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lina-studen · 2 months

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never used tumblr before, but it seems like there's an active and wholesome nevermore community here, so! my first post — an art of my favorite couple being all ambiguous and heartbreaking </3

#nevermore webtoon #nevermore webcomic #annabel lee nevermore #lenore nevermore #im so nervous #am i doing this right?

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feninina · 8 months

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𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙧 *ੈ✩‧₊˚

𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐭𝐞 ༉‧₊˚.⁀➷

therapist! jonathan crane x female reader.

𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: when your father decided that you needed therapy, taking you to his dear friend dr. crane to treat and help you, you thought it wouldn't work at all, but it turned out to be everything you needed.

jonathan had a very twisted mind and he knew how to hid it perfectly. he also knew, since the moment your father brought you to him practically begging for his help that he was going to have too much fun with you; shaping you, deconstructing you to craft your mind into something so wrecked, so useless, that your only thought from now on would be him.

you were young, naive, beautiful; all that he could ever want and wish — and there you were, heartbroken and desperate, opening your heart to him maybe hoping he would help you, and, in jonathan’s eyes, that’s what he was going to do, he was going to cure you and make you the perfect trophy wife, to nobody else but him.

you were sick, and he had the perfect antidote for you.

“i know what a girl like you needs”

“you think, doctor? what is it?”

“yeah, to be fucked stupid”

i’m so very anxious and nervous to publish this but i also can’t wait omg 😭 anyways hope you enjoyed that little snippet

#jonathan crane x reader #cillian x fem!reader #cillian x reader #cillian murphy x reader #cillian x y/n #cillian smut #jonathan crane fanfic #tommy shelby x reader #jonathan crane #jonathan crane x you #cillian murphy x oc #i hope this makes sense #im so nervous

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marchsfreakshow · 3 months

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Bloodthirsty And Lustful [James Patrick March]

SMUT.

You're a stressed out writer, and came to the cortez, James has been helping you ever since you got here. Now, after a nap, he wants to ask you your deepest desires. Maybe even help you let go.

Warning; this is the most unhinged smut you will ever read from me. This just came out of a dark place in my brain cause of a c.ai chat lol. Thank you to @babygorewhore for being a beta-reader for this <3

Actual warnings!: you like blood. Like, you really like blood. (Reader is really unhinged in this, please bare with) descriptions of organs, bones, skin layers, grinding, switch!reader & switch!JPM, PnV, riding, James lets you take off his neck velvet. Crud smut writing.

18+! MINORS DNI- READ MY SFW WORKS

No one's perspective.

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James peered through the door to see you sitting on the bed, laptop on your lap, head in hands, and a pair of headphones thrown randomly across the room. You looked a mess, and James was worried you hadn't slept enough. Your novel had to be perfect! You needed to spend every moment writing! Every word needed to be up to standard. It drove you crazy and led you to fall asleep right then and there. Everything came crashing down when your headphones broke while taking them off. Instead of freaking out and crying, you just let out a sigh and threw them across the room.

The man stood there, staring at you while you slept, intently watching every unconscious move your body took. He wondered how on earth that odd device in your lap could cause you such problems. Wasn't it meant to make writing easier? Maybe so, but didn't stop the frustrations of wanting to write the next great American novel. It just worried him, and he kneeled by your side. Seeing how you breathed, how you gently gripped the pillow and your eyebrows furrowed together in frustration. A dream or nightmare of something that has stressed you out.

"James." You whimpered in your sleep. It made the man jump back slightly before he walked to the other side of the bed, sitting by your side. Worries were overtaking your wonderous dream. James wanted nothing more than to kill who was hurting you in your beautiful mind.

The night went on, and you woke up slowly at whatever time. You couldn't tell, and you also didn't care. James was sitting on one of the chairs, occasionally looking over to you. The curtains were always closed, and the door barely stayed open. Lights were on, but dim. Sitting up, you rubbed your eyes, and the figure sitting in the chair was blurry. "Love, you're awake." He mentioned when he saw you sit up. You nodded in response. The ghost motioned you to come over, which you obliged despite not understanding much around you. Leather chairs were never comfortable. You were so comfortable in the bed, thinking about how to write, what to write and the deadline.

"What is it, James? I was so comfortable." Grogginess was the undertone in your voice, and you were unable to keep your eyes open. It felt like 2am or 3am. But what a ravishing man next to you. He sat up properly, posture still incredible even after death. Then you were curling up on the cold, leathery, old chair, hugging yourself.

"Dear...I want to talk to you."

"We can do that in the morning."

