#im sad 3000

[h-doodles]

boy the sudden outpour of angst ideas for larissa weems x reader in my brain got me weeping so bad i feel a fever coming on

#ALL YALL POSTING ABT FALLING OUT OF LOVE BUT MY BRAIN GOING 700 MILES FASTER AND 3000 YEARS FURTHER WITH A #the love was still there. it didnt change anything. #ABT READER LEARNING SHE'S DYIG SOON. BUT KNOWS LARISSA IS SWAMPED WITH NEVERMORE & DEALING WITH THE KIDS. AND SHE ALSO LOVES #HER NEVERMORE FAMILY SO MUCH. SHE CANNOT BEAR TO MAKE THEM SAD #AND BC LARISSA IS SO BUSY. SHE HASNT REALLY LOOKED @ HER WIFE. AND TO READER ITS JUST OKAY. AND CREATES A MINI VIDEO JOURNEY #AND LIKE. ITS JUST ALL THE LITTLE THINGS SHE LOVED TO DO WITH LARISSA. AND THE KIDS. AND OF LIFE U KNOW. #and its wonderful and sad and beautiful #but she's dying and she doesn't want anyone else to know; her family had gone the same way too and thats how she wants it to end #and its just. augh. not my brain adding more angst rn #where her one & only friend notices #and is the one bringing her to all her doctor's appointments (outside jericho ofc. she knows her wife would know the instant had she been #diagnosed there) and like. Larissa getting more and more suspicious of their outings and accuses r of infidelity #.......and at this point r is just. done. and lies. #and gets out of Larissa's life. and everyone's just. shocked & devastated #R leaves but also begs her friend to go away. because she's just counting her days at this point. and you know what #the kicker here is that they agree knowing this was the last act of kindness they could give her. #AND LARISSA STILL DOESNT KNOW. #and wouldnt have known until Wednesday had a vision of a phonecall that'll shatter her #........shit. im crying again haha #anyways i love cinematic orchestra's i built a home <3 it really gives me such the best angst storylines #personal.txt #clown.txt #mod lee speaks stuff #idea.txt #larissa weems #larissa x reader #larissa weems x reader #lee writes #lee writes stuff #my fic

[historicallyaccuratecheese]

Literally just saw a homophobic Magnus Archives fan, what has the world come to

#tma #the magnus archives #who gave the vase an account #you know how people say tma fans have to be queer mentally ill or both #this guy was mentally ill #but not in the cool way #just in the sad loser way #either that or they’re just a troll #but the point still stands #hopefully they get eaten by Jane’s worms #im still shaking it was like seeing a fish 3000 feet in the air

[holyviolence]

being medicated for adhd is actually so insane!! i am able to get shit done nearly every day!!!! my hygiene is better!! and my mood is generally sooo much better, i still have difficult mood swings but instead of like 4 to 0 being my emotional range it's closer to 7 to 0 😭 i genuinely don't remember the last time my emotional baseline was closer to happy than sad. and to think i could've had this and thrived in college....

#they didn't take my insurance then and i wasn't abt to pay $3000 😭 #hate american healthcare sm. #i don't like dwelling on the past and thinking of what could've been but it's SO SAD and infuriating bc i knew what the problem and solution #was all along but it just wasn't available to me bc im POOR!!!!! my life in college could've been so much better and that makes me upset

[nuggetindustry]

ive been working on a little something..... :'^) seek tags for some info on it

#okay so.....finale made me so sad. SO. im giving each of them a little music box with a shard/their whole gemstone #these serve as little portals to amphibia!!!!! they can go whenever they want!!!!! #i want them to be together and i want them to grow up together with their amphibia families!!!!! :'( #thats basically the core (huehue) reasons of why i made this #i sat down over the course of 2-3 days and wrote a 3000 word document on it #amphibia #amphibia spoilers #anne boonchuy #marcy wu #sasha waybright #my art #art #milosAmphibbyU

[the-harusahi4]

I feeling real tired these days

also rip the quality :(

#kagepro #kagerou project #mekakucity actors #my art #momo kisaragi #Can these bot accounts stop following me? #Like they used to follow me when i only had 3 followers and thats sad #And now they follow me again >:( #Also yeag im really tired i literally couldint see yesterday ok bye im prolly not gonna draw in 3000 years :(

