#im mushy rn

[dizzybizz]

you will never guess but i have another magma compilation

the discord didn't appreciate my "she hanako on my toilet til im bound" joke 💔

the only non magma art from the past few days someone drag me away from there

#did you know i call luocha my silly rabbit #well now you do im sorry #argenti is the hamster btw #i was going through it idk #putting these in non chronological order and biting my hand off doing so bc it hurts so bad but the formatting is so awkward otherwise RAGH #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr yaoshi #all saints street #fu xuan #gepard landau #luocha #pokemon #heliolisk #hsr misha #im not tagging that one #project voltage #oc #toilet bound hanako kun #my art #magma #this tagging is so inconsistent what is happening #tapping my brain 'you in there?? you ok???' #genshin impact #drawing any ship art is so embarrassing i dont get how ppl do it i get so embarrassed #i try every so often n give up so quickly. like i want to draw mushy stuff but its so embarrassing n i instead draw stupid shit instead #HELP I WENT INTO THIS BEING LIKE 'I DONT HAVE THAT MANY TO POST IDK IF A POST IS WARRANTED RN' AND BOOM

[stinkrascal]

say what you will about the faults on this website but i can genuinely say i love simblr so much. i love this hobby of ours and i love that i had the chance to meet so many kind and wonderful people. i just want to say thank u to everyone who considers themselves part of this community for making it what it is!! i hope we can all continue to enjoy this hobby and our community for a really really long time

#im feeling mushy rn #i just love u guys!! i love this hobby!! i love that i had the chance to meet yall!!

[pickled-flowers]

Actually crying rn like Aro/Ace people are so amazing we deserve the world, we deserve to feel as confident as anyone else about ourselves, we deserve to take space and share our joy 😭😭

#and allos need to listen more! make space for us! #again im not really eloquent rn lol im so emotional about this #those who have followed me for a while know just how much this matters to me #i want to continue to help my community for years and years #i want so much better for my community #ive had the privilege of becoming an adult while surrounded by other aspec people #and while we rarely discussed about it they were still there #one of the queer mentor i had when i was 17 was ace aro and agender #miss her :( #but yea #my brain is very mushy rn i need to go eat smt jdhdjdb #anyways #a very very nice day to all of you

[lonelydncers]

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#im fighting SO hard not to isolate myself rn #but my friends (irls) are not making it easier on me by ghosting me #i just wanna feel okay again :( #my brain has been so fuzzy and mushy and cloudy lately #i wanna cry #i shouldve talked to my doctor about getting new meds #but too late now #UGH #living in my brain is so fucking exhaustive idk how i survive everyday

[asterlark]

life update!!!

okay so idk if i've talked about this here but i spent multiple months last fall working very hard on grad school applications and ended up applying to 3 different schools for masters programs for distance/online learning since i don't want to/can't really move for in-person school currently (also not saying what concentration i'm going for & what schools bc i'm trying not to dox myself lol)

and over the last month i've been so so anxious bc this is the time frame for the schools getting back to me on their decisions... i got one acceptance... then a notification that i was placed on the waitlist for another school & would hear back in march... then a second acceptance..... and just now i got an update from the school that waitlisted me (also my top choice!!) that i've been accepted!!!!

this is wild to me because despite so much encouragement from friends i never truly believed i could get in to all three schools i applied to, i'm so used to expecting rejection that i'm still somewhat in shock but also so so excited and grateful and just AAAAAA

this is a lot to process since i'm simultaneously experiencing heavy grief from losing two people important to me over the past few months, but i'm trying to remember that life really is just joy and pain jumbled together in a big chaotic mess and it's okay (even necessary!!) to feel every horrible and beautiful and terrifying thing all at once

getting great news amidst feeling so much pain and grief is confusing and scary even as it's incredibly exciting, and i'm trying to have grace for myself to feel all the things i feel without judgement or shame. i AM proud of myself though and i am starting to feel like the hard work i've put in (and am still putting in) in therapy & in rebuilding my life in general is paying off in how i treat myself & have hope for the future even as i feel so desperately sad.

if you're also going through it i am sending all my psychic beams of caring energy your way, and if you're also trying to celebrate something or find moments of joy while the rest of your life & the world are on fire i'm strapping on a little party hat and celebrating with you. we CAN and WILL get through this and there is so much joy to come and cool people to meet and cute animals to pet!!! hold my hand we'll go there together!!!!