"No." His voice almost snapped and was rushed. "No...we're alone at this hour." Typical. The night was his favourite time to talk. Sure some people were still awake, but he knew how silent it was at 3am.

"Fine." You groaned slightly. "What did you want to talk abou-"

"Your desires. Your true wants, and needs." Sudden eye contact intimidated you and your sleepy eyes. Cue fiddling with your necklace, your own blood vial. The small amount of liquid rushed around in the vial, caused by your own finger. You never had anyone to do it with you.

You never said it creepily! All you asked your friends was if they wanted to share a blood vial because it was pretty. No one accepted. So you cut your finger. Your pinky on your non-dominant hand. It hurt, but only for a second. Seeing the blood slowly drip out, and the skin layers opening up so quick, it was invigorating for you. Opened up a deep fantasy, and morbid desire. One no one was ever told about. It was a secret to you, and maybe your stuffed animals. Was it that James was asking you to explore those fantasies with him? Impossible unless he could read minds. A secret fantasy like this always hid itself in the back of your mind, never to be found.

James noticed your darting eyes, your fiddling and laboured breaths. "Darling.." He trailed off, feeling your free hand softly, almost too soft. You felt the ghost-like touches (ha-) and your bloodshot eyes met his.

"James, you're..a murderer."

"...Well, yes. I have indeed told you that fact before. In fact, you were not as shocked as others. Humans are fascinating creatures." He chuckled, seeing the humour in your sentence.

Ah, a sentence that put you on edge. They are. Humans, with their layers, complexity. Humans with their need to have attention on them at all times, to create for others. All of it, it was all in your obsession. "Tell me about your interest my hummingbird. Nothing can be too much for me."

"Can I? Can I really?" You asked with a whisper, a slight glint appearing in your eyes. James nodded, and you immediately let loose. A dam breaking in half to bring in a flood. "Human bodies are so, fascinating." Your instant smile was almost manic like you lost your mind when your interest was mentioned.

"Medical shows seldom get it right. Scrubs does. They do it well."

"Have you, ever seen a body in real life? Not on these shows you mention?" James interjected. He wanted to ask you for details of your sick and morbid love for the dead. To see if his erection would get any harder. The thought of seeing you killing or exploring a body, covered in blood made James want to fall harder for you. Your crazy matched his crazy. Maybe more.

"No. It's...a dream though. Whether someone else cut open the body, or I cut them open...I've always wanted to dig around and feel what the organs feel like, hold a bloody bone in my hand..." You then go to bite my nails nonchalantly like you didn't just confirm your want for a morbid and murdering mind. He stared at you, something in his eyes. A sudden need to murder, and a flame of lust for you. Knowing someone shared his deep desires and could help each other, it made him want you more, But hid it with a breath.

"It's so fucking deranged! but the body is so complex. I want to study the tiny nerves and pick out the bones or organs I'm closest to. Having a fully empty body. Maybe even just having a skin and muscle body. It's just so, interesting." A sly smile reached you and almost made you giggle like a maniac. This sudden insanity made James light up.

"Come here." He beckoned you, and you submissively stood in front of him. But not 3 seconds later did he pull you down onto his lap, holding your waist. Gripping your skin, and nails digging into your sides. One more word from you about your loves, and he would have taken you right then and there. "You are, full of surprises my love."

Feeling him under you, you bit your lip and rested your head by his ear. "I bet your ghostly body is the most interesting. I wonder if there's anything different about a ghost body compared to an alive body." You gave in to what he wanted. He wanted to know everything. Every gory detail that your horrid brain could conjure up. Adding to your warm breaths on his neck, you gently traced around his chest, fiddling with his buttons, but never undoing them. Teasing James to hell and back.

James' breathing hitched slightly, before he took a hold of your face, and brought you close, noses almost touching. "Tell me. What else do you want to explore? Please."

You gazed at his lips before meeting his dark eyes once again, "Everything. I want to explode a heart. Maybe even open up organs, and see what makes a human tick. Take out the muscles, and bend them backwards. And, I want to knock open a skull. See what makes a human live. Unravel the brains, read what goes on." While talking, you occasionally moved your fingers to where you were talking, letting your fingers trace James' head and slicked back hair.

He shuddered as you moved around. Both his imagination and yours going crazy. You felt him twitch under you, and it was only a matter of time until he gave in to his lust. This urged you to carry on talking, to dig deeper into the fantasy that you forbade yourself from thinking about. "James?"

He whined out a "hm?" Eyes closed, and hands gripping onto the chair arms.

"give me a fresh body."

