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elysianslove · 3 years

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I get really bad cramps, like I’ll pass out/throw up, and I just be telling myself “idk how...but osamu would NOT allow this 😩” HE WOULD NOT ALLOW ME TO BE IN THAT MUCH PAIN, I KNOW IT

on god periods are the worst. i always forget just how bad they are until i get mine again and then im reminded 😐 anyways here are headcanons for this cause why not :D also as apology for not responding for a while </3

MIYA OSAMU WHEN YOU’RE ON YOUR PERIOD

okay so at the beginning of your relationship, you were a little bit hesitant to let him know whenever you were on your period, just because it felt like he didn’t really need to know ??

but osamu’s kind of like,,, very smart and he starts to notice whenever you’d cancel plans or maybe when you ask to stay in when you had been planning on going out or maybe he notices when your appetite is a little messier, your sleep a little disturbed.

either way, he kinda picks up on it, but he grew up with no sisters and a mother who didn’t have much reason to tell him about periods so he‘s still very clueless

one day you‘re just not in the mood and he bluntly asks, “are ya on yer period?” but it comes out so wrong like 😭 it sounded really offensive when he was just genuinely curious and worried for your wellbeing and you kinda gawked at him like ????

but then he just like raises his brows as if expecting an answer like, “are ya or are ya not?” but he also adds, “s’kay if ya are, m’just wonderin’.”

when you’re cautious with asking him if he’s like annoyed or disgusted, he’s very honest when he says, “nah, just wanted ta know if i can help.”

the moment he’s home he corners atsumu and asks for help, like atsumu would know??? atsumu bullshits so much and osamu can tell he’s bullshitting so he turns to his mom. just sits her down and asks her how he can be of help when it comes to periods. pls imagine how proud she must’ve beeb :(

anyways he doesn’t really memorize your cycle or anything like that but he just picks up on signs that you’re pms’ing. any complaints about breast or back or stomach pain, any headaches or insomnia, or nausea or bloating like he just has the symptoms memorized.

and as soon as he hears, for example, your back is aching, or your shoulders hurt, he’s casually just gonna get behind you and start massaging, carrying on any conversation or watching the movie/tv show, or continuing a phone call. he’ll just kinda mindlessly do it for you.

he also kinda likes how much you indulge yourself with food either before or on your period. he hates that part where you start to feel guilty about it but he just goes “mmm yeah for sure of course” as you whine about eating too much while he’s stuffing your face with more food. he doesn’t care, he’s gonna make sure you’re eating a lot no matter what. and he’ll eat double the amount if it makes you feel better.

he’s very very very calm and chill about it. like he doesn’t make a big deal about it in any way, neither extremes you know. he just treats you the same way he would any other day, but you can tell he’s gentler. like he lets any snap from yours pass and is a lot cuddlier and indulges you more, but very subtly you know. he just doesn’t want you to feel like you’re burdening him in any way.

he seems “ok sure” and so whatever about buying pads and/or tampons but is actually so clueless it’s hilarious. he’s not embarrassed just so, so lost 😭 and he’s too prideful to ask for help from you so he just sends pictures to the vbc in hopes they’ll help him. they make fun of him, and it remains a running joke for a very long time, but they eventually put their brains together and help him (i.e. kita texts you and asks you specifically so that osamu gets what you want and not just anything).

osamu probably runs really warm (both the twins do), so any time your tummy hurts he just splays his hand across your lower abdomen and squeezes and kneads lightly. why invest in a heating pad when you have a whole boyfriend yk

makes you so much tea, especially chamomile tea, and when you can’t sleep, with even the tea not helping, he just hugs you really, really tight to him and cuddles you real close. he has his arms wrapped around you and he’s kissing your forehead and temple and just soothingly rubbing your back as you mewl and whine into his chest about how much it hurts.

makes fun of you for getting into those weird positions that somehow magically get rid of the pain, but just leaves you be with a kiss to your temple and a genuine laugh.

also if you ever leak in bed, it’s literally not a problem at all. he just shoos you away to get cleaned up and takes care of everything. even leaves a painkiller and some water by your bedside for when you come back.

if you ever leak in public, he’s gotchu, immediately like rushing up to stand behind you and whisper in your ear to warn you. leads you to the bathroom and gets you extra clothes if you’re in the mall or something, unless he has a hoodie or jacket on him that he can tie around your waist. he doesn’t mind either at all. what a gentleman please :(

now if your cramps are bad bad, like throwing up, passing out, physically can’t move, all that good good stuff, he is very, very protective. like he’s always making sure you’re drinking water and staying hydrate, and feeds you very little foods not to trigger your nausea but also just enough to keep you healthy yk? he also tries very hard to make sure you stay at home during the worse days, like staying in bed with minimal movement while he takes care of you.

he just gets this whole newfound respect for girls and women. he’d always had it, but now that he’s seen it firsthand and so personal, the respect magnifies. he’s definitely saved a life or two by just casually having a pad or tampon in his schoolbag or something. like he once saw this first year girl panicking outside the bathroom and was like ?? are ya okay ?? and she blurted out that she got her period and didn’t have anything on her and he was like, “oh, okay. here,” and just handed her some like <3333 king <3333

anyways all in all, the perfect gentleman. takes care of you very well without making you feel like a burden, and never makes you feel like your period’s an inconvenience.

i love him

also sorry for making this so long havsjdjd

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #miya osamu x reader #miya osamu headcanons #osamu x reader #osamu headcanons #hq x reader #tw periods

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adowbaldwin · 3 years

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The crays, but worse - part 4

(I know the above is not fabian, but for all intense purposes it fits well 🤣)

Diana's eyes were almost blistering, hands scratched from page turning and throat dry from the very distinct lack of tea. Shockingly Gerbert did not stock up his tea cupboard pending her arrival. Really shocked.

"Diana if you need to rest i will happily make the decision of whom will take Domenicos place" his smile was cunning, slimy and sickening

"My wife is capable of making that choice, since it is hers alone to make" Matthew snarled

Honestly, she almost considered taking Gerbert up on his offer. Domenico had a lengthly list of replacements and the book of life was no help at all. She just wanted one, one vampire who might not be a corrupt asshole who sided with Gerbert.

