#im so emotional lately and grief really just wrings everything out of u like a shirt in the wash

[spiderversegf]

just rmred ppl love me on purpose . i have to go lay down

#🍜 #love is such a powerful force i am inconsolable #like even ppl who are not with me anymore!! i carry them with me!! #they chose to love me of their own volition #i did not make them do it. no one made them do it #im so emotional lately and grief really just wrings everything out of u like a shirt in the wash #im exhausted and i cant sleep #and for some reason all i can think about is my dad telling me ‘you could never disappoint us’ #it isn’t true. at least not for my mama. but i know he meant it anyway #i should try to go back to sleep #oh btw this is #ok to rb #if u want