be able to sleep #like jesus christ just to be able to SLEEP. for years i slept by keeping lights on so it wouldnt look like i was sleeping #and i had to be ready to be wide awake/pretend i wasnt sleeping in a moments notice #These weeks can't pass fast enough #I just want a home. So so badly #and freedom. and food. and safety. #and to not feel like a burden #ill have my own bed too. an actual bed. something soft that doesnt hurt #even gonna have a bathtub. its gonna be so relaxing. #i miss art and i miss writing. i really hope once things are settled that i can get back to that #it doesnt feel real yet #ive fought so hard to be free my whole life and now its so close #sorry i just need to vent and no one reads tags like these anyway so it works #sort of #everything is so overwhelming #q

[bloodyangelito]

Crying instead of doing my already late assignment cause my roommates lowkey make me feel like such an outsider 💀💀

#they just did something. that im hoping wasnt intentional. yet still made me feel so unwanted 😕 #i got the message that they dont wanna be friends. so i stopped trying. but fucking hell. at least be respectful? #i haven't done anything for them to just disregard me like this all the time #ive actually put effort into trying to talk with them and be nice and respectful and for what? #this is so fucking stupid. i hate that it got to me