#im quarantining with my parents

[forgaeven1]

guys i got chicken pox. give me a sec to recalibrate things irl and then (hopefully) i’ll be here 💀

#believe it or not i was doing replies when the little blisters on my chest #got REALLY worrying for me #i quickly went to the doctor then. got the diagnosis. getting ready to isolate myself @ my parent’s place #(the place im at isnt ideal for a quarantine) #my whole body aches!!!!! #anywhoooo. yup. thats whats up #imma try to be here soon tho fr #thanks so much for all the patience 🙏 #gen: out of character.

[oscar-piastri]

my sister and i’s relationship went from: ‘i wanna kill you’ (and actually trying to when we were kids) to ‘do u wanna help for my wedding’

#march 2021 being where our relationship evolved a lot and we got way closer through grief #bc nobody could understand her better than me and i made it possible for her to move on more easily #and she had my back when i was out of quarantine just to attend funerals because she and her bf were the ones holding my hands and hugging- #-me while i cried bc i couldnt say goodbye #for context my grandpa was dying and my parents didnt wanna tell my sister. told them to tell her and let her go to the hospital to say- #-goodbye while i wasnt able to go bc of covid #as soon as my parents told her she texted me thank you. sadly he passed away before she got there #but she got my crush to text me to cheer me up and she texted me to reassure me #and then she had my back for the funerals and im forever grateful #cassy is speaking #*

[zeawesomebirdie]

Nine days and about a million words of superbat fic later, I think we're finally back to our regularly scheduled program here on the ZeAwesomeBirdie blog! :)

#vent post #not actually a vent lmao but thats the tag #(wow i havent used those tags in a *while* i had to go back and check what they were) #but im at that stage of quote unquote recovery where while i *do* still feel like ive been hit by a truck #(several trucks. actually.) #i am very well aware i do *not* have the capability to do much else *besides* read #even though im getting antsy #im waiting for one of my parents to get the various b@tman movies ive requested from the library for me #because i am low key still testing positive (and im not actually 100% on this but i think i might have/end up with long covid) #so im still under quarantine for the foreseeable future #but this is fine cause like #i promised myself id finish my current season of gunsmoke before i got too invested in any new TV/movies #since its so rare for me to do TV/movies in the first place #so thats what we'll be doing today! #at least until my fixation grabs me in a chokehold and forces me back to fic (affectionate) #id actually really like to be writing because heaven knows my writer's brain *never* shuts up #but actually this is the first time ive been too sick to write in.... literal years #i wasnt even too sick to write when i was bleeding to death yknow? #but im too antsy for fic. so. #finishing Gunsmoke it is #lucky for me Chester is such a pretty guy 👀 #anyway yeah we're back to our regularly scheduled programming here now :) #ill make a pinned post if (when) i do another liveblog once i get the movies #love yall hope yall are having a good timezone! #also fuck my brainfog for making a typo in my own url ??????? #like bro #(this is a huge part of why i cant currently write lmao)

[mxwhore]

Ive started doing bits of stretching and exercising in the mornings and holy fucking shit my back feels so much better rn

#did u know. i used to be ripped? #back when i was living with my parents in quarantine. i had the time and space to do 2 hrs of cardio each day #i could destroy melons with my thighs. which is moral because melons suck #nowadays im a soft babe. depression got worse once i started living with my grandma #but i cleared up a space from myself in the backyard!! now im exercising again #i swear to got ill become a sweet bear daddy #tessas txt

[wriochilde]

god i need to draw so bad

#i never go this long without drawing on my phone for at least an hour #i dont know how to explain it .you know when a part of your body aches and you cant focus? its kinda like that #i cant work on anything because my hands feel restless #and yeah i have a sketchbook and honestly its helping a lot but i dont have time to use it #i can tell my parents dont like the fact that i enjoy drawing. they think its useless .after all #why would you be doing something so pointless when you could be reading the fucking quran? #god im so tired #i cant go through another quarantine i cant #this is just like how i was forbidden from drawing on anything for a week back in covid #finn.txt

[sugaroto]

