#im like a damn hurricane

[kakashibestie]

besties this is wild i just got fired BUT got an offer for a job w/my dream salary so life's not too bad ig? i also didn't get paid today since my transfer didn't go through bc of labor day yesterday and im sick af and can't dance. the lord giveth the lord taketh?

#mena.txt #im taking thw job #it's a florida based company so my future boss is swamped with post-hurricane tasks and when he told me i was like damn ok dw dw #glad he's safe

[captainkappa]

rereading my fic 'theres a place for you here' like... damn, i really pulled that off, huh?

#literally a fic thats the definition of 'write what you want to read' #and i wanted to read a fic where din is reluctantly mandalor and cobb comes through mandalore like a fucking hurricane #its also not perfect but im still like. damn i did that!!! #kappa talks

[thebuttsmcgee]

so. um. 👉👈

hi guysies.

Ig I should just say like. Hi

I haven't been posting here as much cause. Idk. Might be depression? I keep thinking its cause I've been so busy, which also wouldn't be not untrue, but these past, like, 3 weeks I think so far? I've had some free time but I haven't cause. I dunno, then again, I haven't been doing too much in general? I gues, besides very mandatory things, hell I've even been lacking in my regular skyrim hours of playing.

That, and as said, I get super melancholic when I remember just how sad and bittersweet it is that t0h is. Actually legit over. The show and experience, that is.

Oh all that and also becuz my headphones broke! Fuck! That's like number 2 in my bare necessities for when I post, do almost anything really! It's seriously been painful this past month going without headphones holy shit. Dude I've been scratching at the bit for some relief for headphones, I NEED music legitimately. Even right now, as I'm typing this on my phone, my music is on low levels.

But yerp. Its been. Rough. Really rough. I really do appreciate yall, everyone of yall. Have a sweet week everyone, ✌️!

#the butts chronicles #ogh but yea. been rough. #as said I have no idea if we'll keep this house cause man shits been fucked #uhhhh. lets see. recently my sister got into a fairly nasty argument with her husband since they were both drunk and hes a bit of a. hm #quick to being mad guy? I spose? but yea they made up and he actually apologized to me and my family for that so. its okay? #OH YEA FUCK LOL a few weeks ago fuckin tecksas got hit nasty with a hurricane and GUYS. I FREAKED OUT SO BAD LOL #cuz there was hail with the rain but since. I dont think we even ever experienced hail here I was scared that my ceiling roof broke again #and that it was the rain leaking to my room ceiling and was about to burst my ceiling so I legit started hyperventilating and panicking #with like. short and heavy breathing and almost crying badly until I went to look outside and saw hail and only slightly calmed down #oh but yea it was nasty lol. then the next day almost the entire block lost power and apparently sparks were happening cause fallen trees #uhhh. lets see. hmmm. OH OH RIGHT DAMN I FORGOT WE GOT A PUPPY LOL #we've gotten a lil pup all the way back from dec? iirc and she is now older and a shit lol shes in her teething phase and whatnot #still p cute tho and very puppyish. oh yea also during dec our power went out and ogh man dec was so freezing literally. #almost as bad as the one from. uhhh I cant remember the exact year but I remember it being within these past 4 years at least cause I read #a t0h fic during it lol. oh yea speaking of. we also changed our light company and damn. its been not bad so far! we had to pay up to 300 #in our old company and now we dont even get to 200 so far! hope Im not jinxing it! hmm oh did I already say before that I had to get a new #phone? cause I did and I did not enjoy it lol. had it for a while and now and its arguably worse cause no damn headphone plug-in #I think I did mention this but in case. I did finish counseling. well more accurately they required payments again since things and whatnot. #I think? I mentioned the stuff I got for my bday and chmisas. I got mostly neat stuff. I guess. one of them has still yet to arrive lol #uhhhh. hrm. I did get Mr. Martinet's autograph as a present! hrmmm #my other sister got another surgery a while back and its been relatively the same since. hmm. my only other living grandparent passed away #me and my ex got into a. not great argument cause mistakes and whatnot. raccoons in the attic thats hopefully taken care of for now #aaaaand the plushes I ordered a damn near year ago have been technically canceled cause of unfortunate circumstances for the creator #who just kinda. posts things now lol ig. #but yea. lots. holy shit guys. lots has happened. fuck man. I think Ive been way more tired than I thought. #not to mention the past weeks of just. reflecting. man #uhhh #long post #LOL i gues #but yerp.

