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bxlladxnnabxtch · 4 months

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Ghosting

SatoSugu x Reader

So I was listening to Mr. Loverman and this is what came out of me. Sorry for hurting y’all lmao but have fun crying to this. (IM SHATTERED NOW IM SPILLING OUT UPON THIS LINOLEUM GROUND)

Warnings: Blood, cutting (it’s not like THAT you’re using a cursed technique), betrayal, yelling, js all around angst.

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You felt the slice of something cut through you, and your heart sunk. Satoru could barely register how your face paled and your body grew taunt before he knew exactly what was happening. He couldn’t even stutter out a word before your form vanished from in front of him, and a pang of terror shot through him.

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You stood in front of Suguru, breathing ragged and form shaky as you watched the blood drip from his hand. You tried to calm down your breaths upon seeing his hand sliced open, a wave of relief washing through you when you realized he was alive. Still here, breathing. He’d noticed your presence, his head tilting up as he nodded in acknowledgement. “You came.” Was all he stated, and those two words had your heart stuttering. You mentally slapped yourself for the way your body reacted to his voice, his tone noticeably lower since you had last seen each other. Your jaw clenched as you looked him over, his hair had grown considerably longer, and he seemed oddly calm considering his predicament.

You took in the knife sitting on the floor beside him, and deduced that he was the one that had sliced his hand open. Perhaps in an act of desperation, or dare you say love, but you couldn’t bear to think that there was any trace of love for you left. “You knew I would.” You said, your tone cold as you looked down at him, he looked up at you as if you were his savior. “Still as smart as always.” He spoke softly, and your eyebrows knitted together at his tone. You let the silence linger as you felt your heart squeeze painfully in your chest. “You had no right.” You shook your head, breaths stuttering as you felt tears begin to brim your waterline.

You bent down steadily to wrap his hand with the bandages he had deliberately prepared before he decided to use your technique against you. You could feel the thrum of cursed energy pulse through you in accordance to his wound throbbing. “I wanted to see you.” He whispered, not daring to make his voice any louder in an effort to not scare you away.

A rush of anger surged through you, and your hands slammed against his chest in a fit of rage at his comment. “You wanted to see me?! Really Suguru?!” Your voice raised, tears finally spilling down your cheeks as you wiped them away furiously. “You could have seen me every damn day! You could have been with me and Satoru and it would’ve all been FINE.” You hiccupped, a heavy sob leaving you as a hand came up to your chest, trying and failing to sooth the insurmountable ache strumming through you.

He watched the tears run down your cheeks with a grimace, his mind switching between the crushing guilt of leaving you two behind and his newfound ideals he’d stop at nothing to pursue. “You know I couldn’-“

“Couldn’t what?!” You yelled, looking him dead in the eye as you waited for his response, but continued when he stayed silent. “Couldn’t find the strength to stay for us? To talk to us? To think we cared at all?!” Your face contorted into a look of betrayal, tearing your eyes away from him as your tried to take a few deep breaths. “We were all struggling.” You said flatly, wiping away the remanence of your sorrow. “But me and Satoru didn’t decide to massacre a village because of it.” You found the strength to look up at him again, the shine of his tears reflecting in the candlelight.

“So the next time you want to ‘see me’, or Satoru.” You got up, grabbing the knife from beside him. He made a move to stop you but you flinched away from him, shaking your head. “Remember that you chose this life. You chose it over Jujutsu, you chose it over your old life, and you chose it over us.” You looked down at the knife, the blade glinting in the light as you ran your fingers along it, feeling the sharp edge just barely grazing your skin. “Theres a lot of things I don’t regret about the time I spent with you and Satoru, but I do have two.”

You sighed, not daring to look up at him as you said your last piece. “One, that I ever allowed you to have a bond with my cursed energy. Maybe I’d have been able to avoid situations like this.” You shuffled; heart heavy as your lips downturned. “And two, that despite everything; I still love you.” You glanced up at him, finally bringing the blade to your palm as you have him a curt smile. “Goodbye Suguru.”

