#im mad at my brain

[gremlinbs]

I haven't touched my sketchbook in weeks. I'm very much about to rage cry about it.

Sometimes i look at my art and i legit don't know how my brain did to see/create that stuff and it feels like i'll never be able to create again. Tbh the fuck?!

#gremlinbs #for the void #im mad at my brain

[ryssbelle]

Brozone reunion concepts for this little thing based on this ask

As stated in the ask idk fully how this moment would go, this concept was mostly building off the premise presented within the ask :D

Bonus:

#my art #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls 3 #trolls au #n2 au #trolls john dory #trolls clay #trolls poppy #trolls branch #trolls bruce #trolls floyd #brozone #look at them so silly #in the original script i had accidentally wrote John calling Bruce by his preferred name and i was like #he dont know it yet smh #and had to change it back to spruce #which is where the line 'its bruce but imma let it slide' #comes from #i dont think John in the movie and within this purposefully misnames him #i think its just like a force of habit #and its just harder for him to realize hes saying it wrong until hes corrected #cuz you see he doesnt really get mad when corrected he just gets confused the first time #and then just keeps forgetting after #which i think also was from his mindset of #'im the oldest im not allowed to change' so its like #his brains blocking out the change of spruce to bruce #this is unrelated to the comic as a whole it was just the on the spot thoughts i had while typing #but yeah #itd be a touching reunion for sure!

[wolfythewitch]

I need like to have a corkboard document situation explaining all the different details in the hadestown au because every time I get a comment like "Elias fits the vibe of hadestown more than jon" or "Michael fits Hermes more" I grit my teeth and despair over my inability to word vomit into your brain

#im not mad #promise #im just oughh tumblr posts are not a vessel strong enough to contain my brain mush #i am not strong enough to contain my brain mush

[kyurochurro]

the mugiwaras (according to me)

#churro art #doodles #one piece #zosan #vinsmoke sanji #roronoa zoro #THIS was wht marked my descent into zosan madness.... #if im not losing it over one piece in general Girl its nothing but white noise and jpegs of sanji and zoro in my brain

[citrussmootee]

i finaallly got to play one of my dream games WEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEE

#alice madne #alice liddell #art #my art #ive been rotting GODDD steam sale has me playing games during break instead of drawing #mb wrist has been a pain too O(-( #alice madness returns fanart #alice liddel fanart #fanart #horror #american mcgee's alice #i took some liberty with her dress. GUILTTYY #i wanted it to be like the caterpillar but more based on her butterflies EUGH im so EUG HHHHHH #the brain rot for this game has been going on for 10 YEARS #getting a hold of the game has been so hard and i couldnt play it before because i was dumb with computers #thank god its back on steam tho WEEEPEEEEEE

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i can't stop scribbling him. Help

#oh to relax under a tree smoking That Good Stuff.... #my brain this entire week: Yea. Barnaby Upon Ye #hes so relaxing to draw <3 #scribble garnish #welcome home #he won't leave my brain.... #im not mad about it! hes Very welcome! but also hey i'd like to draw other things too yk yk #before i knew what was happening barnaby shoved his way in. made himself cozy. and refused to budge #oh wait no wonder he's sticking around so much #its international clown week right??? its His week!!!!

[dear-ao3]

i think the japan update of the f1 silly season post may in fact be the thing that kills me. this is all for you all.

#im quietly loosing my sanity #i think ive been writing this since a very solid 4pm and it is now 9 #the race has not happened yet #it is on sunday #today is thursday #the post is already too long #and i accidentally got stuck down a nico rosberg youtube rabbit hole and had to go on lestappen ao3 #this is what i get for not writing the whole thing in a mad dash at 2am #not a tag #from saph #f1 #im loosing my sanity so much that my brain registered disturbia by rihanna as by brittney spears #tho maybe thats because i got stuck down the nico rosberg rabbit hole #katya said i need to go touch grass and hes probably right

[bernard-the-rabbit]

uh oh women doomed by the narrative!!!!

#i went to see Clitemnestra #and italian play based on the book “house of names” by toibin colm #and man do i have the brain bugs #im also very very gay for isabella ragonese and seeing her slowly descending into this angry madness #man #ISABELLA I'M FREE AND SINGLE BTW #my trashy art #clytemnestra #Iphigenia #Elektra #electra #cw: blood

[ledzeppelinmixtape]

wish house was a real doctor so i could be his mystery insomniac patient and after giving me horse tranquilizers and still not falling asleep he just hits me in the head with his cane and im out like a light

#house md #i was supposed yo be asleep 2 hrs ago cause i planned to get up very early to study but LMAO NO #as soon as i shut my eyes my chest felt like it was being ripped to shreds from anxiety. i love i love it i love it (←says guy who hates it #anyways. i got mad i cried i googled some things frantically and now im in an acceptance phase of 'it is what it is' ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ #i think the thing that makes me the most frustrated is that. i slept like shit last night. like 4hrs maybe!!!! total!!! and so by the time #i started studying today around 6:30 i was eepy. and then by 7:15 my eyes were sooo heavy so i decided to take a 15 min power nap #and i was DREAMING within minutes. i fell asleep that quick. such a deep sleep that my alarm scared me awake #but ofc when im like oh teehee ill go to bet hella early and wake up hella early my brain is like ? no. #if youre still reading. idk im kissing you on the mouth or something. thanks for being here 🫶 #gonna start tagging these posts as #insomnia chronicles

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

first the pirate poll drama and now the stucky fans are frothing at the mouth lmao. literally i think everyone just hates the ofmd fandom bc they want what we have (queer queer romance written by a diverse writers room that actually cares about the characters and the story they're telling)

