#im in love with sam wilson

[generallyjl]

truly a game changer episode of all time

#the way game changer can redo the same premise and even exact bit multiple times but in fresh and even escalating ways is so dear to me #game changer #sam says 3 #dropout #lou wilson #jacob wysocki #vic michaelis #im sure this video has been posted at least a dozen times but i just love it #this is only one of so many moments that are gunna live in my memory like a beloved chachki on a grandmas shelf #edit: went back to add alt text to screenshot

[thankstothe]

Some notes on Wilson's marriages/divorces, and how he met House:

• House didn't just meet a freshly divorced Wilson. He met barely married Wilson, who just got notified about his #1 divorce by a lawyer, not his wife

• Wilson walked around with papers on hand, long enough to give House a chance to sneak a peek. The same day he received the news. (there's a chance it was some sort of middle step in the divorce procedure, but "just served", checkmate your honor)

• House 100% knew that when he bailed him out. No, I don't have any concrete evidence besides "it's fucking House"

• House had Wilson observed the entire time to know he didn't open the papers. The divorce lawyer prob gave him an idea of what it is, and he was just marinating in the suffering juice

• House had to be nosy and stealthy when he checked the package Wilson clung to, he saw what's written on it

• They didn't actually talk at the conference itself, so House did it silently too

• There was a law firm address on the papers, and you couldn't just google shit then. House's had to remember it to investigate it further, or he already knew of the firm (or it said "BLAH LAW FIRM BLAH HERE'S YOUR DIVORCE PAPERS, LOSER", which is possible)

• Wilson likely opened them in a hotel room (or he looked at the package sadly/angrily there too), needed a drink, and House was at the bar

• House was watching Wilson at that conference, then at the bar, then meltdown over the song, then the whole fight and the mess, then the detention, and was like yeah I'll bail that

• "First words you ever said to me." This is when they first talked, Wilson was in jail and the one in need

• Ok alright, hear me out, if House didn't know what the papers were at the time of bailing. There are 2 paths for him to find out

• Wilson STILL had them on hand in jail

• Or Housey saw them at Wilson's hotel room. Yeah

• It's been over the decade since they've met and they both vividly remember the details of that drunk night (I get why for storytelling purposes. Still... Much to think about)

• That conference is either the last one, or one of the lasts, House attended. And that one was already boring to House without Wilson. 15 years prior to s06e06 "Known Unknowns", can't do the timeline magic I just eyeball it

• House also introduced Wilson to Cuddy pretty soon, since she was a witness to the levels of despair he was apparently in

• House might've pestered Cuddy to hire him, or she chose to do so herself (whenever she was dean). Maybe House chased away some poor oncologist to make an opening. Even if House isn't as obsessed with Wilson at the start of season 1, he's always plotting

• There's the brother thing too. Wilson still fresh out of med school, still divorcing, still guilty af and looking for the brother in Princeton, so he was happy to work there

• Prior to that, Wilson was working 2 jobs to support himself and Sam and was ready to follow her to Baltimore

• The divorce and meeting House happened in 1991, the same year USSR completely fell apart. Just thought I'll throw that in #educational

• Wilson was married, non-fraudulently, for 12 years total

• Marriage #1 has only lasted 1 year

• That means every marriage House was present for has lasted longer #math

• Wilson found a way to get fulfilled while in the marriage

• Now he's got a needy bitch with infinite problems and who will slurp any poison he has to siphon

• I'd argue House is what made Wilson bearable at home

• At the same time, House is what kept Wilson away from home, ultimately contributing to the divorce

• Wilson himself describes his marriages as crappy - he doesn't really need help destroying them. House still helps~✨

• Timeline gets wonky, but there couldn't have been much of a downtime between marriages, a couple of years max

• "Fell in love at the wedding" - whatever the fuck that means for Wilson

• Either Wilson met Sam through that wedding, and she also aimed to work in medicine - how they've connected. Or they went there as a couple, both being med students? Got high on emotions and jumped into marriage

• Wilson speedruns relationships once he's in them, so it could've gone "hey that was a nice wedding, how about we have our own?"