[camptw1nk]

feeling very 🧍‍♂️ may not be around for a bit

#its nothing tumblr related really its more just irl #a mix of being tired and having deadlines and not being able to make myself work #and the. kinda harsh switch in vibe in the house from last nights everyone hanging out having fun #to todays me alone cleaning up after everyone and knowing that the others are content doing their own thing and don't wanna hang w me #which like!! is fine im not expecting to be the center of their world its just. #idk we used to hang out every night watching a movie or some tv and laughing #and ever since i got back from my trip we just. we spend time together maybe once every 3 or 4 weeks and it takes me asking if they wanna #hang out like 3000 times before it ever happens and when it does there's just. theres a disconnect #and I think they just realized during the two months i was away that theyre. maybe a bit happier without me #or at least they find it easier to not hang out #like theyve got jobs now so obviously they dont have time the way they used to but its not just that theres been a Shift #i think they also might. kinda resent me for the trip and having that opportunity #which sucks bc i cant. do anything ab that i had no say in the trip i didnt want to go #and even saying that makes me very. like that feels like such a selfish arrogant thing to say to want to turn down a trip across the world #but everyone who was here during that trip knows that i spent the entire time dissociating and getting yelled at and suicidal so uh #i dont think its selfish to not have wanted to go when i Knew it'd end like that but i think they might think it was #ANYWAY this got depressing and sad i dont mean to bring shit here its just i literally only have 3 friends and 2 of them r these ones #and the other is so emotionally unavailable and doesnt really take mental health seriously so #ooc. #negative cw

[timehascomeagain]

Everything making me want to bawl on my commute 2day. Am i pregnant

#Low elevation - wide eyelines panoramas too big to fit in the frame of sight - the world i live in now low and wide instead of tall and #narrow like the world i grew up in - The green is so fucking green. Too late for the certain kind of sadness and here it is anyway - the #stomach hurting as it always fucking does i feel like da bloatmeister 3000 - My life is a flash in the pan of the history of the world!!!!! #And im too scared to do what i want!!!!!!! WOAAAAAAA

[im-tempted]

I'm now just live blogging yugioh I don't care

EP 38

Wonderful knowing the context dark M is a real dead human man

So every time they pan meaninly towards him I'm over here like

Oh ya you show makers don't even know he's a real man yet but it makes everything you're doing worse

He happy for yourselves

#we keep looking over at him looking all sad hes gonna die #and im over here like #i remember when you died for this exact person 3000-5000 years ago and he can't remember that BUT YOU DO #you do remember dying for him and your trapped forever doing it over and over and over #but not in a sad way #in a you swore your life to him when he was a child and you will fucking follow through #adam fucking around

[sunfloewer]

would love to be writing love poems all day but i’m too busy processing the trauma of the first person who i may have loved (can you be in love if they don’t love you back?) using me and thinking about how i wish i had saved that level of comfortability and physical affection for someone else <3 brb listening to shrike by hozier 

#jinxbot 3000 #will just start writing sad fucking depression shit as usual #feeling like crying #i s2g if im ever 'in love' or w/e as in thee person i like likes me back i will SHUT UP!!!!!! #idc if it lasts a day!!!!! #im just tired #im tired of wanting thee impossible <3

[tgcg]

listen here on youtube

so first of all thanks for 3,000 followers. holy shit. thats 3000 more than i expected so thanks

i really didnt think this blog would get to this point when i made it. and im never gonna get over how kind and encouraging you guys have been for me. unending respect & gratitude guys.

we're closin in on the end of 2023 now and im resolving to keep doing right by you guys and having fun running this blog with yall 🙂 thanks forever

i wanted to do somethin special for it and i thought id share one of my biggest inspirations for interpretin davekat. which is music i think they'd like. when you routinely blast davekat doodles onto mspaint canvases at 2am you need a backing track and these are common choices for me

3 songs for each dude for 3k fwlrs. man thats crazy...

tracklist + lil commentary under readmore

dave zone

1... 21st century pop song -- hymie's basement

this whole album i associate with dave a lot even tho its very depresse mode. i have way too many plays on this song. that beat is so real.