"wh.. what?" He spluttered before moving his hands around your torso. The way your soft skin moved in his hands, mouldable like putty.

"cover me in someone's blood. And let me taste the sweet iron on my tongue." The way you spoke felt sensual, and you ran your hands through his hair, the slicked-back threads being thrown in any and all directions.

It simply drove the man insane.

"Your wish is always my command my sweet bird." He was hungry. He wanted to devour your words while they were being choked out of you. He wanted to hear your cries for murder while he fucked you like nothing else mattered. "What, other things do you wish to see? How much depraved insanity can one handle?" James picked you up and almost threw you onto the bed.

First your shirt went, then your trousers. His clothing came next. "I have such an urge to kill. I want to see the way a human body dies." You sighed. His vest went in one direction, your bra went the other way. "How fire burns the skins and the muscles. I want to see a fresh slash open up the layers of skin. I want it all James."

The cold man on top of you hadn't even penetrated you, yet he felt like he was close to an orgasm. Hearing your insane wants and needs so close to his own. Using your depraved thoughts as a way to get him to fuck you was nothing but insanity. Craziness you could only tell him.

"I want to kill someone whilst you're inside of me. Is that crazy to want?" You confessed in a whisper, on your knees and undoing James' belt.

"Nothing is crazy my hummingbird. I'll happily oblige." He took your chin in his hand, doe eyes meeting his. The pure, slightly innocent look on your face made him closer and closer to bending you over and making you feel heaven. You reached your hand up to his velvet, but he hissed slightly and backed away. "Bunny..." He panted.

"I know it's sensitive, but can I see..it sir?" You asked, pressing kisses closer and closer to the wound that haunted James so. He felt frozen. You wanted to see something so, forbidden. Something he never let anyone see. Something that held a memory.

He took a deep breath before pushing his control back onto you. "My... you want something so...forbidden.." and you nodded intensely. He was only left in his velvet and boxers. Something had to go first, it had to be that dear fabric he wore so closely.

"I won't touch it, I promise. I just, fuck, I want to see neck layers, I want to see what nerves you had to cut for this to happen to you." You knew it was an odd choice, but he nodded after a few minutes of silence. He stiffened up as you reached behind his neck and pulled it off slowly. The man couldn't find words to describe the way he felt. Having someone be so, interested and obsessed with the way he died, almost wanting to have sex with him because of the fantasies they denied.

Your deep breaths felt warm against the cold cut, and you spoke before James had a chance to tell you to stop. "Oh, James. Oh, this cut is magnificent. So many layers..how much blood spilt out..?"

The question threw James off a bit, but nonetheless, he was happy to answer, getting closer to fucking you at every point. "More than you could imagine." He left his fingertips resting under your chin.

The words that left his lips almost tipped you over the edge, and you forced James to lie down on the bed. You were, once again, on top of him. This time, tugging at his boxers, and moving your own underwear to the side. Everything hit you like a freight train and you couldn't hold back anymore. Degenerate, depraved, blood fuelled sex. It was what you needed. To be filled by a killer you wanted to kill with.

Two pairs of hands unable to sort and fix themselves in one place, they had to move, they had to grip, scratch and trace. Two pairs of eyes focusing on eachother, unable to look away from the bloodlust you felt for the other.

It was rough, fast and hard. He moaned out for you louder than he had ever been before. You whimpered his name, desperate for a quick release. There were no other noises other than your lewd moans, until you stopped all of a sudden.

"Darling.." James whined slightly. Eyes slightly erratic, you held his face in your soft hands.

"I need you James. I need you eternally. To see you covered in the deep red of blood." The utmost eroticness of your words almost earned you a 'fuck' escaping from your partner below you.

Almost.

Instead he groaned, slapped his hands to your waist and thrusted upwards over and over. It was careless, but hard. Every thrust hit that perfect spot inside you, letting your eyes nearly disappear up into your head. Moans were practically screams.

The thought of seeing you covered in blood, waiting for him to take you made the man desperate. Everything everyone else couldn't be. He was getting close and even more desperate for both you to come at the same time. It drove you over the edge as you finished faster than expected, and you sort of wrapped your hands around James' neck, then laid down the best you could while he was still inside you. He chuckled darkly and thrust inside of you once more, earning an almost pornagraphic moan from you.

Feeling paralyzed, you adjusted yourself so you were simply just laying ontop of James. Silence was the best sound at that moment, and he kept his hands placed on your waist. "Mine." He smiled against the crook of your neck.

"Especially because of my deranged, bloody thoughts?"

"Especially because of these beautiful thoughts you have."

