#im just rly excited

[bittergloss]

--I only wish to be with you from dusk to dawn, watching the world's frost and snow. Just want to wander long streets and narrow alleys with you, watching the moon on the eave.--

THE LAST IMMORTAL 神隐(2023) - EP. 14 Dir. Chan Ka Lam

#the last immortal #zhao lusi #wang anyu #cdrama #mygif #cdramaedit #cdramasource #tli #im not even caught up to this point yet it just rly got me even in a clip? #i loved this scene 😔 esp. with the ost like it really captured the sweetness and innocence of young first love #like something abt young love...... its at its purest form unsullied by external forces and you only experience it in this state once #b4 growing up and getting jaded and cynical abt relationshps and the world and i feel like a world weary old person #looking at their youth and innocence like i just want it all to work out for these kids i hope their hearts don't break too much #i want this to last a little longer for them i want them to live in this bubble a little longer b4 they get bulldozed by the world #its sweet tinged with a bit of sadness she's all dressed up to marry him. gathers flowers along the way with- #excitement and expectancy. lovingly puts a flower on him to match hers with his promise of forever in mind thinking its not far while he ha #no memory of his promise or his feelings towards her #ost so good and hits a weak spot of mine- singing abt wanting to experience just the ordinary everyday things with the person you love #don't you wish that's all love could and should be?

[spearxwind]

"DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES, DARLING"

POV, you're getting your everything pulled out on the forest floor. Bonus detail shots:

ᴬˡˢᵒ ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ᵇᵉʰᵃᵛᵉ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵃᵍˢ, ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘᵎ

#windyart #adriel #gore #blood #body horror #WOO YEAHH BABEYYYY #painting #technically this is painted ?? some of it #the hollowridge disaster #I LITERALLY SPENT ALL DAY ON THIS TODAY i was gonna draw other stuff and just work on this for a lil. i wasnt even gonna render it initiall #and then i was like fucking ayo i think ill put obscene effort into this. for him (adri my beloved) #idk what else to say im just nsane and ive been so so so excited to finish this and it looks so good i think im rly proud!!! #i hope yall like it -w- #guy who is so unhinged fr..........

[frenchublog]

Last night I watched for the first time in my life the PotC commentaries with Keira Knightley and Jack Davenport, I am unwell

#norribeth #potc #james norrington x elizabeth swann #james norrington #elizabeth swann #personal #to be deleted later #how do i go on with my life now #this is it #happiness #they're so silly #i learned a lot of cool facts too #im still barely alive but this got me so excited last night #sometimes you just need to treat yourself #jack rly called will turner a boy and norrington a man #i rest my case

[lotuslate]

if i die before my time, bury me upside down

(bury me, marry me to the sky)

#mdzs #mdzs fanart #wangxian #lan wangji #wei wuxian #lan zhan #wei ying #mo dao zu shi #the untamed #jessbye #egg #oh gosh i was rly excited to work on this #i love this song and its in my wangxian playlist and ive been meaning to do smth for jt for so long now #ESP THAT LINE #anyways also ive been rly excited abt working on those border decorations idk they’re just fun #this is a colour scheme im so not used to omg like if its not obvious already #this is kinda out of my comfort zone nfjdnfjdnf

[blueiight]

claudia still gets infantilized by media surrounding iwtv despite this being core to the tragedy of her condition

i think shes always been infantilized & ppl dont see the merit of her arc bc ppl rly only care about female characters in relation with romance or if they are children [or someone’s child of sorts?] in so far as they relate to the men rearing them. [cue 5001 lestat-claudia webweaves]. claudia is both selectively infantilized & excessively adultified whenever convenient to character/s [somehow both a ‘child interfering’ and both powerful enough to ‘turn louis against lestat’] nd to a certain extent by the fandom too. speaking of the show here too - show!louis now wanting claudia as his child is never disseminated for what it is in relation to louis (how he wanted children, and how hes forcibly exiled from the public sphere & makes do with the quasi-domestic) or claudia (in her want for a companion in immortality & wanting to understand the origins of their existence. in both the book and the show its claudia who initiates the question of ‘who made lestat/vampires as a whole’) but rather ppl render show claudia inert solely as a fictional moral bludgeon to character bash louis or make stuntin like my mommy/daddy posts with lestat. i was thinking too the other day how people often talk about iwtv in the sense of outcasts but never mention claudia… which is insane bc this line in the show alone says so much

But it was 1939, and the only N* allowed in first class was the porter, and the N* passenger rode the rear. The N* vampire made do with what was left, which was fine with her.

neither second-class passenger nor porter directly serving whites: claudia is the black vampire sitting in the stowaway with the dogs and people’s luggage, earlier hiding out in university corners pretending to be the cleaner’s child, engorging herself on blood and taking body parts from her victims to put in storage all if it means she could have something for herself. shes really the ult. outcast of sorts.