[bloodstainedcanines]

i love u but u need to stop ruining my life

#i don't even want to text him bc i know hes gonna take his time to reply and i instinctively want to avoid that #bc it hurts so my brain is like no don't do that #but then ill eventually feel bad bc we won't have had a lot of contact which will make me sad #but it's still better than being ignored somehow ? like i would rather not talk to you than go through the fucking #hurricane of emotions that happen to me when waiting for a reply. like that shit is so much worse lol #i know logically that they're literally playing genshin or something but apparently whoever's in charge of my brain doesn't bc DAMN. #it's not ur fault i guess? i think. im just coping man #✿

[jehanjoltaires]

Someday I'll manage to transfer the music from my head into a computer and then you will all see

#listen #yeah theres micro tones but those are fuking hard to work with #but how the fuck do i do that with a piano without destroying it bc i dont know shit about pianos #i wanna make weird flowy wavey music that makes u dissociate in a good way god damn it #and i can fucking HEAR it #i wanna make people feel it- the way it feels to hear when my headmates sing from my inner world while im conscious #the contradiction of an echo that comes from inside your own head #the way it bleeds into the waking world at different intensities #overpowering and dizzying but at the same time on auto pilot #like elevator music caught in a hurricane #like the closest thing i can think of is some of young galaxy's work but even then its not the same #it doesnt feel like youre on a gyroscope #i want to make people understand that feeling of the world spinning around you but no matter what you do you still stand upright #while everything else tumbles and turns and its all perfectly still but so dizzying at the same time #but how the fuck do i do that is the question

[emathevampire]

on the one hand, yes, paul hollywood is wrong

on the other hand, using chocolate digestive biscuits or perhaps hobnobs instead of graham crackers and individual chocolate squares sounds like it would make a really good s’more.

like using thin mints for this that one time was fantastic but i think the chocolate/caramel hobnobs would do really nicely too.

#rixa's rants #we actually had a little cold snap and bought stuff for smores so we could burn all the hurricane debris and have a snack #but now im like damn it i could have gotten the fancy biscuits…

[coldgpa]

Trying to like stay strong but my two closest friends never said happy birthday to me

#accidentally crying as i wrote this #and i even messaged those friends... and was like hey guys how are u. in our group chat #and fuck idk im like damn #im still goimg to write a winded birthday message for the girl whose birthday is coming up #nail in the coffin man #a.txt #my friend eben said she wanted to do something with me for my birthday? #i guess its just a day tho #i mean there was a hurricane #like where we all live #one best friend said happy birthday on the day of... one... #the fact i like.. fucking wax poetic about my love for them on their birthdays and why they deserve good things #like i will pick apart them as individuals and tell them why im personally in love wkth them and why they mean so much to me as people #and why their existence is so impactful and important on so many peoples lives #and every birthday message ive ever received has just been turned into a joke #is it bc im gay and they are straight? my brain just puts a lot of value in letting ppl know how much i care about them #idk

[beaversatemygrandma]

*emotionally preparing for minor flooding locally and frantically texting my friends if they’re okay in a day or two*