2... vice principal -- why?

that record scratch bit got me bouncing&trouncing manm. ive been listening to this song since i was a lil shitty kid. this voice is my headcanon voice for dave

3... re-do -- modern baseball

get a load of them lyrics son. passage of time, dinosaurs, trouble sleeping, watching movies, fear of death, love of life. recent fave, big fave.

KARKAT ZONE

4... i see failure -- antarctigo vespucci

another new beat 4 me but damn its an anthem. love dudes who shout. self fulfilling prophecies of relationship failure are peak karkat 2 me

5... the minors -- kawai sprite

i have never played friday night funky. i found this album by pure fuckin chance and its great, if you like this song give it a shot. sounds adult swim-y. i associate a lot of songs from this album with kk its a very distinct sound that i just connect with him fsr. the bittersweet sad anger of it

6... exactly where i'm at -- ween

this is a certified karkat classic 4 me. "look at yourself your lips are like 2 flabs of fat, they go front and back and flappity flappity flap". one of my fave things about ween is they have really vivid lyrics and rlly consistently hit this cool spacey, semi-aquatic vibe. i think this is because of drugs that they are awesome, so lets all do more druggs today

#davekat #dave strider #karkat vantas #homestuck #playlist #goddamn... take care everyone

[crepuscularious]

gentleman

im back, bitches! apparently not a lot of you know that im a swiftie lmfaoaoaoa, so heres something cause slut is my absolute favorite its a fuckin' masterpiece

also, am i the only one who thinks that "in a world of boys hes a gentleman" means something else, lol. cause like this dude is in a group of boys, within those group of boys, but if he's in a group of men its a complete different story?!!??! if that makes enough sense.

one more thing, my short stories arent based on the song itself, its based on one line of the song. a lot of you were confused with my mad one and that it was different from what ne-yo was trying to say in the song. i hope this clarifies it :>

just a quickie for tonight, i feel so lonely hahaha... i should probably get a life

miguel x reader (mostly fem)

"everyone wants him, that was my crime. wrong place at the right time and i break down, then he's pulling me in"

youve been dating miguel for some time now, lets just say your relationship wasnt exactly... perfect

who were you to judge!? he was spiderman, so many females with different ages have looked up to him not only because of his heroicness, but as well as his physique, i mean have you seen that domino chip build?

you didnt mind at first, its not like you werent one of his fangirls before meeting him too, right? but no, you were starting to get pissed, no lie.

this caused a bit of a ruckus between the relationship of the two. a little screaming and shouting at the middle of the night when miguel forgot to tell her that he'd might need to patrol late at night again, or when she saw a girl with blonde hair and blue eyes kissing the masked man on the cheek on t.v! it didnt help when miguel had both his thumbs up and showing it to the camera before swinging away.

"mi vida, please! i told you im sorry. it was only for show, you know that!" miguel said, wrapping his arms around her waist as he places his chin on her shoulder while she was cooking dinner

"i didnt know that i dated a celebrity and not a hero then" you coldly said, turning off the stove and getting only one plate "i already ate dinner, eat without me" you said

but she hates it when someone is eating by themselves miguel thought to himself with a pout. he messed up, big time.

"mi vida, por favor" miguel said, shooting a web at her wrist to prevent her from leaving "im sorry, its my fault. i should have known better than to enjoy the kiss" miguel said, hugging his girlfriend tight

"i only like your kisses" miguel said as he snuck a quick peck on her cheek "maybe this isnt going to work, miguel. between the two of us" she said

this made miguel look at her with sad and torn eyes, "mi amor? im sorry if i was a bit overboard today, i understand my mistakes and i promise to correct them." miguel said, looking into your eyes with nothing but honesty as he holds both of your hands in his

"i know what i did was an ass mistake, and i understand if youre mad. but mi corazon, dont give up on us. i promise ill be better next time, ill know my limits" he said, his hands releasing from yours as he transfers then into your face, cupping it with his huge hands.

he gives you a quick peck on the nose and smiled "i love you, 3000" he said "please forgive me, lets work this out, i dont want us to end'

"you know, miguel. in a world of boys, youre a gentleman"