• He fucking sucks at proposals, his looks and general air of niceness carried him all 3 times, I will not be hearing any objections on the matter

• When Wilson talks to Cameron about cheating. He says, "I have (cheated). I always told them"

• "Them"

• It's could've been every marriage (#1, #2 and #3). If boy managed to sneak in cheating in his 1-year lightning marriage #1, while he was studying + 2 jobs (now I don't doubt his time management skills, but it's still a hassle. On the other hand, all that stress couldn't have been helping)

• Or it could be #1 and #2, or #1 and #3. But #3 is pretty much a certainty (he flirts with nurses on screen, House is also there), and it's "them", so why would he randomly stop in the middle? Don't think so

• What's most likely is - #2 and #3. When arguing with Sam (#1) again she didn't mention or allude to the cheating, her problem was that Wilson didn't communicate ANY emotions to her, she even admitted to House she made the most mistakes in that marriage, let's say there's some truth in that

• Wilson either didn't tell Sam about cheating, she didn't have a problem with it, or he lied to Cameron

• OR he didn't cheat on Sam

• He started to cheat after the first divorce AND his marriages started to last longer, which is funnier too

• He could've started cheating prior to House entering the picture, but much more likely - after. Divorce and/or House are the cause

• Speaking of. Meeting House is very tightly linked to the #1 divorce. Every time Wilson would think back on it, he would have to think about all the turmoil and getting bailed by House. And vice versa - every time he'd think back on meeting House...

• "I met someone who made me feel funny. And I didn't want to let that feeling go." Another Cameron talk. Ur honor, there's something on that wall

• btw, he is STILL married while meeting House, so if you hilson 1st-night-fuck truther, that meeting is his cheater origin story in a more practical sense. He then could've really meant all the marriages, but then he lied about telling Sam/Cameron, he might not count it since he's divorcing to tell Sam

• Ultimately, he's a huge liar, and I'm wasting my time. What I'm saying - nothing is really off the table with this guy in terms of hcs

• Aftermaths of #2 and #3 aren't really talked about like #1. It must've been really nuclear

• House says neither of them recovered from (#1) divorce to Wilson's face, Wilson doesn't contest that in any way. Even tho House didn't know Wilson before the divorce he usually right on the money with these things

• After the divorce #2 Wilson got 3 legged cat

• After failing to secure marriage #4 (#1 part 2) he got a diabetic cat

• Just like the thing he has with missing phone calls, after every divorce, consciously or not, he might expect a savior to bail him out

• After and during #3 he crashed at House's, then surfed hotels, then moved in with a dying patient, then Amber's, then House moved in with him (still Amber's)

• Maybe his wives kept taking properties in the divorce, and he just stopped getting them

• Man frankly didn't have a home for a while (HOMELESS BUT NOT HOUSELESS)

• Then Wilson finally commits and gets the place for himself and House, from Bonnie (#2)

• Wilson adamantly remains on good terms with his ex-wives (but not random exes. One helps House with a prank, House kept tabs bc of course)

• But Wilson thinks they hate him. Did he ever pay attention to them?

• While spending all the time with House, then cheating, telling his wives about it, Wilson gave them more attention and emotions to delay the divorce

• He also learned how not to get attached in marriage, to not get destroyed by the divorce (excellent gambit if you expect your marriage to fail)

• He has a better support system now too. Can't believe House is your support system, fucking lmao and ouch. Cuddy is his only other friend we see, maybe Stacy at some point (he kept in touch with after the incident)

• All his other friends and family we hear next to nothing about, at best they're surface level

• In season 5 he's only visited by the coworkers/House's team + Cuddy <- all that is pretty much House's tolerance circle

• House is pathetic, but Wilson is something else entirely

#house md #gregory house #lisa cuddy #james wilson #sam carr #bonnie #his failed marriages and house #studying Wilson under a microscope #I was just trying to piece all of this shit together and speculating none of this is gospel lol #ive compiled this thinking i dont have much to say. look at us now #not even touching his “divorces” w house here #that's entirely different beast #might've missed something obvious - feel free to add/correct #prob got carried away and tunneled #but wow that first divorce must've been rough #if i was house and saw the man so distraught at some dusty conference breaking shit over a song id fall in love too #you might think im obsessed but im really not #long post #longpost #like actually longpost

[samcky]

A messy bitch who lives for drama

Untold story of Sam and Bucky (53-?)

#steve baby im so sorry they took you out you would have loved sam and bucky in tfatws #sambucky #mine #sam wilson #bucky barnes #steve rogers #sbic

[faeriecap]

mcu releasing cacw like: “sorry mackie ur character who is actually a crucial part of the cap storyline historically can’t get any significant screentime in cap 3 yeah we know it’s the final movie sorry we had to have an endless fucking montage of maria stark trauma porn bc it actually wasn’t already clear tony was emotionally unstable and had mommy and daddy issues followed by the wandavision cooking special for,,,,,, reasons,,,,,,,,,,,, and oh yeah did we forget to mention this is actually another avengers movie and the first spiderman??? best we can do is a scene where sam’s mean to bucky lol …… what about steve rogers??? wait whose that uhhhh is he even in this script?”

