#im not messing around with you people

[tibli]

Someone: Here's why Dirkjohn sucks and doesn't make any sense! *explanation that completely misunderstands both characters*

#homestuck #dirkjohn #dirk strider #john egbert #its both annoying and hilarious lmao #im so tired of the take that dirk is like emotionless and cold #bc its like congratulations you're thinking of bro and clearly did not read any of act 6 literally whatsoever #either that or you take dirk's concept of himself entirely at face value #and with john theyre always like 'he'd hate dirk for *completely random reason* and theyd be at each others throats' #when its like. dirk edited an entire detective pony novel for jane. he knows how to mess around #and john in general doesnt usually hate people bc he's just generall a friendly guy #but also sort of emotionally detached from a lot of things #im not even like. hugely invested in the ship or anything #but i do actually think it could work tho i wont go into detail #bc the tags are already novella length lmao

[midorihiyori]

u said ur not a proshipper and stuff but isnt soushin a proship tho.... abuser x victim>???? and shin saw midori like the older brother he didnt have../??? /gen

Originally I wasn't going to respond to this, I thought it was funny so I giggled at it with my friends and I thought that would be it. But I realized this is a wonderful opportunity to write a really long post disproving these theories that this fandom insists are canon. I’ll start by debunking some common arguments. I put a lot of effort into this and am actually using proper grammar IM SERIOUS GUYS!!! This is really long by the way

“Shin saw Midori like an older brother”

I’ll get this argument out of the way first because it’s weak, it’s a common trope in media where relationships are described as familial to show the closeness of the relationship. Even so, Shin probably said that because he looks up to Midori and respects him. If you just want to see them as having a brotherly relationship, that’s fine, but this argument doesn’t stand for calling Soushin proship.

“Midori groomed Shin”

I honestly have no idea where this theory even came from. Some people say that Midori preyed on Shin and that he was much older, while it’s more likely they are both in the same age range. Shin is canonically 21-22 years old while Midori’s age isn’t stated, but since they were in highschool together it can be assumed he wasn’t all that much older than him. Not saying you can’t headcanon that they aren’t, but you shouldn’t push your headcanons as canon to insist Soushin is proship. Midori changed to Shin’s school so that he could get his signature but he also became his friend in order to make the Shin AI. He could have easily just been a highschooler himself. Midori is an Asu-Naro agent and from what we know about them they have used underaged people for labor (eg. Kai, Sei, Hinako). If the common theory that the silhouette in Kai’s mini episode being Midori’s mom is true, it’s probable that he grew up similarly to Kai and Sei, being made to do Asu-Naro’s bidding as children. It’s not like you need the credentials of an adult to give out contracts. You could also make the argument that Midori must be older because he worked as a nurse and school counselor while trying to get participant signatures, but one could argue Asu-Naro has the connections to get him in such a position without schooling or even have higher levels of schooling to get the education in a shorter timespan. But I’m getting off topic. Many people who say Midori groomed Shin say that he groomed him into believing he had to leave himself behind and that is why he took on Midori’s persona in the death game when it’s clearly not the case in canon. It was Midori who wanted Shin to be the best version of himself.

“And you… should become the person you want to be, so you can meet them proudly.”

This dialogue is part of Shin’s lost memory, where they are talking about Shin’s wish to meet his lost sibling. It’s one of the only shown scenes of Shin and Midori pre-canon, and he’s clearly being supportive and wanting Shin to be happy with himself.

Here ‘???’ is the shadow version of himself, he is having an inner conflict of interest. Commonly referred to as Shadsou, is the actual reason Shin took on Midori’s persona. What Shadsou is exactly is ambiguous but generally it’s the personification of Shin’s devil's advocate. People often assume that Shadsou is another consequence of Midori’s impact on Shin, as if he isn’t his own character who can make his own decisions. This fandom often waters down his character and infantilizes him like this.

“Midori is Shin’s abuser”

Again, another headcanon people insist is canon. The reality is that Midori and Shin’s relationship is ambiguous and it hasn’t been explored much in canon. Soushin can be explored in many different ways because of how vague their relationship is. Saying that Midori abused Shin is an unsubstantiated claim so it’s just a headcanon, not saying you can’t have that but again, you can’t be claiming it’s fact.

This is the one cg we have of Midori and Shin pregame btw:

This is the cg where Midori is encouraging Shin to be someone he’s proud of. Not very abusive guys.