You supposed James was your murdering partner now, and would help you fulfill the fantasies you desired for. A gentleman, yet a physcopath who used the bodies of those he killed. Everything about him shouldn't be so, handsome and you shouldn't want him the way you do. But a murdering gentleman is someone you couldn't refuse.

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Tagging;

@fear-is-truth @nahoyasboyfriend @slvt4jamesmarch @taintandviolent @tatelangdonsweater @lvxybby

#ahs #evan peters #american horror story #james patrick march #james march #ahs hotel #smut #jpm #james march x reader #james Patrick march x Reader #james x you #jpm x reader #x reader #jpm smut #james Patrick March smut #evan peters smut #evan peters x reader #im so nervous #pls reblog

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deoidesign · 3 months

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Like Time and Time Again?

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If you've never read it before, each book is standalone, so you can get all 4 or get just one!

Reviews are in and critics are absolutely RAVING about this one

I've put so much time into getting these books ready for print, I promise to deliver an incredibly unique experience!

If there's one thing I know about, it's comics! And I absolutely love this comic about silly gay time traveling vampires falling in love and getting out of the problems they've caused. It's my whole world, and I'm so blessed to get to share some of that world with you!

Check out my campaign now!

#kickstarter #crowdfunding #crowdfund #original comic #web comic #LGBT #lgbt comic #queer comics #time and time again #IM SO NERVOUS

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secretsivekept · 3 months

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Hey guys!! I can finally announce here that I got hired at Steamroller Animations as a Junior Storyboard Artist!! :D So if you see me disappear completely for a while, that's why LOL!

I'm so excited, though, I finally have my foot in the door in the animation industry and this is a GREAT first job to have. The leads I'm working with are super nice and are willing to teach me everything I don't know!

But yeah, posting art wise things will definitely slow down a lot more than they already have, but I just wanted to share this life update with you all!!

#my stuff #my art #im so nervous #but trying to keep a positive mind

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mao22716 · 6 months

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eepy saiki with blahaj

plain colour bg under the cut

thoughts on the drawing too but i dont have to read it

i was trying not to do a lot of lighting bc i always fuck up the drawing with too much lighting (bc i never study hahahahha)

jellyfish bg is weird maybe i didnt put enough thought into it

plain bg is ok but its boring lol 💀

maybe i could have put some yellows in the sweater?? u also cant see wtv is going on in the pants i put too much dark shadow i think

i can fix all of that rn before posting but im lazy

i rlly like the skin and hair shading tho

i also did a lot better with drawing and shading clothing than i did last time good job me

the pose was so hard to draw im so glad it turned out ok 😭😭

im hubgry

#saiki k #tdlosk #saiki kusuo #im so nervous #the ikea in my cou ntry had discount for small blahaj and i wanted to buy #but my room doesnt have space bc i already have a lot of plushies #so i draw saiki with big blahaj instead since i cant have blahaj #mine: art

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tartelongan · 2 months

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SHADOW MILK COOKIE X LYCHEE DRAGON COOKIE FANKID DROPPED 🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨

[He/Him for Shadow Milk, They/Them for Lychee, and She/Her for Shadow Milkshake]

Say hello to Shadow Milkshake Cookie! Made with milk and lychee syrup! She's half dragon and Doesn't get to fly, but she has a 5th grade Dragontongue vocabulary! That's not that bad! The bow on her staff is much harder (and sharper) than it looks, functioning as an axe! Longan Dragon Cookie and the rest of the dragons don't know she exists, but I don't think Shadow Milkshake or her mother is very eager to inform them! I don't think Lychee wants to tell their siblings about Shadow Milkshake's father either, but hey, secret families never... uh, hurt anybody. I think. Oh, but anyway, you should've seen the joy on her parents' faces when she brainwashed her first cookie! They grow up so fast!

More fun facts I just made up! -

- She believes herself to be a bad liar because her parents always see through her (unknowing that it's just because they're close. Her parents can see through their spouse's lies as well)

- This has made her dislike theater and prefer circuses as she also thinks she's a bad actress.

- Very good with hostile animals but very bad with usually passive ones. Her solution is to brainwash every animal into being hostile which is fine for her mother but Not Very Optimal for her father who is baaaad with most animals (clearly good with dragons, though). Thankfully, he thought nearly getting his face eaten by a killer rabbit he pulled from his hat was funny.

- As a child, she used to constantly steal her mom's hat. So much so, that Lychee gave her her own!

- The syrup she's made of and has on her clothes is infused with dark magic (as Lychee is the dragon of darkness).

