#im not in denial ;-;

[loveandleases]

Alright so I feel like I will get better results if I limit the options. So let's do this again.@hecatine-writer you just wait.

#not if related #im not in denial

[casinoshark]

Guys Cyberpunk: Edgerunners had a happy ending, they made it to the moon I swear!!! I SWEAR GUYS THEY WENT TO THE MOON TOGETHER. THEY MADE IT TO THE FUCKING MOON.

#cyberpunk edgerunners #im not in denial #what do you mean #yolo

[thatbendyfan]

anything with 🖤 or the Vendor (+ Ratworth) if you're willing?

#bendy and the post machine #cjrp #a creative novicepiece #theyre alive theyre alive theyre alive theyre alive theyre alive #look theyre so happy #and alive #im not in denial

[amcryllis]

@phantasiiae. ❛ i love you . i love you , aerith . ❜ from cloud 😭

it hurts.

it hurts a lot — that's what goes through her mind when he says it, when it spills from his lips like the prayers from hers and it stabs into her harshly, leaving her replete of emotion; so full she could burst. it makes her smile. this smile, so wide and so empty at the same time — fate was cruel, fate was disastrous and to love and be loved meant to leave a wound on your departure so wide and harsh and untreatable. aerith would leave a wound. it would be so big the whole world might collapse from it... or maybe she just thought so much of this person in front of her it felt like the world could end simply from the look on his face.

aerith looks up from where she was on her knees; seeing cloud made it harder, she thinks. harder to accept what might happen, harder to accept what comes. he loved her. he loved her. and by the gods, aerith loved him — in all his imperfections, in his mind and soul and body and everything he was, he had permeated her very core and left his mark strewn somewhere across her soul like hand marks dug into snow.

"cloud..." she murmurs at first, breaking up her prayers; she wants to say it back. she wants to love him back. to love cloud would be the finest thing aerith could ever do — she pictures their future, somewhere in midgar where the sun shines and the grass grows and her flowers bloom and she can slowly piece the broken bits of him back together with love and kindness — she envisions a cloud so content and at peace that she could love him forever. she would. she had to.

for a moment aerith thinks she could live. she could survive this for him.

she tilts her head to the side as the oncoming attack pierces through her stomach despite her wishes, despite her thoughts — the words she intended to say never quite pass her lips, leaving an echo empty and cascading off the water, so quiet and soundless the feeling it left behind was palpable. the could have. the should have. the wanted to. all lost. all empty. all empty.

#i wasnt gonna reply to anyhting tonight bcus im tired but this just took me by the throat #phantasiiae #001. | amaryllis ﹆ ic #sorry <3 (not) #its fine guys she acutally survives and they go on to get married and have babies #Im not in denial

[grayyxv]

Being in the hypmic fandom is like

Me: My fav character is Kuko but then I really love Hifumi as well because I can relate to him the most but actually my fav group is Fling Posse and I love all their songs and I think Dice is the best rapper and-

Also me: All my merch? Sasara & Rosho/DH 💀

How does one pick a fav. i will love all of them equally especially sasara

#hypnosis mic #hypmic #dotsuitare hompo #sasara nurude #i swear sasara really isnt my fav #im not in denial #his nui is just rly cute

[latenightsonrooftops]

Disclaimer: no animals where harmed in the making of this series.

#fits #fog in the summertime #ayame higuchi #shirogane #besties for life #im not in denial #guys there proof that shiro-chan is fine #see ayames insta says so #what a graphic scene #the fans where crying #so ayame came to the rescue #behind the scenes #very rough sketch

[genderfunky-lesbian]

super duper happy that the writers decided to give lancelot more screentime and a happy ending so happy that he can be happy with merlin so happy he doesnt die so happy 4x09 isnt canon so happy that lancelot thrives

#im nOT IN DENIAL #merlin bbc #merlin emrys #bbc merlin #sir lancelot #merlin memes #merlance #mercelot #im. #please #help me

[eulchu]

anon why you think he has them caps superglued to his head

IT S BECAUSE HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO STYLE IT HIS HAIR IS FINEEE

#im not in denial #asknootfound

[miya-akane]

It's four in the morning and i have urges to write some ichiro fics

#toya's #miyarants #ichiro been living in my head for awhile now #DO YOU THINK ITS RENT FREE?! #I SAVED MY REMAINING BRAIN CAPACITY TO STUDY NOT TO REMEMBER YOUR STUPIDLY HANDSOME FACE?!! #im not in denial #i swear to god

[draco-u-little-shit]

Derek is alive, Allison isn’t a fucking zombie, Stydia are together kicking ass, being disgustingly romantic and normal because lord knows they deserve it, and Parrish is dating someone age appropriate. 

