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writeouswriter · 1 year

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Reading a fic that's so well written I wish I could close my eyes and just let the descriptions and atmosphere wash over me, but the dilemma with closing my eyes is, well, I then would not be able to continue reading this fic, now would I.

#fanfiction #fanfic #reading #i don't read longform fic very often but this one is so good wow i'm in awe and clicking next chapter next chapter #the movie it's for I'm not even a particular major fan of itself but I am a fan of the character and the ideas and oh my god #they perfect it to a tee in every way even better than the movie could and yet keep their characterization spot on in line with the og #it's amazing the way they balance the humour and banter with the suspense/tension and drama/horror #and their descriptions are gorgeous/pick out just the right details #their follow-up is more canonical to me as a sequel than the actual official sequel which is wrong in so many ways #and I am in love with their writing style so much my god #i'll say the fic if asked probably will honestly make a rec post for it when I'm done just because wow but here i'm just vague posting #i mean it's 10 yrs old and I've been reading fic for 8-9 yrs and it is truly one of the best I've read in all of that #from all my tags I mean you can labour a guess for the fandom or fic and if you were to guess it wow good job I'd be impressed #but anyway !!! love finding masterpieces I hope this person decided to become an author in those 10 yrs almost *sobs*#I'm gonna say the fic anyway whatever it's From Out the Ocean Risen by Bluestar god it's good (for p/acific r/im)

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spinjitsuburst · 7 months

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i'm incredibly normal don't talk to me or i will explode

#im not even tagging shit yall Know if you Know #feeling incredible violence #spinjitsu screams #also im not done chapter 11 yet so dont send spoilers jay cried in his new?? room i assume???? and i immediately had to draw out my feeling #im going to punt nadakhan across seven consecutive football fields #spinjitsu reads

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frostedpuffs · 8 months

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#IT'S NOT EVEN DONE YET #this is what happens when you have a lot of fun writing lol #im considering cutting this chapter in half but i reaaaally wanted the next chapter to be in adriens pov so we'll see #maybe i'll be nice and chuck y'all an 11k chapter #text post

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harvestmoth · 6 months

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ergrg rh h. rejuv….

#game good game great #favorite game of all time for me i think #anyways take these scribbles i dont really feel like finishing rn #im at chapter 14 now and man. man…#what did she mean by that. what is happening.#i mean i know whats happening but. what is happening #talking about what happened in angies whatever btw im still not over that #this game is so..#the sprite updates are everything to me btw. there is so much personality on those itty bitty faces #the chapter titles too.. why would they do that. chapter 12.. ow #so many things added.. love all the changes a lot #the new art pieces too… so so good #i wanna replay it so bad already and im not even done with this one yet #sorry this game got to me again and it got to me bad #pokemon rejuvenation #also ignore the seviper i wasnt looking at a reference for that guy and i dont really feel like fixing it

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wttcsms · 2 months

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how many words do u guys think i can write within the next three hours, lets place bets

#sorry there will never be another fic i love and treat with care more than daylight #once daylight is done I'M done #no fanfic i create will ever have me break my back more than it #the chapter being a predicted 50k seems insane until u realize how many fucking plot points im trying to cover #mf hasn't even gone off to war yet 😒😒😒

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saeshiraw · 8 months

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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

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styxpenz · 5 days

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not to be a little bit self obsessed but i just reread one of my wips and AOUGH....... i dont remember if the double meaning was intended but god....

"It takes a great deal of trust to lose it like that in front of someone, and Gatsby likes to think Nick would do the same if it were him.

(He thinks back to tea with Daisy. How anxious he’d gotten that he’d rather run out into the rain than to face her, and how Nick had *still* let him in.)

He decides to stay the night."

like. yes nick still let gatsby in after he ran outside and got Soaked, but he still. let him in. nick saw gatsby at what was, at that point, his worst, soaked to the bone and terrified at the notion of seeing the woman hes been obsessing over for 5 years again, and nick still let him in. he let him into his house, he let him into his life, enough to trust him enough to have a *panic attack* in front of him.

and realizing this, gatsby spends the night. its the little things, like your neighbor letting you back inside after you run away, but its also the big things; like your friend *trusting you* to see him at his worst after hes seen you at yours.

this might also be the moment gatsby realizes hes in love with nick but were not there yet

#IM SO INCREDIBLY REGULAR ABOUT THESE TWO. ITS BEEN EXACTLY 3 MONTHS BTW.#styx says #snippets #and the poor get laid off #fun fact this fic was Also gonna just be a one shot and then it turned into this. this is like the 3rd or 4th chapter idk yet but. augh #erm uh. i havent worked on anything in a while cuz unfortunately for me life is happening all at once rn BUT hopefully in a few weeks ill #have Something done. maybe.#erm uh. sorry if this ends up in tags btw. it Shouldnt but tumblrs a shitty website so i wouldnt be surprised. looks at my gay people pleas #nick even says a slur in this chapter..... 2 actually... pspsps.... sdhfjs sorry. anyhow

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retrace-104 · 1 year

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I’ve been thinking about sn vol2 ch2-3 a lot ... dodora is such an interesting character with the context of her living in ninir, the comparisons you can make between her and lilith REALLY fascinate me. sorry this is gonna be long and it might come off reachy since dodora doesn’t have that much screen-time yet. also I,m just insane about lilith.

from how I read her, dodora is someone with a strong sense of self, of character. I think she’s confident in the identity she ends up forming for herself, and she clearly treasures it, and the life she now lives, so, so much. which is why when she encounters nikki and the player, she ends up so anxious that it will be taken from her, that she’d have to conform to a role that isn’t /her/, to a life she doesn’t want, to a duty that she doesn’t feel is fitting for her, to have her dreams and ambitions taken from her.