You pulled the knife back, slashing it down the center of your palm as you dropped the knife quickly. You felt the warmth of your blood beginning to drip down your hand, not paying it any mind as you tried to burn Geto’s features into your memory. Despite it all, you were still acutely conscious that this may be your last chance to ever see him again, and you hated it. He snapped up, seemingly realizing something as he called out to you. “WA-“

But you had already vanished, leaving him with only a few drops of your blood on the floorboards, and the phantom graze of your touch against his bandaged hand.

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When you appeared in front of Satoru, he let out a gasp of relief, gripping your shoulders as he brushed some hair out of your face, looking you over for any injuries besides the gash in your palm. “Are you okay??” He asked frantically, if he was asking about your physical or mental state, you couldn’t tell, and to be quite honest you couldn’t care at the moment.

You stared down at the ground, willing, praying, hoping that the agony in your chest would disappear, but all it did was sink deeper into your gut like a boulder was weighing it down. You wrapped your arms around Gojos shoulders, the man bending down to accommodate your height difference as he wrapped his arms around your waist without hesitation, holding you against him as if you’d vanish again. You buried your head into the crook of his neck, a wail leaving you, and all to soon the tears came back, along with a flood of memories that you would never be able to relive or add to.

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bug-buzzz · 6 months

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I'm shattered now im spilling out upon this linoleum ground

#izzy hands #ofmd #izzy our flag means death #our flag means death #izzy ofmd #this gif fucking kills me #it hurts to watch it #i wish i got shot instead of him #i am not even joking #i would take a bullet for him #i am so serious

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pink-car · 4 months

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mr. loverman by ricky montgomery

“i’m shattered now, im spilling out / upon this linoleum ground”

#mail time

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oleaspur · 6 years

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i'm mr loverman and i miss my lover, man

#im shattered now im spilling out upon this linoleum ground #jury.txt #tunes #ricky montgomery #god i love this dude. fycking hell

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onlinekitsune · 2 years

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assigning ricky montgomery songs to the rfa (+ minor trio)

hihi sorry for the lack of content!! i have been between moving and having really bad writer's block sadly (＞人＜;) but i hope you enjoy me assigning them all lyrics!! i tried my best and i hope they come across well! they're all songs from his self-titled album (link here) i also apologize if this is formatted weird i am on mobile !!

Jaehee Kang

song title: i don't know how

— i wanna be a word you say at night, i wanna be a feeling you can't fight.

— lovemaker, but no one knows if you're a heartbreaker. but you can't say if you're a life taker cause you can't tell if you're not

— i wanna be the one that makes you stay, i wanna be a name that you can't say, i wanna do it but i don't know how

Jihyun Kim

song title: my heart is buried in venice

— come rest your bones next to me and toss all your thoughts to the sea i'll pull each of our anchors so we can get lost you and me

— my heart is buried in venice, hidden beneath all my worries and doubts, my heart is buried in venice, waiting for someone to take it home

— even when you try to hide it a smile creeps out from your teeth i never thought that i would have to say im sorry to anyone but me

Jumin Han

song title: last night

— i was born in '53 with all my life in front of me i thought you'd care to notice

— baby's it's nothin' new since the start it was all planned out and always hard i'm sorry i've been gone i'm comin' home

— isn't it so interesting the way he branded all that he touched, oh well, somewhere in my heart of hearts i knew it all along but i'm still findin' out

Saeran Choi

song title: cabo

— white hair and white shoes neoprene bleach around a faded blue

— ashes to ashes, dust to dust, i think i found a place for us, it's down by garden it's in my arms, it's in my arms

— and i cannot say a word to you like this, wanna see you, wanna see you, wanna see you, wanna see you, wanna see you but i gotta resist

Saeyoung Choi

song title: a line without a hook

— all my emotions feel like explosions when you are around and i've found a way to kill the sound