And that made her think.

She folded the book with a loud thunk and rose from her seat "thats it for tonight. I will make a decision in a few days"

"We already are delayed in the investigation Diana we need a representative. Now" Gerbert's voice was tight, but his eyes never left Matthews.

She smiled, extended her hand to Matthews and left swiftly having already formulated her plan. As soon as they were in the safe confines of the De Clermont house she had Baldwins number loaded and ringing before she had a chance to kick her shoes off.

"Diana? Are things alright in Venice?" He had a slight concern to his voice

"Are you still with your brother?" She asked curtly

"Oh she misses me already, its the outline of my dick in the tracksuit isnt it?" She rolled her eyes and Matthew growled having heard his crude comment

"Im having trouble choosing a new representative that wont be as corrupt, arrogant and enthralled to Gerbert" she started, looking at Matthew who had his brows furrowed "Seen as you and your brother are basically the Cray twins but so much worse i want you two to put some good old fashioned Casa Nostra pressure on the candidates and see who bends to our will"

Matthew smiled, impressed but also concerned she had spent too much time with Vampires.

"You want Fabian and I to blackmail future congregation memebers so they fall in our favour?" Baldwin sounded elated "i have never been so proud of you Diana"

"Get it done, i will send you the names" she clicked off the phone, not before over hearing something about 'knuckle dusters' and 'waterboarding'

"Should i be concerned, Mon Coeur?" Matthew ran his thumb over her cheek

"The way i see things is that Fabian caused this mess, so he owes us. First time in forever we have something over Baldwin too" she leant up pecking him on the lips "now if i do not have a cup of tea in my hands in the next minute ill be very cross"

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Out of 40 replacements Domenico had listed and Diana had sent over, there were only 3 that Fabian and Baldwin saw fit to nicely convince to keep in their favour.

Raoul Toussaint, Ludìa Dukas and Roisin O'Hara.

Roisin had been under the chokehold of Domenico for centuries, her family having been influential in the underground workings of the Irish Mafia. Domenico had taken some liberties when it came to New York and their agreement, but he still had centuries on them and connections they had not made. Out of all of them, Fabian knew she would be the easiest to sway. He had worked with her once or twice in the past but felt it unnecessary to inform Baldwin of such.

This was the most he had seen his brother since Philippe had died and he wanted to take every moment with him he could. And there was nothing he enjoyed more then a spot of afternoon torture with his beloved brother.

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Raoul screamed, water gargling as Baldwin held him under the sheet in the bucket. He took a chocking breathe as he ripped his head up, peeling back the damp cloth "say it" Baldwin snarled. They had beeb at this for days with him and the stubborn fucker wouldnt budge. Not even the screaming Ludìa watching on had cracked.

"Fuck you" he hissed, coughing

"Oh if only" Fabian sneered, wrapping a metal studded band around his knuckles "but im not into rape" his fist came down heavy, swooping into the mans naked flesh. Blood and bits of skin flying into the air as the harsh pricks of metal gouged his skin

Baldwin stuffed the soaking cloth into his mouth, holding him still as Fabian battered him "All you had to do was say you will side with us" he tapped his cheek "so unfortunate"

A strangled cry left his lips, blood splattering from his mouth and then it stopped "oops"

Baldwin slumped his shoulders, peering over his shoulder "Well Ludìa it looks like you are next. Earlier then anticipated"

Ludìa had blacked out a long time ago, shortly after watching Baldwin peel back the mans foreskin and jab pins into his hole.

Fabian tipped his head lopsided "is now a good time to mention i already know Roisin?"

#adow #a discovery of witches #fic #baldwin montclair #fabian the aliens #diana bishop

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castiel-barnes · 3 years

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What?

Pairing: Poe Dameron × Pregnant! Reader (Y/N)

Summary: You get some unexpected news and somehow you have to break it to Poe.

Word count: 3.28k

Warnings: Swear words, mentions of vomiting. Very very soft Poe and BB8.

A/n: I thought I'd stir up the pot on this one, I got a little time to do a little bit of writing so I'm doing this piece. Don't worry i am still trying to think of how im gonna write the Frankie story. I know some of this is probably inaccurate, but I've never given birth so the stuff I've written I've researched.

Tags: @phoenixhalliwell

Your husband Poe was on a little trip off Yavin IV, whilst you were home sorting out a few things like packing away bits and pieces from your recent move. Both Poe and you wanted to come live on his home planet of Yavin, and now that the war was over and you no longer lived in fear and have to relocate every once in a while it was perfect.

You was in the living room arranging the bookshelf, when you had first felt it. The overwhelming feeling of wanting to throw up. Rushing to the refresher you hunched over and started hurling. You was the only one home at the moment, and you was glad cause you didn't want to worry Poe or BB8. Sitting there, you thought to when you had last had a period. Shit. Your due date was past by almost a week. After you cleaned yourself up, you decided that you had to go get a pregnancy test.

Knowing that Poe wasn't back until later that evening, you knew you had time to prepare a little suprise. You had bought a test and now you sat by yourself in the refresher with the test in front of you.

"H-holy shit." You said looking at the test.

It was positive.

You were pregnant.

You both wanted children, that much was true. Poe wanted a little girl and name her after his mother, and you agreed it was a beautiful name after all. However, you didn't think to have them this soon after the war. You wanted to settle down in your home, get to know the planet better before you had children. You had to think of a plan. A plan to tell both Poe and BB8.

Poe and BB8 came home and they were both excited to see you. But the original plan you had went completely out the window. And Poe could pick up on your anxiety.

"Beebs can you leave the room for a moment please. And no eavesdropping, we both know what you're like." Poe said with a slight chuckle, and then he turned his attention to you.

"Baby? What's wrong?" He asked concern etched on his face,

"I-i didn't want to tell you like this, a-and I know that we agreed that we'd do this after we settled down. And that we were going to do it together. B-but you know things happen." You replied rambling with tears dripping down your face. Poe took his hand in yours and sat you down.