#mine #personal #did this personal life update devolve into being mushy about life and having hope for the future?? mayhaps #anyway im excited!! im terrified!! im sad and grieving and happy and lonely and love my community and all of the things mushed together #if you're also feeling a lot rn i love you and we're gonna be okay #❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[boxylic]

I drew a lot more this year than last, and with less pressure to finish things or even share them and while I wanna.. get back to sharing them and having that confidence I am. So genuinely happy that I haven't been as downtrodden when it came to art and creating this year

#my friends have been such an insane help in that regard i cannot overstate how lucky i am to have the people i do #harvey and noah and frei especially.... youve always been such big encouragements in my life and its always meant #so much #that their are people out there that care for the stuff i create #THERE'S MORE THAN JUST THEM ..I KNOW... AND IM SO INFINITELY GRATEFUL TO EVERYONE #anyone #if youve said nice things to me or to my art just know that i am in ur debt forever for this kindness #im feeling weirdly mushy rn . im just #so happy i got into drawing again. i was so scared id lose it with everything else happening . #.txt #weepy

[alteredsilicone]

Albrecht was a spiteful and prideful man before the Void accident - his disdain for the Empire and its dismissal for his research was what drove him forward. He needed to have the last word.

Discovering the Indifference shook him to his core, replacing whatever pride and zeal he had with fear and paranoia. Despite finally earning the respect he so badly craved, Albrecht would not be able to enjoy his newfound fame.

Euleria was the one who took on the duty of carrying the Entrati name forward - she still harbored bitter feelings over the slander and hatred her father's work had earned over the years. This is why other Orokin looked at her with suspicion - she had no intentions of bowing down for the Empire that broke her father and turned him into a husk of his former self.

She gave herself wholly to deciphering the secrets of the Void, working with people directly exposed to it. Paranoia, fear, uneasiness - she saw her father's afflictions in others. This is where father and daughter's ideas diverged - while Albrecht was quietly preparing weapons for a one-man crusade, Euleria was taking a defensive approach. One does not need to go to war if one's castle walls are never breached.

Albrecht dismissed Euleria's findings - he could not argue why, for exposing her to the true nature of the Indifference would put her at risk, he could only push her away each time she tried to reach out to him. Euleria, stubborn as her own father, did not relent - time and time again she would try to get through to him. She had seen others afflicted by the Void, to her, her father was no different. She did not understand what it was her father feared so much, why did he treat himself as a leper who would endangers others with his mere presence.

#wf tag #entrati family drama #idk where im going with this #im rotating their dynamic in my head #there are some things i wanna write about but my brain is a bit mushy #so im playing with words rn

[ilovejuzi]

I didn't know there was that many Juzi fans

#like??? im so happy other people like that ship #and someone wrote like a mini drabble under that silly little comic #and people saying that its their comfort ship??? #lol im kinda mushy rn haha #anywaysss... maybe I'll post more juzi stuff :3 #juzi #speaking

[sadie-wolfdawn]

wednesday is.... so close but so far... nemain is almost max leveled. need to buy a new halloween horsie fr. which one tho...

#the new ones are fir3 #the mushie fjord rules #skeleton paint #the paint from last year..... #like. what if i want them all. #i love the kelpie ass one but im banned from more jwhs lmao #what models are the new ones? that would sway me potentially 🤔 #like rn i think the paint and the new ones are leading it for me. esp the one w antlers.... hmmm #anyways.

[necrolexic0n]

sobbing

i love how awesome epic my moots are like yall are so incredible in everything you do!!! keep on keepin on you guys,,LOVE yous

#appreciating people rn #the human experience #im mushy over communities #~lex is texting~

[marquezian]

hiiiiii dante feel free to ignore me i am. watching black sails. as i do. and i was thinking about that initial ask you sent me about silver and marc and YES i did immediately derail it to make vale and silver comparisons BUT i think you were very much onto something in terms of how silver conceptualizes himself post-amputation. it reminds me of our crazy little hot girl's myriad complexes about his arm in some ways....