— oh baby i'm a wreck without you i need you here to stay

— i broke all my bones that day i found you crying at the lake was it something i said to make you feel like a burden? oh, and if i could take it all back i swear i'd pull you from the tide

Vanderwood

song title: snow

— does it suck that i'm not so predictable? to me evergreen wasn't such a bad dream, oh, and sometimes things aren't as plain as they seem, darlin'

— here we are wasting our chances for the last time and when we go, i'll try not to be so slow

— skeletons, skeletons, what do we have here hiding from the mirror? say it once, say it twice, try to be nice, well let's not lose ourselves

Yoosung Kim

song title: get used to it

— used to go to university, used to be head of varsity, used to live inside this box with everyone noticin' me

— i'll be with you each and every night, chasing that horizon in our eyes

— you want a garden but you got a balcony and you're always lookin' for some company you want a say, well, what you gotta say? give in to me

Zen

song title: mr. loverman

— i'm headed straight for the floor, the alcohol served its tour, and it's headed straight for my skin leaving me daft and dim

— the ways in which you talk to me have me wishin' i were gone, the ways that you say my name have me runnin' on and on

— i've shattered now, i'm spilling out upon this linoleum ground (mr. loverman) i'm reeling in my brain again before it can get back to you (mr. loverman) oh what am I supposed to do without you?

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bitch-im-your-biggest-nightmare · 3 years

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Lmao imagine dating a singer [Corpse Husband x Reader]

“She literally only sings. Pretty sure she sings in her sleep.”

. . . . .

Warnings: Fluff & Swearing Summary: Where Y/N is singing in the background in one of Corpses streams stream and everyone he’s playing with is just shocked and amazed. Request: Yes A/N: We are back with the excessive/my attempt at being funny/summarizes the fanfiction titles. I was feeling really depressed so I decided to write some more. So I hope you enjoy. Also, my requests are always open, but I like to do work that I enjoy doing. So I apologize if your request never gets done. But, I may keep ideas in my head if I ever get into the writing mood :) FYI: C/N=Channel Name T/N=Twitter Name

. . . . .

Y/N nowhere near being classified as famous. She had a small audience around her on YouTube and Twitter, but that was it. She made music, of course. It was mostly meaningful raps and deep shit, but she grew popularity over doing covers of popular songs. Her most popular covers were ones of Buttercup by Jack Stauber, Chanel by Frank Ocean, Talk To Me by Cavetown, and her most popular was doing a cover of Agoraphobic by her boyfriend, Corpse Husband.

Y/N met Corpse through her YouTube channel that was known as C/N. He put a simple comment on one of her songs called “Tired Of It” saying he loved it. Corpse later messaged her on Twitter asking her if she maybe wanted to do a collab song, and Y/N was quick to say yes after checking his music out.

They made the song about emotions.. it was about struggling with depression while trying to keep a career up online. They called it “Just A Sad Song” because they had no ideas for a title. Well, it exploded on Y/Ns page and gained her nearly 1mil subs. But she was only popular for a year before keeping a smaller and strong audience. Even if her view count went down, she still came out alive with someone she fell in love with.

After a couple dates with Corpse, they became official and Y/N moved in with him. Y/N was the best thing to happen to Corpse, and he so happy with her. She brightened his days up, she put a smile on his face. She made him feel loved, she made him feel like a fucking explosion of rainbows and flowers. Corpse wanted to keep the relationship on the downlow, so they never spoke of the relationship anywhere online.

Corpse was currently streaming with his friends. He was playing with Sykkuno, Logic, Sean, Felix, Poki, Lily, and Jimmy. It was a rather small lobby than usual. Usually they try to have at least nine or ten people playing, but tonight was different. Even so, they were enjoying every second of it.

“Thank you for the donations guys.” Corpse said into the mic as he walked around the map in Polus. He wasn’t an imposter, and he didn’t feel like doing an tasks at the moment so he just talked with his fans. “Who else is excited for the merch drop? I want it to get to you guys earlier but.. its kinda hard with all that's going on right now.” Then a body was recorded and Lilys pink astronaut was displayed on the screen. “Oop.”