"Y/n, honey calm down. What.... what are you trying to say?" He frowned questioning you,

"I'm.... I'm pregnant Poe." You replied letting out a sigh and studying his face. He was still frowning but he had confusion on his face.

"What?" He asked again,

"I'm pregnant. We're gonna have a kid." You replied, this time setting the positive pregnancy test in the palm of his hand. He looked at it, his mouth open in awe and then he looked back up at you. This time you were not the only one with tears. He smiled and incased you in a hug. You felt a few warm tears land on your shoulder, but you knew he was happy. Looking back up at you, he wiped a few of your tears from your cheeks.

"When did you find out?" Poe questioned,

"This afternoon. I was in the living room, when I felt sick and I went to the refresher to throw up. And I was going to suprise you, but I started to panic. I remembered that I was a week late." You responded looking down at the test that was now between the two of you on the sofa.

"We're gonna be fine yeah baby?" Poe said, you nodded,

"We need to tell BB." You stated. Poe held onto your hand kissed you before calling in BB8.

"Hey beebs you can come back now." Poe called out. You were both expecting BB to roll back in the room, but there came no droid.

"Beebs?" Poe called again, but still no response. Sighing, Poe got up and walked out the room looking for BB. A moment later you hear Poe talking to him,

"Droid! What are you doing? Did you fry a chip again? C'mon buddy, stop wondering. Mum and I got something to tell you."

You smiled at Poe calling the two of you mum and dad. Especially now that it was true, and were having a human child. Both of them came into the room and Poe sat down next to you.

"Do you want to tell him darling?" Poe asked you,

"You can tell him baby." You responded.

"Ok uhm.... buddy listen. I think it's about time we give a meaning to BB. yeah?" Poe started and BB8 beeped in response,

"Well Beebs, I think BB should now stand for big brother. How does that sound?" He continued. BB8 let out a short beep,

'Really?'

"Yeah buddy that's right, you're gonna be a big brother." You said laughing, as you both watched BB8 twirling around. He rolled up to you and nudged your leg,

'A little sibling?'

"Yeah beebs a little sibling." You responded smiling and rubbing his belly.

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Few weeks later:

It had been a few weeks since you had found out that you were pregnant, and you told both Poe and BB8.

It was early this one morning, and by this time you had been semi acquainted with the feeling of sickness. Not that you enjoyed it. You rushed to the refresher, not wanting to wake Poe up. But you knew he was still a light sleeper, from the shared experience in the resistance. You felt Poe's hand on your back, rubbing it gently in circles.

"I'm here baby, your alright." Poe whispered to you. You leaned back into him after you finished throwing up.

"I hate throwing up." You said nuzzling into his neck,

"I know sweetheart, I know. But its gonna be so fucking worth it." Poe reassured you.

"You getting tired baby?" Poe asked and you nodded. You wiped and rinsed your mouth so you wouldn't have the gross taste, and the next thing you knew Poe was picking you up and carrying you back to bed.

Poe laid you down gently on the bed, and kissed the top of your head.

“Do you want ginger tea?” Poe asked quietly,

“Yes please.” You replied snuggling under the blanket.

A few minutes later Poe came back with a mug of steaming hot ginger tea. Setting the cup down on the bedside table, he walked around the bed and sat back down in the bed. You snuggled into Poe’s side and started to drift off again, but not before you took a few sips of the tea.

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12 weeks pregnant:

“Poe. Baby wake up, we finally can see our little bean. Poe!” you said swatting him awake. He looked at you with a sleepy smile, and fucking hell you could die for that smile and his unruly curls.

“Let’s get breakfast, and then we can finally see our baby Dameron.” Poe replied whilst gently cupping your stomach.

After the two of you had your breakfast, you both quickly got changed. Down in the medbay, you sat there nervously and started fidgeting. It was going to be the first time either of you had seen your baby.

"Hey, you alright?" Poe asked,

"Yeah I'm a bit nervous but I'm excited." You replied holding Poe's hand. You sat there for a little while longer and then got called into the doctors room.

"Oh fuck that's cold." You exclaimed as the nurse put the cold gel on your tummy. Poe smiled at you, and continued to hold your hand. The next thing you see, is your baby on the monitor.

"Aww sweetheart, look it's our a little baby dameron." Poe said to you. In his eyes you could see a little tear forming, you could tell he was happy and proud. Proud of you. You're literally carrying his kid for 9 months, and you had helped Poe every step of the way as a resistance general. You had also helped him through many nightmares and after he'd come back from various missions injured. Proud of himself. Both of you know that his parents would be proud of the 2 of you, but mostly Poe. They'd be proud of the man he has become. A resistance general. A husband. And now a father.

"Our baby is so small." You let out in a whisper,

"Yeah they are aren't they darling." Poe responded with a smile. A while later, the two of you made it back home. Your cravings hadn't been crazy crazy, but you craved a lot of jogan fruit and blue milk pancakes. So, you decided that you wouldn't go out anymore today, unless it was absolutely necessary. Poe had you snuggled up in his arms and was watching some old holovids, with a bowl of jogan fruit between the two of you.

Looking at the scan of the baby again, tears started to come to your eyes. Pregnancy hormones. You knew you'd get them at some point, but you wasn't sure when. Poe seemed to notice that you had started to cry and immediately comforted you.

"Hey, hey baby what's wrong?" Poe asked quickly grabbing a tissue for you,

"T-they're gonna be so small. Like gonna be smaller than BB8 and- and BB8 is gonna be the best big brother ever." You replied sobbing in his arms.

"Oh Y/N sweetheart, is it hormones?" Poe asked gently holding you to his chest. You nodded and continued to cry. BB8 rolled up to you and let out a confused beep. He didn't understand why you were crying, there was no bad news, nothing bad had happened. Poe just shook his head and the droid rolled away.