#taks speaks #oh boy that's a big storm #FL has been lucky the past few years #like the hurricanes have just skittered past the states #like the last time there was a hurricane me and my ex's family got all prepared for a urricane party #and the day it was supposed to hit we're sitting there in the sun eating hurricane party snacks like 'where tf did it go?' #then it hit the carolinas #ntm my sister ended up going to college recently in the literal city that's getting hit full force withcat 3 #so. ouch. i hope that college survives while she's camping out with mom #on the other side of the state. which is Shockingly close to the water #storm surges are a worry but that marsh hadn't flooded once in the decade weve been out there #but damn this thing is travelling #its going to be a tropical storm up here literally four states up #but im glad all my fl people are either on the east coast or further inland #and hoping the partner of sorts doesn't yet again send me a video of them out in knee deep water less than a mile away from their house #bc that has happened. they did that. idk why but they did. #just fl things ig #also i can tell it'll be bad from up here bc looking at the weather down there its like 85-90 f while here is 50-65f. It cold. #that's a hell of a front #this storm is going to be BAD #holy shit looking again and it's now set to pass over literally everywhere i know people and then go to the sea then turn back in SC #then proceed to hit my current area as well. which is odd. i'm miles and MILES away from the ocean rn #oh boy im in the cone #im half tempted to bring FL culture to here like 'ALRIGHT WE'RE GETTING BEER AND SNACKS AND HIDING OUT IN WHOEVER HAS THE BIGGEST HOUSE' #Pair that with getting drunk and eating a massive package of rice crispy treats. just how it is man. #but sadly here is just gonna be rain. A lot of Rain. #anyway if you're in that area. get some beer. get some rice crispy treats. and make your way for your rich friend's house #and then sit out on their back porch watching the ground water reach your ankles and hope that drunk mistake doesnt get you ringworm #oddly specific ik but i think thats the true story of how my old manager got ringworm #sidenote: how tf is it so cold right now it was like 95 out there last week. i'm not properly adjusted yet

[catfish-and-the]

lol lifes crazy

#im gonna keep blogging catb content on this ofc #sprinkled w my insane posts #but its crasy like i grew up w this mf band #actually 2 of them and now both of them r probably gone forever #meanwhile things in my life r starting to get really insane like bro growing up is crazy u lose everything and then everything new gets #thrown at u all at once u dont have time to adjust u have to hang on to this mf hurricane #rn im too occupied to feel sad abt this catb thing but like damn #time fr passes in one direction only (chaos) (entropy) (i think the second law of thermodynamics haha i still have some info) #😭 #ignore me #its just crazy bc time doesnt feel real for a second and then the next second its all too real and all too irreversible #yikes #i hope ur all ok #and ots v cliche but treasure everything in the present while u still have it bc #i have nothing good to say about growing up im sorry but this shit sucks. #maybe it will turn out better for u than it did for me tho lol #as always wishing good upon u all ! i will continue to blog abt van mccann per usual ! #he is still my saviour 😤💯 and though 2015 him is long gone his memory remains ! #always shedding light !! 2015 van is a divine creature #and i will always honor his optimism !!!!! thru this blog!!!

[theywantedplayer]

can i request “i’m going to fuck your so hard you’re going to forget that guys name” with Svechy?? 👀

MastersList

PromptList

NSFW

I love Matt but i just had to use him

You Decided to go with Andrie early to his game and walk him to the Hurricanes dressing room. They had a home game today versus the New York Islanders today so you wanted to wish him luck.

“Good luck today Andrie” You spoke giving him a kiss on the cheek

“Order in tonight?” he asked standing in the doorway

“Of course I’ll do a mobile order” you smiled kissing him softly

You walked down the hall and back into the lobby wanting to go get something to eat before the game. You were too busy on your phone to notice a person in front of you till you ran face first into them. Your phone hit the floor with a loud smack.

“Oh-oh my god im so sorry” You tried to laugh off

You went too far down to pick up your phone but a hand beat you to it, when you looked up you were met with a Familiar face.

Mat Barzal

“No no its ok, I mean it's not everyday I Physically run into a pretty girl” he smiled

You lightly laughed at what he said, wanting to Acknowledge what he said but not continue it on. 

“Sucks for me that your a can’s fan” he joked Gesturing at your jersey 

“Haha my boyfriend plays for the team” You said turning around to show him Andrie’s name on the back hoping he’d get the hint

“I think blue’s more your color” he flirted “I'd like to see you wearin a Islanders Jersey” He walked away but not before giving you a wink

You just shrugged him off just wanting to go get food, you stood there and looked up a place to get take out not wanting to pay 20$ for a hotdog and a beer. You were just about to start to walk away but someone called your name making you turn around.