I went to the Christmas fair with my friend today and the 2 seconds she turned her back to buy something my "father" came up to me

So yeah I met this guy today 👍😀🙃

My little half-sister was there (I'm just realizing this is the 1st time I saw her) and he turned to the child and was like "this is your sister" (in English, cause he's an English teacher so I doubt they like, talk Greek in the house or whatever) and the child just looked like at the floor, cause she doesn't know who the fuck I am and I was like "hi" (γειά σου) but obviously I'm not the sister she knows so why would she care yknow (she's like 5? Or something, maybe less)

#in case it hasn't been clear by vents so far im kinda fatherless but i live in a small place so sometimes i may run into him #last time i saw him was in 2020 before the first quarantine #and before that i think i hadn't saw him in like 13 years #and i also have 2 younger half sisters #and i just met the one today 🤷‍♀️😅 #also its a huge story why i don't want to see him #so to 2-parented people pls dont apologize when we tell you our parents are divorced its fucking weird #'oh yeah my parents are divorced' 'omg🥺🥺im so sowwy i didn't know🥺🥺' bitch what the fuck why are you apologizing #its for the best #sugarenia talks #sugarenia has friends #sugarenia has family #sugarenia diary #sugarenia #sugaroto

[ratsonas]

umm so i tested positive this time im going to kms

#i feel so fucking awful being the first roommate to have covid 😑 #im going to my parents house to quarantine bc its more room so at least im not exposing them any more

[xxlovendreamsxx]

i got covid from my sis over a week ago and tho i no longer have symptoms (well i have some tiny bit like slightly congested nose and slight cough) my brain is like scrambled eggs about everything. something in me has just been off every day now. i try to write but i can’t find my words. i try to game but i feel almost dissociated from them or simply not present enough so i can’t find the focus and basically fuck up all the time. i try to watch shows/videos/movies but it takes a lot of effort to stay focused. i try to organize future novel shit but literally just can’t come up with anything even if i know what i want exactly.

i know i need to give myself and my body time to fully recover from covid but im sick of this already lol

#over 2 years of avoiding it and then sis comes down for a vacation with her bf and kids #and her bf had cold symptoms #but he 'tested negative' so they came anyway #and 2 days later i have covid #i was livid yo #the whole fam got it #my parents pretty bad #luckily it was a very mild variant #we think omicron #but it still hit them hard #and i'd hate to think about what would have happened if they got a more severe variant #im still pissed off at my sis #like idaf if you test negative #in these times with the pandemic just dont come at all if you feel weird in any way #and then she had the gall to not even quarantine #'i put on a mask' #IDGAF YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO QUARANTINE BINCH

[dreamonminecraft]

I wish the dream team meetup was happening this week 💀💀

#im quarantined from work and school and i get to stay in bed #and my parents can't yell at me because im literally so sick with covid #it should be mcc or the meetup or something damn

[bbeelzemon]

guess who got covid :)

thank you [roommate who went to florida and disney for a week and came back to our apartment with a bad cough and didnt take a covid test about it until like 24 hours after she got home]

#i do have 2 things to actually feel good about i guess #1) 2 and a half years without getting it? thats pretty good i guess #2) at least it wasnt my fault i got it. it wasnt ME being irresponsible and getting it someplace myself #however im pissed off because not only do i have to go through this now #but frill has to quarantine with me and theyre currently negative so im really worried about giving it to them directly #if frill or anyone in frills family gets covid because of me im going to bite and attack and maul our roommate #for bringing this into our home. #we went to frills parents house to quarantine away from roommate but i guess we werent quick enough so i got it anyway #and now im so so so paranoid i made a big mistake suggesting we come here. what if frills mom gets covid because of me 😭😭😭 #btw i have a fever and im so sweaty. but for now my smells and tastes are still normal so thats good #i was also a bit migrainey last night/this morning i felt really light sensitive and nauseous and my head felt like it was being squeezed #i wouldnt have thought to call it a migraine but frill said it sounds like the migraines they get occassionally so. probably #my face still feels weird but mostly i just feel really really hot right now. sleepijg was very annoying i woke up like 6 times #im also not bedbound currently. so thats good! gotsta appreciate the little things in times like this #it also doesnt feel like its in my lungs yet its mostly in my throat and head and a temperature thing #so. fingers crossed!

