When you can physically feel your heart breaking dropping into a bottomless hole that's what true heartbreak is and it fucking hurts so much
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I seriously never want to disturb you again but my feeling always trying reaching out to you everytime.
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I like love, it makes me feel things
But with it comes hurt
With it will always be a little jealousy, a little expectation, some amount of hurt but that's inevitable
And above everything else, it shows, nothing is perfect
Not even love
Not you not me
And that's the beauty of it
To embrace the imperfection
Because the existence of imperfection makes us seek perfection
And that seeking is beautiful, it is the the beauty of it all.
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missing gideon nav has become one of my dominant personality traits ✌️
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Day 6
I had to leave work today. I woke up and suddenly threw up. I've been freezing and sweating at the same time. I guess it's just the fallout of sending more trauma through my system. I feel like I'm just in the middle of the ocean exhausted and trying to just keep my head afloat.
My boss wants to have a sit down talk with me. I'm sure it's because the last two weeks I've been a disaster. I think sometimes I pass as if everything is okay but then the mask slips and the mess underneath spills out.
I would kill for some direction other then just wake up. Don't think about killing yourself. I'm so exhausted. I haven't slept well since the moment you left before all this happened.
I saw you slipped right back into your old routine like you had just gone on vacation and come home. How could you ever say you loved me? You don't even have the guts to speak to me.
I wish every day got easier like people claimed but each day has just been harder. I want so desperately to curl up in your arms and fall asleep listening to your heart beat.
I hate that you hurt me so badly and I still want you.
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I automatically go silent when I hear something that hurt my feelings.
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/dsmp
so anyone want to talk about how each time technoblade shoots tommy with rockets tubbo tries to get in between them
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miss when all we cared about was eren picking up that big boulder
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I wish love taught us more about love than of hurt
I wish hurt taught us more of hurt than love
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How it's been the past few days
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oooouhg im in so much pain
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this song screams trikey and I’m :((((((
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he’s blessed to live in the same world as him.
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Friend: blues and stars are playing each other tomorrow
Me:
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