#im just rly in my kagami feels today

[ruluxe]

i just want to read like 100k+ kagami meta, like just give me a story of kagami experiencing life. all the ups and downs, good and bad, self discovery, being vulnerable while also being strong, learning to love and trust others. i just wanna read smth where his happiness isn't dependent of others but a result of him accepting others and letting them in and sharing those burdens with him, and all of it adding to the already amazingily strong and resilient person he is.

#ru.txt #kagami taiga #im just rly in my kagami feels today #i dont want it to center around a romance or bromance #just him experiencing things #does that make sense #why does he get so worked up when hes got a game #how does he sleep otherwise #what does he do when hes alone #is he consciously aware of his inability to form attachments to material things #is it an inability? or is it a conscious decision because he isnt concerned by material things #is it a result of him losing many personal things in his life like relationships and previous possessions bc of moving around #he is sentimental with certain objects ie himuros ring even after he thought their friendship ended and hed left for japan #he had probably thought hed never see himuro again yet he kept the ring. why #his apartment is devoid of anything personal aside from a few bball magazines and a succulent #did he buy it? does he take care of it? does he talk to it when hes feeling alone? #does he go out on to the balcony late at night when he cant sleep and gaze on the tokyo skyline and watch the citylife #and think of LA and his dad and his other friends #does it hurt him or is he numb to it now #does he ever look to the stands during a game and just wish he saw his father standing in them cheering him on? #does his lonliness keep him awake at night? does he text kuroko or himuro when hes feeling particularly bad or does he keep it all 2 himself #bottle it all up and go to the nearest court to let it all out #are his eating habits because hes big and burns a lot of calories so hes constantly hungry #or is his endless hunger a metaphor for the emptiness he feels and he eats to fill a void #does he get to laugh often? does he get to experience little things that bring him joy or #does he go so hard on ball bc its the only thing that correlates to a time where he was truly happy and accepted and acknowledged #so many questions i cant stop but im gonna cause this tag list is long enough im sorry i just love him