#im just upset

[beelzeballing]

i hate the argument that izzy had to die so ed could leave blackbeard behind so fucking much. what, so ed gets to outlive blackbeard but izzy doesnt? izzy has to fucking die so they can symbolically kill blackbeard and the 'old piracy' when he himself had grown enough as a person to begin to leave them behind? to encourage ed to leave it behind? to deliver 'new piracy's', fuck, the SHOW'S goddamn thesis statement in the finale?

im so mad i really really am. its so dumb. its such a stupid ending i cannot wrap my head around it.

#moogsin' #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 #sigh #sorry i keep posting abt this but #im just upset #im trying not to be so upset but i Am #something something not moving on is worse #but come the fuck ON

[cellsknife]

It's a bad thing that I want Cellbit to snap in a paranoiac mess when he discover that Jaiden entered his Fear Room?

Is a bad thing that I wanted him to hide in his castle and refuse to go outside as the cryptic creature he is?

Is a bad thing want him to stop helping anyone that aren't from his little family (the favela 6+Roier and his son)?

It's a bad thing that I want Cellbit to close his castle to anyone that aren't from his little family?

That I want the islanders to know that whiteout Cellbit they had lost one of the people that most helped to impulse the lore? The one that will give his life for an investigation whiteout asking nothing as a payment?

That I want them to see how fucked up is him rn, how they have lost one of the most dedicated soldier they had against the federation?

I want qJaiden to feel bad about braking into Fear Room, going to say sorry to him and finding the shell of a man Cellbo is looking rn and see that her "being silly" has consequences to other characters?

Is it a bad thing?

#qsmp #qcellbit #cellbit #im not a Jaiden slandef #i love my birb girl #im just upset

[vurelly]

i know i know i know we’re tired of hearing about it but--

do you see the issue here

#tw vent #im just upset #like lets even ignore the first one because thats an oc post #idc about that shit that's whatever #but the other two are just fandom based art #that's just art that a lot of yall FOLLOWED me for #idk i feel bad for complaining cause the whole point of this blog was just for me to share art #but sometimes this shit gets real discouraging

[yourofficialdarling]

of course i’m left out. what did i fucking expect.

#/directed #sorry cadaver #im just upset #ily tho /p #maeve.venting

[onedaughterofman]

I understand people are allowed to dislike stuff, but why telling me tho?

it's about "You, forever". Yes, it's a dark fic and the plot has been all around the place, but I'm trying to experiment a bit and play with Ghost's lore, religion and mythology.

Anyway, i deleted it but I'm still a bit upset ngl.

#you forever fic #fanfic writing #i speak #personal rambles #i know it's not a big deal #im just upset #ghost band

[apostate-in-an-alcove]

At this point, I hope every American who is playing victim because they're experiencing smoky conditions from Canada burning to the ground and is making stupid jokes about it at Canada's expense genuinely and truly chokes on the smoke and has a horrific day.

#i hate americans #somehow they manage to be the most punchable and easily disliked people around at every turn #personal #yankee pigs #sorry im mad #im so tired of yanks making this whole situation about them #and making jokes about it #its not funny #americans only care about things when they can find a way to make themselves the victims and centre of attention #did i mention how much i hate Americans? cause i don't say it enough #will likely delete later #im just upset

[420sadnoodles]

I just hope that one day Marvel will cease the queerbaiting because idk about y'all but that little bit in the middle looked an AWFUL lot like a confession for a sec

#Loki #loki laufeyson #loki series #loki season 2 #loki s2 #loki show #Loki season two spoilers #loki spoilers #Loki kinda spoiler eh #Idk #Im just upset #Im having thoughts #They just aren't organized enough for tumblr #im trying #I'm thinking

[hirugaymi]

Sasamiya's guide book rant: a bit upsetting

Sasaki to Miyano is a very casual read, a simple, cliche BL story with gorgeous art and interesting main characters that hooks out from beginning to the end of the romance and gets you to a satisfying conclusion.

But to a person who's been hooked in this silly story like I'm committing substance abuse, the real key of Sasaki to Miyano's storytelling are its side characters, and I am not happy about what I found.

The Slice of Life genre, and consequentely shoujo manga/BL manga tend to rely on the side cast for most of its lighter moments: jokes, exposition and expanding the story.

Harusono-sensei has a habit of discreetly releasing the lore of these side characters in contexts that extrapolate her main manga story unless said lore has influence over one of her MCs.

Merch products with little story snippets, captions for her birthday art posts, little comments over her Fanbox exclusive livestreams, artbooks, light novels and Volume Extras all paint this interesting landscape of characters much richers than you'd firstly assume when picking up SasaMiya or HiraKagi to read for the first time, and as an avid fan of this Manga Universe she's built, I was anxiously waiting for the SasaMiya guidebook in hopes of getting to know one of her most recent additions to her cast: Shirahama Kyouji.