"They're gonna be so cute and small. I just know that they're gonna be as smart as their momma. And BB8 is definitely gonna be the best big brother throughout the entire galaxy." Poe continued. He stayed like that with you for a long time, until he couldn't hear you crying anymore. As he looked down, he discovered that you had fell asleep in his arms.

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30 weeks pregnant:

It had been about 10 weeks since you had found out that the two of you were having a little girl. In honour of Poe's mother, you both decided that your little girl was gonna be named after his mother. Shara Bey Dameron.

You had both been in bed for quite a while now. It was about 2 in the morning. However, little Shara had other ideas and wanted to kick you. You had sat up, sitting on the edge of the bed with one hand on your stomach and one supporting you. It had been late, and you didn't want to wake Poe like usual. But knowing him, he wouldn't stay asleep.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, you were half asleep but desperate for actual sleep. Feeling the bed shift behind you, you felt Poe's hand gently on your back.

"Hey, you alright?" Poe asked with a deep sleep filled voice,

"Hmm? Oh.. yeah I'm fine baby, just tired. Shara hasn't stopped kicking for the past hour. And I really need to go toilet." You responded, your voice still hoarse from the lack of sleep you had.

"Do you want me to help you?" Poe asked, already knowing the answer and moving to your side of the bed,

"Please." You said, letting Poe come to you. As he came round to your side of the bed he kneeled down first and placed his hand on your stomach.

"Hey baby girl, can you not kick momma anymore tonight please? She's very tired and I know your excited to exist, but you gotta let her sleep. Okay little one?" Poe whispered softly to Shara. And somehow it seemed to work. You squinted your eyes at him. Was he magical or something. You had tried for the past hour to stop her kicking you and it didn't work.

"How did you do that?" You asked him,

"I don't know, I just told her to stop. C'mon Mrs Dameron, let's get you to the refresher to go toilet. Yeah?" Poe stated.

"Yeah. Thank you Mr Dameron." You replied holding onto him as he helped you up,

"It's not a problem honey, you know that." He said with a smile. The two of you returned to the bedroom and Shara was still calm. Finally you were able to get some proper sleep.

In the morning, Poe had let you sleep in knowing that night you had. With Shara kicking you, and needing to go to the refresher a few times. It was no doubt you needed extra sleep.

A while later you awoke, with Poe still in bed next to you.

"Hey there baby." You said looking at him with a sleepy smile,

"Hey, how you feeling darling?" Poe replied cupping your baby bump with his warm hands.

"Like shit, but it's not long now until we meet our little shara." You responded laying your head on his shoulder. He smiled at you and kissed your forehead.

"I can't wait to meet her. She's going to be so adorable baby." Poe said smiling still cupping the bump. He slid down the bed slowly and placed his head gently on your bump.

"Hey there baby girl, it's papa. How are you today my little one? Are you behaving this morning? You made momma real tired last night baby girl, you need to calm down honey. You're just like your dad, but we expected that didn't we momma?" Poe said talking to the bump and kissing it gently.

"Yeah we did honey." You answered, smiling softly at the sight before you. Shara wasn't even there yet, but Poe was already being a really good father. And husband.

You wouldn’t trade him for the galaxy. He was nice, kind, cute, hot, strong, funny and caring. The first time the two of you had met, he had helped you to fix something on your X-Wing and he asked you to go to drinks afterwards cause he thought you were cute. The two of you had both fallen hard for each other. And even now when you didn't think you could fall anymore for him. You could. The sight before you made your heart burst with love. Just seeing Poe talk to your baby girl, and telling her stories that she wouldn't be able to remember until she was older. It was something you wouldn't have thought would happen all those years ago, when you were by yourself on Tattoine.

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39 weeks pregnant:

Poe was somewhere else in the house at the time. You just got back into the bedroom from the refresher when you felt it. Luckily BB8 was in the room with you. Your water had just broke. It's happening.

"S-shit. POOEE!" You shouted for him, but he couldn't hear you.

"POOEE!" You shouted again, but still nothing,

'Mum?' BB8 beeped confused.

"Beebs go get dad now!! Tell him its happening. Oooooh shit." You replied to him, and then having a contraction.

'Ok.' BB replied to you and rolled away quickly.

BB found Poe and rolled up to him as quick as possible.

"Woah buddy you know the speed limit in the house." Poe said with a chuckle,

'Dad! Shut up! Mum needs you. She said it's happening.' BB let an annoyed and worried beep, wanting to get back to you.

"Shit!" Poe exclaimed running towards the bedroom with droid in tow. Rushing into the room, instantly coming to you.

"Honey why didn't you shout for me?" Poe asked letting you hold onto his hand,

"I did. F-fuck shit. Poee we need to go now." You groaned going through another contraction and squeezing his hand.

"Alright sweetheart, I've got you. I've got your hospital bag. Let's go." Poe replied helping you.

When you finally got to the med Bay, you were half way to being fully dilated. As you laid there in the bed, Poe stayed with you the entire time holding your hand.

"How you feeling honey?" Poe asked stroking your hair back.

"Like crap baby. Ohhh poe go get the nurse, I really want to push oohh shit." You replied throwing your head back at the intensifying pain, that you could feel even though you had been given medication.

"O-ok baby I'll be right back." Poe said rushing out the room to find a nurse. Not a minute later, he came back with some nurses and went back to holding your hand.

"Start pushing Y/n." The nurse told you, and you started to push.

"AHHHH f-fuck. Poe I can't do it. Ahhh!" You said panting and yelling in pain,

"Yes you can sweetie. You're so strong Y/N/N, come on darling just a few more pushes and we'll get to make our baby girl." Poe replied, stroking your hair back and letting you squeeze his hand as possible.

"Ahhhh fucking kriffing fuck!" You yelled with a final push. The next thing you heard was your baby cries filling the room. Looking over you see the nurses cleaning Shara and then passing her to you.

"Oh my god. Hey baby girl. Hi." You said to Shara who was laying on your chest with you crying. Looking over at Poe you saw his eyes streaming with tears and a huge smile on his face.

"Honey, look at her she's so beautiful." You said still tearful,

"She's so beautiful just like her momma." Poe replied with a crack in his voice.

