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#im so mad because im going to grad school!!!!! im supposed to be happy!!!!!!! i've worked so hard to get here
batfam-chaos
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#holy text post batman!
#i wish i would stop see-sawing between feeling okay for a few hours and then feeling absolutely awful the rest of the time
#this is the third straight day of feeling like utter shit
#i know it's Trauma Brain stuff but holy shit
#it feels like everything is on fire and it's so hard to do anything because my brain is so bad
#i'm just so TIRED
#i'm tired of having to constantly fight my brain and of feeling horrible all the time
#i keep telling myself to keep fighting and im going to keep doing it
#but fighting your brain 24/7 really takes a toll
#i just want to feel okay again
#i want to be able to have a Normal Bad Day because i stubbed my toe or something
#and not because it feels like my brain is trying to eat me alive
#i keep reminding myself that this is my brain trying to keep me alive
#it's doing its best
#in some ways this is easier than my depressive episodes because at least my brain isnt actively stealing all of my serotonin
#but also it's so hard to do things because im literally being attacked by my brain
#MY OWN BRAIN... IN MY OWN HOUSE........ THE AUDACITY
#im so mad because im going to grad school!!!!! im supposed to be happy!!!!!!! i've worked so hard to get here
#but now i'm getting fucking pulverized by my own brain
#also i'm worried because i dont have any responsibilities rn bc research and classes havent even started but im still getting triggered
#whats it going to be like once i have to do things??????
#the way i'm living rn is so unsustainable because it's exhausting
#i just want to be okay
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