That is all. 

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. 

#i mean theo and malia wouldve made more sense than parrish #and more believable #cuz also i really like the enemies to lovers trope #Teen Wolf #im not in denial

[liquidstar]

ok ill say one thing rn

completely wild that ivan tells sua off for consistently sacrificing herself for mizi- saying that she's not being noble by doing this and will only become a source of trauma for her by the end (WHICH WAS TRUE BC SHE THREW THE CONTEST TO DIE IN MIZI'S PLACE)

but then the SECOND hes put into that same situation...

HE DOES THE SAME THING!!! HE KNOWS HIS SCORE IS WELL ABOVE TILL'S SO HE KISSES HIM TO BRING HIS SCORE DOWN AND CHOKES HIM TO MAKE SURE HES THE ONE KILLED (THE SAME WAY MIZI WAS TARGETED FOR BEATING THE CRAP OUT OF LUKA). IVAN YOU PIECE OF SHIT HYPOCRITE. "SOURCE OF TRAUMA" HUH? YOURS WAS WORSE. I CANT BELIEVE YOUVE DONE THIS.

Anyway more in depth thoughts in the reblogs as I gathered myself

#ITS SO OVER. #alien stage #alien stage spoilers #i mean im just straight up posting screenshots of the whole climax of the round #im choosing to believe someway somehow mizi will pull through and get him and hyuna medical attention #< in denial #come on pleeeease ive been extra nice

[koipepo]

That omake of little Kabru not being able to show off his howetown sweets because of Misril gets to me a lot so...

Here's a happier Kabru (and Lairu)

#kabru #lairu #labru #laios #dungeon meshi #my art #my fanart #fanart #idk why i resort to fluffy fanart even tho i keep thinking and seeing gag/hornt lairu stuff #kabru is just so.. fascinating and actually endlessly tragic #i kinda like that ryoko kui doesnt try to over-explain or dramatize her characters that have tragic backstories. it makes her world that- #-much more believable and realistic. that being said i will devour more kabru stories from her #i kinda cant stop thinking abt kabru (and to an extent lairu) #ik in Lairu/Labru fanart Kabru is usually depicted as humorously in denial guy #but i see it everywhere and it made me think more of their more understanding phase in the epilogue #maybe laios is ooc here but i think he will also warm up to human connection now that he actually has people he cares abt around him #(and maybe because kabru is teaching him tips and trick to be a Normal Guy lmao) #im also not very good at humor so theres only so much i can do with gag lairu 😂

[ruporas]

kiss (ID in alt text)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun maximum #this is also from a while ago... *kicks rocks* i keep on forgeting to upload stuff. also as u can see... my numerous kisses from before #but stampede vs maximum in my brain basically #ultimately they are both screwed in every versions but at different paces(?) #stampede im so screwed (trying to be normal) #maximum im so screwed (already resigned that they cant be normal about it) #doomed for tragedy but kiss kiss while they can #i very much enjoy drawing stampede vs max schtuff bc i have a hard time verbalizing What exactly their differences are #but i guess w stampede - to me - they feel more impulsive while simultaneously capable of being in deep denial #and with max its the opposite - hesitant and slow but the acceptance is already there........ my brain is mush so im not going to #elaborate more than that but i think this is also why i find stamp vw x max vw interactions fun to think about #ruporas art

[frenchublog]

silly is boring

#arcane #jinx arcane #jinx and silco #silco #silco arcane #my art #please don't repost #im barely alive #hear me out : i'm in denial #this is not premium art but at least it comes from the heart #princess of zaun

[reegis]

Listen. I am obsessed w brian and nastya being friends, to the point i went into a fugue state and wrote 40k in three months back in 2020 about them being friends. If you have any extra time or energy, do you have any doodles of them being buddies?

besties tell besties when theyr about to yeet themselves into the void 💖

#& if anybody knows what its like Out There… its brian :’^) #Out on tha brain… #i refuse to accept the reality that she left without telling Anyone. im in denial #the mechanisms #nastya rasputina #drumbot brian #my art #asks #Alsooo hmu w that linkkkk pls 🤲🏻

[lomlompurim]

What if instead of waking up in the mushroom body, sqq woke up in a doll.