"Do you wanna hold your daughter baby?" You asked looking at him. He looked at you with a look that made your heart burst again. He nodded and stood up so he could pick Shara up.

Poe took Shara from you so gently and cradled her in his arms. Shara was so tiny compared to him, and there he stood with his daughter barely an hour old.

"Hey my little girl. You're so cute, aww that's a big yawn. Look at you, you're so beautiful and your our little rebel." Poe cooed.

He walked over to you after walking around the room with Shara, and sat down gently on the bed next to you. Poe held Shara in one arm and you in the other.

"You done so well honey. I'm so proud of you." Poe said kissing the top of your head,

"Thank you baby. I couldn't have done it without you. I can't wait for beebs to meet his little sister." You replied leaning into his touch.

"I can't wait either baby. Get some rest okay? You just pushed out a whole ass human, you deserve some sleep." Poe stated looking at you already starting to drift off. You hummed in response and fell asleep, whilst Poe stayed there and held Shara.

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A while later:

You and your family had finally made it home. Poe had carried Shara in her seat, and you followed suite with your hospital bag.

"Hey beebs we're home!" You stated and as soon as you did, the little droid came rolling in all excited.

"Hey buddy, you gotta be quiet okay? Your little sister is sleeping." Poe said to BB8,

'Okay' BB beeped quietly.

Poe sat the baby chair down and knelt down next to it. Gently, he got Shara out and showed her to BB8.

'Is she really my little sister?' BB beeped quietly, observing the very small human being in her dad's arms,

"Yeah buddy, she is." You replied walking over to the three of them. What happened next made your heart swell to the size of the sun. And made Poe almost cry. Very carefully, BB8 moved his head forwards and placed it ever so lightly on Shara's.

'I love you.' BB beeped.

"Aww buddy." Poe said with a crack in his voice.

From that moment on, BB had stayed in Shara's nursery every night and every day she stayed in there for a nap. You couldn't ask for a better family. It was just you, Poe, BB8 and Shara. And that's all that you needed.

#poe dameron #star wars #writing #oscar isaac #pregnancy

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ashesrise · 4 years

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I should have my snazzy new google doc done tonight after work! IM SO EXCITED BC IM PROUD I WAS ABLE TO DO SOMETHING FANCY.

I mean I still need to do actual bio stuff for my beebs, but at least there will be a list of them lol ITS A START.

Anyway hmu on d.cord if you wanna plot or chat siren.#0927

imma probably set up wire again too for IC stuff.

#this is the most monday-est monday ever #and i hate it #pls end now pls #♕ . OOC ; ʟᴏᴡ ᴋᴇʏ . ʟᴏᴡ ᴋᴇʏ . ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ

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louistpdf · 4 years

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if you were able to have dinner with five celebs dead or alive who would you invite to dinner (bonus points for why !!!!)

I DONT KNOW WHAT GAME WE PLAYING BUT ILOVE EXTRA POINTS.

1. Harry Styles

2. Louis Tomlinson

those two together please i will happily be the third wheel. I JUST NEED TO TELL EM I LOVE THEM KDKSKKSKS AND THAT THEY INSPIRE ME SO MUCH AND THAT I LOOK UP TO THEM AND TJAT IM PROUD

3. Dan Howell

Ive beeb watching him since i was 13 and honestly we share a brainxell i swear it would be so fub

4. Porfirio Días

So you probably dont know him but he is v v v important in Mexican history and i idolize him a lil bit

5. Juan Gabriel

I JUST WANNA SING AND DANCE NOA NOA WITH JUANGA

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mistreaders-requiem · 3 years

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Firstly am sorry that the anxiety worms are attacking, I know the worms and they are mean.

3 Q's and some cute facts!

Q1: Which of your characters is most likely to try juggling and would they be good at it or end up dropping things and hitting themselves in the head?

Q2: In a friendly competition between two of your beebs, who would win at beerpong?

Q3: What would they call their autobiography?

Cute facts about some of my beebs:

Riag is guilty of talking to his plants when he thinks no one is watching. He thinks it helps them grow better.

Ruby dresses up her pets to match her. One year she put Christmas/wintersday lights on her jacaranda and it hasn't forgiven her since.

Galla buys gifts for cubs at the Fahrar but never puts who they are from. She remembers no one celebrating her birthday and since there is no way for her to know a dozen random birthdays - she just mass buys gifts. Some of the staff at the Fahrar want to protest but she will put them in a chokehold strongly suggest they reconsider.

(@uselessidiotsquad )

🥺 That they are friend, thank you so much for dropping by! I got the notif for your ask last night and made me smile real big!!

First order of business! The Qs!

Beebs who will try are: Viilhelm, Dyowana, and maybe Impyerno (purely out of boredom). Viil would struggle with it a lot and needs lots of practice to get decent, same for Imp! Dyowana would struggle more due to their slightly worse hand-eye coordination.

BEERPONG COMPETITION, BRING OUT THE CITY DRUNKARDS BOYS. Viilhelm and Barnaby. It's... honestly a pretty close match! Viil may or may not have cheated by using a different ball, but despite his effort to cheat, he still lost to Barn who...in essence...has not stopped playing beer pong since he moved into the Black Citadel.

In Viilhelm's attempts to cover-up his honestly hilarious retelling of his Bizarre™️ life, he'll call his biography something pretty edgy. "Mistreader's Requiem" (what can i say im stupidly proud of thinking up that term)

ALSO HELLO??!! PRECIOUS BABIES??!! I AM CLUTCHING MY CHEST, AND I LOVE THEM SM

Riaghael is not a renowned florist for nothing. Every professional has their secrets and I'm so honored I got the scoop for his 👀. Plants and flowers appreciate good company too!

Thanks to you, Sparkly Crimas Jacaranda is now canon and exists in my brain. Even better is the mental image of Ruby just straight up slaying fashion wars with her pets. 💞💞

AND LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST. MY FAVE. GALLA MY BELOVED (platonic). Not gonna lie, I imagined my Charr beebs as cubs who possibly recieved said gifts from Strangleforge herself and just... (clutches chest).