orig ask. laughing that this was my first ask to you i think... of course it would be black sails that would make me come out of my shell.. anyway. twirls hair HIII yes. YEAH. so within the context of black sails flint and silver are inextricably linked different sides of the same coin which is the same for valentino and marc right so i loved where u initially went with that ask.. cuz theyre both Both in different ways.. and like. i was conceptualizing vale as flint bc of how hes positioned narratively as well as how hes thought of by other characters - as a god. as the one who will betray anyone. who only cares about himself. gay and sinister with an evil buzzcut. and so on. and then marc as silver EXACTLY!!!!!!! bc of the disability of it all the losing his leg. what are marcs pre surgery adventures if not silver being surrounded by his crew and being told theyll still love him and support him even without the leg. marc being the one to usurp vale... like. you cant do 1:1 silver:marc obviously but thats not the point of any AU ANYWAY i digress. callie give me more thoughts anytime its been a while since ive been in the thick of thinking about black sails so im out of practice talking about it. i also think this quote is sooo vale. jack rackham did you know valentino rossi ?

also

YOURE SAYING VALE CONJURED THAT STORM ? IM SAYING HE CONJURED US INTO IT. AND WHOS MORE POWERFUL: THE ONE WHO MADE THE STORM OR THE ONE WHO CONVINCED US INTO BATTLE TO DEFEAT IT #sepang15

#my brains mushy w migraine so i should leave this to reply to later w more concise thoughts but i dont WANNA so #sorry callie u wanted to talk about marc and silver re: their wounds and all but i went somewhere else djKND #im fending off the urge to rewatch black sails with a STICK rn bc iwtv is coming back soon and i need my brain for that... #asks <3

[howlingbutch]

Yeah, I didnt mention bottom growth in my ask because I wasnt Sure how comfortable you are with the mention of it. But I would love to read your thoughts on it regarding Ava, as far as you are comfortable. And I think one Interpretation of Ava loving facial hair but shaving, would be that he loves the Ritual of shaving if you know what I mean. And LOL to Lilith teasing Ava about the voice cracks. And I bet Bea would loooove Avas deeper and gravelly voice

I'm too shy rn to talk about it in depth publicly but I think Ava would enjoy the bottom growth she gets :) :). And oh he absolutely loves the ritual and act of shaving her face in the morning! I don't think it's something she needs to do daily though but she has other daily rituals like getting up early enough to watch the sunrise :-). I think Bea would especially love Ava's early morning gravelly voice...

#would love to expand more on his bottom growth but + im shy + my brain is mushy rn to think rn #Ava isnt the only one that enjoys it tho LOL #probably will talk about it later tho! #ask #anon #im welcome to most types of asks so feel free to give me your own thoughts

[mushiewrites]

1:32am thoughts (that i literally woke up and had to write it down)

sapnap always wears a hat because he has a very sensitive (tkly) scalp, and he squirms anytime anyone goes to touch his hair or tries to give him head scratchies ):

#lee!sapnap #im 3/4 asleep rn #i am having t h o u g h t s #are they lee thoughts or ler thoughts????? #no one will ever know :D #anyways i adore lee sapnap #mushie concepts / hcs #my stuff #mcyt tickle

[h0dgep0dgee]

do y'all ever do a thing and then realize after, "huh. that's something I've wanted to be able to do forever. kid me would be so stoked rn:)."

#for context i practiced my fiddle and #a. read sheet music which. I've been able to do for a While but i gave up on it in middle school and finally got to relearn for realsies #b. played a tune by ear. twas Not the Best but its better than ive been able to do and ive wanted to learn forever #tbh this could go w a lot of things tho and it makes me happy #like. yeah kid me. things do get better and its gonna be Sucky sometimes but its also gonna be rad #idk im just feelin Mushy rn #hodgepodge's ramblings

[oscill4te]

im so so excited for the 2 books i ordered on ebay to come in n.n

#i could have gotten pdfs for free on my phone but i will be honest. i struggle to focus on my phone + the small screen hurts my eyes #plus w a book you can annotate and take notes for yourself! actively engaging w what u r reading #txt #i really wanted thr haunted self but its 50 dollars or more on ebay so im like... nvm #ill just have to slowly get thru the pdf for that book #i wanna educate myself more on topics that interest me like dissociation/vagus nerve stuff; biology n feminist theory #theres so much to learn i need to read more I think. maybe my brain won't feel as mushy anymore.. #funny bc isolation is a big reason you may have brain fog but rn im like nahh cant fix that. ill read books though

[lucksunkpunk]

I love love love helping someone I adore fall asleep

Just watching them relax and ease themselves cause of me is like HHHHH fuckin good shit

#dumb #sorry im really mushy and such rn #i love romance and affection above all other things