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#im so tired i want to take a nap too
br1ghtestlight · 5 months
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tested negative for covid (good) but tested positive for Having A Cold (or possibly flu) that is making me so exhausted and tired and hungry so i cant promise i will be posting very much in the next few days or doing abything. but i would be happy to get writing/drawing done i just dont know if its possible
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waywardsalt · 1 month
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ive spent like 20 minutes trying to world this eloquently but i give up; im a big fan of linebeck just. not being capable of watching over kids not the person to be the guardian of a group of young people he struggles to take care of himself at times and has so much shit going on that it takes about one conversation with oshus for the old man to realize that this guy is. not doing great
#this was gonna be like. a jokey post at first juxtaposing oshus’ expectations vs reality with linebeck but im too emotionally drained#so real linebeck talk in the tags bc idk if ive actually talked much abt like. the specific as on why. iwrite and see him the way i do#likr. off the bat i put him at like 19 in ph and im too fucking tired and just. done rn to justify that like whatever kill me if you wish.#like. hes. been throught a lit hes been abused neglected used ignored hurt ridiculed violated deceived hes so fucking tired#hes worn down over the course of ph it causes him to finally like. express his anguish over what hes been theough its cathartic#hes getting pushed but talking to oshus and being around link loosens him up and he fucking. cries properly yknow#he cries about everything and the last bit of ph hes kind of an emotional wreck but hes finally letting himself feel all that shit#he cries he struggles to articulate himself he has a violent public meltdown as he becomes fed up with his reputation#and it all culminates in bellumbeck just. being a really raw examination of what hes been through and how he feels and what to do now#he hates people he has people he wants to kill people he wanted to kill but after bellumbeck its just. hes tired. hes processed everythjng#and then he needs the post ph crew and everyone they meet along the way to just. be a fucking support system for the first time ever#like post ph hes rhe captain he runs the ship he keeps everyone in line he can do that. but hes softer more vulnerable more self doubting#hes kinder and more hesitant but trying new things and being more openly passionate abt his interests#and he keeps working through his trauma he finds out what else it causes problems for and everyone. supports him#hes not capable of like. being any kind of parental figure to link in ph his perspective on like. how to handle kids is fucked#because his perspective on what a normal childhood should look like is kind of a mess#his perspective on relationships is murky on love on adventure on self expression but post ph hes just. free. tired but free#he manages to take naps the group helps him eat properly he learns his physical boundaries and actually does what he loves#idk. im just. man idk. its still measy but like. my version of linebeck is. i really hate the idea that its so out of character its not him#like. idfk what to even say abt that. idfk what ‘in character’ looks like when you hc a character to be masking in canon#when you hc them to be lying and covering things up and just. subdued bc theyre working on stuff#that they lie and exaggerate their own traits on purpose but let the truth through some cracks like what rhe fuck then#i hate it bc i dont see anyone else think of linebeck anything like this so im scared im fucking wrong somehow#im tired. i recently learned that one of my cats has been burrowing under and chilling under a blanket we cover a couch with#its very cute
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loverjpg · 2 months
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i want to play the guitar i want to play the sims all day i want to learn to play chess i want to write poetry i want to learn new recipes i want to do research i want to take pictures i want to crochet i want to sleep all day i want there to be more days in a day
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castielafflicted · 4 months
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I've officially dropped out doing the pinefest. The fic I had planned and started is currently about a 6th of the way done. I don't know if I'll save it for next year's pinefest or post it sometime in 2024, but this one is important enough to me for it to definitely get finished. Trying to do the pinefest has pushed me even more into wanting to write, but also made me extra aware of how much my disabilities impact my writing. I really look forward to next year, and hope I won't run into something huge that stops me then like happened this year.
All of this fucking sucks and I'm super disappointed, but I'm not really disappointed in myself. There are obviously times I could have been writing on it that I didn't, but also I've got a bunch of various physical and mental health issues that severely impact my ability to write and to make myself do things. It's been nearly a month since I got covid, and I'm still struggling to recover. I still have shortness of breath, coughing, fatigue, and various cognitive issues. All of those things impact my already existing issues, and the fact that I'm able to get even just a little bit of writing done is great.
So overall, basically all of my writing is on the back burner at this point. Things will get written when I have the urge to write them, and at this point only one thing has a due date. The plan is to not commit to anything new with a timeline unless I can quite literally finish it before signing up, at least until I can breathe properly and sit in my chair without flaring up my back.
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toastsnaffler · 5 months
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fuck I forgot we have a landlord inspection today so I can't take a nap... god I can't hang around the flat I don't want to be here for that 😭😭
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hailieshapedbox · 1 year
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im in limbo, i only slept four hours and woke up at 5 but i kinda feel like imma collapse but im also motivated to finish this project and i love the mornings
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pallases · 1 year
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what if i just. did not study for my stats final <3
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doitsushine92 · 2 years
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same as how i am delusional about eddie, i will be delusional about bakugou. i mean, what are you gonna do? stop me?
