tested negative for covid (good) but tested positive for Having A Cold (or possibly flu) that is making me so exhausted and tired and hungry so i cant promise i will be posting very much in the next few days or doing abything. but i would be happy to get writing/drawing done i just dont know if its possible
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i want to play the guitar i want to play the sims all day i want to learn to play chess i want to write poetry i want to learn new recipes i want to do research i want to take pictures i want to crochet i want to sleep all day i want there to be more days in a day
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I've officially dropped out doing the pinefest. The fic I had planned and started is currently about a 6th of the way done. I don't know if I'll save it for next year's pinefest or post it sometime in 2024, but this one is important enough to me for it to definitely get finished. Trying to do the pinefest has pushed me even more into wanting to write, but also made me extra aware of how much my disabilities impact my writing. I really look forward to next year, and hope I won't run into something huge that stops me then like happened this year.
All of this fucking sucks and I'm super disappointed, but I'm not really disappointed in myself. There are obviously times I could have been writing on it that I didn't, but also I've got a bunch of various physical and mental health issues that severely impact my ability to write and to make myself do things. It's been nearly a month since I got covid, and I'm still struggling to recover. I still have shortness of breath, coughing, fatigue, and various cognitive issues. All of those things impact my already existing issues, and the fact that I'm able to get even just a little bit of writing done is great.
So overall, basically all of my writing is on the back burner at this point. Things will get written when I have the urge to write them, and at this point only one thing has a due date. The plan is to not commit to anything new with a timeline unless I can quite literally finish it before signing up, at least until I can breathe properly and sit in my chair without flaring up my back.
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fuck I forgot we have a landlord inspection today so I can't take a nap... god I can't hang around the flat I don't want to be here for that 😭😭
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im in limbo, i only slept four hours and woke up at 5 but i kinda feel like imma collapse but im also motivated to finish this project and i love the mornings
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