- Her axe is more of a commodity for smaller tasks. If she really needs to attack, the syrup over her hat will function like a second set of hands. She could also use it like wings but she's decided it looks really stupid.

- She has a good relationship with the other 4 beasts, who are basically her aunts and uncles!

She may have younger siblings and cousins who I'll draw eventually! I tried very hard with her design to give her some originality while also making sure you could probably tell who her parents are! She'll probably get a redesign eventually, but for now, I'm happy with this! I hope I come up with some better lore soon!

#shadowlychee #shadow milk cookie #lychee dragon cookie #shadow milk cookie x lychee dragon cookie #lychee dragon cookie x shadow milk cookie #cookie run oc #im so nervous #shadow milkshake cookie

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charlunday · 8 months

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The people have spoken!!

It is officially time for me (✨️charlunday✨️) to open up commissions!

This is my first time doing them online, so I'll need to get my bearings, but hopefully, you're willing to work with me. I will be using Venmo (and maybe PayPal). I think to start, as not to overwhelm myself, I'm going to open up three slots. First come, first serve! (I still reserve the right to say no to anything I'm uncomfortable with)

For my in person commissions, I pay myself at a rate of $20/hour. To give you a general idea of what that might look like, here you go!

The piece above is one of my larger ones, taking about 5 hours. Something with this level of detail would run you about $100.

On the flip side, you have something like this:

This took me only 2.5 hours, so something in this realm would be more along the lines of $50.

But we can go even smaller from there! With something like this:

The above, my friends, is a doodle. This took only a little over an hour, meaning you could get yourself a doodle for $20! Just $20! What a steal. And if that's still out of your budget,

You could get a sketch for as little as $10. The possibilities are endless!

(Also, I will do things other than THG! These are just my best examples at the moment. Check my bio for other stuff I'm into!)

Even if you can't commission me, I want to thank every person who has ever left kind words on my posts! I read each and every one of them (and sometimes reread them). I love you all, and I love making art for us to enjoy together. ❤️ If you enjoy my art, please reblog to boost!

#i should really start an art tag #im so nervous #but also excited!#this is a new journey for me!#the hunger games #peeta mellark #katniss everdeen #everlark

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scrollonso · 1 month

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me finally going to sleep after the race (bc lando is gonna win duh)

#f1 #formula 1 #lando norris #ln4 #first win #australian gp 2024 #australia #IM SO NERVOUS #im gonna puke

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allyheart707 · 3 months

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

... my favorite fanfic author just said they might read MY thing and idk if I'm honored or horrified.

#im so nervous #i hope #if they do read it #they like it #;^;#AHHHHHGG #ally rambles

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sharpace · 2 months

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Chapter 1 - Ambient Noise

Welcome to the first chapter of the Divorce Era! This chapter fills in some of the blanks within the Crank It timeline to set the stage. So enjoy some ooey, gooey fluff before the heartbreak begins. <3

This chapter is available for Aces and Clubs right now. It'll be available for Hearts on 3/15! For information on what each tier means, click here!

#crank it #gamer au #divorce era #im so nervous #probably going to post this and immediately log off #hope yall like it <3

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keii-starz · 8 months

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saw a ton of my moots doing it so y not...

tagging moots so u guys can see it, sooooo srry for the tags !!! (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

@ruggiethethuggie @azulashengrottospiano @lolthia (you don't rlly interact with the twst fandom as much, but I'd appreciate knowing!! :D) @hisui-dreamer @i-like-forgs @twistwonderlanddevotee @eynnwwyjth @crheativity @dove-da-birb @krenenbaker @leonistic @rokrsu @v-anrouge @ceruleancattail @iheart-nene @vtoriacore @silly-ez @jades-mushroom @shkrmpp @fukashiin @rayisalive @xxoomiii @the-banana-0verlord @spadecentral @chocodaffodil @citrusitonit @suiseisyojo @kurukuryu @inkybloom-luv @xphantasmagoriax @saayatsumu @totallymem3 (I hope you're doing well!! :")) @moonlitnyx @hheun @kunehori @red-viewe @angelhairpastawithherbs @officialdaydreamer00 @busycloudy @linabirb @shinysparklesapphires @names-are-dumb (thanks for being a great friend to me in the discord server!!) @minty-bubblegum

I'm sorry if I missed any of u!! :")

#decision making...ૢ✧∘*#its done being a draft now !!#IM SO NERVOUS

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hopepetal · 8 months

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My first day at college starts tomorrow... wish me luck o7

#zera rambles #aaah #im so nervous

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miwachan2 · 11 months

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