BLESSED INFORMATION ALL AROUND. THEY WATERED MY CROPS AND CLEARED MY SKIN. Thank you again so much for sharing!!

#the blossoms answer #u must understand that I stan your beebs. i care them. they are my beloveds (p) and i love each detail you share about them #💕💕 this was a super fun read!!

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kpopisthereasonihavenolife · 3 years

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TAY MY BB! First, saw you made some progress on your plans/outlines and lemme just give ya a quick HELL FUCKING YEAH 😤😤😤 we love productivity, no matter how small. Second, I felt compelled to share with you that I (fucking finally) finished my fantasy jk fic the other week (only took me 2+ years lmao 🤧). Idk I just wanted to tell you since your work was part of my motivation to start posting and we’ve been interacting since before I even starting writing. I’m so proud and excited that it’s over! (But now imma start rewriting the entire thing as a nonfic oof pray for me) Anywhooooo hope you’re doing peachy! Stay strong and healthy’ 💙💙💙

CAM MY LOVE!!!! First to your first, im glad for my small progress considering that typing in general is still a minor annoyance lol. At least for the soon release for Years END just needs another edit and not much typing lol. Second to your second, congrats on finishing that fic beebs!! I totally get the who years-long writing process; in October it'll be a year for Kitsune which is just wild to think about. As for rewriting it into a proper story, i'll pray for you sis. rip (I've thought about reforming a couple of my fics into storys non-kpop/anime related so i totally get it).

I find it crazy we've actually been interacting as long as we have considering a lot of our past convos were memes about Blight back and forth LOL.

Just remember not to burn yourself out and to take breaks between writing and what not!

#gingerpeachtae #ask

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very true, i’ve never met a dog or cat that wasn’t good,, oh so he’s really a puppy :’) yeah for sure, i’m sure it’ll just take a bit more time for him to learn it and stuff. I believe in him <3

the baby voice fjdjfjd thats so cute,, for charlie my mom started calling her beebalicious,,, for some reason,,, which was shortened to beebs and then i just call her b cause who’s got the time- I’m not fergie 🙄 never thought you’d meet someone similar in a good way or a bad way? but yes either way here i am fndjfns

babe? damn okay 😩✋🏼 youre really out here trying to turn me into a simp- you’ve never seen cheaper by the dozen?!? or pets- cause if it’s cheaper by the dozen you haven’t seen then that’s a crime

(yeahh even when they started introducing new people I was like hmm idk seems like too much for me to keep up with fnsjfnd idk many people that watch it though so i haven’t heard much else other than the alex thing. they did that man so dirty smh)

fjdjfjd ik ik you wouldn’t mind,, imma think about it cause idk how to like come off anon or whatever it’s called and not look like an idiot

YES that’s exactly the one i was thinking of. it did look super cozy, the only thing with cardigans for me is if the material would be itchy or something. though if it’s soft? >>>>

yEs I definitely liked it, imma go read it again now that i’m thinking about it 👀 you should be proud of it! it was really good, i’ll read more for sure if you write it <3

ALDNSKD the second i sent the last ask i definitely started overthinking it cause i’ve been looking over it all day dnskdnd it’s super all over the place and idek if you’d like it but i mean yeah maybe i’ll have to come off anon now cause idk how else to send it,,, i could send it here ig but my spotify name is kinda a giveaway (or maybe not, idk if you’d care enough to do the math fndjfndnf) and a kiss? 😳

- 🐻 <3

yesss, really hehe- thank you for believing in him AJKSFHA though he still has trouble with handshakes,, it might be a little bit 😔

SHAKHAJK its like so hard not to talk to them w a baby voice omg, they're just so cute??? maybe i can show off some pictures of them, if you want?? :O n beebalicious AJFHAKJ i like beebs though thats cute??? beebalicious though,, its so LONG i couldnt- AND similar in a good way i promise hehe

AKJFHJHJK oops <3 sorry, sorry hehe- BUT LIKE AKJHAK neither,,??? don't arrest me please :((

eeee yeah its bad,, from what ive heard the only og characters are mer, bailey, webber and amelia (and like- owen and teddy but id rather not get into that AJKHJK) and also they've like p much completely changed their characters- i dunno like 😭

mhmm okay :(( it won't be stupid though AJKSFHAKJ idk you could just text me or something unless you just wanted to continue talking through asksss hehe- but like i said its totally up to you though!!

i get that asjfhakjhj though most cardigans ive seen n stuff are pretty soft though! and we're talkin like actual sweater material cardigans ajsfhak the like thin cardigans- arent for me </3

AKFJSHK omg look- you're gonna make me flustered again smh, i'm really glad you like it! thank you <33

NOOO I BET ITS PERFECT THOUGH ASJFHAJK :(( im open to literally all types of music i promise, unless its like modern fuck boy country or modern rap- and all my playlists are a mess too- id totally love to listen to it !! its like so special that it makes you think of me like?? i was honestly super surprised by that-

#🐻 anon

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stellarbisexual · 6 years

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S2E8

OK LET’S DO IT I LOVE SECOND TO LAST EPS

Gah baby demagorgons scary as hell

omg i am S O PUMPED for el to save the freaking day

HOLY SHIT BYELER ANGST LIKE WHOA FRIENDS omg mike’s face :( :(

hmmm wonder if bob’s gonna die

shit son the lights are out it’s manhunt

EFF YOU SKIP INTRO WE LISTEN TO THAT BUMPIN THEME EVERY TIME

alright let’s go i have to have some Big Feels and Document Them

eww did billy just put cologne on his peen? wtaf.

your sister’s hella gone, brah

f-slur warning

“she’s not my sister” :(

ugh stop making me feel things for billy

“Malted?” lmao steeb

“Guys who cares? We have to go.” - I mean, real talk, Max.

omg my dudes STFU and focus.