(it’s bc they didn’t care about developing sam at all until he was their “only” option for cap and could safely not be shipped with steve if they ever actually interacted wait what huh who said that)

#IM JUST SO UPSET #i loved their relationship so much and we should have REALLY gotten to see it #cap 3 should have been ALL about steves friendships with sam and bucky in the wake of hydras return #it should have been about samsteve relationship and dynamic ESP if they had always planned for sam not bucky to take up the mantle first #ESP IF THEY STILL WANTED TO DO THE DUMBASS CIVIL WAR PLOTLINE LIKE SAM AND BUCKY AND NAT ARE STEVES REAL FRIENDS #IN COMPARISON TO TONY WHO PROVED WHERE HIS REAL NARCISSISTIC MOTIVES LIE #sam SHOULD HAVE become cap at the end of the movie #STEVE SHOULD HAVE PASSED THE TORCH THEN AND THERE #but noooooo we needed chris evans to market the final avengers 🙄 #steeb #sammich #samsteve #stevebucky #marvel #i speak #anti mcu #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #cacw #captain america civil war #captain america #anti tony stark #steve rogers #sam wilson #anthony mackie

[livingincolorsagain]

Thinking about Sam and Bucky going on a mission where they have to pretend to be a couple, and it goes well expect for the part where someone recognises them and takes a picture of them standing all close and smiling (kissing? They’re professional and they’ll do anything for the job!).

So, they’re trending everywhere and when they’re back home, people start coming up to them and asking when did that happen and congratulating them.

Bucky doesn’t deny it, he just shrugs every time and says nothing, and it’s good, because now the number of people flirting with Sam is down to nearly zero and Bucky is no longer fighting for his fucking life at every turn.

Sam? Well, he smiles whenever someone mentions it, saying Bucky is his partner and best friend. He doesn’t exactly deny it either, if for no other reason than the way Bucky’s now more open with his affection, and Sam doesn’t want to lose that.

So, they’re not dating, but they’re not not dating.

Except, they definitely are, and neither realise it until someone asks Sam on a date and Sam goes, “no, I can’t, I have a boyfriend— oh.”

#sambucky #sam wilson #bucky barnes #a writes sambucky #sambucky headcanons #sambucky goes hand in hand with the oblivious idiots in love trope and this is the hill im dying on

[mystic-insightss]

thinking about a spiderverse!sambucky au where they are both the spider-man of their respective universes.. and the loved one they couldn’t save was each other

(pls click for better quality)

#IM FUCKIN BACK WITH THE SAMBUCKY YEAH #(drew this months ago) #sambucky au #spider-man #spiderverse #bucky barnes #sam wilson #tfatws #sambucky art #mcu art #my art #for the vibes of this scene think.. who the hell is bucky #but with sam #tbh sam’s loved one should probably be riley #for the sake of the au.. he and bucky both died #spiderpeople really can’t catch a break huh #sambucky spiderman au tag

[kayvsworld]

sam shouldnt be captain america because now i have to draw the fucking SHIELD

#THATS TOO MANY CIRCLES. BABE IM SO HAPPY 4 UR COOL NEW SUPERHERO THEME BUT. PLEASE #hhhhhhhh #saw that we're doing brave new world now and was overcome with such relief and love for sam wilson that i was obligated to draw him #but SAM THERE ARE CIRCLES. ON IT. SAM #kayvswords #i was never compelled to draw the shield for steve. i didnt do shit for steve (sorry steve) but now sams cap #and im suffering

[barneswilsonrogers]

"And, this is it. This is everything he hopelessly believes in; true love, love at first sight, kismet, soulmates. It’s all right here, between the three of them, all of one soul."

My Sambucky/Samsteve library - all-time faves

— THE WILSON-BARNES FAMILY series by @writerkenna read on AO3

#I love them so much #@ kenna i hope u like it! #mine #i think im gonna make it a series #bonus points if u know where the gif house come from #sambucky #sambucky fics #bucky barnes #buckybarnesedit #sam wilson #samwilsonedit #captain america #mcu #sambucky fanfic #sambucky fanart #onlysambucky #anthony mackie #mcuedit #anthonymackieedit #sebastian stan #sebastianstanedit #mymcuedit #twbseries #myficedit #sambuckyedit

[peterth3parker]

okay but why do people blame rhodey’s fall on sam ??? vision was the one who fired the shot while distracted with wanda (not her fault- this is fully on vision). like being mad at sam is so stupid, all he did was block like u can’t be mad at that. i swear people find any reason to hate falcon and it’s bullshit