“But it’s implied to be abusive”

This is usually the evidence they use for the implication:

“He’s… a scary friend of mine…” 

Midori’s mannerisms are scary. It isn’t just Shin who thinks that he is, he’s one of the main antagonists of the game. Shin finding Midori to be scary doesn’t mean he abused him.

“Though I learned a lot of things at his house…”

It’s insane to me that people use this as evidence but, this is clearly about Midori teaching him how to code. People claim that it has deeper meaning but really it comes down to how you want to interpret it.

There are multiple points where Midori is shown to feel affection in strange ways. It’s possible he didn’t understand ordinary forms of affection, similarly to Kai who was deprived of affection growing up as an agent. Midori’s odd mannerisms towards Shin could just be how he shows his love. awww. isnt that so sad

Many people call Midori Shin’s abuser and claim Soushin is proship without proper canonical proof. A lot of people who kin Shin project onto their relationship and insist that it’s abusive because their bias rooted from their own trauma and experiences clouds their perception of Shin. This happens along with people infantilizing Shin and excusing all of his actions by blaming the supposed ‘grooming’ or ‘abuse’ he experienced from Midori. This is just a common problem with mischaracterization of Shin and Midori by the fandom. It’s gotten to the point where people like this dear anon believe these things to be true!

Then there's the people who ARE proshippers and insist that Soushin is abusive or pedophilic because they want it to be and are looking at them with that lens of thinking. These people greatly help spread the idea that Soushin is a proship, making it much harder to discern canon from fanon when much of the Soushin content is by these people, specifically outspoken adult western fans that praise proship and advocate out for Soushin being problematic, that's what the general fandom now sees it as even though it’s just not canonically happening.

At the time of posting this, Shin’s minisode has yet to come out. I’m sure that once it does it will give a much clearer view of their relationship, maybe I’ll have more to say then! For now, that is all I’ve got for you tumblr.

#had to get serious for this one im not messing around with you yttd fandom #most of what people think in this fandom is just sheep mentality about soushin so #i doubt this will change much of the fandom perception because i am simply dead midori shitpost blog but.... maybe a little #yttd #soushin #your turn to die #midori posting #anon ask #kimi ga shine #shin tsukimi #midori yttd #sou hiyori #yttd theory

[azulashengrottospiano]

playing nightbringer again only to realize that barbatos is annoying because he keeps putting words in people's mouths and making what they said sound so much worse

#“oh you came from the future you said? are you implying that the devildom is in the past and the human world is in the future? how ignorant. #BITCH NO??? YOU LITERALLY TIME TRAVEL. I SAID I CAME FROM THE FUTURE. I DID NOT SAY ANY OF THAT SHIT. #man i really liked barbatos in the og game why is he so annoying now #AND THAT CHAT WITH LUCIFER WHERE DIAVOLO WAS MESSING AROUND WITH THE VOICE FUNCTION #and lucifer was like “hey why does everything have to be recorded” #and barbatos was SO QUICK to be like #“how DARE you say that he's as immature as your brothers!” #BITCH WHERE....WHERE DID HE SAY THAT. #POINT IT OUT TO ME MOTHERFUCKER. #sorry to people to read the tags i swear im not usually this pissed off #i think it's because he hit on one of my MAJOR pet peeves #auburn obey me posting

[batfamhyperfixation]

Jason, looking at Roy: aren't we all at least a bit homo

Interviewer: ah yes because we are all homo sapiens, I get what you did there

Jason, confused: no I meant when I look at dudes I have gay thoughts

#jason: I have gay thoughts #the gay thoughts: *hold his hand* *snuggle* *run your hand through his hair* *put your arm around him* *hug* *kiss his cheek* #jason: *is an absolute blushing mess* #interviewer: oh god they must be really dirty #Ok look I feel like jason is the type to be a blushing mess when thinking about doing little intimate things with people #Roy would think its hilarious so he would be all flirty in a domestic way like Im going to intertwine our fingers and lay my head on you #until their hands are intertwined and jason kisses their hands and roy becomes a blushing mess cause jason has never instigated it before #like I just want their intimacy to be friends messing with each other but then they both realize they actually like the intimacy so #it just becomes a thing they do and other people around them are confused cause these emotionally constipated buff dudes are able to #unironically be this intimate. the batfamily meets angry jason who was resurrected and then they meet Jason With Roy™ they are blindsighted #cause murderous jason was laying his head on Roy's lap as Roy ran his fingers through Jason's hair (no one else should even attempt this) #as they were talking in front of everyone and using pet names as calling each other partner and everyone is like 'what???' #dick is most suprised though cause he is friends with roy so its a classic case of 'when did my brother and my friend become so intimate??' #he calls the entire rest of the og teen titans over just to make sure his eyes arent deceiving him #like 'no fr donna wally garth you guys gotta get over here and see this' and that was how they started an inpromptu teen titan reunion #jayroy #jason todd #roy harper #incorrect outlaws quotes #rhato #red hood and arsenal

