#im readin the texts btwn me n my best friend (instead of writing smth w a deadline or fuckin sleeping bc i have to be up in 6 hours 😂😬💀)

[cryolyst]

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#im readin the texts btwn me n my best friend (instead of writing smth w a deadline or fuckin sleeping bc i have to be up in 6 hours 😂😬💀) #and like. man. i miss her sm bro. #we had a bunch of plans to hang out when uni wasn't kicking her ass as hard and then the fucking pandemic hit #im so glad we still talk regularly but i def feel our recent texts have been all about ME ME ME #like yikes scoob can i talk about smth tht isnt myself for once #hhhhh but like. when we talked last summer abt like. planning a party together n setting stuff up n getting stuff done. so much nostalgia. #(anna if ur reading this. want u 2 know u're an amazing event planner even if u hate doing it. would not ask for a better partner in crime) #anyways just. overwhelming feeling of love in this chili's tonight. #unrelated but i found a text where i said i had an embarrassing story to tell when i saw her in person #that i refused to spill over text bc i didn't want any physical evidence of it n i was like??? bro what?? #but i looked through the time stamps and found out it was just me seeing my crush in public and being super gay #udjdhdbfjdfhcj there's like textual evidence of it now somewhere bc i remember telling it to a girl i got a crush on in april #when we were like. swapping stories about being Gay Disasters and our respective Gay Awakenings JSJJSKSHSKGSK #i should hit up tht girl now. i still have a major crush on her but she's also a rlly cool friend #and we haven't talked in a while bc of my recent Bad Brain so like all my social energy goes towards talking to two (2) irls #i was actually looking thru the texts bc i remember saying smth abt an irl i haven't talked to in a while #like this sappy message to my best friend saying 'i hope th 3 of us r friends until we're old n wrinkly n in a retirement home together' #anyways this post is a long winded mess and i have like 3k worth of fic to edit now good bye #they speak!