God please don't be Mat you thought but when you turned around you saw Andrie walking towards you. You smiled widely seeing your boyfriend 

“Did you forget something?” You asked “I was just about to get food want something to fuel you up before the big game” you laughed

“Hell was that!” Andrie spit at you

You were takin back at his tone of voice and the way he was standing in front of you, more like towering over you.

“Wha-” “Mat!”

Ohhhh you thought, you didn't think he saw

“He was just talking to me and I showed him my Jersey” You tried to play off.

As much as you wanted to tell him you didn't want him Targeting mat on the ice. even though if it was a physical competition he would win.

“ when you were showing your jersey staring at your fucking ass the whole time” He told you 

“That’s not my fault” You tried 

“I know it's not your fault damn it!” He groaned “He was flirting with you”

“So what?I didn't reciprocate it”

Andrie was sick of this, he hated to see other guys flirt with you, he looked around before he grabbed your arm and pulled you into one of the broom closets nearby. When he pulled you into the closet he pushed you up against the wall, your back against his chest and your agency on the cold wall.

“So what?” he asked roughly 

You tried to looked back up at him in the dim light off the closest 

“He was all fuckin over you and You know it” he said

You bit your lip at his voice, He knew his jaw tightened and his eyebrows crossed just from his tone of voice. You felt Andrie’s hand move from your waist down to your jeans playing with the zipper 

“Drie” You whispered at him

“I bet you he said he wished you were an Islanders fan huh?” He asked as he united the front of your jeans.you stayed silent in fear of him stopping his touch.

You felt his hand roughly pull your jeans down to your knees giving him a clear view of your ass. He grabbed a handful of your ass making you moan slightly until a harsh slap hit your ass Making you gasp in response.

“Probably thought you’d look good in blue” he whispered into your ear. Slapping your ass a couple more times makes you jump.

“I think you look good in red baby because your ass is telling me you do” he Laughed 

You knew by what he said your ass was red with an Indent of his handprint probably. You could hear Andrie move behind you.

“i’m going to fuck your so hard you’re going to forget that his name” he Groaned into your ear making your stomach flutter

You jumped when You felt Andrie slap his cock against your ass a couple times chuckling. He pumped himself a couple times before he pushed all the way into you without warning, making your cheek press up against the cold wall. He gave you no time to adjust pounding into you at a cruel place to start with.

Making you moan with every thrust,

“A-a-n-nriee” you moaned out trying to get a hold off something but found nothing, so you rested your hand up against the cold stone wall.

“I bet Mat would like to see you like this huh?” He laughed in your ear. You heard how He emphasized Matt's name, the hatred for him spewing through his words.

Andrie moved your hair to one side off your neck to have room to kiss the other, hoping to leave marks to let Mat know who you belong to.The room was full of your moans and Andrie’s groans, the sound of skin slapping together around the room. Anyone in the hallway would be able to hear you, lucky the game didn't start for another 4 hours.

Andrie grabbed a fist full of your hair to pull you back making your back arch. His face hovering right over you smiling wickedly.

“Open up baby” He smirked

You did as you were told, sticking your tongue out as he leaned farther over to spit in your mouth. You swallowed like he’d want you to and gave him a sweet smile.

“Good girl” He grinned 

Andrie let go off your hair pressing you against the wall once again

“D-d-rie” You moaned “I'm gonna cum” you spoke

“Me too baby me too” he spoke

A loud moan left your mouth when you came shutting your eyes tightly, A sting of Words you couldn't understand left Andre's mouth as he came.he had a habit of an time he was feeling too much of any emotion he would slip into Russian without even knowing you started  picking up on little phrases here and there but nothing  good enough to brag about.

He pressed into you making a short high pitch moan leave your mouth, Andrie left soft kisses on your neck helping you down from your high as he pulled out. Your legs shook as he did, making him laugh, he grabbed your jeans that were hunched around your knees pulling them up for you.