#yn. #yn answers #yn do sum maymays. #kaelio #iwtv #claudia #opinion rate #The word is censored bc i dont believe in using it recklessly in mixed company^_^ or at all tbh. #Not in the modern day. #and it also irks when ppl r like ‘claudia needs a woman’s touch’ #but forget how in the book estelle & the other theater chicks groped her n treated her like a doll #or how book!madeleine sees claudia as a proxy for her dead daughter #but bc book lew+ clauds r in this quasi incestuous set up shed take dead daughter over wtf lewis wanted out of her #like ‘women’s touch’ dont do her very much up until the ghost psychic mind link w/ jesse im afraid. lol #its a bizarre form [& actual example] of essentialism applied to claudia. #which makes me excited for s2 claudia bc like #like why is she dressed as a doll on stage!! in the theater #Oh baby esther we rly in it now. #I like romance i just dont like pop fandom’s idea of romance

[thekidsarentalright]

fall out boy albums as tour posters (1/8)

take this to your grave tour (2003)

#haiiii happy birthday tttyg <3 also happy start to this series #first ever edit series ive done? i think? and im very excited about it!!! i rly enjoyed making this one #i just hope u all Also enjoy it/all of them :3!! #also yes all of these r gonna have horrible tour pun names bc. i wanted to fjdndkd #txt #c.txt #fob #fobtp #fobedit #fall out boy #take this to your grave #tttyg #p: 100

[upsidedowngrass]

a bunch of art from the last few months!!

#hfjone #hfjone liam #hfjone amelia #liam plecak #amelia euler #hfjone backpack #hfjone scenty #not tagging the others these two are just the main characters in this #my art #eye strain #none of these are the piece ive been rly excited abt but i figure i should post them!!! #some r from today some are from months ago #srry for the inactivity!! ive had a lot on my plate :) #but i never stopped thinking about them. rest assured #and that other piecell be done soon but PHEW. its a lot #anyway!!! im happy w some of these and neutral on some but i wanna start posting art again :) #for a multitude of reasons hehe #anyway. waves at my followers. hiiii. im now off to class #sorry liam is so sad in all of these im only jsut now realizing that theres a disproportionate ratio #of sad and happy liams in this post

[mintypsii]

fish hairclip sanji! 🐟🐠🪼

#another twt request YAY #i got one more left to do and im rly excited for it :3 but if u wanna request more then my askbox is a #always open :> #had so much fun doing this #it's kinda ugly but it's ok i still like it 😭 organization and bg r weird but it's just a doodle #op #one piece #vinsmoke sanji #sanji #black leg sanji #art #my art #mintart #guess who gave them to him...... hint (starts with u ends with p and has sop in the middle) #also bubble earrings!!

[padfootastic]

hello! i am back with yet another…thing. thank u for the tag @lovelymasks <3 (i realised, upon second reading, that this was supposed to be a sunday snippet but i’m an idiot n therefore this is now a saturday snippet mwuah)

I think you should go to a Healer, Sirius. 

Why, he’d asked, flippant. What was there to do with a Healer when you were a convict on the run? Besides, Sirius was wrong in a way that couldn’t be made right. He was past the point of return. Healers would’ve barely known what to do with him before Azkaban, let alone in the condition he was in now. 

Because you look like a stiff wind will blow you over, Harry’d answered, though the answering flippancy didn’t quite land the way he intended because what Sirius heard was ‘Because I don't want to lose anyone else.’ 

What Harry didn't say, and Sirius didn’t want to hear, was ‘Because I can’t lose another parent.’

He quietly acquiesced after that. The trembling, hopeful smile growing on his godson’s face was enough to wipe away all apprehensions after that. 