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kellystar321 · 2 years
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#periodical life updates#is that spelled right;;; bluhhhh :') okay anyway#im too tired to draw but too awake to sleep; cursed to be stagnantly unproductive :pensive:#cant even draw an eca; much less my artfight attacks. ALSO everytime i finish a revenge TWO OTHER PEOPLE ATTACK ME#and i am thankful for art but also STOP MY REVENGES WILL NEVER GO DOWN and i still need to do friend arts!!!#ough cursed with my trivial little problems u-u i may be overwhelmed (''oh you think?!'' <- brain balancing 36+ different artfight pieces)#animating for a few hopefully; multiple characters for several; i dont want to do backgrounds anymore but i should :'>#one of my notes for one is ''jegus chrimst jace are you going to draw a whole -ss car?!'' hfhgfg#it was a mistake trying to name them all flowers but im committed to it now#also mom wants me to go back to school and i literally have no more gen-eds to cover for me and i still dont know what major i want#i feel stuck in that regard so i just try not to think about it. but the semester is approaching :'/#guhhh im too tired to go on my laptop but i physically cant nap :'/ cursed forever /lh#body please either stop being tired or settle down enough to take a sleep!! make up your mind you silly lil guy!!#maybe i'll reblog things or scroll tumblr or something; oh unproductive mindless activity u-u#aight peace out; love you all <33#edit: i realize ive accidentally been using ''periodic life updates'' instead of ''periodicAL life updates'' hfghf well sht
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truethes · 2 years
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ngl it’s actually so devastating when in chapter 100 tsurugi reveals that the count is, in fact, not dead. 
#❛    ♡    ›    jupiter   :   𝐨𝐨𝐜.#servamp spoilers /#imagine taking a choice which makes you break every good/positive dynamic you've held for literally 400+ years ONLY to discover the cause#didnt even happen.#he lost seemingly positive relationships with half of his siblings.#left the only person who he well and truly grew to care for to complete it#was kept in some sort of captivity and forced to sleep between 100-200 years#and while its important he grows as a person. he now has to settle with the fact that actually. NVM! the anger/grief/sadness he's made#people who love him and he love back feel ... wasn't actually ever finished#the grief he felt himself and the regret over taking out the count ....#none of it was fully done in the endgame.#you really see the shock in kuros face in that seen but it gets so easily covered up that it makes me so upset ... sir. sir /please/#i love london arc as everyone knows but also ... just kinda want kuro to take another long nap after it#man hasn't slept for three days ( it's hinted in the first night he spent the entire night awake in the front room deliberating how to get#rid of the flower. then he's been fighting for two days with his inner self. )#exposing all these parts of himself#and then once he gets in a better place than he imagined for absolute years. he just gets that and is expected to just be okay.#YEAH I TOO WOULD TURN INTO GLOOP IF I WAS FORCED INTO THIS#im rlly a kuro apologist at this point ... sorry not sorry.#ILL BE HERE TO WRITE TOMORROW!! thinking about spending the rest of my evening on pinte.rest bc i am so. tired.
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witchwhaat · 1 year
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a tragedy: couldn't fit a nap in my schedule
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petitkante · 2 years
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orcelito · 1 year
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Tfw I am like. Stuck in bed lol. Bc all the exhaustion of the past few days has caught up with me
I need to Bake.... metamorphosis....
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divinemackerel · 2 years
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After the dsmp ends I need to somehow find a new hyperfixation and it can’t be minecraft I’m so tired of minecraft
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We've got a bottle of peach vodka left from out trip to visit family and I'm almost tempted to drink it
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rat-nest · 29 days
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Puppy fever is going to kill me
#(delirious with sleep deprivation) i need another reason to wake up every 2 hours in the very near future#im actually so annoyed about it. like had *just* shifted into ok raising a puppy mode to have slipped into puppy fever#its ok. i will survive. even if the sibe mix girl is placed before jason is healed (and im not stupid enough to message about her until then#the plan was tentatively to get a puppy sometime in Jasons 4th year. from what ive read that seems to be the sweet spot for adding a puppy?#chiron is old enough to be a grump no matter what tho. thankfully with the routine we have for him hes settled into a low maintenance#boy. if he were still as bad as a couple years ago or more intense we could not look at a third dog period#tho. if he were more energetic we wouldn't have to lmao.#dog three is like. 60% for Jason. a puppy for my puppy. a playmate would make him very happy#and he and chiron do adore each other but theyre#.....awkward.......when they try to play lmao#chiron gets tired too fast (not his fault Jason can literally go all day) and he goes for the knees? exclusively???? not many dogs enjoy it#so maybe its good he cant keep playing for long. jason doesnt have time to get pissed off about it.#tho hes very good natured with all play styles. theyre a good pair just a bit mismatched#so dog three and jason could play while my not so old old man dog naps asdfghjkl#puppy fever aside tho its not like im in a rush. im happy with my boys#disappointing about the litter we were going to get a pup from not turning out#but that was the exception ive been saying wed make an exception for kdjdksndksndkan#anything else can wait. and tbh its taking all my self control not to go groveling back like...may i have a puppy after all??#there is no reason to let one of my core criteria slide just because its literally the dream litter.#it would have been an immediate dealbreaker in any other situation. i dont feel comfortable making an exception just because i really want#to ya know? seems.....wrong??....not wrong but something along those lines#idk!!!!!!#the point is i want a puppy so bad im gonna cry#<- irrelevant since im so tired i cried when my partner asked me if i wanted a soda. i just didnt know if i did or not! so. tears.#embarrassing but it is what it is. jason hasn't gotten to his stitches once since we implemented this system it just sucks for me#oh well. it is temporary and i love my boy and want him to be healthy and safe. we will make it through ^-^
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