When you turned around you were met with a very smiley Andrie Svechnikov, his dimples in their full glory.

“I wasn't too rough was I?” He asked pulling you into his chest  

“No Drei no, it was amazing” you mumbled tiredly 

“You know I love ya right?” he said kissing you on the forehead

“I know” You answered “I'm probably gonna go sleep in my car” You laughed 

“No,no,no Let be lead you put to the lounge you can nap in there” He told leaning  you into the closest “Antti’s wife’s already up there she can watch ya” He wrapped his arm your your shoulders and walked you up the lounge and helping you get comfortable on the Giant couch 

“Andre you should go get ready” You mumbled getting comfortable on the couch 

“I will, I will” he answered, giving you a kiss on the forehead before he walked out but not forgetting to say hi to Antti’s Wife.

#andrei svechnikov x reader #andrei svechnikov fic #andrei svechnikov #andrei svechnikov smut #nhl imagine #nhl fanfiction #nhl smut #nhl x reader

[xhanelia]

Sova Headcannons pt.2

Im doing a second one bc the first one got many likes and i am a Sova simp for no good. And i am writing so slow because i want these to be not basic things like how he treats you so kind and all. We all know that obv.

This man is inmune to weather. Is it cold or hot or raining or a goddamn hurricane is going on outside, he does not give a damn.

He uses 13 in 1 shampoo and still manages to pull off a shampoo advertisement model kind of hair. Also his hair never gets oily.

Several times you minding your business and when you turn back, there is a tall and muscular man standing right hehind you. He does not means to scare anybody but he is very capable about sneaking behind someone or something that he does it on instinct at this point.

He will let you inspect his bow but wont accept for you to use any shock darts. Not in a chance. Its better for you and him. He will teach you how to use bow if you insist on it but you need to get your own bow. Dont worry Chyper will know about this conversation. Just you wait for an occasion like your birthday or christmas.

He will let you braid his hair and even put flowers in it. But he will refuse to undo it if it gets messy. You need to undo his hair to either braid it again or leave it like he does if you dont want to see a fuzzy haired Sova for the rest of the day.

He loves when you and him braid match with one string of hair. He always touchs it when he is away from you and thinks it looks pretty on you.

His cape is so soft and warm. If you get cold, just steal it from him. He wont say anything about it rather will volunteer to give it to you. Another thing that the fur on its hood is real. He added it himself from one of his hunts. So its so soft.

He has an unwritten nickname. Owl boy. Agents like Viper, Skye, Brimstone and such tend to call him owl boy. He will get emberrased if you start to call him like that too.

In the morning, out of nowhere he went "hey bbg" ONE TIME to make you laugh at his morning voice but after your reaction he is scared to do that again.

He tried to sneak a baby owl into the HQ but Brim eventually found it out and made him relase it. But before he did, you guys had so much fun. The owls run with its legs was a hillarious thing to watch. It was the silliest thing you saw. One time it tried to eat your finger but it was so cute that you couldnt even be mad at it. You named it Sasha since Sova means owl in russian. Name switch. You get the idea.

#sova headcannons #sova #sova valorant #valorant x reader #valorant sova #valorant #sova x reader #headcanon

[ghostismybbygorl]

141 when they're angry and how they cry

Im feeling a little bit angsty tonight 😈

Warnings: self inflicted pain, ptsd, truama responce, crying, anger

Price

It takes alot to get him pissed the fuck off but when he does he blows the fuck up like full blown disappointed dad he will make you cry. This usually only happens if he had a rookie or someone close to him nearly gets killed or a mission goes SOUTH

Again it takes alot to get him pissed if he realizes he getting to that level of anger he'll excuse himself take some breaths smoke like 3 cigars to get his composure together and then he'll address the problem

He's usually just passive aggressive and says some really petty shit

Now he's a silent crier with the occasional sniffer. He's stroke his beard and rub his face with a groan. He hide his face and just silently sit there until he gets his composure. He aslo does breathing exercises to calm him down

Soap

When he's pissed of he'll get really quiet and shit himself off. He does the "im fine" and if you keep prodding at him he'll blow up in a yelling fit.