Until now, when Harry was at Hogwarts, and he was second guessing this whole business. 

Did he really need a Healer, like, really?

One look at the mirror in front of him gave him a solid, sturdy answer. 

He was dressed in his old rags and it was a testament to the conditions of Azkaban that clothes from when he was younger, before hitting his final growth spurts, were barely just fitting him now. Sirius’ back was almost constantly bent these days--all days spent curled up in a ball seemed to have reshaped his skeletal structure, who knew--each vertebrae gaining a distinct notch in the column of his skin. His stomach was a fascinating blend of too small and too bloated. He couldn’t keep anything down, but he wasn’t able to eat much either. A mystery for the ages. 

Less said about his face, the better. Sirius wasn’t vain, never had any reason to be, but there was a certain…pride he’d maintained, a level of outward appearance that was considered bare minimum for a Black, a conditioning he’d never managed to shake off. 

It was that conditioning itching at him now, turning him away from any reflective surface before he could see his distorted features, grotesque and inhuman, staring back at him. 

And ultimately, it was that, he realised with a shameful sort of guilt, that pushed him to see a Healer. Not his godson’s pleading look, not concern for his wellbeing--but leftovers from an upbringing that he hated, his mother’s words he couldn’t stop hearing, his father’s sharp commands. 

Ultimately, it was his blood that made him give in, as it always did. 

further tagging @jmagnabo92 @soopsiedaisies @groundzero-v 💜

#sirius black #harry potter #mwuahahahahaha #i am feeling. on top of the world #bc ive written like. 3k for FoD in the past couple days #and writing has been so hard recently!!! #but i had a therapy sesh the other day that actually literally rewired my neural pathways #so i guess here i am. turned a new leaf or wtv #anyway! this is from FoD ofc. from way down so it probably wont be posted for a bit #but i rly like it #and im trying to keep from posting the entirety of the nasty molly-sirius fight i just wrapped up #(ive already bothered the pf server w way too many snippets hehehe) #so this is what we're left wih #im so excited for the next chapter (even tho i sort of have to figure out what'll be in it--the fight or the trial or sumn else) #but just. yeah. its very fun. #pen’s writing #fic: foundations of decay

[nitroish]

i am exhausted. he fell into one of those bodies of water that exist on the surface in sky's era

#linkeduniverse #lu legend #2023 art tag #been holdin onto this but i decided nothing matters anymore so im doing whatever #i am tired and in the midst of another mental health spiral . getting out of bed is the worst thing ive ever had to do anymore #im rarely excited for anything anymore. im too tired to get out of bed to draw and it rly just exhausts me to be stuck cos i want to draw #but the second i sit up it feels like ive used all my energy and i just lay back down #anyway sorry i hope youre all well

[honeydots]

i've been dipping my toes into experimenting with borders, lately 🌿

#pose from a 1958 walter wyles illustration! #xanlow #fe laslow #fe xander #fire emblem fates #fire emblem 14 #feif #fe14 #something nice and green as spring gets closer.... #so some background on this is that it's actually fanart for a fic i havent written yet #its my idea for the outfits they'll be wearing. or at least something they own! i might end up changing laslow's shirt but idk its cute too #its for!!! my next longfic!!! which perhaps is ah bold of me when ive just put stigmata on a hiatus #but it isn't like ive been working on this instead of stigmata so!!! #i was juggling two ideas around for a while and i rly was going back and forth but ive 100% settled on this one now #the title is chapelle ardente and ive actually shared a brief wip of it in an ask game from a while back #but spoilers so that's all i'll say hehe!!!! #i hope i get a chance to share that fic w u guys cause im excited for it c: for now. um. enjoy the contextless fanart. dfjdksjf #dots draws

[questionablepastries]

YAAD APPRECIATION

It takes a manipulative CUNNING GOD TIER CHAD to keep their cool around thistle for LITERALLY CENTURIES for the safety of their kingdom??? Where is the love for him‼️‼️‼️ he’s so nice???

