#im so fucking lonely

[bussyandbingus4life]

Petition for men to start wearing suits like it's the early 1900s again. Idc how unattractive a man is if they pull up looking like they just walked out of Peaky Blinders I'm buying a wedding dress.

#coquette #aesthetic #fuck it we ball #1920s fashion #i love men #cillian murphy #1920s #im so fucking lonely

[pansyfemme]

yeah i am straight up not having a good time lately

#im so fucking lonely #and its easier to just yell into the void here than talk to anyone else #because i just feel so pathetic and i fucking hate when people get worried about me because im so past that but im so sick and tired of #being alone as the default. im getting better socially but im still such a coward #and i hate being home because when im not doing well my parents go into panic mode and start babying me because they dont want me to relaps #or anything like that but it just makes me feel so stupid for even being depressed by #like i fucking hate this and i hate anyone worrying about me at all #and im tired of seeing people who knew me when i was younger saying how miraculous my recovert was and my parents telling me that they didnt #expect me to be able to go to college and knowing they were looking into long term facilities for me because i hate everything i was and i #genuinly belive i have not gotten better at all ive just stopped telling the professionals the scary shit #im so tired and so lonely and so stressed

[blue-bunny-boi]

If someone doesnt tell me im a good boy and that everything will be okay in the next 30min i will have a fucking anxiety attack

#im not joking #im so fucking lonely #and depressed please #lemme be a good boy

[marriedtobigfoot]

Uh oh gang! I've been cursed with the crippling fear that I'm going to die alone!

#im phrasing it like a meme #but it isnt a meme #Im so fucking lonely #my family and best friends are my fucking world and Im so happy I have them but #God I want TOUCH I want to KISS i want someone to love me like I love them but Im afraid itll never happen.

[thesongofawinterwolf]

I do everything alone and try to have fun because I'm tired of begging people to include me or hang out with me. I planned so many activities bc I thought someone might want to hang out with me since it's Christmas, but no one does..

#personal #katie's oversharing adventure #why am i always the last in everyone's lives #learning independence #im so fucking lonely #loneliness #i hate christmas #mental breakdown #mentally ill #mental illness #its mental illness innit #pls do activities with me

[im-like-if-a-girl]

kinda sorta super sucks that all my friends are off at college and I can't hang out with them whenever I want :(

#im so fucking lonely #i miss my friends #and i never had that hang out on the weekends-go to the mall-just chill and exist together friendships #it always took months of planning to get together with someone for a night #and sometimes they would cancel the day of. or worse. never even show up. #i need to do something with my life #i want to go places. experience things. but id like to do all these things with a friend. #im scared to go by myself places. strength in numbers. and im insecure #but like i said. my friends are gone. #so i normally go places with my mom or younger brother. like a loser without friends. #*(sigh)* #im gonna make my cat a bed with some fleece remnants i bought from work. #i hope she'll like it. i hope she'll use it. #i have it all planned out in my head. im gonna take a box from work and line it with stuffing and maybe some soft memory foam #and ill take the fleece and line the box and then sew and stuff a cushion and it will be all soft and warm for her. #my cat is my life. #work distracts me from my loneliness. i work so much i dont have time to think. except for at night. #at night when the reality of my situation hits me #my friends are gone for the year and i have no one. #i have my cat and my family and that should be enough but it just isnt sometimes yknow. #friends are different. #i dont have anyone to talk to besides my mom and my therapist. #id like a friend to complain to. to shoot the shit with. to talk to about life and annoyances and pleasures and work and everything #ah fuck. ive got to get to bed before i fall asleep on the couch with unbrushed teeth. #this is im-like-if-a-girl signing off for the night after using her personal tumblr as a diary. good night or good morning wherever you are.

[izzy140105]

Me and my babygirls fr 🥰🫶

#im so fucking lonely #but i hate people #help #fictional characters just dont cut it somedays 😔 #valentines day #valentines day meme #meme

[ghoulsgraveyard]

i dont want to keep fucking doing this shit. day in and day out consistently always fucking alone and surrounded by people who have what i want.

#vent #im so fucking lonely

[orcgirlcock]

wearing tight clothing to simulate being held

#im so fucking lonely

[rosebud2829]

just figured out why ive always read a shit ton of books during summer and not during school season unless its a assignment. Since im not allowed to go out because my parents are over protective so unless they know where i am at all times its no im stuck in my house. so i read. Escapism at its finest. Anyway going to buy the last book to the hunger games rn.

#i think im going insane #i dont think i can wait a month until im back in school #i miss everyone #im so fucking lonely #and bored #Barnes and noble has those big eyed plushies right? #Beanie boos #i hope they do cuz then its 2 comforts in one

[qutiepai]

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#im so fucking lonely #i cant stand it anymore

[bussyandbingus4life]

THEY SAID IT! THE CHARACTERS SAID I LOVE YOU! AFTER THREE FUCKING BOOKS!

#coquette #aesthetic #fuck it we ball #i give the fuck up #lana del slay #i wanna go home #im so fucking lonely #lana del rey #girlblogging #the folk of the air #the cruel prince #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #jude duarte #jude #cardan greenbriar #cardan #jude x cardan

[littldolli]

i think im losing all of my friends and its my fault

#doe's vents #im so fucking lonely

[purpleisacolor]

I JUST WANNA DATE SOMEONE I CANNOT TAKEN LIVING IN THIS LIMBO ANYMORE

#im so fucking lonely #i hate men #he ruined me

[rainbowcolored7]

I'm just going to fling myself off a cliff at this point idk what to do anymore.

#personal #im so fucking lonely

[thesongofawinterwolf]

If people at least said no to my activities instead of saying they want to join and having me wait for them until it's too late for me to even do it by myself, that would hurt less I think

#personal #katie's oversharing adventure #im so fucking lonely #loneliness #send help #i hate my life #i hate christmas #mental breakdown #mentally ill #mental illness #its mental illness innit #im very sad