ilu hopper stepping the fuck up to reset the breakers, my DUDE

“shall i teach you french while i’m at it?” lollllllllll

GO SAMWISE GO

yeah i got a bad feeling about this, bob gon die

quick gun lesson thx bro

aww bob knows he gon die

o hai jancy

OT3 BACK TOGETHER AGAAAAAAIN bless

come on friends BAND TOGETHER AND SAVE YOUR PEEPS

ok good we got the power back on oh shit if he dies they get to watch it live on the TV screens F U C K

omg don’t leave the gunnnnnnnn DANG IT

fuck paul reiser what are you up to

omfg PAUL REISER ARE YOU GOING TO KILL BOB

I CAN’T EVEN

DUUUUUUDE

WHAT IS EVEN HAPPENING

NO RUN NO RUN NOOOOO RUN SAMWISE RUNNNNNN

OY SAW THAT COMING A MILE AWAY woof

omg joyce leave LEAAAAAAVE

omggggggggggg :( BOBBBBBBBB

Mike holding Will eep <33333333

(i mean sidenote hopper be daddy AF tho)

JFC STOP SHOWING BOB BEING DEVOURED WHY

BYERS SIBLING FEELS THO <3

Ugh, poor fucking Joyce. Why. HASN’T SHE SUFFERED ENOUGH JFC

Aww Mike memorializing Bob, my sweet bisexual son

“What the hell is that?” LMFAO Hopper is Not About that D&D shit

Oh Dustin.

Wait but if you kill the brain does that mean Will dies? Like. WTF.

“He can’t spy if he doesn’t know where he is.” HMMMMM

Awwwwwwwww. Dustin x Lucas. Beebs.

OMFG Mike lay off of Max already JFC

Don’t give up hope on your telekinetic GF, my tiny bisexual son.

Ugh POOR WILL all tied up and shit whyyyyy

mike’s concerned faaaaaace :( :( :( :( :(

ugh winona ryder is so good guys like <3 acting legend status

A RAINBOW SHIP

WILL

HELLA

GAY

i’m crying bye

“AND YOU WERE EMBARRASSED. BUT I WAS SO PROUD.” NO. NO.

Y U DO DIS

byers family feeeeeeeeeeeeels

“Do you remember the first day that we met?”

uM. WAIT I NEED A SECOND. my bisexual heart needs a MINUTE BEFORE I GO DOWN THIS PATH WHERE MIKE WHEELER IS CRYING AND REMINDING WILL ABOUT THE FIRST DAY THEY MET. #N O P E

“i just felt so alone and so scared, but i saw you on the swings and you were alone, too.” FAREFUCKINGWELL FRIENDS IM DESTROYED

“It was the best thing that I’ve ever done.” N. O. N O

bye guys. it’s been real. i’ve ascended. ASCENDED.

there has never been a more bisexual character than mike wheeler, guys

officially

oh shit is he tapping out morse code wtf

waaaaaaaaait this roswell as fuck y’all

oh no he brought out the clash

MY TINY GAY SON

oh noooooooo

lol mike wtf kind of weapon is that

oh shit is it eleven. did eleven kill it. I AM DONE IF SO.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE myyyy hearttttttt it’s like the first time mike has smiled this whole seasonnnnnnnnn I AM D U N Z O

k i’mma need another minute or 5 before the next ep

#stranger things spoilers #sts2 livetumbling #byeler #mileven #byeler as F U C K y'all

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ilygsd · 5 years

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me and my mom fighting and it brings up memories from like 1-2 years ago when we were fighting all the fucking time, partly bc she was depressed and idk i just found it annoying or smth. idk why. its so mean of me to be so cold and just constantly scream at her and be angry at her even though shes sick and struggling financially but now when i hear her crying again i just cant........ stand it. i get so fucking angry its brings be back to 7th grade again and it totally pisses me off. i feel like seems playing the victim but i know she doesnt line i know its hard for her and she's been through stuff too but i just........... i dont feel anything. i dont feel any compssion or empathy at all i just feel ANNOY.

idk why i am like that. my older adoptive brother used to live with me, mom and lil sis bc he was depressed too and didnt have anywhere to live and i was so pissed. i went to this rich white school and i hated having divorced parents, a mom who was depressed and i couldnt afford all the other things the other kids could. now i realize what they got was fucking insane like they travelled abroad 2727 times a year and only wore designer brands at age 13 like who the fuck can afford that. but back then it made me feel like shit and my relationship to money is just....... even now i cant buy expensive shit. or yes i can, like computer snd stuff but i cant buy expensive clothes or make up cus i feel like such a brag and i still kinda feel like that cus dont like money but i also want money imd sving like s crazy person i have quite much money and i feel quiltat cus i have a lot but i still feel poor and i still cant get myself to spend. and my childhood was ever rough, my parents always made sure to give us what we needed (even if it wasnt like ine if those ugly juicu picture outfits for 100$ each) but i still hated the fact that my dad has to pay for mom and we had to live with him more just bc mom was depressed or not financially stable. i hated to hear them talk abt money and as the older sister i always felt responsible

it was hell back then and im soooo glad we're through that but ive always been the bitch dramatic annoying difficult kid that no one liked. and i was that bc....... idk i have so much anger and sade as within me i guess and also cus well.... then my lil sis wont have to do all this fighting. she was mostly quiet and if she was sad she was sad on her own (or maybe talked to mom a bit sfter). i think she was svared of me back then and i dont blame me i was very very aggressive and im still very aggressive when fighting