#dungeon meshi #FUCKING CHAD OVER HERE #PROBABLY TOP 3 FAVES IN THE MANGA #if he had a better haircut the bitches would drool over him #unfortunately he is onions 🧅…. #ALSO BIG ALERT..IVE ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY THIS AINT NO RECENT FEELING #i just got rly excited at the idea of seeing him animated in the anime and got rly hype #YAAD YAAD YAAD YAAD (im dragged off to the abyss)

[4lph4kidz]

sometimes i'm like 'hmm, this prose seems much too introspective and self involved' and then i remember i'm writing dirk's pov and go yeah never mind it's probably not obsessive enough actually

#i'm never going to be able to dirk as a character's whole deal justice but i still have a such a strong vision for his character #at least in this AU. and im still rly excited about it! anyway the next chunk is coming along nicely ive just been crazy busy #i still don't feel like a Real Writer tm so posting about stuff makes me a little nervous but yknow. whatever. i'm doing it

[butchdiaz]

hiii i wrote this way way back after 5x10 aired from buck's perspective and finally got around to making a little demo that i don't hate :') lyrics under the cut!

lyrics:

your blood on my face splattered like rain on the sidewalk your hand reaching out lips trying to form the shape of my name

i could see it right then the shape of my life without you i knew i would hate it more than anything

ten years ago bloody bruised cheek on the pavement ears ringing out i’ve never felt so alone

five years ago driving across a new state line every four months like my body knew it needed to be where you are

you built me a home here i let you touch me in places that nobody else would dare to

you built me into your life behind my back just in time to take your exit what am i supposed to do with that?

your blood in my mouth stuck to my gums like molasses i still taste your death when i jolt awake at night, covered in sweat

and i still feel the rain fall like bullets the night that i tried to dig you out i swear i will dig us out of here and we’ll be alright

you gave me a home here i let you save me in ways i thought nobody would ever care to

you wrote me into your life then turned your back you know i would never reject it but would it kill you to ask?

in the doorway, waiting by phone just out of reach, just shy of alone but you know me, i’ll never leave you can’t hit the ground if you never let go

so i’ll take this, i’ll lap up this scraps i’ll fake fulfillment until i collapse and you know me, heart on my sleeve i swear i’ve been screaming, “please don’t leave”

guess you didn’t hear that

you built me a home here i let you touch me

you built me into your life behind my back just in time to take your exit what am i supposed to do with that?

#ignore my voice pls i am so sick but i rly felt inspired to record this so #but i can hear my congestion and i hate it khjsdh its fine #also im not a producer pls im literally just clicking buttons in logic and hoping for the best #so basically go easy on me </3 #but anyways enjoy!!!!!!!! #this has been in my notes app for like two years so excited to finally share it with yall #abby is making #911 #buddie

[rainymoodlet]

alsace dieudonné is the name on my grave, boy. that does not make it mine. 🦇

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 cas #ts4 edit #ts4 vampires #sim: alsace #there are so many spoilers i could give abt this guy but him appearing before he's supposed to is ENOUGH (bites cheek) #i've been spendin time on his pinterest board and lil baby gen 3 was just born and ooOOOO i am so excited!! #tjol gen 3 is going to be more story-based!!! bc i am just all abuzz with ideas for lil baby krueger :') #here is all i will give abt this man for now: he is older than vlad #much older - he's always Been. he existed before written history and now he is just Fucking Tired. forgotten hollow is hidden by magic and #veils of amnesia spells in my universe and he's decided to shack up there (at vlad's allowance - tho he's older than and technically outran #s* the old fart - think greg vs kristopher) to hide from the upstart vamps who'd kill him just for the honor #alsace dieudonne is not his real name :)))) #anyway dfkjhsfkj i love you all i'm so excited for more kmik and for my tjol updates :'))) #i hope you're all doing welll ~ #also his voice claim is 30000% kratos i'm sorry but i'm not rly #also i guess spoilers but baby gen 3 is a BOYYYYYY AHHHH IM SO EXCITEDDD

[killjpeg-reblogs]

Serious post rn can y'all rb/reply to this and tell me how many languages you know and if you know more than one what made you learn it? If you don't know other languages which would you like to and why?

#txt #genuinely curious #me first my native one is russian we learn english in schools but i was told im good at it so i decided to pass an exam #and went to languages school and my teacher there made me fall in love w this language #learning chinese cuz i just happened to apply to it in college but it grew on me and im rly excited abt it rn #planning to learn japanese ukranian spanish and italian