#for the record stucky was a FORMATIVE ship for me. it shaped me as a person it changed my literal brain chemistry forever. #i get it!! i know my hersory!!! i just really don't care who wins lol #Who Cares #the anger abt it all is so fucking funny tho fjdkshjkf #ofmd #our flag means death #gentlebeard #blackbonnet #mcu #txt #mine #og #stucky poll #anyway in case this breaks containment uhhh what are some disclaimers i should make. hmmmm. #ok so ofmd is not perfect and i have a whole tag for criticizing it (yes this includes criticizing the entire premise) #yes also the ofmd fandom is annoying but so is every fandom who cares #also idc if you voted for stucky or gentlebeard im just here to laugh when ppl get rlly mad abt tumblr polls

[fafrogke]

Inspired by THISSSS post that made a lot of sense and made my brain shake so hard it melted, i wanted to try to assign my angel's favorites so i put them together!

thinking that Ren could make friends with pokemon... one can just dream.,.. they're a menace

#14 days with you #14dwy ren #14dwy redacted #14dwy oc #me mad bc there was not space for me to write <- my brother in christ you made the space??? half cooked its ok #in all honesty i don't know much about these little guys i just did research bc i was curious and it sounds fun and friendship yyeeyy #hope nobody minds the disproportion of heights or tries to make sense of the weights my mind it's already beating itself with that #WHY ARE THE LITTLE GUYS SO BIG AND HEAVY i mean it makes sense but #i just wanted to draw and my brain got fried thinking about making sense of the compositions with the data i was searching #and i just got tired thinking about 4 and i wanted to do moreee aaughhf #like Vi's pokemon having a theme of elegance and whimsy with strenght or Leon with themes of strenght to protect and keeping #an eye on what they care for and taking pride on it and Moth with their cool bugcore team and Elanor chilling with company #im getting too conscious the rush of finishing this is dissipating just post it just do it you ca #okback to my enclosure 🍖 #i waited 2 days bc i got scared hiii goodnighhhtt

[aka-indulgence]

What do you think about the bad Sanses? Do you have a particular favorite?

HUH

Yer ain’t from around these parts, ain’tcha stranger

(for the second question if you don’t count Nightmare it’s probably Dust because my headcanon of regular ht!sans and badsans ht!sans is different)

#fjhkfhg #maybe i dont write them a lot #but dont mistake that as me not liking them 👉 #for the record anon im not mad or anything djhf #joshing around #i just think its funny fkjhds #i like bad sanses :> #and i wish i could write a reverse harem with them #but ive got too many things bonking around in my brain #aka doodles #also huh #never realized ive drawn in such different artstyles jfkdhf #ask

[turtletoria]

look at my sketchbook boy

#turtlearts #wordgirl #wg #becky botsford #dr two brains #steven boxleitner #my ocs #heehee last page is my brain blorbos!!!!!!!! finally!!!!!!!!!! #the tired one is named elise and the mustached one is named pranav. for now bc im persnickety #ok who am i kidding theyre just rehashed versions of frankenstein and boxleitner. im sorry #i love me some mad scientists and this time i have free reign #also im so happy with becky's hair now #i got really frustrated with how i was drawing her hair because it just didnt make sense to me #so i looked up a reference for curly hair with headbands and now she looks so adorable i dont think i can go back #i quite like how her hair looks now and its fun (and easier) to draw!

[needylittlegirl]

if you dont “believe” in aftercare you deserve to get run over by a bus btw

#tbd #saw a crazy tweet now im just thinkin abt how many people dont think aftercare is necessary #my ex didnt think it was needed ever #he would do crazy things specifically to avoid anything that could be taken as care or intimacy after sex #and it did awful things to my brain!! #i have such a weird relationship with sex now because i’ve never experienced aftercare #its crazy that people think its an absolute necessity #i remember one time he left immediately like he always did #so obviously i started crying cause its very confusing to have sex and then the person just walks out not even 5 mins after!! #especially for how young i was it was Confusing #and he came back cause he forgot his wallet or something so he saw me crying #got mad at me it become an argument etc etc cause i told him why i was crying #and he said to me and i Quote #‘expecting a guy to care about you after sex is idiotic and immature- #‘you should be glad you’re even getting laid in the first place so take what you can get and stop expecting guys to care abt anything else’ #which is an insane thing to say and i Believed it for years #the fact i was sitting there crying and i told him it was bc he made me feel like he hated me and i was awful and a worthless girlfriend?? #and that was his response ??? how crazy do you have to be #anyways. aftercare is always necessary and if you dont provide then one of you is gonna be suffering

[creatively-cosmic]

COME NOW, TAKE THE STEP

DON'T LOOK BACK, THERE'S NOTHING LEFT

FOR YOU BEYOND THE VEIL

YOU TRIED, AND YOU FAILED

TO SAVE HER.

#you could consider this a GX redesign im ngl i dunno how i feel abt the original #this is moreso my typical insane personal brain art but. yknow its fun. ill tag it ok? #fnf #Friday night funkin #mario's madness #if the style of the face seems familiar shes also sourced from gf.hx lol

[barkingcrows]

pleaseplease tag your magnus protocol spoilers (any posts about the pilot) with a spoiler tag. i have #the magnus protocol spoilers, #tmagp spoilers, and #tmp spoilers blocked and i am still doing gymnastics to try and avoid spoilers

#not mad at all just a little bit scared i will get Seriously spoiled #im about to go block a few more tags for extra measure #but i am hesitant to block the tmagp tags altogether because i love seeing character art and theories and arg posts #regardless im gonna jangle my brain some and hope i forget what ive already accidentally seen #the magnus archives #the magnus archives 2 #the magnus protocol #magnus protocol #tmagp #tmp #not a reblog #crow barks