“The body was by the lava pit.” Poki said

“Hm.. I did see Bobby come from there.” Felix said.

“Hey hey hey I came from there when she was alive, aight?” Logic said, “I did my task there, when I went to walk away she was there. Then I just left, there's nothing sus about that!”

Corpse did unmute himself when the meeting began, so soon everyone heard Y/N randomly singing in the background with the most angelic voice the world has ever heard.

“I've shattered now, I'm spilling out, upon this linoleum ground. I’m reeling in my brain again before it can get back to you~”

“Woah what the fuck.” Logic said

“Oh my god Corpse who was that!” Poki said

“Who is that and why is an angel singing in Corpses house!” Felix suddenly yelled, getting all close and personal with the mic.

“I have never heard a voice that fuckin’ beautiful before in my life what the fuck.” Sean laughed.

“Did Corpse finally find a girlfriend? I’m hurt.” Sykkuno chuckled.

“uhhhh” Corpse chuckled awkwardly, “Thats.. my girlfriend.”

His chat went absolutely insane.

“WHAT” “Omg our baby is all grown up” “daddy no 😭” “Im so happy for you corpse!!” “Awwww” “omg he dating someone-” “godbless 😔✨✨”

“Wait seriously? oh my god” Poki said, and you can hear her smile through the screen.

“He’s growing up Felix.” Sean did a fake cry, and Felix laughed.

“How long have you guys been dating?” Felix asked.

“Uhhh.. A couple months.” Corpse said awkwardly, but he couldn’t help but smile. He was happy they supported him.

“Awe I thought we were married.” Sykkuno said with a jokingly sad tone, causing more laughter to erupt between them.

“Don’t worry Sykkuno we’re still friends.” Corpse said.

“Wow you just got friendzoned.” Poki said, and Sykkuno sighed.

Corpse was now worried. He just told his entire fanbase he had a girlfriend without even giving a heads up to Y/N. Welp, all he had to do was hope there was no hate, and hope Y/N was ok with her title as girlfriend out there on the big screen.

#corpse husband #corpse husband x y/n #corpse husband x female reader #corpse husband x you #corpse x you #corpse x reader #corpse x y/n #corpse fanfic #corpse husband fanfic #corpse husband fluff #fanfiction #fanfic #oneshots #imagines

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1bluntroach0 · 3 years

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Ive shattered now im spilling out, upon this linoleum ground

#aesthetic #traumacore #fever dream #nostalgiacore #dreamcore #surreal #rat bastard

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starcased · 2 years

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∞ -ray🥀

Mr Loverman - Ricky Montgomery

0:23 - 0:33 I've got this shake in my legs Shaking the thoughts from my head

1:07 - 1:15 The ways in which you talk to me Have me wishin' I were gone

2:14 - 2:44 I've shattered now, I'm spilling out Upon this linoleum ground I'm reeling in my brain again Before it can get back to you Oh what am I supposed to do without you?

IM INDECISIVE I like all these tho

SEND AN ASK if you would like to do so

#asks 🔗#system-error404-notfound #tom tag

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sonic-colours · 3 years

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i've shattered now / im spilling out / upon this linoleum ground / im reeling in my brain again / before it can get back to you [mr loverman / ricky montgomery]

#AUGHH forgot about this song #jade ghost #eyeballsoda

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hahaha-3 · 3 years

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summary: you are an agent from Oscorp trying to gain new information from the inside of the Avengers. You have been called back to headquarters and have to leave the mission completely which means leaving your boyfriend Peter

part 2:

Part 3: Mr Loverman

im headed straight for the floor the alcohols served its tour and its headed straight for my skin. Leaving me daft and dim.

What did he do. Why did he always have to be such a royal fuck up. He ruined the best thing he’s ever had and now he wasn’t even enough for you. He looked at the picture of you and him together and the feeling burned through his soul.