[eiiidetica]

ok so now that i am sick sick sick again, i will probably be way more around the next couple of days (between naps) so i feel like i’ll either 1) update pages on here/verses, etc or 2) just add more people onto my multi LMAO

but also plot w me because that is a fun distraction too thank! THANKS! 

#ooc ! #this is the worst #i lowkey dont remember much about the 14 days last time #now im like quarantined in my parents basement so #here i AM!

[rotgutinc]

realizing one of the only reasons im alive is my willingness to lie and my ability to lie

#would not have had my best friend as a child. would not have survived a year and a half of quarantine with my parents. #would have to suffer the embarrassment of telling my family that im not actually alright with my mother's death

[jay-catsby]

i try not to talk abt it too much or dwell on it unnecessarily but i am carrying around a grief thats so enormous that i keep dropping it and i cant hold onto it all. i see a lot of people on this website talking about a nebulous or unspecific grief but to be clear mine is not like that. i know exactly its shape and its origin and it's shaped like four years of college and i cant put the grief down and i cant get the college back

#ive spent a lot of time crying over the grief but i want to give a special mention to one of the first ones #i got covid during my senior week along with most of the rest of my graduating class but when my two week quarantine was done #my parents and brother and i went out to dinner to celebrate. as we do! #and in the car on the way home with my teenage brother driving i played 10000 maniacs' verdi cries #along with other songs. but that was the important one. #and i cried like a child and begged my parents to believe i wouldnt let them down #and 18 months later im still unraveling how the grief convinced me that i was going to disappoint them.

[mosviqu]

thought i dont really care but turns out i do. gonna be the saddest christmas yet

#my dad has covid so he is quarantined in my parents bedroom #and my brother most likely wont come home for holidays bc of that #just the thought of me and my mum having the christmas dinner alone is breaking my heart #sure i dont like christmas but man couldnt i just have a regular christmas day w my family? is that too much to ask for ?? #havent had christmas mood for years but this is making it even worse. #tried treating it w humor and tried making it seem like i dont mind but man i do i really do mind and im so upset i could cry #(i currently am)

[zeawesomebirdie]

Girl help how can I still read obscene smut (affectionate) with a straight face, but I have to keep putting my phone down every other paragraph because they're both idiots (also affectionate)

#im trying *so* hard to not need to tag this as a liveblog #guess who just started another fic that may or may not be beyond my fandom blind capabilties #yes im still fandom blind even though its been *counts on fingers* 300k? 350k? worth of fic since monday night #hoping those dvds (and a comic book) come in over the weekend..... #my parents are going to have to pick that stuff up from the library for me #(cause yknow. im quarantined rn) #and they are going to judge me *so* hard

[princesscedar]

#uhh i know i can't blame all my problems on my parents and i gotta advocate for myself n be an adult but like. #the absolute comedy of refusing to teach your eldest kids how to drive goin to the point of terrifying them because 'you'll kill someone' #and terrifying them (the daughters) about uber lyft etc and even rly riding the bus. thus encouraging them to isolate #to the point of basically having no future plans. and also when they try to drive anyways you say the real reason is because the insurance #price will skyrocket and then the one saving money for her own car n insurance (me) do total quarantining for two years so the saved money #is gone because everyone still lives at home (and no im not mad helping with expenses i do live here but.) and now #their dad can't drive at least until end of october and only ONE person can drive 9 other ppl. with kids who have upcoming testing #and appointments. so attempting to find a job is near IMPOSSIBLE because remote is a joke/for more skilled workers and anything else #hiring must be driven to but bills are piling up and food doesn't stretch n your kids feel like leeches with no solutions is just!!! comical #it's funny hilarious!!!! i should've gone to college i should've dipped at 18 i should've broken more rules this SUCKS!!!!! #silly girl hours tho :3