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Maybe it's me.... Maybe there's something wrong with me....
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saskiaxblog · 2 years
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I'm sad
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1m-4ine · 1 year
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Sometimes I just want to
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akaemilia · 5 months
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Mãe, por que você foi embora? Por que me deixou e levou minha felicidade? Sinto tanto sua falta!
Mãe, eu já sofri muito na vida, mas nunca tanto como no dia em que você partiu para sempre...
Oro por você mãe, pela sua alma e para que Deus lhe proteja sempre.
Não encontro palavras para explicar a dor e a tristeza que sinto por você ter partido. Meu coração nunca irá ser inteiro novamente. Você era um pedaço de mim e perdê-la foi a pior coisa deste mundo.
Esteja em paz e ao lado de Deus, minha mainha!!!🌺💔❤️‍🩹
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nievesen · 1 year
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Ben bugün kelimelere de kırgınlık besleyebileceğimi öğrendim.
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plutoartemis1122 · 2 years
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I really don't want to be here no more
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emerald-notes · 2 years
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Sometimes I cry.
Don't ask me the reason.
Because then,
I'll cry harder.
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ashisnotok · 2 years
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I’m sad
And I feel like no one loves me. I hate being lonely, and I hate when ppl are like “if you don’t like being lonely make some plans!” As if I have people in my life who want to spend time with me. As if I haven’t already tried.
I’d give anything to not wake up and not have to feel this way.
Canceled plans? The world is ending. I am a bad person and I do not want to be here.
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smallgraymouse · 4 months
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Why do I feel most lonely when I‘m with other people? Why am I the only one who never sticks to a friend group? Why am I the only one who hasn’t close friends?
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shuaaflower · 7 months
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I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.
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that-guy-what · 1 year
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When comfort person isn’t here… :c
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I'm a failure.. and sadly that's all I'll ever be...
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aroaceleovaldez · 6 months
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reminder that the only reason the "ADHD is actually demigod BATTLE STRATEGIES" and "dyslexia is DEMIGOD BRAINS HARDWIRED FOR ANCIENT GREEK" things exist in the PJO universe is because it's a very direct reference to early 2000s teaching/parenting techniques for neurodiverse and disabled children, which aimed to frame childrens' disabilities and hardships as a "superpower" or strength so that the children would feel more positively about their disabilities or situations. This technique has fallen out of favor since then for the most part since more often than not it just results in kids feeling as though their struggles are not being seen or taken seriously.
Yes, demigods are adhd/dyslexic (and sometimes autistic-coded) in the series. This is extremely important and trying to remove it or not acknowledge it makes the entire series fall apart because it is such a core concept. Yes, canon claims that their adhd/dyslexia is tied to some innate abilities, which is based on an outdated methodology. It's important to acknowledge that and understand where it comes from! But please stop trying to apply it to other pantheons in the series like "oh, the romans have dyscalculia because of roman numerals!" or "the norse demigods have dysgraphia for reasons!" - it's distasteful at best.
A better option is to acknowledge the meta inspiration for why that exists in the series, such as explaining potentially that Chiron was utilizing that same teaching methodology to try and help demigods feel more comfortable with their disabilities and they aren't literal powers. In fact, especially given Frank, there's implication that being adhd/dyslexic isn't a guaranteed demigod trait, which means it's more likely to be normally inherited from their godly parent/divine ancestor as a general trait, not a power, and further supports the whole "ADHD is battle strategy" thing being non-literal. It also implies the entire greco-roman pantheon in their universe is canonically adhd/dyslexic - and that actually fits very well with the themes of the first series. The entire central conflict of the first series fits perfectly as an allegory about neurodiverse/disabled children and their relationships with their undiagnosed neurodiverse/disabled parents and trying to find solutions together with their shared disability/disabilities that the kid inherited instead of becoming distant from each other (and this makes claiming equivalent to getting a diagnosis which is a fascinating allegory! not to mention the symbolism of demigods inheriting legacies and legends and powers from their parents and everything that comes with that being equivalent to inheriting traits, neurodiversity, and disabilities from your parents).
anyways neurodiversity and disability and the contexts in which the series utilizes representation of those experiences particularly during the 2000s symbolically within the narrative is incredibly important to the first series and the understanding of what themes it means to represent. also if i see one more "the romans have dyscalculia instead of dyslexia" post in 2023 i'm gonna walk into the ocean.
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redysetdare · 7 months
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I think i just need to express that the culture surrounding QPRs right now made me think that i couldn't have strong bonds with my friends. Society told me i cant have strong bonds with friends because that was only for romantic relationships. Then i went into aro spaces and this idea was reinforced using QPRs instead of romantic relationships. it was "You can still have strong bonds with people without romance! It can just be a QPR instead!" "QPRs are MORE than friendship so you can have STRONGER BONDS than you would with friends."
it made me think that the relationships i wanted with my friends HAD to be something other than friendship for it to be as strong as i wanted. If i wanted to be the first person in someones life i had to enter some sort of committed relationship. if I wanted someone to care about me as strongly as i did them then it would have to be a relationship that was "more" than friendship.
I thought I wanted a QPR because i was told the only way to get that care and security that I wanted was to enter into a relationship that was "more" than friendship. because friends didn't care that much. because friends didn't live together their entire lives. because friends were never the priority relationship wise. and it took me years to realize that i didn't want any partnership and i shouldn't have to be in one to want these things from a friend. these things CAN be something friends can do. but i found that out on my own. because the aro community kept saying "you want a QPR" when i just wanted a friend who finally saw me as a priority in their life.
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lexxrozz · 2 years
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I think
I'm gonna hate myself
No matter what I do in life
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nievesen · 1 year
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İnsan evladı bazen boğazındaki o yumru hiç geçmeyecek zannediyor.
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