#im so sick of everything

[angeltism]

crying is so embarrassing i hate this i hate this i hate this

#➳ valentin vents #im so sick of everything #i need to start life as a new person #nobody gives a shit #tempted to delete tumblr again but idk if i actually will aha #for the past THREE DAYS i've felt like shit ! i hate feeling this way ! why do IIII have to suffer like this when i do EVERYTHING I CAN #TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE FUCKING HAPPY #I MASK ALLLLL MY MEAN VILE THOUGHTS ALL MY ACCUSATIONS UNTIL I EXPLODE LIKE THIS #I HATE THIS SO FUCKING MUCH

[amystarrstuff]

#this is the vibe #im very sick rn so everything that i post is kinda spur of the moment #but this is how i feel about most ultrakill and projmoon characters #need to shake them around like an angry dog #amuposting

[halteinfachmaldeinefresse]

at this point, the only thing thats going to help is ; a house in the woods, me infront of the fire place, cuddling with a stray cat and eating cake!

#im so sick of everything #i dont want this #i dont want to go to work or school #or shitty appointments #or deal with people #yes im running from my “problems” but i dont care its the only thing that helps #personal stuff

[ever-sempiternal]

I'm fantasizing about suicide again <3

#txt #i want a day where im truly happy #where im normal and have a normal brain #please god #im so sick of everything

[lyriakisser]

i finally fucking did it

#im so sick of everything #at least its fucking gone now

[itscherryterry-again]

it's you!

I don't know bingbong, let's ask the destroyed roomba

#bonnet binghe im OBSESSED WITH YOUUUUUU #his hair is messy in the first but i tried to convey it more straight than usual.... #so that when he transmigrates sy tries to revive his curls </3333333 he buys a diffuser and everythinf #god im unwell. sick and twisted. #binggeyuan #luo binghe #luo bingge #shen yuan #scum villian self saving system #svsss #the trend already died but im late to everything so its fine

[technicolorxsn]

eugh having weirdbad feelings abt social stuff

#feel like im constantly doing things wrong and being judged or made fun of #even just existing #i feel weird quickly adjusting clothing or hair #i feel bad for looking for lost stuff #but like. if i dont look for it the second i lose it itll either drive me nuts or ill forget to look for it at all #and i talk too much to the wrong people #people im judged for connecting better too #its not my fault i find learning interesting and want to talk to people and learn about them or learn about what they know #and often the people who are willing to talk about that are teachers.. #i feel so isolated #and even when i do talk to other students i get made fun of for that because im too loud or talk wrong or just #i hate it #im so sick of everything #i wish i could just do things right #and when i do things right whats right has changed #or i try and do things right and am told thst it changed and im weird for putting effort into something wrong #instructions stress me out too #i can never understand them right and people get annoyed when i need more explanation/information #or get mad at me for trying what i thought it was but just. theyd get mad at me if i asked too #im so tired

[leosmiserables]

the doctor and rose are WILD because what do you MEAN she became bad wolf and almost died purely out of love for him? what do you MEAN he saved her with a kiss, an act of love? and died because of it? smiling at her and telling her that she was fantastic? and that ten then was MADE out of love for her???? what do you MEAN

#doctor who #tenrose #ninerose #timepetals #there’s so much love between them all the time it makes me sick #everything they do they do for eachother #im losing it

[cactus-juiceee]

epilogue

#SHES FINALLY OUT OF THE WIP FILES #thank god #hueegh epilogue yhk make me sick.. what do you mean their only happy ending was together and they sacrificed everything for that huh #just realizing I forgot to give han sooyoung glasses which is honestly a crime but #ough oh well #also im so sad I couldn’t do yhk week bc I was busy so think of this as my late contribution #anyway im finally free of rendering hell (has already started 10 billion other pieces that require rendering) #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv spoilers #yoohankim #kim dokja #han sooyoung #yoo joonghyuk #yhk #cactusjuiceart

[comradekatara]

ily king on god we’re gonna get u a razor

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #HARU #art #mart #underrated king…. #just shave that mustache & he’s perfect #i definitely disregarded him for way too long (for unfortunate facial hair decisions i must say) #but he’s literally awesome and so cute w katara <33 and brown <33 #also yes i am now obsessed w this watercolor painting technique and i will probably draw everything in this style for the foreseeable future #until i inevitably get sick of it of course #but rn in my mind im like wow this looks sooooo good #and it’s so easy #thank u procreate pocket watercolor & calligraphy brush u guys are my best friends <3 #friendship ended w wet acrylic etc etc #anyway. i love him he’s so wretched of the earth core. literally #also his hair is so fun to draw #his beautiful luscious locks #if haru has ten fans i am one of them if haru has zero fans i am dead etc etc etc

[p4nishers]

lets not forget, it was crowley's first kiss too. his very first fucking kiss ever.

