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lola-bunn1 · 1 year

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glimpse of us.

Nobody else.

Neteyam loved you like nobody else. He loved the time he spent with you, the touches you shared, the love that was unbreakable.

He loved telling you how you were going to be a Tsahik one day, and you'd bear his children. How you two were going to grow old together and die in each other's arms.

That was until that day.

That unforgettable day.

That day with the sky people, that chaotic day where you two saved his siblings, that day where as everyone cheered for the victory, you were silent, feeling the bullet wound getting worse.

That day where everyone crowded around you, trying to keep you awake.

"Stay with me, y/n. Stay with me."

That second where he realized you weren't going to make it.

"I'm scared"

"I know...I know baby, just hold on a little longer"

"I'm sorry my love...I see you."

"Hey, no don't say that. Stay with me...stay with me...y/n. y/n?"

That moment, his screams reaching the forest.

At least one of you died in the other's arms, right?

A year had passed, Neteyam wasn't the same.

He wasn't the same Neteyam that used to laugh as you two snuck out of the fortress back in the forest. He wasn't the same Neteyam that used to make fun of you when you could barely know how to ride an Ilu. He wasn't the same Neteyam that was happy, with you.

After a while, his parents told him he needed to court someone. That you would understand, that you'd want him to do it.

He didn't care about anything anymore.

His parents set him up with a girl, she came from a proper family, good warrior, good healer, has motherly instincts, she was perfect to have a family with.

But perfect doesn't mean that it's gonna work.

They got married, she was so happy. She'd smile at him and he'd look into her eyes, he sees a glimpse of you two.

The moments where you'd smile at him, and his heart warms up just at the sight.

When she'd hug him, he'd remember you again

The moments where you hugged him and comforted him after his dad yelled at him, telling him everything would be okay.

When she'd hold her son as she had dinner with him, he'd remember you.

The moments where you'd hold a sewn doll, pretending it was your child, and he'd smile at you, saying this'll be us someday.

Neteyam wasn't all there anymore, he was just here to pass time, to maybe get a glimpse of you two again.

The girl was sweet, she treated him well but in the end, she wasn't you. You were all he's loved.

Nobody else.

#avatar fanficiton #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #avatar x reader #avatar #neteyam x you #neteyam sully #neteyam #neteyam x y/n #neteyam x reader #neteyam angst no fluff #im so sad rn #send help im crying

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anathemafiction · 11 months

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Book Depository closed down :(

This is a massive blow for people outside of English-speaking countries, especially those with lower-valued currencies.

There was also nowhere better to find second-hand books online.

For me, it was a place to buy English books that I can't find in local stores - not to mention specific editions that will now be completely lost to me and so many others.

Truly, a tragedy. The shipping rates on Amazon and the like are insane. I guess this is the push for digital books...

You'll be missed Book Depository. 🖤

#i know im late but I just found out T_T #i was trying to order a second hand old edition of guards! guards! and bam #the website is down #😭😭#im so sad rn #i bought so many books there #personal #rambles

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chryblossomjjk · 5 months

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ot7 enlistment reality is starting to sink in

#im so sad like #what the fuck do you mean two years without them #we’ll have our jinnie back soon tho 🥹#that scene in twilight where this bitch just looks out the window for five months bc her emo boyfie left #is literally going to be me like #what am i (adhder) to do without my hyperfixation ??#and highkey worry about their mental health a lot #especially joon and jungkook #bc i feel like since hiatus they’ve been v concerning on live yk?#like being really sad #talking about feeling lonely and whatnot #sigh #i just want them to be happy #im going to miss them a lot #IM SO SAD RN

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xy4n1d3 · 6 months

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dude i’m so fucking devastated over attack on titan’s ending. first anime i’ve been this sad over. cried 11 times. i genuinely am so sad over it. :(

now what if i write smut to cope

#xy writes ‹𝟹 #attack on titan x reader #attack on titan #snk x y/n #snk x you #snk x reader #aot x y/n #aot x reader #aot smut #aot x black reader #shingeki no kyoujin x y/n #shingeki no kyojin x reader #shingeki no kyojin #aot fanfiction #snk fanfiction #im so sad rn

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axztio · 7 months

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gabe saporta’s top fueled by ramen release is almost here … :(

#gabe saporta #the academy is #william beckett #cobra starship #im so sad rn

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cupidxoxo · 2 months

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guys why did no one tell me tma was gonna end like that ☹️

#tma #WHYYYYY #IM SO SAD RN #the magnus archives #tmagp #JMART ☹️☹️☹️☹️

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eyedle · 2 years

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That single queer person moment when you finish watching or reading some lgbtq+ media and then feel that deep profound yearning and sadness for something you have never experienced and may never experience.

#relationships #crush hulu #crush #heartstopper #ofmd #our flag means death #im so sad rn #number 1: all my previous have been awful because of me and my inability to let go of my fears and anxieties #number 2: i have ocd and everything makes me feel like I'm a bad person and am ruining peoples lives #number 3: i dont know my own feelings #number 4: i am such a clueless bisexual #number 5: i will fall in love with people just because they're nice to me and then lose my feelings in like two business days #number 6: man i am so Fucking Lonely #i just want a gf? is that so hard to ask for?#lgbtq

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xariarte · 1 month

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First Scottie Barnes now Alperen Sengun......................not my faves getting hurt like this..........

#both times were heartbreaking #im so sad rn #post game takeaways #scottie barnes #alperen şengün

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sunny-sainz · 3 months

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Can someone give me Carlos’s options cause this whole is playing with my sanity…

#im so sad rn #at least a lot of the teams want him #and he’s free from the nightmare of Ferrari #so bonuses #but im gonna give myself an anxiety attack from how confused i am #so funn #carlos sainz #Lewis Hamilton #charles leclerc #scuderia ferrari #Mercedes

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