Offically debuting in the manga by chapter 42, Shirahama was previously established as Tashiro's childhood friend from the basketball club in the First Year's Novel. In 2019, when Tashiro's birthday art was posted, his name was revealed to the readers for the first time through a quote-retweet from Harusono clarifying that no, she had not invented a character out of the blue, this guy's always been Tashiro's companion. In 2020, he made another appearance in his friend's birthday art, later then becoming an established member of Miyano's now group of four friends.

In the guidebook, like she does with all her side characters, Harusono establishes his gimmick: Shirahama is a boy who wants to be popular with girls and is upset at his state of perpetual loneliness.

His current function in the story is to be the one guy who's more aware of romantic social cues, considering Kuresawa's is constantly talking about his girlfriend, Miyano is the main character who's dating for the first time and Tashiro is...

What the fuck is Tashiro doing?

Being the guy with no girlfriend was Tashiro's thing at the start! He's the one whos compained about wanting to live some kind of high school romance even if he studied in an All Boy's School (ie: the Bazaar Drama CD), he's the guy who was afraid his friends would leave him for their S/O's.

By Shirahama's official debut I started noticing a process I could only call "straight man-fication" of Tashiro's character. The author quite literally transferred his gag to Shirahama.

I abhor this decision with my whole heart, not because I don't believe Tashiro can be anything but a funny character, on the contrary, he's proved in both his novel chapters that he can be interesting and funny, specially if he's interacting with his narrative foil.

Enter Hanzawa and the contradictions of his hinted romance storyline

Harusono has established pretty well who Hanzawa is by the latter half of SasaMiya, her most developed side character apart from Hirano, who has his own manga, his family issues and his overall aversion to romance when it came to his own life made for an interesting one-time side character beyond his gimmicks with the rest of the cast.

Hanzawa's role in Tashiro's chapter in the First Years LN is to guide him into believing he can and wants to be responsible for something for once. Tashiro's role in Hanzawa's later development is to show him there's need for balance in everything and that the man deserves to rest for a while instead of trying to work his brain into repressing his personal issues.

This is a fine dynamic on its own and that, in my honest opinion, never needed to be turned into the hinted romance the manga has been giving us in the newest appearances of these characters. In the guide book, these two characters gain a whole pages long fully colored extra about the two of them missing each other.

Tashiro doesn't feel like himself when he's nostagically reminiscing the departure of his upperclasmen, his internal monologue feels divorced from the guy we cam to associate with a carefree and lighter nature. But that's fine, isn't it? Giving the carefree guy a serious moment is a classic Anime Character Development move.

Tashiro's been serious before, in moments mostly associated with Hanzawa and with worrying about him (the Movie extra where he gives him a juice bottle).

What bothers me the most is what Hanzawa becomes here.

In this guide book comic, Hanzawa's attachment to his high school life is comically exaggerated as he repeatedly refuses to leave his classroom at the last day before the Third Year's graduation ceremony and has to be forcefully dragged by Hirano.

When these two out of pocket moments for these characters appear associated with each other by matching internal monologues, they feel OOC to me.

I do not think Hanzawa's story needs a romance. I absolutely do not think Tashiro's pair should be his overachiever upperclassman.

I think Harusono's haste is apparent when you look at what these two characters became and associate it with Shirahama's persistent appearances in the story. It feels contradictory to all these established characters, but specially unfair to Shirahama, since his role in the narrative as Tashiro's companion is lost and he becomes a flanderized mess of exposition dialogue and Miyano's personal tutorial to dating life.

Not the first time she does that to a character, don't get me started on my poor boy Ogasawara.

If the guide book's a guide to anything that's bound to happen in SasaMiya's last volume and the upcoming spin-off, I don't think Hanzawa and Tashiro (or poor Shirahama, he doesn't deserve this) are on a good path.

I love SasaMiya and this has not hindered my enjoyment of the series at all, but it does hurt a bit, specially considering their individual potential.

#sasaki to miyano #sasamiya #bl manga #manga analysis #i just have a lot to talk about this one #you had a perfectly good aromantic character in your hands maam #“I hope you die” is weak. “I hope one of your favorite authors butchers one of your faves and you can't do shit” is real and it hurt #im not saying ppl who like the two of them as a pairing are wrong #i just personally enjoy them as senpai/kouhai and nothing more because their solo potential is much better #im still recovering from her straight up admitting she pushed ogasawara to the sidelines #MOST PPL DONT KNOW THE BOY'S AN ORPHAN #im just upset

[nadia-cannot-think-straight]

My mom said that i have "typical leftist arguments" because i pointed out that she acts like a hipocrite. You know what Jinx was right, i need to blow up polish parliament.