im just so frustrated. idk why im such s mean bigch i just cant stand it. maybe i feel guilty?? maybe im svared? idk but when i hear my mom cry i just want to go up to her and slap her. i remember when they divirced and i was like 11. it was like lodig a family again tbh, no it WAS losing a family again. i was always proud over our family but after that it was hell. and i constantly blamed mom and dad for adoöting us, then divorcing snd then getting fucking depressed and low key poor. i was so angry abt mom divorcing dad and i didnt even care why. its so insenditive bc i remember she called dad an enotional abuser and i can low key undersyand what she means but its more like my dad just not being able to express his feelings and he delas with it like pretending nothings wrong which is frustrating ss hell. were fighting a lot too cus he refuses to see things and hes always this positive hoe like..... anyways i blamed her and i saw her as my enemy. thats a problem i have i alwyas see people as friends or enemies and nothing in between. i always think ppl want to hurt me, even my own boyfriend. wow ive been so mean to him too. a mistake and i avt like hes the worst fkn scum on earth just trying to stab me. i blamed mom for everything and the worst thing is that when she says "shes okay with it", me blaming her snd she undersyand its i just grt even more angriper and frustrated and i just cant stand that goody goody. same with my boyfriend when i was treating him like trash and he forgave me i was like........ bitch no

i dont know why it id like that. its like in pushing people away. i obviously do, i realized. i always thought i was the one clinging onto ppl and them ababdoning me but im actually pushing them away bu being a dramatic bigch snd always starting drama when im not satisifed. i started drama with my friends cus i felt like they didnt like me which was actually justified tho cus they beger invited me to anything and they cut off ppl if they one day decided they didnt like them so i was constantly scared snd wanted more attention eve tho they gave me everything. and obviously that fucked shir up and they cut me off snd i went BANANAS.

why do i always go bananas. its happening iver and over again. i alwyas go bananas and im always so hateful. my attitude to everything is like: "ITS ME!!!! IM THE CICTIM!!!" i really have an inferior complex dont i?? but i also kinda have a superior complex too? where it ink im better. but i think my superior complex is like s defense mechanism to my inferior. im like a bully but more of a drama queen. i remember when my ex bff called me a drama wueen i was soooooooo offended and now i realize bc its true. i am a drama queen but not bc i think its fun fighting thats why i got offended. ppl always think k want to start fights and like to start fights and...... its kind sture but not really. its true that i always start fights and that i feel like i have to fight allt he time but its simple bc of what i justs aid; i feel like i always have to fight and win. life is a constant battle for me, everyones after me. i have to fight even though im anxious all the time im fighting.

i dont understand why im so mean all the time. like when my mom is crying or when she was depressed or when me and my boyfriend are fighting and im so mean i make him cry i dont feel anything. i once said to my dad "now i understand why mom divirced you" and i didnt even feel bad about it. i just get annoyed, especially at my mom. i just want to tell then to shut the fuck up and when i was younger i literally did. my parents got divorced, my mom got ptsd, our money.... :// and i literally just blamed her for everything. for breaking up with dad, adopting me and my sister, divorcing, getting sick, getting bad economy. i hated her and i was such a mean little bitch. we fought constantly for years and even though its better now...... its still there within me. i was fighting with her again today and heard her crying and i just..... wanted her to stop. not because i care but because it makes me feel bad or something i dont know? oh yes, that must be it by the way. its probably guilt. yes its definitely guilt. even when she forgives me and even my boyfriend forgives me for being mean i get even more annoyed and it MUST be because i feel even more guilty?? i dont undersyand though why am i alwyas so mean. its really true i feel like the world is against me. i see people as friends or enemies and nothin inbetween like my boyfriend can make a mistake and i can get so fucking angry bc i think he wants to hurt me or something which is horrible. hes literally crying, telling me that he's been there for me all this time, when i wanted to die, when i fought with my parents and lost all my friends. hes telling me; "ive only been trying to help you. ive only been kind to you. why do you think i want to hurt you. i love you. why cant you see that"

just thinking back at those words gets me teary. hes so right but at moments like those i cant see or feel it. im blinded by.... i dont know. paranoia? hatred? fear? at that moment i refuse to see the truth in his words and instead i grow even more annoyed. and then i feel guilty and i try to shut him out which im doing by blaming him. i once forced him to break up with me just to blame him for it. thats some psycho shit and no matter how much im trying to undersyand i dont undersyand my own behavior but i also know im the first one to declare WAR as soon as someone criticize me. only my boyfriend can criticize me (when im stable, uhhh when im not stable im afraid i would be very very very mean to him). i only tteust him. but im also so guilty. hes too nice for me and we all know its true. im just using him. im using him. first i used him for his love and undersyanding. and now im not even in live with him anymore. now i use him because of everything we've been through, because i trust him better than anyone and because im svared of being alone and unloved. i dont know if i live him or if thats just some sick shit an abuser would tell themselves to keep staying with their target. i'd like to think i love him but maybe i only think about myself. maybe im only living on his love anyways because i sure as hell dont live myself. can i really say i love jim? look at me. im sad and i feel bad im about to text him i love him but then is top myself.... is that only me manipulating him? manipulating myself? i want to believe i love him to make me feel ebtter? ir would make sense considering how much i use him tor reassure myself. ive beeb doubting our relationship a lot and everytime i use him as a comforter to tell me everything will be fine.

i feel like im always mean and scare people away even though i want them to stay with me. even though i want to love them. why is it like that. why do i always feel so fucked up

sometimes im afraid to show this side and sometimes im not.

in struggling between moving on from the disgusting person i was but like..... i dont wanna escape. i feel like im only ignoring her snd i dont deserve it. i feel like im still that person no matter how much i try to move one idk. maybe its time? maybe it would feel better if i apologized but i just.... cant. im too proud. they both apologized to be snd in the moment i accepted and apologized to them too but now..... i dont know. sometimes i feel like i was a complete bitch and everhthing was my fault which it was. i was having a war with myself and i dragged them into it. i was paranoid and thought they only wanted to hurt me. but st the same time i also KNOW they did things that werent very smart. i dont think they did it on purpose like i think back then but...... fuck it was stupid and im still mad about it. i just felt so abandoned and humiliated and the reason i got so depressed back then was because i realized its because of who i am. similar things have happened before but i just kept going cus i thought they were dumb af but now i really realized i got issues. snd im afraid i wont ever be able to make a real friend if i cant fix it

i feel like i have to hide it and if i hide it and cant show it im a bad person and ppl will judge me and hate me (justified)

im trying to be positive and the better im feeling, the less mean i am but like...... im still mean and abusive.

#diary #odfidk

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