Hes a angry crier like full blow screaming crying punching things. Hes a whole hurricane when he's MAD

Now he will never lay a finger on anyone he loves if your in the middle of an argument and he starts forming tears he'll storm off and find something to punch. He keeps a punching bag around so that he doesn't have to hurt himself on anything. he wont punch the walls because he'd be the one fixing it.

He one time got so pissed he dissapeard and ghost found him curled up by a tree that had obviously taken a beating. his knuckles will be bleeding and bruised. He'll be a sobbing mess hyperventilating, hiccuping, coughing ghost would have to calm him down and try to get him leveled

Hes the screamer type crier he'll be holding something just wailing. If you ask him whats wrong he will just pull you in a hug and just let it loose.

Ghost

(Alright so in the comics he was in a abusive household where his dad would beat his mom and he would terrorize him with new foreign animals and he witnessed his dad murder a woman at a concert and he just told him to laugh it off. He was captured and tortured to near death being buried with his comrad so he has MAJOR PTSD from it so this kind of falls into the senario)

He tries HARD to not loose his composure in fear that he will be like his dad and loose his shit

Hes goes quiet and shuts himself off. Like price he'll excuse himself and get his composure together. He raises his voice and will warn you that you're pissing him off and to stop immediately. If you don't stop he'll tell you "that's enough!" And storm off

His whole aura will change and you can feel the anger radiate off of him. He's the type to go "its fine don't worry about it" if you ask before storming off to somewhere quiet

so theres this trauma response where if someone you know where to get hurt or something just makes you snap you start laughing i feel like ghost has that especially in the comics he has a ptsd attack and just starts laughing

When he has an attack he'l start with a chuckle and then it just mores into a sick laugh and itll just turn into him full blown sobbing and laughing at the same time

He's also a silent crier so if he's severly overstimulated he'l lie down and his eyes will start becoming waterfalls. No sniffles he just stares while his eyes soak the floor

Gaz

He RANTS when he's pissed the fuck off. He will call you out in your bullshit and roast the fuck outta you. he does the hand clap, waves his hands in the air everything. He's a bery level headed person but if you say something that pushes that button right be ready for a blow up

He doesnt get violent whats so ever unless the person provokes it. His dad (price lol) taught him to not start a fight but finish it and he damn well finish one.

He super sarcastic when he's irritated and is passive aggressive

"And thats why your mamas dead.... dead as hell"

When he cries he has tears streaming down his face and he does the quiet sobs that will turn into hiccups and him rubbing his eyes constantly

He doesnt cry that much (except for weddings hes a sucker for them) and he usually doesnt show anyone that he's crying (except for the weddings 😂)

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[punchyposts]

🦋 one-and-only-heike follow

branch a locker rooms are literally lawless, saw 3 different bald men stand in a circle like its some evil ritual

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imagine working off your ass to become a boxer just to get called a random bald dude

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@eternalhugz @fizzydrinker come take a look at this

🐻 Eternalhugs follow

how is "damn these bitches are summoning demons" your first thought when you see people in groups of 3

🥂 FizzyDrinker follow

"oh my god, 3 people, IN A CIRCLE?? this is some cult shit!"

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hello tumblr!

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fuck you tumblr!

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sorry tumblr!

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the 5 stages of grief in a single tumblr thread

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🌪️ here-comes-the-hurricane follow

"omg i could never do that" not me though i survived a fucking hurricane

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Just got back from a match just to see my locker covered in black paint, someone literally fingerpainted on my fucking locker with black paint. you all better count your fucking days

🌙 hondo1000 follow

have you checked if theres any footsteps covered in the paint? there could be some traces left from the culprit

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we need a formal investigation for sandys locker @wvba-official-blog

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We will be looking into this, thank you for informing us.

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eating a cheeseburger

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i hope you choke on it

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i actually choked on my burger while reading this what the fuck. bitch.