#like i told her that while she made a big deal out of me not going to the church because of my period #while she doesn't go today because she's tired and its all good and fine #like i'm sorry i have my limits it pissed me off so much i had to point that out #ive said it milion times already but polish people are fucking abysmal at politics and we do not care about ethical discussion #and it actively hurts our society #btw im an atheist #and I HAVE TO go to church #alone #i have no say in this #i fucking hate this family #okay this came out as a vent #im just upset

[legendweaver]

ugh, I'm devastated. Bandai Namco has been on a killing spree copyrighting songs. All of the classic, well known playlists of the Darks Soul soundtracks are gone and so are the channels, which sucks, cus one of them also uploaded no commentary walkthroughs. My playlists are decimated. Demon Souls got eviscerated, which sucks cus those extended tracks of Ivor(?) were the only versions of certain remake demon souls tracks that didn't audio peak. (hope he manages to get his channel back, was actually subscribed cus I liked his work and he introduced me to a lot of cool games)

Worst of all the've gone after Alex Roes beautiful remixes, which originally is what brought this to my attention.

I get its Bandai Namco's right (except Alex Roe, that's just wrong) but they removed all the topic versions of the soundtracks years ago, so its the only way to really listen to them on YouTube. Ugh, I'm not excited to do damage control on my dnd campaign playlist

#copyright #copyright claim #music #dark souls #soulsborne #bandai namco #music ramblings #music rambles #ignore me #im just upset #Souls

[thenightsystem]

whoever the fuck said history repeats itself was right, this shit is fucked

-host

#mind your own business #this is just kinda a vent #Not about anything important though #im just upset

[vilsoo]

I NEED INSPIRATION TO CONTINUE GOD’S WHORE ITS BEEN 2 YEARS AND I NEVER FINISHED 😭😭😭

#( ♥︎ ) — messy talk. #i hate myself sm for this #i had the WHOLE plot figured out… #EVERYTHING figured out #and YET #my lazy ass cannot write it!!!! #🙂🔫 #smh vera #i was sososo dedicated to this series #but idk what happened omfg #maybe when jjk season 2 gets animated and i see toji animated #i will be a changed woman #djehfhehd idk yall #im just upset #this story deserves to be finished #it has sm potential #hopefully one day

[green-graveyard]

i already know that ppl are gonna be like "the show doesnt revolve around ships, its not a big deal"

but yknow what IM PISSED

i know damn fucking well that the show isnt about ships, for gods sake i watch the show cus i like the plot and the characters

but i have the right to be pissed about how they handled the whole mike/el/will love triangle

like, they couldnt even give will a coming out scene 😐

it just sortaaaa feels like they did that because heavans, we cant have TWO canonically queer characters can we- and the way it was so hyped up bothers me too

maybe as a queer person who wants representation, i got my hopes up and expected too much, but the way everyone was like "oh youll see who will has a crush on 😏" pisses me the fuck off and sorta feels like queerbait because they said stuff like this SO many times

and not to mention

WHY THE FUCK WAS MIKE BEING SUCH A DICK TO WILL??

like ik he apologized but why the fuck did he treat will like that in the first place

anyways rant over, i loved s4 and YES i am aware that it isnt just about ships,, but as a queer person it stings just a little bit 😐

#ugh #i really did get my hopes up :/ #also this is so rambly sorry #im just upset #stranger things spoilers #stranger things #byler

[pennywise-fucker]

If I hear one more person say "Oh, just stop trying, it'll happen immediately!", imma punch them

I'm infertile, if I "just stop trying", I literally won't be able to get pregnant

Idc if people think it's just trying to be helpful, if someone is struggling with getting pregnant, unless you know their medical history, stfu

I've yet to meet another person with my medical issues give the advice of just stop trying because they know

#tbd #im just upset #and hormonal #im so tired of the bs “advice” #i didnt ask for it #medical stuff #venting

[xxxpuff]

why would she use the word confused? the unlabeled thing was bad enough but whatever maybe she didn't know it was confirmed already. but confused? really? that's really upsetting. especially with the way the straight ga reacted to the confirmation

#no hate to her btw #im just upset #byler

[blogging-bliss]

Burned

Ruined

Overwhelmed

Knocked down

Exhausted and emotionless 💔

Not okay …..

Broken 😞

#beyourbestversion #heart been broke so many times #you broke my heart #broken #im hurtin #hurt/comfort #hurtful #im just upset #i’m still upset #misunderstood #overthinking #overwhelmed #nighttime