I’ve got this shake in my leg shaking the thoughts from my head. And who put these waves in the door. I crack and out I pour.

The tears down his face could not stop as he thought about how you ended things. He gave you his everything. He gave you his heart and his trust. Now both are shattered.

He lurched for his phone and called you even though you know it would go to voicemail

“this is y/n if i didn’t answer its because I’m preoccupied with my adorable dummy Peter day hi peter!”

“heyo”

Hearing you say his name in such a loving way only broke him more but there was still a chance tomorrow at school. Hopefully

The Way In Which You Talk To Me has me wishing I were gone. The Way in which you say my name have me runnin on and on.

You avoided him as much as possible. Since Peter and Ned were really your only friend you hung out with Harry. He was a lot less insufferable since the video incident and he has been helping you through a lot. You knew you couldn’t avoid Peter for long and as soon as Peter met eyes with you his red with eye bags and tear stains down his face he rushed towards you. “Y/n!” You quickly turned the opposite way and started on another route to class. He grabbed your arm and looked at you with pleading eyes “y/n please dont run from me can we talk even if its just for a second?”. You tried to shake your hand from him but his grip only tightened. “Peter I need to go to class let me go” you whispered. Harrys head turned and watched the entire situation especially the part where Peter wouldn’t let you go “No y/n please dont avoid me”. Harry quickly came to your rescue and removed your arm from Peters grasp. “She said to fucking let her go Parker”. Peter looked from you to Harry in pain and disbelief. You pushed back the tears and looked at Peter one last time remembering the video conversation. “ I told you… you mean nothing to me. I don’t love you n-now fuck off”. You turned and ran to your class before the bell ran leaving him standing there in the hallway.

I’m cramping up I’m cramping up. But you’re cracking up you’re cracking up

Biology was hell for Peter. The seat that you once sat in was now empty and you sat next to Harry. Softly smiling from his attempts to cheer you up. You felt Peters hurting eyes bore into your soul. Harry was saying something that you weren’t really paying attention to until a note slipped in front of you.

The rooftop where we had our first date after school-

Peter

You felt your heart clench as you threw away the note. You knew what he said in the video. So why is he pretending he still cares. You could never hate him. but a mission is a mission and you have to do what you’re told. That didn’t stop you from going up to the rooftop of the school after you finished your classes.

I've shattered now, I'm spilling out

Upon this linoleum ground I'm reeling in my brain again

Before it can get back to you Oh what am I supposed to do without you?

He heard your footsteps on the roof and he turned to you his eyes red from crying earlier light up as soon as he saw that you came.

“y/n”

#peter x you #peter x y/n #sad peter parker #peter x reader #peter parker #spiderman

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tardisgrump · 3 years

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i hope the assignment went well omg!

buuut to ask about something else, hm, favourite lyrics?

Thats such a good question mica. Currently it’s probably one from ricky montgomery’s songs

“Im shattered now , im spilling out upon this linoleum ground” is a pretty good one from Mr.Loverman

Also a more recent one is my obsession with

“Me and your girlfriend playing dress up at my house..” and the rest is a bit too explicit to just post but its from Slumber party . I just love the rhythm and the cockiness associated with that song

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red-sterling · 4 years

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Can you suggest songs that remind you of Namelessshipping?

hgkjfdgdf god im notoriously bad at these but my current nameless mood has been Mr Loverman becuase just. listen to these lyrics and tell me they’re not Green missing Red on Mt Silver

I'm Mr. Loverman And I miss my lover, man I'm Mr. Loverman Oh, and I miss my lover

and then youve got like -

I'm shattered now I'm spilling out Upon this linoleum ground I'm reeling in my brain again Before it can get back to you Oh what am I 'spose to do Without you

god. i am Sobbing. angst central. aaa i’ll update this if i can think of anything else but alas this is all ive got off the top of my head rn ;u;

#sterling content #i am sorry i am a fool #Anonymous

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