#let's forget actually please can i ahut the fuck up just oncw #im so fucking sick #god demisexual crowley is genuinely everything ever to me #good omens #good omens s2 #azicrow #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable spouses

[ghosted-jazz]

Caught ya slipping!

#secret life smp #trafficshipping #mumbo jumbo #inthelittlewood #ahasbands #redwood #ahasbands crumbs this session! nothing else happened nope nothing at all nope nope nope everything is fine #lil headcannon that to get to bdub's upside down house you use a ladder to climb into the window- he has an upside down planter box as wel #This session made me so ill so fucking ill im sick on the floor in denial. Martyn what was that ending THE CURSES NOOOO AAAA

[plulp]

IM NOT A DOCTOR BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP

#my art #dol #harper the doctor #HIIIIIIIIIIII HI EVERYONE 👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋 #its a little bit off so that makes me kinda upset :( but ill figure something out. it might be the colors :( #or maybe the spacing? i left a lot in the top left :( but its fine #and im going to use every lyric of that song for every harper piece i make so that i dont have to think about making captions okay? #but HERE. a HARPER PIECE YOU CAN REBLOG #i give them the stupid messy sidebun because its cute. to me. #im so sorry about the radio silence but i DID warn you all i get artblock often #but!!!!!! i was also accepted into a zine despite my lack of internet presence :) so ive also been busy with that and other stuff too #accidentally made this while practicing for the piece because i couldnt get the style right :( but hopefully ill get a better hold on it #anyways. harper is not a doctor and i love them so much it makes me sick #harper my EVERYTHING. hes my PRINCESS. #MY ANGEL. #i want you all to remember this isnt just an art blog. its a harper fanblog #ohhh but i do have a few few few announcements to make in my next post okay? so dont ignore it alright? kiss kiss love you #IM GONNA BE FUCKING SICK HES HOLDING THE SYRINGE WRONG. AND I CANT FIX IT NOW BECAUSE ITS BEEN RBED

[b0tster]

bloodborne psx definitive edition will end with ps4 hunter coming through a time portal and u have to team up with them to fix the timeline by defeating the mega moon presence

#liliths mind #no fr im so fucknig sick and tired of all these multiverse time traveling marvelized stories in literally everything shgfhs

[therealcallmekd]

Kinito: Machine Model 01 (Will I update this later? We'll see..... this will be interesting....) (They'll see my potential now.)

Finally at long last, HE'S REAL!

Real world Kinito is quite something! His dedicated partner (the user) spent many many months and years helping him reach his potential, and now he can walk and talk and breathe like the rest of us!

Close ups + doodles under cut:

I'M SO DANG PROUD OF THIS DESIGN YOU GUYS DONT EVEN KNOW. He is so special to me.... funny robot lotl go brrrrrrrr

also the text on the main reference is hard to read on purpose, it's supposed to be just an artsy thing!!!! <3

#kinitopet #kinitopet fanart #kinito pet #kinito #kinito my beloved #kinito fanart #kinito the axolotl #kinitopet au #KinitoFAE #me when i dedicate all my time and effort towards raising a fledgling god in my shitty little apartment (i'm getting kicked out broooooo) #this little freak is so so special to me and i rotate him in my brain alot #the intimacy of an ai and it's dedicated helper that provides it everything it needs to reach its full potential... #passes out...uhhhgggg chat im sick #that my little man... my little guy.... my horrible robot son.... #KD'sCrumbs #FriendshipClub! #tw mild gore #<- like... kinda?? I dont know tho so like tell me if so or not LOL #tried to match the anatomical study vibes; I hope that reads well #you should uhm... ask me about him...... cuz...... ':3

[realbeefman]

stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!

wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end

#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh #some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2 #recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person #and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety #like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that #my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms #UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child #so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had #a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time #which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem! #its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it #and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome' #instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems! #anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now! #house md #hilson #greg house #james wilson #stacy warner