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i have a confession to make: im responsible for the black paint incident.

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count your fucking days im coming for you

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ok but i can explain myself so i was dying my hair and my hands got messy and ijdjdokenfndkkdlslosoeoenana

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i think sandy got to him

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may don rest in peace

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[hackerqueen]

Lost without you

a/n: yes im on my period, and yes im crying rn. JakexMC as always

A life went on. It was not the same.

But it went on.

Who would have believed two years ago that we would be where we are at this moment? In the beautifully decorated church where, less than twenty-four months ago, the funeral of one of our friends was held.

The decorative flowers, however, did not overshadow the beauty of the gorgeous bride, who was just walking down the aisle to join her soul there with the man of her life. The organist was playing a wedding tune on the piano, which was now ringing in my ears. I watched, listened and felt their love as they looked deeply into each other's eyes, put on rings or swore fidelity to each other until the end of their days. If someone were to ask me about a couple that went through so many storms and hurricanes together that didn't wipe them off the planet but only made them stronger I wouldn't have to think long.

Hannah and Thomas.

They were perfect. They had survived a nightmare from which they were nevertheless able to wake up, and the life that lay ahead seemed like a long-desired dream.

The wedding was also wonderful. But as I stood in the middle of the crowd, boisterously chanting the names of the new newlyweds a wave of loneliness and alienation hit me like hail on the first days of spring.

Life flashed on, even though it only took one look at each of them for me to know the loss they had experienced. Dan and Cleo stood under the bar and sipped whiskey, drinking up the fact that Richy was not here with them. Jessy sat distant, and although a small smile wandered on her lips, her eyes remained blank.

Similar to mine.

Where had he gone? What had happened to him? Was he still in hiding, or was he now being brutally interrogated by the FBI? He had to be alive. I didn't believe anything else.

Why did he leave me with only the memory of oceanic eyes and the bitter aftertaste of the last three words he wrote to me? I didn't know what feelings accompanied me. Anger, grief, sadness?

All that was certain was that I damn missed him.

What if I never forget him?

What if, all my life when I meet someone new I can never fall for them because they aren't him?

And just like that I started to cry.

I thought we'd have more time. If I had known how our story would turn out I would never have allowed it to end this way. Was it even possible to call it a story? What were we?

A failed potential. A faded picture. A memory.

We were memories that blurred each new morning when I had to wake up and get on with my life.

And even though my heart screamed that this chapter was not yet over, I knew deeply the painful truth. Sensitivity and longing believed that Jake would one day return. Perhaps he will write and explain that this was the only way he could keep us safe. Perhaps he will stand on my doorstep one day and beg for forgiveness. And perhaps he will sit in the last pew at my wedding, when I will finally give my heart to someone else, and I will never know of his presence.

But one thing hasn't changed and never will. I felt a warmth in my heart that told me that the hacker who turned my whole world upside down was alive. In the same city or on the other side of the globe. It didn't matter as long as he was safe.

Despite my gaze blurred by tears, I smiled. We were under the same sky at least.

My gaze then fell on Thomas. The man I had comforted as much as I could two years ago and convinced him to fight on. That his beloved one was alive and together we would find her.

But when he regained the love of his life, I lost mine.

#duskwood jake #duskwood #duskwood fanfiction #jake duskwood #duskwood jake x mc #duskwood fandom #everbyte duskwood #duskwood game #duskwood mc #duskwood everbyte

[bau-drabbles]

liaaa please don’t give me that promotion 💀 more hotch stuff bc ive been pining more for him lately and i keep thinking about that idea i told you about (where reader is jack’s teacher)? i’d think that aaron would try to bring jack to school personally, just to see you even if it was for few minutes? oh but can you imagine valentine’s day in jack’s school and the kids have to draw people in their lives they love/care a lot about and in his final drawing it’s you, aaron and jack next to a house on one side with his friends and his aunt on the other?