[zero-is-nebulous]

Tried greyscale for the first time today, any and all feedback will be greatly appreciated ✨️

#i like this rendering style #but im gonna mess around with it a bit more i think #i can already tell a few more things i can do to make it better but people who are more experienced please #give me tips #anyway lmao #🌩nebulous' art🌒 #good omens #supreme archangel aziraphale #archangel aziraphale #Aziraphale #Crowley #aziraphale and crowley #demon crowley #good omens fanart #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #biblically accurate Aziraphale #not really but sort of #its got that vibe #also ive been using a lot more pintrest pose refrences can you tell #also also ive been drawing them a lot in doodle form if youd be intrested in seeing that too perhaps #i <3 them

[gobstoppr]

and btw im in my hater arc rn. as time goes on the more i find a lot of 'fandom' stuff insufferable (i like art n stuff. just the way that fandom refits every media to fit a single mold and set of boring archetypes is exhausting.)

i just get really easily annoyed lately. and have been unfollowing people on a whim a lot. its not personal i promise

#fandom culture has made me actively dislike shit i was fixated on a year ago. looking at your ninja turtles #its not even like what they were doing were particularly offensive it was just exhaustingly boring #im sorry i just really dont care about ur 2 million fics about leo being a sadboy. or one million seperated aus. #theres definetly a part of the whole situation in general which has been me coming to terms with my own internalized misogny #actively re-examining my tendencys to gravity towards male characters #idk maybe its making me dislike art more. but idk. ive always analyzed why i react certain ways to certain things. this isnt new for me #anywaays. i had been following a bunch of ninja turtle blogs and they sorta kept messing around with shows like ninjago too #and at some point i was just like. i dont know if these shows are actually that good guys. i think youjust like shows for little boys #and fandoms tend to shaft female chars so it sure helps that their casts are 98% male . #maybe theyre not your blorbo maybe theyre just Guy McAverageMan. thats not inherently bad but you have to consider it. #guys rottmnt is isnt even that good . its not that good ok. its alright/pretty good. and the movie does a few neat things #i feel like ive become one of those people that turn 18 and then immediately go 'minors dni'. im not there yet but i just. #we're watching kids shows. its ok . you can say it. #you may have noticed ive been reblogging a lot of dungeon meshi stuff. i read it all over the past week. #but here's the thing. i thought it was mid/good for like 70% of it. #i think its got some really really cool worldbuilding ideas and stuff #but i think a lot of the writing was sorta. uninteresting to me. #my discord friends have been raving over izutsumi for months. #but i found her presence in the story to be weird and underdeveloped. she felt out of place and her introduction felt clumsy #i felt when the story was ramping up the manga got a lot better. because again theres some rlly cool ideas at play #all the shit with the lion? incredible. the way all the infighting led to more problems bc the elves refuse to explain anything? rlly good. #marcille landing in power? reallly good shit. (i still thought it was a lil undercooked still tho) #i cant stop thinking about laios in that climax scene. i think he shouldve been feral a lot more often #uhh. i got distracted. fandom bad and annoying. #saw a post talking about marcille realizing izutsumi is only 17 and then describing how 'omg shes a mom now' and i wanted to throw up #im done. i swear. im done talking for real. aagh #text

[wmnylander]

the reaction to the NHL bringing 4 teams to sweden has been something that's been bugging me for the last few days like no, you don't need to 'grow the game' in sweden. everyone knows that there's already a steadfast loyalty and enjoyment of hockey there. but have any of the north american old men with (unfortunately) access to the internet thought about how accessible these games are to other european fans?? even some fans from non-european countries?? how it's easier for people not in canada/the us to enjoy literally 2 whole games because they're at a normal/manageable time?? that's how you grow the game. it's how you grow any sport. losers.