#falcon love on this page only #y’all hate him bc he’s black im not going to beat around the bush #anthony mackie #falcon #sam wilson #marvel #captain america: civil war #avengers #captain america #the falcon and the winter soldier #rhodey #iron man and rhodey #war machine #iron patriot #vision

[sambuckysplumtree]

They’re just so… casual with it

#YOU KNOW WHAT THE MEANS #marvel #mcu #bucky barnes #sebastian stan #anthony mackie #sam wilson #sambucky #tfatws #yes im still on this #no i will not move on #i love them #im still obsessed with this scene #boyfriends #marvel better do them right #or i sue for financial compensation

[fangirlovestuff]

teach ‘em how to say goodbye

🎵 i wanna give you a word of warning...🎵

hello lovely people!! how are you?? i honestly hope each and every one of you is well and thriving, also happy pride month!! even if i haven’t been very active on here recently (or active at all really), I do see your likes and comments, and they mean the world to me, truly.

but if you got the reference in the title, you already know what this is. and if you didn’t get it you also probably get what’s going on lol, it’s fairly obvious:)

so yes, this is me officially saying goodbye. i’m going through a number of big changes in my life right now, and i really haven’t been in a mindset to write or post anything these days. i’m not saying this is goodbye forever, but i do think this is a good opportunity to at least take a little break. i could be back in two months, or two years, or... never? i really don’t know what the future holds. maybe in like five years i’ll post here that i wrote a book :P (more probably, i’ll just keep to casual reblogs every once and again)

what i do know is how much it has meant to me to write and post my little stories on here. it might sound silly to some, but i know what you’ve enabled me to do here is so special - spreading joy and finding hapiness in discovering a new passion of mine. all of your comments, reblogs, and messages have made my days so much happier and more meaningful, and i will be forever grateful for the time i spent here. thank you so much.

i’m not deleting the account or the fics for now, so you can hopefully still read them and find joy and comfort in them. i’m also not tagging anyone because i don’t wanna feel like a bother lol, but hopefully my moots see it, and i just want to thank you all for the friendship and the joy. 

and to anyone who’s reading this, to anyone who’s ever read my stories at all - i love you more than you know. i appreciate you so much. thank you for giving me a bit of your time, the smallest of corners in your life; it means so much to me. please, take care of yourself, you’re so special and beautiful.  

i know a lot of people have quit lately because of hate or lack of interaction. this isn’t the case for me, seeing as thankfully i didn’t really get any hate, and i’ve been lucky enough to get interactions in a level i’m satisfied with and grateful for. but i do want to use this opportunity to remind everyone to interact with the art you see and like on here - and i mean comments and reblogs, not just likes. remember countless hours have been invested in this art, show your appreciation. 

and most importantly, remember we’re all just people behind these screens, so please, be kind - kindness is key. 

<3

#Leila rants #ngl it made me a lil emotional to write this:') #love u all muah<333 #also if u got the hamilton reference im sending u a big hug and a high five #tagging a little for visibility #chris evans x reader #steve rogers x reader #natasha romanoff x reader #wanda maximoff x reader #sam wilson x reader #bucky barnes x reader

[bluebellhairpin]

chris evans' BEST marvel film was The Winter Soldier bc his ass looked really good, and that cap suit did EVERYTHING for those shoulders.

#also it introduced the love of my life sam wilson into the mcu so #but steve rogers was best in catws #im not taking the bait to debate that either sorry #either you agree or go away bc i AM CORRECT #nemos thoughts #captain america the winter soldier #steve rogers #chris evans

[executivenerd]

So Sebastian being at D23 for the Thunderbolts, but not mentioned at all for Cap 4 means that we for sure aren't getting Sambucky in Cap 4 doesn't it?

#im so torn because i want sam to have the spotlight without bucky and i love joaquin #but also sambucky 😭😭😭 #also what was the point of all that character and relationship growth if hes going to join the thunderbolts #hopefully they make it make sense but im not confident #sam wilson #bucky barnes #sambucky #captain america #captain america new world order #thunderbolts #haleys high reactions to d23 while the state burns down

[faeriecap]

as garbage as civil war was, it really set up steves disillusionment with cap and his lack of need for the mantle, SHIELD, hell even the actual shield, leading into infinity war and endgame and that would have been the perfect time to focus on developing sams character as the new captain america for more than a three second scene instead of. groot fortnite dancing and taco bell or whatever

#i respect the path fatws took re sam processing the receipt of the shield and it’s implications for him etc #but i felt bad it had to be so rushed and crammed in around all the other plot involving the flag smashers walker bucky’s therapy #plus eli n isaiah AND his family stuff with sarah and the boys #basically what i’m saying is i just wanted all of that AND more starting earlier in the mcu #it should not have taken almost a decade to explore sams character im sorry! i love that he’s part of the next phase of the avengers #but the FALCON was part of the original phase too not that you’d know it from how they sidelined him :/ #i speak #captain america #steeb #sammich #sam wilson #steve rogers #anti endgame #anti mcu #anti endgame steve #sam!cap #avengers endgame #endgame #cacw #captain america civil war

[livingincolorsagain]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤

hey kenna! thank you sm for the ask! <3

Rough Surfaces

There was an inherent loneliness to being Captain America.