#imagine #atsv miguel #miguel o'hara #miguel o'hara imagine #miguel o'hara x reader #miguel o'hara x reader amor #miguel o'hara x reader fluff #miguel spiderman #miguel spiderverse #miguel x reader #miguel o hara #miguel o'hara angst to fluff #miguel x reader angst #spiderman 2099 #miguel ohara #astv miguel #spiderman 2099 x reader #miguel x you #ohara #spiderman across the verse #spiderman #spidey #x you #x you smut #x you fluff #x you angst #x reader #female reader #fem reader #reader insert

[space-spaghetti-s-universe]

Why Pokemon Legends: Z-A Should Not put any focus on AZ:

I don't know if this is an unpopular opinion but with the Pokemon Legends: Z-A announcement and all the discussion about it. for some reason so many of you can only talk about AZ. and honestly i hope we get nothing about him.

i hope he doesn't appear at all, if hes mentioned its about the history of Kalos and he never interacts with the player.

AZ's story is over, we got his backstory, his lasting effects on Kalos, and reunited him with Floette. there is nothing left to his story arc. his major role was being the explanation for how Team Flare got a super weapon. that's it. AZ has so much presence in the fandom even though he appears like 3 times in game and thats enough. hes not a major player in the game! he's a sad dishevelled man, cursed because he did genocide cuz he thought it would somehow get him his floette back. and by the end of the game he's repented, his superweapon is destroyed for good this time, and he reunites with Floette.

please note how broken up this man is that he finally reunited with his beloved pokemon.

AZ is only ever brought up when people want to discuss their wild fan theories or to salivate of "The Lore" as if AZ's actually done anything that wasnt dealt with in X&Y. Did his super weapon make the Area Zero crater? no because the Area Zero crater in 6 million years old -did you not go to the history class? What was AZ doing for 3 thousand years? after he got imortality he mostly moped and wandered cuz mass genocide didnt get him his Floette back. what happend to Kalos in that time? Kalos moved on? most of this "Lore" is either obvious, addressed in universe or absolutly not game changing! In my opinion: any poketuber talking about how AZ should info dump about what he did during his 3000 year mope are idiots who want a history textbook more than they actually want a pokemon game. and their reading comprehension sucks.

this is a bit of a tangent but i gotta get this off my chest: some of this focus on AZ is because some fans only want the opportunity to catch his unique floette. because you people are weird and must have everything for yourselves, i guess. I find it strange and bizzare that so many people are desperate to take this man's partner pokemon at all. like why? cuz its a unique floette? i don't really get it. I've seen so many pokemon youtubers who are desperate to talk about how they hope PL:Z-A will let them catch Floette and im sorry but do you(these poketubers) not understand pokemon? pokemon is about bonds and friendship and you want to break this one up because he has a special pokemon? have you people been watching and playing the same Pokemon i have!?

... anyway.

moving on, PL:Z-A is going to be focused on Lumiose City, on either its construction or some other aspect of it. AZ should not be involved at all, first its cuz AZ is still in his moping phase pre X&Y and will be until the events of X&Y. secondly because Lumiose is a modern city and AZ only affected changes during his reign as king, yanno 3000+ years ago? and thirdly, its called pokemon legends: Z-A. not ZA like some people keep reporting, the hyphen is important.

its not just AZ backwards, its an acronym Z-A. whether Z-A stands for Zygarde is up in the air, i mean the font choice points in that direction but who knows. either way i dont think PL:Z-A is gonna be about AZ at all and why would it Lumiose is about looking to the future and the trailer highlights this, why would they spend time looking to the ancient past in the game that in all likelyhood is gonna be about innovating and advancing into the future! and AZ is characterized by clinging to the past and not moving on!

In conclusion, I hope AZ doesnt appear in Pokemon Legends: Z-A, his story was complete in X&Y and theirs nothing to expand on that would be actually interesting to the majority of players.

#pokemon #pokemon legends za #pokemon xy #pokemon za #pokemon z #pokemon legends z-a #kalos #zygarde #long post but i had to get this off my chest #i dont mind emmet showing up tho #cuz him and ingo are directly being affected and affecting the world unlike AZ

[helloliriels]

"What's your name?" The radio host asked, encouragingly, "you sound younger than our usual callers?"