Something something while lbh was away in the abyss, sqq without noticing offended a misterious (demonic-succubi-esque???) cultivator with a weird thing for making dolls. She had dolls all over her secret workshop that she very kindly let him into when she heard about the famous Xiu Ya sword being in the city.

What she wanted of him? Who knows, sqq couldn't bring himself to care. She probably wanted his money or try to steal his hair, the hair of those dolls seemed very much like real hair, although he had to admit the level of details on these dolls were amazing.

(she wanted to trick him into buying one of her cursed dolls and steal his life energy little by little, but got wifebeamed by widow sqq during their conversation about how talented she was to be able to make so many dolls, and without really understanding he rejected her with little to no emotion on his face)

So she cursed him, and since sqq didn't feel anything bad at the moment he thought it just didn't work and left, not sparing the curse a single thought after their encounter.

The rest of the story goes as usual, excep that after he self detonates his soul doesn't go into the mushroom body, instead it got directly into the shape of a doll in the workshop of this woman.

His first thought is thinking someone snitched the mushroom body bc wtf wasn't he supposed to wake up under the dirt??? Why this place smells slightly familiar? Like paint and humidity and floral perfumes?? and why everything looks fucking giganourmus?!?! A teapot should NOT look that big from his position....Oh no, did the mushroom body turned out as small as a squirrel? WhAT is happening?!

And then he looks at his arms and legs, and he has joints. White paper skin with joints in his wrists, elbows, torso, waist, knees, feet. And he panics, a lot.

The woman who cursed him starts monologuing about how she trapped him now, and you are mine, I made this doll specially for you master shen, this is my revenge for your insolence to leave me yada yada- Sqq stoped listening a while ago.

Somehow he manages to escape from this woman and now he is roaming around as the size of some apples. Everything is huge. Everything is dangerous, even the grasshopers! And this body is fragile! He can't feel heat nor cold, neither hunger or other things, but he is useless with no spiritual veins inside, and if someone is not looking carefully, they might crush him. And the way back to cq is gonna be a hell of a trip! But he needs airplane to fix this. He can't stay as a doll forever! He needs a mushroom body and then fly into the sunset far from this mess! Adiós! Goodbye! So his new plan is to infiltrate into cang qiong, look for that rat and disappear. Sneaking into some disciple's pouch must be enough to break in.

Something something it only had passed a few months since lbh stole sqq's body and everything is still very fresh. CQ mountain is a hot mess. Sqh frankly needs to lay down and take a nap. Lqg keeps figthing with Lbh practially every day and coming back beaten bloody, he has his king pestering him and a lot of paperwork to do, Lbh is a pain in the ass, Yqy is really close to snap and start a war with HHP, and he knows nothing about his bro. So yeah. Such a great time to be alive.

The mushroom bodies should had been ready, right? He must be alright...Yeah. He has enough already to keep him busy. Cucumber bro is gonna come out and stumble across at any moment. No one would bat an eye if he takes a nap, right? He deserves it. He is overworked enough for another lifetime, his head hurts, his bones hurt everywhere, a short nap should be fine...

Until he feels something small tugging his robes and a cold tiny finger poking his eyelids. But he doesn't want to. He is very comfortable on the floor of his office. Whatever bird decided to pick a fight with his face can keep trying.

"AIRPLANE, WAKE UP, YOU HACK! I NEED YOU TO FIX THIS! WHY IS A WITCH WITH ANACHRONISTIC HAUNTED DOLLS IN THIS NOVEL? THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

That voice. That fucking annoying voice was of just one person and one person only. He opened his eyes, looking for the source of the unmistakable voice of his No1 hater, but he came across with a pretty porcelain doll. With a very ugly sneer in it's face.

"W-Wha-?...Bro-?!"

"Fucking finally! Why are you sleeping on the floor in your ofice?! I was looking around your bedroom like an idiot! Do you know how close I was to falling from your window?!"

-TBC-

#svsss #shen qingqiu #人渣反派自救系统 #I don't have a lot about this au bc I just imagined it today #shen yuan in a doll body au #I still need to reach lbh #oh boy that is a can of worms idk if im prepared to open #so any idea of how to progress the story is welcome #since he would be still in his strongest shock and denial #what if sqh has to bring sqq along w him to hhp bc he has there all his plans and secret stuff idk #or to use any hhp treasure or smt #too many posibilites and imma sleep #wip #shang qinghua #I got this idea while watching Barbie