but, dodora was born from people’s desire for beauty, of style. styling is an expression of your sense of self, it’s a way of showing the world who you are, it’s you. she was born to express a sense of self, an identity, and that identity could only be formed by her. because you can’t force a sense of self on someone, it just wouldn’t be good or healthy for that person (hey that sure sounds familiar).

dodora’s existence has to be free, she’s inherently free, to be herself, to be with others. because she is dodora, no one else. absolutely no one can take that from her.

now compare this with lilith. lilith. was not born from someone’s desire to express themselves. lilith was born from someone’s /desperation/ to just be able to /live/ a life that has love, that has peace, because they were robbed of it, in one of the cruelest ways imaginable. and to get that life, she had to give herself up entirely, to be loved, to have peace, to be accepted, she had to be beautiful. beauty is still tied to this birth. even if it’s a completely different story. even if it’s a much more heartbreaking existence. this is still a result of beauty.

this birth, this existence, devoid of a desire for a sense of self, lead to an empty person. someone who lost herself, someone who will always want for more, who will always feel void and empty in her heart. someone who was left to be used as a puppet by others. it’s the complete opposite end of dodora.

just. I think it’s really interesting that these two girls, who both embody ninir, who are both symbols of beauty to it, are complete opposites. they’re so drastically different. dodora challenges lilith, in the ninir elections, and her birth challenges the hidden demons of ninir, in my view.

and that!! winds up improving things, to an extent, in a way!! because with dodora’s introduction and story, we get to see things changing for lilith, lilith’s narrative shows growth alongside dodora’s introduction!!

this is the point in the main story where lilith makes an effort to be rid of mercury’s control, to gain more power as queen, to no longer be a puppet. the release of dodora’s chapters is tied to when we get lilith’s double ssr event with modric, where lilith is shown to change, it continues to show her efforts as queen, BUT it also shows that something within her is changing. her view of love.. her desire, desperation for it. I’m not really sure where this is gonna go for her but something IS changing in her.

ashley also makes her return... ashley, who lilith tries to bury down, deep, deep in the darkness of her heart, she yet exists. she’s still here. she’s still alive. there is yet hope for her identity, for her sense of self. I don’t know how they’re gonna go about this narrative but, but. I think it’s safe to say, lilith is her own person now. she was born of loss, she lost her sense of self for so many years. but she is herself, now. she is lilith. and ashely is ashley. they are each their own person. lilith can’t deny her existence anymore, lilith can’t bury her, she can’t burn her to ashes, ashley will shine.

#lilith #ashley #dodora #duoduotian #im not super happy with the end of this post but I wasnt surehow else to end it it’s hard to formulate thoughts on the ashley thing because #idk much about it yet but I’m genuinely so happy she’s back I love her soooo much so so much I can’t wait to see more of her #I wanted to mention qin yi inthis too but um he doesn’t have much to do with ninir even if he and lilith are two sides of the same coin #I speculate I’m gonna have a similar reaction to him&dian to lilith&dodora but we’ll see about that when #when I actually finish wenren dian’s chapters I’m not done with ch5 yet lol #sorry this is so long sorry sorry sorry #an expression of the heart #departure of heart

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elliotdoodles · 1 year

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‘... If you believe people to act on love alone, then you are a far more wretched a man than I thought.’

#even if TEMPEST #anastasia lynzel #Finished Works #my art #digital art #this has nothing to do with that line but i popped off when she said that...#i love anastasia shes So cool and i love her so so much #also my first finished work in Years i feel like the family guy fucked up on the pavement pose #finally figured out how i like to render.... took ten thousand years but im So Happy w/ how this turn out!#also i would love to talk about this game but im Not done yet so please no spoilers... (im in chapter 2 of zenn's route)

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asummersday · 10 months

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when will my writing motivation return from the war 😭

#please i just wanna post the next chapter #or at the very least start a oneshot or do literally anything #ive been more tired than usual and i dont like that #im ALWAYS so so tired #sometimes YEAH its because im up til 3 or even 4 #but ive also slept 9 hours. 12 hours. and yet ill STILL feel so tired #im too tired to do the things i want to do #and then i feel like ive just wasted my whole day :(((#how many times these past few weeks have i said im gonna get this chapter done huh? and it is NOT done #i love creating and writing but it takes so much energy sometimes :((( and i just dont have it :(((#i feel bad/down -> writing would help me feel better -> too tired/unmotivated to write -> doesnt write -> keeps feeling bad #rinse and repeat lmao #sometimes being nice to urself and waiting for the motivation doesnt work #sometimes u gotta sit at ur desk with a massive mug of coffee and say ''i will WRITE if its the last thing i fucking do''#screw quality its time to write WORDS #anyway. im making myself coffee rn. i will get through this dammit #summer post

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cowboy-robooty · 3 months

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physically holding back my rage when i go get my weekly uchuujin no kakushigoto update and see people bitchin and moaning about it. I WANT TO HURT YOU AND IM NOT FUCKING AROUND. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEAR MACE SPRAYED IN YOUR EYES SINCE YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVE NO FUCKING APPRECIATION FOR GOOD LITERATURE. S2G SHUT YOUR DUMBASS UP BEFORE I GO AHEAD AND SLICE OFF ALL YOUR FINGER TIPS TOO AND PUT YOUR TONGUE IN A BAG CORPSE PARTY STYLE CUZ YOUR OPINIONS ARE ACTIVELY MAKING SOCIETY WORSE.