#i dont know if im making sense but it's genuinely been annoying me like go awayyyyyy #i do not CARE about the flow of the season they are getting a paid vacation and they get to play hockey for an adoring fanbase #they hire so many people to monitor them and to optimise their time over there to make sure they aren't too messed up coming back #this whole puritan attitude around how it's a Bad Thing that they travel outside of 2 countries is insane to me #in every other NA sport it's celebrated when teams go overseas #but these ugly old men have problems with EVERYTHING but will then turn around and complain about things like the cap and the figures which #can only be expanded if you broaden your reach #grow the game but only if it fits into the archaic structure set out by men who thought playing without helmets was a good idea

[aroaceleovaldez]

i think about the fact that Nico’s powers randomly include temperature control way too much. he can make stuff cold! and is apparently immune to cold himself, at least to some degree! why? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯probably ghost reasons! even though it is not inherently tied to ghosts at all and he can just Do That!

#pjo #riordanverse #nico di angelo #its probably ghost reasons for the whole ''oh ghosts are cold'' and ''ghosts make enviornments color'' thing #the other theoretical reason is ''something something mythology'' cause yknow. the whole myth of how the seasons happened #but based on that alone then Nico shouldnt necessarily have that power? #itd be more of a cabin 4 thing #idk i just like his weird cold powers. theyre so random. he is immune to cold and can drop the temperature around him. good for you bud. #it's fun to mess around with too cause Nico is basically completely unaware of it #he just does it by accident like his killing grass thing #''Nico why is there frost everywhere and its below freezing all of a sudden?'' ''oh sorry i thought i saw a bug'' #my favorite part though is the temperature powers thing seems to not be inherently tied to nico himself just naturally running cold #though it could probably affect that as well. nico naturally running cold is most likely his vitals run slower than most people's #cause we know he can control that re: Death Trance #which is another interesting thing. Nico can control his vitals! he can just go ''im gonna take five on MY HEART FUNCTIONING real quick brb' #Nico's bleeding out? no problem! just. turns off his heart. crank that puppy down a bit. cant bleed out if the blood's not moving! #this could also be why he passes out so much. his powers make his blood pressure inherently low and then uses them more. whoops. hes asleep. #i do v much like the hc that Nico just. cannot perceive external temperature. he's just always A Little Chilly cause of his powers #doesnt matter what the actual temperature is. he'll be fine. just also Slightly Cold thus Always Needs Layers

[rubiesintherough]

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#(( ooc. )) #venting tw #negativity tw #gonna try to do some writing today but motivation is real low. #i guess that's what happens when you get called stupid useless and lazy to your face by someone who then expects you #to bow and scrape and wait on them hand and foot #and also now im expected to pay the electric bill on top of doing all the housework. literally all of it. in a home of 3 #fucking adults. and bow im also the one having to handle a lot of maintenance work around the place on top of keeping #it spotless bc no one else 'feels like doing it' #and the whole time i get to be insulted and told that im fat. stupid. lazy. while im cleajing up their messes. and fixing stuff for them. #and doing a bunch of cooking bc they get pissy if i dont also feed them on top of doing literally all the housework. and maintenance work. #and also now being expected to pay half the electric bill. again house of 3 people. and im not even allowed to take a hot shower when i need #to in order to get the pain spikes under control from yknow. flaring up my fibro from overworking myself CLEANING AND TAKING CARE OF THE #DAMN HOUSE FOR THEM #bc it takes too much electricity. the electricity i mostly paid for last month #sorry i needed to get that out #suicide tw #abuse tw #not me debating offing myself bc theres no end in sight and no way out and i cant keep going from one abusive situation to another #and just trying to survive. almost 30 yrs old and ive never once felt safe or at home anywhere ive ever lived. not once. in almost 30 #years have i ever felt safe. or like im my own person. or that im valued. or wanted. or listened to. not once in almost 30 years #have i ever felt like im actually loved (wanted) beyond my usefullness. #shit sucks man. anyway sorry for the spam of negativity lately. im not trying to be a downer. #gonna go hang out in my inbox for a while and see if anything pops out that my muses wanna jump on 🤞

[the-furies]

i may be hyping mtself up too much but the ideas i have for skills bracket 2 already are killing me it'll be soooo funny