"Rosie," She managed to whisper ...

The static of hearing her own voice on the radio was a little jarring ... but she was determined to be brave. Looking at her dad's silhouette on the balcony watching the London fireworks display ...

"Sorry?"

"ROSIE WA-*BLEEP* and I'm SEVEN!" She spoke loud and clear this time, but the radio beeped out her last name and she was afraid she had done something wrong ... ?

"No last names, Rosie," the radio host was laughing a gentle, tinkling, nevermind kind-of laugh as she explained their security rules, "you must be a first-time listener! Lovely to have you on our program! And what is your New Year's wish, then, little Rosie?"

"It's not for me - is's for my daddy!" She grinned.

"Oh?! And what wish did you want to make for your father, this New Years Eve?"

.

"I think he needs a new wife."

.

She whispered, conspiratorially. Knowing ... If anyone could make it happen, it was her - The Woman!

"A new wife??!" The Woman, as she was called simply, by her followers, laughed that tinkling laughter again ... "and what's wrong with his old one?" She asked, teasingly.

"He doesn't have one!" Rosie answered, frustrated, "mummy died last year in a' accident ... an' he looks sad when he thinks I'm not looking ...

. ... I think maybe daddies need mummies to be happy?" She explained.

The hosts voice got serious and co-conspiratorial, leaning in to the mic ... "A new wife, hmmm? ..."

Rosie knew she had her hooked!

"Can you help me?" She asked The Woman, waiting breathlessly for her verdict.

"Oh, I'm sure we can, little one! But listen - to help your father, I'm going to need a minute or two to talk with him - is he there, Rosie? Right now? Can you go get him?"

"Ummm ..." Rosie glanced around the counter again to see John Watson's silhouette through the glass. Alone and hunched over the railing. His shoulders slumped like they had been of late ... ever since her mum died.

.

"He's here," she answered catching his sadness ... but ... how to get him to come to the phone?? "Hold your ears, please," she asked politely, seeing the receiver down, she stepped back, "imma scream like I see a 'pider. Daddy always saves me from 'piders!"

The Woman laughed again at Rosie's ingenuity and gave her show announcement to fill time ... As Rosie screamed, and John came running!

. "... This is Dr. Irene Adler and tonight we're talking about your wishes and dreams ... What's YOUR wish this New Years? Maybe the best gift you can give yourself - is a call to me! We're on the air live with a young listener who wants her father to once again find true love ..."

- Sleepless in London -

// AO3 // NEXT POST // MOVIE COVER //

(To be continued ...)

Tagging @johnlocky @fluffbyday-smutbynight @chinike @rhasima @luciangenic @masterofhounds @missdeliadili @janetm74 @totallysilvergirl @chriscalledmesweetie @mutedsilence @meetinginsamarra @musingsofmyown @hedgehoglovesotter @whatnext2020 @egregiously-chuffed @safedistancefrombeingsmart @pocketwatchofmycroft @kabubsmagga @arabbitjohn @bisexualmindcabin @sgam76 @scrub456 @peanitbear @peageetibbs @khorazir @kettykika78 @nitaelwyart @bluebellofbakerstreet @raina-at @7-percent @discordantwords @copperplatebeech @justanobsessedpan @topsyturvy-turtely @janiesprings @im-erin @k2ntwo @teamkidman @inevitably-johnlocked @ohnoesnotagain @john-smiths-jawline @loki-lock @turbulenttrouble @momma2boys @2smach @hp-nv-221b-3000 let me know if want added/removed any time!

#wishes and dreams #12 days of johnlock #new years wish #johnlock #sleepless in London #rosie watson #parentlock #but not really the usual way ... #sleepless in seattle #au #lockout films

[ultimateheadcanontournament]

Round Two

Sniper

"LORD THIS IS SUPER SPECIFIC LMAO. OK FOR THOSE NOT IN THE TF2 COMMUNITY:

Sniper has a secondary weapon called Jarate, which. Im not sugar-coating it. Its piss in a jar. Sniper has the bladder of a god and can refill a jar of piss in 20 seconds. I dont need to tell you that its not normal for that to happen. If I do, please consult your doctor.

