#im seriouslt having a breakdown

[tonysiron]

#lokius #loki #wowki #loki spoilers #time husbands #loki series #im seriouslt having a breakdown

[zarovich]

vent in the tags bc ihave no one to talk to and i need somewhere to rant

#personal #vent #i hate being this way idk why im like this #having a breakdown over textures being weird. over the fact that i cant stop picking off my skin #im covered in all the scars. so bad that ppl think theyre from fucking chickenpox ffs. no its just from me fucking up my body lol ❤ #my back seriouslt hurts from how much ive been picking at it. i really hope nothing is infected. i cant deal with that rn #it burns like hell.... nothing im not used to but that doesnt make it hurt less #kinda wanna die tbh but that feels dumb. i kms over textures feeling bad..... ig its true that im too dramatic #like i get it. i have ocd but it keeps getting worse as time goes one and nothing hells!! what am i suppised to do at this point #not only that but i have to deal with my chronic illnesses as well fml. im exhausted #i should see a doctor soon or something before i snap and hurt myself #id rather not be put in a ward again. itd be cheaper for me to die ffs #but god i need to sleep. its 4 in the morning #im hungry but im just gonna sleep instead of eat idc. ill eat when i get up if i remember #and if im able to

[hipchub]

ot4 doodles + pink  happy birthday @rosesau !! (-:

(i know ur up ot4′s ass so) i cant believe ur 20 bithc!! im not good at sappy stuff when it doesnt involve haryr or louis but ur honeslty so amazing?? and funny?? and kind?? basically id die for u & im so glad flronece meddled and made us friends (’: i hope u have the best day because you deserve it a whole lot!! tahnk u for tolerating my extensive breakdowns about harry’s legs, ahrry and louis genuinely seriouslt being twin flames, and harry being the village fool. even tho u dont always appreciate my fantastic joeks or m ylove for pineapple pizza, i  still love u ♡

#listen here #it's been 6 hours #why do i wait until the last minute? who knows! #but it was worth it bye #i also made zayn but i realized i couldn't add him so shucks #i ALSO ran out of time because liam took 327894 hours #so ignore the fact that ive used the louis doodle before #ANWYAS ITS 12:30 AM AND I STILL NEED TO SHOWER #SO GOODNIGHT #syeda #rosesau #mine