#submission form for not the characters involved jn the bracket but i stead for items to give 2 the characters #so they can kill each other #if auth specifically gets voted out he is allowed to switch out with pansy and pansy os just in the competition now. fuck youo #it'll be a mess but at least we'd be going in knowing what we're doing this time around #random polls for suggestion that's juat 'cocomelon him.' whether or not this effects the bracket would be up in the air #a secret rule that actually there is One skill that just can't be voted out and depending on how shit goes #people are either gonna find out real wuickly or not at all. election fraud babey!! #JAJWSJDJFKDKDMDJFKFKD #im kidding abt that last one but wouldn't it be Funny. wouldn't it give you a funny hahas. yes it would. laugh with me. #i have a url for this saved I'll try to set it up later today idk #or maybe we should wait til april. give us SOMETHING positive to look forward to during thst month #no it has to ve normal first i T HAS to be normal first. okay. #okay normal bracket first insane bracket second

[sunnytastic]

I am SO picky when it comes to liking people on dating apps

- no stoners

- no humanity major/job (stem people only)

- no colored hair or excess piercings

- no non monogamy

- no short term relationships or figuring out dating goals

- no cheeky comment about being a hater/cynic/self deprecation

- no narcissistic comment "(i.e. don't date me if you don't want to worship me)"

- no snapchat filters on photos

- no overly sexual comment

- no super long hair on guys (down to shoulders is fine but only if they have curly hair)

like there is such a narrow amount of people fit this criteria. no wonder i don't get any matches 😭

#listen i just want a nice respectful person i can take to meet my grandma #my grandma isn't homophobic in the slightest but she expects people to be respectful and proper #and you know what? me too! #but beyond that #i just want someone who clearly has their life together #as for the no humanities part #i'm going to be a teacher so my partner needs to be able to financially support us #only one of us can be a bleeding heart in the relationship the other one has to be practical #i don't want to come off as controlling because i'm really not #i just know what i want and im not interested in messing around with people who don't share my same goals and vision

[good-beans]

🌻

#<- she is so eepy and so full of emotions #good ones #like ive been a mess but that makes me sappy adfghh #really feeling the Neurodivergence TM and burnout lately -- ive struggled with so many conversations and tasks and workload #but i am emotional about the people who live in my phone!!! #you guys are so cool and so kind #i love getting little peeks at successes and struggles -- im rooting for you!! #i love seeing so much talent and collaboration and care poured into shared interests #were cheering one another on in our creative endeavors and real life ones #im so grateful for the kind words people have been leaving on my writing ;---; #and i get so excited about all the art and writing you share #i love the sharing of songs and recipies and tips and all kinds of recommendations #its just been so lovely and im so grateful #oh and we pass around little letters saying how much we love each other!!!!! #i got a sweet chain ask (that ill post tomorrow so i remember lol) but that's just such a fun thing! #im getting together my secret santa blog stuff and just remembering how well that went #and just thinking in general of how cool and talented and kind and strong everyone is #anyway im sappy and ily all and hope everyone is chillin rn!!! #goodnight!! 🌙✨️ #rose rambles

[oars]

i also learned that being top ranked in your class does not make you very smart..a lot of these kids were either just so out of touch from things outside of academics, they grew up in honor roll and would look down at people who were in normal classes and i think having friends and classmates with those kinds senitments really harmed me when i started to be in normal classes, and some of the dumbest things ive ever heard have come from peers who were top ranked in our class

#like hearing transphobic things coming from a kid everyone thought was so sweet and kind and won all kinds of rewardw #a friend telling me that people choose to live in the ghetto #a friend who had a record of saying things to other friends in our friend group that were pretty mean id need a separate post for him tbh #a friend who was messing around with this guy who threatened to kill her and ignored all our warnings from us #all top 10 students that im no longer friends with but i feel better for it #not saying people with 4.0 gpas are evil and im jealous. i am jealous but #with all the drilling into ur head the ed system does you lose yourself and start to think its the world #when it really isnt ik someones gonna care about my shitty grades but i know its not the end of the world for me #now that ik that is probably why i dont have gray hairs anymore #im still a little dumb but that has nothing to do with it hehee

[pezpenser205]

they should invent a way to avoid killing ys that doesnt involve taking too many painkillers, self harm or crying until you throw up

