#im not a wilbur appologist. i do not forgive him

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Wilbur Soot was/is a victim of circumstances and an absolute tragedy. He was hurting and no one knew, no one recognized it before hd started spiraling. He was in desperate need of help, he deserved help. He was unwell, it's a fucking tragedy.

Even now his philosophy is one of self destruction and he's building up walls to protect himself from the sufferin he had to go through. It's so clear he's hurting and he doesn't know how to trust and hes given up on hope and it hurts to watch. He's a victim of circumstances, of power,of his past, of illness. Hes hurting

And

Wilbur Soot stood for everything I disagree with. His politics were built on nationalism and seeking power, and he dragged people into it without ever fully explaining what he was doing it all for. He pulled people into his stories and then self destructed without caring who it hurt. The way he treated Tommy, Tubbo, Niki, Quackity, Techno and even Phil in the few moments they had, all echo on in their stories inescapably. He created wounds that never healed and I don't trust him as far as I can fucking throw him. He hurt so many people and I don't forgive him.

And

I hope he learns that there are better ways to be, and the world isn't a cruel aa he thinks it is. I hope he learns that love can exist without it being betrayed, I hope he learns that people can be kind and that there are things worth saving. I hope he heals.

I want him to be okay. He deserves to be okay

None of these are contradictory!! None of these out weigh the others, none of these are more real, none of them counter each other! Its and not but

#wilbur soot #c!wilbur critical #dream smp #i am endlessly frustrated that these are seen to be contradictory #im not a wilbur appologist. i do not forgive him #but i want him to be okay #and i recognise he was hurting #i feel this way about dream #and tl lesser extent quackity tubbo techno and tommy #and like kost characters #and sam!! #like my critical posts end up being read as appologist posts becayse the acknowledgement of circumstances is seen as a counter to the actio #like no!!!! the things he did and believed arebt less real because he was hurting #and he hasnt fiven hp his personhood because of his very real actions! #hm #idk #might delete this later #jfa hard to know hoe tk tag this #uhhhh tws hm... #nationalism #manipulation #mental illness #lemme know if i need to add more #or retag this #<3