Sniper develops this… superpower by taking Saxton Hale Jarate Pills, which supposedly tripled the size of his kidneys (and caused massive organ failure, which he supposedly cant feel because of the hale brand painkillers). Now, something super important to note: Saxton Hale is a fraud GASP. Its a well known fact that Hale's products are horrible, bottom of the barrel, sad excuses for products. He sells rocket launchers that can't even kill a man on direct hit.

NOW, I CAN ADDRESS THE NON-TF2 AND TF2 COMMUNITY AS EQUALS:

IF SAXTON SELLS SUCH SHIT PRODUCTS, WHY WOULD THE JARATE PILLS ACTUALLY WORK, AND WHY WOULD THE PAINKILLERS WORK?? HALE PROBABLY THINKS PEE IS STORED IN THE BALLS THIS MAN HAS 0 CLUE HOW ANATOMY WORKS.

Now, here's where the headcanon, dare i say FACT comes in: the biggest symptom of diabetes is lots and lots of piss. Other symptoms include abdomonal pain, which sniper can mistake as organ failure. Now why would Sniper never progress far enough to die of diabetes if he thinks its the pills?

Simple! Medic's medigun is a device that can restore cut off limbs, bullet holes, and my proposal: restore blood sugar to its normal levels. Medic probably knows but just keeps forgetting to tell him / thinks its funnier he doesnt know, and schedules regular medigun appointments to make sure Sniper doesnt die of what diabetes was once known as- pissing disease.

But behold! The piss rabbit hole deepens! Im 1800 characters deep talking about my piss headcanons why the fuck not right?? After the teams disband, Medic (finally) tells Sniper he has diabetes. He learns to manage it, leading up to the events of the comics- where sniper has access to needles. NEEDLES!!! THE SAME KIND I BASICALLY HAVE, A DIABETIC. We even KNOW Sniper has no reasonable reason for them- he has no poison (he injects them with moonshine), and while he IS a mercenary who enjoys his job (snipin's a good job mate), you can argue he'd want to keep his personal life and work life very separate, weaponry and poisons included. Sniper had the needles to administer insulin, especially since we know its just the needles, no poison or extra materials nearby. He literally says its his PARENTS house, why the hell would he bring weapons over that would bother them?

To summarize, Sniper has a lot pointing to either massively humongous kidneys, or diabetes. He shows classic symptoms, had access to 'treatment' without knowing it, and later shows up with needles at his disposal in an environment where he really shouldn't have needles. Ur honor, i rest my 3000 character long piss case."

"just show the jarate thanks. sorry for saying piss so much i absolutely know you didnt think you'd be reading piss headcanons but i genuinely love the idea that sniper has diabetes, as a diabetic myself. It just comes with the side effect that the main reason i headcanon it is entirely around fucking piss. I hope life is kind to you stranger :)"

Cinderella

"Cinderella was a trans woman and that's why no other woman in the entire kingdom had the same-sized shoes as her"

#round 2 #tournament poll #team fortress 2 #tf2 #disney #cinderella #tf2 sniper

[soshaaaa]

35 LESSON SPOILERS!

This post is full of Sosha's pain and sufferings, so here is some cute song to compensate it.

GOING THROUGH 35 LESSON WHILE BEING LUCIFER HATER IS LITERALLY THE MOST UNCOMFORTABLE AND SCARY THING EVER😭

I mean, we had a lessons that was focused on other brothers but.. Other ones were pretty chill, and as a Belfie disliker, I didn't wanted to throw my phone in the window during his lessons, they were interesting. The horniness and romance was closer to the end of 2nd lesson of each arc. Gor example, when Asmo trapped us in the castle, it was like, end of middle part of his arc. And Beel doesn't had almost anything. Levi was pretty lovey-dovey because of MC almost dying, but it was pretty cool. BUT HERE...

Like, it's 1st lesson out of 2 and IT'S ALREADY EXTRA HORNY AND ROMANCEBLE?! AND YOU CAN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING ABOUT THAT?!