And it wasn’t like Sam had never been lonely before. He'd been lonely, he’d been alone, and he’d been lonely and alone, but there was something about this, a feeling so old he was surprised he could still feel it; that it still affected him.

That hollow silence that was once filled with the sound of life.

Figaro meowed and Alpine didn’t answer, and for a split second, Sam forgot. He panicked.

Then he remembered, and it weighed him down, an ache so deep it felt engraved into his very being.

And really, it was fine. It wasn’t like he couldn’t do this alone, he could, but.

He didn’t want to.

Mostly, he had started to believe he wouldn’t have to.

Probably the most obvious choice. This one is very important and personal to me and while I’m slowly working on it, it’s definitely one I’m constantly thinking about. It started as just a small piece about Sam and Bucky fighting in the rain and grew legs and wings and look at us now, five chapters in and it’s a feast of angst and feels and growth and they’re slowly but surely gonna make their way back together.

must’ve been a deadly kiss (only love can hurt like this)

Sam imagined wedding planning was already stressful enough without fighting bad guys on a regular basis.

As it was, Sam was Captain America, and he had a job to do.

He also had a very disgruntled fiancé who followed him wherever he went.

Another fairly obvious choice. I always talk about how proud I’m of this fic and it remains true. IMO it’s some of my best writing. All the little details and how it comes full circle. Really some of the most fun I had writing a fic.

but baby i'm a fool for you

After several attempts at getting back in the dating game, Bucky bites the bullet and asks Sam for dating advice. Chaos ensues.

(Or, Bucky and Sam are dating, and they're the last to find out about it.)

This one was very fun to write. I miss writing them as oblivious idiots in love. All the chaos and humor and drama and fluff and pining. It’s also probably my most popular sambucky fic.

You're my Calling (Cure my Longing)

Sam turns mid-sentence, gesturing ferociously at Bucky. The couple he’s talking to has big smiles that get bigger as he goes on, turning his back away from Bucky, talking with his whole body.

Bucky frowns and downs the last of his beer, debating if he should go over and join the conversation that’s obviously about him or if he should stay where he is, by the sidelines, watching from far away and–

Then Carlos is passing him and saying, “Congratulations, Bucky. Took y’all long enough,” and Bucky pauses, bewildered into stillness, but Carlos is gone before Bucky has the chance to ask what in the world he’s talking about.

I love this one so much. Writing drunk Sam was super fun and I should do it more often. Was just really an absolute joy to write all around. The old couple and Sam being so touchy-feely and them talking about getting cats. Sigh. I need to write more fics like this lol.

and i play it on repeat (until i fall asleep)

co-written with @saryasy

“And for my last question, what’s next for you? Cap, you want to go first?”

Sam’s answer to this question has stayed the same throughout the day. He’s going to keep doing what he does best, fighting the good fight, protecting the people, and giving help to those who need it.

The thing is, all day, no one has asked Bucky what’s next for him. So, even though the way she worded it implied she’s asking Bucky next, Bucky’s completely blindsided when she turns to him and says, “What about you, Sergeant?”

There’s a long pause, Bucky’s mind blanking. He must have stared too long at the interviewer because Sam subtly nudges him.

So, without giving it much thought, Bucky says, “I’m gonna keep doing what I do best, watching Cap’s six and being an unpredictable, unstable human being.”

“That’s quite hot.”

Oblivion idiots? In my sambucky? More likely than you think. Writing this Sary was the best thing ever! So much fun and memories and metaphorically hovering over her shoulder. She’s a fantastic writer and a very patient and kind person and made this one of the most amazing writing experiences ever. 10/10 experience, can’t wait to do it again.

#sambucky #sam wilson #bucky barnes #a writes sambucky #onlysambucky #technically i did this already but im bored and feeling down about my writing #and instead of opening my docs and wrestling with words i looked back fondly on fics i love and am proud of #yes deadly kiss made both lists. is anyone really surprised

[sassysambucky]

Bruh, we actually stan a fine af Wilson man. I scrolled past Sam in a tight henley and I almost choked. I could have died.

#sam wilson #sambucky #like im realizing the extent to our collective love for this man #and im not even mad about it