#op #i know there are other ways like i could literally just go to my family and be like #'hey can i have a hug rq' #or i could go into someones dms like 'hey can we talk for a bit' #and ill be riding that high for like 3 weeks now that i know people still kinda want me around #because for some reason no matter how many times im told #'hey i like having you around' #if i go a certain amount of time without someone saying that its like the times before never existed???? #like my right to exist has been revoked because i havent been enough of a spectacle or a sweetie to the people around me #i know its the borderline personality disorder and i know its illogical but knowing both doesnt stop me from feeling that way #and id rather explode than go into someones dms and ask because once again if i feel like my right to exist has been revoked im not- #-talking to them first fr #ok anyways lets properly tag this mess #suicide #self harm #drugs #substance abuse #suicide mention

[im-you]

In an ideal world, I'd be a tiny generosity fairy, flitting around and leaving cool little gifts anonymously

#i have these really stoopid urges to want to offer things to people randomly #like in my mind in my little box of things i notice and collect about people #i see something and wtv it is my mind connects the dots and like IMMEDIATELY im like omg “Lili would love this” #so i immediately have that urge to offer that thing to Lili #but then #people don't really give a damn anyway so why would i #feel like a little girl desperate for attention or something? but absolutely not #it's more like here's this gift sorry to bother IMMEDIATELY lol #and like it's so easy and natural #and sometimes i even think for myself ohhh I'd love to be offered this little thingy #it can be a rock of a fucking single leaf brother i dont care I'd piss my eyes out on my knees #I'm a simple woman #what i mean is #IT WOULD BE SO EASY if it was the other way around uk #just had this convo with myself #im not crazy #maybe #please ignore #thank you #namaste #prsnl mess

[arthur-r]

what’s really embarrassing is my roommate on the phone with his mom saying “yeah i’ve been getting really sloppy i haven’t cleaned in a week it’s terrible” and my side of the room is just like that. all of the time. and i feel guilty but he also hasn’t ever said anything to my face he moved my stuff some at the beginning of the year but has never talked to me about it and i’m also so fucking ill that i just cant really handle adding that to my list while trying to also not fail school. so here i am being a terrible person i guess. did i tell you guys about turtle-person. have i showed my bracelets. i’m gonna go to sleep but in the morning i need to show my bracelets

#help i have work tomorrow. i also feel sick and strange. wish me luck #the sun was around today which was incredible but also i think it gave me too much mental energy #cause for the first time in forever i had the brightness of spirit to go for a walk. but that’s not the same as having the blood flow for it #so i think i overexerted myself cause of being finally happy and mentally energized i forgot about being physically disabled #i also had to explain POTS to somebody today and she was literally like ‘oh is that the thing where you need to have salt’ and NO like #i do have a really high salt intake to cope with POTS. but that’s not the fucking thing yknow?? like no that’s not what the thing i have is #it has nothing to do with salt. salt is a fun little coincidence that it can help with water retention which in turn helps with POTS #and it raises blood pressure is i think the other reason? but anyway idk i would honestly rather she just not know about it than have like #that very particular tiktok version of it like i am so glad for internet knowledge being spread and stuff and i mean. i guess even the posts #that i’m about to complain about are good for making people feel like they’re not alone. so maybe it’s fine. but i was going to complain of #the videos that are like ‘‘that one POTS friend’’ and it’s just like. salty food. instead of like. having to sit down?? BEING FATIGUED?? #and like whatever. whatEVER but i wish it wasn’t getting conflated with one particular little way of treating it. even though i use that way #i don’t have needs-a-lot-of-salt-disease. like that’s not the point. that’s not the issue. it’s not a salt deficiency. salt just helps #and it doesn’t FIX it. it just helps. that’s all #ANYWAY EVERYTHING IS FINE. i feel sick though. but i’m gonna sleep and i’ll be fine #i miss before i had a job cause then i could sleep all day if i skipped class and it would be really nice. but now i have a job i would be #missing on my responsibilities for. and I don’t actually have accommodations. but im gonna sleep i’ll be fine #and library book cart is actually so rollator. like as far as being able to walk the library situation is such a win #anyway i’m gonna go to sleep now. but yeah idk i’m sick and a mess what else is new. but i have something whatever i’m good theres something #unrequited love for life or something like that. ok im gonna go to bed sorry for being weird and strange all the time!!!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later