This lesson is literally my nightmare 😭

I mean, it must've been a good thing for Luci simps, like i liked Asmo lesson but.. As a Luci's #1 hater, this shit is unbearable

I really hate when devs don't let MC choose anything, AND THIS LESSON IS THE PEAK OF IT 😭

SOSHA ROASTING LUCI BELOW, LUCI FANS WARNING

I dOnT wAnT tO

ASMO, ASMO, PLEASE, MY DEAR BOY ASMO, PLEASE

UM.. NO?!? I absolutely hate how MC didn't even had A CHANCE to say that "I don't really want to". I mean, ok, story needs Luci to go with them, but.. In situations like that game gives at least something like "Um, fine, if i have to..". But here.. NAW, STORY JUST IGNORES THE FACT THAT YOU MAY NOT LIKE LICU.

Im looking forward to you getting crushed by a train. You don't even deserve me to place my video on pause while you are talking bro.

Naw, i prefer some demon to eat me, that to get close to you, red flag.

Ok~ Then I will just cut off and burn this hand later.

Bro.. like.. I mean, getting an outfit for your partner is cute but.. If you keep in mind that i never chose a single LuciSimp option and literally have the lowest intimacy level with him.. THIS IS UNCOMFORTABLE, NOT ROMANTIC??? Ok, probably I'm exaggerating, but it sounds like "Well, your outfits are shit, so i gave you this costumes so you will not disgrace me. Thats probably will be the only appropriate clothing in your wardrobe, so wear it."

Naw bitch, i want to wear MY OWN FUCKIN CLOTHES. Ok, im definitely exaggerating, but its still annoying. Nightbringer is like "in this game you will have a choice!" and literally ignores your choices.

...DO I EVEN NEED TO EXPLAIN WHY I AM ANGRY?! of course, of course, he is probably in his puberty and is consumed by his pride but IT DOESN'T MAKE IT LESS ANNOYING😭

"Naw bitch, it tastes like shit, i think that Solomon's cooking is 3000 times tastier than this piece of shit."

-Sosha, didn't even took a bite of it

You are perfectly know which option i will choose..

And funny thing that won't even react if you will say that you were depressed. That's sad. And yes, pride, all that stuff, but still. Its so fucking hard to go through (not in a good way).

#obey me nightbringer #obey me #obey me shall we date #om! shall we date #om lucifer #om! lucifer #obey me lucifer #Luci hater #i fucking hate this #Spotify

[herbrattypsht]

Keeping Him Loved

Part2

(A/N: yall im so sorry it took my this long for a part 2 😭)

cw: slight angst, Erik being all sad and mean to himself, mostly fluff

It was around an hour and a half later when you finally finished counting.

“And done!” You say proudly, making Erik look up from his phone.

���Yeah, how many you count baby?” He asked, pulling you close and rubbing slow circles on your back.

“3000, took me forever” you mumble with a dramatic sigh, adjusting your baby pink silk bonnet covering your locs.

When you look back at Erik he has a look on his face, he seems upset about something but you don’t know what it is.

“You alright handsome?” You asked him, gently grabbing his face with your acrylic nailed hands.”You got something on your mind don’t lie to me”

“It’s just…I wonder how you can look at my scars and just not think about all the shit I did to get them.” He says it quickly, his features softening as he leans his face into my hand.

“I do sometimes, but I can’t blame you, you cant blame you, I can look past it cause look how far you’ve gotten in life baby, the only way you can get past it emotionally is if you forgive yourself” you make him look you in the eyes while you say that, rubbing slowly circles on his cheek and giving him a reassuring kiss “ I know it wont be easy but im here to help you”

“I don’t know what I’d do without you girl” he says with a chuckle, pulling you in for a kiss.

These are some of your favorite moments, when Erik can be vulnerable with you. Y’all have known each other for a long time, ever since yall was 15 to be exact. Erik was and always has been a difficult person especially when it came to being open about his feelings, but you loves the hell out of that boy no matter what, he treats you like the queen you are.

“You’d probably be sad with some other girl, i keep you loved and well fed you know” you mumbled, laying your head on his shoulder

“Oh I know baby, and I never want anything to change.”

@christinabae was the lovely person who suggested this be a series 🤎🙇🏽‍♀️

Part 3 soon I promise

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