and when aaron comes to pick jack up, you hand him and jack this picture back and start complimenting jack on his skills but aaron is at the side wondering if this could work again?? :( he’s afraid of falling in love because he’s not sure if he’ll be able to protect them or be there for them when in need, but seeing his son so happy again just makes his heart melt. he likes being around you too, noticing that he has been putting his guard down when you’re talking to him.

once you’re done, you gently pat the top of jack’s head and he giggles as he walks away holding his dad’s hand, waving goodbye to you before a small slip up — he says “bye mom”. you can tell aaron freezes up, unsure how to feel but you’re immediately calling out to both of them saying that kids do this all the time and its no big deal.

you pass jack a little sweet, hoping it’ll ease the embarrassment he’s feeling. aaron turns to watch as you interact with his son, smiling and patiently reassuring him that it’s okay and that’s when he blurts out an invitation to have dinner with him?? this man would be so direct with no frills whatsoever, and while you’re taken aback by how abrupt it was, you can tell that he’s a little embarrassed by it too — his cheeks are tinted pink and he watches you nervously before you say yes. you quickly scribble down your number and pass it to him before leaving to tend to the other kids and their parents, now before sending a quick wink to the both of them.

aaron’s heart is beating like crazy because there’s no way he just managed to do that but as he walked towards his car, he cant help but smile at the thought that things are finally looking better for him, and that maybe, it doesn’t have to be just the two of the hotchner boys anymore <3

IM SO SORRY FOR ALWAYS SENDING LONG ASKS D:

- (not) gideon anon

aww baby, i don't think you gave me this idea the last ask you sent was sad horny hotch but teacher!reader !!!!! 👀👀👀👀 also never apologise for the long ask!!! i love them!! 🤍🤍

this makes me so sad and happy because the first chance at love after such a devastating loss??? 🥺🥺 like after the whole haley thing, he's so scared to love again because what happens if history repeats itself and he falls too fast and too deep?? but you're such a burst of colour, so vibrant and just so beautiful he just wants a taste. a little glimpse of what if.

and when he looks back after reaching his car, he can see you smiling and laughing to the other parents with their kids and you just look so damn gorgeous. the wind blowing just the right amount, the sun dancing across your face, all of it feels like a romcom. it's such a cliché but he all he wants to do is scoop you up in his arms and whirl you around before planting a soft kiss to your lips which look so inviting.

he paces himself though, this time he's a little more reserved but it's only because its so new. you've said yes to his invite, surely that must mean something good.

and in the midst of it all, your eyes have catches his again just before he enters his car. the usual stoic face drops a little and you see a hint of a smile and something more. his cheeks are tinged with pink, his eyes a hurricane of emotions even if you're too far away to decipher which is the most dominant. jack calls out to him again and he awkwardly breaks out of the trance, looking at his son before shooting you a soft smile as he gets into his car after securing jack in his seat

this dinner would be perfect, he concludes in his head. seeing your beautiful face and seeing just how happy you make him and jack feel, it was going to be all okay.

i love this so bad 😩🤲 your 😺 may belong to gideon but your heart def belongs to hotchycakes <33 😙😙

#asks #aaron hotchner x reader #aaron hotchner

[shittilydrawndave]

"I'm not gay" but every other version of you is? Other dave and davesprite are down BAD for karkat and john, and that adult you seems pretty damn into some old dude

Idk man. Seems to be a running trend among daves is all im sayin

TG: aight lemme introduce you to some shit

TG: something transcending the birds and the bees

TG: so theres this tree

TG: and its making apples

TG: like any self respecting tree does

TG: and then oh snap

TG: a fuckin hurricane comes along and some of that shit gets blown away

TG: and ends up in the field of gayness

TG: the trees THE strider straightness tree

TG: thats me

TG: and the apples in the field of gayness arent the rule

TG: theyre the exception

TG: the 0.01% of daves killing people in mario kart or whatever boyfriends do i dont know

TG: now me right here

TG: im the epitome

TG: im the representative of 99.9% of all daves out there

TG: thank me later

#dave strider #shittilydrawndave #homestuck #dave strider art #dave strider fanart #character blog #asks #anonymous